The Homesickness of Kehonka

The April night, softly chill and full of the sense of thaw, was closing

down over the wide salt marshes. Near at hand the waters of the

Tantramar, resting at full tide, glimmered through the dusk and lapped

faintly among the winter-ruined remnants of the sedge. Far off—infinitely

far it seemed in that illusive atmosphere, which was clear, yet full of

the ghosts of rain—the last of daylight lay in a thin streak, pale and

sharp, along a vast arc of the horizon. Overhead it was quite dark; for

there was no moon, and the tenuous spring clouds were sufficient to shut

out the stars. They clung in mid-heaven, but kept to their shadowy ranks

without descending to obscure the lower air. Space and mystery, mystery

and space, lay abroad upon the vague levels of marsh and tide.

Presently, from far along the dark heights of the sky, came voices,

hollow, musical, confused. Swiftly they journeyed nearer; they grew

louder. The sound—not vibrant, yet strangely far-carrying—was a clamorous

monotony of honk-a-honk, honk-a-honk, honka, honka, honk, honk. It hinted

of wide distance voyaged over on tireless wings, of a tropic winter

passed in feeding amid remote, high-watered meadows of Mexico and Texas,

of long flights yet to go, toward the rocky tarns of Labrador and the

reed beds of Ungava. As the sound passed straight overhead the listener

on the marsh below imagined, though he could not see, the strongly

beating wings, the outstretched necks and heads, the round, unswerving

eyes of the wild goose flock in its V-shaped array, winnowing steadily

northward through the night. But this particular flock was not set, as it

chanced, upon an all-night journey. The wise old gander winging at the

head of the V knew of good feeding-grounds near by, which he was ready to

revisit. He led the flock straight on, above the many windings of the

Tantramar, till its full-flooded sheen far below him narrowed and

narrowed to a mere brook. Here, in the neighbourhood of the uplands, were

a number of shallow, weedy, fresh-water lakes, with shores so choked with

thickets and fenced apart with bogs as to afford a security which his

years and broad experience had taught him to value. Into one of these

lakes, a pale blur amid the thick shadows of the shores, the flock

dropped with heavy splashings. A scream or two of full-throated content,

a few flappings of wings and rufflings of plumage in the cool, and the

voyagers settled into quiet.

All night there was silence around the flock, save for the whispering

seepage of the snow patches that still lingered among the thickets. With

the first creeping pallor of dawn the geese began to feed, plunging their

long black necks deep into the water and feeling with the sensitive inner

edges of their bills for the swelling root-buds of weed and sedge. When

the sun was about the edge of the horizon, and the first rays came

sparkling, of a chilly pink most luminous and pure, through the lean

traceries of the brushwood, the leader raised his head high and screamed

a signal. With answering cries and a tempestuous splashing the flock

flapped for a few yards along the surface of the water. Then they rose

clear, formed quickly into rank, and in their spacious V went honking

northward over the half-lighted, mysterious landscape. But, as it

chanced, not all of the flock set out with that morning departure. There

was one pair, last year’s birds, upon whom had fallen a weariness of

travel. Perhaps in the coils of their brains lurked some inherited memory

of these safe resting-places and secluded feeding-grounds of the Midgic

lakes. However that may have been, they chose to stay where they were,

feeling in their blood no call from the cold north solitudes. Dipping and

bowing, black neck by neck, they gave no heed to the leader’s signal, nor

to the noisy going of the flock. Pushing briskly with the black webs of

their feet against the discoloured water, they swam to the shore and cast

about for a place to build their nest.

There was no urgent hurry, so they chose not on that day nor the next.

When they chose, it was a little bushy islet off a point of land, well

tangled with alder and osier and a light flotsam of driftwood. The nest,

in the heart of the tangle, was an apparently haphazard collection of

sticks and twigs, well raised above the damp, well lined with moss and

feathers. Here, in course of days, there accumulated a shining cluster of

six large white eggs. But by this time the spring freshet had gone down.

