CHAPTER V. A LETTER FROM HOME

While this discussion was going on, Martin was seated in his own room,

examining the contents of his letter-bag, which the post had just

delivered to him. A very casual glance at his features would have

discovered that the tidings which met his eye were very rarely of a

pleasant character. For the most part the letters were importunate

appeals for money, subscriptions, loans, small sums to be repaid when

the borrower had risen above his present difficulties, aids to effect

some little enterprise on whose very face was failure. Then there were

the more formal demands for sums actually due, written in the perfection

of coercive courtesy, subjecting the reader to all the tortures of a

moral surgical operation, a suffering actually increased by the very

dexterity of the manipulator. Then came, in rugged hand and gnarled

shape, urgent entreaties for abatements and allowances, pathetic

pictures of failing crops, sickness and sorrow! Somewhat in contrast to

these in matter--most strikingly unlike them in manner--was a short note

from Mr. Maurice Scanlan. Like a rebutting witness in a cause, he spoke

of everything as going on favorably; prices were fair, the oat crop a

reasonable one. There was distress, to be sure, but who ever saw the

West without it? The potatoes had partially failed; but as there was a

great deal of typhus and a threat of cholera, there would be fewer to

eat them. The late storms had done a good deal of mischief, but as the

timber thrown down might be sold without any regard to the entail, some

thousand pounds would thus be realized; and as the gale had carried away

the new pier at Kilkieran, there would be no need to give a bounty to

the fishermen who could not venture out to sea. The damage done to the

house and the conservatories at Cro' Martin offered an opportunity to

congratulate the owner on the happiness of living in a milder climate;

while the local squabbles of the borough suggested a pleasant contrast

with all the enjoyments of a life abroad.

On the whole, Mr. Scanlan's letter was rather agreeable than the

reverse, since he contrived to accompany all the inevitable ills of

fortune by some side-wind consolations, and when pushed hard for these,

skilfully insinuated in what way “things might have been worse.” If the

letter did not reflect very favorably on either the heart or brain that

conceived it, it well suited him to whom it was addressed. To screen

himself from whatever might irritate him, to escape an unpleasant

thought or unhappy reflection, to avoid, above all things, the slightest

approach of self-censure, was Martin's great philosophy; and he esteemed

the man who gave him any aid in this road. Now newspapers might croak

their dark predictions about the coming winter, prophesy famine, fever,

and pestilence; Scanlan's letter, “written from the spot,” by “one who

enjoyed every opportunity for forming a correct opinion,” was there,

and _he_ said matters were pretty much as usual. The West of Ireland had

never been a land of milk and honey, and nobody expected it ever would

be,--the people could live in it, however, and pay rents too; and as

Martin felt that he had no undue severity to reproach himself with,

he folded up the epistle, saying that “when a man left his house and

property for a while, it was a real blessing to have such a fellow as

Scanlan to manage for him;” and truly, if one could have his conscience

kept for a few hundreds a year, the compact might be a pleasant one. But

even to the most self-indulgent this plan is impracticable; and so might

it now be seen in Martin's heightened color and fidgety manner, and

that even _he_ was not as much at ease within as he wished to persuade

himself he was.

Amid the mass of correspondence, pamphlets and newspapers, one note,

very small and neatly folded, had escaped Martin's notice till the very

last; and it was only as he heaped up a whole bundle to throw into the

fire that he discovered this, in Mary's well-known hand. He held it

for some time ere he broke the seal, and his features assumed a sadder,

graver cast than before. His desertion of her--and he had not blinked

the word to himself--had never ceased to grieve him; and however

disposed he often felt to throw upon others the blame which attached to

himself here, he attempted no casuistry, but stood quietly, without one

plea in his favor, before his own heart.

