To get sufficient rations up daily for the men and horses was just about

all the one rail could do, and when it was necessary to leave the

railway line, the troops often had to wait weeks to scrape together

rations to carry with them.

I believe the R.A.M.C. were well prepared for the probable number of

wounded, but when unexpected sickness knocked the men over by the

thousand, it is scarcely surprising that it was impossible to get up

tents and all medical necessaries and comforts quickly enough.

I believe the sick and wounded are quite comfortable now in

Bloemfontein; but no doubt there was suffering there, and the Commission

will find out whether it might have been prevented.

There can have been little excuse for the bad management that is

complained of at the base, and if that is proved, no doubt some one will

get blamed for it.

I know the single-line railway on this side, that passes close to us,

has been very hard worked night and day; at one time eight trains went

up each day with water-tanks only, besides almost incessant trainloads

of men, horses, mules, stores, &c.; the only wonder is that there have

been so few accidents.

All the sisters have now had some leave, and as we have extra sisters

here and very few bad cases, I am going to take a run up-country with a

lady from here, and hope to tell you about that next time I write.

XXXIV

PINETOWN, NATAL,

_August 1900_.

I must first of all tell you of my interesting few days up-country. I

left here on the evening of the 20th of last month with Mrs. D. and her

baby and a small Kaffir nursemaid; she was going to stay with friends

who have a hotel and store at Colenso, and I had engaged a bed at this

hotel, and took my saddle with me hoping to secure a horse there, and be

able to explore the country around.

Two of our medical officers were going for a run up-country the same

day, but as the train ran in two sections, I only saw them on the

platform at Maritzburg late that evening.

At the same time I saw another officer in khaki looking at me, and then

recognised in him a well-known London surgeon who is chief of another

hospital out here--of course I was more used to seeing him in frockcoat

and top-hat. He had his wife on the train, and as they also were going

to Colenso, I was very glad to be able to be with them there.

The train rocked about so much (first crawling up a hill, and then

tearing down the other side) that it was difficult to sleep, but the

baby slept like an angel with the little Kaffir girl, safely deposited

on the floor.

At 4.30 the next morning we arrived at Colenso. It was very cold and

very dark, but Mr. Edwards (the hotel proprietor) met us, and with him

we stumbled across the veldt to his hotel, which is just a one-storey

shanty, as their house had been knocked to pieces by the Boers.

Unfortunately he could not possibly take in my friends, so they had to

stay at the station.

I was very glad to be able to tumble into a clean bed and have a good

sleep, and by breakfast-time I was quite fresh again.

Then I was annoyed to find that I could not get a horse, as they were

all engaged, and I had hoped to be able to ride to Ladysmith and to

Spion Kop; however, I got on all right in the end.

That morning we climbed Hlangwane Hill, and saw some really wonderful

Boer trenches; you absolutely can see no sign of them in broad daylight

till you nearly walk into them.

Then we saw the place where Colonel Long lost his guns (the dead cavalry

horses are still lying there); and where poor young Lieutenant Roberts

was mortally wounded in trying to save them; and where Major Baptie,

R.A.M.C., won his V.C.--I think by carrying Lieutenant Roberts into a

donga and staying with him, and other wounded, all through that day of

heavy firing, trying to keep them comfortable with some morphia he had

with him.

We picked up as many pieces of shells and shrapnel as we could carry,

and walked back along the banks of the Tugela.

I heard that a luggage train would be passing at 2.30 P.M., so I thought

I would go into Ladysmith by that, and see whether there was any chance

of getting out to Spion Kop from there. There are very few passenger

trains now (except just the mails), so we are allowed to travel in any

train that happens to stop, but of course they don't undertake to keep

to any particular time.

Directly after lunch I strolled down to the station--no station-master

or any official there, but I met a gentleman who told me that he had

walked all the way out from Ladysmith, and was expecting to have to wait

for the mail train to take him back, so he was very glad when I told him

I knew the next goods train was going to stop there; he said his wife

was in the waiting-room, so we walked along to find her, and soon I

discovered she was Mrs. ----, Secretary of the Women's Patriotic League

in Durban, whom I had not actually met before, but with whom I had had

much pleasant correspondence, as they had been very kind in helping us.

So we trained in to Ladysmith together, and on the way they pointed out

to me the remains of the great dam which the Boers made to try to flood

Ladysmith out, also the neutral camp of Intombi; there is no hospital

there now, only the cemetery, sadly full of graves.

