CHAPTER XII. MR. MERL'S MEDITATIONS.

Our last chapter left Mr. Herman Merl in bad company,--he was alone.

Now, very few men's thoughts are companionable in the dreary solitude

of a sorry inn. None of us, it is to be feared, are totally exempt from

“this world's crosses;” and though the sorrows of life do fall very

unequally, the light afflictions are accepted as very heavy burdens by

those to whose lot they fall!

Just as it happens, then, on some gloomy day of winter, when we have

“finished our book,” and the newspapers are tiresome, we take the

opportunity to look through our letters and papers,--to arrange

our desk, and put a little order in our scattered and littered

memoranda,--somewhat in the same spirit will Conscience grasp a similar

moment to go over the past, glance at bygone events, and make, as it

were, a clearance of whatever weighs upon our memory. I 'm not quite

certain that the best of us come out of this Bankruptcy Court with a

first-class certificate. Even the most merciful to his own errors will

acknowledge that in many things he should do differently were they to

be done over again; and he must, indeed, have fallen upon a happy lot

in life who has not some self-reproach on the score of kindness

unrequited,--slight injuries either unforgiven or unequally

avenged,--friendships jeopardized, mayhap lost, by some mere indulgence

of temper,--and enmities unreconciled, just for lack of the veriest

sacrifice of self-love.

Were there any such court in morals as in law, what a sad spectacle

would our schedule show, and how poor even the most solvent amongst us,

if called on for a list of his liabilities!

Lest our moralizing should grow uncomfortable, dear reader, let us

return to Mr. Merl, now occupied, as he was, in this same process of

self-examination. He sat with a little note-book before him, recalling

various incidents of the past. And if the lowering expression of his

face might be trusted, his reveries were not rose-colored; and yet, as

he turned over the pages, it might be seen that moments of gratulation

alternated with the intervals of self-reproach.

“Wednesday, the 10th,” muttered he to himself, “dined at

Philippe's--supped with Arkright and Bailey--whist at double Nap.

points--won four hundred and ten--might have made it a thousand, but

B. flung the cards out of the window in a passion, and had to cease

playing.

“Thursday--toothache--stayed at home, and played piquet with

myself--discovered two new combinations, in taking in cards--Irving came

to see me--won from him twenty pounds his mother had just sent him.

“Friday--a good day's work--walked into Martin for two thousand seven

hundred, and took his bill at three months, with promise to renew--dined

with Sitwell, and sold him my Perugino for six hundred--cost myself not

as many francs--am to have the refusal of all Vanderbrett's cabinets for

letting him off his match with Columbine, which, by the way, he was sure

to win, as Mope is dead lame.

“Martin again--Saturday--came to have his revenge, but seemed

quarrelsome; so I affected an engagement, and declined play.

“Sunday--gave him his revenge, to the tune of twelve hundred in my

own favor--'Lansquenet' in the evening at his rooms--several swells

present--thought it prudent to drop some tin, and so, lost one hundred

and forty Naps.--Sir Giles Bruce the chief winner--rich, and within two

months of being of age.

“Monday--the Perugino returned as a bad copy by Fava--took it at once,

and said I was taken in myself--Sitwell so pleased that he sat down to

écarté, and lost two hundred to me. I dine with him to-morrow.

“Tuesday--blank--dinner at Sitwell's--met Colonel Cardie, whom I saw at

Hombourg, and so refused to play. It was, I suspect, a plan of Sitwell's

to pit us against each other.

“Wednesday--sold out my African at seventy-one and an eighth--realized

well, and bought in Poyais, which will rise for at least ten days to

come--took Canchard's château at Ghent for his old debt at écarté--don't

like it, as it may be talked about.

“Gave a dinner to Wilson, Morris, Leader, Whyte, and Martin--Lescour

could n't come--played little whist afterwards--changed for hazard after

supper--won a few Naps., and home to bed.

“Took Rigby's curricle and horses for the two hundred he owes me--glad

to have done with him--he evidently wanted a row--and so play with him

no more.

“Sent ten Naps, to the fund for the poor injured by the late

inundations, as the police called to ask about my passport, &c.

“Saturday--the Curé of St. Rochette, to ask for alms--gave three hundred

francs, and secured his services against the police--the curé mentions

some curious drawings in the sacristy--promised to go and see them.

“Bought Walrond's library for a franc a volume--the Elzevirs alone

worth double the amount paid--Bailey bolted, and so lose his last

bills--Martin quarrelsome--said he never yet won at any sitting with

me--lost seventy to him, and sent him home satisfied.

“Gave five hundred francs for the drawings at St. R------, abominable

daubs; but the police grow more troublesome every day--besides,

Crowthorpe is collecting early studies of Rembrandt--these sketches are

marked R.

