CHAPTER XVII.

If everybody was not enjoying himself at the Villa it certainly was not

the fault of the host, Sir Stephen Orme. Howard, as he drew his chair

up beside Stafford, when the ladies had left the room after dinner, and

the gentlemen had begun to glance longingly at the rare Chateau claret

and the Windermere port, made a remark to this effect:

"Upon my word, Staff, it is the most brilliant house-party which I have

ever joined; and as to your father in his character of host--Well,

words fail to express my admiration."

Stafford glanced at his father at the head of the table and nodded. Sir

Stephen had been the life and soul and spring of the dinner; talking

fashionable gossip to Lady Fitzharford on one side of him, and a "giddy

girl of twenty" on the other; exchanging badinage with "Bertie," and

telling deeply interesting stories to the men; and he was now dragging

reluctant laughter from the grim Baron Wirsch and the almost grimmer

Griffenberg, as he saw with one eye that the wine was circulating, and

with the other that no one was being overlooked or allowed to drop into

dullness.

"A most marvellous man! Nearly all the morning he was closeted with the

financiers; in the afternoon he went for a ride with Lady Clansford; he

was in attendance at the solemn function of afternoon tea; he played

croquet--and played it well--at half-past five; at six I saw him

walking round the grounds with the Effords and the Fitzharfords, and

now he is laughing and talking with the _abandon_ of a boy of

five-and-twenty, while the boy of five-and-twenty sits here as grave

and silent as if he had been working like a horse--or a Sir Stephen

Orme--instead of fooling about the lake with the most beautiful woman

in the party."

"And his friend has spent the day in a deck-chair on the terrace,"

retorted Stafford.

"At any rate, I have been out of mischief," said Howard. Then he

remembered his wager with Maude Falconer, and added, rather

remorsefully: "At least I hope so. By the way, don't you echo my

expression of opinion that Miss Falconer is the most beautiful woman

here--or elsewhere?"

Stafford woke from the reverie into which he nearly always dropped when

Howard was talking, and nodded indifferently.

"Oh, yes; she is lovely, of course."

"How good of you, how kind and gracious!" retorted Howard, ironically.

"So my prince deigns to approve of her? And you also condescended to

admit that she is--er--rather clever?"

"I daresay," said Stafford. "I've seen so little of her. She seems to

me rather _blasé_ and cold."

Howard nodded.

"Yes; but the worst of it is, you can't count upon that kind of girl:

they are apt to warm up sometimes, and quite unexpectedly: and when

they do they--well, they boil like a geyser or a volcano. And

then--well, then it is wise to get out of reach. I once knew a woman

who was considered to be as cold as charity--or a rich relation--but

who caught fire one day and burnt up the man who ignited her. Of course

this is my delicate way of saying: 'Beware, oh, my prince!'"

Stafford smiled. Miss Falconer's nature was a matter of profound

indifference to him. There was only one woman on whom he could bestow a

thought, and he was thinking of her now, wondering when he should see

her, whether he might dare to tell her of his love again, to ask her

for her answer.

Once or twice his father looked across at him, and nodded and smiled as

if he loved to see him, and wanted to speak to him; and Stafford smiled

and nodded back, as if he understood.

When the men rose to go to the drawing-room, Sir Stephen caught him up

at the door, and laid a hand upon his arm.

"Happy, dear boy?" he asked in a low voice, full of affection. "I've

seen scarcely anything of you. No, no, I'm not complaining! It was

understood that you were to have a free hand--but--but I've missed you!

Never mind; this crowd will have gone presently, and then--ah, then

we'll have a jolly time to ourselves! Things are going well," he added,

with a significant smile, as he glanced at Wirsch and Griffenberg, who,

well-fed and comfortable, were in front of them.

"I'm glad, sir," said Stafford.

Sir Stephen smiled, but checked a sigh and a shrug of the shoulders.

"Yes, my little schemes are flourishing; but"--he looked at the

financiers again--"they are rather a hard team to drive!"

