mine ’ome to be kep’ for me. There’ll be bags o’ new troops out ’ere in
the spring, but we’ll allus ’ave these to show we was out wi’ the first
crush.’
‘My dad’s got ’is Queen’s chocolate box yet that she gave the first lot
out in S’th Africa,’ said Driver Ruff. ‘I’ll be upsides with ’im now.’
‘I been thinkin’ this week past,’ said a third, ‘that I never knew
anythin’ less like Christmas comin’. It seems more like it now somehow.’
And so ‘somehow’ it did. One might hardly expect a handful of men, turned
out in the raw cold small hours of a winter morning, standing in mud
over their boots, with a long weary day’s work and a bare half night’s
uncomfortable sleep behind them, and another wet and weary day ahead, to
rise with any enthusiasm to a call for ‘three cheers for the King and
Queen.’ But they did it, the ‘H’ray’ leaping eagerly and cheerfully close
on the last sound of the word, of the officer’s ‘Hip-hip-hip⸺.’
And Driver Ruff’s was the first and loudest and gayest voice of the lot.
INTO GERMANY ON THE EVE OF WAR.
BY W. E. DE B. WHITTAKER.
Early in 1914 there had been various schemes in being with the object of
crossing the Atlantic by aeroplane under the terms of a prize offered by
a London print. Two alone of these were in any way practicable, one by
an English retired naval officer on an aeroplane provided at the expense
of an American millionaire, and the other by the late Mr. Gustav Hamel,
who was to have flown from Newfoundland on an English aeroplane, and
who would have been financed by English money. Mr. Hamel was drowned
in the English Channel on May 23, when the arrangements for the great
flight were in a very advanced stage. A few weeks later Mr. H. S. Keating
came forward and made private arrangements to take over part of the
organisation which had been brought together earlier in the year. He
intended himself to make the proposed attempt to fly from Newfoundland to
Ireland at his own expense. This personal assumption of the burden of the
entire cost made the attempt one of pure sport without any hope of gain,
as the expenditure must of necessity very greatly exceed the amount of
the prize offered.
Harry Sheehy Keating, an Irishman by birth, a one-time subaltern in the
Grenadier Guards, had spent a year or two in the United States and in
Mexico, during which period he had become an aviator. Of an adventurous
disposition, he welcomed any form of sport or daring that would relieve
the monotony of existence—before the war.
The selection of an aeroplane on which to make the Atlantic flight was
a matter of no little difficulty. We heard that on July 10 Herr Boehm
had flown at Johannisthal on an Albatross biplane for twenty-four hours
twelve minutes without once alighting. We decided therefore that we would
go to Berlin and see what the Albatross Company could do for us.
As we had neither of us travelled in Holland or Germany we determined
to motor from the Hook of Holland to Berlin and back. The threat of war
which by now filled all the London news sheets we did not believe. ‘Wolf’
had been cried so often. The Sarajevo murder and its immediate results
would drift into history in company with Fashoda and Agadir and no blood
at all would be spilt.
An accident detained us on the way to Harwich, so that we missed Saturday
and Sunday’s boats, and only landed at the Hook in the very early morning
of Tuesday, July 27, and at once entered into a fog of mystery which did
not lift entirely until we reached the Hague on our return journey on
August 5. We neither of us knew a word of the language of either country
which we were to visit, and the daily papers contained what were to us
merely cabalistic symbols.
We crossed the German frontier a mile or two beyond Oldenzaal and
by dinner time we had reached Rheine. Here the weather changed. The
sun disappeared and a depressing soft rain began to fall. We dined
uncomfortably and wondered a little irritably why the German people
should be so excited. We knew no reason.
Anxious to reach Berlin with as little delay as possible we left Rheine
after dinner and drove through the darkness and pouring rain and
appalling roads towards Osnabruck. We had no windscreen and the hood
therefore became valueless. Keating with characteristic determination
drove while I crouched in the bottom of the car. Both of us were
drenched by the time we reached the Kaiserhof Hotel at Osnabruck and
the car was in a pitiful state. We felt that Germany was giving us no
adequate welcome. Our host, a man of charming manners, told us that
the mobilisation orders were about to be issued, and that shortly the
deceitful Russian would be taught a lesson of value. We were asked, a
little eagerly, if England would assist, and those who listened were
obviously disappointed when we said we thought she would not interfere.
In the morning, as it still rained, we bought a large sheet of celluloid
as a substitute for the long-broken windscreen. At a later date we
bitterly regretted ever having seen or heard of this celluloid. As
the rain still fell we did not leave until the late afternoon, and
therefore did not get further than Minden when night fell. Both of us
were angry, chiefly owing to Keating’s total inability to read a route
in a Continental Guide, which was, in any case, quite inaccurate. Here
at Minden, where our ancestors had fought as allies with the Germans in
the year of victory, 1759, there were unmistakable signs of approaching
war. The hotel (Stadt London) was packed with officers and their families
eating a fond farewell lest on the morrow the worst might come. Dinner
passed to the clicking of heels and an orgy of ceremonial salutes by
officers who were about to bid good-bye to ‘review-order’ for years to
come.
In the streets the tramp of the troops, the clatter of horses’ hoofs, and
the rumble of iron-shod wheels continued throughout the night. While here
we learnt that Austria had on the day before declared war on Serbia, and
that soon the Emperor’s eagles would end all Balkan troubles for all time.
On Thursday the weather cleared and the sun shone. We passed through
Hanover, where we bought tiny silk flags of the German States with some
faint idea of showing the people that we did not really dislike them. In
Brunswick we ate sandwiches and drank very dark beer from huge china mugs
while we sat in an old oak-panelled hall with a high roof also of oak.
The bridge-keepers in Magdeburg took toll of us as we passed through
during the early afternoon in high hopes of reaching the capital early
in the evening. The road improved still more and there was but little
traffic to detain us. For long stretches our speed never dropped much
below sixty miles an hour. The gods seemed to be smiling. We forgot the
worries induced by the bad maps and the German food and became for a
space almost happy. When ten miles from Brandenburg I tried to pass a
large cart on the proper side and promptly ran into it, with disastrous
results to one of our front wheels and to both head lamps. After changing
the wheel we managed to proceed, only to find when six miles from Potsdam
and three miles from the nearest garage that we had no more petrol. At
the same time a tyre gently subsided and our troubles were complete. At
this point our very frayed tempers collapsed entirely and we each accused
the other of being responsible for the existence of Germany and all its
ills! Mercifully all troubles come to an end in time and we reached
Potsdam before ten o’clock.
The Hotel Stadt Königsberg where we stayed was also full of officers and
those dependent on them. A curious note of suppressed excitement was
obvious to strangers like ourselves, though at the time we were quite
unable to account for it. Serbia was surely too small to affect the
German officer caste to such an extent.
The next day, July 31, a Friday, we left the car under repair at a garage
in Potsdam and went by train to Johannisthal through Berlin. We saw the
directors of two leading German aeronautical firms—the Albatross and the
L.V.G.—only to find that in neither case could they undertake any work
of the nature we desired, as they were far too busy supplying aircraft
to the German and Austrian Governments. They would, they said, require
at least six months in which to complete any order. We, on the other
hand, had only six weeks to spare. The Albatross Company asked us to call
again on the following day in order that we might again meet the board of
directors. As nothing more could be done during the day we paid a mark
apiece and went into the public part of the aerodrome. No military guard
was to be seen save over the great Zeppelin shed, which was empty, its
usual tenant having flown to Posen the day before.
While we waited we saw eleven Albatross biplanes leave for Austria by
air, piloted by Austrian officers, each accompanied by a mechanic. The
presence of very obvious organisation and the entire absence of any
excitement or confusion impressed us both. Clearly German aeronautics
had left the purely experimental stage, and the aeroplane had become
as much a part of military life as had the motor-car years before. The
method of construction and the degree of finish of each machine showed
the existence of a settled industry. While until the beginning of the war
the average English aeroplane had the appearance of being the only one
of its type, a step in a series of experiments, the German aeroplane of
the time was as finished and complete as if it were one of a batch of a
thousand. All that was practically possible at that date was to be found
on these German machines which were so soon to test their prowess against
the English.
During dinner at Potsdam the head waiter stood in the middle of the
room and recited, amidst general enthusiasm, the speech the Kaiser had
delivered from the balcony of his palace in Berlin during the afternoon.
True patriotism was shown. The day had come and the training and hopes of
a century were to be put to the test at last.
After dinner we walked through the crowded streets and watched the
excited people snatch the single news sheets from the newsboys as they
passed along. Great masses of enthusiastic youth rushed along the streets
singing national songs, of which ‘Deutschland über Alles’ was the most
popular. The beautiful strains of the Austrian National Anthem were often
heard. Every officer who appeared from any direction was cheered loudly,
and even the police were not unpopular on this night of nights. We,
though we were obvious foreigners and quite possible Englishmen, were not
molested in any way. Long after we had gone to bed the noise continued
without intermission, until even Keating lost some of his joyous
enthusiasm for war in his greater and more immediate desire for sleep.
