"Robert, why are you so troubled about this woman's bairns?" I asked.
He did not answer for a while, lying fallen in upon himself in his great
armchair of worn horse-hair, as if the strain had been too great for his
weak body. When he did reply it was in a curiously far-away voice like
a man speaking in a dream.
"They are Jessie Loudon's bairns," he said, "and a' the comfort she has
in life!"
I sat down on the hearthrug beside him--a habit I had when we were alone
together. It was thus that I used to read Homer and Horace to him in
the long winter forenights, and wrangle for happy hours over a
construction or the turning of a phrase in the translation. So now I
simply sat and was silent, touching his knee lightly with my shoulder.
I knew that in time he would tell me all he wished me to hear. The old
eight-day clock in the corner (with "_John Grey, Kilmaurs, 1791_" in
italics across the brass face of it), ticked on interminably through ten
minutes, and I heard the feet of the men come in from suppering the
horse, before Robert said another word. Then he spoke: "Alec," he said,
very quietly--he could hardly say or do anything otherwise (or rather I
thought so before that night). "I have this on my spirit--it is heavy
like a load. When I broke it to Jessie Loudon that I could never marry
her, as I told you, I did not tell you that she took it hard and high,
speaking bitter words that are best forgotten. And then in a week or
two she married Gib Barbour, a good-for-nothing, good-looking young
ploughman, a great don at parish dances--no meet mate for her. And that
I count the heaviest part of my punishment.
"And since that day I have not passed word or salutation with Jessie
Loudon--that is, with Jessie Barbour. But on a Sabbath day, just before
I was laid down last year--a bonnie day in June--I met her as I passed
though a bourock fresh with the gowden broom, and the 'shilfies' and
Jennie Wrens singing on every brier. I had been lookin' for a sheep
that had broken bounds. And there she sat wi' a youngling on ilka knee.
There passed but ae blink o' the e'en between us--ane and nae mair. But
oh, Alec, as I am a sinful man--married wife though she was, I kenned
that she loved me, and she kenned that I loved her wi' the love that has
nae ending!"
There was a long pause here, and the clock struck with a long
preparatory _g-r-r-r_, as if it were clearing its throat in order to
apologise for the coming interruption.
"And that," said Robert Fraser, "was the reason why Jessie Loudon would
not come up to the Dullarg this nicht--no, not even for her bairns'
sake!"
*THE STICKIT MINISTER WINS THROUGH*
Yet Jessie Loudon did come to the Dullarg that night--and that for her
children's sake.
Strangely enough, in writing of an evening so fruitful in incident, I
cannot for the life of me remember what happened during the next two
hours. The lads and lasses came in for the "Taking of the Book." So
much I do recall. But that was an exercise never omitted on any pretext
in the house of the ex-divinity student. I remember this also, because
after the brief prelude of the psalm-singing (it was the 103rd), the
Stickit Minister pushed the Bible across to me, open at the
thirty-eighth chapter of Job. The envelope was still there. Though it
was turned sideways I could see the faintly written address:
_MR. ROBERT FRASER,_
_Student in Divinity,_
_50, St. Leonard's Street,_
_Edinburgh._
Even as I looked I seemed to hear again the woman's voice in the dark
loaning--"I canna gang in _there_!" And in a lightning flash of
illumination it came to me what the answer to that letter had meant to
Jessie Loudon, and the knowledge somehow made me older and sadder.
Then with a shaking voice I read the mighty words before me: "When the
morning stars sang together and all the sons of God shouted for joy"....
But when I came to the verse which says: "Have the gates of death been
opened unto thee? Or hast thou seen the doors of the shadow of death?"
I saw the Stickit Minister nod his head three times very slightly, and a
strange subtle smile came over his face as though he could have
answered: "Yea, Lord, verily I have seen them--they have been opened to
me!"
And as the lads and lasses filed out in a kind of wondering silence
after Robert Fraser had prayed--not kneeling down, but sitting erect in
his chair and looking out before him with wide-open eyes--we in the
little sitting-room became conscious of a low knocking, persistent and
remote, somewhere about the house of Dullarg. We could hear Bell
Gregory open and then immediately close the kitchen door, having
evidently found no one there. The knocking still continued.
"I believe it is somebody at the front door," I said, turning in that
direction.
And then the Stickit Minister cried out in a curious excited voice:
"Open to them--open, Alec! Quick, man!"
And his voice went through me with a kind of thrill, for I knew not who
it was he expected to enter, whether sheriff's officer or angry
creditor--or as it might be the Angel of the Presence Himself come to
summon his soul to follow.
Nevertheless, with quaking heart enough, and resolving in future to be a
more religious man, I made bold to undo the door.
The woman I had seen in the lane stood before me, as it were, projected
out of the dense darkness behind, her shawl fallen back from her face,
and her features all pale and changeful in the flicker of the candle I
had snatched up to take with me into the little hall. For the front
door was only used on state occasions, as when the parish minister came
to call, and at funerals.
"He has not come--and the bairns are dying! So I had to come back!" she
cried, more hoarsely and breathlessly than I had ever heard woman speak.
But her eyes fairly blazed and her lips were parted wide for my answer.
"Dr. Fraser left here more than an hour ago," I stammered. "Has he not
been to see the children?"
"No--no, I tell you, no. And they are choking--dying--it is the trouble
in the throat. They will die if he does not come----"
I heard a noise behind me, and the next moment I found myself put aside
like a child, and Robert Fraser stood face to face with her that had
been Jessie Loudon.
"Come in," he said. And when she drew back from him with a kind of
shudder, and felt uncertainly for her shawl, he stepped aside and
motioned her to enter with a certain large and commanding gesture I had
never seen him use before. And as if accustomed to obey, the woman came
slowly within the lighted room. Even then, however, she would not sit
down, but stood facing us both, a girl prematurely old, her lips nearly
as pale as her worn cheeks, her blown hair disordered and wispy about
her forehead, and only the dark and tragic flashing of her splendid eyes
telling of a bygone beauty.
The Stickit Minister stood up also, and as he leaned his hand upon the
table, I noticed that he gently shut the Bible which I had left open,
that the woman's eye might not fall upon the faded envelope which marked
the thirty-eighth of Job.
"Do I understand you to say," he began, in a voice clear, resonant, and
full, not at all the voice of a stricken man, "that my brother has not
yet visited your children?"
"He had not come when I ran out--they are much worse--dying, I think!"
she answered, also in another voice and another mode of speech--yet a
little stiffly, as if the more correct method had grown unfamiliar by
disuse.
For almost the only time in his life I saw a look, stern and hard, come
over the countenance of the Stickit Minister.
"Go home, Jessie," he said; "I will see that he is there as fast as
horses can bring him!"
She hesitated a moment.
"Is he not here?" she faltered. "Oh, tell me if he is--I meant to fetch
him back. I dare not go back without him!"
The Stickit Minister went to the door with firm step, the woman
following without question or argument.
"Fear not, but go, Jessie," he said; "my brother is not here, but he
will be at the bairns' bedside almost as soon as you. I promise you."
"Thank you, Robin," she stammered, adjusting the shawl over her head and
instantly disappearing into the darkness. The old sweethearting name
had risen unconsciously to her lips in the hour of her utmost need. I
think neither of them noticed it.
"And now help me on with my coat," said Robert Fraser, turning to me.
"I am going over to the village."
"You must not," I cried, taking him by the arm; "let _me_ go--let me put
in the pony; I will be there in ten minutes!"
"I have no pony now," he said gently and a little sadly, "I have no need
of one. And besides, the quickest way is across the fields."
It was true. The nearest way to the village, by a great deal, was by a
narrow foot-track that wound across the meadows. But, fearing for his
life, I still tried to prevent him.
"It will be your death!" I said, endeavouring to keep him back. "Let me
go alone!"
"If Henry is where I fear he is," he answered, calmly, "he would not
stir for you. But he will for me. And besides, I have passed my word
to--to Jessie!"
The details of that terrible night journey I will not enter upon. It is
sufficient to say that I bade him lean on me, and go slowly, but do what
I would I could not keep him back. Indeed, he went faster than I could
accompany him--for, in order to support him a little, I had to walk
unevenly along the ragged edges of the little field-path. All was dark
gray above, beneath, and to the right of us. Only on the left hand a
rough whinstone dyke stood up solidly black against the monotone of the
sky. The wind came in cold swirls, with now and then a fleck of snow
that stung the face like hail. I had insisted on the Stickit Minister
taking his plaid about him in addition to his overcoat, and the ends of
it flicking into my eyes increased the difficulty.
I have hardly ever been so thankful in my life, as when at last I saw
the lights of the village gleam across the little bridge, as we emerged
from the water-meadows and felt our feet firm themselves on the turnpike
road.
From that point the Stickit Minister went faster than ever. Indeed, he
rushed forward, in spite of my restraining arm, with some remaining
flicker of the vigour which in youth had made him first on the hillside
at the fox-hunt and first on the haystacks upon the great day of the
inbringing of the winter's fodder.
It seemed hardly a moment before we were at the door of the inn--the Red
Lion the name of it, at that time in the possession of one "Jeems"
Carter. Yes, Henry Fraser was there. His horse was tethered to an iron
ring which was fixed in the whitewashed wall, and his voice could be
heard at that very moment leading a rollicking chorus. Then I
remembered. It was a "Cronies'" night. This was a kind of informal club
recruited from the more jovial of the younger horsebreeding farmers of
the neighbourhood. It included the local "vet.," a bonnet laird or two
grown lonesome and thirsty by prolonged residence upon the edges of the
hills, and was on all occasions proud and glad to welcome a guest so
distinguished and popular as the young doctor of Cairn Edward.
"Loose the beast and be ready to hand me the reins when I come out!"
commanded the Stickit Minister, squaring his stooped shoulders like the
leader of a forlorn hope.
So thus it happened that I did not see with my own eyes what happened
when Robert Fraser opened the door of the "Cronies'" club-room. But I
have heard it so often recounted that I know as well as if I had seen.
It was the Laird of Butterhole who told me, and he always said that it
made a sober man of him from that day forth. It was (he said) like
Lazarus looking out of the sepulchre after they had rolled away the
stone.
Suddenly in the midst of their jovial chorus some one said
"_Hush_!"--some one of themselves--and instinctively all turned towards
the door.
