CHAPTER XXXI

WIFE AND HUSBAND

The outlook continued promising overhead. The tide was at the right ebb

for making Barfleur Point. At an earlier hour than had been hoped for,

the friendly Casket lights showed, at intervals, above the starboard

bow of the _Princess_. The skipper, cheerful of voice, promised his

passengers that in forty minutes more--tide and weather remaining

favourable--the vessel would be lying well to leeward of Alderney.

All this time Dinah had found no opportunity for exchanging a

conciliatory word with her husband. She felt that Gaston did not so

much avoid as ignore her. He always contrived to be deep in talk with

some other person when his wife sought to draw near him. He did not

address her, did not recognise her presence. At length, abruptly, just

as Dinah was nerving herself to make some desperate first advance, Mr.

Arbuthnot crossed the deck. He came up to the spot where she and Rex

Basire stood together. With the pleasantest air imaginable he put his

hand under Dinah’s arm.

‘Suppose you take a turn with me, wife?’ Mr. Arbuthnot made the

proposal in his lightest tone, Rex Basire listening. ‘Do you see that

revolving beacon? No, my dear, no! Neither aloft on the funnel, nor in

my face, but away, far as you can look, to the right. That beacon marks

the Casket Rocks. And there, straight ahead, but without any lights

showing, as yet, we are to believe is Alderney. Let us make our way to

the forecastle. We shall have a better view.’

The fore part of the deck was deserted, save by two or three knots of

sailors, talking low together in patois French as they watched the

horizon. Gaston and Dinah were practically alone. She felt the heart

within her throb uneasily. An icy politeness lay beneath the surface

geniality of Gaston Arbuthnot’s manner. Dinah was prompt to recognise

it.

‘What a long day this has been, Gaston. I shall want no wider

experience in respect of yachting picnics.’

‘You are changeable, Dinah. As we walked from Langrune to Luc, it was

agreed between us that the day should be considered a success.’

‘A great deal has happened since then,’ exclaimed Dinah, under her

breath.

‘Nothing very notable, surely. If I recollect right, I did my duty to

the extent of two waltzes in the Luc ball-room, and you, my dear child,

had a long, a most amusing and intellectual conversation, I cannot

doubt, with Lord Rex Basire, in one of the doorways.’

‘Lord Rex Basire is never amusing when he talks to me.’

‘Then I congratulate you on your proficiency in seeming amused. It

ranks high as a difficult social art, even among veterans.’

‘Gaston!’ she exclaimed, a new and poignant doubt making itself felt.

‘Dinah.’

‘I don’t know what to think of your tone. Why have you never said a

word, never looked at me during all these hours? Are you offended?’

‘On the contrary,’ retorted Gaston. They were now out of sight, out of

earshot of everybody. As he spoke, Arbuthnot withdrew his hand from

his wife’s arm. ‘I am thoroughly your debtor. It was the sense of my

indebtedness that made me bring you here. I wished to thank you without

an audience, quietly.’

‘To thank _me_,’ stammered Dinah, in a sort of breathless way.

‘For--for----’ she broke off, reddening violently.

Gaston watched her. ‘For your solicitude, your kindly tact! That idea

of despatching the old lady in the scarlet cloak to chaperon me was

boldly original, a fine intuition of wifely vigilance----’

‘Gaston! I never----’

‘Yet scarcely the sort of vigilance that passes current in a

commonplace and scoffing world. If you had the smallest spark of

humour, Dinah--that missing sense! that one little flaw in your

character!--you would see things as the commonplace scoffing world sees

them.’

‘Should I?’

‘You would divine that, under no possible circumstances--really it

would be well to remember this for the rest of our mortal lives--under

no circumstances can I require an old lady, with or without a scarlet

cloak, as my chaperon.’

A different woman to Dinah might here have turned the tables on Gaston

Arbuthnot, have stoutly, truthfully disavowed responsibility as to

Cassandra Tighe’s movements. Dinah was too transparently honest to

defend herself as to the letter, knowing that she had been an accessory

in the spirit.