Shortly before noon on Saturday, August 1, we again went to Johannisthal,
this time by car. We arrived at the aerodrome at about half-past one
o’clock and decided that, as our interview with the directors of the
Albatross Company was sure to be short, we would have lunch on the way
back to Berlin. It was a foolish decision, as after events will show. We
found sentries at every entrance to the ground. By the small door leading
into the garden in front of the Albatross offices stood a German soldier
in the service dress of a regiment of the line. As we passed in he said
something long in German and seemed to wish to prevent our entry. Keating
smiled, which is not usual when one deals with German soldiers on duty,
and the sentry was too surprised to stop us. Once inside we were met by
the works manager, a Herr Huttney, who had learnt English in the United
States of America when acquiring merit in his early youth. He took us
before several of the directors of the company and we again talked of
the purchase of an aeroplane. There was an atmosphere of restraint and
suspicion which, in the light of later knowledge, was not unnatural. Now
we were told that no machine at all could be sold to us for many months,
as the army required them all; ‘even,’ they said, ‘Austria will not be
allowed to purchase more.’ Keating offered to buy an Albatross which we
knew to be in England. In reply we were shown a telegram from London
saying that aeroplane had just been commandeered by the Admiralty! This
incident was the first to bring home to us the possibility of Great
Britain joining in the new war. There was an unwieldiness about the
conversation that showed us they did not desire to do business with us,
and so after farewells we were conducted outside the boundaries of the
grounds by the works’ manager. Here to our amazement, and at the time
amusement, we found two soldiers, fully armed and rationed, standing by
the car. When I tried to start the engine, I was pressed back gently by
rifle and bayonet. Herr Huttney asked for reasons and was told, or so he
said, that an officer had been sent for and until his arrival we could
not leave. So, resignedly and hungrily, for it was by now four o’clock
and we had had no lunch, we sat in the car with Herr Huttney as company.
He, too, was not permitted to leave, if his own statement was to be
believed. For nearly two hours we sat here waiting for the officer who
did not come. At six o’clock we were moved, under instructions from an
N.C.O., to an open-air guard-room by the Zeppelin shed and just inside
the aerodrome fence. Here our wait continued, relieved a little by some
lager beer and leberwurst sandwiches, brought by the kindness of one of
our guard. At dusk we were taken by two policemen in plain clothes before
the officer commanding the aerodrome, who had an extemporised orderly
room in the smaller dirigible shed. With him were several subalterns of
infantry and of the flying section of the service. None of the officers
in the room admitted to any knowledge of English or French, and so Herr
Huttney, who was still in semi-arrest with us, had perforce to translate
all that was said on either side. A little later, while Keating was being
cross-examined, I asked, quite without malice, the officer nearest me
whether he knew London. Before he had had time to remember whether he
knew English or not he had answered clearly that Piccadilly Circus he did
not know but London it was so dull! After this slip he made no further
secret of his knowledge of English and talked freely.
The commandant, after asking our business and being told the truth, was
clearly sceptical. Finally, as he could get nothing from us but what was
true, he handed us over to the care of the two policemen. We were ordered
to proceed to the Central Police Office in Berlin, and into our car,
designed by the makers as a three-seater, we crowded Herr Huttney, the
two policemen, and ourselves. Keating drove, and an hour later we found
ourselves in a long dismal corridor three storeys up in Berlin’s Scotland
Yard. I was in the last stage of depression, as Herr Huttney had just
told us that he feared we should not get less than five years’ detention
as potential spies. In addition we were hungry and cold. After a short
wait we were taken before a civilian official who, with the utmost
courtesy, cross-examined us. We were searched and all our belongings from
my German word-books to the remnants of a sandwich were laid solemnly
on the table. Some tiny films I had were developed rapidly somewhere in
the building. After an anxious examination, lasting perhaps half an hour
and which was conducted in a language of which we did not know a word,
we were released with the advice to leave Berlin with as little delay
as possible. As we left the room the senior official said that he hoped
our respective countries would remain friendly for the salvation of the
entire world.
We stayed the night at a quiet hotel in a street parallel to the Unter
den Linden and persuaded Herr Huttney to dine with us. He was obviously
ill at ease and left us as soon as could be done with courtesy. Even
our experience of the afternoon had not brought home to us any real
understanding of the true situation. We still thought that we had been
arrested as a matter of German habit, and that all would be well in a
week or so when the dangers of war had again passed by. Our German guest
was clearly, though we did not know it at the time, unwilling to be seen
in public with us. He left, and weeks later we heard as a matter of
rumour that he had met his death at the hands of the authorities under
suspicion of giving assistance to enemy spies! It may not be so or we may
not have been the spies in question. One hopes not.
At the Embassy we managed to borrow some money from the military attaché
and were given a passport on which, unfortunately, both our names were
entered. We were told that if we wished for freedom we had better
endeavour to leave Germany at once. When we said we intended to motor
to the Dutch frontier some doubt was shown as to whether we should be
permitted to travel far. Nobody doubted for a moment what the end would
be. War must come and England would be in it.
At eleven o’clock we went to a garage and filled the car with everything
necessary for a non-stop journey to Holland, as we realised that a
stoppage on the road would probably become permanent. The chief trouble
was petrol, as an order restricting the sale was expected at any moment.
Consequently, while Keating talked to the old caretaker by means of my
phrase-book, I collected petrol cans and put them under the dickey seat.
Then, in order that the car might not be seized, we drove away from the
garage and left the car outside the hotel for the rest of the night.
Everybody, including the police, was so excited that no complaint was
made.
This settled, we went into a large restaurant organised on American
lines, where one paid a fixed sum on entering and then helped oneself to
any of dozens of different small dishes arranged on stands. This place
was thronged with people, who, with Teutonic thoroughness, did not permit
their excitement of the moment to interfere with their meals. At first we
were shy of speech, fearing our English tongue would cause trouble. After
a space we began to talk and then, to our amazement, a man at the same
table asked if we were English and, hearing the truth, promptly became
embarrassingly pleasant and insisted on drinking our national health in
dark lager. Others to whom we spoke also showed signs of pleasure and
for a moment or two we were popular. Then for the first time we learnt
how keen the German people were at that time on an effective naval and
military alliance with England. From day to day on our way to the coast
we were to find this the general feeling.
We left the hotel at five on the morning of Sunday, August 2, and drove
out of Berlin by the Unter den Linden. The weather was perfect, and with
consequent optimism we hoped to reach Holland before nightfall. No stop
was to be made until the Dutch frontier had been passed.
In Potsdam, as we passed through, all was calm. Patriotism is very
tiring. The streets were deserted and we drove through without notice.
All went well with us. The sun was shining and the road, at this stage
of the journey, was good. The next forty kilometres passed at the rate
of one a minute and before seven o’clock we were in Brandenburg. Here
ill-fortune again caught us up. As we crossed the bridge over the Havel
a tyre burst. We had no spare inner tube and so Keating went to a
garage near by in order to get replacements. His speech revealed him a
foreigner, the news spread rapidly and by the time he returned to the car
a large crowd had assembled round us. At first we thought their interest
to be mere curiosity, but we soon saw that it was underlain by suspicion.
To avoid them, and in order to change tyres quickly, we drove the car
into a narrow courtyard near by and began work. The crowd increased and
showed signs of following us into the yard. At this point we closed the
yard gates, which were of iron scroll work covered with plate glass
through which our movements could be watched.
The mob still increased and its attitude was threatening. A man whose
house abutted on the yard, anxious as to the safety of his property, sent
for the police. Shortly afterwards a sergeant arrived who, luckily, spoke
English according to American practice. He had, he told us immediately on
arrival, been in San Francisco during the earthquake, hence his knowledge
of our language. From him we learnt that the crowd in the road believed
us to be Russian spies and were taking measures to prevent our escape. At
our request he sent for an officer, to whom we explained our position.
Though the latter showed no signs of enthusiasm he believed our statement
after examining our passport and driving licence. He then left, telling
his sergeant to see us out of the town as soon as we were ready. After
the police interview the crowd melted away and we suffered no further
inconvenience.
By this time we were hungry and asked our friend the sergeant if he could
buy us food. A boy was sent for sausage sandwiches and beer. We drank
with the sergeant to the health of Great Britain and Germany and to the
confusion of the rest of the world. It is easy to admire a nation when
one is at its mercy. It is easier still when one realises the magnificent
patriotism and unity of purpose of that same nation. When, the tyre
fitted, it was time to leave, we endeavoured to pay the small boy for the
food he had brought, only to be stopped by the sergeant, who said we were
his guests and that he would not like us to leave with a bad opinion of
his country! Firm friends, we left that sergeant with deep regret, as by
now we knew our passage through the country was not to be pleasant.
At Magdeburg we were stopped by the Customs after crossing the bridge
over the Elbe. We were made in full glare of the public eye to
demonstrate the innocence and inadequacy of our wardrobe. Here, too,
the roll of celluloid bought at Osnabruck came under suspicion. The
police argued that it could have no possible use on the car and that
it must be part of a photographic apparatus, the rest of which we were
wilfully concealing. After Keating’s wonderful use of my incomprehensible
phrase-book and many vivid gesticulations from myself, the police
pretended they understood and reluctantly let us travel onwards.
From this place onwards our trouble intensified. So long as we continued
to move and showed no hesitation all was well, but no sooner did we
stop to examine a signpost at cross roads than we would be surrounded
by an excited mob of men and women armed to the teeth with muskets that
appeared to date from Waterloo and with spades, picks, and pitchforks of
a later date but of no less sanguinary appearance. It was nervous work
endeavouring to explain ourselves to the local interpreter, probably the
parish priest, while any moment the varied contents of any of these guns
might shatter such brains as worry had left us.
From Hanover onwards we were stopped at practically every village by
patrols of the type described above. That these posts were installed
officially was obvious from the attempt at a uniform worn by most of
these men. At each place our papers were examined laboriously by the
padre or the leading shopkeeper, in each case without much enlightenment,
for in accordance with British insularity our passport was entirely in
English.
From these causes our average speed dropped to eight miles an hour, and
our nerves began to show signs of weariness. One never knew from one
moment to another when we might be detained and possibly killed in a fit
of misplaced enthusiasm. We had heard, how I cannot say, that no motoring
was permitted after dark. Consequently, as when darkness fell we had
reached Minden, we decided to stay the night at the Hotel Stadt London.