And lo! there in the doorway, framed in the outer dark, his broad blue
bonnet in his hand, his checked plaid waving back from his shoulders,
stood a man, pale as if he had come to them up through the Valley of the
Shadow of Death. With a hand white as bone, he beckoned to his brother,
who stood with his hands on the table smiling and swaying a little with
tipsy gravity.
"Why, Robert, what are you doing here----?" he was beginning. But the
Stickit Minister broke in.
"Come!" he said, sternly and coldly, "the children you have neglected
are dying--if they die through your carelessness you will be their
murderer!"
And to the surprise of all, the tall and florid younger brother quailed
before the eye of this austere shade.
"Yes, I will come, Robert--I was coming in a moment anyway!"
And so the Stickit Minister led him out. There was no great merriment
after that in the "Cronies'" club that night. The members conferred
chiefly in whispers, and presently emptying their glasses, they stole
away home.
But no mortal knows what Robert Fraser said to his brother during that
drive--something mightily sobering at all events. For when the two
reached the small cluster of cothouses lying under the lee of Earmark
wood, the young man, though not trusting himself to articulate speech,
and somewhat over-tremulous of hand, was yet in other respects
completely master of himself. I was not present at the arrival, just as
I had not seen the startling apparition which broke up the "Cronies'"
club. The doctor's gig held only two, and as soon as I handed Robert
Fraser the reins, the beast sprang forward. But I was limber and a good
runner in those days, and though the gray did his best I was not far
behind.
There is no ceremony at such a house in time of sickness. The door
stood open to the wall. A bright light streamed through and revealed
the inequalities of the little apron of causewayed cobblestones. I
entered and saw Henry Fraser bending over a bed on which a bairn was
lying. Robert held a candle at his elbow. The mother paced restlessly
to and fro with another child in her arms. I could see the doctor touch
again and again the back of the little girl's throat with a brush which
he continually replenished from a phial in his left hand.
Upon the other side of the hearthstone from the child's bed a strong
country lout sat, sullenly "becking" his darned stocking feet at the
clear embers of the fire. Then the mother laid the first child on the
opposite bed, and turned to where the doctor was still operating.
Suddenly Henry Fraser stood erect. There was not a trace of dissipation
about him now. The tradition of his guild was as a mantle of dignity
about him.
"It is all right," he said as he took his brother's hand in a long
clasp. "Thank you, Robert, thank you a thousand times--that you brought
me here in time!"
"Nay, rather, thank God!" said Robert Fraser, solemnly.
And even as he stood there the Stickit Minister swayed sidelong, but the
next moment he had recovered himself with a hand on the bed-post. Then
very swiftly he drew a handkerchief from his pocket and set it to his
lips.
His brother and I went towards him with a quick apprehension. But the
Stickit Minister turned from us both to the woman, who took two swift
steps towards him with her arms outstretched, and such a yearning of
love on her face as I never saw before or since. The sullen lout by the
fire, drowsed on unheeding.
"_Jessie!_" cried the Stickit Minister, and with that fell into her
arms. She held him there a long moment as it had been jealously, her
head bent down upon his. Then she delivered him up to me, slowly and
reluctantly.
Henry Fraser put his hand on his heart and gave a great sob.
"My brother is dead!" he said.
But Jessie Loudon did not utter a word.
*GIBBY THE EEL, STUDENT IN DIVINITY*
Naturalists have often remarked how little resemblance there is between
the young of certain animals and the adult specimen. Yonder tottering
quadrangular arrangement of chewed string, remotely and inadequately
connected at the upper corners, is certainly the young of the horse.
But it does not even remotely suggest the war-horse sniffing up the
battle from afar. This irregular yellow ball of feathers, with the
steel-blue mask set beneath its half-opened eyelids, is most
ridiculously unlike the magnificent eagle, which (in books) stares
unblinded into the very eye of the noonday sun.
In like manner the young of the learned professions are by no means like
the full-fledged expert of the mysteries. If in such cases the child is
the father of the man, the parentage is by no means apparent.
To how many medical students would you willingly entrust the application
of one square inch of sticking-plaster to a cut finger, or the care of a
half-guinea umbrella? What surgeon would you not, in an emergency,
trust with all you hold dear? You may cherish preferences and even
prejudices, but as a whole the repute of the profession is above cavil.
There is, perhaps, more continuity above the legal profession, but even
there it is a notable fact that the older and more successful a lawyer
is, the more modest you find him, and the more diffident of his own
infallibility. Indeed, several of the most eminent judges are in this
matter quite as other men.
But of all others, the divinity student is perhaps the most
misunderstood. He is wilfully misrepresented by those who ought to know
him best. Nay, he misrepresents himself, and when he doffs tweeds and
takes to collars which fasten behind and a long-skirted clerical coat,
he is apt to disown his past self; and often succeeds in persuading
himself that as he is now, diligent, sedate, zealous of good works, so
was he ever.
Only sometimes, when he has got his Sunday sermons off his mind and two
or three of the augurs are gathered together, will the adult clerk in
holy orders venture to lift the veil and chew the cud of ancient jest
and prank not wholly sanctified.
Now there ought to be room, in a gallery which contains so many
portraits of ministers, for one or two Students of Divinity, faithfully
portrayed.[#]
[#] These studies I wrote down during certain winters, when, to please
my mother, I made a futile attempt to prepare myself "to wag my head in
a pulpit." Saving a certain prolixity of statement (which the
ill-affected call long-windedness), they were all I carried away with me
when I resolved to devote myself to the medical profession.--A. McQ.
And of these the first and chief is Mr. Gilbert Denholm, Master of Arts,
Scholar in Theology--to his class-fellows more colloquially and
generally known as "Gibby the Eel."
At college we all loved Gilbert. He was a merry-hearted youth, and his
mere bodily presence was enough to make glad the countenances of his
friends. His father was a minister in the West with a large family to
bring up, which he effected with success upon a stipend of surprising
tenuity. So it behoved Gilbert to keep himself at college by means of
scholarships and private tuition. His pupils had a lively time of it.
Yet his only fault obvious to the world was a certain light-headed but
winsome gaiety, and a tendency to jokes of the practical kind. I used
often to restrain Gilbert's ardour by telling him that if he did not
behave himself and walk more seemly, he would get his bursary taken from
him by the Senatus.
This would recall Gilbert to himself when almost everything else had
failed.
Part of Gilbert's personal equipment was the certain lithe slimness of
figure which gained him the title of "Gibby the Eel," and enabled him to
practise many amusing pranks in the class-room. He would have made an
exceptionally fine burglar, for few holes were too small and no window
too secure for Gilbert to make his exits and entrances by. Without
going so far as to say that he could wriggle himself through an ordinary
keyhole, I will affirm that if anybody ever could, that person was
Gilbert Denholm.
One of the most ordinary of his habits was that of wandering here and
there throughout the classroom during the hour of lecture, presuming
upon the professor's purblindness or lack of attention. You would be
sitting calmly writing a letter, drawing caricatures in your note-book,
or otherwise improving your mind with the most laudable imitation of
attention, when suddenly, out of the black and dusty depths about your
feet would arise the startling apparition of Gibby the Eel. He would
nod, casually inquire how you found yourself this morning, and inform
you that he only dropped in on his way up to Bench Seventeen to see
Balhaldie, who owed him a shilling.
"Well, so long!" Again he would nod pleasantly, and sink into the
unknown abyss beneath the benches as noiselessly and unobtrusively as a
smile fades from a face.
Sometimes, however, when in wanton mood, his progress Balhaldie-wards
could be guessed at by the chain of "_Ouchs_" and "_Ohs_" which
indicated his subterranean career. The suddenness with which Gilbert
could awaken to lively interest the most somnolent and indifferent
student, by means of a long brass pin in the calf of the leg, had to be
felt to be appreciated. Thereupon ensued the sound of vigorous kicking,
but generally by the time the injured got the range of his unseen foe,
Gilbert could be observed two or three forms above intently studying a
Greek Testament wrong side up, and looking the picture of meek
reproachful innocence.
In no class could Gilbert use so much freedom of errancy as in that of
the venerable Professor Galbraith. Every afternoon this fine old
gentleman undertook to direct our studies in New Testament exegesis, and
incidentally afforded his students an hour of undisturbed repose after
the more exciting labours of the day.
No one who ever studied under Dr. Simeon Galbraith will forget that
gentle droning voice overhead, that full-orbed moon-like countenance,
over which two smaller moons of beamy spectacle seemed to be in
perpetual transit, and in especial he will remember that blessed word
"Hermeneutics," of which (it is said) there was once one student who
could remember the meaning. He died young, much respected by all who
knew him. Dreamily the great word came to you, soothing and grateful as
mother's lullaby, recurrent as the wash of a quiet sea upon a beach of
softest sand. "Gentlemen, I will now proceed to call your attention ...
to the study of Hermeneutics ... Hermeneut ... Gegenbauer has affirmed
... but in my opeenion, gentlemen ... Hermeneutics...!" (Here you
passed from the subconscious state into Nirvana.)
And so on, and so on, till the college bell clanged in the quadrangle,
and it was time to file out for a wash and brush-up before dinner in
hall.
Upon one afternoon every week, Professor Galbraith read with his
students the "Greek Oreeginal." He prescribed half-a-dozen chapters of
"Romans" or "Hebrews," and expected us to prepare them carefully. I
verily believe that he imagined we did. This shows what a sanguine and
amiable old gentlemen he was. The beamy spectacle belied him not.
The fact was that we stumbled through our portions by the light of
nature, aided considerably by a class copy of an ingenious work known by
the name of "Bagster," in which every Greek word had the English
equivalent marked in plain figures underneath, and all the verbs fully
parsed at the foot of the page.
The use of this was not considered wicked, because, like the early
Christians, in Professor Galbraith's class we had all things common.
This was our one point of resemblance to the primitive Church.
One day the Doctor, peering over his brown leather folio, discerned the
meek face and beaming smile of Gilbert the Eel in the centre of Bench
One, immediately beneath him.
"Ah! Mr. Denholm, will you read for us this morning--beginning at the
29th verse--of the chapter under consideration?"
And he subsided expectantly into his lecture.
Up rose Gilbert, signalling wildly with one hand for the class "Bagster"
to be passed to him, and meantime grasping at the first Testament he
could see about him. By the time he had read the Greek of half-a-dozen
verses, the sharpness of the trouble was overpast. He held in his hands
the Key of Knowledge, and translated and parsed like a Cunningham
Fellow--or any other fellow.
"Vairy well, Mr. Denholm; vairy well indeed. You may now sit down while
I proceed to expound the passage!"
