CHAPTER XVII

ENTANGLING ALLIANCES

I

It was cherry-blossom time in Japan.

Not only had the war ended in precisely the way the war should end, but

Nathan and Madelaine had lived through that horrible winter of 1918-1919

in the typhus pest house that was Siberia and come through unscathed.

It had been an overwhelming revelation to Nathan of the woman he was

growing to love with all the untwisted, unleashed, latent forces that

were best within him during the horror days of that winter. Cool,

poised, positive, Madelaine had never flinched, never complained, never

shirked the most terrible and revolting of situations. For two months

she had lain down to sleep each night in a medical train side-tracked

but fifty feet from carloads of frozen corpses piled like billets of

wood on freight trains in the forty-below-zero weather, waiting

wholesale interment far outside the city in the spring.

Nathan had been obliged to leave her in January. The central Siberian

Government at Omsk had fallen. The Czechs were departing for home.

Steadily and deadly, the bloody hand of the Lenine Government was

reaching out for crazed jurisdiction over all the Russias. Nathan made

the long trip out to Vladivostok and remained there helping to wind up

the post-war activities of the Red Triangle. Then he went down to Japan.

From January to the last of April he did not hear from the girl, and

there were nights when fear that she had succumbed to the typhus

tortured him so that the furrows in his cheeks and forehead were like

saber scars.

But the nightmare ended. He had gone down to Tsuruga to meet her. A

typhoon had churned the Japan Sea to a two-day fury. She had been ill.

With a stab of compassion Nathan beheld how weak and spent she was. They

dined in the little European restaurant on the second floor of the

ticket building at the length of the wharf.

“And you succeeded in getting sailings?” asked Madelaine.

“On the _Siberia Maru_ for the twenty-first. We’ve almost ten days to

rest and look around Japan. I’m sorry you look so tired. You need the

holiday!”

“How glorious it will be to get back to God’s country,” the girl

returned, “where there’s law and order and cleanliness and decency.

Where you can address a stranger on the street,” she laughed, “and have

him understand you at once!”

After lunch they had taken _kurumas_ across Tsuruga City to the station

where the train was being made up for Yokohama. Gradually Madelaine

recovered her buoyancy of heart, shutting away thought of the Siberian

horror which no panacea in the world but time could cure. In fact, there

were periods in the reaction when she was almost childish in her effort

to live now only for the present and the future. All that day they had

followed the great northern sweep of the Inland Sea whose colors and

vistas were like a painting on a Japanese screen. They had reached

Yokohama at seven o’clock.

They were like lovers on their honeymoon already. They changed into

civilian clothes. In the next few days they visited Tokio, Nikko,

Fujiyama, the Great Buddha and Torii at Kamakura.

It was cherry-blossom time now in Japan. And in cherry-blossom time in

Japan came that night when Nathan asked the Girl-Without-a-Name to take

his own and be his wife.

II

He had not meant to ask her to be his wife, not then. But the night

before they sailed he had gone with her on a last walk about Yokohama,

their final contact with the quaint, droll, beautiful empire of

cloisonné, and iris, of weird distances and romantic shrines, of—well,

just Japan.

It was a moonlit, lazy-warm May evening. They sank down to rest finally

in the little park opposite the International Y. M. C. A. The great

treaty port was hushed, that fantastic, pregnant, unreal hush which

permeates all Nipponese cities by night, even though they know little

clash of traffic by day. The hour was late. The park was deserted.

Street lamps had been extinguished; the moonlight made them superfluous.

The exotic shrubbery, the great yellow moon peeping over the top of a

gigantic pepper-tree, the sharp, intermittent cleek of the cicadas and

other night insects singing out of tune around them, now and then the

light of a pink-paper lantern bobbing along on the shafts of a distant

rickshaw turned that park into a Garden of Dreams.

Madelaine was clothed in a white frock, white pumps; she carried a white

parasol splashed over with quaint figures in pink. Nathan wore pongee

and a Panama. They had fallen into talk about the future; what each

expected to do when they reached home. They sank down upon a wooden

bench just off the main pathway and Nathan drew aimless marks in the

powdered trap-rock with his stick.

