CHAPTER XXX.

It was hot at Woodgreen; but it was hotter still in Mayfair, where the

season was drawing to a close with all the signs of a long-spun-out and

exhausting dissolution. Women were waxing pale under the prolonged

strain of entertainments which for the last week or two had been

matters of duty rather than pleasure, and many a girl who had entered

the lists of society a blushing and hopeful _débutante_ with perhaps a

ducal coronet in her mind's eye, was beginning to think that she would

have to be content with, say, the simpler one of a viscountess; or even

to wed with no coronet at all. Many of the men were down at Cowes or

golfing at St. Andrews; and those unfortunates who were detained in

attendance at the house which continued to sit, like a "broody hen," as

Howard said, longed and sighed for the coming of the magic 12th of

August, before which date they assured themselves the House _must_ rise

and so bring about their long-delayed holiday.

But one man showed no sign of weariness or a desire for rest; Sir

Stephen's step was light and buoyant as ever on the hot pavement of

Pall Mall, and on the still hotter one of the city; his face was as

cheery, his manner as gay, and his voice as bright and free from care

as those of a young man.

There is no elixir like success; and Sir Stephen was drinking deeply of

the delicious draught. He had been well known for years: he was famous

now. You could not open a newspaper without coming upon his name in the

city article, and in the fashionable intelligence. Now it was a report

of the meeting of some great company, at which Sir Stephen had

presided, at another time it occurred in a graphic account of a big

party at the house he had rented at Grosvenor Square. It was a huge

mansion, and the rent ran into many figures; but, as Howard remarked,

it did not matter; Sir Stephen was rich enough to rent every house in

the square. Sir Stephen had taken over the army of servants and lived

in a state which was little short of princely: and lived alone; for

Stafford, who was not fond of a big house and still less fond of a

large retinue, begged permission to remain at his own by no means

over-luxurious but rather modest rooms.

It is not improbable that he would have liked to have absented himself

from the grand and lavish entertainments with which his father

celebrated the success of his latest enterprise; but it was not

possible, and Stafford was present at the dinners and luncheons,

receptions and concerts which went on, apparently without a break, at

Clarendon House.

Indeed, it was necessary that he should be present and in attendance on

his _fiancêe_ who appeared at every function. Maude was now almost as

celebrated as Sir Stephen; for her beauty, her reputed wealth, and the

fact that she was engaged to the son of Sir Stephen, had raised her to

an exalted position in the fashionable world; and her name figured in

the newspapers very nearly as often as that of the great financier.

She had stepped from obscurity into that notoriety, for which we all of

us have such a morbid craving, almost in a single day; and she queened

it with a languid grace and self-possession which established her

position on a firm basis. Wherever she went she was the centre and

object of a small crowd of courtiers; the men admired her, and the

women envied her; for nowadays most women would rather marry wealth

than rank, unless the latter were accompanied by a long rent roll--and

in these hard times for landlords, too many English noblemen, have no

rent roll at all, short or long.

Excepting his father's, Stafford went to very few houses, and spent

most of his time, when not in attendance on Maude, in the solitude of

his own chambers, or in the smoking-room of one of the quietest of his

clubs. Short as the time had been, the matter of a few weeks only since

had parted from Ida, he had greatly changed; so changed that not seldom

the bright and buoyant and overbright Sir Stephen seemed to be younger

than his son. He was too busy, too absorbed in the pursuit of his

ambition, the skilful steering of the enterprise he had so successfully

launched to notice the change; but it was noticed by others, and

especially by Howard. Often he watched Stafford moving moodily about

his father's crowded rooms, with the impassive face which men wear when

they have some secret trouble or anxiety which they conceal as the

Spartan boy concealed the fox which was gnawing at his vitals; or

Howard came upon him in the corner of a half-darkened smoking-room,

with an expired cigar in his lips, and his eyes fixed on a newspaper

which was never turned.

By that unwritten code by which we are all governed nowadays, Howard

could not obtrude by questioning his friend, and Stafford showed no

signs of making any voluntary statement or explanation. He suffered in

a silence with which he kept at arm's-length even his close friend;

and Howard pondered and worried in a futile attempt to guess at the

trouble which had changed Stafford from a light-hearted man, with an

immense capacity for pleasure, to a moody individual to whom the

pleasures of life seemed absolutely distasteful.

