Abruptly the Inger set down his pack in the middle of the walk, and

advanced upon the first man whom he saw. On both shoulders of this one

he brought down his hands with the grasp of a Titan. Also he shook him

slightly:

“You tell me how to get to where I’m goin’ or I’ll lamm the lights out

of you!” he roared.

The man—a young timekeeper whose work took him out earlier, so to

speak, than his station—regarded the Inger in alarm.

“Lord Heavens,” the young timekeeper said, “how do I know where you’re

goin’?”

Still grasping him with one hand, the Inger opened the other and shook

Lory’s paper in the man’s face.

“That’s where,” he said. “Now do you know?”

The man looked right and left and took the paper, on which the Inger’s

fingers did not loosen.

“Well, get on an Indiana Avenue car and transfer,” he said. “Anybody

could tell you that.”

“Where?” yelled the Inger. “Where is that car?”

A crowd was gathering, and the clerk inclined to jest by way of

discounting that disconcerting clutch on his shoulder.

“Depends on which one you catch—” he was beginning, but the Inger,

with his one hand, shook him deliberately and mightily:

“Where?” he said. “And none of your lip about north or south! Point

your finger. _Where?_”

It was at that minute that the young timekeeper caught sight of

Lory. She had pressed forward, and she stood with the Inger’s pack

on the ground at her feet, and her own on her shoulder. She was, of

course, still hatless, but she had knotted upon her head a scarlet

handkerchief; and in that dull air, her hair and face, under their cap

of color, bloomed exquisitely. The man, having stared at her for a

moment, and at that strange luggage of theirs, took out his watch:

“Come along,” he said curtly. “I’ll put you on your car.”

The Inger searched his face. “No tricks?” he demanded. Then, swiftly,

he released his hold. “Obliged to ye,” he said, and picked up his pack

and followed.

They slipped on the black stones, breasted the mass waiting to board

the same car, and somehow found a foothold. Already there was no seat.

The patient crowd herded in the aisles. Elated with the success of

his method, the Inger looked round at the seated men, screened by

newspapers, then reached out to the nearest one, slipped his hand in

his collar, and jerked him to his feet.

The man whirled on him in amazement and then in a wrath which reddened

his face to fever. But for a breath he hesitated before the sheer bulk

of the Inger.

“You’ll be locked up by dark,” he said only, “_I_ don’t need to get

you.”

He treated himself to a deliberate, luxurious look at Lory, leaned

negligently against the shoulder of the man seated nearest, and went

back to his newspaper.

It seemed incredible that one should ride for an hour on a street car

to get anywhere. At the end of ten minutes the Inger had gone back to

the platform and:

“Say,” he said. “We wasn’t goin’ in the country, you know.”

The conductor went on counting transfers.

“Say—” the Inger went on, slightly louder, and the man glanced up

imperturbably.

“I says I’d leave you off, didn’t I?” he demanded. “It’s ten mile yet.”

Ten miles! The Inger stood by Lory and looked at the streets. Amazing

piles of dirty masonry, highways of dirty stone, processions of carts,

armies of people.

“He lied,” he thought. “They couldn’t keep it up for ten miles.”

When at last the two were set down, it was on one of those vast,

treeless stretches outside Chicago, where completed sidewalks cut the

uncompleted lengths of sand and coarse grass, and where an occasional

house stands out like a fungus—as quickly evolved as a fungus, too,

and almost as parti-colored. But these open spaces the two hailed in

thanksgiving.

The Inger dropped his pack and stretched mightily.

“What’d they want to go and muss up the earth for?” he said. “It’s good

enough for me, naked.”

The girl footed beside him, looking everywhere in wonder. Her scarlet

handkerchief cap had slipped sidewise on her hair which was loosened

and fallen on her neck. Her dress, of some rough brown, was scant and

short, and it was tight on her full arms and bosom, beneath a little

blue knit shawl that had been her mother’s. But she was as lovely here

as ever she had been in the desert and on Whiteface. And as soon as

they were alone, the Inger always fell silent, with the perpetual sense

of trying to understand.

The days on the train had not left them as their meeting had found

them. There had been hours, side by side, drawing over the burning

yellow and rose of their desert; and over the flat emptiness and

fulness of Kansas; nights on the rear platform, close to the rail, so

that the overhead lights should not extinguish the stars; hours when

the train waited for a bridge to be mended, and they had walked on

the prairie, and secretly had been homesick for the friendly huddling

shapes against the horizons. To the Inger, with the Flag-pole for his

background, the luxury of a Pullman had occurred no more than to Lory.