“A great evening--cleared Martin out--suspect that this night's work

makes me an Irish estated gentleman--must obtain legal opinion as to

these same Irish securities and post-obits, involving, as they do, a

heavy sum.”

Mr. Merl paused at this _entrée_ in his diary, and began to reflect in

no very gratulatory mood on the little progress he had as yet made in

this same object of inquiry; in fact, he was just discovering what a

vast number of more shrewd observers than himself have long since found

out, that exploring in Ireland is rather tough work. Everything looks so

easy and simple and plain upon the surface, and yet is so puzteling and

complicated beneath; all seems so intelligible, where there is nothing

in reality that is not a contradiction. It is true he was not harassing

himself with problems of labor and wages, the condition of the people,

the effects of emigration, and so forth. He wanted to ascertain some

few facts as to the value of a certain estate, and what incumbrances it

might be charged with; and to the questions he put on this head, every

reply was an insinuated interrogatory to himself. “Why are _you_ here,

Mr. Merl?” “How does it concern _you?_” “What may be _your_ interest in

the same investigation?” This peculiar dialectic met him as he landed;

it followed him to the West. Scanlan, the landlord, even that poor

simpleton the painter--as he called Crow--had submitted him to its harsh

rule, till Mr. Merl felt that, instead of pursuing an examination, he

was himself everlastingly in the witness-box.

Wearied of these speculations, dissatisfied with himself and his

fruitless journey, he summoned the landlord to ask if that “old gent”

above stairs had not a book of some kind, or a newspaper, he could lend

him. A ragged urchin speedily returned with a key in his hand, saying,

“That's the key of No. 4. Joe says you may go up and search for

yourself.”

One more scrupulous might not exactly have fancied the office

thus suggested to him. He, however, was rather pleased with the

investigation, and having satisfied himself that the mission was safe,

set forth to fulfil it. No. 4, as the stranger's room was called, was a

large and lofty chamber, lighted by a single bay-window, the deep recess

of which was occupied by a writing-table. Books, maps, letters, and

drawings littered every part of the room. Costly weapons, too, such as

richly chased daggers and inlaid pistols, lay carelessly about, with

curiously shaped pipes and gold-embroidered tobacco-bags; a richly lined

fur pelisse covered the sofa, and a skull-cap of the very finest sable

lay beside it. All these were signs of affluence and comfort, and Mr.

Merl pondered over them as he went from place to place, tossing over one

thing after another, and losing himself in wild conjectures about the

owner.

The writing-table, we have said, was thickly strewn with letters, and to

these he now addressed himself in all form, taking his seat comfortably

for the investigation. Many of the letters were in foreign languages,

and from remote and far-away lands. Some he was enabled to spell out,

but they referred to places and events he had never heard of, and were

filled with allusions he could not fathom. At length, however, he came

to documents which interested him more closely. They were notes, most

probably in the stranger's own hand, of his late tour along the coast.

Mournful records were they all,--sad stories of destitution and want, a

whole people struck down by famine and sickness, and a land perishing in

utter misery. No personal narrative broke the dreary monotony of these

gloomy records, and Merl searched in vain for what might give a clew

to the writer's station or his object. Carefully drawn-up statistics,

tables of the varying results of emigration, notes upon the tenure of

land and the price of labor were all there, interspersed with replies

from different quarters to researches of the writer's making. Numerous

appeals to charity, entreaties for small loans of money, were mingled

with grateful acknowledgments for benefits already received. There was

much, had he been so minded, that Mr. Merl might have learned in this

same unauthorized inquiry. There were abundant traits of the people

displayed, strange insight into customs and ways peculiar to them,

accurate knowledge, too, of the evils of their social condition;

and, above all, there were the evidences of that curious compound of

credulity and distrust, hope and fatalism, energy and inertness, which

make up the Irish nature.

He threw these aside, however, as themes that had no interest for him.

What had he to do with the people? His care was with the soil, and less

even with it than with its burdens and incumbrances. One conviction

certainly did impress itself strongly upon him,--that he 'd part with

his claims on the estate for almost anything, in preference to himself

assuming the cares and duties of an Irish landlord,--a position which he

summed up by muttering to himself, “is simply to have so many acres of

bad land, with the charge of feeding so many thousands of bad people.”

Here were suggestions, it is true, how to make them better, coupled

with details that showed the writer to be one well acquainted with the

difficulties of his task; here, also, were dark catalogues of crime,

showing how destitution and vice went hand in hand, and that the seasons

of suffering were those of lawlessness and violence. Various hands were

detectable in these documents. Some evinced the easy style and graceful

penmanship of education; others were written in the gnarled hand of the

daily, laborer. Many of these were interlined in what Merl soon detected

to be the stranger's own handwriting; and brief as such remarks were,

they sufficed to show how carefully their contents had been studied by

him.