This for the second time and under such different conditions. On this day
there was doubt whether we should reach home again for years or, if an
easy accident came, perhaps never. The hotel was crowded with officers,
this time mostly in service kit. The dining-room rang with excited talk
as to the future and all were flushed with thoughts of the days to come.
As we dined we sent for a police officer, in order that by reporting
ourselves in time we should avoid delay in leaving on the following
morning. An officer arrived so speedily that we could not fail to realise
that he had been in waiting. We asked if we might leave at dawn. He said
courteously that as the Military Commandant wished to see us at eight
o’clock next day it would not be possible for us to get away before
breakfast. With courtesy he refused to drink with us and with courtesy he
bowed himself out. He was so pleasant that we felt that our affairs had
become more serious during the day.
Shortly after two o’clock I was awakened by the sound of marching and
the rumbling of wagons. From that hour onwards until dawn battalion
after battalion passed on its way to entrain for some battle front as
yet unrevealed to us. Shortly after dawn troops ceased to pass for some
hours and we were able to sleep again. During the wakeful period we each
discovered, as we found on comparing notes next day, that a sentry was on
duty in the corridor outside our rooms.
The next morning we reported to the Commandant at his office, taking the
car with us in case we got immediate leave to proceed. When we arrived we
found the Commandant engaged and we had to wait in an outer room with a
schoolmaster who had been brought in to act as our interpreter. While we
sat here admiring a large engraving of the picture of the German troops
greeting Admiral Seymour’s seamen in China (1900) hung on the wall over
the door to the Commandant’s room, an old man was brought in by two
policemen. He was crying bitterly in the hopeless, dreary manner of the
aged. His sobs were painful to hear and we asked our interpreter who he
might be and if we could do anything to assist him. The answer was ‘No,
as he is a Russian spy who is charged with being concerned in an attempt
to dynamite the railway bridge over the river. He will, it is undoubted,
be shot!’ The charge may or may not have been true, but that afternoon
the old man was shot after a summary trial. It made Keating and myself
less optimistic as to our chances.
After a short wait we were brought before the Commandant, who listened
to our story with courtesy and with obvious trust. We said nothing about
the reason of our visit. The Commandant was disposed to believe that we
were not spies, and would, I think, have let us go on our way had not
another officer in the room interfered. He asked us rather roughly why
at such a disturbed time we came to Germany. Keating then explained that
we wished to buy an aeroplane. This revelation altered everything, and
the Commandant, after talking earnestly for some minutes with his brother
officer, told us, none too willingly, we thought, to return to our hotel
and not to leave it until permission was given. In the meantime he would
wire to the British Embassy for confirmation of our story. We now gave up
hope, for we knew it was extremely unlikely that the Embassy would ever
receive the wire.
We walked sadly back to the hotel, leaving the car in the charge of
the police officials. Regretfully we thought of all the beautiful wars
breaking out in every direction in which it was now unlikely we would be
able to take part. War is inspiring and attractive to all who have not
fought.
At the hotel we sat moodily by a large window looking into the street and
drank lager beer while we watched battalion after battalion pass on their
way to entrain for the front. Three days before these men had either
been on reserve in civil occupations or had been wearing the picturesque
uniforms of peace. Very few of them had then known what the service dress
was like and none had worn it. Now, in strict accordance with the plans
of forty years, each man in the great striking force was fully equipped
for the greatest campaign in history.
One point struck us unfavourably, and this was the painful newness of the
boots of yellow undressed leather worn by all. Later, we discovered that
this too was a sign of forethought. Each man had in his kit the boots
worn and made comfortable by him in times of peace, and the new boots
were being worn in these first days that they might be in some manner
broken in before action was joined. Had the troops worn their old boots
they would, when footsore, have had no means of getting relief other
than taking the boots off and resting their feet. On the other hand,
wearing the new boots first, weariness was greatly reduced by changing
into the older boots. Such a matter as this, small in itself, may mean
the difference between defeat and victory.
Shortly before lunch a Lieutenant Kellerman of a reserve unit of Garrison
Artillery called to see us. He said that he had been told that two
Englishmen were detained in the town, and that as he admired the English
and spoke our language fluently he had come to see what assistance
he might be able to render. We were glad to see him. It relieved the
monotony, and also he would be able to translate the mystic newspapers to
us. But that was not his mission. He talked of England and of America.
All good Germans seem to have travelled in America either North or South!
It was some little time before we realised that most of his questions
were asked with other reasons than that of benevolence. He said that a
diary of our travels would be interesting in years to come. Surely we
had kept one? And photographs, too, what pleasure they would give to our
friends in England when we reached home! But as our visitor would neither
drink nor smoke—what honest German does not drink and smoke?—with us we
did not care to answer his questions quite as simply as he would have
wished. After a space he left us and returned no more. He may have meant
well, but in the light of after events it is more probable that he was
intended to trap us into some unconsciously guilty admission.
At lunch time the Commandant appeared. He told us that no reply had come
from Berlin and that he feared we should find it difficult to get away.
His pleasant face showed that he really felt sorry and that it was not
pretence. At his request we lunched with him, though the conversation was
of necessity spasmodic, since neither party spoke the other’s tongue. Yet
it was a kindly thought, which counts for much at times of tension. He,
in common with most officers of the garrison, lunched daily at the Hotel
Stadt London, and our presence at his table went far to make our position
more comfortable. The glances of suspicion from other officers in the
room died away, and we felt less like escaped convicts than we had during
the morning.
Through the kindly offices of a neighbour who spoke English the
Commandant asked if we thought England would take part in the war. We
said that we did not think our country would interfere, as at that time
we imagined the opening war to concern France, Russia, and Germany
alone. The Commandant gravely said that he was not optimistic, for he did
not think that England would stand by inactive. War would be bad for both
countries. He implied that Germany had for many years desired an alliance
with England. United the two nations could sweep the world. This was the
view taken by many to whom we spoke during the journey and illustrates
in some degree the aims of Modern Germany. The picture of an uncivilised
world waiting for enlightenment by the Apostles of Culture in the form of
German Army Corps is pathetic to us, but it is, or was, doubtless very
vivid to sincere German officers.
At four o’clock we were sent for by the Commandant, who said that no news
had arrived from Berlin, but that on his own responsibility he would
allow us to leave the town. He signed a statement saying that we had been
examined and were permitted to proceed, as we thought this might help
us on our way. As he shook hands he said, as our interpreter explained,
‘Travel, travel, always travel until the frontier is passed!’
Exasperated by the numerous delays, and apprehensive that our stay in
Germany might attain some manner of permanency if further hesitation
marked our path, we drove with great speed when on the open road. But
rapid progress was not continuous. Two days before we had found progress
slow owing to civilian patrols in villages and at cross-roads, but
now the vigilance of the German people seemed to have doubled. It was
necessary to slow down some distance from these posts, if one desired to
avoid over-zealous shots. Five miles was perhaps the longest stage over
which our journey was uninterrupted.
In some villages the people were pleasant and believed our statements, in
others we were received with suspicion that even our signed note from the
Commandant at Minden did not entirely allay.
But nothing worse than mental discomfort came to us until we reached
Oldendorf, a large village some thirty-five kilometres from Osnabruck.
The road was barricaded half a mile short of the first houses, and we
were held up at this point until the ‘Hauptmann’ arrived to inspect
us. While we waited a tall thin man, wearing over his ordinary clothes
a long blue smock, apparently a farm labourer by trade, harangued the
crowd feverishly, gesticulating the while with a pitchfork. He did not
seem to like us. Keating, whose spirits were still high, laughed at him
and made matters worse. The oration had no immediate effect, for when
the Hauptmann, a little fat man in a bright blue uniform, had seen us
we were permitted to drive on to the village. Here, at the beginning of
the main street, we found another barricade and a larger crowd. As we
were about to pass the obstruction the man with the pitchfork arrived
on a bicycle in a perfect delirium of rage. He accused us of something
inexplicable and the crowd at once dragged us from the car. I was made to
walk in state with the village policeman, who had just appeared, while
Keating drove the car slowly behind us. An English-speaking German came
with me and explained that we were to be examined by the Burgomaster at
the Town Hall. I had almost reached sanctuary, accompanied by a large and
curious crowd, when the fanatic with the pitchfork again tore up on his
bicycle and, purple with rage, accused us of, literally, ‘making plans
of citadels and photographing the country.’ At once the crowd turned
against me. There was an ugly rush, and I was as near experiencing the
fate of De Witt as I shall ever be in this life. Before I was more than
half-throttled the policeman managed to get me into the Town Hall, where
I could in comparative security listen to the howls of the mob outside.
Keating, for some reason—perhaps because he always laughed—escaped the
full wrath of the mob, though his passenger spat at him, and was brought
in safely.
The Burgomaster was charming and, what mattered far more, was possessed
of infinite discernment. He examined our baggage, now falling into ruin,
and the car, in public, in a gallant attempt to allay suspicion. Despite
this, I firmly believe that the villagers of Oldendorf will believe to
their dying day that we were two anarchists of Russian extraction. After
an anxious hour we were allowed to drive away. At this village, the day
before, two Russians, disguised in women’s clothing, had been dragged
from a car and shot on the spot.
We had hoped to reach Osnabruck before dark, but it was actually ten
o’clock when we finally arrived at the hotel. At the entrance to the
town, which we reached shortly after nine o’clock, we were taken in
charge by a military patrol. But the police alone could give us the
necessary permission to travel onwards.
So, attended by a N.C.O., we drove to the head police office at
Osnabruck. Again we were made to spread our belongings on the floor and
explain each scrap of paper. The deadly sheet of celluloid we offered
to the police in the hopes of ending the recurrent trouble, but with no
effect. Full of suspicion as to its uses though they might be, yet they
would not take it.
