SUSAN COOLIDGE

SARAH CHAUNCEY WOOLSEY (Susan Coolidge) was born in Cleveland, Ohio,

January 29, 1835. Her father, John M. Woolsey, a New Yorker, had come

to Cleveland to attend to property owned by his father, and had there

met Jane Andrews, a charming and graceful girl from Connecticut, whom

he made his wife.

Their home was on Euclid Avenue, and comprised about five acres in

house-lot, garden, orchard, pasture, and woodland. Here came into the

world a family of four girls and a boy,—all vigorous and active and

full of life. Sarah was the eldest and the predestined leader of the

little tribe. They grew up as children of that day did under similar

conditions. There was the regular old-fashioned schooling, not too

exacting or strenuous, and much wholesome out-of-door life. There were

horses and dogs and cattle and birds for the children to care for and

play with, and much climbing and romping were permitted in a place

where no near neighbors could be disturbed. To the other children

life was a joyous holiday, diversified with small disappointments

and dismays; but to Sarah the sky and the earth held boundless

anticipations and intentions, and the world was a place of enchantment.

She was always individual from the moment she first opened her big

brown eyes—passionately loving and passionately wilful, with heroic

intentions and desires, and with remorse and disappointments in

proportion. Part of the woodland where the axe had not yet done

its work of cutting and clipping was given to the children for a

playground. They called it “Paradise,” and for all of them it was a

place of rapture and mystery. To the others it was full of hiding

places,—to little Sarah the hiding places were bowers. They looked for

eggs and birds’ nests, and had thrilling encounters with furry wild

creatures, which fled at their approach; but her intercourse was all

with the fairies and elves and gnomes which peopled the place. After a

time they felt the presence of the fairies too; but it was under the

influence of her enthusiastic imagination, which controlled their

own more mundane perceptions. With her for a leader they often passed

into a new world of romance and adventure and high undertakings. They

lived in battlemented castles, attended by knights and squires, with

danger on all sides met by lofty courage; or they rode on elephants

in India, always on dignified missions, attended by great pomp and

ceremony; or they lived with fairies, whose gifts might crop up under

every toadstool. To be sure, the elephant on which they made their

proud progress might at other times, stripped of his trappings, be

serviceable as a nursery table, and the fairy gifts were apt to bear

a prosaic resemblance to certain well-known and well-worn nursery

properties; but invested with the mystery and romance cast upon them by

Sarah’s vivid imagination, the little band went, as she led them, into

the land of dreams, and felt no incongruity.

Her education went on much as she chose. The best teachers available

were employed, and to each in turn she became a favorite and

interesting pupil; but though her quick intelligence enabled her

to pass excellent examinations and gave her a foremost place in

her classes, she really assimilated and retained only what she

enjoyed. Mathematics she ignored entirely. All scientific problems

fascinated her by their results; but she would not open her mind to

the processes by which the results were reached. For languages she

had no predilections, though she used her own with singular grace and

precision, drawing her words from an apparently limitless vocabulary.

Through life this charming use of language, combined with her keen

humor and sympathetic appreciation of all that makes life stirring and

vital, made her a most fascinating companion. Her delight in literature

was her real education. From her early youth she revelled in books,

reading so rapidly that it seemed impossible that she could remember

what she read; but, in fact, remembering it all! To have looked over a

poem two or three times was enough to make it a permanent possession.

She devoured history, biography, romances, and poetry, and with

intuitive judgment and taste revelled in what was really beautiful and

interesting, and discarded the second-rate and commonplace. She began

writing at a very early age,—fairy stories, verses, and romances,—but

she never published anything until she had reached full maturity.

Meantime she grew to vigorous, active womanhood, full of interests and

friendships and delightful experiences of one sort and another. She

was much loved, and gave such a wealth of self-forgetting, idolizing,

ardent affection in return that her friends were all lovers. She drew a

circle of loving admirers about her wherever she went, and was always

totally unconscious of the charm she worked by her very sweet voice and

manner, brilliant fun, and warm sympathy.

The Civil War broke out just as she passed from girlhood to young

womanhood. It aroused in her a passion of enthusiasm and devotion,

and she threw herself with all her heart and soul into work for the

soldiers at home and afield. In the Soldiers’ Hospital at New Haven

she was an enthusiastic helper, in the wards, or storeroom, or linen

closet, wherever her energy was most needed. And her leisure was

filled with knitting or sewing or preparing special diet for the sick

and wounded. She was a tireless worker then and ever, and nature had

endowed her with great practical gifts. She was an excellent cook

and an expert needlewoman, both in plain sewing and the most dainty

embroidery, and all work was done with such rapidity and perfection

that it was a despair for the race of plodders even to watch her swift

achievements.