“What could be the object of all this research? Was he some emissary of

the Government, sent expressly to obtain this knowledge? Was he employed

by some section of party politicians, or was he one of those literary

philanthropists who trade upon the cheap luxury of pitying the poor and

detailing their sorrows? At all events,” thought Mr. Merl, “this same

information seems to have cost him considerable research, and not

a little money; and as I am under a pledge to give the Captain some

account of his dear country, here is a capital opportunity to do so,

not only with ease, but actually with honor.” And having formed this

resolve, he instantly proceeded to its execution. That wonderful little

note-book, with its strong silver clasps, so full of strange and curious

information, was now produced; but he soon saw that the various facts to

be recorded demanded a wider space, and so he set himself to write down

on a loose sheet of paper notices of the land in tillage or in pasture,

the numerical condition of the people as compared with former years,

their state, their prospects; but when he came to tell of the ravages

made and still making by pestilence amongst them, he actually stopped to

reread the records, so terrible and astounding were the facts narrated.

A dreadful malady walked the land, and its victims lay in every house!

The villages were depopulated, the little clusters of houses at cross

roads were stricken, the lone shealing on the mountain side, the

miserable cottage of the dreary moor, were each the scenes of desolation

and death. It was as though the land were about to be devastated, and

the race of man swept from its surface! As he read on, he came upon

some strictures in the stranger's own hand upon these sad events, and

perceived how terribly had the deserted, neglected state of the people

aided the fatal course of the epidemic. No hospitals had been provided,

no stores of any remedial kind, not a doctor for miles around, save an

old physician who had been retained at Miss Martin's special charge, and

who was himself nigh exhausted by the fatigue of his office.

Mr. Merl laid down his pen to think,--not, indeed, in any compassionate

spirit of that suffering people; his sorrows were not for those who lay

on beds of want and sickness; his whole anxiety was for a certain person

very dear to his own heart, who had rashly accepted securities on a

property which, to all seeming, was verging upon ruin; this conviction

being strongly impressed by the lawless state of the country, and the

hopelessness of expecting payment from a tenantry so circumstanced.

“Sympathy, indeed!” cried he; “I should like to hear of a little

sympathy for the unlucky fellow who has accepted a mortgage on this

confounded estate! These wretched creatures have little to lose,--and

even death itself ought to be no unwelcome relief to a life like

theirs,--but to a man such as I am, with abundance of projects for his

spare cash, this is a pretty investment! It is not impossible that this

philanthropic stranger, whoever he be, might buy up my bonds. He should

have them a bargain,--ay, by Jove! I'd take off a jolly percentage to

touch the 'ready;' and who knows, what with all his benevolence, his

charity, and his Christian kindliness, if he 'd not come down handsomely

to rescue this unhappy people from the hands of a Jew!”

And Mr. Merl laughed pleasantly, for the conceit amused him, and it

sounded gratefully to his imagination that even his faith could be put

out to interest, and the tabernacle be turned to good account. The noise

of a chaise approaching at a sharp trot along the shingly beach startled

him from his musings, and he had barely time to snatch up the paper

on which he had scrawled his notes, and hasten downstairs, when the

obsequious landlord, rushing to the door, ushered in Mr. Barry, and

welcomed him back again.

Merl suffered his door to stand ajar, that he might take a look at

the stranger as he passed. He was a very large, powerfully built man,

somewhat stooped by age, but showing even in advanced years signs of a

vigorous frame and stout constitution; his head was massive, and covered

with snow-white hair, which descended on the back of his neck. His

countenance must in youth have been handsome, and even yet bore the

expression of a frank, generous, but somewhat impetuous nature,--so

at least it struck him who now observed it; a character not improbably

aided by his temper as he entered, for he had returned from scenes of

misery and suffering, and was in a mood of indignation at the neglect he

had just witnessed.

“You said truly,” said he to the landlord. “You told me I shouldn't

see a gentleman for twenty miles round; that all had fled and left the

people to their fate, and I see now it is a fact.”

“Faix, and no wonder,” answered the host. “Wet potatoes and the shaking

ague, not to speak of cholera morbus, is n't great inducements to stay

and keep company with. I 'd be off, too, if I had the means.”

“But I spoke of gentlemen, sir,” said the stranger, with a strong

emphasis on the word,--“men who should be the first to prove their birth

and blood when a season of peril was near.”

“Thrue for you, sir,” chimed in Joe, who suddenly detected the blunder

he had committed. “The Martins ought not to have run away in the middle

of our distress.”

“They left the ship in a storm; they 'll find a sorry wreck when they

return to it,” muttered the stranger, as he ascended the stairs.

“By Jacob! just what I suspected,” said Merl to himself, while he closed

the door; “this property won't be worth sixpence, and I am regularly

'done.'”

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