CHAPTER XLIII.

Before I could well collect my senses, I was seated beside Laura de

Villardin in the carriage of the good old Count de Loris, with her

young brother Clement looking playfully up in my face, which certainly

must have expressed as much happiness as man could feel. On the other

side appeared Madame de Villardin, with her uncle and her

brother-in-law; and for a time a tumult of joyful feelings engrossed

me entirely, as I looked round upon so many that I loved and esteemed,

and found them all engaged in promoting my own dearest wishes. Another

feeling, however, came to temper and to sadden; and I perceived that

it was strong also in the bosom of every one, as, gazing upon one

another, each saw a number of beloved objects, but each felt that

there was one wanting who could never return.

Strange to say, where there was so much to be asked, and so much to be

told, our drive passed absolutely in silence; and Madame de Villardin,

when she once more entered the dwelling in which she had spent the

days of her young pride and gaiety, drew down her veil and wept. At

the foot of the staircase we passed Jacques Marlot, who bowed low and

reverently; and when we reached the saloon, Madame de Villardin again

embraced me, saying, "God's blessing be upon you, my son, for all that

you have done for me and mine. I will now leave you for a time, and

our reverend brother here will give you all the details of many things

that I have not spirits either to tell you myself or to hear told by

another. Come with me, Laura, my beloved child; and you, Clement,

betake you to your book; for the tale that your uncle is about to tell

had better, in your case, be reserved for after years."

I could well have let my curiosity sleep till I had enjoyed the

society of my dear Laura for some time longer; but Madame de Villardin

seemed to think that the information I was to receive had better be

given at once, and, of course, I did not oppose her.

Left alone with Father Ferdinand and Monsieur de Loris, the good

priest passed over his own history without explanation, and took up

his story at the period when the bridge had given way beneath Monsieur

and Madame de Villardin; and he gave me all the minute particulars

of events, which I can here state but generally.

It had, luckily, so happened that a large mass of the woodwork had

fallen at once beneath Madame de Villardin, and thus both broke her

fall into the stream, and supported her as a sort of raft after she

reached the water. She had called loudly for assistance; but, hurried

rapidly round the point of land just below the bridge, her voice had

not reached me as I swam, till after I had dragged out Monsieur de

Villardin. The single cry which I did hear had, however, caught the

ears of Jacques Marlot, who was at that moment returning from the farm

of the good Ursulines; and, running down to the shore, which was there

less steep, he easily dragged Madame de Villardin, and the wood-work

to which she was still clinging, to land. The house which he inhabited

was close at hand, and thither he himself carried the lady, without

waiting for other assistance. Madame de Villardin was quite sensible

of everything around her when she arrived at his dwelling; but she had

become deeply impressed with the idea that Monsieur de Villardin

intended to destroy her and the child she carried in her bosom, and,

acknowledging this apprehension in the terror of the moment, she

besought Jacques Marlot and his wife to conceal her from pursuit. He

on his part having been well accustomed, as libel-printer-general to

the Fronde, to concealments of all kinds, instantly locked the door,

in which state I afterwards found it, and took those measures which

effectually prevented us from discovering the existence of Madame de

Villardin, making his wife feign herself ill, to exclude all visiters

from the house. Father Ferdinand, however, in whom Madame de Villardin

had the fullest confidence, was made acquainted with the facts, under

the strictest promise of secrecy; and, finding that the unhappy lady

could never again look upon her husband without terror, he it was that

advised her to seek a permanent resting-place in the Ursuline

convent, of which she had been so munificent a benefactor.

There can be little doubt, however, that one more person became

accidentally acquainted with the fate of Madame de Villardin; but she

kept the secret far more nobly than might have been anticipated. That

person was Suzette, who, after being dismissed from Dumont, lodged at

St. Estienne, in the house of the very woman who attended Madame de

Villardin in the premature birth of her son. The woman had been chosen

from that village as a place in which Madame de Villardin never had

been, and her name and station were carefully concealed from her; but

still the whole arrangements had excited her surprise, and from the

hints which Suzette had twice let fall in my presence, I could not

doubt that she had gained sufficient information from her hostess, to

feel sure of the existence of her former mistress. Our long absence

from Dumont had given every opportunity of concluding all the

subsequent arrangements without a chance of discovery. Madame de

Villardin broke the last tie by leaving her child in the hands of

Jacques Marlot at Juvigny, and retired from the world. The proximity

of the convent, however, gave her frequent opportunities of seeing

both her children without being known to them, and she gradually

became quite reconciled to her situation. The great difficulty was in

regard to the education of little Clement; but that was removed by my

offer to take him as my page. The knowledge that he was near his

father--and still more the tidings which she soon received that her

husband was displaying towards his unknown child all the fondness of a

parent--acted as balm to the wounded heart of Madame de Villardin; but

still she could not banish the idea that, if the Duke ever became

acquainted with the child's birth, he would seek its destruction: and

nothing that Father Ferdinand could say, to show her his brother's

deep grief and repentance for what had already occurred, served to

relieve her mind in this respect. Nor, indeed, could one wonder that

such were her feelings, after all the terrible proofs she had received

of how far her husband's unjust suspicions might carry him. All that

Father Ferdinand could obtain from her, was a permission to reveal to

the Duke the facts, if ever he should see him on his death-bed; but

her apprehensions still made her require that the tidings should not

be given till there was no remaining chance of recovery.

Such is a general outline of the explanations given to me by Father

Ferdinand in regard to the preservation of Madame de Villardin; but I

was still anxious to hear more, and I asked him if Laura herself had

been aware of her mother's existence.