Whereupon Gibby the Eel ungratefully pitched the faithful "Bagster" on
the bench and disappeared under the same himself on a visit to Nicholson
McFeat, who sat in the middle of the class-room.
For five minutes--ten--fifteen, the gentle voice droned on from the
rostrum, the word "Hermeneutics" discharging itself at intervals with
the pleasing gurgle of an intermittent spring. Then the Professor
returned suddenly to his Greek Testament.
"Mr. Denholm, you construed _vairy_ well last time. Be good enough to
continue at the place you left off. Mr. Denholm--where is
Mister--Mister Den--holm?"
And the moon-like countenance rose from its eclipse behind six volumes
of Owen (folio edition), while the two smaller moons in permanent
transit directed themselves upon the vacant place in Bench One, from
which Gibby the Eel had construed so glibly with the efficient aid of
"Bagster."
"Mister--Mist--er Denholm?"
The Professor knew that he was absent-minded, but (if the expression be
allowable) he could have sworn----.
"I am here, sir!"
Gibby the Eel, a little shame-faced and rumpled as to hair, was standing
plump in the very middle of the class-room, in the place where he had
been endeavouring to persuade Nick McFeat to lend him his dress clothes
"to go to a conversazione in," which request Nick cruelly persisted in
refusing, alleging first, that he needed the garments himself, and
secondly, that the Eel desired to go to no "conversazione," but
contrariwise to take a certain Madge Robertson to the theatre.
At this moment the fateful voice of the Professor broke in upon them
just as they were rising to the height of their great argument.
"Mister--Den--holm, will you go on where you left off?"
Gibby rose, signalling wildly for "Bagster," and endeavouring to look as
if he had been a plant of grace rooted and grounded on that very spot.
Professor Galbraith gazed at Gibby _in situ_, then at the place formerly
occupied by him, tried hard to orient the matter in his head, gave it
up, and bade the translation proceed.
But "Bagster" came not, and Gilbert did not distinguish himself this
time. Indeed, far from it.
"Will you parse the first verb, Mr. Denholm--no, not that word! That
has usually been considered a substantive, Mr. Denholm--the next word,
ah, yes!"
"The first aorist, active of--_confound you fellows, where's that
'Bagster'? I call it dashed mean--*yes, sir, it is connected with the
former clause by the particle--*have you not found that book yet? Oh,
you beasts!_"
(The italics, it is hardly necessary to say, were also spoken in
italics, and were not an integral part of Gibby's examination as it
reached the ear of Professor Galbraith.)
"Ah, that will do, Mr. Denholm--not so well--not quite so well,
sir--yet" (kindly) "not so vairy ill either."
And Gilbert sat down to resume the discussion of the dress clothes. By
this time, of course, he considered himself quite safe from further
molestation. The Professor had never been known to call up a man thrice
in one day. So, finding Nick McFeat obdurate in the matter of the dress
suit, Gilbert announced his intention of visiting Kenneth Kennedy, who,
he said pointedly, was not a selfish and unclean animal of the kind
abhorred by Jews, but, contrariwise, a gentleman--one who would lend
dress clothes for the asking. And Kennedy's were better clothes, any
way, and had silk linings. Furthermore, Nick need not think it, he (Mr.
Gilbert Denholm) would not demean himself to put on his (Mr. McFeat's)
dirty "blacks," which had been feloniously filched from a last year's
scarecrow that had been left out all the winter. And furthermore, he
(the said Gilbert) would take Madge Robertson to the theatre in spite of
him, and what was more, cut Nick McFeat out as clean as a leek.
At this the latter laughed scornfully, affirming that the grapes had a
faintly sub-acid flavour, and bade Gibby go his way.
Gibby went, tortuously and subterraneously worming his way to the
highest seats in the synagogue, where Kenneth Kennedy, M.A., reposed at
full length upon a vacant seat, having artistically bent a Highland
cloak over a walking-stick to represent scholastic meditation, if
perchance the kindly spectacle of the Professor should turn in his
direction. Gibby gazed rapturously on his friend's sleep, contemplating
him, as once in the Latmian cave Diana gazed upon Endymion. He was
proceeding to ink his friend's face preparatory to upsetting him on the
floor, when he remembered the dress suit just in time to desist.
"Eel, you are a most infamous pest--can't you let a fellow alone? What
in the world do you want now?"
Whereupon, with countenance of triple brass, Gibby entered into the
question of the dress suit with subtlety and tact. There never was so
good a chap as Kennedy, never one so generous. He (G.D.) would do as
much for him again, and he would bring it back the next day, pressed by
a tailor.
Kennedy, however, was not quite so enthusiastic. There are several
points of view in matters of this kind. Kenneth Kennedy did not, of
course, care "a dump" about Madge Robertson, but he had the best
interests of his silk-lined dress coat at heart.
"That's all very well, Eel," he said, raising himself reluctantly to the
perpendicular; "but you know as well as I do that the last time I lent
it to you, you let some wax drop on the waistcoat, right on the pocket,
and I have never been able to get it out since----"
Suddenly the pair became conscious that the gentle hum of exegetical
divinity from the rostrum had ceased. The word "Hermeneutics" no longer
soothed and punctuated their converse at intervals of five minutes, like
the look-out's "All's well" on a ship at sea.
"Ah, Mis--ter Den--holm, perhaps you have recovered yourself by this
time. Be good enough to continue where you left off--Mis--ter
Den--holm--Mister Denholm--where in the world is Mr. Denholm?"
The spectacles were hardly beaming now. A certain shrewd suspicion
mixed with the wonder in their expression, as Dr. Galbraith gazed from
the Eel's position One to position Two, and back again to position One.
Both were empty as the cloudless empyrean. His wonder culminated when
Gilbert was finally discovered in position Three, high on the sky-line
of Bench Twenty-four!
How Gilbert acquitted himself on this occasion it is perhaps better not
to relate. I will draw a kindly veil over the lamentable tragedy. It
is sufficient to say that he lost his head completely--as completely
even as the aforesaid Miss Madge Robertson could have wished.
And all though the disastrous exhibition the Professor did not withdraw
his gaze from the wretched Eel, but continued to rebuke him, as it
seemed, for the astral and insubstantial nature of his body.
No better proof can be adduced that the Eel had become temporarily
deranged, than the fact that even now, when it was obvious that the long
latent suspicions of the Gentle Hermeneut were at last aroused, he
refused to abide in his breaches; but, scorning all entreaty, and even
Kennedy's unconditioned promise of the dress suit, he proceeded to crawl
down the gallery steps, in order to regain position Number One, in the
front seat under the Professor's very nose.
_Quos Deus vult perdere, prius dementat._
Meanwhile the class, at first raised to a state of ecstatic enjoyment by
the Eel's misfortunes, then growing a little anxious lest he should go
too far, was again subsiding to its wonted peaceful hum, like that of a
vast and well-contented bumble-bee.
Suddenly we became aware that the Professor was on his feet in the midst
of a stern and awful silence.
"My eye has fallen," he began solemnly, "on what I do not expect to see.
I hope the--gentleman will remember where he is--and who I am!"
During the pronouncement of this awful allocution the professorial arm
was extended, and a finger, steady as the finger of Fate, pointed
directly at the unhappy Gibby, who, prone in the dust, appeared to be
meditating a discourse upon the text, "I am a worm and no man!"
His head was almost on the level of the floor and his limbs extended far
up the gallery stairs. To say that his face was fiery-red gives but a
faint idea of its colour, while a black streak upon his nose proved that
the charwomen of the college were not a whit more diligent than the
students thereof.
What happened after this is a kind of maze. I suppose that Gibby
regained a seat somewhere, and that the lecture proceeded after a
fashion; but I do not know for certain. Bursts of unholy mirth forced
their way through the best linen handkerchiefs, rolled hard and used as
gags.
But there grew up a feeling among many that though doubtless there was
humour in the case, the Eel had gone a little too far, and if Professor
Galbraith were genuinely angered he might bring the matter before the
Senatus, with the result that Gilbert would not only lose his bursary,
but be sent down as well, to his father's sorrow and his own loss.
So when the class was at last over, half-a-dozen of us gathered round
Gibby and represented to him that he must go at once to the
retiring-room and ask the Professor's pardon.
At first and for long the Eel was recalcitrant. He would not go. What
was he to say? We instructed him. We used argument, appeal,
persuasion. We threatened torture. Finally, yielding to those heavier
battalions on the side of which Providence is said to fight, Gibby was
led to the door with a captor at each elbow. We knocked; he entered.
The door was shut behind him, but not wholly. Half-a-dozen ears lined
the crack at intervals, like limpets clinging to a smooth streak on a
tidal rock. We could not hear the Eel's words. Only a vague murmur
reached us, and I doubt if much more reached Professor Galbraith. The
Eel stopped and there was a pause. We feared its ill omen.
"Poor Eel, the old man's going to report him!" we whispered to each
other.
And then we heard the words of the Angelical Scholiast.
"Shake hands, Mr. Denholm. If, as ye say, this has been a lesson to
you, it has been no less a lesson to me. Let us both endeavour to
profit by it, unto greater diligence and seemliness in our walk and
conversation. We will say no more about the matter, if you please, Mr.
Denholm."
* * * * *
We cheered the old man as he went out, till he waved a kindly and
tolerant hand back at us, and there was more than a gleam of humour in
the kindly spectacles, as if our gentle Hermeneut were neither so blind
nor yet so dull in the uptake as we had been accustomed to think him.
As for the Eel, he became a man from that day, and, to a limited extent,
put away childish things--though his heart will remain ever young and
fresh. His story is another story, and so far as this little study goes
it is enough to say that when at last the aged Professor of Hermeneutics
passed to the region where all things are to be finally explicated, it
was Gilbert Denholm who got up the memorial to his memory, which was
subscribed to by every student without exception he had ever had. And
it was he who wrote Dr. Galbraith's epitaph, of which the last line
runs:
"GENTLE, A PEACE-MAKER, A LOVER OF GOOD AND OF GOD."
*DOCTOR GIRNIGO'S ASSISTANT*
"Off, ye lendings!" said Gibby the Eel to his heather-mixture
knicker-bocker suit, on the day when his Presbytery of Muirlands
licensed him to preach the gospel.
And within the self-same hour the Reverend Gilbert Denholm, M.A.,
Probationer, in correct ministerial garb, had the honour of dining with
the Presbytery, and of witnessing the remarkable transformation which
overtakes that august body as soon as it dips its collective spoon in
the official soup.