It was a way for some folk to ride, as diamonds were for certain folk

to buy. But as for them, they had sat in the day-coach, and at night

had laid their heads on their packs, as simply as they had eaten the

remains of their lunch, and of food snatched at station counters.

And all the way, he had been trying to understand. She was very gentle

with him—sometimes he felt as if she were almost pitying. Always she

seemed the elder. How was it possible, he wondered, that she could be

to him like this?

For in these days he had come to understand her, with a man’s curiously

clear understanding of a “good” woman. He knew the crystal candor of

her, the wholesomeness, the humanness, and, for all her merriment

and her charm and her comradeship, the exquisite aloofness of her, a

quality as strange in Jem Moor’s daughter as it was unusual in any

womanhood of Inch. But, these things being so, how was it possible that

she could tolerate him? She could not have forgiven him—that was

unthinkable, and, he dimly felt, undesirable. How then could she be to

him so gentle, so genuinely human?

Of exactly what had occurred that night on Whiteface, he could not be

sure. He wearied himself, trying to remember what he had said, what

he had done. Of one thing he was certain: he had not laid his hands

on her. That he should have remembered, and that, he knew, she would

not have let pass by as she was letting memory of that night pass. Yet

it was the same thing, for he had tried. What, then, exactly, was she

thinking?

These things he did not cease to turn in his mind. And bit by bit

it seemed to him that he understood: for at first, on the mountain,

she had needed him. Without him she could not have followed that

imperceptible trail. Then, here on the train, she was deeply his

debtor, as he had forced her to be. Whatever, in her heart, she was

thinking of him, she could not now reveal to him. Indeed how was it

possible that she did not despise him? So, as she had sat beside him on

the Overland, he had been torturing himself.

Yet never once did her gentleness to him fail. There was, in her manner

now, as she spoke to him, something of this incomparable care:

“Will you do something?” she said, looking away from him.

“If it’s for you, I reckon you can reckon on it,” he said.

“I donno who it’s for,” she told him. “But will you be just as nice to

my uncle as you are to me?”

He stared at her.

“Be kind of polite to him,” she said. “Don’t pull your revolver on

him,” she explained.

“I hardly ever pull my revolver,” he defended himself indignantly.

“Well, don’t shake him or—or lift him up by the collar for anything,”

she suggested.

“Oh,” he comprehended. “You want me to trot out my Chicago manners—is

that it? He laughed. “All right,” he said. “I’m on.”

“Uncle Hiram is good,” she cried earnestly. “He come to see us,

once—he’s good! You treat him right—please.”

The Inger sunk his chin on his chest and walked, mulling this. So she

hadn’t liked his way with folks! He felt vaguely uneasy, and as if he

had stumbled on some unsuspected standard of hers.

“I don’t know,” she said, troubled, “what Aunt ’Cretia’s goin’ to

think. I mean about your coming with me.”

He raised his head.

“What about me coming with you?” he demanded.

Before the clear candor of his eyes, her own fell.

“She’ll think the truth,” he blazed, “or I’ll burn the house down!”

At this they both laughed, and now it was she who was feeling a dim

shame, as if from some high standard of his, she had been the one to

vary.

At the intersection of two paved roads, whose sidewalks were

grass-grown, in their long waiting for footsteps, stood the house which

they had been seeking. It was of dullish blue clapboards whose gabled

ends were covered with red-brown toothed shingles. The house was too

high for its area, and a hideous porch of cement blocks and posts

looked like a spreading cow-catcher. On a clothes line, bed blankets

and colored quilts were flapping, as if they were rejoicing in their

one legitimate liberty from privacy.

Everywhere, on the porch, and on the scrubby lawn, and within the open

door, stood packing boxes. The leap of alarm which Lory felt at sight

of them was not allayed by the unknown woman in blue calico, with

swathed head, who bent over the box in the hall.

At Lory’s question, the woman stared.

“You mean the family that’s just went out of here?” she asked. “Well,

they’ve moved to Washington, D.C.”

“What’s that?” cried the Inger, suddenly.

“If you mean the family that’s just went out of here—” the woman was

beginning.

The Inger struck his hand sharply on the post.

“We mean Mr. and Mrs. Hiram Folts,” he shouted. “And if you’re trying

to be insulting—”

The woman looked at him, open-mouthed.

“Why, my land,” she said, “I never heard their names in my life. I just

happened to know the family moved to Washington. You better ask next

door—mebbe they knew ’em.”