“I suppose I should go on with my medical studies,” Madelaine observed.

“But somehow—oh, dear!—they seem so colorless and prosaic now, after

what has happened in Siberia. I feel I have paid my debt there. Oh,

laddie, my whole life has changed so! Things that I thought so great and

vital have shrunken to such inconsequence. And others which have been

only vague instincts and intuitions seem to matter more than all else in

the world—even its sufferings just now. I don’t believe I can explain it

so you’d understand.”

But Nathan did understand.

“Madelaine,” he said slowly after a time, “I received a letter from Ted

Thorne about a month ago; he’s my sales manager who sent me out here in

the first place. Mosely, manager of our New York office, was killed in

France. The man who took his place can’t handle the work. Ted has

offered it to me. It carries ten thousand a year, now. You remember me

telling you how I expected the position once, but felt I lost caste at

Mrs. Mosely’s dinner party? Well, I’d like to go to New York now and try

again. But—but——”

“You have a ten-thousand dollar position awaiting you? How perfectly

splendid!”

“Madelaine, I can’t go back to what I left—the emptiness, the petty

troubles with petty people, the groping around blindly for social cues,

the—the—loneliness, Madelaine! I can’t go back to half-a-life again.

Despite all the horrors of war, I’ve been happy out here!—I’ve found

happiness out here. I want it to stay. It must stay! I can’t go down

into the Fog. Not again. I feel I’ve gained a little hilltop. I mustn’t

lose even that partial height. I can’t.”

“Nathan,” came the girl’s whisper, “do you know what you want?”

Did he know? The poet in Nathan spoke then.

“Yes,” he cried hoarsely. “I want to go on. I want to leave sordid

mediocrity behind me forever. I want fine, rare, delicate, beautiful

things about me. I want to live in an atmosphere of them and a home of

them. I want to feed my heart and my soul upon them. I want to make them

a part of me. I want to gain from life every last iota of artistry and

softness and richness it has to give. I want to do my work with a song

in my heart. I want every hour a golden moment and time just something

to pass away. I want money and opportunity to indulge that deep and

vital impulse that once prompted me to express myself in rhyme. Do I

know what I want? You ask me that! Yes, I know what I want! I want all

of these things. Not to imitate somebody else or because I was once a

poor, distraught young colt working in an abattoir for a dollar a day.

Not that! But for the sake of beautiful things and one hundred per cent.

living in itself—because beauty is—next to godliness! Yes, it is! But

there’s something I want more than all of that, Madelaine. I want the

woman I first saw above me on a Hill Top, standing in glorious sunshine

looking off across a far country. I want the good angel who saw me

wounded and exhausted, struggling up from low-lying Fog, and came down

to me and gave me her strength to make the Summit. I want the woman who

listened to my foolish, pent-up heartache that winter’s night in

far-away Irkutsk and opened her lap and told me that nothing else

mattered except lack of belief in myself. I want the woman who’s been

patient and ministering and inspiring in a thousand hours since—to go

home with me, Madelaine—to dwell with me—in a Palace Beautiful, dear

girl—whose windows look out upon Delectable Mountains. I want you, dear

Madelaine! And my heart is filled with such rich, mellowed love for you

that it chokes my throat. You stand for all of the things I’ve totaled,

dear girl. You’re the best and biggest thing that’s ever come into my

life. I want you—and I want you terribly!”

A pause. An insect cheeping somewhere under boxwood.

“Then why don’t you take me, foolish boy?” Woman Beautiful laughed

softly.

Hushed Japanese night, the moon riding hazily above the rakish branches

of eucalyptus now, cicadas singing on into eternity, paper lanterns

bobbing far across elfin dark! They stood amid the trillion blossoms of

cherry trees whose petals sifted all around them, and Nathan knew for

the first time in twenty-nine barren, heart-breaking years, the

sensation of a real woman’s soft arms about his neck and the sweet,

scented, delicate impress of a real woman’s kiss upon his lips,

returning his caress with a warmth and a tenderness that fused his heart

and his soul and made them as one forever.