I knew a Presbytery once which tried to lunch on cold coffee and new
bread. The survivors unanimously took to drink.
But the Presbytery of Muirlands were sage fathers and brethren, and they
knew better than that. They dined together in a reasonable manner at
the principal inn of the place. An enthusiast, who suggested that they
should transfer their custom to the new Temperance Hotel up near the
railway station, was asked if he had sent in his returns on Life and
Work--and otherwise severely dealt with.
Gilbert had been remitted to the Presbytery of Muirlands from his own
West Country one of Burnestown, because he had been appointed assistant
to the Reverend Doctor Girnigo of Rescobie; and it was considered more
satisfactory that the Presbytery within whose bounds he was to labour,
should examine him concerning his diligence and zeal.
So they asked him all the old posers which had made the teeth of former
examinees of the Presbytery of Muirlands chatter in their heads. But the
Eel's teeth did not chatter. He had got a rough list from a friend who
had been that way before, and so passed the bar with flying colours. The
modest way in which the new brother (unattached) behaved himself at
dinner completed Gibby's conquest of the Brethren--with the single but
somewhat important exception of the Reverend Doctor Joseph Girnigo of
Rescobie, Gilbert's future chief.
It was the cross of Dr. Girnigo's life that his session compelled him to
engage an assistant. Dr. Girnigo felt that here were three hundred
pieces of silver (or more accurately, L60 sterling) which ought to have
been given to the poor--that is, to the right breeches' pocket of Joseph
Girnigo--instead of being squandered in providing such a thorn in the
flesh within the parish as a licensed assistant.
Dr. Girnigo was in the habit of saying, whenever he had made it too hot
for his acting assistant, that he would rather look after three parishes
than one probationer. At first the engaging and dismission of these
unfortunate young men had been placed unreservedly in the Doctor's
hands; but as the affair assumed more and more the appearance and
proportions of a mere procession to and from the railway station, the
members of Session were compelled to assume the responsibility
themselves. So long as the Doctor's sway continued unchallenged, the new
assistant usually arrived in Nether Balhaldie's "machine" on Saturday
night, and departed on Tuesday morning very early in the gig belonging
to Upper Balhaldie. He preached on Sabbath, and Monday was spent in Dr.
Girnigo's study, where it was explained to him: first, that he knew
nothing; secondly, that what he thought he knew was worse than nothing;
thirdly, that there is nothing more hateful than a vain pretence of
earthly learning; and fourthly, that Paul and Silas knew nothing of
"Creeticism." No, they were better employed--aye, and it would be
telling the young men of the day--the conclusion of the whole matter
being that the present victim would never do at all for the parish of
Rescobie and had better go.
He went, in Upper Balhaldie's gig, and Watty Learmont, the tenant
thereof, who could be trusted to know, said that the rejected
probationers very seldom engaged in prayer (to call prayer) on the road
to the station. I do not know what Watty meant to insinuate, but that
is what he said. He had that mode of speech to perfection which
consists in saying one thing and giving the impression that the speaker
means another.
But it was felt that this was a state of affairs which could not
continue. It amounted, indeed, to nothing less than a scandal that the
Session should be paying L60 for an assistant, and that at the end of
the year eight of these should only have spent exactly twenty-seven days
in the parish, while the remaining three hundred and thirty-eight days
had been occupied by the Doctor in filling the vacancies he had himself
created. Besides, since he always insisted on a week's trial without
salary when he engaged his man (in order, as he said, to discover where
there was a likelihood of the parties being mutually satisfied), the
shrewd business men of the Session saw more than a probability of their
good and hardly gathered sixty "notes" still remaining intact in the
possession of their minister.
It was, however, the affair of the prayer-meeting which brought the
matter to a head. For after all, such hard-headed bargain-makers as
Learmont, Senior of Balhaldie, and his coadjutors on the Session, could
not help having a sort of respect for the Doctor's business qualities.
But they could not bear to be made a laughing stock of in the market of
Drumfern.
"What's this I hear aboot your new helper's prayer-meetin' up at
Rescobie?" Cochrane of Tatierigs cried one Wednesday across the mart
ring to Upper Balhaldie. "Is't true that that minister o' yours broke
it up wi' a horse-whup?"
No, it was not true. But there was enough of truth in it to make the
members of Rescobie Session nervous of public appearances for a long
time, indeed till the affair was forgotten.
The truth was that during the Doctor's absence at the house of his
married son in Drumfern, Mr. Killigrew, a soft-voiced young man, who,
being exceedingly meek, had been left in charge of the parish, thought
it would be a surprise for his chief if he started a prayer-meeting on
Wednesday evenings in the village schoolhouse. He pictured to himself
his principal's delight when he should hand over the new departure as a
going concern. So he made a house-to-house visitation of Rescobie
village and neighbourhood, this young man with the soft voice. The
popular appeal was favourable. He went round and saw the
school-mistress. She was fond of young men with soft voices (and hats).
She readily consented to lend her harmonium, and to lead the singing
from a certain popular hymn-book.
The first meeting was an unqualified success, and the young man promptly
began a series of rousing addresses on the "Pilgrim's Progress." There
were to be thirty in all. But alas, for the vanity of human schemes,
the second address (on the Slough of Despond) was scarcely under weigh
when, like an avenging host, or Cromwell entering the Long Parliament,
the Doctor strode into the midst, booted and spurred, as he had ridden
over all the way from Drumfern. He had a riding-whip in his hand, which
was the foundation of the Tatierigs story, but there is no record that
he used it on any in the meeting.
The services closed without the benediction, and as the Doctor wrath
fully clicked the key in the lock, he said that he would see the
school-mistress in the morning.
Then he turned to the young man in the soft hat. The remains left
Rescobie early next morning in Upper Balhaldie's gig.
Since this date it was enough to call out to a Rescobie man, "Ony mair
Pilgrims up your way?" in order to have him set his dogs on you or
wrathfully bring down his herd's crook upon your crown.
Being thus stirred to action, the Session wrestled with Dr. Girnigo, and
prevailing by the unanswerable argument of the purse-strings, it took
the appointment and dismission of the "helpers" into its own hands.
So Dr. Girnigo had to try other tactics. Usually he gave the
unfortunate "helper" delivered into his hands no peace night nor day,
till in despair he threw up his appointment, and shook the Rescobie dust
off the soles of his feet.
First (under the new regime) came Alexander Fairbody, a thoughtful,
studious lad, whom the Doctor set to digging top-dressing into his
garden till his hands were blistered. He would not allow him to preach,
and as to praying, if he wanted to do that he could go to his bedroom.
So Mr. Fairbody endured hardness for ten days, and then resigned in a
written communication, alleging as a reason that he had come to Rescobie
as to work in a spiritual and not in a material vineyard. The Doctor
burked the document, and the Reverend Robert Begg reigned in the stead
of Alexander Fairbody, resigned for cause.
Mr. Begg was athletic. Him Dr. Girnigo set to the work of arranging his
old sermons, seven barrels full. He was to catalogue them under
eighteen heads, and be prepared to give his reasons in every case. The
first three classes were--"Sermons Enforcing the Duty of Respect for
Ecclesiastical Superiors," "Sermons upon Christian Giving," and "Sermons
Inculcating Humility in the Young." The Reverend Robert Begg would have
enjoyed the digging of the garden. He stood just one full week of the
sermon-arranging. He declared that sixteen of the eighteen classes were
cross divisions, and that the task of looking through the written matter
permanently enfeebled his intellect. Sympathetic friends consoled him
with the reflection that nobody would ever find out.
On the second Wednesday after his appointment he departed, uttering
sentiments which were a perfect guarantee of good faith (but which were
manifestly not for publication) to Watty Learmont as he journeyed to the
railway station in the Upper Balhaldie gig.
A new sun rose upon Rescobie with the coming of Gibby the Eel. He had
known both of his predecessors at college, and he had pumped them
thoroughly upon the life and doctrine of their former chief. In
addition to which Gilbert had taken to him a suit of tweeds and a
fishing-rod, and with a piece of bread and cheese in his pocket, and
guile in his heart, he had gone up the Rescobie water, asking for drinks
at the farmhouses on the way, much as he used to perambulate Professor
Galbraith's class-room in his old, abandoned, unregenerate,
sans-dog-collar days.
Hitherto the helper, a mere transient bird-of-passage, had lodged with
Mistress Honeytongue, the wife of Hosea Honeytongue, the beadle and
minister's man of Rescobie. This brought the youth, as it were, under
the shadow of the manse, and what was more to the point, under the eye
of the minister. But Gilbert Denholm had other aims.
He took rooms in the village, quite three-quarters of a mile from the
manse, with one Mrs. Tennant, the widow of a medical man in the
neighbourhood who had died without making adequate provision for his
family. She had never taken a lodger before, but since his investiture
in clericals the Eel had filled out to a handsome figure, and he
certainly smiled a most irresistible smile as he stood on the doorstep.
Gilbert arrived late one Friday night in Rescobie, and speculation was
rife in the parish as to whether he would preach on Sabbath or not.
Most were of the negative opinion, but Watty Learmont, for reasons of
his own, offered to wager a new hat that he would.
On Saturday morning Gilbert put on his longest tails and his doggiest
collar and marched boldly up to the front door of the manse, with the
general air of playing himself along the road upon war pipes. Perhaps,
however, he was only whistling silently to keep his courage up.
"Is Miss Girnigo at home?" said he to the somewhat stern-visaged
personage who opened the door.
"_I_ am Miss Girnigo," said a sepulchral voice. (Miss Girnigo was
suffering from the summer cold which used to be called a "hay fever.")
"Indeed--I might have known; how delightful!" said the Eel, now, alas!
transformed into an old serpent; "I am so glad to find you at home!"
"I am always at home!" returned Miss Girnigo, keeping up a semblance of
severity, but secretly mollified by the homage of Gibby's smile.
"Then I hope you will let me come here very often. I shall find it
lonely in the village, but I thought it better to be near my work," said
Gilbert; "I am staying with Mrs. Tennant, the doctor's widow. Do you
know Mrs. Tennant?"
"Oh, yes," said Miss Girnigo, smiling for the first time; "she is one of
my dearest friends. I often go there to tea."
"I love tea," said Gilbert, with enthusiasm; "Mrs. Tennant has invited
me to take tea in her parlour in the afternoon as often as I like, but I
was not expecting such a reward as this!"