As Stafford entered the drawing-room, he heard Lady Clansford enquiring

for Miss Falconer.

"We want her to sing, Mr. Orme, and I cannot find her."

"I think she is on the terrace," said Bertie, who always seemed to know

where everybody was.

Stafford went out by one of the windows, and saw Maude Falconer pacing

up and down at the end of the terrace. She was superbly dressed, and as

he looked at her, he involuntarily admired the grace of her movements.

Mr. Falconer was walking with bent head and hands behind his back; but

now and again he looked at her sideways with his sharp eyes. Stafford

did not like to interrupt them, and withdrew to the other end of the

terrace, with a cigarette, to wait till they joined him.

"Young Orme has come out to look for you," said Mr. Falconer, without

turning his head.

"I know," she said, though she also had not turned. "They want me to

sing. I will go in directly. You have not answered my question, father.

Is Sir Stephen very rich, or is all this only sham? I have heard you

say so often that display very often only covers poverty."

Falconer eyed her curiously.

"Why do you want to know? What does it matter to you?"

She shrugged her shoulders impatiently, resentfully, and he went on:

"Yes, he's rich; confoundedly so. But he is playing a big game, in

which he is running some risks; and he'll want all his money to help

him win it."

"And are you joining him in the game?" she asked.

He looked at her with surprise. There was a note in her voice which he

had never heard before, a note which conveyed to him the fact that she

was no longer a girl, but a woman.

"Upon my soul, I don't know why you ask! Well, well!"--she had

repeated the impatient gesture. "I haven't made up my mind yet. He

wants me to join him. I could be of service to him; on the other hand,

I could--yes, get in his way; for I know some of the points of the game

he is playing. Yes, I could help him--or spoil him."

"And which are you going to do?" she asked, in a low voice, her eyes

veiled, her lips drawn straight.

Falconer laughed grimly. "I don't know. It all depends. Which would you

do?" he asked, half sarcastically.

She was silent for a moment, then she said: "You knew Sir Stephen some

time ago--years ago, father?"

Falconer nodded. "I did," he said, shortly.

"And you were friends, and you quarrelled?"

He looked at her with an air of surprise.

"I saw you both when you stood opposite each other after the carriage

accident," she said, coolly. "I am not blind, and I am not particularly

stupid. It didn't strike me at the time that there had been anything

wrong between you, but I have since seen you look at Sir Stephen,

and--you have an expressive face sometimes, oh, my father!"

He grinned grimly.

"You appear to keep your eyes open, Maude. Yes; there was a row between

us, and there was a grudge--"

--"Which you mean to pay off?" she said, as impassively as if they

were speaking of the merest trivialities.

"Which I could pay off--gratify, if I liked," he admitted.

"How?" she asked.

He did not reply, but glanced at her sideways and bit at the cigar

which he had stopped to light.

"Shall I tell you, if I were a man and I wanted revenge upon such a man

as Sir Stephen Orme, what I should do, father?" she asked, in a low

voice, and looking straight before her as if she were meditating.

"You can if you like. What would you do?" he replied, with a touch of

sarcastic amusement.

She looked round her and over her shoulder. The windows near them were

closed, Stafford with his cigarette was too far off to overhear them.

"If I were a man, rich and powerful as you are, and I owed another a

grudge, I would not rest night or day until I had got him into my

power. Whether I meant to exact my revenge or not, I would wait and

work, and scheme and plot until I had him at my mercy so that I could

say, 'See now you got the better of me once, you played me false once,

but it is my turn now.' He should sue for mercy, and I would grant

it--or refuse it--as it pleased me; but he should feel that he was in

my power; that my hand was finer than his, my strength greater!" He

shot a glance at her, and his great rugged face grew lined and stern.

"Where did you get those ideas? Why do you talk to me like this?" he

muttered, with surprise and some suspicion.

"I am not a child," she said, languidly. "And I have been living with

you for some time now. Sir Stephen Orme is a great man, is surrounded

by great and famous people, while you, with all your money, are"--she

shrugged her shoulders--"well, just nobody."

