III

'A man cannot reconcile himself to the accomplished fact; neither can

he refuse so to reconcile himself: and there is no third course. Under

such conditions "action" is impossible. He can only fall down and weep

and beat his head against the floor.' So Tchekhov speaks of one of his

heroes; but he might say the same of them all, without exception. The

author takes care to put them in such a situation that only one thing

is left for them,--to fall down and beat their heads against the floor.

With strange, mysterious obstinacy they refuse all the accepted means

of salvation. Nicolai Stepanovich, the old professor in _The Tedious

Story,_ might have attempted to forget himself for a while or to

console himself with memories of the past. But memories only irritate

him. He was once an eminent scholar: now he cannot work. Once he was

able to hold the attention of his audience for two hours on end; now

he cannot do it even for a quarter of an hour. He used to have friends

and comrades, he used to love his pupils and assistants, his wife

and children; now he cannot concern himself with any one. If people

do arouse any feelings at all within him, then they are only feelings

of hatred, malice and envy. He has to confess it to himself with

the truthfulness which came to him--he knows not why nor whence--in

place of the old diplomatic skill, possessed by all clever and normal

men, whereby he saw and said only that which makes for decent human

relations and healthy states of mind. Now everything which he sees or

thinks only serves to poison, in himself and others, the few joys which

adorn human life. With a certainty which he never attained on the best

days and hours of his old theoretical research, he feels that he is

become a criminal, having committed no crime. All that he was engaged

in before was good, necessary, and useful. He tells you of his past,

and you can see that he was always right and ready at any moment of

the day or the night to answer the severest judge who should examine

not only his actions, but his thoughts as well. Now not only would an

outsider condemn him, he condemns himself. He confesses openly that he

is all compact of envy and hatred.

'The best and most sacred right of kings,' he says, 'is the right to

pardon. And I have always felt myself a king so long as I used this

right prodigally. I never judged, I was compassionate, I pardoned every

one right and left.... But now I am king no more. There's something

going on in me which belongs only to slaves. Day and night evil

thoughts roam about in my head, and feelings which I never knew before

have made their home in my soul. I hate and despise; I'm exasperated,

disturbed, and afraid. I've become strict beyond measure, exacting,

unkind and suspicious.... What does it all mean? If my new thoughts and

feelings come from a change of my convictions, where could the change

come from? Has the world grown worse and I better, or was I blind and

indifferent before? But if the change is due to the general decline

of my physical and mental powers--I am sick and losing weight every

day--then I am in a pitiable position. It means that my new thoughts

are abnormal and unhealthy, that I must be ashamed of them and consider

them valueless....

The question is asked by the old professor on the point of death, and

in his person by Tchekhov himself. Which is better, to be a king, or an

old, envious, malicious 'toad,' as he calls himself elsewhere? There

is no denying the originality of the question. In the words above you

feel the price which Tchekhov had to pay for his originality, and with

how great joy he would have exchanged all his original thoughts--at

the moment when his 'new' point of view had become clear to him--for

the most ordinary, banal capacity for benevolence. He has, no doubt

felt that his way of thinking is pitiable, shameful and disgusting.