The islet was an islet no longer, but a mere adjunct of the point, which

any inquisitive foot might reach dry shod. Now just at this time it

happened that a young farmer, who had a curious taste for all the wild

kindred of wood, and flood, and air, came up from the Lower Tantramar

with a wagon-load of grist for the Midgic mill. While his buckwheat and

barley were a-grinding, he thought of a current opinion to the effect

that the wild geese were given to nesting in the Midgic lakes. “If so,”

said he to himself, “this is the time they would be about it.” Full of

interest, a half-hour’s tramp through difficult woods brought him to the

nearest of the waters. An instinct, an intuition born of his sympathy

with the furtive folk, led him to the point, and out along the point to

that once islet, with its secret in the heart of the tangle. Vain were

the furious hissings, the opposing wings, the wide black bills that

threatened and oppugned him. With the eager delight of a boy he pounced

upon those six great eggs, and carried them all away. “They will soon

turn out another clutch,” said he to himself, as he left the bereaved

pair, and tramped elatedly back to the mill. As for the bereaved pair,

being of a philosophic spirit, they set themselves to fulfil as soon as

possible his prophecy.

On the farm by the Lower Tantramar, in a hogshead half filled with straw

and laid on its side in a dark corner of the tool-shed, those six eggs

were diligently brooded for four weeks and two days by a comfortable gray

and white goose of the common stock. When they hatched, the good gray and

white mother may have been surprised to find her goslings of an olive

green hue, instead of the bright golden yellow which her past experience

and that of her fellows had taught her to expect. She may have marvelled,

too, at their unwonted slenderness and activity. These trivial details,

however, in no way dampened the zeal with which she led them to the goose

pond, or the fidelity with which she pastured and protected them. But

rats, skunks, sundry obscure ailments, and the heavy wheels of the farm

wagon, are among the perils which, the summer through, lie in wait for

all the children of the feathered kin upon the farm; and so it came about

that of the six young ones so successfully hatched from the wild goose

eggs, only two lived till the coming of autumn brought them full plumage

and the power of flight. Before the time of the southward migration came

near, the young farmer took these two and clipped from each the strong

primaries of their right wings. “They seem contented enough, and tame as

any,” he said to himself, “but you never can tell what’ll happen when the

instinct strikes ’em.”

Both the young wild geese were fine males. Their heads and long, slim

necks were black, as were also their tails, great wing feathers, bills,

and feet. Under the tail their feathers were of snowiest white, and all

the other portions of their bodies a rich grayish brown. Each bore on the

side of its face a sharply defined triangular patch of white, mottled

with faint brown markings that would disappear after his first moult. In

one the white cheek patches met under the throat. This was a large,

strongly built bird, of a placid and domestic temper. He was satisfied

with the undistinguished gray companions of the flock. He was content,

like them, to gutter noisily with his discriminating bill along the

shallow edges of the pond, to float and dive and flap in the deeper

centre, to pasture at random over the wet meadow, biting off the short

grasses with quick, sharp, yet gracefully curving dabs. Goose pond and

wet meadow and cattle-trodden barnyard bounded his aspirations. When his

adult voice came to him, all he would say was honk, honk,

contemplatively, and sometimes honk-a-honk when he flapped his wings in

the exhilarating coolness of the sunrise. The other captive was of a more

restless temperament, slenderer in build, more eager and alert of eye,

less companionable of mood. He was, somehow, never seen in the centre of

the flock—he never seemed a part of it. He fed, swam, rested, preened

himself, always a little apart. Often, when the others were happily

occupied with their familiar needs and satisfactions, he would stand

motionless, his compact, glossy head high in air, looking to the north as

if in expectation, listening as if he awaited longed-for tidings. The

triangular white patch on each side of his head was very narrow, and gave

him an expression of wildness; yet in reality he was no more wild, or

rather no more shy, than any others of the flock. None, indeed, had so

confident a fearlessness as he. He would take oats out of the farmer’s

hand, which none of the rest quite dared to do.

