CHAPTER XIX

Strawbridge could understand only snatches of Benavente's satire which

the señora was reading. When the Spanish girl read, she reverted to the

soft Castilian pronunciation of her childhood, and Strawbridge's ear

was accustomed to the hard colonial accent of South America.

Benavente has a leaning toward the theme of unfaithful wives, and the

comedy which the señora had chosen to read was of this type.

As the reading progressed, the mood of the satire, the quirks and

turns of Benavente's wit played over the girl's face as if from some

delicate, changing illumination, as indeed it was. Presently, in the

sheer pleasure of watching her, the sick man gave up the effort to

follow the text. He had never before observed such a radiance about

her, such a fine, ardent life in her. The drummer's nationality evoked

the thought that some artist ought to paint Dolores sitting thus

reading. It was his American instinct to commercialize the moment, not

for its monetary value but for its pleasure value. He was under the

abiding American delusion that pleasures are somehow bottleable; that

a pleasure can be commanded to stand still in the heavens, somewhat

after the fashion of Joshua's sun. It is the command of these American

Joshuas which has inflicted on the world the phonograph, the kodak, the

college annual, place-card collections, and the family album.

As the drummer studied the señora's face, he observed, when she

smiled, a little dimple in her left cheek. Somehow this tiny discovery

stirred the sick man in a subtle way. With a feeling of peculiar

intimacy he watched it come and go. It seemed to advertise, ever so

delicately, veiled and exquisite reserves in the nunnish figure. It

amazed him that he had not seen, until just now, how lovely the señora

was. It seemed as if beauty had been spilled over her.

He lay warming himself in this miracle, when the girl looked up,

studied his face a moment, then accused playfully:

"_Cá!_ señor, you are not listening to a word I read. What are your

thoughts?"

The sick man was taken aback when he was thus brought to a realization

of the vague compound of admiration, sensuous longing, and wistfulness

which moved his heart, for the wife of another man. He moistened his

lips to say something, when the señora assisted him:

"I dare say you are lying there thinking about your business."

The drummer accepted the suggestion:

"Perhaps I was."

"You mustn't worry about it."

At this negative suggestion, Strawbridge did begin to worry:

"I think I have a right to, señora, when my trip down to San Geronimo

spoiled the very thing I went after."

"How is that?"

The sick man tossed his head on his pillow.

"Oh, you know I wanted to sell the general rifles. Well ... I helped

him capture all he can use ... ruined my own sale." The salesman

laughed a little, but he was not amused.

The girl did not smile.

"Has your trade really fallen through, after all you've done?"

"Sure! A sale can slip away from you just so easy." He stared at the

ceiling, with hollow, troubled eyes.

With a faint, tender smile, the girl looked at her patient.

"Tell me, Tomas: why do you place such great stress on selling,

selling, selling?"

He looked at her, weakly surprised.

"Why, that's my job!"

"Yes, I know, but you will sell to some one else if not to the general."

"But the idea is not to miss a sale; to get everybody; to do a big

business."

The señora laughed outright but kindlily.

"Yes, but what is the object of your big business, that you work at it

with such fury? You already make the money you need."

"I didn't know I worked at it with such fury."

"_Cá!_ You do!"

The drummer pondered a moment.

"Well, a man just naturally wants a big business, and, besides, my old

man expects it. I'll lose my job if I don't."

"_Pues_, your 'old man,' then: why does he want a big business? What

does he mean finally to do with it?"

Strawbridge, with a sick man's suggestibility, stopped fretting about

his own sale and lay pondering gently what his old man meant to do with

his business. He could not imagine his old man _doing_ anything with

his business except running it, expanding it, beating down competitors

with it. Just then he recalled an explanation which is current with

every American, and which finds expression in every American paper and

magazine, so he repeated it:

"Why, business is a game with my old man, señora; he never will stop,

because that's his game. He takes a pride in seeing how big a business

he can develop, just as he tries to make a low golf score. Business is

the American game."

The señora smiled at such naïveté. She might not have smiled had she

known that Strawbridge had sounded for her the depth of American

popular philosophy on the point; but, not knowing that, she put it down

to the drummer's general childishness.