We were delayed here about twenty minutes before we were given permission
to stay at the Kaiserhof Hotel for the night and to leave Osnabruck
early on the following morning. As we left the office our car was held
up by the passage of several hundred Russian workmen who had been placed
under arrest on the outbreak of war and who were now being taken to an
internment camp. Dejected and hopeless they moved miserably through
a hissing and booing crowd to the prison which was to be their home
until peace came again. Such is discipline in Germany that half a dozen
policemen sufficed to keep the mob, ever ready to strike, at bay.
At the Kaiserhof Hotel we were greeted with singular charm by the
proprietor, who, though a possible future enemy, did not show any
suspicion or displeasure. Nay, rather did he go out of his way to make us
truly comfortable, he himself superintending the cooking of our belated
dinner.
While we ate there sat at a table near by a party of German students, who
with much noise sang patriotic verses and cheered lustily the names of
national heroes while they steadily drank tankard after tankard of beer.
After a space they began to take interest in us. Glancing from time to
time at our table they talked excitedly of ‘Englanders’ and, from the few
words we could understand, of our navy. I was very tired, and under the
impression that they desired to pick a quarrel, I went to bed to escape
trouble. Keating, on the other hand, scenting an immediate if a minor
war, refused to move and did not reach his room until the early hours of
the morning. It appears that far from desiring to annoy us they wished
us to join them. This Keating did and a short conversation in French
followed. The use of this language was quickly banned as unpatriotic and
a curious but wonderful version of English was substituted. They were
under the impression that England was about to become Germany’s ally.
Thus combined the two nations were to dominate the world in the manner
indicated to us by several others during our travels. These views, so
soon to fade, served to create a temporary friendship between Keating and
the students, which ended shortly before three in the morning with the
joint humming of ‘God Save the King,’ because, as they said, ‘without
words it is the National Anthem of both the related countries.’ It was a
happy evening, in that it formed so great a contrast to other nights of
the same week.
The next morning we left on the last lap of our journey through Germany
rather late, slightly after eleven o’clock, owing to the encouraging
friendliness of the previous night. This day was August 4 and in honour
of its high destiny was one of sunlit splendour. Our innkeeper, in the
smallness of his bill and his obvious readiness to give credit until the
end of the war in case our money had run short, showed that some Germans
are not devoid of the kindlier instincts of humanity. Human nature is the
same the world over by whatever title the races may be labelled.
With usual delays from road patrols we passed slowly through Lottë,
Westerkappeln, and Höveringhausen. In Ibbenburgen we were held up by
a long patriotic procession, chiefly of children dressed brilliantly
in white, and carrying banners decorated in some cases with religious
symbols and in some with the armorial device of Westphalia. As they
walked they sang, with the softness of childhood, songs of the
countryside.
It was pleasant when in the midst of our worries to listen to the beat
of childish feet and the echo of childish voices between the lines of
high narrow houses of this quiet Westphalian village. Curious incidents,
unimportant in themselves, remain in one’s memory for all time.
We had intended to drive out of the country through Bentheim, the same
route by which we entered. But when the police examined us at Rheine,
though they showed no desire to detain us, they told us that we must
divert our course through Burgsteinfurt and leave Germany by Gronau,
reaching Enschede in Holland. This meant a journey increased by forty
miles, a serious matter under the then existing critical conditions.
The first few miles out of Rheine passed by with surprising ease.
Then as we passed along a straight stretch of road close to Ochtrup
we were stopped by a patrol standing or rather reeling in front of a
public-house. These half-dozen men, bored with inaction, had improved
the shining hour by drinking beer until all the world seemed changed.
They were armed heavily with ancient rifles, each obviously loaded. Our
unfortunate belongings were again dragged into view and a hilarious
examination followed, the while two of the more drunken men tried to
show their belief that we were good fellows by kissing us both with
beery enthusiasm. Finally, we were allowed to go amidst their drunken
cheers. We had covered about half a mile when several bullets whistled
by, despatched by our late friends as a further token of their joyous
sporting instincts! None hit us and we passed on into Ochtrup, where the
most amazing incident of all befell us. We were taken into the Town Hall
and were passed as unsuspicious when, suddenly, the manner of our captors
changed from smiles to frowns. A chauffeur had arrived who swore that he
recognised us as two suspects who had escaped from custody at Buckedorf,
a village some miles on the Berlin side of Minden. Nothing could shake
him in his accusation and things looked unutterably black for us. Tempers
are hasty when war is the common occupation, and sentences of death at
the worst are only ‘regrettable mistakes’ when too much haste has been
used. Some open packets of cartridges on the table added nothing to the
pleasure of our feelings. A woman, who alone could speak English with any
fluency, was brought in to translate and she, too, did little to improve
our position. From her attitude one supposes she had met incivility in
England during her visit to our country.
Suddenly it struck us that perhaps the man had seen us at Minden, and as
we had a pass from that town all would be well if we could convince him
of his mistake. To our joy he at once admitted that he was wrong and we
were permitted to leave.
On arrival at Gronau we found that the car must remain in Germany, so
we drove to the station in order to find out whether trains still ran.
Here, to our surprise, we were again arrested by the Customs authorities
and were hauled before the Burgomaster and some local councillors. We
had as translator a German-American who, unpleasant in his prosperous
appearance, suggested we should answer the questions in a way prompted
by him. This we refused, as the object of lying did not appear clear to
us. It was well, as later it appeared that one at least of those present
could speak English with ease.
At this stage in the journey appeared one of those amazing coincidences
that occur as one passes through life. As our names were given in the
course of the written evidence, an old councillor asked me in English if
I came from Lancashire. When I admitted this he said that forty years
before he had been working in that county and during that time he had
been befriended by a man of my name. It appeared on a further description
that this good Samaritan was closely related to me! This fortunate
incident had, I am sure, some effect on our position.
In the end the Burgomaster telephoned to the G.O.C. at Munster, putting
our case as favourably as possible, and describing us as Americans.
Permission was given by this higher authority for our release. A local
mill owner who had given us every assistance garaged the car, and
undertook to take care of it. Thus did we part in a friendly mood.
An hour later we entered Enschede after a long argument with the Customs
officer, who thought us too dirty to be respectable. Next day found us at
the Hague, where, in our rags but happy, we dined at the Hôtel des Indes.
Here we read the _Times_ and heard of the declaration of war. That night
we crossed to Harwich.
* * * * *
_Note._—Keating on arrival in town applied for and was given a commission
in the Royal Flying Corps. Later he transferred to the Irish Guards. On
January 20, 1915, he was killed in France during bombing practice by
the premature explosion of a bomb which he was using for demonstration
purposes. So ended a life of enthusiasm. The world lost a very gallant
gentleman in Harry Sheehy Keating. Yet
At the door of life, at the gate of breath
There are worse things waiting for men than death.
_JAN ISSEL._
In the month of August 1914 Mr. Haseldine of Culme House in South Devon
was as clearly persuaded as every other patriotic Briton that we had got
to beat the Germans, cost what it might, and what it might chance to
cost him individually he well knew, his only son being an officer in the
Guards. So he was scarcely disposed to sympathise with a man who, having
no less than four sons, made it a great grievance that the youngest of
them was threatening to enlist.
‘What do you expect me to say to the lad, Issel?’ he asked of the ruddy,
grey-bearded tenant who had come to beg his aid. ‘I can’t tell him he is
wrong if he wants to fight for his country.’
‘Aw, ’tidden that, Squire,’ returned Farmer Issel, shaking his head. ‘I
don’t b’lieve as Jan feels a call to go an’ fight no more’n what his
brothers du; but a’s that quare an’ opinionated us can’t make nothin’ of
un. Can’t spare un nayther, with harvest comin’ on an’ all, that’s the
trewth.’
It was certainly the truth that labour was scarce and that the moment
was ill chosen for withdrawing a pair of strong arms from Bratton
Farm. Moreover, those were the early days of the war, when it had not
yet become apparent that England must raise and equip a huge force.
Therefore, after some further parley, Mr. Haseldine promised that he
would give young John Issel a word or two of sound advice, and, with
that end in view, he suggested to his daughter Mildred, a few hours
later, that they should make Bratton Farm the object of their customary
afternoon ride.
It was beautiful, hot weather, promising well for the approaching
harvest, and as Mr. Haseldine jogged through the lanes, on either side
of which were broad fields of ripening oats and barley, he remarked to
his companion, with a laugh and a sigh, that some people didn’t know when
they were well off. Patriotism was right enough, and he would be the last
to discourage it; yet before a man decided to plunge into all the trials
and miseries of a campaign he ought at least to make sure that his duty
did not lie nearer home.
And something of that sort was what the Squire presently said to a slim,
dark-eyed young man who, turning round at the sound of the horses’ hoofs,
raised his arms from the gate over which he had been leaning and touched
his hat. Jan Issel listened respectfully, appeared to be a little
troubled, and had no very definite answer to make. What could be gathered
was that his mother had been pressing him hard, that he did not want to
vex her—nor yet nobody else—but that he reckoned he would have to go all
the same. Oh, not until after harvest, for sure; he had given a promise
to that effect and would keep it.
‘Quite right, my boy,’ said Mr. Haseldine, gathering up his reins.
‘Think it well over; don’t be in a hurry. You may be wanted at the front
by-and-by, and so may your brothers; we don’t any of us know yet what
lies before us. But for the present it seems to me that you’re more
wanted where you are. Now, Mildred, if you’ll wait here for me, I’ll be
with you again in a few minutes. I must just see Issel and tell him about
several things that I forgot to mention this morning.’