‘When the time was so short--ten minutes more, Gaston, and the

_Princess_ would have started without you--I felt that my heart must

stop. Miss Tighe, any one, could have seen on my face what I suffered.’

‘I have no doubt that “any one” could, and did see it,’ said Gaston

Arbuthnot, with grave displeasure. ‘It would not occur to you to

make an effort at decent self-control, whatever ridicule you might

be bringing upon others. Does it never strike you, Dinah,’ he went

on, unjustly, ‘that other women have human sensibilities as well as

yourself--Linda Thorne, for instance? She rushed off, poor thing,

in the greatest agitation at the first whisper of the Doctor’s

disappearance, fearing nothing from Mrs. Grundy, fearing all things for

her husband. Was it generous, charitable, do you think, to let your

disapprobation be written, so that he who ran might read, upon your

face?’

‘I think,’ said Dinah, faithfully, ‘that Mrs. Thorne felt no agitation

whatsoever.’

Gaston also thought so. It was a point he would not commit himself to

argue out.

‘There are feelings one must take for granted. Mrs. Thorne did the

right thing in refusing to start without her husband. I acted as I

judged best in determining to remain by her. That ought to have been

enough for you.’

‘Yes. It ought to have been enough.’

Dinah gazed before her at the purplish streak faintly dividing the

sea-line from the sky. It grew blurred and tremulous. Her eyes had

filled with tears.

‘You had plenty of people to bear you company--Geoffrey, Miss Bartrand.

It is unbecoming in you, Dinah, to act like a wayward girl. However

matters had turned out about Doctor and Mrs. Thorne, what hardship

would there have been in your returning to Guernsey with Geoffrey and

without me?’

‘None, none! I was wrong from first to last. All this is my lesson,

remember. One cannot get a lesson by heart without a little trouble.’

‘One might learn it without making everybody else absurd,’ persisted

Gaston. ‘You asked me why I had never addressed a word to you, never

looked in your direction, since we put out to sea. I will tell you why,

my dear. I considered you dangerous. I was afraid.’

Dinah lifted up her face. She fixed her truthful and transparent gaze

full on Gaston Arbuthnot.

‘I don’t understand you, Gaston. You know I never can understand when

you speak with a double meaning.’

‘Well, there was a certain electric look about you, a look prophetic of

lightning or thunder showers, for neither of which I am in the mood.

You ought to have chosen a husband of more heroic mould, Dinah. There

is the truth. A man, like the hero of a lady’s novel,’ observed Mr.

Arbuthnot, wittily, ‘always equal to a strained attitude. A man fond of

the big primeval human passions--love, hatred, jealousy. But you have

married me, and I am afraid you must take me as I am. You must also, as

often as you can--remember this, Dinah--as often as you can, endeavour

not to render me ridiculous.’

When Mr. and Mrs. Arbuthnot re-emerged out of the darkness, Gaston’s

hand was resting on his wife’s shoulder, Dinah’s face had recovered its

calm. It would have taken a keen observer of countenance to guess that

a breeze so stiff as the one we know of had just stirred the surface of

these two persons’ lives. Was Linda Thorne such an observer?

Linda was standing alone in the gangway, her attitude one of

deliberation, when Gaston and his wife came aft. She kept her position,

speaking to no one, until Lord Rex, companionless, like herself, had

managed to find his way to Dinah’s elbow. Then Linda Thorne made

a move. She crossed to the vessel’s side. Resting her hand on the

bulwarks, she gazed heavenward. Such good lines as her throat and

shoulders possessed were well outlined against the pallid background of

sky.

Gaston Arbuthnot followed her before long.

‘We are fortunate, after all our misadventures, are we not? The mate

tells me that we have sighted Alderney. It seems likely that we shall

get back to Petersport without fog.’

‘And what, may I ask, do you mean by our misadventure?’