"Tomas," she said gently, "do you really think that a game, any game,

is the whole of a man's life? Would you be willing, Tomas, to spend the

whole of your life playing a game?"

"That's what everybody believes in America, señora."

"Surely Americans must be wrong!"

"I don't know. What do you think?"

"I have wondered. You are the only American I have ever known, Tomas,

and you were so big and strong and restless, I could not help saying to

myself, 'Why is he so restless? He is not poor; any one can see that.

What does he mean to do with his fortune that he rushes so to get?'"

The señora quoted her thoughts pensively, and then added, "Still, I

suppose I do know."

"Why, why?" blurted out the drummer, greatly surprised.

"You wish to make your fortune equal to that of some wealthy girl's."

"A wealthy girl's...." The drummer looked at the Spanish girl quite

blankly, then, as her implication penetrated him, he was moved to a

somewhat abrupt denial:

"No, señora, no girls for mine ... at least not yet." He shifted his

bulk a trifle and lay looking at her defensively; then he saw where

her logic had led her. "Why, the idea! We were talking about why all

Americans work so, and you think they work because they want to get

married. What an idea!"

"But doesn't that explain a great many, señor?"

"Mighty few business fellows. When we are boys we have our sweethearts,

of course, but when we get out into business, women sort of drop out

of our lives for eight or ten years. We chase 'em a little, but not

much. Later, when our business justifies it, we buy us a motor, a

bungalow, and a girl,--I mean, we pick out a girl and marry her,--but

getting married is just a symptom that a man is getting on in his

business; it's not the aim of his business, at all. The business clicks

away just the same, whether he marries or not."

It would be difficult to say just how much the señora was moved at

this reversal of ordinary human motives. She looked at the drummer for

several moments, and finally asked in an odd voice:

"How do you decide you have the reached a position to marry, Señor

Tomas?"

"Oh, that depends on your ideals. When I was a kid I thought fifteen a

week and a flivver would do. As I got older my ideals went up, and now

I've got to have ten thousand a year and a twelve-cylinder."

"And you have no particular girl in view?"

The drummer laughed weakly.

"When you've got ten thousand a year, you don't have to have any

particular girl in view. You've got to keep out of view, or some

flapper 'll land you."

The señora shook her head.

"I don't understand it, Tomas," she said gently. "It seems to me you

deserve something finer than what you say. It's so ... like a machine."

She flushed faintly, and arose, saying that she must make the sick man

some broth.

"You'll be back soon, señora?" he asked anxiously.

She smiled at him, picked up a salver from a table, and went out.

With the departure of the señora, the sense of pleasure which had

enveloped Strawbridge also vanished. It gave him the same feeling of

loss that he experienced at times when he stepped out of the glow and

romance of a theater, into a dull, prosaic street. Still, after all, it

was in dull, prosaic streets that money was made and ambitious young

fellows gained headway. A query trickled into the drummer's mind. He

wondered if it would be possible, if it were in the scope of things

to take some of the glow and romance of the theater out into life, to

keep it there, always to have this dear warmth in his heart ... if

the _señora_.... A quiver went through the drummer at the direction

in which his musing had led him. He came to a sudden stop, deserted

the theater which his fancy had built, and walked slowly out into the

prosaic street once more.

When his door opened again, Strawbridge saw, to his disgust, that it

was the _griffe_ girl who had brought him his broth. The girl had had

a serious part in nursing Strawbridge over his wound and the solar

fever which exposure in the campaign had caused. This had bred in her

considerable authority. So now, as she entered, she narrowed her black

eyes, nodded firmly at her patient, and said, "You are to drink this,

señor."

The salesman was outraged that the maid should have come instead of the

mistress. He turned on his side away from her.

"Don't want any."

"But the señora said you were to drink it."

"Don't believe it's time."

"You can look at your watch, if it hasn't stopped running. You never

remember to wind it. Have you wound it this morning?"