The white parasol was lying on the bench. No one was left in the park

but themselves. The moonlight was again shining into a woman’s face as

they stood there for an instant and Nathan held her close. But she was

not weakly flaccid in his embrace. Her body thrilled to his.

“Dear lad,” she said in a faint whisper, “I’ve waited a dreary time for

your strong arms around me and your hard-shaven cheek close to mine. Oh,

I don’t mean merely since the Great Noon-time in Siberia. Years before

that, dear lad, years and years! Sunlit days, gray days, rainy

afternoons, empty twilights, nights when I wanted to sob in the

darkness—I thought of you and wondered where you were, and what you were

doing, and if in your heart there was a little lonely ache likewise. I

wondered how badly you needed me, dear lad, even as I needed you. For my

heart ached for Romance, too, until it almost seemed I’d accept my

disappointment and believe it had passed me by. But God is good. You’re

getting only a little orphaned girl, dear lad, found under a haycock on

the edge of a wood. But she loves you—loves you a bit terribly—she has

always loved you—loved you even before she knew your name, or where you

were, or what the sound of your voice was like. You are her life and her

world henceforth. She, too, has found her Other Half and her heart will

never greet the sunshine coming across the hill tops in the morning

without a song springing to her lips and tears to her eyes. It has been

a bitter wait, dear lad, and the way has not always seemed clear. But

the end of the trek—it is sweet, very sweet. We will go back, we will go

home. And all the beautiful things you have wanted, that I can help you

get—they shall come to you. All the artistry and softness and richness I

can help bring to you shall surround you. You shall do your work with a

song in your heart also. Every hour _shall_ be a golden moment. Time

_shall_ be a thing only to pass away. Oh, Nathan dear, I’m the happiest

of women. We’ll go home with the morrow. Together we will go home and

dwell—in a Palace Beautiful—whose windows look out on Delectable

Mountains, indeed!”

“To-morrow—at two o’clock—_home_!”

“Home!” she repeated. “Oh, Nathan!”

III

During that night before their departure, clouds blew in from the

Pacific and blanketed the sea-coast country. They awoke the next morning

to find a light drizzle falling. But it held up after breakfast and

Madelaine declared, as she turned in her room keys:

“I’ve several purchases to make before we go on board. Let’s go

penny-shopping together.”

They went out the west door of The Grand, brushing aside the eager,

solicitous kuruma men and turned northward along the back street afoot.

Madelaine wore a traveling suit of gray worsted, the short skirt

permitting a light, easy stride. Her head was covered with a mannish hat

of black velour, half the brim turned down. She cared little for the

wet.

They picked their way through greasy streets, but always when it was

necessary for the woman to walk ahead, the man’s eyes followed her

hungrily. Would he never become weary of simply gazing upon her? The

sheer grace and delicacy of her every curve and line; her erect, supple

carriage; her frank, fearless, appraising eyes; her perfect poise,

regardless of the situation; the ephemeral expressions which played upon

her cameo features; the neatness of her hair at the back of her neck;

what a thoroughbred she was to her finger tips!

They made many little purchases in stores and curio shops. Nathan could

not buy her the diamond he wanted until they reached America; his funds

were too low and he had no time to draw on home for more. Her diamond

must wait until they reached New York. But it would be a—_diamond_!

They were gradually wending their way toward the Oriental Steamship

wharf when a window of carved ivory curios caught Nathan’s fancy.

“Let’s go in and look them over,” Madelaine suggested. “We’ve still four

hours to spend somehow before sailing.”

They went inside. The shop was arranged European style, deep showcases

running along either side of the back. The proprietor laid out several

trays and cases for their inspection. Then a Japanese boy came and

jabbered at him.

“You excuse,” the proprietor grinned. “I send Angleese man sell you,”

and he went to a door opening into a sort of workshop and called in an

order.

The “English” clerk came forward, along behind the counter. Nathan’s

head was bent close to Madelaine’s, examining an ingenious carving.

Nathan turned to the clerk and held it out, his eyes still on it.

“What’s the price of this?” he asked. As he asked it, he raised his eyes

to the clerk’s face.

