CHAPTER XII

A TUBERCULAR KNEE AND A WORRIED SURGEON

Dr. Earl found his hands uncommonly full for the next few weeks. What

with the endless detail attendant upon the arrangements for his new

offices, and the perfection of his equipment, it seemed as if there were

not enough hours in the day to meet all the calls upon him. Leonora

looked aggrieved, and Hilda complained loudly that he had deserted them.

The spectacular manner in which the yellower part of the New York press

had handled his first case after his return, brought him telephone calls

and personal visits from many old patients, and a goodly number from new

ones, not to mention freaky interviews with persons representing all

sorts of cults. He was asked to address half a dozen different branches

of the New Thought movement. The Society for the Propagation of Esoteric

Buddhism asked him to tell them of his experiences in Hindoostan;

"Purple Mother" and "Besant" Theosophists sent committees to wait on

him, and various believers in Spiritist exploitations, astrologists,

psychometrists and all sorts and conditions of dabblers in occultism

pestered him with letters, circulars and requests of every conceivable

nature.

It had been no part of his plan to return to his native land and set up

a practice by which he should exploit to the world the results of his

study. A real student, he knew very well that a lifetime would be all

too short to devote to the as yet but little known field of mental

therapeutics, and nothing could have been more foreign to his character,

individually or professionally, than the fanfare of trumpets with which

his return had been heralded. The principles which he wished to prove

must be brought home to his profession if they were to be of great and

lasting benefit, and the publicity and advertising which a man of a

different calibre might have enjoyed, were annoying in the extreme to

Earl. He was still a young man, and modest withal, and he felt that

nothing could be more detrimental with the men whose regard he wished to

secure and hold, so he declined all invitations to speak, all requests

for articles or interviews, and gave himself up to getting back into

the harness. His patients, both old and new, took up more time than he

could have hoped for, and before the middle of summer he found himself

not only well launched in his profession, but with all that he could

possibly find time to do, and work piling up ahead of him, so that he

could only promise indefinitely when the Ramseys urged him to come down

to their Newport place, and Leonora had to put up with fractions of

Sundays until she and her mother left for Bar Harbor.

There were times when that young lady was by no means certain that she

wished to marry a successful physician. "You wouldn't like me any better

if I were unsuccessful?" he asked teasingly, but she came back to her

point, and he had to explain gravely that the theories of the laboratory

must be worked out in actual practice before they can be transmuted into

accepted facts.

"But you don't need the money," she argued, trying dimly to apply some

of the principles which he was fond of expounding. It seemed rather

hopeless, but with infinite patience he sought to make clear to her that

any human being whose life is not to be useless and profitless must

have some object to attain, some work to do which will develop his

character. When she replied that he had character enough, and her only

object in life was to be his wife, what more was there to say? Flattery

at once so charming and so complete left him defenseless, and he kissed

her and went away, trying not to ask himself whether a legal ceremony

could ever make wedded souls of two mortals of such diverse views of

life. And yet, she was so sweet, so sweet!

In spite of the many other demands upon his time, Dr. Earl saw his first

patient very frequently. Mrs. Bell did not appear cramped for means, and

provided everything that could add to her little daughter's comfort,

including not a few luxuries, which Dr. Earl felt convinced were the

gift of Miss Holland. If he had vaguely hoped that he might meet her at

his patient's he was destined to disappointment. Once her car arrived

just as he was leaving, and another time they passed on the stairs. He

told himself that it was better so, and yet when he took her hand, and

felt the firm, strong fingers, well-knit and efficient, for no soft,

yielding little five-and-a-half glove-wearer ever compassed Beethoven,

he knew that hers was a nature that could answer to his own, and his

hand tightened involuntarily. There was something in his look as he met

the blue eyes on the step above that brought the warm blood to her face,

and she swayed toward him almost imperceptibly, and then with a word of

courteous greeting went on her way, for she knew that according to

common report he was to marry Miss Kimball that fall. Her lip curled a

little, for she remembered Leonora of old; she knew her pink-and-white

prettiness and the few and simple enfoldments of her elementary little

brain, just large enough to hold a few attractive near-ideas, a thorough

comprehension of all the social conventionalities, and a fixed and

stubborn conviction as to what was or was not "smart." "If she has a

soul," Silvia said to herself with rather unusual heat, "no one could

tell whether it is in a condition of arrested development, hopeless

atrophy or complete ossification. As well seek diamonds in a common

sandbank as inspiration or aspiration in its sawdusty recesses." Then

she laughed, and said, "Cat!" softly, which was really most irrelevant.

The day that the cast was to be removed, Silvia appeared laden with good

things that they might celebrate the occasion with due ceremony.

With infinite care and gentleness, Dr. Earl cut down through the cast,

and took it off. The fracture was perfectly knit, but there was a slight

swelling about the knee, and as Earl examined it Silvia saw him compress

his lips in a hard, straight line. Without looking up, or changing his

tone, he asked the child if she had had a fall since the cast had been

changed. She answered readily that about a week before her crutch had

slipped as she was coming indoors, and she had fallen, striking the

injured leg against the stone step, and she winced as he touched the

thin knee.

"It's too bad," he said, "but there will have to be another cast about

this knee, and you must be more careful, little girl."

The tears came to her eyes, and her mother turned to him with an

expression of anxiety. His cheerful face reassured her. "We'll hope it

won't be for long," he said, "but there's no use taking chances. Has her

health generally been good?" he asked Mrs. Bell.

"The diseases common to childhood went rather hard with her and she had

considerable trouble with her neck and throat a few years ago," Mrs.

Bell replied.

He made an examination of the glands of her neck, but said no more.

In spite of many insistent calls elsewhere, Dr. Earl remained long

enough to help lend an air of festivity to the small party, which Silvia

presided over with infinite tact, and with a last admonition to Mrs.

Bell to keep the little girl in bed until he came again, and as quiet as

possible, he took his departure, and Silvia went with him.

"Tell me what is the matter?" she said, with her usual directness, when

they were out on the street.

"What makes you think anything is?" he parried.

"I beg your pardon," she said, a trifle coldly. "I should not have

asked."

He turned to her and stopped, mute reproach in his eyes. "There isn't a

shadow of doubt that tuberculosis has developed in that knee, and while

I hope to arrest it, and perfect a cure in time, I am very anxious,

nevertheless."

"But the break has united?" she asked.

"Oh, yes, and that goes to show that this condition is very recent, and

mild, but with her antecedent history no one can tell what may happen,"

he said.

"Antecedent history?" Silvia said, rather puzzled. "I thought you did

not know the family?"

"I didn't," he answered, "but you may remember that I looked very

carefully at the bruises about the knee when I set the leg, and I asked

Mrs. Bell some general questions but received no very definite replies

until to-day, and what you heard indicates that the child has already

had a slight attack of tuberculosis. I had counted on my treatment to

overcome the weakening influences of confinement to bed and crutch for

so long a time."

Silvia was silent, as if thinking out some plan, and said suddenly,

"Then it will all resolve itself into a contest between health and

disease, with a considerable handicap against the patient?"

"Yes," he said. "With plenty of good food and good air and the right

kind of care, there is no reason why she should not win. And I intend

that she shall," he concluded energetically.

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