"Certainly not," replied he; "she could not even have a suspicion of

it till after that unhappy business of the Count de Laval; and here,

my son," he added, "my own conduct requires some explanation. I had

long seen your growing attachment to our dear Laura, and had spoken to

Madame de Villardin upon the subject, consulting her as to the

necessity of informing my brother of the evident result which would

take place. From what we both knew of the natural generosity of his

heart, we felt sure that he would not object to an union, which, from

our own regard towards you, we both desired; and it was therefore

determined to let things take their course. When I found from little

Clement the state of deep despondency into which you had fallen, now

two years ago, and the rash acts to which that despondency led you, I

began to suspect that you had become aware of your own feelings

towards my niece, and looked upon them as hopeless. I therefore

determined to give you some hope and encouragement, especially as I

knew that Laura was not destined to become that wealthy heiress which

you might suppose.

"Suddenly, however, my brother told me of his engagements with the

Count; and well aware of his rigid adherence to his word, I began to

fear that your passion was without hope indeed. After you were gone

from the château, and the Count had arrived, poor Laura confided to me

her misery; and told me that she would rather at once take the veil

than wed another than yourself. As I knew her father would not himself

even display a thought of drawing back from his promise, I advised her

to see the Count himself, and to tell him the true state of her

feelings; and then--as I had reason to believe that the Count's

passion was more for the heiress than the woman--I told Laura, that a

great probability existed of her father's estates passing to another;

and though I desired her to ask no farther, I believe that, from the

terms in which I spoke, some suspicion of the truth crossed her mind.

I bade her, as a last resource, give a hint of such a result to the

Count himself, if her other representations did not move him; and then

to refer him to me. She did not rest satisfied with the first,

however; but after having told him plainly that she could not love

him, as she loved another, she used her last resource also; although

she acknowledges that he seemed much moved by her first

representation. I am sorry that she did so, for now it is not very

possible to tell by what motives the Count was actuated; and I would

fain have given him an opportunity of doing honour to his own heart.

However, he spoke with me afterwards; and, knowing him to be a man

upon whose promised secrecy I could fully rely, I told him boldly that

there was not only a chance, but a certainty--as far as earthly things

ever can be certain--of the estates of Monsieur de Villardin passing

away from Laura. He asked an explanation; and, seeing that it might

save our dear girl from misery, I told him that, if I could obtain

permission, I would satisfy him of the fact. He agreed to wait four

days for my communication, promising that, if I proved my statement,

he would voluntarily withdraw his claim. In consequence of this

arrangement, T immediately wrote to Madame de Villardin; and showing

her that her child's happiness was at stake, demanded her leave to

make the Count acquainted with so much of her story as was necessary

to prove to him that Laura would never possess the estates which he

expected to receive with her. She immediately consented, and the

result you know. As a matter of course, all the facts of Madame de

Villardin's history were communicated by myself and Monsieur de Loris

to the King some time ago; and as her presence was necessary to

establish the rights of her son to his father's honours and estates,

his Majesty gave the necessary commands for removing all impediments

which conventual rules might oppose to her visiting the Court. Both

the young King himself and his mother took the greatest interest in

the fate of all concerned; and as, by your letters, we received

intelligence of your situation, and your restoration to health, his

Majesty declared that as soon as your exchange could be effected, he

would only subject you to one more trial ere he gave you your fair

bride. All opposition on the part of his Eminence of Mazarine was

withdrawn, as soon as he found that two-thirds of Laura's estates

were diverted to her brother; and yesterday morning, early, a summons

to attend the King and Queen gave us also the joyful news of your

return. The parts that we were all to play were laid down by the King

himself; and our poor cousin, who had come up some months ago to claim

the guardianship of the young heiress, was brought in also, still in

perfect ignorance of all the facts. I now need tell you no more; and

if a light step I heard but now be a true signal, I think you will

find some one in that next boudoir, who, though scarcely more happy to

see you than myself, is a fitter companion for a young soldier than an

old priest can be."

As I, too, heard Laura's step, I asked no more questions at that time;

but, joining her that I loved, spent an hour or two of as

happiness as ever fell to the share of mortal man. But a short space

now intervened ere we were united for ever; and although all that we

had gone through rendered me constantly apprehensive of some new

disappointment until Laura was at length clasped to my heart, my own

beloved wife, yet, since our fate has been placed beyond all farther

doubt, I am inclined to believe that the dangers, and the

difficulties, and even the sorrows, of our early years, contribute

greatly to our present happiness.

We have a store of thoughts and remembrances in the past, which forms

for us a world separated from the rest of the world: many things

endured for the sake of each other, mingle, I may say, a feeling of

mutual gratitude with mutual affection: the deep impression of

extraordinary events keeps the first fresh feelings of the passion

that was born amongst them in all its original fire, although years

have passed since our fate was united. Even t s memory of the beloved

dead forms an tie between our hearts which can never be

weakened; and when I look into my Laura's eyes, I see the same love

beaming in them as my wife, which lighted them in infancy and

girlhood, only augmented with a thousand sweeter and brighter beams,

by every stage through which our affection has passed.

My tale is now concluded up to this hour; and so contented am I with

my present state, that I trust to have nothing more which could prove

of interest to any one to add to these pages, till time lays me in the

grave. Almost all whom I have mentioned are still living; and though

Madame de Villardin has again sought the quiet seclusion of the

cloister, we frequently enjoy her society as far as her situation will

permit. Father Ferdinand has often promised to give me a sketch of his

early history; but it would seem that there are in it points so

painful, as even to have defied the softening power of time, and to

remain too acute to bear recapitulation. Clement de Villardin has

become the gallant soldier, whose name is known to every one both in

England and France; and I have laid by the sword which so early came

into my hands, hoping that fate has exhausted her store, and that no

more changes, either of station or of character, may yet be reserved

for JOHN MARSTON HALL.

THE END.

T. C. Savill, Printer, 4, Chandos-street, Covet-garden.

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