Lory interposed, thanked her, got back to the street.

“S’posin’ she _was_ puttin’ on,” she urged. “It don’t hurt us any.”

“Puttin’ on,” raged the Inger. “Well, I should say. Pretendin’ not to

know the name of whoever moved out of the same house she’s movin’

into!”

It was true, the neighbor told them. Mr. and Mrs. Hiram Folts had been

gone for almost a month. She found the Washington address for them,

and in a moment they were back on the Illinois prairie again, with

grass-grown sidewalks leading them nowhere.

“I must look for a job,” Lory said, only. “I must begin now and look

for a job.”

The Inger’s look travelled over the waste stretches, cut by neat real

estate signs. The sun was struggling through a high fog, the sky was

murky, and on the horizon where Chicago lay, the black smoke hung like

storm clouds.

“What a devil of a hole,” he said. “It looks like something had swelled

up big, and bust, and scattered all over the place.”

“I donno how to look for a job,” Lory said only, staring toward that

black horizon cloud where lay the city.

“Don’t you want to go on to Washington?” the Inger asked casually.

Lory shook her head.

“I can’t,” she said. “An’ I ain’t goin’ to come down on to you again.”

He looked down at her, and for the first time since they had boarded

the Overland, he saw the hunted look in her eyes. She was turning

toward the City with exactly the look with which she had turned, over

shoulder, toward Inch and Bunchy.

... He looked at her bright fallen hair, at the white curve of her

throat, at the strong brown hand with which she held her pack that she

steadfastly refused to let him carry. Here she was, remote from all

the places and people that she had ever known. Here she was, almost

penniless. He thought of her bright insolence as she had sat his horse

that morning on the desert, of her breathless appeal to him in the dark

of his hut, of her self-sufficiency in the night of his cowardice and

failure.... Now here she was, haunted by another fear.

In the days of their comradeship, he had felt in her presence shame,

humility, the desire to protect; and passion, steadfastly put down

by the memory of that night for which he was trying desperately to

make amends. But never till that moment had he felt for her a flash

of tenderness. Now—it must have been the brown hand nearest him, on

her pack, which so moved him—he felt a great longing just to give her

comfort and strength and a moment of cherishing.

She looked up at him. And abruptly, and with no warning, it seemed to

the Inger as they walked there together, and he looking down at her,

that he _was_ she. He seemed to move as she moved, to be breathing as

she breathed, to be looking from her eyes at that storm-cloud of a

city lying in wait for her. For an instant of time, he seemed to cease

to exist of himself, and to be wholly Lory. Then she looked away, and

he lifted his eyes to the flat green and brown, and was striding on,

himself again.

“I never thought of it before,” he burst out. “It _is_ a job to be a

woman. And alone in Chicago—Lord!”

Her look flashed back at him.

“I can get along just as well there, or anywhere else, as you can,” she

challenged.

Going back on the car, he argued it with her. Why should they not go on

to Washington. His bank was to telegraph him funds—these were probably

waiting for him now. Why should she not find work with her aunt, in

Washington as well as in Chicago—and be that much farther from Bunchy

in the bargain?

She listened, imperturbably bought a newspaper, and looked out an

employment agency; and ended by being left at the agency while the

Inger went off to the telegraph office.

He had gone but a step or two when he felt her touch on his arm.

“And oh, listen!” she said. “If the money ain’t come, don’t _kill_ the

man!”

He laughed, a great ringing laugh that made the passers-by on Wabash

Avenue look amusedly after him. Then he strode off among them. At

intervals, all the way to the telegraph office, he cursed the town. The

noise confused him, the smoke blinded and choked him, he understood

nobody’s talk of “east” and “west.” Unmercifully he jostled people who

got in his way, and he pushed by them, unmindful of remonstrance. At a

corner a traffic policeman roared out at him to halt. He stared at the

officer, then leaped on the running board of a motor that was making a

left-hand turn, and dropped off on the other side of the causeway.

“Get a grown man’s job, little fellow!” he yelled in derision.

He could find neither the signs nor the numbers. The beat of the

traffic made indistinguishable the voices of those who tried to

reply to his questions. To the fifth or sixth man whom he sought to

understand, he roared out in a terrible voice:

“My Lord, haven’t you got any lungs?”

The man fled. The Inger tramped on, to a chant which was growing in his

soul:

“Give me Inch. Give me Inch. Give me Inch....”

But by the time he had gained the telegraph office, and the man at

the window, after long delay, had told him that identification would

be necessary before he could collect his money, the Inger’s mood had

changed. He stood before the window and broke into a roar of laughter.

