CHAPTER XI

THE AFTERMATH

Such was the Battle of the Mist, a triumphant assertion after nearly

two years of vigil and waiting, of British Sea Power. It commenced

with a cloud of smoke on the horizon no larger than a man's hand. Its

consequences and effects spread out in widening ripples through space

and time, changing the vast policies of nations, engulfing thousands of

humble lives and hopes and destinies. Centuries hence the ripples will

still be washing up the flotsam of that fight on the shores of human

life. Long after the last survivor has passed to dust the echo of the

British and German guns will rumble in ears not yet conceived. Princes

will hear it in the chimes of their marriage bells; it will accompany

the scratching of diplomatists' pens and the creaking wheels of the

pioneer's ox-wagon. It will sound above the clatter of Baltic

ship-yards and in the silence of the desert where the caravan routes

stretch white beneath the moon. The Afghan, bending knife in hand over

a whetstone, and the Chinese coolie knee-deep in his wet paddy-fields,

will pause in their work to listen to the sound, uncomprehending, even

while the dust is gathering on the labours of the historian and the

novelist....

But this tale does not aspire to deal with the wide issues or

significances of the war. It is an endeavour to trace the threads of

certain lives a little way through a loosely-woven fabric of great

events. At the conclusion there will be ends unfinished; the colours

of some will have changed to grey and others will have vanished into

the warp; but the design is so vast and the loom so near that we, in

our day and generation, can hope to glimpse but a very little of the

whole.

* * * * *

The India-rubber Man sat on the edge of the Wardroom table with his cap

tilted on the back of his head, eating bread and cold bacon. The mess

was illuminated by three or four candles stuck in empty saucers and

placed along the table amid the débris of a meal. The dim light shone

on the forms of a dozen or so of officers; some were seated at the

table eating, others wandered restlessly about with food in one hand

and a cup in the other. The tall, thin Lieutenant known as Tweedledum

was pacing thoughtfully to and fro with a pipe in his mouth and his

hands deep in his trousers pockets.

There had been little conversation. When anyone spoke it was in the

dull, emotionless tones of profound fatigue. One, just out of the

circle of candle-light, had pushed his plate from him on the completion

of his meal, and had fallen asleep with his head resting on his

outstretched arms. The remaining faces lit by the yellow candle-light

were drawn, streaked with dirt and ornamented by a twenty-four hours'

growth of stubble. All wore an air of utter weariness, as of men who

had passed through some soul-shaking experience.

The door opened to admit the First Lieutenant. He clumped in hastily,

wearing huge leather sea-boots. Beneath his cap his head was swathed

in the neat folds of bandages whose whiteness contrasted with his

smoke-blackened faced and singed, begrimed uniform.

"Hullo!" he said, "circuits gone here, too?" He peered round the

table. "My word!" he exclaimed. "Hot tea! Who made it? The galley's

a heap of wreckage." He poured himself out a cup and drank thirstily.

"A-A-ah! That's grateful and comforting."

"I made it," said the Paymaster. "With my own fair hands I boiled the

kettle and made tea for you all. Greater love than this has no man."

"Reminds me," said a voice out of the shadows, "that Mouldy got rather

badly cut about the head and lost the best part of his left hand. He

went reeling past me during the action yesterday evening with young

Morton slung over his shoulder: he was staring in front of him like a

man walking in his sleep."

"He was," confirmed the Paymaster. "In the execution of my office as

leading hand of the first-aid party, I gave him chloroform while the

P.M.O. carved bits off him." The speaker rested his head on his hand

and closed his eyes. "Next time we go into action," he continued, as

if speaking to himself, "someone else can take that job on."

"What job?" asked the India-rubber Man, suddenly turning his head and

speaking with his mouth full.

"Fore medical distributing station. I've done a meat-course at

Smithfield market ... slaughter-houses before breakfast, don't you

know? I thought I could stick a good deal----" The Paymaster opened

his eyes suddenly. "I tell you, it was what the sailor calls bloody

... just bloody."

"How is young Morton?" asked the First Lieutenant.