[Illustration: “HE WOULD STAND MOTIONLESS, HIS COMPACT, GLOSSY HEAD HIGH

IN AIR.”]

Until late in the autumn, the lonely, uncomraded bird was always silent.

But when the migrating flocks began to pass overhead, on the long

southward trail, and their hollow clamour was heard over the farmstead

night and morning, he grew more restless. He would take a short run with

outspread wings, and then, feeling their crippled inefficiency, would

stretch himself to his full height and call, a sonorous, far-reaching

cry—ke-honk-a, ke-honk-a. From this call, so often repeated throughout

October and November, the farmer named him Kehonka. The farmer’s wife

favoured the more domesticated and manageable brother, who could be

trusted never to stray. But the farmer, who mused deeply over his

furrows, and half wistfully loved the wild kindred, loved Kehonka, and

used to say he would not lose the bird for the price of a steer. “That

there bird,” he would say, “has got dreams away down in his heart. Like

as not, he remembers things his father and mother have seen, up amongst

the ice cakes and the northern lights, or down amongst the bayous and the

big southern lilies.” But all his sympathy failed to make him repent of

having clipped Kehonka’s wing.

During the long winter, when the winds swept fiercely the open marshes of

the Tantramar, and the snow piled in high drifts around the barns and

wood piles, and the sheds were darkened, and in the sun at noonday the

strawy dungheaps steamed, the rest of the geese remained listlessly

content. But not so Kehonka. Somewhere back of his brain he cherished

pre-natal memories of warm pools in the South, where leafy screens grew

rank, and the sweet-rooted water-plants pulled easily from the deep black

mud, and his true kindred were screaming to each other at the oncoming of

the tropic dark. While the flock was out in the barnyard, pulling lazily

at the trampled litter, and snatching scraps of the cattle’s chopped

turnips, Kehonka would stand aloof by the water-trough, his head erect,

listening, longing. As the winter sun sank early over the fir woods back

of the farm, his wings would open, and his desirous cry would go echoing

three or four times across the still

countryside—ke-honk-a—ke-honk-a—ke-honk-a! Whereat the farmer’s wife,

turning her buckwheat pancakes over the hot kitchen stove, would mutter

impatiently; but the farmer, slipping to the door of the cow-stable with

the bucket of feed in his hand, would look with deep eyes of sympathy at

the unsatisfied bird. “He wants something that we don’t grow round here,”

he would say to himself; and little by little the bird’s restlessness

came to seem to him the concrete embodiment of certain dim outreachings

of his own. He, too, caught himself straining his gaze beyond the marsh

horizons of Tantramar.

When the winter broke, and the seeping drifts shrank together, and the

brown of the ploughed fields came through the snow in patches, and the

slopes leading down to the marshland were suddenly loud with running

water, Kehonka’s restlessness grew so eager that he almost forgot to

feed. It was time, he thought, for the northward flight to begin. He

would stand for hours, turning first one dark eye, then the other, toward

the soft sky overhead, expectant of the V-shaped journeying flock, and

the far-off clamour of voices from the South crying to him in his own

tongue. At last, when the snow was about gone from the open fields, one

evening at the shutting-in of dark, the voices came. He was lingering at

the edge of the goose pond, the rest having settled themselves for the

night, when he heard the expected sounds. Honk-a-honk, honk-a-honk,

honka, honka, honk, honk, they came up against the light April wind,

nearer, nearer, nearer. Even his keen eye could not detect them against

the blackness; but up went his wings, and again and again he screamed to

them sonorously. In response to his call, their flight swung lower, and

the confusion of their honking seemed as if it were going to descend

about him. But the wary old gander, their leader, discerned the roofs,

man’s handiwork, and suspected treachery. At his sharp signal the flock,

rising again, streamed off swiftly toward safer feeding-grounds, and left

Kehonka to call and call unanswered. Up to this moment all his

restlessness had not led him to think of actually deserting the farmstead

and the alien flock. Though not of them he had felt it necessary to be

with them. His instinct for other scenes and another fellowship had been

too little tangible to move him to the snapping of established ties. But

now, all his desires at once took concrete form. It was his, it belonged

to himself—that strong, free flight, that calling through the sky, that

voyaging northward to secret nesting-places. In that wild flock which had

for a moment swerved downward to his summons, or in some other flock, was

his mate. It was mating season, and not until now had he known it.