There was a ring of sharpness in Linda Thorne’s tone.

‘Ah--what! The moment,’ said Gaston, ‘when gleams of a scarlet

cloak first flashed upon one along the sand-dunes seems, to my own

consciousness, about the most serious of them.’

‘You are singularly insincere, Mr. Gaston Arbuthnot!’

‘I cannot agree with you, Mrs. Thorne. My worst enemies, on the

contrary, have the grace to credit me with a sort of brutal frankness.’

‘And, supposing no scarlet cloak had appeared? You would willingly have

been left, a second Robinson Crusoe, on the desert shores of Luc?’

‘The cases are not parallel. Robinson Crusoe had only the society of

his man Friday.’

‘And there were no beaux yeux to weep for him! So many years,’ observed

Linda, ‘stand between me and the literature of my childhood that I am

uncertain about details. But I don’t think one ever heard of a Mrs.

Crusoe!’

Gaston knew that he was being laughed at. He kept his temper charmingly.

‘And there is, very decidedly, a Mrs. Arbuthnot. When I think of Dinah,

I cannot call Miss Tighe’s advent a misadventure. Poor Dinah has a

child’s quick capacity for unhappiness. Her imagination would have

conjured up a dozen possible horrors, by sea and land, if I had not

returned to her.’

‘That is all so very, very pretty, is it not?’ Linda stooped, as if

watching the rush of the sea; Gaston Arbuthnot could not catch the

expression of her face. ‘We professional old travellers are toughened

and sun-baked out of all rose-water nervousness. Robbie has told

you--whom does he not tell?--the story of my being lost, actually lost,

in the Nilgiris? If I were to be mislaid for a fortnight, I really

don’t believe the Doctor would suffer a moment’s uneasiness.’

‘And yet you were so cruelly upset by _his_ disappearance. The

superiority,’ apostrophised Gaston, ‘of the unselfish sex over ours.’

‘I was not only upset by his disappearance,’ said Linda, still taking

an interest in the waves, ‘I am disturbed about him, in my conscience,

still. If Doctor Thorne takes the slightest chill to-night, we shall be

having the old jungle fever back upon him.’

Gaston sympathised as to this contingency, not, as yet, perceiving the

drift of Linda’s alarms.

‘At Robbie’s age one cannot be too prudent. To run into one of these

cold Channel fogs might end in something quite too serious. And,

although the stars make a pretence at shining,’ Linda raised her head

with tentative playfulness, ‘the enemy is at hand. I feel fog in the

air.’

‘The air is clearer than it has been all day. In another three or four

hours the sun will have risen. We shall be in Guernsey----’

‘In another twenty minutes we shall be outside Alderney harbour. I was

talking matters over, some minutes ago, with Ozanne.’ Linda inspected

the white hand, resting on the bulwark, with attention. ‘And he has

most good-naturedly consented to let me and Robbie land. By signalling

promptly for a boat we shall not detain you _Princess_ people five

minutes. There is the dearest little primitive hotel in Alderney, close

to Maxwell Grimsby’s diggings. You remember my telling you about it?’

Gaston remembered Mrs. Thorne’s telling him about the dearest little

primitive hotel.

‘The Doctor will have a good night’s rest to recruit his strength, and

to-morrow afternoon, if the day is warm, we shall make our way back to

our home and infant by the Cherbourg steamer.’

Now Maxwell Grimsby, a gunner by profession, a painter by love, was

one of Gaston Arbuthnot’s best artist friends--best, too, in the

higher acceptation of the elastic word. Grimsby was no manufacturer

of prettiness, no amateur idler. Did not a series of beach studies

bearing the well-known initials ‘M. G.’ testify to the world how

diligently this very summer’s enforced imprisonment in Alderney was

put to use? During the past fortnight Gaston had constantly vacillated

in his intention of looking up his friend, for ever declaring how

much better work a man might do on the grand old rock, yonder, than

disturbed by the hundred distractions of pleasant, idle, sociable,

little Sarnia--never starting, for ever wishing he were gone! Here was

occasion to his hand, a chance of looking up Grimsby without even the

preliminary trouble of packing one’s portmanteau!