They told me they were staying at the "Royal," and that people from

there frequently drove out to Spion Kop; so I walked up with them and

interviewed the manageress, who told me that a party of ladies had

engaged a waggonette to drive out there next morning, and she thought I

could easily secure a seat. Eventually I met these ladies, and found

they were Durban people who had been over here to help at a concert for

our men, so they were very kind and said I had better stay the night (as

they had to start early in the morning) and dine with them.

I went out and wired to Colenso not to expect me back, bought a few

necessaries, and then took a look round the town.

The hotel I was staying in had had a big shell right through, which had

killed a man who was sitting in the hall, and the Town Hall had had a

great piece knocked off the tower by one of Long Tom's shells.

Then I climbed up to the convent, which was used at first as officers'

quarters, but had been tremendously knocked about by shells. The kind

old sisters were very busy with workmen, patching up holes in the walls,

&c.

Then I walked out to the cemetery, rather a long walk, and it was

getting dusk, so I could not stay long; there were rows and rows of

siege graves, and amongst many interesting names I saw those of the Earl

of Ava and poor George Stevens of the _Daily Mail_.

It was quite dark when I got back to the hotel, and I was glad of

dinner, and not sorry to go early to bed. It is eighteen miles out to

Spion Kop, and they won't send a carriage there for less than £5, but

for that sum you have four horses, and six people can go in the

carriage; I had told the manageress that I would gladly pay £1 for a

seat, but in the end I was not allowed to pay anything, as there were

only four besides myself, and they had already arranged to pay the £5,

and would not let me share.

We started at 6 A.M. with a black driver, and a small white boy to act

as guide. Many of the horses that went through the siege have not yet

recovered; one of ours was taken worse on the way, and we had to wait

while the driver crushed up a nut between two stones and thrust it down

the horse's throat, then it struggled on till we reached the kraal at

the foot of the hill at 9 A.M., and outspanned. On the way we passed the

place where Colonel Dick-Cunyngham was killed.

We had a bite of lunch, and then started with our small guide up the

Thaba Inyama, one peak of which is "Spion Kop."

We had with us a January number of the _Natal Mercury_ giving a full

account of _the_ day, so we were able to trace the positions, and I had

heard the men talk so much about it I felt I knew my way quite well.

Of course we went up from the Ladysmith side (where the Boers were), but

from the top we could look over to Potgieter's Drift and Spearman's

Camp, and marvel how our poor chaps ever got up in the dark, with the

Boers in such good cover above them; and _then_ to be ordered back must

have been frightfully disappointing.

We saw many English and Boer graves, and I took a good many photos,

including one of the cross on the spot where General Woodgate fell.

We picked up heaps of cartridges (full and empty ones), emergency ration

tins, soldiers' uniform buttons, &c.; it was too hard climbing to burden

ourselves with any shells, but I bought a few from Kaffirs who had

gathered near our carriage. I am collecting a very varied stock of

ammunition, including one soft-nosed cartridge.

They were burning the grass down all round the base of the hill, and

every now and then a cartridge went off; we hoped the fire would not

come across any stray shells while we were there.

We had a splendid view of the Drakensberg Range. Returning to our

carriage we had lunch, with an admiring crowd of rather naked Kaffirs

around (who seemed much to appreciate our remains), and we started for

the return drive about 1 P.M. The sick horse was worse on the way back,

and had to have several doses administered.

As we were nearing Ladysmith, I found we were passing close to Tin Town

Hospital; so, thinking it was a pity to miss seeing the place, I left

the carriage and walked across a drift on the Klip River.

First I passed some officers on their ponies playing at "Heads and

Posts"; then I came to the horses' sick camp, and met a nice old

veterinary sergeant (who, I found, was a Colonial who came from

Kimberley, and of course knew people whom I had met there); he told me

he had charge of 400 sick horses, but many of them were "convalescent,"

and if he had known I wanted a horse he would gladly have lent me one;

he said if I would stay another day or two I could send down for my

saddle and he would lend me a horse and a mounted orderly so that I

could ride to Bulwana, Waggon Hill, Cæsar's Camp, and other places which

I should much have liked to visit, but I could not spare the time.

Then he took me along to the sisters' huts. I found the Lady

Superintendent was out, but some kindly Kilburn Sisters gave me some tea

and took me round the hospital; not many cases in just now, but a few

very bad enterics.