The very consciousness of his culpability had prevented him writing to

her as he ought; his letters were few, short, and constrained. Not all

the generous frankness of hers could restore to him the candid ease of

his former intercourse with her; and every chance expression he used was

conned over and canvassed by him, lest it might convey some sentiment,

or indicate some feeling foreign to his intention. At length so painful

had the task become that he had ceased writing altogether, contenting

himself with a message through Kate Henderson,--some excuse about his

health, fatigue,-and so forth, ever coupled with a promise that he

would soon be himself again, and as active a correspondent as she could

desire.

To these apologies Mary always replied in a kindly spirit. Whatever

sorrow they might have cost her she kept for herself; they never

awakened one expression of impatience, not a word of reproach. She

understood him thoroughly,--his easy indolence of disposition, his

dislike to a task, his avoidance of whatever was possible to defer;

more even than all these, his own unforgiveness of himself for his part

towards her. To alleviate, so far as she might, the poignancy of the

last, was for a while the great object of all her letters; and so

she continued to expatiate on the happy life she was leading, her

contentment with the choice she had made of remaining there, throwing

in little playful sallies of condolence at her uncle's banishment, and

jestingly assuring him how much happier he would be at home!

In whatever mood, however, she wrote, there was a striking absence of

whatever could fret or grieve her uncle throughout all her letters. She

selected every pleasant topic and the favorable side of every theme to

tell of. She never forgot any little locality which he had been partial

to, or any of the people who were his favorites; and, in fact, it might

have seemed that the great object she had in view was to attach him more

and more to the home he had left, and strengthen every tie that bound

him to his own country. And all this was done lightly and playfully, and

with a pleasant promise of the happiness he should feel on the day of

his return.

These letters were about the pleasantest incidents in Martin's present

life; and the day which brought him one was sure to pass agreeably,

while he made vigorous resolutions about writing a reply, and sometimes

got even so far as to open a desk and ruminate over an answer. It so

chanced that now a much longer interval had occurred since Mary's last

letter, and the appearance of the present note, so unlike the voluminous

epistle she usually despatched, struck him with a certain dismay. “Poor

Molly,” said he, as he broke the seal, “she is growing weary at last;

this continued neglect is beginning to tell upon her. A little more,

and she 'll believe--as well she may--that we have forgotten her

altogether.”

The note was even briefer than he had suspected. It was written, too,

in what might seem haste, or agitation, and the signature forgotten.

Martin's hand trembled, and his chest heaved heavily as he read the

following lines:--

“Cro' Martin, Wednesday Night

“Dearest Uncle,--You will not suffer these few lines to remain

unanswered, since they are written in all the pressure of a great

emergency. Our worst fears for the harvest are more than realized; a

total failure in the potatoes--a great diminution in the oat crop; the

incessant rains have flooded all the low meadows, and the cattle are

almost without forage, while from the same cause no turf can be cut, and

even that already cut and stacked cannot be drawn away from the bogs.

But, worse than all these, typhus is amongst us, and cholera, they say,

coming. I might stretch out this dreary catalogue, but here is enough,

more than enough, to awaken your sympathies and arouse you to action.

There is a blight on the land; the people are starving--dying. If every

sense of duty was dead within us, if we could harden our hearts against

every claim of those from whose labor we derive ease, from whose toil we

draw wealth and leisure, we might still be recalled to better things

by the glorious heroism of these poor people, so nobly courageous, so

patient are they in their trials. It is not now that I can speak of

the traits I have witnessed of their affection, their charity, their

self-denial, and their daring--but now is the moment to show them that

we, who have been dealt with more favorably by fortune, are not devoid

of the qualities which adorn their nature.

“I feel all the cruelty of narrating these things to you, too far away

from the scene of sorrow to aid by your counsel and encourage by your

assistance; but it would be worse than cruelty to conceal from you

that a terrible crisis is at hand, which will need all your energy to

mitigate.

