CHAPTER XVIII.

VILLAGE SLANDER.

The days glide by at Dorley Mill. Oh how gently, oh how sweetly, in

what innocent rustic delights, in simple, childlike pleasures, shared

and sanctified by the perpetual presence of a child! The willows

have unfolded their tender young leaves. The white blossoms of the

orchards have come and gone like all earth’s fairest things, too

brief, too transitory. The lazy cattle revel in golden pastures; the

pine trees on the hill-tops put forth pale green shoots at the ends

of their dark old boughs. It is the time of buttercups and young

lambs, trout-fishing, and all delights of early summer, and it has

brought along with it fair nights and days, healing and strength, to

Alexis Secretan.

Yet, strange to say, now that he is so much better, and nearly well

enough to bear the journey to the Grange, he is no longer impatient

to return thither.

‘My life will be so dull without Trot,’ he says. ‘I’m afraid I have

fallen in love with Trot.’

And then he sighs deeply, and lapses into one of those despondent

moods which come upon him sometimes.

Linda bends very low over her work, and she too sighs, but so softly

that the sigh reaches no ear but Richard Plowden’s, who sits close

beside her worktable.

Alexis is well enough to go out of doors and walk a little way,

assisted by his cane on one side, and on the other by Linda or

Richard. They take it in turns to accompany him in these brief walks;

and Linda shows him all the beauties of nature to be seen within a

few hundred yards of the mill. They all sit out of doors a good deal

in the balmy June weather, and Linda takes her work and books to the

rustic bench under the willows, and Alexis has many an afternoon nap,

lulled by the babble of the mill-stream.

But the day comes at last when Mr. Skalpel, who, if he has erred at

all, has erred on the side of caution, pronounces that his patient is

quite well enough to bear the journey home.

‘And I do not say you could not have borne it a fortnight ago,’ adds

the surgeon, ‘but I knew you to be particularly well off here, and

one cannot be too careful.’

‘Yes, I am very well off here,’ says Alexis, with a smothered sigh.

‘However, since you are well enough to walk the length of the village

you are certainly well enough to bear a three-mile drive, and we have

no excuse for keeping you here any longer.’

‘No, I have no excuse for remaining,’ says Alexis, thoughtfully.

‘Six weeks ago you were in a great hurry to go home. I could hardly

persuade you to be patient.’

‘Six weeks ago I was ill and fretful. Since then I have domesticated

myself here, and now I feel as if Dorley Mill were home. Mr. Benfield

and his granddaughter are so good to me; and this little fellow,’

adds Alexis, laying his hand on the golden head of Trot, who lies

at his feet with an open picture-book spread out before him, ‘this

little one and I have grown such friends that I don’t know what I

shall do without him.’

‘Ah,’ says Mr. Skalpel, waxing grave, ‘poor little boy.’

‘You speak as if he were no favourite of yours.’

‘He is not,’ replies the surgeon. ‘He has caused too much scandal to

be a favourite of mine.’

‘What do you mean by scandal?’

‘Well, Mr. Secretan, country people are censorious. It’s a very

unworthy feeling on their part, but you’ll find that country people

_are_ censorious.’

‘I have discovered the same failing in London people occasionally,’

remarks Alexis.

‘And if anything happens which is not quite open and on the

surface, country people are apt to take a narrow view of it. Now

Mr. Benfield’s adoption of this boy has given rise to some very

unpleasant reports.’

‘Why should it do so? Is it not an act of charity, a most

praiseworthy act?’

‘Possibly, possibly, my dear Mr. Secretan. That is the way in which I

have always endeavoured to see it, but one can’t get other people to

look at the thing with the same largeness of view. There is my wife

now, an admirable woman; Miss Challice was a great favourite of hers

before the appearance of this child; she would have done anything for

her; but since this baby came on the scene my wife has quite turned

against the poor girl, will hardly allow her name to be mentioned in

her presence.’

‘That seems rather hard.’

‘It is hard, but it is human nature. There are some sharp angles in

human nature. It isn’t all Hogarth’s line of beauty. You see this

child made his appearance in a most mysterious way. If he had dropped

from the moon it couldn’t have been more sudden, and we know no more

about his origin than we do of a moonstone.’

‘Then people have talked unpleasantly about Miss Challice, I infer.’

‘They have, Mr. Secretan. There have been hard things said in the

village with reference to that child. The village mind is coarse, and

the village vocabulary is limited. Spades are called spades.’

‘And your villagers can hatch a lie out of their foul imaginations,’

says Alexis, in a tone that quite startles the placable doctor.

‘I have always stood up for Miss Challice,’ he says, ‘I have always

defended her.’

‘I am sorry there should be any need for defence,’ replies Alexis,

sternly. ‘I am sorry the people of Dorley and its neighbourhood

should be such savages and idiots as not to recognise purity when

they see it. I have lived nearly six months under the roof that

shelters Miss Challice, and if she is not pure and perfect among

women I have no power to recognise womanly purity and goodness.’

‘I am entirely with you there, Mr. Secretan, yet I cannot help

regretting that this child should have ever been brought here to

occasion a scandal. There is a secret of some kind about his origin,

and wherever there is a secret there is always food for slander. I am

sorry because I know Miss Challice has suffered.’