Miss Girnigo was considerably over forty, but she was even more than
youthfully amenable to flattery and to the Eel's beaming and boyish
face.
"You are the new assistant," she said, "Mister--ah----!"
"Denholm!" said Gilbert, smiling; "it is a nice name. Don't you think
so?"
"I have not thought anything about the matter," said Miss Girnigo,
bridling, yet with the ghost of a blush. "I do not charge my mind with
such things. Have you come to see my father?"
"Yes, after a while. But just at present I would rather see your
plants!" said the Serpent, who had been well coached. (No wonder Watty
Learmont smiled when he asserted that the New Man would preach on
Sunday.)
Now Miss Girnigo lived chiefly for her flowers. The Serpent had a list
of them, roughly but accurately compiled from the lady's seed-merchant's
ledger by a friend in the business. He had also a fund of information
respecting "plants," very recently acquired, on his mind.
"How did you know I was fond of flowers?" asked Miss Girnigo.
"Could any one doubt it?" cried Gilbert, with enthusiasm. "Who was the
Jo----" (he was on the brink of saying "Johnny") "g--gentleman of whom
it was said: 'If you want to see his monument, look around'--Sir
Christopher Wren, wasn't it? Well, I looked around as I came up the
street!"
And Gilbert took in the whole front of the manse with his glance. It
certainly was very pretty, covered from top to bottom with rambler roses
and Virginia cress.
Gilbert entered, and as they passed in front of the minister's study
door Miss Girnigo almost skittishly made a sign for silence, and Gilbert
tip-toed past with an exaggeration of caution which made his companion
laugh. They found themselves presently in the drawing-room, where again
the flower-pots were everywhere, but specially banked round the oriel
window. Gilbert named them one after the other like children at a
baptism, with a sort of easy certainty and familiarity. His friend the
nurseryman's clerk had not failed him. Miss Girnigo was delighted.
"Well," she said, "it _is_ pleasant to have some one who knows Ceterach
Officinarum from a kail-stock. We shall go botanising together!"
"Ye-es," said Gilbert, a little uncertainly, and with less enthusiasm
than might have been expected.
"Good heavens," he was saying, "how shall I grind up the beastly thing
if I have to live up to all this?"
But Miss Girnigo was in high good-humour, though her pleasure was sadly
marred by the incipient cold in her head, which she was conscious
prevented her from doing herself justice. At forty, eyes that water and
a nose tipped with pink do not make for maiden beauty.
"I have a dreadful cold coming on, Mr. Denholm," she said; "I really am
not fit to be seen. I wonder what I was thinking of to ask you in!"
"Try this," said Gilbert, pulling a kind of india-rubber puff-ball out
of his pocket; "it is quite good. It makes you sneeze like the
very--ahem--like anything. Stops a cold in no time--won't be happy till
you get it!"
"I don't dare to--how does it work?" demurred Miss Girnigo.
Gilbert illustrated, and began to sneeze promptly, as the snuff
titillated his air passages.
"Now you try!" he said, and smiled.
Gilbert held it insinuatingly to the lady's nostrils and pumped
vigorously.
"_A-tish--shoo!_" remarked the lady, as if he had touched a spring.
"_A-tish--shoo-oo-ooh!_" replied Gilbert.
After that they responded antiphonally, like Alp answering Alp, till the
door opened and Dr. Girnigo appeared with a half-written sheet of sermon
paper in his hand.
The guilty pair stood rooted to the ground--at least, spasmodically so,
for every other moment a sneeze lifted one of them upon tiptoe.
"What is this, Arabella, what is this? What is this young man doing
here?"
"Don't be--_a-tish--oo_--stupid, papa! You know very well--_shoo_--it
is Mr. Denholm, the new Assist--_aroo_!"
"Sir!" said Dr. Girnigo, turning upon his junior and angrily stamping
his foot.
Gilbert held out his hand, and as the Doctor did not take it he waggled
it feebly in the air with a sort of impotent good-fellowship.
"All right," he said; "better presently--only c-curing Miss--Miss
Girni--_goo-ahoo--arish-chee-hoo_--of a cold!"
"I do not know any one of that name, sir!" thundered the Doctor, not
wholly unreasonably.
"No?" said Gilbert, anxiously; "I understood that this--_a-tishoo_--lady
was Miss Girnigo, though I thought she was too young for a
daughter--your granddaughter, perhaps, Doctor?"
And the smile once more took in Miss Girnigo as if she had been a
beautiful picture.
By this time Miss Girnigo had somewhat recovered.
"Papa," she said, sharply, "Mr. Denholm is going to be such an
acquisition. He is a botanist--a Fellow of the Linnaean Society, I
understand----"
"Of Pittenweem," muttered Gilbert between his teeth.
"And he is going to preach on Sunday. You have had a lot to worry you
this week and need a rest. Besides, your best shirts are not
ironed---not dry indeed. The weather has been so bad!"
"I had made up my mind to preach on Sabbath myself," said Dr. Girnigo,
who, though a tyrant untamed without, was held in considerable
subjection to the higher power within the bounds of his own house.
"Nonsense, papa--I will not allow you to think of such a thing!" cried
Miss Girnigo. "Besides, Mr. Denholm is coming to supper to-night, and
we will talk botany all the time!"
* * * * *
Which was why the Eel, falling off his bicycle at 1.45 p.m. that same
day in front of my house in Cairn Edward (sixteen miles away), burst
into my consulting-room with the following demand, proclaimed in
frenzied accents: "Lend me your Bentley's Botany, or something--not that
beastly jaw-breaking German thing you are so fond of, but something
plain and easy, with the names of all the plants in. I have the whole
thing to get up by eight o'clock to-night, and I'll eat my head if I can
remember what a cotyledon is!"
It is believed that on the way back the Eel studied Bentley, cunningly
adjusted on the handlebar, with loops of string to keep the pages from
fluttering. (He was a trick-rider of repute.) At any rate, he did not
waste his time, and arrived at the manse so full of botanical terms that
he had considerable difficulty in making himself intelligible to the
maid, who on this occasion, being cleaned up, opened the door to him in
state.
This was the beginning of the taming of the tiger. Gilbert preached the
next forenoon, and pleased the Doctor greatly by the excellent taste of
his opening remarks upon his text, which was, "To preach the gospel ...
and not to boast in another man's line of things made ready to our
hand."
The preacher, as a new and original departure, divided his subject into
three heads, as followeth: First, "The Duty of Respect for
Ecclesiastical Superiors"; second, "The Duty of Christian Liberality"
(he had to drag this in neck and crop); and thirdly, "The Supreme Duty
of Humility in the Young with respect to their Elders."
While he was looking it over on Sunday morning Gilbert heartily
confounded his friend Begg for forgetting the other fifteen divisions of
Dr. Girnigo's sermons.
"I could have made a much better appearance if that fellow Begg had had
any sense!" he said to himself. "But" (with a sigh) "I must just do the
best I can with these."
Nevertheless, Dr. Girnigo considered that Gibby had surpassed himself in
his application. He showed how any good that he might do in the parish
must not be set down to his credit, but to that of Another who had so
long laboured among them; and how that he (the preacher), being but "as
one entering upon another man's line of things," it behoved him above
all things not to be boastful.
"A very sound address--quite remarkable in one so young!" was the
Doctor's verdict as he met the Session after the close of Gilbert's
first service.
The Session and congregation, however, did not approve quite so highly,
having had a surfeit of similar teaching during the past forty years.
But Walter Learmont, senior (sad to tell it of an Elder), winked the
sober eye and remarked to his intimates: "Bide a wee--he kens his way
aboot, thon yin. He wad juist be drawin' the auld man's leg!"
At any rate, certain it is that after this auspicious beginning Gibby
the Eel (M.A.) remained longer in Rescobie than all his predecessors put
together.
But it was to Jemima Girnigo that he owed this.
*THE GATE OF THE UPPER GARDEN*
For the first six months that Gibby the Eel, otherwise the Reverend
Gilbert Denholm, M.A., acted as "helper" to Dr. Joseph Girnigo in the
parish of Rescobie, he was much pleased with himself. He laughed with
his friend and classmate, Robertland, over the infatuation of the
doctor's old maid daughter. The parish, reading the situation like a
book, smiled broadly when the "helper" and Miss Jemima Girnigo were
discerned on an opposite braeface, botanising together, or, with heads
bent over some doubtful bloom, stood silhouetted against the sunlit
green of some glade in Knockandrews wood.
During this period Gibby hugged himself upon his cleverness, but the
time came when he began to have his doubts. What to him was a
lightheart prank, an "Eel's trick," like his college jest of squirming
secretly under class-room benches, was obviously no jest to this
pale-eyed, sharp-featured maiden of one-and-forty.
Jemima Girnigo had never been truly young. Repressed and domineered over
as a child, she had been suddenly promoted by her mother's death to the
care of a household and the responsibility of training a bevy of younger
brothers, all now out in the world and doing for themselves. Her life
had grown more and more arid and self-contained. She had nourished her
soul on secret penances, setting herself hard household tasks, and doing
with only one small, untaught, slatternly maid from the village, in
order that her father might be able to assist his sons into careers.
She read dry theology to mortify a liking for novels, and shut up her
soul from intercourse with her equals, conscious, perhaps, that visitors
would infallibly discover and laugh at her father's meannesses and
peculiarities.
Only her flowers kept her soul sweet and a human heart beating within
that buckram-and-whalebone-fenced bosom.
Then, all suddenly came Gilbert Denholm with his merry laugh, his
light-heart ways (which she openly reproved, but secretly loved), his
fair curls clustering about his brow, and his way of throwing back his
head as if to shake them into place. Nothing so young, so winsome, or so
gay had ever set foot within that solemn dreich old manse. It was like a
light-heart city beauty coming to change the life and disturb the
melancholy of some stern woman-despising hermit. But Jemima Girnigo's
case was infinitely worse, in that she was a woman and the disturber of
her peace little better than a foolish boy.
But Gilbert Denholm, kindly lad though he was, saw no harm. He was
only, he thought, impressing himself upon the parish. He saw himself
daily becoming more popular. No farmer's party was considered to be
anything which wanted his ready wit and contagious merriment. Already
there was talk among the Session of securing him as permanent assistant
and successor. There were fairways and clear sunlit vistas before
Gilbert Denholm; and he liked his professional prospects all the better
that he owed them to his own wit and knowledge of the world. He was a
good preacher. He made what is called an excellent appearance in the
pulpit. He did not "read." His fluency of utterance held sleepy
ploughmen in a state of blinking attention for the better part of an
hour. Even Dr. Girnigo commended, and Gibby who had no more abundant or
direct "spiritual gifts" than are the portion of most kind-hearted,
well-brought-up Scottish youths, was unconscious of his lack of any
higher qualifications for the Christian ministry.