He was looking directly into the features of his father.

IV

His father!

Separated by the width of the show case whose edges both gripped

suddenly. Nathan and Johnathan gazed into each other’s suddenly ashen

faces.

“You!” cried Johnathan. “You! My—son!”

Johnathan had grown stouter but he had aged twenty years. Remorse,

loneliness, self-pity and the ever-present realization that he was an

exile had eaten into his features like acid. Both temples were white but

it was a weak, rusted, moth-eaten whiteness. His eyes were more watery

than ever and his mouth as loose, excepting for the petulant knots of

muscles in each corner.

“Father!” the boy gasped huskily.

Madelaine frowned, then looked on wide-eyed. From his son’s bronzed,

muscular face, Johnathan’s gaze leaped to Madelaine’s, then back again.

Ivory carvings were forgotten.

“What—are you—doing—out here?”

“I’m on my way back home from Russia,” Nathan answered mechanically. His

mind was still stunned with the drama of it.

“You have—been—to—Russia?”

“Siberia! Yes! I’ve been up there almost a year and a half, working

among the Czechs.”

Johnathan’s body had not moved. Only his eyes and face. Again the

father’s eyes sought Madelaine.

“Up in Siberia? Alone?”

“Yes. But I’m not going back alone. This is a very dear friend of mine.

Madelaine, apparently I can introduce my father. Father, this is Miss

Theddon. She is—going to be—my wife.”

“Your—_wife_? What’s become of——”

“Of Mildred? She died some time ago.”

“My God!” cried Johnathan weakly. He rubbed the back of a puffy hand

across his forehead. Down back of the counter he moved unsteadily to

reach the intersection where he could come out from behind the cases. He

had not acknowledged Madelaine or the introduction, by the way. It was a

distressing moment for Madelaine but she recovered as Johnathan came up.

“I’m sure I’m delighted to meet Nathan’s father,” she said.

Johnathan gave her a slight nod and turned at once to his son. In so far

as he was concerned, she might have been marooned on a ring around

Saturn.

The tears were streaking down Johnathan’s face. He raised his hands and

gripped the boy by his elbows.

“How long have you been in Yokohama?” he cried hoarsely.

“Ten days. But I lived here three months before I went to Siberia.”

“And you never looked me up!”

“I tried hard enough. But nobody knew any Johnathan Forge——”

Johnathan started at the pronouncement of his name. He shot a frightened

glance around.

“My name is Smith!” he cried—“John Smith!”

“I couldn’t know that, of course,” returned Nathan dryly. He was

beginning to recover from the shock of the encounter.

“You must come with me!” declared the father. “You must tell me all

about Paris and—home. I will find a place for you to——”

“I’m sorry, father. But Miss Theddon and I are sailing for San Francisco

at two o’clock.”

“Not to-day!”

“To-day, yes.”

“But—but—we’ve only just found each other.”

“That’s lamentable, of course. But I can’t help——”

“You must put off your sailing.” Johnathan said it as though he had

settled the entire matter.

Nathan shook his head.

“Sorry, father,” he answered. “It’s impossible! We’ve been lucky enough

to secure immediate passage, and we must get back. Miss Theddon is not

in the best of health and I’ve got a New York job waiting that can’t go

begging another moment.”

“My Lord! You’re not going to run after we’ve just found each other! Not

that, Natie, not that!”

“I’m not running. But I’ve been away from home a year and a half and

we’re expected back June first without fail.”

Johnathan looked around frantically, desperately.

“No,” he said after a time. “I don’t suppose you would stay, not for me!

I never cut much of a figure in your life, anyhow, did I, Nathan? You

and your plans never took much account of your father, did they? Maybe

if they had, I’d never have left home in the first place.” Again

Johnathan smeared the back of his hand across his forehead. He turned to

Madelaine. “For twenty-five years it was just like this!” he told her.

“And you see what it’s done to me.” He submitted himself abjectly for

general compassion and sympathy. Madelaine’s voice was courteous enough

but a bit icy as she responded:

“Your son has told me the whole story, Mr. Forge. I understand

perfectly.”