One afternoon Howard sauntered into Stafford's room and found him

sitting in his easy-chair with a book turned face downwards on his

knee, and his pipe in his mouth. Tiny, the black-and-tan terrier, who

was lying coiled up on a cushion at his master's feet, heard Howard

step on the stairs and barked sharply for a moment, then glancing at

Stafford, with a reassuring air, coiled himself up again and subsided

into spasmodic growls and whines of welcome; for the mite was fond of

Howard.

"Asleep, Staff?" he asked, as, with a kind of groan at the heat, he

dropped his hat on the table and sank on to the couch. "By Jove, you

have the best of it in here--it is out of the sun, at any rate. How

that dog can lie on a stuffy cushion! I thought you were going down to

Lady Brook's, at Richmond, this afternoon?"

"Was it this afternoon?" said Stafford. "I'd forgotten. I'm sorry: but

my father will be there and will look after Maude."

Howard glanced at the weary-looking face as he helped himself to a

cigarette.

"You're well out of it! A lady who would give a garden-party on such an

afternoon as this, is, indeed, _la belle dame sans mercie!_ Good

heavens! when I think of the suffering the votaries of fashion undergo

in one season, I've no pity left for the benighted Hindoo women who

sacrifice themselves to Juggernaut. Which reminds me that there is a

tremendously swagger function on at Clarendon House tonight, isn't

there?"

Stafford nodded, and refilled and relit his pipe.

"Yes," he said, "I had forgotten it; but Maude sent me round a note to

remind me of it, and, of course, I must go. I envy you, Howard: you can

stay away."

"That's what I can't do," said Howard, with a whimsical smile. "I am

drawn, into the vortex; I am dragged at the chariot wheels of that

wonderful father of yours. I am the victim of a peculiar kind of

fascination which is as irresistible as the mesmeric influence or

hypnotism. I feel towards Sir Stephen as I should feel towards Napoleon

the Great, if he were alive. I follow and gaze at him, so to speak,

with my mouth agape and a fatuous smile over a countenance which I once

flattered myself was intelligent. I am dazed, bewildered by his genius,

his audacity, his marvellous courage and resource. Do you know,

Stafford, I think it would be an excellent idea to abolish the House of

Lords, the House of Commons, the monarchical government, and place the

whole business in the hands of a Board to be presided over by Sir

Stephen."

Stafford drew at his pipe grimly and said nothing, and Howard went on

in the gentle monotone characteristic of him:

"By the way, the mysterious and proverbial little bird has whispered to

me that Sir Stephen will not be Sir Stephen much longer. In fact, that

they are going to make a peer of him very shortly. And upon my word,

they couldn't find a better man for the place; for, unlike some noble

lords you and I could mention, Staff, he will wear his robes and

coronet--do they ever wear them now--right nobly; and for once the

House of Lords will get a man who knows his own mind, knows what he

wants and the way to get it. And if you won't take offence, Staff, and

throw things at me, I should like to remark that his son will prove a

worthy successor. Can you fancy yourself in a peer's robe with a

velvet-lined coronet, Staff?"

Stafford grunted for reply, and there was silence for a minute, during

which Howard turned over the pages of one of the illustrated weeklies

which lay on the table, and suddenly he looked up and exclaimed:

"Have you seen this?"

Stafford shook his head.

"I mean this portrait of Miss Falconer," said Howard, in a low voice.

"It is wonderfully good," he went on, as he contemplated the

full-length picture; "wonderfully like her."

He handed the paper across and Stafford looked at it. It was an

admirable reproduction of a photograph of Maude in evening-dress, and

made a truly splendid picture; and looking at it, one felt instantly

how well a coronet, even a ducal one, would fit those level brows,

beneath which the eyes looked out upon the world with a scarcely masked

_hauteur_ and disdain. A man might well be proud of such a woman for

his future wife; but there was no pride in Stafford's face as his eyes

dwelt moodily on the almost perfect face, the tall, _svelt_ figure in

its long-trained robe. The splendour of her beauty oppressed him with a

sense of shame; and with an involuntary exclamation, which sounded

something like a groan, he let the paper slip from his hand, and

drooped still lower in his chair. The sight of him was more than Howard

could bear in silence, and he rose and laid a hand upon Stafford's

shoulder.