“Some measures are in your power, and must be adopted at once. There

must be a remission of rent almost universally, for the calamity has

involved all; and such as are a little richer than their neighbors

should be aided, that they may be the more able to help them. Some

stores of provisions must be provided to be sold at reduced rates, or

even given gratuitously. Medical aid must be had, and an hospital

of some sort established. The able-bodied must be employed on some

permanent work; and for these, we want power from you and some present

moneyed assistance. I will not harrow your feelings with tales of

sufferings. You have seen misery here--enough, I say--you have witnessed

nothing like this, and we are at but the beginning.

“Write to me at once yourself--this is no occasion to employ a

deputy--and forgive me, dearest uncle, for I know not what faults of

presumption I may have here committed. My head is confused; the crash

of misfortunes has addled me, and each succeed so rapidly on each other,

that remedies are scarcely employed than they have to be abandoned.

When, however, I can tell the people that it is their own old friend and

master that sends them help, and bids them to be of good cheer,--when

I can show them that, although separated by distance, your heart never

ceases to live amongst them,--I know well the magic working of such a

spell upon them, and how, with a bravery that the boldest soldier never

surpassed, they will rise up against the stern foes of sickness and

famine, and do battle with hard fortune manfully.

“You have often smiled at what you deemed my exaggerated opinion of

these poor people,--my over-confidence in their capacity for good.

Oh--take my word for it--I never gave them credit for one half the

excellence of their natures. They are on their trial now, and nobly do

they sustain it!

“I have no heart to answer all your kind questions about myself,--enough

that I am well; as little can I ask you about all your doings in Paris.

I 'm afraid I should but lose temper if I heard that they were pleasant

ones; and yet, with my whole soul, I wish you to be happy; and with

this,

“Believe me your affectionate

“Mr. Repton has written me the kindest of letters, full of good advice

and good sense; he has also enclosed me a check for £100, with an offer

of more if wanted. I was low and depressed when his note reached me,

but it gave me fresh energy and hope. He proposed to come down here if

I wished; but how could I ask such a sacrifice,--how entreat him to face

the peril?”

“Tell Captain Martin I wish to speak to him,” said Martin, as he

finished the perusal of this letter. And in a few minutes after, that

gallant personage appeared, not a little surprised at the summons.

“I have got a letter from Mary here,” said Martin, vainly endeavoring

to conceal his agitation as he spoke, “which I want to show you. Matters

are in a sad plight in the West. She never exaggerates a gloomy story,

and her account is very afflicting. Read it.”

The Captain lounged towards the window, and, leaning listlessly against

the wall, opened the epistle.

“You have not written to her lately, then?” asked he, as he perused the

opening sentence.

“I am ashamed to say I have not; every day I made a resolution; but

somehow--”

“Is all this anything strange or new?” broke in the Captain. “I 'm

certain I have forty letters from my mother with exactly the same story.

In fact, before I ever broke the seal, I 'd have wagered an equal

fifty that the potatoes had failed, the bogs were flooded, the roads

impassable, and the people dying in thousands; and yet, when spring came

round, by some happy miracle they were all alive and merry again!”

“Read on,” said Martin, impatiently, and barely able to control himself

at this heartless commentary.

“Egad! I 'd have sworn I had read all this before, except these same

suggestions about not exacting the rents, building hospitals, and so

forth; that _is_ new. And why does she say, 'Don't write by deputy'? Who

_was_ your deputy?”

“Kate Henderson has written for me latterly.”

“And I should say she 's quite equal to that sort of thing; she dashes

off my mother's notes at score, and talks away, too, all the time she 's

writing.”

“That is not the question before us,” said Martin, sternly.

“When I sent for you to read that letter, it was that you might advise

and counsel me what course to take.”

“If you can afford to give away a year's income in the shape of rent,

and about as much more in the shape of a donation, of course you 're

quite free to do it. I only wish that your generosity would begin at

home, though; for I own to you I 'm very hard-up at this moment.” This

the Captain spoke with an attempted jocularity which decreased with

every word, till it subsided into downright seriousness ere he finished.