But Gibby was like hundreds, aye, thousands more, who break the bread
and open unto men the Scriptures in all the churches. His office meant
to him a career, not a call. His work was the expression of hearty
human goodwill to all men--and so far helpful and godlike; but he had
never tasted sorrow, never drunken of the cup of remorse as a daily
beverage, never "dreed" the common weird of humanity. Sorely he needed
a downsetting. He must endure hardness, be driven out of self to the
knowledge that self is nowise sufficient for a sinful man.
Even Jemima Girnigo was a far better servant of God than the man who had
spent seven years in preparation for that service. In the shut deeps of
her heart there were locked up infinite treasures of self-sacrifice.
Love was pitifully ready to look forth from those pale eyes at whose
corners the crow's feet were already clutching. And so it came to pass
that, knowing her folly (and yet, in a way, defying it), this old maid
of forty-one loved the handsome youth of four-and-twenty, the only human
love-compelling thing that had ever come into her sombre life.
Yet there were times when Jemima Girnigo's heart was bitter within her,
even as there were seasons when the crowding years fell away and she
seemed almost young and fair. Jemima had never been either very pretty
or remarkably attractive, but now when the starved instincts of her lost
youth awoke untimeously within her, she unconsciously smiled and tossed
her head, to the full as coquettishly as a youthful beauty just becoming
conscious of her own power.
It was all very pitiful. But Gibby passed on his heedless way and saw
not, neither recked of his going.
* * * * *
Yet a time came when his eyes were opened. A new paper-mill had come to
Rescobie, migrating from somewhere in the East country, where the
Messrs. Coxon had had a serious quarrel with their ground landlord.
From being a quiet hamlet the village of Rescobie began rapidly to put
on the airs of a growing town. Tall houses of three storeys, with many
windows and outside stairs, usurped the place of little old-fashioned
"but-and-bens." Red brick oblongs of mill frontage rose along the
valley of the Rescobie Water, which, dammed and weired and carried along
countless lades, changed the cheerful brown limpidity of its youthful
stream for a frothy mud colour below the mills.
The new immigrants were mostly a sedate and sober folk, as indeed,
nearly all paper-makers are. To the easy-going villagers their diligence
seemed phenomenal. They were flocking into the mill gates by six in the
morning. It was well nigh six in the evening before the tide flowed
back toward the village. Among the youths and men there was night-shift
and day-shift, and a new and strange pallor began to pervade the street
and show itself, carefully washed, in the gallery of Rescobie Kirk. The
village girls, finding that they could make themselves early
independent, took their places in the long "finishing saal," while
elderly women, for whom there had been no outlook except the poorhouse,
found easy work and a living wage in Coxon's rag-house.
The increase of the congregation in the second year of Gilbert Denholm's
assistantship compelled the Session to bethink themselves of some more
permanent and satisfactory arrangement. Finally, after many private
meetings they resolved to beard the lion in his den and lay before Dr.
Girnigo the proposal that Gilbert should be officially called and
ordained as the old man's "colleague and successor."
It was the ruling elder, called, after the name of his farm, Upper
Balhaldie, who belled the cat and made the fateful proposition. In so
doing that shrewd and cautious man was considered to have excelled
himself. But Dr. Girnigo was far from being appeased.
"Sirs," he said, "I have been sole minister of the parish of Rescobie
for forty years, and sole minister of it I shall die!"
"Mr. Denholm will be to you as a son!" suggested Balhaldie.
"I have sons of my body," said the old minister, looking full at the
quiet men before him, who sat on the edges of their several chairs
fingering the brims of their hats; "did I make any of them a minister?
Nay, sirs, and for this reason: because the parish of Rescobie has been
so near my heart that I would not risk even the fruit of my body coming
between me and it!"
"We have sounded Mr. Denholm," said Balhaldie, quietly ignoring the
sentimental, "and you may rest assured that you will not be disturbed in
your tenancy of the manse. Mr. Denholm has no thought at present of
changing his condition, and is quite content with his lodging--and an
eident carfu' woman is his landlady the doctor's weedow!"
"Aye, she is that!" concurred several of the Session, speaking for the
first time. It was a relief to have something concrete to which they
could assent.
Dr. Girnigo looked at his Session. They seemed to shrink before him.
Nervousness quivered on their countenances. They tucked their
heavily-booted feet beneath the chairs on which they sat, to be out of
the way. The brims of their hats were rapidly wearing out. Surely such
men could never oppose him.
But Dr. Girnigo knew better. Underneath that awkward exterior, in spite
of those embarrassed manners, that air of anxious self-effacement, Dr.
Girnigo was well aware that there abode inflexible determination, shrewd
common sense and abounding humour--chiefly, however, of the ironic sort.
"Are ye all agreed on this?" he asked.
"I speak in name of the Session!" said Upper Balhaldie succinctly,
looking around the circle. And as he looked each man nodded slightly,
without, however, raising his eyes from the pattern on the worn study
carpet.
The Doctor sighed a long sigh. He knew that at last his trial was come
upon him, and nerved himself to meet it like a man.
"It is well," he said; "I shall offer no objection to the congregation
calling Mr. Denholm, and I can only hope that he will serve you as
faithfully as I have done! I wish you a very good day, gentlemen!"
And with these words the old minister went out, leaving the Session to
find their way into the cold air as best they might.
The day after the interview between the Session and the Doctor, Gilbert
Denholm called at the manse. He came bounding up the little avenue
between the lilac and rhododendron bushes. Jemima Girnigo heard his foot
long ere he had reached the porch. Nay, before he had set foot on the
gravel she caught the click of the gate latch, which was loose and would
only open one way. This Gibby always forgot and rattled it fiercely
till he remembered the trick of it.
Then when she heard the _rat-tat-tat_ of Gibby's ash-plant on the panels
of the door, she caught her hand to her heart and stood still among her
plants.
There was a bell, but Gibby was always in too great a hurry to ring it.
"Perhaps he has come to----" She did not finish the sentence, but the
blood, rising hotly to her poor withered cheeks, finished it for her.
"Oh, Miss Jemima!" cried Gibby, bursting in; "I came up to tell you
first. I owe it all to you--every bit of it. They are going to call me
to be colleague--and--and--we can botanise any amount. Isn't it
glorious?"
He held her hand while he was speaking; and Jemima had been looking with
hope into his frank, enkindled, boyish eyes. Her eyelids fell at his
announcement.
"Yes," she faltered after a pause, "we can botanise!"
"And they wanted to know if I would like to have the manse--as if I
would turn you out, who have been my best friend here ever since I came
to Rescobie! Not very likely!"
Gilbert had an honest liking for Jemima Girnigo, a feeling, however,
which was not in the least akin to love. Indeed, he would as soon have
thought of marrying his grandmother or any other of the relationships in
the table of prohibited degrees printed at the beginning of the
Authorised Version, which he sometimes looked at furtively when Dr.
Girnigo was developing his "fourteenthly."
"You are happy where you are?" said Jemima, smiling a little wistfully.
"Oh, yes," cried Gibby enthusiastically; "my landlady makes me perfectly
comfortable. She thinks I am a lost soul, I am afraid, but in the
meantime she comforts me with apples--first-rate they are in dumplings,
too, I can tell you!"
While he spoke Jemima Girnigo was much absorbed over a plant in a remote
corner, and more than one drop of an alien dew glistened upon its leaves
ere she turned again to the window. Gibby's enthusiasm was a little
damped by her seeming indifference.
"Are you not glad?" he asked anxiously; "I came to tell you first. I
thought what good times we should have. We must go up Barstobrick Hill
for the parsley fern before it gets too late."
"Oh, yes," said Jemima Girnigo, holding out her hand, "I am very glad.
No one is as glad as I--I want you to believe that!"
"Of course I do!" cried Gibby; "you always were a good fellow, Jemima!
We'll go up to Barstobrick to-morrow. Mind you are ready by nine. I
have to be back for a meeting in the afternoon early. It is a hungry
place. Put some 'prog' in the _vasculum_!"
And as from the parlour window she watched him down the gravel, he
turned around and wrote "9 A.M." in large letters on the gravel with his
ash-plant, tossed his hand up at her in a gay salute, and was gone.
* * * * *
But Gilbert Denholm and Jemima Girnigo did not climb Barstobrick for
parsley fern on the morrow, and the "9 A.M." stood long plain upon the
gravel as a monument of the frail and futile intents of man.
For before the morrow's morn had dawned there had fallen upon Rescobie
the dreaded scourge of all paper-making villages. Virulent small-pox
had broken out. There were already four undoubted cases, all emanating
from the rag-house of Coxon's mills.
About the streets and close-mouths stood awe-struck groups of girls,
uncertain whether to go on with their work or return home. There was
none of the usual horse-play among the lads of the day-shift as they
went soberly mill-ward with their cans. Grave elders, machinemen and
engineers, shook their heads and recalled the date at which (a fortnight
before) a large consignment of Russian rags had been received and
immediately put in hand.
It was whispered, on what authority did not appear, that the disease was
of the malignant "black" variety, and that all smitten must surely die.
Fear ran swift and chilly up each outside staircase and entered unbidden
every "land" in Rescobie. It was the first time such a terror had been
in the village, and those who had opposed the settlement of the mills,
staid praisers of ancient quiet, lifted their hands with something of
jubilation mixed with their fear. "Verily, the judgment of God has
fallen," they said, "even as in a night it fell on Babylon--as in fire
and brimstone it came upon the Cities of the Plain."
Dr. Girnigo retired to his study, feeling that if the Session had
allowed him his own way, things would not have been as they were. He
had a sermon to write. So he mended a quill pen, took out his
sermon-paper (small quarto ruled in blue), and set to work to improve
the occasion. He said to himself that since the parish had now a young
and active minister, it was good for Gilbert Denholm to bear the yoke in
his youth.
And, indeed, none was readier for the work than that same Gilbert. He
was shaving when his landlady, the doctor's widow, cried in the
information through the panels of his closed door.
"Thank God," murmured Gibby, "that I have none to mourn for me if I
don't get through this!"