Nature does sometimes, under the pressure of great and concentrated

desires, make unexpected effort to meet unforeseen demands. All winter

long, though it was not the season for such growth, Kehonka’s clipped

wing-primaries had been striving to develop. They had now, contrary to

all custom, attained to an inch or so of effective flying web. Kehonka’s

heart was near bursting with his desire as the voices of the unseen flock

died away. He spread his wings to their full extent, ran some ten paces

along the ground, and then, with all his energies concentrated to the

effort, he rose into the air, and flew with swift-beating wings out into

the dark upon the northward trail. His trouble was not the lack of wing

surface, but the lack of balance. One wing being so much less in spread

than the other, he felt a fierce force striving to turn him over at every

stroke. It was the struggle to counteract this tendency that wore him

out. His first desperate effort carried him half a mile. Then he dropped

to earth, in a bed of withered salt-grass all awash with the full tide of

Tantramar. Resting amid the salt-grass, he tasted such an exultation of

freedom that his heart forgot its soreness over the flock which had

vanished. Presently, however, he heard again the sound that so thrilled

his every vein. Weird, hollow, echoing with memories and tidings, it came

throbbing up the wind. His own strong cry went out at once to meet

it—ke-honk-a, ke-honk-a, ke-honk-a. The voyagers this time were flying

very low. They came near, nearer, and at last, in a sudden silence of

voices, but a great flapping of wings, they settled down in the

salt-grass all about him.

The place was well enough for a night’s halt—a shallow, marshy pool which

caught the overflow of the highest spring tides, and so was not emptied

by the ebb. After its first splashing descent into the water, which

glimmered in pale patches among the grass stems, every member of the

flock sat for some moments motionless as statues, watchful for unknown

menace; and Kehonka, his very soul trembling with desire achieved, sat

motionless among them. Then, there being no sign of peril at hand, there

was a time of quiet paddling to and fro, a scuttling of practised bills

among the grass-roots, and Kehonka found himself easily accepted as a

member of the flock. Happiness kept him restless and on the move long

after the others had their bills tucked under their wings. In the

earliest gray of dawn, when the flock awoke to feed, Kehonka fed among

them as if he had been with them all the way on their flight from the

Mexican plains. But his feeding was always by the side of a young female

who had not yet paired. It was interrupted by many little courtesies of

touching bill and bowing head, which were received with plain favour; for

Kehonka was a handsome and well marked bird. By the time the sky was red

along the east and strewn with pale, blown feathers of amber pink toward

the zenith, his swift wooing was next door to winning. He had forgotten

his captivity and clipped wing. He was thinking of a nest in the wide

emptiness of the North.

[Illustration: “FELL WITH A GREAT SPLASH INTO THE CHANNEL OF THE

TANTRAMAR.”]

When the signal-cry came, and the flock took flight, Kehonka rose with

them. But his preliminary rush along the water was longer than that of

the others, and when the flock formed into flying order he fell in at the

end of the longer leg of the V, behind the weakest of the young geese.

This would have been a humiliation to him, had he taken thought of it at

all; but his attention was all absorbed in keeping his balance. When the

flock found its pace, and the cold sunrise air began to whistle past the

straight, bullet-like rush of their flight, a terror grew upon him. He

flew much better than he had flown the night before; but he soon saw that

this speed of theirs was beyond him. He would not yield, however. He

would not lag behind. Every force of his body and his brain went into

that flight, till his eyes blurred and his heart seemed on the point of

bursting. Then, suddenly, with a faint, despairing note, he lurched

aside, shot downward, and fell with a great splash into the channel of

the Tantramar. With strong wings, and level, unpausing flight, the flock

went on to its North without him.