“So far from being in a position to do an act of munificence, I am

sorely pressed for money,” said Martin.

The Captain started; the half-smile with which he had begun to receive

this speech died away on his lips as he asked, “Is this really the

case?”

“Most truly so,” said Martin, solemnly.

“But how, in the name of everything absurd--how is this possible? By

what stratagem could you have spent five thousand a year at Cro' Martin,

and your estate was worth almost three times as much? Giving a very wide

margin for waste and robbery, I 'd say five thousand could not be made

away with there in a twelvemonth.”

“Your question only shows me how carelessly you must have read my

letters to you, in India,” said Martin; “otherwise you could not have

failed to see the vast improvements we have been carrying out on the

property,--the roads, the harbors, the new quarries opened, the extent

of ground covered by plantation,--all the plans, in fact, which Mary had

matured--”

“Mary! Mary!” exclaimed the Captain. “And do you tell me that all these

things were done at the instigation of a young girl of nineteen or

twenty, without any knowledge, or even advice--”

“And who said she was deficient in knowledge?” cried Martin. “Take up

the map of the estate; see the lands she has reclaimed; look at the

swamps you used to shoot snipe over bearing corn crops; see the thriving

village, where once the boatmen were starving, for they dared not

venture out to sea without a harbor against bad weather.”

“Tell me the cost of all this. What's the figure?” said the Captain;

“that's the real test of all these matters, for if _your_ income could

only feed this outlay, I pronounce the whole scheme the maddest thing

in Christendom. My mother's taste for carved oak cabinets and historical

pictures is the quintessence of wisdom in comparison.”

Martin was overwhelmed and silent, and the other went on,--“Half the

fellows in 'ours' had the same story to tell,--of estates wasted,

and fine fortunes squandered in what are called improvements. If the

possession of a good property entails the necessity to spend it all in

this fashion, one is very little better than a kind of land-steward to

one's own estate; and, for my part, I 'd rather call two thousand a year

my own, to do what I pleased with, than have a nominal twenty, of which

I must disburse nineteen.”

“Am I again to remind you that this is not the question before us?” said

Martin, with increased sternness.

“That is exactly the very question,” rejoined the Captain. “Mary here

coolly asks you, in the spirit of this same improvement-scheme, to

relinquish a year's income, and make a present of I know not how much

more, simply because things are going badly with them, just as if

everybody has n't their turn of ill-fortune. Egad, I can answer for it,

_mine_ has n't been flourishing latterly, and yet I have heard of no

benevolent plan on foot to aid or release me!”

To this heartless speech, uttered, however, in most perfect sincerity,

Martin made no reply whatever, but sat with folded arms, deep in

contemplation. At length, raising his head, he asked, “And have you,

then, no counsel to give,--no suggestion to make me?”

“Well,” said he, suddenly, “if Mary has not greatly overcharged all this

story--”

“That she has not,” cried Martin, interrupting him. “There 's not a

line, not a word of her letter, I 'd not guarantee with all I 'm worth

in the world.”

“In that case,” resumed the Captain, in the same indolent tone, “they

must be in a sorry plight, and _I_ think ought to cut and run as fast as

they can. I know that's what _we_ do in India; when the cholera comes,

we break up the encampment, and move off somewhere else. Tell Mary,

then, to advise them to keep out of 'the jungle,' and make for the hill

country.'”

Martin stared at the speaker for some seconds, and it was evident how

difficult he found it to believe that the words he had just listened to

were uttered in deliberate seriousness.

“If you have read that letter, you certainly have not understood it,”

said he at last, in a voice full of melancholy meaning.

“Egad, it's only too easy of comprehension,” replied the Captain; “of

all things in life, there's no mistaking a demand for money.”

“Just take it with you to your own room, Harry,” said Martin, with

a manner of more affection than he had yet employed. “It is my firm

persuasion that when you have re-read and thought over it, your

impression will be a different one. Con it over in solitude, and then

come back and give me your advice.”