‘Of course you could not come with us,’ asserted Linda, in her little

undertone of mockery. ‘Mrs. Arbuthnot is such a child! She would

conjure up a dozen possible horrors if you were to be absent from her

so long.’

‘I am not sure that deserting the _Princess_ would be a courteous

action to our hosts,’ said Gaston Arbuthnot, hesitating under the first

touch of temptation.

‘You are made of poorer stuff than your cousin,’ thought Linda,

glancing, for a second, at his handsome face. ‘To gain a victory

over Monsieur Geoffrey would be to gain a victory indeed.’ Then,

aloud--‘If we were to carry away any of the younger people I should

feel it treason to desert the _Princess_,’ she observed. ‘I would not

go, indeed, if Robbie and I were wanted as chaperons. Considering the

existence of Mrs. Verschoyle and Miss Tighe--in talking of chaperons,

Mr. Arbuthnot, you and I must never forget Miss Tighe--I think Doctor

and Mrs. Thorne may very well be spared. For you it is different.’

‘In what way?’ asked Gaston, wincing inwardly under her sarcasms.

‘Oh, different, altogether. Too much depends upon your presence. Pray

do not think of such a revolutionary proceeding as taking flight.

You would never be allow--I mean, I am sure you would not find it

advantageous to run away. What messages do you send to Mr. Grimsby?’

‘None.’

‘That is severe. You do not believe in my delivering them intact?’

‘I mean to deliver them myself.’

Linda Thorne laughed incredulously. ‘I wish I could make an enormous

wager at this thrilling juncture,’ she remarked with persistence.

‘Come, Mr. Arbuthnot. Will you bet me a single pair of gloves that you

will be ... that you will quit the _Princess_ when we do?’

‘It would be betting on a certainty,’ said Gaston. ‘My mind is made up.

I am really glad of the chance of seeing old Max.’

‘You have told me something of the kind already. You refused a wager I

offered you last Monday afternoon, because it would have been “betting

on a certainty.” And yet, as the event proved, I should have won.’

‘The event will prove that you do not win now.’

There was more than a threat of impatience in Gaston Arbuthnot’s voice.

‘And you do accept my bet, then? You do stake a pair of gloves that you

are--that you will land at Alderney with Robbie and myself?’

‘If you are bent upon giving me a pair of gloves, Mrs.

Thorne,--iron-gray, seven and a half,--I shall accept them with

pleasure.’

‘Done! The bargain is concluded. My number, as you know, is six and a

quarter, Jouvin’s best. I wear eight buttons. And now,’ added Linda,

preparing to move away, ‘I must find our hosts, and make excuses. Had I

not better offer them on your behalf, too?’

‘You are too kind to me, Mrs. Thorne. I think I have just courage

enough to pull through the emergency, unassisted.’

Lord Rex was still lingering in Dinah’s neighbourhood when Linda

tripped airily across to the gangway, Gaston Arbuthnot following her.

‘Doctor Thorne and I have to thank you, all, for quite one of the

most perfect excursions in the world. I shall put a mark against the

subaltern’s picnic,’ said Linda, diplomatically. ‘It has been one of

the true red-letter days of my life.’

‘Don’t talk of the picnic as over, Mrs. Thorne. The subalterns look

forward to some hours more of your society, even without the promised

fog.’

‘Ah, that terrible fog! I must confess, the word makes me nervous, for

the Doctor’s sake. A fog, you know, means damp--that constant bugbear

to us old East Indians.’

‘But the voyage is half over. Here we are, almost, in Alderney harbour.’

‘And here, I am afraid, my husband and I ought to bid you all

good-night. Captain Ozanne has offered to signal for a boat. We should

not delay the _Princess_ five minutes. Really and truly, Lord Rex, I

think the wisest course will be for Doctor Thorne to land.’