Thus Miss Haseldine was left in the company of a youth of whose existence
she had hitherto been but vaguely aware, but whose handsome face and
great sad eyes made appeal to her. She began to question him, and, either
because her pretty face and kindly blue eyes made appeal to him or
because of some subtle suggestion of sympathy in her voice, he spoke with
a good deal more ease and openness than he had shown in replying to her
father. It was not only the outbreak of war, he confessed, that had put
it into his head to take up soldiering. Many and many a time before had
he thought of that way of escape from Bratton—because it was from Bratton
that he yearned to escape. No, he hadn’t no trouble, without you could
call it trouble to be uneasy in your mind; only he felt as if he must get
away.
‘I couldn’t explain it to you, miss; I haven’t no power o’ language.
Happen I’m unrasonable, as mother says. Dick and Tom and Bob they don’t
ask no better’n to plough an’ sow an’ reap year in, year out; but with me
’tis different. Reckon as I’d go mazed if I was to stop home for always.’
‘I know what is the matter with you,’ said Miss Haseldine, smiling;
‘you’re bored.’
Well, that might be. The word was not included in Jan’s slender
vocabulary, but perhaps he was capable of the sensation. Miss Haseldine
told him that she was and that a vast number of persons were similarly
afflicted. The recognised remedy was work; but, for obvious reasons, that
was not applicable to his case. How about reading as a diversion? Did he
ever open a book?
This chance shot unexpectedly scored. Jan’s big brown eyes lightened up
as he answered that he loved nothing in the world so much as books to
read. Unfortunately, he had exhausted the literature of Bratton Farm,
which consisted of the Bible, sundry theological works, ‘Pilgrim’s
Progress,’ an anthology entitled ‘Pearls from the Poets,’ and a few
dilapidated volumes of the _Family Herald_.
Miss Haseldine said she could introduce him to a rather wider circle of
writers than that. ‘Come up to the house after dinner this evening and
I’ll lend you all the books you care to carry away.’
Jan was almost as grateful to the young lady as a starving man would
have been for a loaf of bread; yet it was perhaps rather her looks and
her voice than her kind offer that compelled his gratitude. Hitherto
nobody had understood him—which was the less surprising because he had
some difficulty in understanding himself—and he had observed a general
disposition to treat him with the indulgence accorded to the mentally
deficient. But here at last was a beautiful, beneficent being who not
only did not call him a fool but clearly showed, without actually saying
so, that she entered into his feelings and shared them. He had often seen
her before, in church and elsewhere, but did not remember ever to have
heard her speak. After she and her father had ridden away, he dropped
his elbows upon the gate once more and for some time thought about her
dreamily, with a pleasantly warmed heart, wondering why he had never
before noticed her physical beauty. Then he stretched himself and strode
off to get the cows in for milking.
Mildred Haseldine, if scarcely beautiful, was as pretty as golden hair,
forget-me-not blue eyes, and neat little features could make her.
Beneficent she might fairly be called, inasmuch as she was always glad
to do a good turn to her neighbours, and this farm lad, with his odd
craving for mental nourishment and his rebellion against the monotony
of agricultural life, interested her. So as soon as she reached home
she laid the library shelves under contribution, selecting ‘Ivanhoe,’
Tennyson’s Poems, Carlyle’s ‘Past and Present’ and Fitchett’s ‘Deeds that
Won the Empire,’ as being a sufficiently comprehensive batch to begin
with, and handed the volumes to her maid Judith, with instructions that
they were to be given to young John Issel, if he should call for them.
She observed that Judith blushed; but the circumstance made no impression
upon her, Judith’s blushes being frequent and for the most part devoid of
cause.
As a matter of fact, Judith Combe had some excuse for exhibiting
self-consciousness at the sound of Jan Issel’s name. Not very much, it
is true; for in her class of life the fact of ‘walking out’ with a young
man on Sunday afternoons is not held to commit either of the walkers to
subsequent matrimony, and certainly Jan did not consider himself in any
way pledged to Judy Combe, whom he had chosen merely because, like his
brothers and everybody else, he had to have a female companion of some
sort. He liked the gentle, demure lass, was indifferently aware that
she was nice-looking (she was in reality decidedly prettier than Miss
Haseldine), and even supposed that he might marry her some day. But that,
of course, would only be if he should stay at Bratton, instead of going
out into the wide world—a contingency which he never cared to contemplate.
An access of shyness led him to ask for Judith when he went up to the
great house that evening; but he was just a trifle disappointed when
she joined him, bearing the promised armful of literature, and when he
realised that he was not to see his benefactress. Nothing, however,
forbade him to talk about her, nor did he say much about anybody or
anything else during an interview which took place by starlight in the
stable-yard. Judith, who was greatly attached to her mistress, was as
laudatory as could be wished, if not particularly informing. Miss Mildred
was always doing kind things; so Judith did not think it strange that she
should lend books to Jan Issel if he wanted them; though it was perhaps
rather strange that he should want them. She timidly intimated as much,
but received no answer. It was, of course, impossible to explain to Judy
Combe what the printed page meant to one who was consumed with curiosity
respecting the world in which we dwell and who had no opportunities of
coming into contact with a verbal interpreter. It would likewise have
been difficult to bring home to her the motives that such a man might
have for adopting the profession of arms; so that subject also was
left untouched. For the rest, Jan was eager to say good-night, being
still more eager to discover what Miss Mildred thought him capable of
appreciating.
Miss Mildred, it may be conjectured, had not given a great deal of
thought to the matter; but she bestowed quite as much pleasure upon her
_protégé_ as if she had. That night and on several successive nights
Jan sat up, devouring the volumes by the light of a single candle
long after all the other inmates of the farm were asleep. ‘Ivanhoe,’
which was pretty plain sailing, delighted him, as did also Fitchett’s
stirring and admirably related yarns. If he could not always make out
what Tennyson was driving at, he loved the rhythm and melody of his
verse, just as he loved the sonorous grandeur of certain chapters in
Isaiah and Ecclesiastes, the meaning of which was completely hidden from
him. In like manner thousands of people derive genuine enjoyment from
listening to a symphony, although they are ignorant of the structure
of such compositions and cannot really follow them. But, oddly enough,
it was with Carlyle that Jan was best pleased. The bygone abuses and
social anomalies against which ‘Past and Present’ thunders naturally
said nothing to him, nor could he trace much connection between them
and the chronicle of Jocelin of Brakelond. It must also be admitted
that he skipped a good many pages. What roused him to enthusiasm was
not the writer’s theme but his mastery of language and the magnificent,
disdainful carelessness with which he displayed it, as though feeling
himself big enough to be independent of all rules. Jan Issel, it must
be supposed, possessed the literary sense—which indeed, like every
other artistic sense, is inborn, not to be acquired. When he went
to Culme House to return the books and beg for more, he tried, not
over-successfully, to express to Miss Mildred (who received him this
time and took him into the library) the intensity of his admiration for
a philosopher who is commonly considered to be above the heads of the
simple.
‘A girt man, miss,’ he said—‘a powerful man!’
‘Oh, yes,’ agreed Mildred, surprised and amused, ‘he’s—picturesque.
Hardly at his best in “Past and Present,” though. I’ll lend you his
“French Revolution,” which is much more interesting.’
Most leisured readers require a considerable length of time to assimilate
that work; Jan, who had practically no leisure between sunrise and
sunset, got through it in a week. He read it, as he read most works,
with only a dim comprehension but with great contentment. Contentment,
in fact, was the blessing bestowed upon him by Miss Haseldine’s happy
inspiration; so that he spoke no more of joining the Army, while she
was rewarded by the respectful thanks of his parents. From Jan himself
she received something more than thanks and respect. It was, no doubt,
natural enough that his imagination, fired by the novels and plays
which she prescribed as occasional alternatives to historical study,
should clothe her with the attributes of a heroine of romance. His
contentment, for that matter, was perhaps as much the outcome of talks
with Miss Mildred as of communings with authors who by themselves might
rather have tended to increase the latent disquietude which they were
supposed to have allayed. These talks became frequent during the autumn
weeks, occasion for them being willingly supplied by a young lady who
could not help finding Jan Issel unusual and interesting. He came out,
every now and then, with the quaintest, the most original, the most
poetical remarks, and if his hearer sometimes had a little inward laugh,
she was very careful not to let her features betray her; because his
sensitiveness was no less manifest than his timid devotion. To inspire
devotion—especially when it is timid—is seldom disagreeable to any young
lady; so Miss Mildred often overtook Jan in the lanes or summoned him to
the house; and this was really kind of her, seeing that she, who had so
much to fill her thoughts just then, might well have been excused if she
had forgotten all about a queer, dreamy farm lad. For those were the days
in which the long battle of the Aisne was developing, and although her
brother Frank had thus far escaped death or wounds, bad news of him and
others might come at any moment.
In Jan’s thoughts there was not much room for the war and its
vicissitudes. There would have been no room in them at all for Judith
Combe if she had not enjoyed the proverbial privilege of living near the
rose, which entailed the more dubious one of hearing the rose extolled
without intermission during those Sunday walks which at an earlier period
had been so largely taciturn. But Judith was a long-suffering little
soul, and it was only after much hesitation that she ventured to ask:
‘Bain’t ’ee gettin’ tu fond of her, Jan?’
Jan reddened all over his face and neck. ‘Tu fond o’ Miss Mildred! What
be dramin’ about then? Do ’ee think a dog can get tu fond o’ the sun?
You’m talkin’ proper nonsense, Judy.’
Nevertheless, Judith’s words came to him as a shock and a revelation,
over which he pondered for hours afterwards. At first he was ashamed
of his audacity and felt as if he had been guilty of some unpardonable
outrage; but by degrees he arrived at a different view of the matter.