His moods revolt him no less than his appearance, which he describes

in the following lines: '... I am a man of sixty-two, with a bald

head, false teeth and an incurable tic. My name is as brilliant and

prepossessing, as I myself am dull and ugly. My head and hands tremble

from weakness; my neck, like that of one of Turgeniev's heroines,

resembles the handle of a counter-bass; my chest is hollow and my

back narrow. When I speak or read my mouth twists, and when I smile

my whole face is covered with senile, deathly wrinkles.' Unpleasant

face, unpleasant moods! Let the most sweet natures and compassionate

person but give a side-glance at such a monster, and despite himself

a cruel thought would awaken in him: that he should lose no time in

killing, in utterly destroying this pitiful and disgusting vermin, or

if the laws forbid recourse to such strong measures, at least in hiding

him as far as possible from human eyes, in some prison or hospital

or asylum. These are measures of suppression sanctioned, I believe,

not only by legislation, but by eternal morality as well. But here

you encounter resistance of a particular kind. Physical strength to

struggle with the warders, executioners, attendants, moralists--the old

professor has none; a little child could knock him down. Persuasion

and prayer, he knows well, will avail him nothing. So he strikes out

in despair: he begins to cry over all the world in a terrible, wild,

heartrending voice about some rights of his: '... I have a passionate

and hysterical desire to stretch out my hands and moan aloud. I want to

cry out that fate has doomed me, a famous man, to death; that in some

six months here in the auditorium another will be master. I want to cry

out that I am poisoned; that new ideas that I did not know before have

poisoned the last days of my life, and sting my brain incessantly like

mosquitoes. At that moment my position seems so terrible to me that

I want all my students to be terrified, to jump from their seats and

rush panic-stricken to the door, shrieking in despair.' The professor's

arguments will hardly move any one. Indeed I do not know if there is

any argument in those words. But this awful, inhuman moan.... Imagine

the picture: a bald, ugly old man, with trembling hands, and twisted

mouth, and skinny neck, eyes mad with fear, wallowing like a beast on

the ground and wailing, wailing, wailing.... What does he want? He had

lived a long and interesting life; now he had only to round it off

nicely, with all possible calm, quietly and solemnly to take leave of

this earthly existence. Instead he rends himself, and flings himself

about, calls almost the whole universe to judgment, and clutches

convulsively at the few days left to him. And Tchekhov--what did

Tchekhov do? Instead of passing by on the other side, he supports the

prodigious monster, devotes pages and pages to the 'experiences of his

soul,' and gradually brings the reader to a point at which, instead of

a natural and lawful sense of indignation, unprofitable and dangerous

sympathies for the decomposing, decaying creature are awakened in

his heart. But every one knows that it is impossible to _help_ the

professor; and if it is impossible to help, then it follows we must

forget. That is as plain as _a b c._ What use or what meaning could

there be in the endless picturing--daubing, as Tolstoi would say--of

the intolerable pains of the agony which inevitably leads to death?

If the professor's 'new' thoughts and feelings shone bright with

beauty, nobility or heroism, the case would be different. The reader

could learn something from it. But Tchekhov's story shows that these

qualities belonged to his hero's old thoughts. Now that his illness has

begun, there has sprung up within him a revulsion from everything which

even remotely resembles a lofty feeling. When his pupil Katy turns to

him for advice what she should do, the famous scholar, the friend of

Pirogov, Kavelin and Nekrassov, who had taught so many generations

of young men, does not know what to answer. Absurdly he chooses from

his memory a whole series of pleasant-sounding words; but they have

lost all meaning for him. What answer shall he give? he asks himself.

'It is easy to say, Work, or divide your property among the poor, or

know yourself, and because it is easy, I do not know what to answer.'

Katy, still young, healthy and beautiful, has by Tchekhov's offices

fallen like the professor into a trap from which no human power can

deliver her. From the moment that she knew hopelessness, she had won

all the author's sympathy. While a person is settled to some work,

while he has a future of some kind before him, Tchekhov is utterly

indifferent to him. If he does describe him, then he usually does it

hastily and in a tone of scornful irony. But when he is entangled, and

so entangled that he cannot be disentangled by any means, then Tchekhov

begins to wake up. Colour, energy, creative force, inspiration make

their appearance. Therein perhaps lies the secret of his political

indifferentism. Notwithstanding all his distrust of projects for a

brighter future, Tchekhov like Dostoevsky was evidently not wholly

convinced that social reforms and social science were important.

However difficult the social question may be, still it may be solved.

Some day, perhaps people will so arrange themselves on the earth as

to live and die without suffering: further than that ideal humanity

cannot go. Perhaps the authors of stout volumes on Progress do guess

and foresee something. But just for that reason their work is alien to

Tchekhov. At first by instinct, then consciously, he was attracted to

problems which are by essence insoluble like that presented in _The

Tedious Story_: there you have helplessness, sickness, the prospect of

inevitable death, and no hope whatever to change the situation by a

hair. This infatuation, whether conscious or instinctive, clearly runs

counter to the demands of common sense and normal will. But there is

nothing else to expect from Tchekhov, an overstrained man. Every one

knows, or has heard, of hopelessness. On every side, before our very

eyes, are happening terrible and intolerable tragedies, and if every

doomed man were to raise such an awful alarm about his destruction as

Nicolai Stepanovich, life would become an inferno; Nicolai Stepanovich

must not cry his sufferings aloud over the world, but be careful to

trouble people as little as possible. And Tchekhov should have assisted

this reputable endeavour by every means in his power. As though there

were not thousands of tedious stories in the world--they cannot be

counted! And above all stories of the kind that Tchekhov tells should

be hidden with special care from human eyes. We have here to do with

the decomposition of a living organism. What should we say to a man

who would prevent corpses from being buried, and would dig decaying

bodies from the grave, even though it were on the ground, or rather on

the pretext, that they were the bodies of his intimate friends, even

famous men of reputation and genius? Such an occupation would rouse

in a normal and healthy mind nothing but disgust and terror. Once upon

a time, according to popular superstition, sorcerers, necromancers

and wizards kept company with the dead, and found a certain pleasure

or even a real satisfaction in that ghastly occupation. But they

generally hid themselves away from mankind in forests and caves, or

betook themselves to deserts where they might in isolation surrender

themselves to their unnatural inclinations; and if their deeds were

eventually brought to light, healthy men requited them with the stake,

the gallows, and the rack. The worst kind of that which is called

evil, as a rule, had for its source and origin an interest and taste

for carrion. Man forgave every crime--cruelty, violence, murder; but

he never forgave the unmotived love of death and the seeking of its

secret. In this matter modern times, being free from prejudices, have

advanced little from the Middle Ages. Perhaps the only difference is

that we, engaged in practical affairs, have lost the natural _flair_

for good and evil. Theoretically we are even convinced that in our time

there are not and cannot be wizards and necromancers. Our confidence

and carelessness in this reached such a point, that almost everybody

saw even in Dostoevsky only an artist and a publicist, and seriously

discussed with him whether the Russian peasant needed to be flogged and

whether we ought to lay hands on Constantinople.