‘Doctor Thorne to land? Another mysterious disappearance! And shall

you, Mrs. Thorne, immediately follow suit, as you did at Luc?’

‘Of course I shall! The whole Luc comedy will be repeated.’ And here

Linda’s voice grew intentionally clear and resonant. ‘The Luc comedy,

with the original cast and decorations, for everybody’s amusement.’

It was a wantonly cruel speech--Dinah Arbuthnot stood within hearing!

Yet Linda Thorne’s conscience was void of offence. She belonged by

temperament to the irresponsible class of mortals who can never resist

the temptation of histrionic effect. For what, save histrionic effect,

had she cajoled the skipper, the old Doctor, Gaston, into this freak of

midnight disembarkation? And when once a woman’s tongue and actions are

ruled by the eternal desire for smart dramatic point, it must be clear

that other women’s sufferings will pay the price of her success.

Dinah’s heart froze. She divined, without going through any distinct

process of reason, what announcement she was likely to hear next.

‘If the Luc scene is to be repeated, I conclude you, too, are going to

desert us?’

Lord Rex Basire addressed himself to Gaston Arbuthnot.

‘Well, it has been borne in upon one during the last fortnight that it

was a duty to look up old Grimsby,’ began Gaston. ‘And this----’

‘And this is duty made easy. Go, my dear fellow, if you have had enough

of us,’ cried Lord Rex, lightly. ‘But go on one condition--that you do

not take Mrs. Arbuthnot. Mrs. Arbuthnot is our chaperon-in-chief. We

cannot spare her.’

‘Mrs. Arbuthnot has Miss Bartrand under her charge--have you not,

Dinah? I am afraid you could scarcely----’

‘I should, under no circumstances, think of landing at Alderney,’ said

Dinah, in a voice uncomfortably strange to Gaston’s ear. ‘I am not

afraid of fog. I do not wish to see Mr. Maxwell Grimsby. Why should I

leave the _Princess_?’

‘Where your presence is the life of the whole party,’ pleaded Lord Rex.

‘You must not let your husband persuade you into throwing us over, Mrs.

Arbuthnot.’

Quietly, firmly, came Dinah’s answer:

‘You need not be afraid. There is no risk of my being persuaded, Lord

Rex. I am a great deal too wise,’ she added, ‘to go away from people

who care to have me.’

And no further word of explanation or of farewell was exchanged

between Dinah and her husband. Into the irrevocable mistakes of life is

it not singular how men and women constantly drift after this blind,

automatic fashion?

Only at the last moment, when the _Princess_ had slackened speed, when

the boat that had been signalled for was fast approaching from Alderney

harbour--only at this last moment, I say, Gaston addressed a remark to

Geff which Dinah felt might be taken by her, if she chose.

‘I shall be back to-morrow, unless anything very unforeseen happens. If

it does, I can telegraph for my portmanteau, and----’

Geoffrey whispered a word or two in his cousin’s ear. ‘Of course, of

course. I have every intention of coming back. I merely said “if.” You

will have a magnificent passage,’ added Gaston, shaking hands heartily

with Lord Rex. ‘Duty takes me to old Max. Inclination would have kept

me with my hosts on board the _Princess_.’

Despite the neat turning of this speech, away Mr. Arbuthnot and the

Thornes went,--Linda, with her cachemires, her bouquets of wild

flowers, her fears for Robbie, her wafted kisses to her friends,

creating little theatrical sensations to the last. The boat was visible

for a few seconds only, so swiftly did the _Princess_ again get under

way. There was a profuse waving of handkerchiefs. ‘Good-night, every

one!’ rang cheerily across the water in Gaston Arbuthnot’s voice. And

then Dinah awakened to the knowledge that she was forsaken, this time

by no accident, but of cold-blooded, determined forethought--forsaken,

with all the world to see, with Lord Rex Basire persistently talking,

as though nothing of moment had happened, at her elbow.

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