What if he did love a human goddess? When all was said, he could not help
it. The veriest cur, according to his own homely metaphor, may bask in
the sun, and she could not be displeased by what would certainly never be
revealed to her. It was his secret, which he was surely free to cherish,
without the least shadow of hope, much as certain sixteenth-century poets
cherished a passion for Queen Elizabeth, or said they did. But the fact
of being without shadow of hope—as of course he was—did not preclude
indulgence in ecstatic visions. His mobile imagination enabled him to see
himself earning literary renown (like the peasant Robert Burns, perhaps),
rising by virtue of the same to a position of admitted equality with the
highest in the land and stripping the laurels from his brow to lay them
at Mildred’s feet. Such things could not come to pass, and he knew that
they could not; yet he liked to picture them and might plead that his
fancies were as harmless as his love.
Harmless both may have been; only both contributed to bring about a
return of his old restlessness. He was now embarrassed in conversing with
Miss Mildred; he could not get rid of a haunting dread that she might
suspect his sentiments (she was perhaps not so far from suspecting them
as he thought), and then how would he ever dare to look her in the face
again? More and more evident was it to him that he must leave the farm,
that he would have to go some day and that he had better go soon. Added
to this, his brothers were beginning to talk about donning khaki. Without
saying anything to their father, they discussed the question amongst
themselves and agreed that if ‘th’ old war’ was going to last another
year, as the newspapers said it was, they could not decently keep out of
it. It was impossible for all of them to go, that was certain; but one,
or even two, of them might. The youngest they excluded, not only because
‘mother wouldn’t niver part with ’un,’ but because he was understood
to have been cured of military hankerings. Thus it became plain that
procrastination would only place fresh obstacles in Jan’s path.
It was on a grey morning in October that he was accosted by a recruiting
sergeant at Exeter, whither he had been sent to dispose of some steers,
and there was no need to impress upon him that Flanders was the right
place for a likely young chap without encumbrances. He intimated that
that was his own view and asked whether he could have a couple of days
‘to wind up like.’ Three, if he chose, the pleased sergeant replied; but
he said two would be enough. They might even be excessive, he thought,
for although old Mrs. Issel was a fond mother, she had a ‘tarrible power
o’ spache’ when aggrieved; but he could not go off to the wars without
taking leave of Miss Mildred, and he wanted to make sure of a farewell
audience. More with that end in view than because he recognised any claim
that Miss Mildred’s maid might have upon him, he marched up to Culme
House the same evening and briefly informed Judith that he had taken the
King’s shilling.
‘Aw, ma dear soul!’ cried the girl, throwing up her hands in dismay,
‘what iver did ’ee du that vur?’
It was a thing, Jan answered, that had to be done—a thing that every
young man in England would be doing before long, by what he had heard
tell. He further attempted to explain why for him in particular it was
essential to break fresh ground; but, not making much of a success of
this and noticing, moreover, that Judith was not listening, he desisted.
Judith was crying softly, and that gave him a pain at his heart. His
mother also, instead of scolding him, as he had expected her to do, had
wept, throwing her apron over her head and rocking herself to and fro,
while his father, after one short, angry outburst, had abruptly fallen
silent and had walked out of the house with bowed shoulders. It is cruel
to have to hurt people like that; but—what can one do? He did his best
to comfort poor little Judy, who was afraid ‘they pesky Germans’ would
kill him—which indeed did not seem unlikely—but who tried to recover a
cheerful countenance and assured him that she understood everything. He
could not, of course, believe that she did, and would have been quite
sorry if she had; still he was grateful to her for being so brave about
it and for readily promising to deliver a message to Miss Mildred.
He had thought—perhaps half hoped—that Miss Mildred would reproach him
a little for having so suddenly taken a step from which he had been
dissuaded by her; but when she met him on the morrow she did nothing of
the kind. Circumstances alter cases; the country now needed all who were
fit to serve; she assumed that Jan had been actuated by patriotic motives
and had only praise and congratulations for him.
‘How proud we shall all be of you if you come back with a V.C. or an
officer’s commission!’ she exclaimed. ‘Nothing is impossible in war time,
you know.’
Jan smiled and shook his head, but, he often thought of her words
afterwards and made them the nucleus of innumerable day-dreams. What
he longed for at the time was some hint of regret on her part, some
intimation that she would miss him a little. However, she did not seem
to think that there was anything to regret, and it was absurd to suppose
that his departure could make any difference to her. Why should it? One
thing, at any rate, she said which was as delightful as it was unforeseen.
‘You must let me hear from you, John. Write often and at great length,
please, and tell me exactly how everything strikes you. Answer? Oh, of
course I will, and I’ll send you socks and mufflers and things, not to
mention books.’ She added, after a moment, ‘I was thinking of giving you
something now, only I don’t know what you would like to have.’
Jan knew very well what he would like to have: whether he might dare
to ask for it was another question. However, he was going away and it
was probable enough that he would see her no more; so he screwed up
courage to confess that the most welcome gift she could bestow upon him
would be something that had belonged to herself—maybe the little silver
pencil-case which he had so often seen her use.
She presented it to him with a bright smile and with no appearance of
thinking him presumptuous. Then she frankly shook him by the hand, wished
him the best of luck and left him beside the gate leading up to Bratton
Farm, where their colloquy had been held. At the bend of the road she
turned to wave him a last farewell and so disappeared into the misty
twilight.
Jan raised the precious pencil-case to his lips, pushed it into his
waistcoat pocket and was happy. He even told himself in so many words
that he was happy; which is an experience of such rarity that those to
whom it has once come never quite forget it. Jan thought that if he were
to be shot the next week, he would still have had as good a moment as
three score years and ten of life could bring him.
But of course there was no question of his being shot the next week or
for a great many weeks to come. The training process through which he and
other recruits had to go might have been tedious if he had not accepted
it as an indispensable means towards an end, and if he had not, rather
unexpectedly, found a certain pleasure in it. The monotony of drill was
at least a novel species of monotony; his comrades were for the most
part cheery, companionable fellows, many of whom differed sufficiently
from the types hitherto known to him to stimulate his ever alert
curiosity; the sergeant who instructed them in the use of the bayonet had
semi-jocular anecdotes of his own experiences to relate which exhibited
the grim visage of war as wreathed in smiles. Even the very real
hardships and discomforts of camp life under persistent, pitiless rain
were made light of by Jan, who felt himself developing into an efficient
soldier day by day and who indeed was often singled out for commendation.
He wrote regularly, if briefly, to the old people at the farm,
regretting that there was so little to say; yet he found plenty to say to
Miss Mildred. Had she not bidden him to write ‘at great length’? Those
carefully composed epistles of his, which were couched in a queer mixture
of dialect and high-flown language and in which words (culled from the
works of some more competent manipulator of them) were occasionally used
in a sense unrecognised by the dictionary, were not without pathos, as
showing forth a poor mortal brimming over with ideas and impressions and
struggling hard to be articulate. Let us hope that their recipient so
interpreted them. Her replies, at any rate, laconic though they were,
gave the utmost satisfaction to a worshipper who was duly sensible of her
graciousness in deigning to reply at all.
What was not very satisfactory to Jan was that there was no talk of the
battalion to which he belonged proceeding to the front. Some of the men
professed to doubt whether they would ever leave the country; others
had heard that they were to get marching orders in the coming summer;
all were agreed that they would have to make the best of their sodden
camp for several months yet. But no such trial of patience awaited Jan,
who was despatched to France with a draft at very short notice early
in February and who was not long left in his first halting-place some
distance behind the fighting line. His impressions of life in the flooded
trenches and of what it felt like to be under fire were given with great
simplicity, though not without here and there a graphic touch, in the
letters which he afterwards found time to write to Mildred. This war, he
said, was not like any other war that he had ever heard or read of. It
had had its glories, but it did not seem as if it was going to have any
more. Your enemies were close at hand, but you couldn’t get at them, nor
yet they couldn’t get at you. So, taken as a whole, it was not exciting.
The worst part of it was the awful noise of the guns and the bursting
shells, which he found more trying than the wet and cold and the ugly
sights about which he was sure that his correspondent would not wish him
to say much. The desolation of the ravaged country, the wrecked villages
and farmhouses, the homeless peasants, the poor wandering dogs and
cats—he dwelt on these and said that he seemed to be witnessing all the
horrors and miseries of war without any of its grand spectacular effects.
(‘Where in the world did he get “spectacular effects” from?’ Mildred
smilingly wondered when she read this sentence.)
‘And yet,’ he went on, ‘it’s a singular thing that I never felt at peace
like I do now. I don’t know as I can make you understand, Miss—I’m so bad
at setting my meaning down—but it keeps coming over me that all’s as it
should be. Particular at nights, when the clouds blow away and I can look
up at the stars. This planet we live on isn’t but a very small speck, and
we, scrambling about in our trenches, as it might be so many emmets, what
matter how soon we’re gone and forgotten? Years and centuries pass and
everything is forgotten. So why worry? And then the chaps alongside of
me. We don’t talk except about common things, only I know they’re feeling
the same as I do, which draws us together like. Maybe it’s because of
death being always round the corner. Do you mind that poem of Kipling’s,
called _The Return_, in one of the books you lent me? It’s wonderful true
what he says⸺
“So much more near than I ’ad known,
So much more great than I ’ad guessed—
And me, like all the rest, alone—
But reachin’ out to all the rest!”
That’s just the way it strikes me, and somehow it seems to make for
peace, though I couldn’t say why.’
If Jan had probed and analysed the serenity of spirit which he strove to
define, he might have discovered that it arose simply from a sense that
he was doing his duty; but he never quite arrived at that conclusion.