His face grew dark. She was playing on him as a musician plays on an

instrument with which he is completely familiar.

"What the devil do you mean?" he muttered.

"If I were a man, in your place, I would have the great Sir Stephen at

my feet, to make or to break as I pleased. I would never rest until I

could be able to say: 'You're a great man in the world's eyes, but I am

your master; you are my puppet, and you have to dance to my music,

whether the tune be a dead march or a jig.' That is what I should do if

I were a man; but I am only a girl, and it seems to me nowadays that

men have more of the woman in them than we have."

He stopped and stared at her in the moonlight, a dark frown on his

face, his eyes heavy with doubt and suspicion.

"Look here, my girl," he said, "you are showing up in a new light

to-night. You are talking as your mother used to talk. And you aren't

doing it without a purpose. What is it? What grudge can you, a mere

girl who has only known him for a couple of days, have against Sir

Stephen?"

She smiled.

"Let us say that I am only concerned for my father's wounded pride and

honour," she said. "Or let us say that I _have_ a game of my own to

play, and that I am asking you to help me while you gratify your own

desire for revenge. Will you help me?"

"Tell me--tell me what your game is. Good Lord!"--with a scowl. "Fancy

you having a game: it's--it's ridiculous!"

"Almost as ridiculous as calling me a girl and expecting to see me

playing with a doll or a hoop," she returned, calmly. "But you needn't

reply. I can see you mean to do it, like a good and indulgent father;

and some day, perhaps soon, I will, like a good and dutiful daughter,

tell you why I wanted you to do it. Is that you, Mr. Orme? Will I come

and sing? Oh, yes, if you wish it. Where is the little dog?" she asked,

looking up at him with a new expression in her languorous eyes, as she

glided beside him.

"Asleep on my bed," replied Stafford, with a laugh. "My man has turned

him off and made him a luxurious couch with cushions three or four

times, but he would persist on getting on again, so he'll have to stay,

I suppose?"

"Are you always so good-natured?" she asked, in a low voice. "Or do you

reserve all your tenderness of heart for dogs and horses--as Mr. Howard

declares?"

"Mr. Howard is too often an ass," remarked Stafford, with a smile.

"You shall choose your song, as a reward for your exertions this

afternoon," she said, as he led her to the piano.

Most of the men in the crowd waiting eagerly for the exquisite voice

would have been moved to the heart's core by her tone and the

expression in her usually cold eyes, but Stafford was clothed in the

armour of his great love, and only inclined his head.

"Thanks: anything you like," he said, with the proper amount of

gratitude.

She shot a glance at him and sank into the music-seat languidly. But a

moment afterwards, as if she could not help herself, she was singing a

Tuscan love-song with a subdued passion which thrilled even the _blasé_

audience clustered round her. It thrilled Stafford; but only with the

desire to be near Ida. A desire that became irresistible; and when she

had finished he left the room, caught up his hat and overcoat and went

out of the house.

As he did so, Mr. Falconer walked past him into the smoking-room. Mr.

Griffenberg was alone there, seated in a big arm-chair with a cigar as

black as a hat and as long as a penholder.

Falconer wheeled a chair up to him, and, in his blunt fashion, said:

"You are in this railway scheme of Orme's, Griffenberg?" Mr.

Griffenberg nodded.

"And you?"

"Yes," said Falconer, succinctly. "I am joining. I suppose it's all

right; Orme will be able to carry it through?"

Griffenberg emitted a thick cloud of smoke.

"It will try him a bit. It's a question of capital--ready capital. I'm

helping him: got his Oriental shares as cover. A bit awkward for me,

for I'm rather pushed just now--that estate loan, you know."

Falconer nodded. "I know. See here: I'll take those shares from you, if

you like, and if you'll say nothing about it."

Mr. Griffenberg eyed his companion's rugged face keenly.

"What for?" he asked.

Mr. Falconer smiled.

"That's my business," he said. "The only thing that matters to you is,

that by taking the shares off your hands I shall be doing you a

service."