"What's wrong, old man?" he enquired in a very low voice. "You are out

of sorts; you've been off colour for some time past. Of course, I've

noticed it. I've seen the look you wear on your face now come over it

at moments when you ought to have been at your best and brightest. I've

seen a look in your eyes when your lips have been smiling that has made

me--uncomfortable. In short, Staff, you are getting on my nerves, and

although I know it's like my cheek to mention the matter, and that

you'll probably curse my impudence, I really should be grateful if

you'd tell me what ails you, still more grateful of you'd let me help

you to get rid of it. I know I'm an interfering idiot, but I'm fool

enough to be fond of you--it's about the only weakness I've got, and I

am ashamed of it--but there it is."

He laughed with a touch of self-contempt, with an attempt at his old

cynicism; but Stafford understood the fictitious character of the

laugh, and as he leant his chin in his hand, he gave a short nod of

acknowledgment.

"Howard, do you remember that time when you and I were at Palmero?" he

said, in a low voice, and as if he were communing with himself rather

than answering his friend. "Do you remember that Italian we met there;

the man who seemed so gay and careless, the man who seemed to have

everything a fellow could desire, and to be the embodiment of

prosperity and success? Do you remember how once or twice you and I saw

a strange look on his face, perhaps while he was at dinner or fooling

with the women in the _salon_--a look as if he had suddenly remembered

something, as if something had flashed upon his mind in the midst of

the laughter and music and brought him face to face with hell? You

pointed him out to me one night; and we wondered what was the matter

with him--until he fell off his horse that day you and I were riding

with him? Do you remember how, when we had unbuttoned his riding-shirt,

we found the 'D' that had been branded on his chest? We knew then what

was the matter with him. He had been a deserter. The pain of hot iron

had died out long ago, but the scar remained. He was no longer a common

soldier, but rich and prosperous, a social success with, perhaps, his

ambition gratified; but the 'D' was there all the time, and every now

and then, even while he was enjoying himself, he could feel the hot

iron burning into his flesh, and he knew within the miserable little

soul of him that he was a cur and a coward; that, driven by fate,

perhaps by some devilish accident of circumstance, he had lost his

honour and sold himself to the devil."

Howard's face went pale and grave.

"I don't see where the application comes in, Staff," he said. "I don't

see that anything in your case--position, resembles that poor

wretch's."

Stafford rose, his face grim and stern.

"No; and I can't show you, Howard," he said. "Do you think that poor

devil would have bared his breast and shown that 'D' to even his

dearest friend? Good God, man, why do you badger me! Am I to wear the

cap and bells always, do you expect me to be dancing like a clown every

moment of the day? Do I not play my part as well as I can? Who gave you

the right to peer and pry--"

He recovered suddenly from the fit of fury and gripped Howard's arm as

he almost shrank back from the burst of despairing rage.

"Forgive me, old man! I didn't mean to turn and rend you like this. I

know you see there is something wrong. There is. But I can't tell you

or any other man. There are some things that have to be borne in

silence, some marks of the branding-iron, which one dare not show to

even one's dearest friend."

Howard turned aside and began to put on his gloves with great care. His

hand shook and his voice also, slightly, as without raising his head,

he said:

"Sure there's no help for it, Staff?"

"Sure and certain," responded Stafford. "Not even your wit and wisdom

can be of any avail. I won't ask you not to speak of this again; it

isn't necessary; but I will ask you never, by look or sign, to remind

me of what I have just said to you. It escaped me unawares; but I'll

keep a better watch on myself for the future, and not even the

knowledge of your sympathy shall lure another moan out of me." He made

a gesture with his hand and threw his head back as if he were sweeping

something away; and in something like his usual voice he said, with

perfect calmness: "By the way, Maude asked me to tell you not to be

late to-night; to come before the crush arrives. I think she is relying

on you to help her in some way or other."

Howard nodded, and speaking with his usual drawl, said:

"'Awake and call me early, mother.' I will be there in good time. Miss

Falconer does me the great honour of permitting me to flatter myself

that I am sometimes of some slight service to her. I imagine it is

something about the cotillon, concerning which I am absolutely

ignorant, and am therefore capable of offering any amount of advice. I

am a whale at giving advice, and my only consolation is that no one is

ever foolish enough to follow it; so that I can humour my little foible

without suffering the terrors of responsibility. _Au revoir_, my dear

Stafford, until this evening. Good-bye, Tiny! What a selfish little

beast it is; he won't even raise his head!"

Stafford laughed and picked up the dog by the scruff of its neck, and

it nestled against him lovingly, and licked his cheek.

Howard went down-stairs, still putting on his gloves, and as he opened

the door, he swore under his breath fervently.

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