Johnathan was pitying himself too much in this closing phase of his

domestic drama to interpret her sentiment correctly. He assumed that

Madelaine was sympathizing with him against Nathan.

“He always was headstrong,” began Johnathan promptly. “Went right along

demanding his own way even as a beardless boy that couldn’t——”

“Pardon, Mr. Forge. You misunderstood. I said your son has told me the

whole story and therefore I recognize exactly where the blame lies.”

Johnathan gaped for a moment. There was no mistaking her calm hostility.

He turned to his son.

“Nathan!—For God’s sake, don’t go!—Don’t desert me now when I’ve just

found you again. I never deserted you, Nathan; for twenty-five years I

did my duty——”

It was awkward to have his father suddenly begin to act so. Other

customers had entered the shop and were beholding. Madelaine read on her

lover’s face the distress he was seeking a way to ameliorate, somehow.

Her indignation rose.

“Really, Mr. Forge, is it quite fair to appeal to Nathan so? Because

I’ve been under the impression you did desert him—and left him to face a

somewhat cruel set of circumstances.”

“What do you know about it?” snapped Johnathan. “You’re a stranger to us

Forges——”

“_Father!_ That’ll be enough of addressing Miss Theddon so, please! And

I suggest we find a place less public where we may talk.”

“Yes, yes!” agreed Johnathan. “The back office here. They’ll leave us

alone. Come into the back office, Natie.”

Nathan glanced at Madelaine. She nodded. They moved toward the back

office.

“Your woman friend will excuse us,” suggested the father curtly. “We

have much to talk over in private, Nathan.”

“Oh, no,” responded the son. “I don’t care to discuss anything I do not

wish Miss Theddon to hear.” And Nathan stood aside for Madelaine to

precede him into the cluttered little workshop. Johnathan was not so

courteous.

Johnathan, in fact, was piqued. In Madelaine he sensed an adversary.

Immediately he took no care to keep concealed his estimate of her, of

all women. They seated themselves, a smile of grim humor lurking about

Madelaine’s pretty mouth.

“First you will cancel your passage,” began Johnathan doggedly. “You

must promise me, Nathan! Remember, you’ll never have but one father.”

“I cannot and will not delay our sailing, father.” Nat’s voice was kind

but firm. “Now that’s settled, what about home do you especially wish to

know?”

Johnathan produced a soiled handkerchief and blew his nose. But he saw

that because of the influence of a “female” undoubtedly, the son was the

same adamant, bigoted colt he had always been.

“You might tell me about yourself,” he said lamely, petulantly. “You had

a wonderful little wife, Nathan. What happened to her?” Johnathan said

this for Madelaine. And he did not miss the pallor which took the

humorous lip-smile from the girl’s features as he said it. He had a way

to wound the girl, perhaps drive a wedge between her and his boy. “And

your child, Natie! Little Mary was one of the sweetest tots I ever saw.

What became of her?”

“She was killed by a truck a year before Milly died,” was the son’s

rejoinder. He said it stiffly. He wondered—if his father was to be

deliberately mean—if it might not have been better after all to ask

Madelaine to wait until the visit was ended.

“That’s hard, Natie. It must have been awful; you thought so much of

her. And Milly? I always loved Milly. She was such a wonderful little

woman and did so much for you. I remember she was the only one who stuck

by us in the factory the time you had that trouble with the help and

they all walked out on you.”

“Milly was untrue to me,” returned Nathan with continued stiffness. “She

ran away with that Plumb fellow and was killed—when a munitions plant

exploded in Russellville, New Jersey.”

Johnathan assimilated this after a time. He murmured philosophically,

“The ways of the Lord are true and righteous altogether. Blessed be the

name of the Lord!”

Nathan grimaced.

“What else do you wish to know, father?” he asked—and waited.

“And now you’re plunging into matrimony again _so_ quick! I don’t see

how you can do it, Natie—out of respect to Milly’s memory if nothing

else.”

Nathan kept his temper admirably. He could apologize to Madelaine for

the insult afterward—an entire lifetime of apology.