Then he thought of his father, but, as he well knew, that fine old
Spartan was too staunch a fighter in the wars of grace to discourage his
son from any duty, however dangerous. He thought next of--well, one or
two girls he had known--and was glad now that it had gone no further.
He did not know yet what was involved in the outbreak or what might be
demanded of him. Gilbert Denholm may have had few of the peculiar graces
of spiritual religion, but he was a fine, manly, upstanding young
fellow, and he resolved that he would do his duty as if he had been
heading a rush of boarders or standing in the deadly imminent breach.
More exactly, perhaps, he did not resolve at all. It never occurred to
him that he could do anything else.
As soon as he had snatched a hasty breakfast and thrown on his coat, he
hurried up to the house of Dr. Durie. A plain blunt man was John
Durie--slim, pale, with keen dark eyes, and a pointed black beard
slightly touched with gray. The doctor was not at home. He had not been
in all night and the maid did not know where he was to be found.
To the right-about went Gilbert, asking all and sundry as he went where
and when they had seen the doctor. Thomas Kyle, with his back against
the angle of the Railway Inn, averred that he had seen him "an 'oor syne
gangin' gye fast into Betty McGrath's--but they say Betty is deid or
this!" he added, somewhat irrelevantly. Chairles Simson, tilting his
bonnet over his brows in order to scratch his head in a new and
attractive spot, deponed that about ten minutes before he had noticed
"the tails o' the doctor's coat gaun roond the Mill-lands' corner like
stoor on a windy day."
Gibby tried Betty McGrath's first. Yes, Dr. Durie had ordered everybody
out except the sick woman, who was tossing on her truckle bed, calling
on the Virgin and all the saints in a shrill Galway dialect, and her
daughter Bridget, a heavy-featured girl of twenty, who stood
disconsolately looking out at the window as if hope had wholly forsaken
her heart.
Gibby inquired if the doctor had been there recently.
"Oh, yes," said Bridget; "as ye may see if ye'll be troubled lookin' in
the corner. He tore down all thim curtains off the box-bed. It'll
break the ould woman's heart, that it will, if ever the craitur gets
over this."
At the door Gibby met Father Phil Kavannah, a tall young man with honest
peasant's eyes and a humorous mouth.
"You and I, surr, will have to see this through between us," said Father
Phil, grasping his hand.
"It is a bad business," responded Gilbert; "I fear it will run through
the mills."
"Worse than ye think," said the priest very gravely, "ten times
worse--three-fourths of the workers have no relatives here, and there
will be no one to nurse them. They've talked lashin's about the new
village hospital, and raised all Tipperary about where it is to stand
and what it is to cost, but that's all that's done about it yet."
Gilbert whistled a bar of "Annie Laurie," which he kept for emergencies.
"Well," he said slowly, "it will be like serving a Sunday-school picnic
with half a loaf and one jar of marmalade--but we'll just need to see
how far we can make ourselves go round!"
"Right!" said Father Phil with a wave of his hand as he stood with his
fingers on the latch of Betty McGrath's door.
Gilbert found the doctor in the great "saal" at the mills. He had his
coat off and was scraping at bared arms for dear life. At each door
stood a pair of stalwart sentinels, and several hundred mill workers
were grouped about talking in low-voiced clusters. Only here and there
one more diligent than the rest, or with quieter nerves, deftly passed
sheets of white paper from hand to hand as if performing a conjuring
trick.
The doctor spied Gilbert as he entered. They were excellent friends.
"Man," he cried across the great room, looking down again instantly to
his work, "run up to the surgery for another tube of vaccine like this.
It is in B cabinet, shelf 6. And as you come back, wire for
half-a-dozen more. You know where I get them!"
And Gilbert sped upon his first errand. After that he deserted his own
lodgings, and he and Dr. Durie took hasty and informal meals when they
could snatch a moment from work. Sundry cold edibles stood permanently
on the doctor's oaken sideboard, and of these Gilbert and his host
partook without sitting down. Then on a couch, or more often on a few
rugs thrown on the floor, one or the other would snatch a hurried sleep.
There were twenty-six cases on Saturday--fifty-eight by the middle of
the following week. Within the same period nine had terminated fatally,
and there were others who could not possibly recover. Nurses came in
from the great city hospitals, as they could be spared, but the demand
far exceeded the supply, and Gilbert was indefatigable. Yet his laugh
was cheery as ever, and even the delirious would start into some faint
consciousness of pleasure at the sound of his voice.
But one day the young minister awoke with a racking head, a burning
body, a dry throat, and the chill of ice in his bones.
"This is nothing--I will work it off," said Gibby; and, getting up, he
dressed with haste and went out without touching food. The thought of
eating was abhorrent to him. Nevertheless, he did his work all the
forenoon, and went here and there with medicine and necessaries. He
relieved a nurse who had been two nights on duty, while she slept for
six hours. Then after that he set off home to catch Dr. Durie before he
could be out again. For he had heard his host come in and throw himself
down on the couch while he was dressing.
As he passed the front of Rescobie Manse, he looked up to wave a hand to
Jemima, as he never forgot to do. Her father was still "indisposed,"
and Miss Girnigo was understood to be taking care of him. Yes, there
she was among her flowers, and Gibby, hardly knowing what he did--being
light-headed and racked with pain--openly kissed his hand to her within
sight of half-a-score of Rescobie windows.
Then, his feet somehow tangling themselves and his knees failing him, he
fell all his length in the hot dust of the highway.
* * * * *
When Gilbert Denholm came to himself he found a white-capped nurse
sitting by the window of a room he had never before seen. There was a
smell of disinfectants all about, which somehow seemed to have followed
him through all the boundless interstellar spaces across which he had
been wandering.
"Where am I?" said Gibby, as the nurse came toward the bed. "I have not
seen Betty McGrath this morning, and I promised Father Phil that I
would."
"You must not ask questions," said the nurse quietly. "Dr. Durie will
soon be here."
And after that with a curious readiness Gibby slipped back into a drowsy
dream of gathering flowers with Jemima Girnigo; but somehow it was
another Jemima--so young she seemed, so fair. Crisp curls glanced
beneath her hat brim. Young blood mantled in changeful blushes on her
cheeks. Her pale eyes, which had always been a little watery, were now
blue and bright as a mountain tarn on a day without clouds. He had
never seen so fair and joyous a thing.
"Jemima," he said, or seemed to himself to say, "what is the matter with
you? You are different somehow."
"It is all because you love me, Gilbert," she answered, and smiled up at
him. "Ever since you told me that, I have grown younger every hour;
and, do you know, I have found the Grass of Parnassus at last. It grows
by the Gate into the Upper Garden?"
* * * * *
"Hello, Denholm, clothed and in your right mind, eh? That's right!"
It was the cheerful voice of his friend, Dr. Durie, as he stood by
Gibby's bedside.
"What has been the matter with me, Durie?" said Gilbert, though in his
heart he knew.
"You have had bad small-pox, my boy; and have had a hot chance to find
out whether you have been speaking the truth in your sermons."
Gibby could hardly bring his lips to frame the next question. He was
far from vain, but to a young man the thought was a terrible one.
"Shall I be much disfigured?"
"Oh, a dimple or two--nothing to mar you on your marriage day. You have
been well looked after."
"You have saved my life, doctor."
And Gibby strove to reach a feeble hand outward, which, however, the
doctor did not seem to see.
"Not I--you owe that to some one else."
"The nurse who went out just now?" queried Gibby.
"No, she has just been here a few clays, after all danger had passed."
Gilbert strove to rise on his elbow and the red flushed his poor face.
The doctor restrained him with a strong and gentle hand.
"Lie back," he said, "or I will go away and tell you nothing."
He sat down by the bedside, and with a soft sponge touched the
convalescent's brow. As he did so he spoke in a low and meditative tone
as though he had been talking to himself.
"There was once a foolish young man who thought that he could take
twenty shillings out of a purse into which he had only put half a
sovereign. He fell down one day on the street. A woman carried him in
and nursed him through a fortnight's delirium. A woman caught him as he
ran, with only a blanket about him, to drown himself in the Black Pool
of Rescobie Water. Night and day she watched him, sleepless, without
weariness, without murmuring----"
"And this woman--who saved my life--what was--her name?"
Gibby's voice was very hoarse.
"Jemima Girnigo!" said the doctor, sinking his voice also to a whisper.
"Where is she--I want to see her--I want to thank her?" cried Gibby. He
was actually upon his elbow now.
Dr. Dune forced him gently back upon the pillows.
"Yes, yes," he said soothingly, "so you shall--if all tales be true; but
for that you must wait."
"Why--why?" cried impatient Gibby. "Why cannot I see her now? She has
done more for me than ever I deserved----"
"That is the way of women," said the doctor, "but you cannot thank her
now. She is dead."
"Dead--dead!" gasped Gilbert, stricken to the heart; "then she gave her
life for me!"
"Something like it," said the doctor, a trifle grimly. For though he
was a wise man, the ways of women were dark to him. He thought that
Gilbert, though a fine lad, was not worth all this.
"Dead," muttered Gibby, "and I cannot even tell her--make it up to
her----"
"She left you a message," said the doctor very quietly.
"What was it?" cried Gibby, eagerly.
"Oh, nothing much," said Dr. Durie; "there was no hope from the first,
and she knew it. Her mind was clear all the three days, almost to the
last. She may have wandered a little then, for she told me to tell
you----"
"What--what--oh, what? Tell me quickly. I cannot wait."
"That the flowers were blooming in the Upper Garden, and that she would
meet you at the Gate!"
* * * * *
The Reverend Gilbert Denholm never married. He bears a scar or two on
his open face--a face well beloved among his people. There is a grave
in Rescobie kirkyard that he tends with his own hands. None else must
touch it.
It is the resting-place of a woman whom love made young and beautiful,
and about whose feet the flowers of Paradise are blooming, as, alone but
not impatient, she waits his coming by the Gate.
*THE TROUBLER OF ISRAEL*
Unless you happen to have made one of a group of five or six young men
who every Sunday morning turned their steps towards the little
meeting-house in Lady Nixon's Wynd, it is safe to say that you did not
know either it or the Doctor of Divinity. That is to say, not unless
you were born in the Purple and expert of the mysteries of the Kirk of
the Covenants.
