What now is become of the prospects of a happy life, which once I
thought opening before me?—Who now shall assist in the solemn
preparations? Who now shall provide the nuptial ornaments, which soften
and divert the apprehensions of the fearful virgin? No court now to be
paid to my smiles! No encouraging compliments to inspire thee with hope
of laying a mind not unworthy of thee under obligation! No elevation
now for conscious merit, and applauded purity, to look down from on a
prostrate adorer, and an admiring world, and up to pleased and
rejoicing parents and relations!