“Identify me!” he said. “Me! Why, man, I’m Inger. I own the Flag-pole

mine. I just got here, from Inch, Balboa County. You might as well try

to identify the West coast. Look at me, you fool!”

“I’m sorry, Mr. Inger,” said the man, respectfully. “You’ll have to

bring somebody here who knows you. A resident.”

“There ain’t a resident of nothing this side the Rockies that ever laid

eyes to me,” said the Inger. “You guess twice.”

The clerk meditated.

“Haven’t you got your name on something about you?” he said softly.

The Inger thought. He rarely had a letter, he never carried one. He

had never in his life owned a business card or an embroidered initial.

Suddenly his face cleared.

“You bet!” he cried, and drew his six-shooter, which the men at the

mines had given him, and levelled it through the bars.

“There’s my name on the handle,” he said. “Want I should fire, just to

prove it’s mine?”

The man hesitated, glanced once about the office, looked in the Inger’s

eyes,—and risked his job.

“That’ll be sufficient,” said he. “But if you’ll allow me, you’d best

cover that thing up.”

“I donno,” said the Inger, reflectively, “but I’d best shoot my way

down State Street. I don’t seem to get along very fast any other way.”

He had one more visit to make. This was to a railway ticket office,

where he deliberately made a purchase and took away a time-card. Then

he returned to the employment office.

There he faced a curious sight. The outer room was small and squalid

with its bare, dirty floor, its discolored walls, the dusty,

curtainless panes of its one window which looked in on a dingy court.

About the edge of the room, either seated on deal benches without

backs, or standing by the wall, were perhaps twenty women. They were

old, they were young, they were relaxed and hopeless, or tense and

strained—but the most of them were middle-aged and shabby and utterly

negligible. They had not the character of the defeated or the ill

or the wretched. They were simply drained of life, and were living.

Occasionally an inner door opened and a man’s voice called “Next.” Few

of the women talked. One or two of them slept. The window was closed

and the air was intolerable.

To all this it took the Inger a moment or two to accustom his eyes.

Then he saw Lory. She was sitting on her pack, on the floor, amusing a

fretting baby on the knees of its mother, who dozed. In that dun place,

the girl’s loveliness was startling, electric. The women felt it, and

some sat staring at her.

“If I had that face—” he caught from one.

“Come along out of this, for the Lord’s sake!” said the Inger.

They all turned toward him and toward Lory as she rose, crimsoning as

they looked at her. She went to the doorway where he stood.

“I’ll lose my turn if I come now,” she said.

He held her wrist and drew her into the hall. Other women were waiting

to get into the room. Well-dressed, watching men went and came.

“You come with me,” said the Inger.

“But—” she tried to say.

“You come along with me,” he repeated. And as her troubled look

questioned him:

“I’ve got two tickets to Washington,” he said. “You don’t want no job

here if you get one.”

“You hadn’t ought—” she began, breathlessly.

“I know it,” he told her. “What I’d ought to ’a’ done was to get two

tickets to Whiteface and the hut. Hadn’t I?”

The baby, deserted, began to cry weakly. Lory turned back to her,

stooped over her, comforted her. As he stood there, leaning in the

doorway, once more there came to the Inger that curiously sharp sense

of the morning on the prairie.

For a flash as he looked at those empty faces and worn figures, he

knew—positively and as at first hand—what it was to be, not Lory

alone now, but all the rest. Abruptly, with some great wrench of the

understanding, it was almost as if momentarily he were those other

wretched creatures. When Lory had brought her pack and joined him, he

stood for a moment, still staring into that room.

“My God,” he said. “I wish I could do something for ’em!”

He struggled with this.

“‘Seems as if it’d help if I’d canter in and shoot every one of ’em

dead,” he said.

* * * * *

They went out on the street again, intent on finding a place to lunch.

There were two hours until the Washington train left. The Inger

refusing utterly to ask anybody anything, they walked until they came

to a place which, by hot flapjacks in the making in the great window,

the Inger loudly recognized to be his own.

Seated at a little white oil-cloth covered table beneath which the

Inger insisted on stowing the packs, the two relaxed in that moment of

rest and well-being.

The Inger, seeing her there across from him, spoke out in a kind of

wonder.

“It seems like I can’t remember the time when you wasn’t along,” he

said.

She laughed—and it was pathetic to see how an interval of comfort

and quiet warmed her back to security and girlishness. But not to the

remotest coquetry. Of that, since the morning on the desert, he had

had in her no glimpse. By this he knew dimly all that he had forfeited.