Dazed by the fall, and exhausted by the intensity of his effort, Kehonka

floated, moveless, for many minutes. The flood-tide, however, racing

inland, was carrying him still northward; and presently he began to swim

in the same direction. In his sick heart glowed still the vision of the

nest in the far-off solitudes, and he felt that he would find there,

waiting for him, the strong-winged mate who had left him behind. Half an

hour later another flock passed honking overhead, and he called to them;

but they were high up, and feeding time was past. They gave no sign in

answer. He made no attempt to fly after them. Hour after hour he swam on

with the current, working ever north. When the tide turned he went

ashore, still following the river, till its course changed toward the

east; whereupon he ascended the channel of a small tributary which flowed

in on the north bank. Here and there he snatched quick mouthfuls of

sprouting grasses, but he was too driven by his desire to pause for food.

Sometimes he tried his wings again, covering now some miles at each

flight, till by and by, losing the stream because its direction failed

him, he found himself in a broken upland country, where progress was slow

and toilsome. Soon after sunset, troubled because there was no water

near, he again took wing, and over dark woods which filled him with

apprehension he made his longest flight. When about spent he caught a

small gleaming of water far below him, and alighted in a little woodland

glade wherein a brook had overflowed low banks.

[Illustration: “THE DISCOURAGER OF QUESTS DARTED STEALTHILY FORTH.”]

The noise of his abrupt descent loudly startled the wet and dreaming

woods. It was a matter of interest to all the furry, furtive ears of the

forest for a half-mile round. But it was in no way repeated. For perhaps

fifteen minutes Kehonka floated, neck erect, head high and watchful, in

the middle of the pool, with no movement except the slight, unseen oaring

of his black-webbed feet, necessary to keep the current from bearing him

into the gloom of the woods. This gloom, hedging him on every side,

troubled him with a vague fear. But in the open of the mid-pool, with two

or three stars peering faintly through the misted sky above him, he felt

comparatively safe. At last, very far above, he heard again that wild

calling of his fellows,—honk-a-honk, honk-a-honk, honka, honka, honk,

honk,—high and dim and ghostly, for these rough woodlands had no appeal

for the journeying flocks. Remote as the voices were, however, Kehonka

answered at once. His keen, sonorous, passionate cry rang strangely on

the night, three times. The flock paid no heed to it whatever, but sped

on northward with unvarying flight and clamour; and as the wizard noise

passed beyond, Kehonka, too weary to take wing, followed eagerly to the

northerly shore of the pool, ran up the wet bank, and stood straining

after it.

His wings were half spread as he stood there, quivering with his passion.

In his heart was the hunger of the quest. In his eyes was the vision of

nest and mate, where the serviceberry thicket grew by the wide sub-arctic

waters. The night wind blew steadily away from him to the underbrush

close by, or even in his absorption he would have noticed the approach of

a menacing, musky smell. But every sense was now numb in the presence of

his great desire. There was no warning for him.

The underbrush rustled, ever so softly. Then a small, delicately moving,

fine-furred shape, the discourager of quests, darted stealthily forth,

and with a bound that was feathery in its blown lightness, seeming to be

uplifted by the wide-plumed tail that balanced it, descended on Kehonka’s

body. There was a thin honk, cut short by keen teeth meeting with a

crunch and a twist in the glossy slim blackness of Kehonka’s neck. The

struggle lasted scarcely more than two heart-beats. The wide wings

pounded twice or thrice upon the ground, in fierce convulsion. Then the

red fox, with a sidewise jerk of his head, flung the heavy, trailing

carcass into a position for its easy carrying, and trotted off with it

into the darkness of the woods.

[Illustration: SAVOURY MEATS]

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