From New Haven she went to the Convalescent Hospital established at

Portsmouth Grove, and was one of a band of excellent workers there

during the second year of the war. It was a very developing and vivid

experience, and one which she counted among the greatest points of

interest in her life.

When the war was over, her old career of busy, never-slackening

industry and purpose began again. It was full, as ever, of friendships

which could not possibly claim more than she was willing to give.

She naturally drew around her the cleverest men and women of her

acquaintance, and her society was sought far and near.

But she did not really begin her life as an author until a few years

later, when in a grove at Bethlehem, N. H., sitting on a fallen tree,

she sketched the outline of “The New Year’s Bargain.” She had sent a

few fugitive articles to certain magazines before this, but only now

did she take up writing as a real work. That dainty little book, with

its fantastic and graceful imaginings, was so well received by the

public that she went on in a different vein, through the series of the

“Katy Did” books, where fact and fiction, experience and fancy, were

so blended that it was hardly possible to say in answer to the eager

questionings of some of her little readers where the one ended and the

other began. Katy found a large audience, and her biographer went on

from children’s books to verses or historical studies, such as “Old

Convent Days,” or mere editor’s work, like the condensations of those

famous old diaries of Mrs. Delany and Miss Burney. She was consulting

reader for Roberts Company in the days when the hall-mark of that firm

was a proof of excellence. She was very industrious, but her literary

work never seemed the most absorbing part of her life. This was partly

because of her intense and vivid interest in the rest of life,—the

journeys, the visits, and above all the friends,—and largely because

she was absolutely devoid of literary vanity or self-consciousness.

She seldom talked of her work or referred in any way to her success.

Her verses found a warm welcome in many hearts whose owners were all

unknown to her, and sometimes she acknowledged, with a sort of tender

surprise, that it was a great reward to have been able to help and

encourage others. But anything like flattery or mere compliment was

very distasteful to her, and she sometimes owned impatiently that

“Susan Coolidge” bored her to death, and she wished she had never heard

of her!

While literature became the chief occupation of her life, her artistic

temperament and love of the beautiful found expression in many other

ways. She instinctively surrounded herself with beautiful objects and

colors. Her taste was almost unerring, and harmony of design and softly

shaded tints seemed to be her natural setting. She transformed every

room she lived in, were it for a week only.

She thought little of her drawings in water color. They were all

flower pieces studied from life, and she was conscious of the little

instruction she had received and her ignorance of technique. But all

the same these lovely panels were a joy to those who were fortunate

enough to possess them. As was once said by one who was no mean

artist himself, “She can do what many artists—adepts in technique—fail

in. She gives us the flower in all its life and spirit.” Her china

painting—necessarily more conventional—was still charming, holding

something of her individuality.

This vivid life of purpose and energy and never-failing zest appeared

to bubble up from such an inexhaustible fountain of vitality that it

seemed as if it might go on for ever. But gradually a shadow stole

over it—not a very dark one at first, but inexorable. She fought with

it, played with it, defied it, but it was always there! She could not

acknowledge defeat and was always planning for the future with gay

self-confidence; but the shadow grew! By and by the narrowing limits

shut her in her chamber, but even then she looked out upon the days

to come with undaunted courage. The chamber was not like a sick room.

It was bright with sunshine and the sparkle of fire, and scented and

gay with the flowers she so dearly loved. Here she read and wrote and

saw her many friends. From hence came words of rejoicing for all her

dear ones who were happy, and words of truest sympathy for those who

were sad. She was one of the few people to whom the joys and sorrows

of others are of equal importance to their own. She pondered over the

lives of her friends with never-ending interest, and gave at every turn

and crisis the truest and most comprehending sympathy. No wonder that

so many warmed hands and hearts by that generous flame!

Slowly the shadow deepened. She was disturbed by it, but still wrote

happily of the future and filled it with plans and purposes. But one

day, April 9, 1905, very gently, Death’s finger touched her. She was

not conscious of pain or trouble, “only a new sensation,” but she

closed her eyes, and without a word of farewell, was gone away from us.

It is hard to sum up such a life. It was a very full and happy one.

She gave much, but received much. She loved beauty, and she was always

surrounded by it. She loved friendship, and nobody had more or better

friends. She gave them of her best, but she drew their best from them.

Hers was an ideal companionship, so full of appreciative interest and

sympathy, so illuminated by wit and humor. She was ardent and eager

in her plans of life. Nothing could exceed the absorption and energy

with which she carried them out. But she accepted disappointment, after

a little struggle, with a gay _insouciance_. So when the final defeat

came she seemed to resign herself without struggle to the inevitable,

and to those of us who loved her best it seemed as if that sweet and

brilliant and unwearied spirit had only folded its wings for a moment

before taking a longer and surer flight.

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