He made wistful attempts to call forth even a shadow of her old way.

“A week ago,” he said, “I hardly knew you.”

She assented gravely, and found no more to say about it.

“A week ago,” he said, “I was fishing, and didn’t bring home nothin’

but a turtle.” He smiled at a recollection. “I was scrapin’ him out,”

he said, “when I heard your weddin’ bell. How’d you ever come to have a

weddin’ bell?” he wondered.

“It was Bunchy’s doing,” she said, listlessly. “He sent the priest a

case o’ somethin’, to have it rung. I hated it.”

“Well,” said the Inger, “it was Bunchy’s own rope, then, that hung him.

I shouldn’t have come down if I hadn’t heard the bell—” he paused

perplexed. “You didn’t know I was down there, though?” he said.

“No, I thought you’d be up on the mountain when I went up. I didn’t

think you’d be in town. You hardly ever,” she added, “did come down.”

He did not miss this: she had noticed, then, that he hardly ever came

down.

“When I did come,” he said, “I always saw you with Bunchy. Only that

once.”

“Only that once,” she assented, and did not meet his eyes. “Oh!” she

cried, “I’ll be glad when we get to Washington and I’m off your hands!

That’s why I wanted a job here—to be off your hands!”

On this the Inger was stabbed through with his certainty. It was true,

then. She was longing to be free of him—and no wonder! To hide his

hurt and his chagrin he turned to the waiter, who was arriving with

flapjacks, and lifted candidly inquiring eyes.

“See anything the matter with my hands?” he drawled.

“No, sir,” said the man, in surprise.

“Well, neither do I,” said the Inger. “What _is_ the matter with ’em?”

he demanded of Lory, as the man departed.

“Why, if it wasn’t for me on ’em,” said Lory, “you’d be starting for

war.”

War! The Inger heard the word in astonishment. That was so, he _had_

been going to the war. He had been bent on going to the war, and had so

announced his intention. In that day on the mountain, those days on the

train, these hours in the city, he had never once thought of war. He

flooded his flapjacks with syrup, and said nothing.

“Washington ain’t _much_ out of your way,” she added. “You can get

started by day after to-morrow anyway.”

Still he was silent. Then, feeling that something was required of him,

he observed nonchalantly:

“Well, we don’t have to talk about it now, as I know of.”

In this, however, he reckoned without his host of the restaurant. As

the Inger paid the bill, there was thrust in his hands a white poster,

printed in great letters:

GIANT MASS MEETING

THE COLISEUM

TO-NIGHT! TO-NIGHT! TO-NIGHT!

WHAT IS AMERICA

TO DO

IN THE PRESENT CRISIS

The Inger read it through twice.

“What crisis?” he asked.

The restaurant keeper—a man with meeting eyebrows, who looked as if he

had just sipped something acid—stopped counting change in piles, and

stared at him.

“Where you from?” he asked, and saw the packs, and added “Boat, eh?

Ain’t you heard about the vessel?”

The Inger shook his head.

“Well, man,” said the restaurant keeper with enjoyment, “another nice

big U. S. merchantman is blowed into flinders a couple o’ days ago,

a-sailin’ neutral seas. Nobody much killed, I guess—but leave ’em wait

and see what we give ’em!”

“Does it mean war?” asked the Inger, eagerly.

“That’s for the meetin’ to say,” said the man, and winked, and, still

winking, reached for somebody’s pink check.

The Inger turned to Lory with eyes alight.

“Let’s get a train in the night,” he said. “Let’s stay here for this

meeting.”

In the circumstances, there was nothing that she could well say against

this. She nodded. The Inger consulted his timetable, found a train

toward morning, and the thing was done. He left the place like a boy.

“Let’s see some of this Mouth o’ the Pit this afternoon,” he said,

“being we’re here. And then we’ll head for that war meeting. It’s grand

we got here for it,” he added.

Lory looked up at him in a kind of fear. On the mountain that night she

had not once really feared him. But here, she now understood, was a man

with whom, in their days together, she had after all never yet come

face to face.

VI

THEY sat where they could see the great audience gather. The people

came by thousands. They poured in the aisles, advanced, separated,

sifted into the rows of seats, climbed to the boxes, the galleries,

ranged along those sloping floors like puppets. The stage filled. There

were men and women, young, old, clothed in a mass of black shot through

with color. Here were more people than ever in their lives Lory or the

Inger had seen. The stage alone was a vast audience hall.

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