"That's true: you shall have 'em," said Mr. Griffenberg; "but I warn

you it's a heavy lot."

"You shall have a cheque to-morrow," said Mr. Falconer. "Where did you

get that cigar: it takes my fancy?"

Mr. Griffenberg produced his cigar case with alacrity: he liked Mr.

Falconer's way of doing business.

At the moment Stafford left the Villa, Ida was standing by the window

in the drawing-room of Heron Hall. On the table beside her lay a book

which she had thrown down with a gesture of impatience. She was too

restless to read, or to work; and the intense quietude of the great

house weighed upon her with the weight of a tomb.

All day, since she had left Stafford, his words of passionate love had

haunted her. They sang in her ears even as she spoke to her father or

Jessie, or the dogs who followed her about with wistful eyes as if they

were asking her what ailed her, and as if they would help her.

He loved her! She had said it to herself a thousand times all through

the long afternoon, the dragging evening. He loved her. It was so

strange, so incredible. They had only met three or four times; they had

said so little to each other. Why, she could remember almost every

word. He loved her, had knelt to her, he had told her so in passionate

words, with looks which made her heart tremble, her breath come fast as

she recalled them. That is, he wanted her to be his wife, to _give

herself_ to him, to be with him always, never to leave him.

The strangeness, the suddenness of the thing overwhelmed her so that

she could not think of it calmly. He had asked her to think of it, to

decide, to give him an answer. Why could she not? She had always,

hitherto, known her own mind. If anyone had asked her a question about

the estate, about the farm, she had known what to answer, important as

the question might have been. But now she seemed as if her mind were

paralyzed, as if she could not decide. Was it because she had never

thought of love; because she had never dreamt that anyone would love

her so much as to want to have her by his side for all his life?

As she looked through the window at the moonlight on the lawn, she

thought of him; called up the vision of his tall, graceful figure and

handsome face--yes; he was handsome, she knew. But she had scarcely

given a thought to his face; and only felt that it was good to have him

near her, to hear him talk in his deep voice, broken sometimes by the

short laugh which sounded almost boyish. It had been good to have him

near her--But then, she had been so lonely, had seen so few

men--scarcely any at all--Suppose when she met him next she said "No,"

told him that she could not love him, and he went away, leaving her

forever; would she be sorry?

She turned away from the window suddenly, nearly stumbling over Donald,

who was lying at her feet, his nose on his paws, his great eyes fixed

sadly and speculatively on her face, and caught up the book. But _his_

face came between her and the page, and she put the book down and went

into the hall.

Her father was in the library, there was no sound in the house to drown

the voice, the passionately pleading voice which rang in her ears.

"I must go out," she said, "I shall be able to think in the air, shall

be able to decide."

She caught up a shawl and flung it carelessly over her head, quite

unconscious that the fleecy, rose-coloured wool made an exquisite frame

for the girlish loveliness of her face, and opening the door, went

slowly down the broken, lichen-covered steps, the two dogs following at

her heels.

She drew in the keen but balmy air with a long breath, and looked up at

the moon, now a yellow crescent in the starry sky; and something in the

beauty of the night, something subtly novel thrilled her with a strange

sense of throbbing, pulsing joy and happiness, underneath which lurked

as subtle a fear and dread, the fear and dread of those who stand upon

the threshold of the unknown; who, in passing that threshold, enter a

world of strange things which they never more may leave.

Love: what was it? Did she feel it? Oh, if she could only tell! What

should she say to him when she met him; and when should she meet him?

Perhaps he had come to regret his avowal to her, had been wearied and

disappointed by her coldness, and would not come again! At the thought

her heart contracted as if at the touch of an icy hand. But the next

moment it leapt with a suffocating sense of mystery, of half-fearful

joy, for she saw him coming across the lawn to her, and heard her name,

spoken as it had never yet been spoken excepting by him; and she stood,

still as a statue, as he held out his hand and, looking into her eyes,

murmured her name again.

"Ida!"

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