The drummer fumbled under his pillow for the watch. It was still

running, and stood at eleven minutes after his broth-time. He wound

it with the sensitive fingers of the sick. As he did so, he stared

ill-temperedly through the window and observed a number of banners

waving in the plaza. He broke out:

"Look here! Are they going to have another damn fiesta? What's it for?

Good Lord! the time they waste on fiestas!"

At this outbreak the _griffe_ girl stared at him, then wrinkled her

freckled snub nose, and went off into such a gust of light-headed

giggling that Strawbridge was irritated anew.

"What the hell you whinnying like that for?"

The maid caught up the corner of her apron and stuffed it into her

mouth as a mirth-extinguisher. The American received the tray on the

side of his bed, glaring at the girl, who plainly was about to burst

out laughing again. A sudden plan came to him.

"I'm going to get up," he announced.

The maid was horrified.

"Oh, señor, you are not!"

"Oh, señorita, I am!"

"But you mustn't. It'll make you worse!"

"I'm all right. I feel all right. I'm going to get up, so get out of

here!" He began tumbling his big body around under the sheets.

The _griffe_ girl became desperate.

"But, señor, the señora has not said so; the doctor has not said so;

nobody has given you permission...." She was trying to shoo him back

under the cover with her hands.

"Are you going to get out or not?"

"Señor, you must not get up!"

"Oh, all right! Stick around and get an eyeful...." He began heaving

himself up, tumbling back the sheet.

The _griffe_ girl started backing out of the room. She resisted him

morally to the last ditch, motioning him back into bed, but being

gradually expelled as larger and larger segments of his pink pajamas

came into view. The queer part was that in Strawbridge's extreme

weakness the _griffe_ girl had assisted one of the guards in the

drummer's necessities; now she was whisked out of the room by the sight

of his pajamas. Such is the power of matter over mind.

Strawbridge made a sorry mess of getting his clothes on, until Pambo,

the guard who had served him during his illness, came in--sent,

no doubt, by the _griffe_ girl--and helped. Pambo was a pleasant

little fellow, and instead of discouraging the invalid's effort he

congratulated him on his improvement, and suggested a walk down into

the plaza.

After the dressing, the two men left the palace and moved very slowly

through the sunshine to a seat in the plaza. The guard placed the

invalid's chair in the deep shade of a _mamone_ tree, then, promising

to return in half an hour, went back to his duties.

Already a crowd of idlers were gathered in the plaza, watching the

preparations for the fête. The invalid sat in the color and stir, with

that feeling of soft, weak pleasure that comes to a man after the

pains of the sick-bed have vanished. All things were very grateful to

him--the sunshine, the movement of the crowd, the calls of the venders,

the heroic statue of General Fombombo offering on a scroll to the State

of Rio Negro, Liberty, Fraternity, Equality.

Presently the firemen's band in red coats and blue trousers began

gathering, with their instruments. Pleasure-seekers grew thicker, and

commenced renting chairs and placing them around a band stand which was

shaped like a huge conch-shell. Girls in mantillas began with their

fans to conduct discreet flirtations. Certain bolder women moved among

the crowd, waiting for some one to accost them. Two or three priests

from the cathedral mingled with their flock. One father moved about

with his eyes riveted on a little Bible, having selected this strange

place for his religious meditations.

A number of persons saluted the drummer, which rather surprised him,

for the upper-class Venezuelans are usually reserved toward foreigners.

Strawbridge was thinking over his sudden popularity, with the mildly

amused superiority of a North American, when he saw approaching him

a negro in a white linen suit. As this figure came nearer, the sick

man recognized Gumersindo in gala attire. The negro bowed deeply,

congratulated Strawbridge on his early convalescence, then took a copy

of "El Correo del Rio Negro" from his pocket and pressed it upon his

friend.

"Have you read my description of the battle of San Geronimo, _mi caro

señor_?" he asked warmly. "_Caramba!_ I do not say I have excelled, but

Father Benicio, a man of excellent judgment, assures me these pages--"

he tapped the paper--"will go down to posterity as one of the great

battle descriptions of history. You will find your own name mentioned,

_mi amigo_. I have taken the liberty of comparing you to the Swiss

Guard at Versailles and the English regiment at Carabobo--a wounded

lion, señor, crouched before the shield of Rio Negro!"

