MR. LOVELACE, TO JOHN BELFORD, ESQ.

I have this moment intelligence from Simon Parsons, one of Lord M.’s

stewards, that his Lordship is very ill. Simon, who is my obsequious

servant, in virtue of my presumptive heirship, gives me a hint in his

letter, that my presence at M. Hall will not be amiss. So I must

accelerate, whatever be the course I shall be allowed or compelled to

take.

No bad prospects for this charming creature, if the old peer would be

so kind as to surrender; and many a summons has this gout given him. A

good 8000£. a-year, and perhaps the title reversionary, or a still

higher, would help me up with her.

Proudly as this lady pretends to be above all pride, grandeur will have

its charms with her; for grandeur always makes a man’s face shine in a

woman’s eye. I have a pretty good, because a clear, estate, as it is.

But what a noble variety of mischief will 8000£. a-year, enable a man

to do?

Perhaps thou’lt say, I do already all that comes into my head; but

that’s a mistake—not one half I will assure thee. And even good folks,

as I have heard, love to have the power of doing mischief, whether they

make use of it or not. The late Queen Anne, who was a very good woman,

was always fond of prerogative. And her ministers, in her name, in more

instances than one, made a ministerial use of this her foible.

But now, at last, am I to be admitted to the presence of my angry

fair-one; after three denials, nevertheless; and a peremptory from me,

by Dorcas, that I must see her in her chamber, if I cannot see her in

the dining-room.

Dorcas, however, tells me that she says, if she were at her own

liberty, she would never see me more; and that she had been asking

after the characters and conditions of the neighbours. I suppose, now

she has found her voice, to call out for help from them, if there were

any to hear her.

She will have it now, it seems, that I had the wickedness from the very

beginning, to contrive, for her ruin, a house so convenient for

dreadful mischief.

Dorcas begs of her to be pacified—entreats her to see me with

patience—tells her that I am one of the most determined of men, as she

has heard say. That gentleness may do with me; but that nothing else

will, she believes. And what, as her ladyship (as she always styles

her,) is married, if I had broken my oath, or intended to break it!—

She hinted plain enough to the honest wench, that she was not married.

But Dorcas would not understand her.

This shows she is resolved to keep no measures. And now is to be a

trial of skill, whether she shall or not.

Dorcas has hinted to her my Lord’s illness, as a piece of intelligence

that dropt in conversation from me.

But here I stop. My beloved, pursuant to my peremptory message, is just

gone up into the dining-room.

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