“I owe Milly nothing. I told you she ran away with Plumb. Anyway, we

won’t talk about that. You’re only dwelling upon it because you see it

annoys Miss Theddon. What other information can I give you?”

Johnathan’s manner changed.

“How about your mother?” he demanded like a challenge.

“Mother had a bitter time after you left us. She sold the Longstreet

house but a smooth oil-stock salesman cheated her out of the money. At

present she’s living with Edith.”

Johnathan turned to Madelaine.

“And among the things my son has told you,” he demanded, “did he

include, perhaps, an account of the twenty-five years of hell I lived

with his mother? For twenty-five years she was my trial and my cross. I

couldn’t stand it finally. I had to get out. There was no other escape

but flight. Human flesh and blood couldn’t stand it, I tell you! Wait

till you get to know her. Then you’ll sympathize with me. There’s

righteousness and justice in this world somewhere and the wicked get

their deserts.”

Madelaine made no comment. The pause which ensued angered Johnathan.

“From the very night I was married,” he went on in a trifle higher tone,

“the tussle began. Never once did she try to help me or stand back of me

in my battle with the world. She nagged me and she fought me. She——”

“Possibly, Mr. Forge,” interrupted Madelaine. “But why tell me about

it?”

“You’re marrying into the family, ain’t you? There’s—things—which you

should know.”

“I’m merely marrying Nathan,” responded Madelaine.

The interview was going badly. Great tears continued to roll down

Johnathan’s face and he blew his nose again and again.

“What business are you in, Natie?” he finally asked. He was an injured

man. There was not a doubt about it. All the world had it in for him.

“I secured a position with the Thorne knitting mills,” returned Nathan.

“I traveled for them a year and a half. Then they sent me out here to

the Orient. I’m going back as manager of their New York office.”

“Well, Natie, you have your father to thank for that! If it hadn’t been

for the business training I gave you, no firms would ever be offering

you any New York managements at your age. Why, when I was your age I was

lucky to draw twelve dollars a week. We worked for our money in those

days.”

Nathan finally felt it time to put a few inquiries himself.

“How does it happen you’re working here, father? Money give out?”

Johnathan turned quickly and looked through the window into a dismal

yard.

“The curse of us Forges, Natie,” he finally responded, “has always been

women. You’ll learn it one of these days!”

“How does it happen you’re working here? Money give out?” Nathan

repeated.

“I started to tell you, if you’ll be respectful and wait a moment. Don’t

be so hot-headed. Hot-headedness and lack of respect always were your

faults, Natie!”

Nathan waited as patiently as possible.

“I came out here,” Johnathan went on, “seeking love and surcease from

all I’d suffered. I met a woman. I thought she was in every way a woman

to be desired, Nathan. I married her——”

“You married her! You were never divorced from mother!”

“Oh, yes, I was! Do you think I’m a bigamist? I got a divorce from your

mother under the Japanese laws——”

“Mother never knew about it.”

“I can’t help that.”

“The divorce laws of Japan, Nathan,” explained Madelaine with a faint

smile, “are very simple. When a man grows tired of his wife in Japan he

may dispense with her by merely walking out and leaving her, first

informing the police to that effect, I believe. Then he contracts a new

marriage by going to live with his paramour and duly informing the

police to that effect also, giving his new residence. One of the Y. W.

C. A. girls explained it to me.”

Johnathan ignored Madelaine. He went on:

“I got a divorce from your mother under the laws of Japan. I married

what I supposed was a woman who’d be the wife I deserved—after all I’d

been through back in the States. But she was like all women. I lived

with her just two days. I was fool enough to intrust my bank account to

her. The third day she was missing and so was the money. I’ve never got

trace of either, since. I had to take a job.”

Nathan flushed again with the new insult to Madelaine. But for an

instant his anger was arrested by the announcement that his father had

been flimflammed by an adventuress.

“Edith has six children now,” he essayed, after a painful moment.

But Johnathan was not interested in the fact that Edith had six

children. He went on in the same whine:

“I’m living from hand to mouth, Natie. I’ve been here the last three

years—waiting on trade, interpreting for my employers because I learned

how to speak a little Japanese. Think of it, Natie—waiting on trade for

a godless heathen—me!”