All this was uttered in a tone of impassioned eloquence, and now the

black editor astonished Strawbridge by suddenly wringing his hand and

hurrying away, leaving the paper with the invalid.

The drummer was amused at this emotion in Gumersindo, which he did not

understand, but his sickness had brought with it a certain pensiveness,

and he sat pondering on the springs of Gumersindo's enthusiasm. To

write a history that would be handed down to posterity! What was the

use of it? The American wondered what he would like to hand down to

posterity, and he thought of life-insurance. Strawbridge glanced

through his "Correo." Gumersindo had written six columns of closely

printed matter. The American folded the paper and laid it across his

lap.

The crowd in the plaza grew more interesting. Government dignitaries,

merchants, and professional men began to arrive. Men collected in knots

and conversed with excited gestures. Presently a great cheering went

up, and Strawbridge saw General Fombombo traversing the plaza, in the

presidential motor. At his side sat the peon girl Madruja. She held up

her chin like a queen, and the line of her olive throat against her

furs might have been a stroke of Raphael. Even in the brief glimpse

of their passage, Strawbridge got an impression that the general was

fondling her hand.

The outrage set up in the sick man's head vague fancies of liberating

Dolores. He thought of divorce. The Spanish girl ought to get a

divorce. She had every provocation. But of course there were no

divorces in Roman Catholic Rio Negro.

The sound of a chair being dragged close to his own caused Strawbridge

to glance around. He saw Lubito smiling and settling a chair in the

turf by his side. On the other side of Lubito, Esteban was unfolding

another chair. The peon youth seemed thinner and more care-worn than on

the night when he had attacked General Fombombo.

The bull-fighter was very cordial.

"_Caramba!_ I'm glad to see you alive, señor! I read in the paper how

badly you were wounded, and what a hero you were." At the drummer's

demurring gesture, he persisted with renewed force: "Oh, we know all

about it. I said to Esteban, 'You called Señor Tomas a _cobarde_

because he did not choose to assist you that night in the _palacio_.

Nothing could be farther from the truth.'"

The peon youth stopped his steady stare into the plaza, to ask:

"But why did he turn against me?"

Lubito shrugged and made a gesture.

"How should I know? Am I as deep as the sea? Perhaps to save you. Had

he not used his influence on _el Presidente_, no doubt you would have

been rotting to-day in La Fortuna; but instead he had you turned out,

and here you are, as free as a bird."

"I don't understand why he turned against me in a fight," repeated the

peon, doggedly.

"_Caramba!_ If you had a head to understand that, Esteban, you would

not need to sit here gnawing your fingers now. I am far brighter than

you, Esteban, but this Señor Strawbridge is a dark man to me. He moves

in his own way, Esteban. He is like a cayman in the Orinoco; no man can

tell when or where or at what he strikes."

The drummer followed this panegyric a little uncomfortably.

"Look here," he inquired: "how did I get such a swell reputation for

double-crossing?"

"How! _Caramba!_ Did you not despatch poor Lieutenant Rosales to his

death at the _casa fuerte_ in San Geronimo? He would have failed, but

you gave him the strength to go on--but how far?" The bull-fighter held

up a stubby forefinger and whispered an answer to his question: "Just

as far as you pleased that he should go--and then he fell. But you: did

any blame attach to you? None at all. You had a wealthy ship-owner sail

up the Orinoco and bribe the insurgents in your behalf. Oh, we have

heard everything, not through this paper, but--you know--from mouth to

mouth. _Caramba!_ this ship-owner poured out gold for you--box after

box. It was easy enough to see whose gold it was!"

"Whose?" cried Strawbridge, quite amazed at so grotesque a

misinterpretation of the facts.