The denomination was a small one, smaller even and poorer than is the
wont of Scottish sects. By the eternal process of splitting off,
produced by the very faithfulness of the faithful, and the remorseless
way in which they carried out their own logic, by individual pretestings
and testifyings, by the yet sadder losses inflicted by the mammon of
unrighteousness, when some, allured by social wealth and position,
turned aside to worship in some richer or more popular Zion, the Kirk of
the Covenants worshipping in Lady Nixon's Wynd had become but the shadow
of its former self.
Still, however, by two infallible signs you might know the faithful.
They spoke of the "Boady" and of the "Coavenants" with a lengthening of
that _O_ which in itself constituted a shibboleth, and their faces--grim
and set mostly--lit up when you spoke of the "Doctor."
But one--they had but one--Dr. Marcus Lawton of Lady Nixon's Wynd. He
was their joy, their pride, their poetry; the kitchen to their sour
controversial bread, the mellow glory of their denomination. (Again you
must broaden the _a_ indefinitely.) He had once been a professor, but
by the noblest of self-denying ordinances he had extruded himself from
his post for conscience sake.
There was but one fly in their apothecary's ointment-pot when my father
grew too stiff to attend the Kirk of the Covenants even once a year, and
that was that the Doctor, unable to live and bring up a family on a
sadly dwindling stipend (though every man and woman in the little kirk
did almost beyond their possible to increase it), had been compelled to
bind himself to spend part of the day in a secular pursuit.
At least to the average mind his employment could hardly be called
"secular," being nothing more than the Secretaryship of the Association
for the Propagation of Gospel Literature; but to the true covenant man
this sonorous society was composed of mere Erastians, or what was little
better, ex-Erastians and common Voluntaries. They all dated from 1689,
and the mark of the beast was on their forehead--that is to say, the
seal of the third William, the Dutchman, the revolutionary Gallio. Yet
their Doctor, with his silver hair, his faithful tongue, his reverence,
wisdom, and weight of indubitable learning, had to sit silent in the
company of such men, to take his orders from them, and even to record
their profane inanities in black and white. The Doctor's office was at
the corner of Victoria Street as you turn down towards the Grassmarket.
And when any of his flock met him coming or going thither, they turned
away their heads--that is, if he had passed the entrance to Lady Nixon's
Wynd when they met him. So far it was understood that he _might_ be
going to write his sermon in the quiet of the vestry. After that, there
was no escape from the damning conclusion that he was on his way to the
shrine of Baal--and other Erastian divinities. So upon George Fourth
Bridge the Covenant folk turned away their heads and did not see their
minister.
Now this is hardly a story--certainly not a tale. Only my heart being
heavy, I knew it would do me good to turn it upon the Doctor. Dr. Marcus
Lawton was the son of Dr. Marcus Lawton. When first he succeeded his
father, which happened when he was little more than a boy, and long
before I was born, he was called "young Maister Lawton." Then it was
that he lectured on "The Revelation" on Sabbath evenings, his father
sitting proudly behind him. Then the guttering candles of Lady Nixon's
looked down on such an array as had never been seen before within her
borders. College professors were there, ministers whose day's work was
over--as it had been, Cretes and Arabians, heathen men and publicans.
Edward Irving himself came once, in the weariful days before the great
darkness. The little kirk was packed every night, floor and loft, aisle
and pulpit stairs, entrance hall and window-sill, with such a crowd of
stern, grave-visaged men as had never been gathered into any kirk in the
town of Edinburgh, since a certain little fair man called Rutherford
preached there on his way to his place of exile in Aberdeen.
So my father has often told me, and you may be sure he was there more
than once, having made it a duty to do his business with my lord's
factor at a time when his soul also might have dealings with the most
approven factors of Another Lord.
These were great days, and my father (Alexander McQuhirr of Drumwhat),
still kindles when he tells of them. No need of dubious secretaryships
then, or of the turning away of faithful heads at the angle of the
Candlemaker-row. No young family to be provided for, Doctorate coming
at the Session's close from his own university, Professorship on the
horizon, a united Body of the devout to minister to! And up there in
the pulpit a slim young man with drawing power in the eyes of him, and a
voice which even then was mellow as a blackbird's flute, laying down the
law of his Master like unto the great of old who testified from
Cairntable even unto Pentland, and from the Session Stane at
Shalloch-on-Minnoch to where the lion of Loudon Hill looks defiant
across the green flowe of Drumclog.
But when I began to attend Lady Nixon's regularly, things were sorely
otherwise. The kirk was dwindled and dwindling---in membership, in
influence, most of all in finance. But not at all in devotion, not in
enthusiasm, not in the sense of privilege that those who remained were
thought worthy to sit under such faithful ministrations as those of the
Doctor. There was no more any "young Maister Lawton." Nor was a
comparison pointed disparagingly by a reference to "the Auld Doctor,
young Dr. Marcus's faither, ye ken."
From the alert, keen-faced, loyal-hearted precentor (no hireling he) to
the grave and dignified "kirk-officer" there were not two minds in all
that little body of the faithful.
You remember MacHaffie-a steadfast man Haffie--no more of his name ever
used. Indeed, it was but lately that I even knew he owned the prefatory
Mac. He would give you a helpful hint oftentimes (after you had passed
the plate), "It's no himsel' the day!" Or more warningly and
particularly, "It's a student." Then Haffie would cover your retreat,
sometimes going the length of making a pretence of conversation with you
as far as the door, or on urgent occasions (as when the Doctor was so
far left to himself as to exchange with a certain "popular preacher")
even taking you downstairs and letting you out secretly by a postern
door which led, in the approven manner of romances, into a side street
down which, all unseen, you could escape from your fate. But Haffie
always kept an eye on you to see that you did not abstract your penny
from the plate. That was the payment he exacted for his good offices;
and as I could not afford two pennies on one Sunday morning, Haffie's
"private information" usually drove me to Arthur's Seat, or down to
Granton for a smell of the salt water; and I can only hope that this is
set down to Haffie's account in the books of the recording angel.
But all this was before the advent of Gullibrand. You have heard of him,
I doubt not--Gullibrand of Barker, Barker, & Gullibrand, provision
merchants, with branches all over the three kingdoms. His name is on
every blank wall.
Gullibrand was not an Edinburgh man. He came, they say, from Leicester
or some Midland English town, and brought a great reputation with him.
He had been Mayor of his own city, a philanthropist almost by
profession, and the light and law-giver of his own particular sect
always. I have often wondered what brought him to Lady Nixon's Wynd.
Perhaps he was attracted by the smallness of our numbers, and by the
thought that, in default of any congregation of his own peculiar sect in
the northern metropolis, he could "boss" the Kirk of the Covenants as he
had of a long season "bossed" the Company of Apocalyptic Believers.
It was said, with I know not what truth, that the first time Mr.
Gullibrand came to the Kirk of the Covenants, the Doctor was lecturing
in his ordinary way upon Daniel's Beast with Ten Horns. And, if that be
so, our angelical Doctor had reason to rue to the end of his life that
the discourse had been so faithful and soul-searching. Though
Gullibrand thought his interpretation of the ninth horn very deficient,
and told him so. But he was so far satisfied that he intimated his
intention of "sending in his lines" next week.
At first it was thought to be a great thing that the Kirk of the
Covenants in Lady Nixon's Wynd should receive so wealthy and
distinguished an adherent.
"Quite an acquisition, my dear," said the hard-pressed treasurer,
thinking of the ever increasing difficulty of collecting the stipend,
and of the church expenses, which had a way of totalling up beyond all
expectation.
"Bide a wee, Henry," said his more cautious wife; "to see the colour o'
the man's siller is no to ken the colour o' his heart."
And to this she added a thoughtful rider.
"And after a', what does a bursen Englishy craitur like yon ken aboot
the Kirk o' the Co-a-venants?"
And as good Mistress Walker prophesied as she took her douce way
homeward with her husband (honorary treasurer and unpaid precentor) down
the Middle Meadow Walk, even so in the fulness of time it fell out.
Mr. Jacob Gullibrand gave liberally, at which the kindly heart of the
treasurer was elate within him. Mr. Jacob Gullibrand got a vacant seat
in the front of the gallery which had once belonged to a great family
from which, the faithful dying out, the refuse had declined upon a
certain Sadducean opinon calling itself Episcopacy; and from this
highest seat in the synagogue Mr. Jacob blinked with a pair of fishy
eyes at the Doctor.
Then in the fulness of time Mr. Jacob became a "manager," because it was
considered right that he should have a say in the disposition of the
temporalities of which he provided so great a part. Entry to the Session
was more difficult. For the Session is a select and conservative
body--an inner court, a defenced place set about with thorns and not to
be lightly approached; but to such a man as Gullibrand all doors in the
religious world open too easily. Whence cometh upon the Church of God
mockings and scorn, the strife of tongues--and after the vials have been
poured out, at the door One with the sharp sword in His hand, the sword
that hath two edges.
So after presiding at many Revival meetings and heading the lists of
many subscriptions, Jacob Gullibrand became an elder in the Kirk of the
Covenants and a power in Lady Nixon's Wynd.
He had for some time been a leading Director of the Association for the
Propagation of Gospel Literature; and so in both capacities he was the
Doctor's master. Then, having gathered to him a party, recruited
chiefly from the busybodies in other men's matters and other women's
characters, Jacob Gullibrand turned him about, and set himself to drive
the minister and folk of the Kirk of the Covenant as he had been wont to
drive his clerks and shop-assistants.
He went every Sabbath into the vestry after service to reprove and
instruct Dr. Marcus Lawton. His sermons (so he told him) were too
old-fashioned. They did not "grip the people." They did not "take hold
of the man on the street." They were not "in line with the present
great movement." In short, they "lacked modernity."
Dr. Marcus answered meekly. Man more modest than our dear Doctor there
was not in all the churches--no, nor outside of them.
"I am conscious of my many imperfections," he said; "my heart is heavy
for the weakness and unworthiness of the messenger in presence of the
greatness of the message; but, sir, I do the best I can, and I can only
ask Him who hath the power, to give the increase."
"But how," asked Jacob Gullibrand, "can you expect any increase when I
never see you preaching in the market-place, proclaiming at the
street-corners, denouncing upon a hundred platforms the sins of the
times? You should speak to the times, my good sir, you should speak to
the times."
"As worthy Dr. Leighton, that root out of a dry ground, sayeth,"
murmured our Doctor with a sweet smile, "there be so many that are
speaking to the times, you might surely allow one poor man to speak for
eternity."
But the quotation was thrown away upon Jacob Gullibrand.