The Captain was not sorry to adopt a plan which relieved him so speedily

from a very embarrassing situation, and, folding up the note, he turned

and left the room.

There are a great number of excellent people in this world who believe

that “Thought,” like “Écarté,” is a game which requires two people to

play. The Captain was one of these; nor was it within his comprehension

to imagine how any one individual could suffice to raise the doubts he

was called on to canvass or decide. “Who should he now have recourse

to?” was his first question; and he had scarcely proposed it to himself

when a soft low voice said, “What is puzzling Captain Martin?--can I be

of any service to him?” He turned and saw Kate Henderson.

“Only think how fortunate!” exclaimed he. “Just come in here to this

drawing-room, and give me your advice.”

“Willingly,” said she, with a courtesy the more marked because his

manner indicated a seriousness that betokened trouble.

“My father has just dismissed me to cogitate over this epistle; as

if, after all, when one has read a letter, that any secret or mystical

interpretation is to come by all the reconsideration and reflection in

the world.”

“Am I to read it?” asked Kate, as he placed it in her hand.

“Of course you are,” said he.

“There is nothing confidential or private in it which I ought not to

see?”

“Nothing; and if there were,” added he, warmly, “_you_ are one of

ourselves, I trust,--at least _I_ think you so.”

Kate's lips closed with almost stern % impressiveness, but her color

never changed at this speech, and she opened the letter in silence. For

some minutes she continued to read with the same impassive expression;

but gradually her cheek became paler, and a haughty, almost scornful,

expression settled on her lips. “So patient are they in their trials,”

said she, reading aloud the expression of Mary's note. “Is it not

possible, Captain Martin, that patience may be pushed a little beyond a

virtue, and become something very like cowardice,--abject cowardice?

And then,” cried she impetuously, and not waiting for his reply, “to

say that now is the time to show these poor people the saving care and

protection that the rich owe them, as if the duty dated from the hour of

their being struck down by famine, laid low by pestilence, or that the

debt could ever be acquitted by the relief accorded to pauperism! Why

not have taught these same famished creatures self-dependence, elevated

them to the rank of civilized beings by the enjoyment of rights that

give men self-esteem as well as liberty? What do you mean to do,

sir?--or is that your difficulty?” cried she, hastily changing her tone

to one of less energy.

“Exactly,--that is _my difficulty_. My father, I suspect, wishes me to

concur in the pleasant project struck out by Mary, and that, by way of

helping _them_, we should ruin _ourselves_.”

“And _you_ are for--” She stopped, as if to let him finish her question

for her.

“Egad, I don't know well what I'm for, except it be self-preservation.

I mean,” said he, correcting himself, as a sudden glance of almost

insolent scorn shot from Kate's eyes towards him,--“I mean that I 'm

certain more than half of this account is sheer exaggeration. Mary is

frightened,--as well she may be,--finding herself all alone, and

hearing nothing but the high-colored stories the people brings her, and

listening to calamities from morning to night.”

“But still it _may_ be all true,” said Kate, solemnly. “It may be--as

Miss Martin writes--that 'there is a blight on the land.'”

“What's to be done, then?” asked he, in deep embarrassment.

“The first step is to ascertain what is fact,--the real extent of the

misfortune.”

“And how is that to be accomplished?” asked he.

“Can you not think of some means?” said she, with a scarcely perceptible

approach to a smile.

“No, by Jove! that I cannot, except by going over there one's self.”

“And why not that?” asked she, more boldly, while she fixed her large

full eyes directly upon him.

“If _you_ thought that I ought to go,--if you advised it and would

actually say 'Go'--”

“Well, if I should?”

“Then I'd set off to-night; though, to say truth, neither the journey

nor the business are much to my fancy.”

“Were they ten times less so, sir, I'd say, 'Go,'” said she, resolutely.

“Then go I will,” cried the Captain; “and I'll start within two hours.”

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