What he did conclude—and found humorously puzzling—was that the place
into which he had dropped was the right place for him, that he must
always have been meant to be a soldier, not a poet nor an imaginative
writer nor any of the fine things that he would have liked to be, but
just a private in an infantry regiment. Well, even so, ambition need not
be banished, and his chance of earning what Miss Mildred had said would
make her proud might come any day.
He did, as the weeks slipped on, obtain sundry occasions of proving
himself a capable fighter; but the affairs in which he was concerned were
not important enough for public record. Save for these sporadic attacks
upon the enemy, which for the most part resulted only in the loss of a
considerable number of lives, there was no break in the regular routine
of so many days in the trenches, followed by a period of rest in billets,
whence he despatched his letters, writing them invariably with the pencil
which was his most treasured possession.
It was on a cold, frosty night in spring that two staff officers,
passing along his trench, halted beside him, and one of them called out:
‘Hullo!—hanged if it isn’t John Issel! Well, Jan, ’tis a wisht poor job
sodgerin’, sure enough. Bain’t it now?’
Jan, standing at the salute, had a broad smile for the handsome young
fellow who accosted him in the dialect of which he had lately been
endeavouring to rid himself. He did not know much of Captain Haseldine,
but he was proud and pleased to be recognised, and he made reply that he
had nothing to complain about. Campaigning, he added, was teaching him a
lot of new things.
‘Oh, it’s doing that for most of us,’ Frank Haseldine observed, laughing.
‘Even for some of our Generals.’
He went on talking for a few minutes about home affairs, remarking in an
explanatory parenthesis to his companion, ‘Issel comes from our parish.’
Then he said to Jan ‘You’ll see Captain Bernard again one of these days,
I hope, if we all pull through. Captain Bernard is engaged to be married
to my sister Mildred.’
It was a little like being hit by a bullet—a sudden thump which made
your heart stand still, yet left you erect and with an instant feeling
that your first duty was to show no sign of distress. Jan showed none,
and presently the two officers moved on, leaving him free to think what
he would beneath his friends the blinking stars. These gave him such
comfort as they had it in their power to bestow. They said it did not
matter, because nothing really matters, and to that view in the abstract
he could assent. But to affirm that so long as his little life might
last it would not matter that somebody—he had scarcely looked at the
man—was going to marry his goddess was quite vain. If the stars had asked
whether he had ever imagined that he himself could marry Miss Mildred, he
would naturally have answered ‘Of course not’; yet, however ridiculous
and insane it might be, the truth was that he could not bear the idea
of her belonging to anybody else. So what it came to, and what it had
doubtless been bound to come to from the outset, was that he could not
bear conditions which were altogether right, reasonable and inevitable.
Jan Issel was not the first to find himself in that forlorn plight. In
extreme cases it has been known to lead to suicide; in the vast majority
it entails submission, more or less facile, to the decrees of destiny;
for Jan it translated itself into a very fervent and genuine hope that
the Germans might wipe him out. He saw now—it may have been illogical,
but that made no difference to the fact—that his visions had been utterly
childish, that he, an uneducated yokel, had no future and could have
none, that it would be far better for him to end out there in Flanders
than to be confronted some day with the dire prospect of a return to
tilling the Devon fields and herding the Devon cattle.
This mood, it is true, did not endure; for he became hazily conscious
that there was something contemptible in it and that a young, strong man
has no business to wish himself extinguished. Nevertheless, he had more
difficulty than usual in composing his next letter to Mildred, in which
he made no allusion to her engagement, thinking that it would be bad
manners to do so, since she had not mentioned it to him. At the end he
remarked:
‘We lose men most days, and maybe my turn will come. It is good to be
alive, because the world is beautiful and wonderful and because of some
of the people in it; but I don’t think there can be many so happy that
they should mind dying, for I can’t believe but what death means rest.’
With such persuasions he was well prepared to face what was in store for
him when at length his battalion was told off to join in an engagement
on a large scale. They knew very little about it beyond the fact that
the British forces, after a rather prolonged spell of inaction, were
about to resume the offensive and that their own special job would be to
take a position facing them which was said to have been mined. That it
had been mined with success was evidenced towards evening by a series
of terrific explosions which seemed simply to annihilate the enemy’s
defensive works; but the infantry were held back until a deluge of shell
had been poured into the ruins. Then Jan and his comrades got the order
to go, and away they went through the twilight smoke and dust, meeting
with no opposition from the apparently broken foe. The distance that
separated them from the first line of hostile trenches was traversed
in no time, and that first line, or what remained of it, was occupied
with ease; but in the communication trenches the Germans made a stand
which resulted in hand-to-hand fighting of a really desperate nature. Of
what was taking place amidst that tumult and welter and in the falling
dusk Jan had only a confused notion; he supposed he must be performing
his share of the task all right, because somebody sang out, ‘Well done,
Issel!’ He was aware of being wounded, for the warm blood was trickling
down his leg and soaking through his putties; but he felt neither pain
nor weakness. Finally there came an abrupt lull. The bearded, grey-coated
Germans had vanished, and he realised that the next line of trenches had
been carried. He realised also, for the second time in his life, that he
was quite happy. When he fell in, forming up with the remnants of his
shattered battalion, he heard himself laughing aloud in sheer glee—he was
as happy as that!
Was it a victory? It seemed so; yet a sudden and violent fusillade,
opening upon them from their left, caused him to glance interrogatively
at his neighbour. The man answered his unspoken query with a muttered
‘Enfiladed, by God!’ and immediately afterwards fell forward, groaning
and swearing. But no groan came from Jan Issel, whom a bullet struck
full in the heart; so that he dropped and never stirred again—only one
amongst thousands who were delivered that night from the complications
and bewilderments of a sick world.
To fall fighting for England in the full tide of life, to fall, shot
through the heart, without a pang and in a moment of supreme exaltation
is to finish gloriously, enviably. We all know this and we all say it,
though some of us perhaps may feel that our own hearts are none the
less broken for that. However, it was not to be expected that Mildred
Haseldine should be broken-hearted when the news came to Culme House. She
was much distressed; still she could not but recognise that there were
compensating circumstances, and she went over at once to Bratton Farm to
impart some of these to the poor lad’s parents. If her condolences were
not received in quite as grateful a spirit as they might have been, she
could and did make allowances for the grief-stricken farmer and his wife.
Old Issel scarcely listened to what she was saying, and cut her short by
calling out in a loud, harsh voice:
‘What did ’a want to go and get hisself killed vur? Darn they foul
Germans! Yes, Miss, I don’t doubt but you’m sorry, but it bain’t your
sorrow as’ll bring my boy back.’
With that he stumped out of the kitchen, leaving Mildred to do what she
could with Mrs. Issel, which was an even more difficult matter. For Mrs.
Issel, dry-eyed and despairing, had some rather unkind and irrational
things to say. When, for instance, she was gently told that her visitor
had strong personal reasons for sympathising with all to whom the war
was bringing anxiety or loss, it was not very generous to rejoin that
the young lady need not fret. ‘They staff officers don’t niver take no
hurt, so I’ve heerd tell.’ But what was really too unjust to be endured
without protest was the assertion that it was Miss Mildred more than
anybody who had driven Jan away to distant battlefields by ‘putting a
passel of foolish notions into his head.’ In self-defence, Mildred had to
remind the old woman that, so far from having encouraged Jan to enlist,
she had tried, by providing him with other interests, to deter him from
so doing. As for his actual enlistment, she had only heard of it after it
had become an accomplished fact. This being undeniably true, Mrs. Issel
made no reply and remained silent while it was represented to her that
we can never be sure whether an early death is a misfortune or not. No
living being can hope to escape sorrow and suffering, and Mildred, for
her part, did not think that poor Jan’s temperament was of the kind that
tends towards happiness.
Probably that also was true. It would hardly have made Jan happy
to discover—as he might have done—that he had mistaken an entirely
commonplace young woman for a divinity nor to realise—as he must have
done—that he was too heavily weighted in life’s handicap to emerge from
the ruck where he was so ill at ease. Judith Combe, while brushing her
mistress’s hair that evening, said of him with unexpected sagacity that
maybe Providence had ‘served him kind’ by taking him out of this world,
seeing that he would always have been set upon what was beyond his reach.
Judith herself was so set upon obtaining something for which she was more
than a little afraid to ask that she decided to take the risk of making
her desire known. Could Miss Mildred spare one of Jan’s letters? He had
not written to her at all, and she would like very much, if she might,
to have a page or two from his own hand. ‘Because we was in a manner
friends, you see, Miss.’
Mildred looked inquiringly at her sedate handmaid and smiled. ‘I am
not sure that it would be quite fair to the poor boy,’ she answered.
‘He says some things which many people would think rather comic, and
perhaps I oughtn’t.... However, you wouldn’t understand. Oh, well, yes,
Judith—take them all, if you care to have them. I think I can find the
whole collection.’
So the whole collection became the property of Judith, who spent many
an hour over it and stained some of its leaves with her tears. It is by
no means certain that she did not understand Jan’s flights of fancy and
diction. It may even have constituted one of the unnumbered ironies of
human experience that Jan himself should have been more nearly understood
by the illiterate Judith than by Mildred Haseldine or by anybody else.
W. E. NORRIS.
_THE NEW ‘UBIQUE’: A BATTLE._
BY JEFFERY E. JEFFERY.
By the ears and the eyes and the brain,
By the limbs and the hands and the wings,
We are slaves to our masters the guns,
But their slaves are the masters of kings!
GILBERT FRANKAU.
Somewhere about the middle of June, we knew definitely that we were ‘for
it,’ as the soldier says; we knew that our division was one of those
chosen for the great concentration which was to culminate in the ‘great
push’—and we were proud of the distinction. A three days’ march brought
us to a certain training area, where we camped for a week and worked some
seventeen hours a day—counting, that is, from réveillé at 4 A.M. until
the last bit of harness was hung up clean and ready for the morrow at 9
P.M.