‘What, the slanders have reached her ears?’

‘Yes, on some occasions, and they have made her very unhappy.’

‘Poor girl! Yet when I offered to adopt Trot, she would not hear of

such a thing.’

‘I dare say not. The little fellow has wound himself about her heart,

no doubt. They were always a soft-hearted race, these Benfields. The

old man has been an encourager of tramps and beggars, too easy by

half. It doesn’t do, Mr. Secretan.’

‘Benevolence? No, it seems a failure in this life.’

This conversation with the surgeon makes a strong impression upon

Alexis. Instead of going downstairs to the sitting-room where Richard

and Linda are expecting him, he remains in his own room all the

afternoon, keeping the child for his companion. The little fellow

will amuse himself for an hour together, playing about the room in

his quiet little way, and perfectly happy.

Alexis looks at him with infinite compassion.

‘Poor little waif, what is to be your fate in the years to come?’

he asks himself. ‘You cannot always have the calm shelter of Dorley

Mill. The day will come when you will have to go out into the world

to fight the battle of life--nameless, perhaps friendless, unless I

am living to befriend you. Poor child, I would give much to know your

history, and yet there are questions I dare not ask. There is always

the horrible doubt, the lurking fear that this village scandal may

contain some grain of truth.’

He is disinclined for Linda’s society that evening, and goes out at

sunset for a solitary stroll, with no support but his cane. It is the

first time he has walked without the help of Linda or Richard.

He goes down to the willow-shaded path, contemplates the simple

pastoral landscape in a thoughtful mood, scarcely seeing the objects

he gazes at, and then strolls past that brief row of old-fashioned

cottages which constitutes the village of Dorley.

Some men are standing before the little public-house, and one of them

seems considerably amused in a quiet way at the appearance of Alexis,

pale and wan still, and leaning heavily on his cane.

‘He don’t look up to much yet, do he?’ says one of these village

worthies when Alexis has passed, but before he is out of hearing.

‘No,’ says the man who grinned. ‘He looks a rare sight. Yon’s the

rich gentleman at the mill. Miss Challice’s new lovyer.’

‘Who says he’s her sweetheart?’ asks the other.

‘Well, folks don’t say it, may be, but they knows it pretty well, I

should think.’

‘That’s the young woman that’s got the ’dopted child,’ says the

facetious man’s friend.

The humorist is a drunkard and ne’er-do-well, who has been refused

employment at the mill, and is bitter against Mr. Benfield and his

household.

‘’Dopted child!’ he says, with his coarse laugh, raising his voice on

purpose that Alexis may hear him. ‘There’s many sech ’dopted children

in these parts, but we calls ’em by another name. We calls ’em----’

He has just time to utter a blasphemous adjective, but not the

substantive that is to follow it, for the adjective is thrust back

between his teeth, as it were, by a blow which strikes him on the

mouth and seems to loosen every tooth in his head. It is astonishing

how hard a weak man can hit when his arm is impelled by such passion

as moves Alexis to-night. He staggers from the recoil of his own

blow, and might fall were it not for a bystander’s friendly arm

stretched out to support him.

‘Sarve him right,’ says one of the sufferer’s companions, as he

stands before them, a piteous object, pouring his blood upon the

dusty ground, as in a libation to the great mother. ‘He didn’t ought

to have gone and said anything agen Miss Challice. She be a good

friend to the poor folks.’

The injured man growls out some threat about ‘summonsing’ and ‘the

beak.’

‘Summon me before whom you please,’ replies Alexis. ‘I shall think

this evening’s work cheap at five pounds.’

Alexis goes back to the mill curiously moved by what has happened.

‘Why do I feel insult to her so keenly?’ he asks himself. ‘Is it that

she is more to me than I dare avow even to my own heart? Is there

peril for my future peace in this quiet home that has sheltered my

sickness and pain? Your fault, Sibyl, your fault. You have left your

place to be occupied by another. Whatever evil befalls me is your

work. Let it be my care that I bring no evil upon the good Samaritans

who have succoured me in my weakness. Mr. Skalpel is right, I have no

excuse for remaining at Dorley another day. But before I go I would

give much to learn the secret of that child’s adoption.’

He is not a little enfeebled by his act of violence and the passion

that accompanied it. His heart beats violently, and he is barely

strong enough to get back to the mill, where he arrives in a state

of extreme exhaustion, and so pale as to frighten Linda and Richard

almost as much as if his ghost had returned instead of himself.

‘How ill you are looking, Mr. Secretan!’ says Linda anxiously, when

she has arranged the pillows on his sofa and brought him a tumbler of

claret and water. ‘You have been walking too fast, and alone.’

‘I am sorry I look so ill,’ replies Alexis, ‘for Mr. Skalpel tells me

I am quite well, and I am to go home to-morrow.’

‘To-morrow?’

‘Yes; there is no excuse for my being a burden to you any longer.’

‘You have never been a burden,’ answers Linda, in a very low voice.

Her face is hidden from Alexis, but not from Richard Plowden, who in

their daily companionship has learned the meaning of that thoughtful

countenance all too well. He reads her secret there to-night, and the

knowledge pierces him to the heart.

END OF VOL. II.

J. and W. Rider, Printers, 14, Bartholomew Close, London.

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