No one appeared to know, for the enquiry went unanswered. The tall

figure pacing restlessly to and fro stopped and eyed the First

Lieutenant.

"Tweedledee's killed," he said dully. "Dead..." He resumed his

thoughtful walk and a moment later repeated the last word in a low

voice, reflectively. "Dead ..."

"I know," said the First Lieutenant.

Tweedledum halted again. "I wouldn't care if we had absolutely wiped

them off the face of the earth--sunk every one of them, I mean. We

ought to have, with just such a very little luck.... And now they've

slipped through our fingers, in the night." Tweedledum extended a

thin, nervous hand, opening and clenching the fingers. "Like slimy

eels."

"Some did," said the India-rubber Man musingly, filling a pipe. "Some

didn't. I only saw our guns actually sink one German Battleship; but

the visibility was awful, and we weren't the only pebble on the beach;

our line was miles long, remember."

"I saw one of their Battle-cruisers on fire and sinking," said Gerrard.

"I was in the top. And all night long our Destroyers were attacking

them. Two big ships blew up during the night." He cut a hunk of bread

and spread it thickly with marmalade. "We must have knocked

seven-bells out of 'em. And we didn't lose a single Battleship."

"Must have lost a Battle-cruiser or two, though," said the Engineer

Lieutenant, sitting with his head between his hands and his forefingers

propping open his eyelids. "Damn it, they fought the whole German

Fleet single-handed till we arrived! Must have..." His voice trailed

off and his fingers released his eyelids which closed instantly. His

chin dropped on to his chest, and he slept.

"Any other officer scuppered besides Tweedledee?" asked the Major of

Marines. "What's up with your head, Number One?"

"Only scratched by a splinter. A nearish thing. I haven't heard of

anybody else. We really got off very lightly considering they found

our range." The First Lieutenant clumped off towards the door. "Now I

must go and see about clearing up the mess. I reckon it's all over bar

the shouting."

As he went out Thorogood entered the Wardroom. "Would anyone like a

nice beef lozenge?" he enquired, removing a packet from his pocket.

"Owner having no further use for same."

"Where are we going?" asked the Paymaster. "I should like to go home,

I think, if it could be arranged conveniently, James?"

"Not to-day," was the reply. "We're looking for the lame ducks on the

scene of yesterday's action. It's very rough and blowing like blue

blazes, so I don't suppose there are many lame ducks left afloat--poor

devils.... With any luck we ought to get in to-morrow morning, though."

The sleeping figure with the outstretched arms suddenly raised his head

and blinked at Thorogood. "Where's the elusive Hun?" he demanded.

"'Opped it," was the reply. "Otherwise vamoosed----"

"Singing 'I'm afraid to go home in the dark,'" interposed the

India-rubber Man dryly. He got down off the table and stretched his

arms. "Well, I shan't be sorry to get some sleep."

"Sleep!" echoed Thorogood. "You ought to see the stokers' mess-deck.

The watch-off have just come up from below after sixteen hours in the

stokeholds. They're lying sprawling all over the deck like a lot of

black corpses--just all-in."

Tweedledum sat down on the corner of the table vacated by the

India-rubber Man.

"I wish I knew exactly how many of them we did sink before the

Commander-in-Chief called off the Destroyers this morning," he said

plaintively.

"So would a lot of people," replied Thorogood. "We're three hundred

miles from home, and there's every reason to suppose there are one or

two submarines and mines on the way. Those of us who get back will

probably find out all we want to know in time. I shouldn't worry,

Tweedledum. In fact, I don't see why you shouldn't get a bit of sleep

while you can."

"By Jove!" said Gerrard as a sudden thought struck him. "I wonder if

they know all about it at home yet. Won't our people be bucked!"

"And the papers," added the Captain of Marines. "Can't you hear the

paper-boys yelling, 'Speshul Edition! Great Naval Victory!' My word,

I'd like to be in town when the news comes out." He considered the

mental picture his imagination had conjured up. "I think I should get

tight...!" he said.