"Whose! Whose! _Diantre_, Esteban! such a man! Why, señor, whose should

it be but your own! Would any ordinary sailor have so much gold to

fling about? No, it was your own gold, and only He who looks down upon

the doings of men--only He knows how many other ways you are reaching

out, raking this poor country of Rio Negro into your power. You had

poor Rosales killed; he would have been a rival of yours one day, for

he had the pride of Satan. You have a warm friend in Señor Tolliver,

and yet he has been the enemy of all _revolutionistas_ for years. You

have twisted _el Presidente_ around your finger, and--" Lubito paused

and winked delicately--"and I hear that _la señora_ is no bitter enemy

of yours, either! _Caramba!_ What a man!"

Strawbridge flushed and dropped his amused look.

"Say, just leave the señora out of this, will you?"

"How?"

"She is a lovely girl in the most painful position. I have done nothing

more than any gentleman would do if he had a spark of manhood."

Lubito looked at the American rather blankly.

"_Seguramente_, señor, any _caballero_ would do what you have done ...

if he had a spark of manhood. _Seguramente!_ I ... I hope you will

allow a friend to ... to.... _Cá!_ ... to congratulate you, señor."

This equivocal sentence brought the conversation to an impasse. The

drummer was on the verge of taking offense at the innuendo, when

Esteban interrupted in a very miserable voice:

"Señor Strawbridge, you are a wise man. Tell me what I can do to regain

Madruja."

The drummer was touched at the peon's unashamed desolation.

"Esteban," he said seriously, "I don't know what you can do. I have

been thinking over your very question--in a general way. There are no

courts to separate her from ... from him. There is no public opinion to

force him to give her up. There is no--"

"But, señor," interrupted the peon, "she--_mi Madruja adorata_--is not

with _el Presidente_ any more!"

Strawbridge leaned forward and peered around the bull-fighter at the

peon.

"Not with him any more? What do you mean, Esteban?"

The youth made a desperate gesture.

"May the lightning strike God, but he has flung her out into the

streets, señor!"

Strawbridge stared.

"Are you crazy, Esteban? I saw Madruja and the general drive past in a

motor, not ten minutes ago!"

Lubito interrupted:

"No, you did not, señor. That was another girl he has picked up.

Madruja is ... well, to speak plainly ... Madruja is growing heavy

after the manner of women, and really, now--" the bull-fighter shrugged

and opened a hand--"really, now, what could _el Presidente_ do but

turn her out?" He looked from one of his friends to the other and said

intimately, "Now, really.... I dare say we have all been fathers at one

time or another.... What else could he have done?"

Strawbridge did not hear this observation. He sat perfectly still in

his chair, and said in a shocked tone:

"He really did!"

Lubito answered again:

"_Ciertamente_, señor; but any one could have foretold that. Do you

not recall, Esteban, I told you that in advance? Do you not recall my

saying, 'Esteban, _mi bravo_, cheer up. Presently _el Presidente_ will

grow weary of your Madruja, and you will have her back'?"

The drummer sat pondering the facts, in a benumbed manner. Somehow this

Madruja affair touched him painfully. Presently he looked at Esteban

and asked:

"Well, ... did you get her back! Do you want her back?"

Lubito replied for his friend:

"_Diablo!_ no, he didn't get her back! _El Presidente_ has a way with

women. The poor girl is completely mad. She lives alone in a big house,

and weeps night and day. She says the general will come back to her as

soon as he grows weary of this new mistress. 'But, Madruja,' I argued

with her, 'he will always have a new mistress! He always has had. Now

take back poor Esteban. Look at him. See how he loves you. Your poor

Esteban!' But she curls up her pretty mouth. 'Esteban! Esteban!' she

says. 'Stupid as a donkey, dull as an old hound's tooth! Do you think

I would take a poor lout of a peon in this house which _el Presidente_

has given me?'

"'_Pues_,' I said, for I always did admire her, '_Pues_, take me!' She

gave me a straight look, for we were talking to her through the bars

of her window. 'You! What do you know, Señor Lubito, about the grand

super-civilization of the future republic of Rio Negro? Do you know

how to make all these wide sandy llanos bloom and bear fruit! Your

sword has never carved an empire--nothing but bulls!'" The bull-fighter

looked at the drummer in a puzzled fashion, shrugged, and finally

added, "She is utterly mad."

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