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It was not until Kate Dayton reached her father’s gate that the spell

wrought by the flickering firelight and the dim glow of the ghostly

candle wore off. The crisp air of the winter night--for it was now quite

dark--had helped, but the sight of Mark’s waiting figure striding along

the snow-covered path to her home and his manly outspoken apology,

“Please forgive me, Kate, I made an awful fool of myself,” followed by

her joyous refrain, “Oh, Mark! I’ve been so wretched!” had done more. It

had all come just as Cousin Annie had said; there had been neither pride

nor anger. Only the Little Gray Lady’s timely word.

But if the spell was broken the pathetic figure of the dear woman, her

eyes fixed on the dying embers, still lingered in Kate’s mind.

“Oh, Mark, it is so pitiful to see her!--and I got so frightened; the

whole room seemed filled with ghosts. Christmas seems her loneliest

time. She won’t have but one candle lighted, and she sits and mopes in

the dark. Oh, it’s dreadful! I tried to cheer her up, but she says she

likes to sit in the dark, because then all the dead people she loves can

come to her. Can’t we do something to make her happy? She is so lovely,

and she is so little, and she is so dear!”

They had entered the house, now a blaze of light. Kate’s father was

standing on the hearth rug, his back to a great fireplace filled with

roaring logs.

“Where have you two gadabouts been?” he laughed merrily. “What do you

mean by staying out this late? Don’t you know it’s Christmas Eve?”

“We’ve been to see Cousin Annie, daddy; and it would make your heart

ache to look at her! She’s there all alone. Can’t you go down and bring

her up here?”

“Yes, I could, but she wouldn’t come, not on Christmas Eve. Did she have

her candle burning?”

“Yes, just one poor little miserable candle that hardly gave any light

at all.”

“And it was in the corner on a little table?”

“Yes, all by itself.”

“Poor dear, she always lights it. She’s lighted it for almost twenty

years.”

“Is it for somebody she loved who died?”

“No--it’s for somebody she loved who is alive, but who never came back

and won’t.”

He studied them both for a moment, as if in doubt, then he added in a

determined voice, motioning them to a seat beside him:

“It is about time you two children heard the story straight, for it

concerns you both, so I’ll tell you. Your Uncle Harry, Mark, is the man

who never came back and won’t. He was just your age at the time. He and

Annie were to be married in a few months, then everything went to smash.

And it was your mother, Kate, who was the innocent cause of his exile.

Harry, who was the best friend I had in the world, tried to put in a

good word for me--this was before I and your mother were engaged--and

Annie, coming in and finding them, got it all crooked. Instead of

waiting until Harry could explain, she flared up, and off he went. Her

hair turned white in a week when she found out how she had misjudged

him, but it was too late then--Harry wouldn’t come back, and he never

will. When he told you, Mark, last year in Rio that he was coming home

Christmas I knew he’d change his mind just as soon as you left him, and

he did. Queer boy, Harry. Once he gets an idea in his head it sticks

there. He was that way when he was a boy. He’ll never come back as long

as Annie lives, and that means never.”

He stopped a moment, spread his fingers to the blazing logs, and

then, with a smile on his face, said: “If ever I catch you two young

turtledoves making such fools of yourselves, I’ll turn you both

outdoors,” and again his hearty laugh rang through the cheery room.

The girl instinctively leaned closer to her lover. She had heard some

part of the story before--in fact, both of them had, but never in its

entirety. Her heart went out to the Little Gray Lady all the more.

Mark now spoke up. He, too, had had an hour of his own with the Little

Gray Lady, and the obligation still remained unsettled.

“Well, if she won’t come up here and have Christmas with us,” he cried,

“why can’t we go down there and have Christmas with her? Let’s surprise

her, Kate; let’s clean out all those dead people. I know she sits in the

dark and imagines they all come back, for I’ve seen her that way many a

time when I drop in on her in the late afternoon. Let’s show her they’re

alive.”

Kate started up and caught Mark’s arm. “Oh, Mark! I have it!” she

whispered, “and we will--yes--that will be the very thing,” and so with

more mumblings and mutterings, not one word of which could her father

hear, the two raced up-stairs to the top of the house and the garret.

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