* * * * *

The village street had a curiously deserted air when Betty walked up it

on her way to the post office. The mail train had passed through about

an hour before, and as a rule about this time the tenants of the rooms

and cottages on the hill-side made their way to the post office at the

corner to collect their letters and chat in twos and threes round the

windows of the little shops.

In the distance Betty saw a little group gathered in front of the

boards that displayed the contents bill of the morning paper before the

windows of the village stationer's. Recognising Eileen Cavendish,

Betty quickened her pace, but as she drew near the group dispersed and

Mrs. Cavendish entered the shop. Betty stopped for an instant as the

flaring letters on the poster became visible, stared, took a couple of

paces and stopped again opposite the boards; then she gave a little

gasp, and with a thumping heart entered the low doorway of the little

shop. The next moment she collided with Eileen Cavendish who was

blundering out, holding an open newspaper in front of her. Her face

was white under the shadow of her broad-brimmed hat, and her blue eyes

like those of a terrified child.

"Have you heard?" she said, and thrust the sheet under Betty's eyes.

"There's been a big action.... Our losses are published, but no

details."

"Names?" cried Betty. "Oh, let me see!"

"Only the ships that have gone down. Our husbands' ships aren't

mentioned."

"Wait while I get a paper," said Betty. "I shan't be a second. What

are you going to do?"

The other considered a moment. "I shall go and see Mrs. Gascoigne,"

she replied. "Will you come too? She may have heard something."

Betty bought her paper and rejoined Eileen Cavendish in the street.

"Poor Mrs. Thatcher..." she said. "Did you see? Her husband's

Destroyer----"

"I know. And there are others, too. There must be five or six wives

up here whose ships have gone---- Oh, it's too dreadful ..." She was

silent a moment while her merciless imagination ran riot. "I couldn't

bear it!" she said piteously. "I couldn't bear it! I didn't whine

when Barbara was taken. I thought I might have another baby.... But I

couldn't have another Bill."

"Hush," said Betty, as if soothing a child. "We don't know yet. We

mustn't take the worst for granted till we know. I expect we should

have heard by now if--if----" She couldn't finish the sentence.

They reached the door of Mrs. Gascoigne's lodgings and the landlady

opened the door. Her round, good-natured face wore an air of concern.

"She's just awa' to Mrs. Thatcher, west yonder. Will ye no' step

inside and bide a wee? She'll no' be long, a'm thinkin'."

She preceded them into the low-ceilinged parlour, with the

horsehair-covered sofa and the Family Bible on the little table in the

window, that had been a haven to so many faint-hearted ones during the

past two years.

"Ye'll have heard the news?" she asked. "There's been an action. Mrs.

Thatcher's man's gone down, and Mrs. Gascoigne, she's awa' to bring her

a bit comfort like." She surveyed the visitors sympathetically. "A've

nae doot there's mair than Mrs. Thatcher'll be needin' comfort the

morn, puir lambs."

"Oh," cried Mrs. Cavendish, "don't--don't! Please don't----" She

regained her self-control with an effort and turned to the window with

her lip between her teeth.

"Will I bring ye a cup of tea?" queried the landlady. "I have the

kettle boilin'."

"No thank you," said Betty. "It's very kind of you, but I think we'll

just sit down and wait quietly, if we may, till Mrs. Gascoigne comes

in. I don't expect she'll be long."

The landlady departed a little reluctantly, and Eileen Cavendish turned

from the window.

"I'm sorry," she said. "I'm a coward to go to pieces like this.

You're a dear.... And it's every bit as bad for you as it is for me, I

know. But I'm not a coward really. Bill would just hate me to be a

coward. It's only because--because..." She met Betty's eyes, and for

the first time the shadow of a smile hovered about her mouth.

Betty stepped forward impulsively and kissed her. "Then you're all

right--whatever happens. You won't be quite alone," she said. They

sat down side by side on the horsehair-covered sofa and Eileen

Cavendish half-shyly rested her hand on Betty's as it lay in her lap.

"I'm a poor creature," said the elder girl. "I wish I had

something--something in me that other women have. You have it, Mrs.

Gascoigne has it, and Etta Clavering. It's a sort of--strength.