“Under the circumstances it ought to be a very good position,” observed

the son.

The visit continued in this strain until noontime. Then they went out

together to a small restaurant and had tiffin. Johnathan managed to get

Nathan alone.

“Son,” he cried brokenly, “you must loan me some money. I’m at the end

of my rope. Some days I think there’s nothing left but to jump in the

Bay.”

“How much money do you need?”

“All you can spare me,” was Johnathan’s modest request.

“I’m low on funds, father. I’ve got just about enough to get me back to

Vermont. I wanted to buy Miss Theddon a diamond but have had to wait

until——”

“Could you let me have a thousand yen, say? That’s only five hundred and

ten dollars!—in cash!”

“It’s out of the question, just now. I’ve only a hundred and eighty

dollars with me and my passage across America will use up a hundred of

that.”

Ultimately Nathan gave his father twenty-five dollars,—fifty-five

ten-yen notes. Johnathan took them rather sourly. He placed more stock

in the money Nathan promised to wire when he reached Vermont.

“Oh, my boy, my boy! What are you doing?” he next cried, anent

Madelaine. “You’re fortunate enough for your first wife to die on you.

Straightaway you go putting your head in the halter again! After all I

tried to save you from! After all your father’s example! Oh, well! You

deserve nothing but the misery coming to you! This is a just world!”

“Let’s not talk about Miss Theddon, father. She’s the sort of lady I’m

afraid you wouldn’t understand.”

“Wouldn’t I, though? Don’t try to tell me there’s any kind of female I

don’t understand! I’m older than you and therefore must know better. And

never mind how many miles of land and water separate us, young man,

remember I am always your father. I am always your father!”

“Just what has that to do with an understanding of womanhood?” asked

Nathan quietly. The old, old feeling of groping in a fog the moment he

came in contact with his father came over him. He wanted to fight it

savagely.

“Just you wait till you’re married to her a spell—long enough for the

‘new’ to wear off! You’ll see! You think she’s fine and grand now, just

because she’s got a pretty face! But you wait! You’ll be sorry not

taking your wise father’s advice. Just as you did once before. Wait till

you see her running around in broken corsets or dirty underclothes——”

“Father, you’re disgusting. Please change the subject!”

“You can’t tell me nothing about women, young man! Didn’t I live

twenty-five years with one! They’re all alike! And ninety-nine per cent.

of ’em are bad—bad clean through to the spleen. But I’ll pray for you,

my son—I’ll never cease praying for you!”

V

The _Siberia Maru_ was prompt in casting off. Johnathan grew a bit

abusive, then hysterical, as the hour drew near for departure. He

clutched his boy as though he would hold him by force. Nathan waited

until the last moment. Then he turned and extended his hand.

“Good-by, father,” he said.

Johnathan’s face resembled the hue of a drowned corpse when he said

good-by in a whisper. Nathan hurried aboard. Hatches were being battened

down, winches fastened, the gangplank raised, as he found Madelaine by

the rail high on the promenade deck. Side by side they leaned over and

watched the crowd below. In that crowd Nathan finally located his

father’s upturned face.

Madelaine started to say something sympathetic to her lover, but the

three-minute blast of the vessel’s departing whistle drowned out her

voice.

Slowly the liner backed from her little stall in the great port. A steam

tug at her prow turned her southward.

Nathan lost his father’s figure in the crowd, then found him again.

Johnathan was using his handkerchief alternately to smear his face and

then wave the little flash of white as bravely as he could.

“Have I done right by him, Madelaine?” begged the son brokenly. “For

heaven’s sake, tell me if I’ve erred?”

“You have not erred, Nathan. This is a world in which our sins punish

themselves—always.”

Nathan looked back as the ship’s great engine-beat started, a throbbing

which would not cease until they paused in Honolulu harbor, ten days

later.

A lone figure was on the farthest point of the dock. A tiny white

kerchief was rising and falling weakly. Then an incoming liner hid it

from sight.

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