During this period two incidents of note occurred. One was that the
Child suddenly developed pleurisy, and was removed to hospital—a serious
loss at any time, but especially so at this particular moment. The other
was that a squadron of hostile aircraft flew over our manœuvre ground
and actually dropped a bomb within 150 yards of the tail of our column.
Which, seeing that we were some twenty miles from the nearest part of the
line and at the moment only playing at soldiers, was most disconcerting.
From the time when we left this training area until, about three weeks
later, we were withdrawn to rest in a quiet part of the line, I kept a
rough diary of our particular share in the greatest battle ever fought
by the British Army. The following are some extracts from it, in no way
embellished, but only enlarged so as to make them intelligible.
_June 27._—Nine-hour night march southwards, arriving in
comfortable billets at 3.30 A.M. Aeroplanes (or at any rate,
hostile ones) are the curse of this war: if it was not for
fear of them we could move by daylight in a reasonable manner.
The old saddler, dozing on a wagon, fell off and was run over:
nothing broken, but he will be lost to us. A great pity, as
he’s a charming character and a first-class workman.
_June 28 and 29._—Rested, the continuation of the march having
been postponed.
_June 30._—Orders to move on to-night. Was sent off with a
small party on a road and river reconnaissance: this presumably
with a view to going forward ‘when the advance begins.’ By the
time we got back to where the brigade was to billet, had ridden
about forty miles. Job only half finished. Battery marched in
at midnight.
_July 1._—Started at 5.30 A.M. with same party to finish
reconnaissance. Reached a point about four miles behind the
line, at 7.15 A.M.: a tremendous bombardment in progress. Left
our horses, and walked on two miles to a river. Here learnt
that the attack had been launched at 7.30 and was going well.
Walked north up the river-bank, keeping well under the shelter
of the steep ridge on the east side, and only emerging to
examine each bridge as we came to it. Thousands upon thousands
of shells of every size, from ‘Grannies’ to 18-prs., passing
over our heads unceasingly: expected the enemy to retaliate.
But not a round came: probably the Boche was too busily engaged
elsewhere. Met streams of wounded coming down; some with
captured helmets, nearly all with grins.
Finished the river reconnaissance about 10.30 and walked back
by a roundabout (but less unpleasant!) way, and reached our
horses about midday. Rode back to the battery and spent the
afternoon writing out full report. Orders to move at 11.30 P.M.
Long night march to new billets, arriving 4.15 A.M.
_July 2._—Rested. In the course of the day the Child returned,
having in some amazing way persuaded the hospital authorities
that pleurisy and a temperature of 104° are the best possible
things to have on the eve of a great offensive. Swears he’s all
right now, and objects to being ordered to take it easy—while
he can. Heavy bombardment all day, but we are eight miles back
here. Official communiqués record further successes.
_July 3._—Moved at 9.30 P.M., and arrived (5.30 A.M.) soaking
wet at the worst bivouac it has ever been our unhappy lot to
occupy.
_July 4._—Saw about 150 German prisoners being brought back.
In the afternoon, after a violent thunderstorm, went to look
at the position which we are to take over. Found that it was
immensely strong. Originally it was only 1200 yards from the
enemy front line, but now, since the advance, is about 3000.
Steady rain all the time. Got back to find the camp converted
into a veritable bog, and men of all the batteries making
shelters for themselves by cutting down trees and looting
straw. There will be a row over this, but—well, it is too much
to expect men to submit to such _unnecessary_ discomfort.
_July 5._—Took the Child and two telephonists and went up to
new position. Bombardment proceeding incessantly. Was amazed
at the amount of material already brought up, at the gangs
already working on the shell-wrecked roads, and at the crowd of
spectators who lined a convenient ridge to ‘watch the show.’
Went with the Child and the battery commander from whom we
were taking over to get a look at the country and visit the
O.P. Passed through Fricourt—not long captured. Never could a
bombardment have done its work of destruction more thoroughly
than here. Not figuratively, but literally; no one brick stood
upon another, scarcely one brick was whole. Walked on up the
sunken road that leads north from Fricourt past the Dingle and
Shelter Wood. For days this road had been a death-trap. It
was strewn with corpses, with stretchers on which lay wounded
men awaiting removal, with broken bits of equipment, English
and German—and it stank. We arrived at the headquarters of a
battalion and asked if we could see the colonel.
‘No,’ they told us, ‘you can’t at present. He’s just been
buried in his dug-out by a shell, and it will be some time
before we get him clear; he’s all right, but a bit shaken.’
So we went on up a battered trench to the O.P. In it a
subaltern and two signallers, all three caked in mud. At the
moment the wire to the battery was intact. Two men had been
killed and one wounded whilst mending it. From here we could
see the famous Quadrangle Trench, which at that time was
holding up the advance. Many batteries were shooting at it.
Having got our bearings, so to speak, we did not linger in this
most unhealthy spot, but returned to the battery position.
On the way home met our own colonel bearing the news that the
brigade would probably go into action in quite a different
area. This news confirmed at H.Q. at 5 P.M. Turned back and
reconnoitred the new position, which was farther south, nearer
Fricourt; rather cramped and quite unprepared for occupation.
Cadged dinner from an old friend whom we met at D.H.Q. Met the
battery on the road about 10 P.M. and led it to new position.
Work of getting guns in, ammunition and stores dumped, and
teams away completed by 3 A.M. Awaited dawn.
_July 6._—As soon as it was light went up the hill on the right
front of the battery to meet the colonel, choose an O.P. and
‘learn’ the country. The scene of wreckage upon this hill now
is past all belief, and is, I should imagine, a perfect example
of the havoc wrought by a modern ‘intense’ bombardment. The
whole face of the earth is completely altered. On the German
side of No Man’s Land, not one square yard of the original
surface of the ground remains unbroken. Line upon line of
trenches and tunnels and saps have been so smashed that they
are barely recognisable as such: there are mine craters seventy
to a hundred yards across, and there are dug-outs (some of
these still intact) which go down fifty feet and more into the
chalk. On every side is débris—rails, timber, kit, blankets,
broken rifles, bread, steel helmets, pumps, respirators,
corpses. And nowhere can one get away from the sickening
smell—the smell of putrescent human flesh....
The morning mist cleared at last and we were able to see the
landscape. From the O.P. we chose, the view, for our purposes,
was ideal. Below us lay the ruins that once were Fricourt, to
the right Fricourt Wood, farther off Mametz Wood and village,
and on the skyline Contalmaison. Returned, very dishevelled,
to breakfast at 8 A.M. During the morning ran out a wire,
got ‘through’ to the battery, but did not dare to start
shooting until further information as to the situation of the
infantry was available. Eventually gathered that we only hold
the southern edge of Mametz Wood, and that the Quadrangle
Trench which lies to the left (west) of it is not yet in our
possession. Spent the afternoon registering the guns, and
then began shelling Mametz Wood. Was relieved by the Child at
tea-time. Came down to the battery and washed. Looked forward
to decent night’s rest but was disappointed, viz.:
_July 7._—Woken by Angelo at 1 A.M., who brought orders for a
‘strafe,’ which was to start at 2. Battery fired at a rapid
rate from that hour till 2.30. Went back to bed. Woken by the
Infant, who had relieved Angelo, at 6. Big bombardment to
start at 7.20. Went to telephone dug-out at 7.15, unwashed and
half-dressed, and remained there all day; meals brought in to
me. The battery fired practically continuously for fourteen
hours at rates varying from one to twenty-four rounds a minute.
Targets various—mostly ‘barraging’ Mametz Wood and ground
immediately to the west of it. Worked the detachments as far as
possible in reliefs, turning on spare signallers, cooks, and
servants to carry ammunition as it arrived.
The Child, who was at the O.P., sent down what information
he could, but reported that it was hardly possible to see
anything owing to the smoke. Passed on everything to Brigade
H.Q. (communications working well), and received their
instructions as to changes of target, rate of fire, etc. By
dusk we were all very tired, and several of the men stone deaf.
There were several heavy showers during the day, so that the
position became a quagmire into which the guns sank almost to
their axles and became increasingly difficult to serve. Empty
cartridge cases piled several feet high round each platform:
mud awful. No official communiqué as to result of the day’s
operation. Got eight hours’ sleep.
_July 8._—Shooting, off and on, all day—mostly registration of
new points. In the intervals when not firing the detachments
kept hard at work improving and strengthening the position.
Hostile artillery much more active, but nothing really close
to us. Fired 150 rounds during the night into Mametz Wood:
northern portion not yet in our hands.
_July 9._—A good deal of barrage work all day, but as it was
mostly at a slow rate the men managed to get some rest—goodness
knows, they both need and deserve it.
_July 10._—Went out with the colonel to reconnoitre an advanced
position. Got caught in a barrage, and had to crouch in a
(fortunately) deep trench for half an hour. Sitting there began
to wonder if this was the prelude to a counter-attack; just
then, looking out to the left, that is towards the south-west
corner of Mametz Wood, saw a lot of men running hard. Suddenly
spotted the familiar grey uniform and spiked helmets of the
enemy.
‘God!’ I cried, ‘it _is_ a counter-attack. Those are _Huns_!’
Expected every moment to have one peering in over the top of
the trench: did not dare to run for it, owing to the barrage,
which was still heavy. T⸺, who was with me, remained calm and
put up his glasses.
‘All right,’ he said; ‘they’re prisoners. Look at the escort.’
And so they were, running for their lives through their own
shrapnel—and the escort keeping well up with them!
The storm being over (no ‘hate’ lasts for ever), returned
as quickly as we could, and reported that the position was
possible but by no means tempting! A lot of night firing.