Something inside you all that nothing can shake or make waver." Tears

welled up in her eyes and trickled slowly down her cheeks. "It's

Faith," she said, and her voice trembled. "It's just believing that

God can't hurt you..." She fumbled blindly for her tiny handkerchief.

Betty's eyes were wet too. "Ah!" she said gently. "But you believe

that too--really: deep down inside. Everybody does. It's in

everything--God's mercy...." Her voice was scarcely raised above a

whisper.

"I know--I know," said the other. "But I've never thought about it.

I'm hard, in some ways. Things seemed to happen much the same whether

I held my thumbs or whether I prayed. And now that I'm terrified--now

that everything in life just seems to tremble on a thread--how _can_ I

start crying out that I believe, I believe...!" Her voice broke at

last, and she turned sideways and buried her face in her hands.

"But you _do_," said Betty with gentle insistence.

The door opened and Mrs. Gascoigne entered. There was moisture in her

fine grey eyes. "I'm so glad you two have come to keep me company,"

she said. She walked to the mirror over the fireplace and turned her

back on her visitors for a moment while she appeared to adjust her hat.

"I've been helping poor little Mrs. Thatcher to pack. She has had a

telegram, poor child, and she's off South by the afternoon train."

She turned round, still manipulating hat-pins with raised hands, and in

answer to the unspoken question in her guests' faces, nodded sadly.

"Yes," she said. "But they've got his body. She's going to Newcastle."

"Have you had any news yourself?" asked Betty. "We have heard nothing."

"No," replied their hostess. "Nothing, except that the hospital ships

went out last night. I expect the Destroyers got back some time before

the big ships, and we shall hear later in the day. Rob will telegraph

to me directly he gets into harbour, I know."

She spoke with calm conviction, as if wars and rumours of wars held no

terrors for her. "And now," she said, smiling to them both, "let's be

charwomen and drink tea in the middle of the forenoon!" She moved to

the door and opened it, and as she did so a knock sounded along the

tiny passage from the door that opened into the street.

Eileen Cavendish was busy in front of the glass, and half turned,

holding a diminutive powder-box in one hand and a scrap of swans-down

in the other.

"Yes," they heard the voice of Mrs. Gascoigne saying in the passage,

"I'm here--is that for me?" There was the sound of paper tearing and a

little silence. Then they heard her voice again. "Have you any others

in your wallet--is there one for Mrs. Standish or Mrs. Cavendish?

They're both here."

"I hae ane for Mistress Cavendish," replied a boy's clear treble. "An'

there was ane for Mistress Standish a while syne; it's biding at her

hoose."

Betty jumped to her feet. "What's that?" she cried. "A telegram?"

Mrs. Gascoigne entered the room holding an orange-coloured envelope and

handed it to Eileen Cavendish. "Yours is at your lodging," she said to

Betty. Her face was very pale.

With trembling fingers Mrs. Cavendish tore open the envelope. She gave

a quick glance at the contents and sat down abruptly. Then, with her

hands at her side, burst into peals of hysterical laughter.

"Oh," she cried, "it's all right, it's all right! Bill's safe----" and

her laughter turned to tears. "And I knew it all along..." she sobbed.

"Oh," said Betty, "I _am_ glad." She slipped her arm round Mrs.

Cavendish's neck and kissed her. "And now I'm just going to rush up to

my rooms to get my message." She paused on her way to the door. "Mrs.

Gascoigne," she said, "did you get any news--is your husband all right?"

Mrs. Gascoigne was opening the window with her back to the room and its

occupants. "He's very happy," she replied gently.

Betty ran out into the sunlit street and overtook the red-headed urchin

who was returning to the post office with the demeanour of a man

suddenly thrust into unaccustomed prominence in the world.

Furthermore, he had found the stump of a cigarette in the gutter, and

was smoking it with an air.

He grinned reassuringly at Betty as she hurried breathlessly past him.

"Dinna fash yersel', Mistress," he called. "Yeer man's bonny an' weel."

Betty halted irresolutely. "How do you know?" she gasped.

"A juist keeked inside the bit envelope," came the unblushing reply.