Mihailovsky alone vaguely conjectured what it all might be when he

called the author of _The Brothers Karamazov_ a 'treasure-digger.'

I say he 'dimly conjectured, because I think that the deceased

critic made the remark partly in allegory, even in joke. But none of

Dostoevsky's other critics made, even by accident, a truer slip of the

pen. Tchekhov, too, was a 'treasure-digger,' a sorcerer, a necromancer,

an adept in the black art; and this explains his singular infatuation

for death, decay and hopelessness.

Tchekhov was not of course the only writer to make death the subject

of his works. But not the theme is important but the manner of its

treatment. Tchekhov understands that. 'In all the thoughts, feelings,

and ideas,' he says, '[which] I form about anything, there is wanting

the something universal which could bind all these together in one

whole. Each feeling and each thought lives detached in me, and in all

my opinions about science, the theatre, literature, and my pupils,

and in all the little pictures which my imagination paints, not even

the most cunning analyst will discover what is called the general

idea, or the god of the living man. And if this is not there, then

nothing is there. In poverty such as this, a serious infirmity, fear

of death, influence of circumstances and people would have been

enough to over-throw and shatter all that I formerly considered as my

conception of the world, and all wherein I saw the meaning and joy of

my life....' In these words one of the 'newest' of Tchekhov's ideas

finds expression, one by which the whole of his subsequent creation is

defined. It is expressed in a modest, apologetic form: a man confesses

that he is unable to subordinate his thoughts to a higher idea, and

in that inability he sees his weakness. This was enough to avert from

him to some extent the thunders of criticism and the judgment of

public opinion. We readily forgive the repentant sinner! But it is an

unprofitable clemency: to expiate one's guilt, it is not enough to

confess it. What was the good of Tchekhov's putting on sackcloth; and

ashes and publicly confessing his guilt, if he was inwardly unchanged?

If, while his words acknowledged the general idea as god (without a

capital, indeed), he did nothing whatever for it? In words he burns

incense to god, in deed he curses him. Before his disease a conception

of the world brought him happiness, now it had shattered into

fragments. Is it not natural to ask whether the conception actually did

ever bring him happiness? Perhaps the happiness had its own independent

origin, and the conception was invited only as a general to a wedding,

for outward show, and never played any essential part. Tchekhov tells

us circumstantially what joys the professor found in his scientific

work, his lectures to the students, his family, and in a good dinner.

In all these were present together the conception of the world and

the idea, and they did not take away from, but as it were embellished

life; so that it seemed that he was working for the ideal, as well

as creating a family and dining. But now, when for the same ideal's

sake he has to remain inactive, to suffer, to remain awake of nights,

to swallow with effort food that has become loathsome to him--the

conception of the world is shattered into fragments! And it amounts to

this, that a conception with a dinner is right, and a dinner without a

conception equally right--this needs no argument--and a conception _an

und für sich_ is of no value whatever. Here is the essence of the words

quoted from Tchekhov. He confesses with horror the presence within him

of that 'new' idea. It seems to him that he alone of all men is so weak

and insignificant, that the others ... well, they need only ideals

and conceptions. And so it is, surely, if we may believe what people

write in books. Tchekhov plagues, tortures and worries himself in every

possible way, but he can alter nothing; nay worse, conceptions and

ideas, towards which a great many people behave quite carelessly--after

all, these innocent things do not merit any other attitude--in Tchekhov

become the objects of bitter, inexorable, and merciless hatred. He

cannot free himself at one single stroke from the power of ideas:

therefore he begins a long, slow and stubborn war, I would call it

a guerilla war, against the tyrant who had enslaved him. The whole

history and the separate episodes of his struggle are of absorbing

interest, because the most conspicuous representatives of literature

have hitherto been convinced that ideas have a magical power. What

are the majority of writers doing but constructing conceptions of the

world--and believing that they are engaged in a work of extraordinary

importance and sanctity? Tchekhov offended very many literary men. If

his punishment was comparatively slight, that was because he was very

cautious, and waged war with the air of bringing tribute to the enemy,

and secondly, because to talent much is forgiven.

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