* * * * *

The first rays of the rising sun were painting the barren hills with

the purple of grape-bloom, and laying a pathway of molten gold across

the waters when the Battle Squadrons returned to their bases. A few

ships bore traces in blackened paintwork, shell-torn funnels and

splintered upperworks, of the ordeal by battle through which they had

passed; but their numbers, as they filed in past the shag-haunted

cliffs and frowning headlands, were the same as when they swept out in

an earlier gloaming to the making of History.

Colliers, oilers, ammunition lighters and hospital ships were waiting

in readiness to replenish bunkers and shell-rooms and to evacuate the

wounded. All through the day, weary, grimy men, hollow-eyed from lack

of sleep, laboured with a cheerful elation that not even weariness

could extinguish. Shrill whistles, the creaking of purchases, the

rattle of winches and the clatter of shovels and barrows combined to

fill the air with an indescribable air of bustle and the breath of

victory. Even the blanched wounded exchanged jests between clenched

teeth as they were hoisted over the side in cots.

Before the sun had set the Battle-Fleet, complete with coal, ammunition

and torpedoes, was ready for action once more. Throughout the night it

rested, licking its wounds in the darkness, with vigilance still

unrelaxed and its might unimpaired. For the time being its task had

been accomplished; but only the enemy, counting the stricken ships that

laboured into the shelter of the German mine-fields, knew how

thoroughly.

The succeeding dawn came sullenly, with mist and drizzle shrouding the

shores and outer sea. As the day wore on a cold wind sprang up and

rolled the mist restlessly to and fro across the slopes of the hills.

On a little knoll of ground overlooking a wide expanse of level turf

covered with coarse grass and stunted heather stood a man with his

hands clasped behind his back. In the courage, judgment and sober

self-confidence of that solitary figure had rested the destiny of an

Empire through one of the greatest crises in its history: even as he

stood there, bare-headed, with kindly, tired eyes resting on the misty

outlines of the vast Fleet under his command, responsibility such as no

one man had ever known before lay upon his shoulders.

Behind him, in the sombre dignity of blue and gold, in a silent group

stood the Admirals and Commodores of the Squadrons and Flotillas with

their Staff Officers; further in the rear, in a large semicircle on

slightly higher ground, were gathered the Captains and officers of the

Fleet.

Where the turf sloped gradually towards the sea were ranged the seamen

and marines chosen to represent the Fleet: rank upon rank of motionless

men standing with their caps in their hands and their eyes on the

centre of the great hollow square where, hidden beneath the folds of

the Flag they had served so well, lay those of their comrades who had

died of wounds since the battle. A Chaplain in cassock and white

surplice moved across the open space and halted in the centre, office

in hand:

"I am the Resurrection and the Life..."

The wind that fluttered the folds of his surplice caught the words and

carried them far out to sea over the heads of the living--the sea where

the others lay who had fought their last fight in that grim battle of

the mist. A curlew circled low down overhead, calling again and again

as if striving to convey some insistent message that none would

understand. From the rocky shore near-by came the low murmur of the

sea, the sound that has in it all the sorrow and gladness in the world.

At length the inaudible office for the Burial of the Dead came to an

end. The Chaplain closed his book and turned away; a little movement

ran through the gathering of officers and men as they replaced their

caps. A loud, sharp-cut order from the gaitered officer in command of

the firing-party was followed by the clatter of rifle-bolts as the

firing-party loaded and swung to the "Present!"

"Fire!" The first volley rang out sharply, and the Marine buglers sent

the long, sweet notes of the "Last Post" echoing among the hills.

Twice more the volleys sounded, and twice more the bugles sang their

heart-breaking, triumphant "_Ave atque Vale!_" to the fighting dead.

In the ensuing silence the cry of the curlew again became audible, this

time out of the peace of the misty hills, gently persistent. Faint and

far-off was the sound, but at the last the meaning came clear and

strong to all who cared to listen.

"There is no Death!" ran the message, and again and again, "There is no

Death, no Death... no Death...!"

The firing-party unloaded, and the empty cartridge cases fell to the

earth with a little tinkling sound.

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