The sisters told me that as the Red Cross Ambulance (drawn by eight

mules) was going into Ladysmith, I could drive back in it. I was just

going to climb inside when a gentleman in khaki came and asked me if I

would not rather ride on the top with him, so I gladly climbed up, and

found he was a doctor (one of the big civilian doctors); he had heard

who I was, and amused me by saying he wished I had called at their mess

(fancy shy _me_ calling at an unknown officers' mess!) instead of going

to tea with "those estimable females," as they would have shown me more

of the place, and they have a good collection of curios that would have

interested me (he was looking at the things I had picked up). It was a

very jolly drive, and he insisted on driving me right up to my hotel.

I must really tell you about the rest of my travels in my next letter. I

was away only five days, but you will see that I squeezed a good deal

into those days.

XXXV

PINETOWN, NATAL,

_September 1900_.

I will just finish telling you of my travels while they are fresh in my

memory, and then this letter can wait till there is enough material to

fill it up.

I was very sorry to hear from my friend on the ambulance of the death of

Sir William Stokes (physician); he was ill only four days, and it seems

only the other day he came round this hospital and was so cheery and

bright, and I know he was meaning to say a good deal to the Hospital

Commission in favour of the hospitals out here, and of the work they

have done.

I just had dinner with my friends at the Royal, and then the 'bus took

me to the station with my heavy bag of shells, &c., in time for the 7.40

P.M. train back to Colenso. I was awfully tired, but the mosquitoes were

bad, and did not let me have much sleep.

The next day I was invited to go with a picnic party to the Tugela

Falls. A large ox waggon was loaded up with children, provisions, &c.,

and I went with some more people in an Army Service Corps Scotch cart,

with no springs, drawn by four mules, who frequently ran away, and who

seemed to have a rooted objection to keeping to the road (or rather

track); so the journey was rather perilous and distinctly painful.

We passed Fort Wylie, and saw where all the fighting took place on

Pieter's Hill, and we saw the rough bridge that the Boers had made over

the Tugela by simply pulling up our rails with the sleepers attached and

throwing them into the river.

We had lunch close by the Falls--even after this very dry season it is

quite a big fall--and after lunch we climbed the hills around, including

Hart's Hill. On the top of this hill is a big memorial stone to Colonel

Thackery, several more officers, and _sixty-seven_ men of the 27th

Inniskillings, who fell up there, and we also saw their grave (fenced

in) at the foot of the hill.

By the time that we got down to the line again it was blowing a gale,

and _such_ dust, so some of us sheltered in a platelayer's cottage.

He had a fine collection of shells and other relics; his cottage had

been used by the Boers as a telegraph station, and we found he had been

in the smash-up of the armoured train, when Winston Churchill was taken

prisoner.

As Mrs. D. had her baby with her, and it was now a really bad

dust-storm, this man kindly stopped a goods train with his red flag, and

we returned comfortably to Colenso in the guard's van.

I should much like to have had longer stay both at Colenso and

Ladysmith, there was so much of interest both in the places and in the

people one met; but I wanted to visit a few places on the way down, so I

left Colenso the next morning at 9.30. My first stop was at Chieveley,

where there had been a big hospital, but all that remains now is a

little closed-in graveyard, with nearly two hundred graves; many died

from wounds, but many more from enteric. They had a clever way of

marking the graves, each man's name, regiment, &c., being written on a

slip of paper and enclosed in a medicine bottle and securely stuck into

the mound.

I saw poor Lieutenant Roberts' grave (it has a plain stone with an

inscription, but I hear a cross is being sent out); they had brought him

from Colenso on the ambulance train the evening of the day he was

wounded. The station-master told me he had helped to lift him out of the

train, and he seemed sensible and comfortable then, but he died the same

night.

I saw a very fine redoubt at Chieveley made by the Royal Engineers, but

it was never used. I took the next train on to Mooi River. Before we

reached Frere station we passed the place of the armoured train

disaster, and the graves of the Royal Dublin Fusiliers who fell there.

Wherever you go there seem to be graves dotted about, most of them

enclosed with barbed wire, and some with a cross set up, or the man's

initials marked out in empty cartridge-cases.

There is a large hospital at Estcourt, but I had only time for a hasty

lunch at the station there, as I wanted to have an hour or two at Mooi

River, to see the hospital, where I knew one of the doctors, and where

it seemed probable that we should be sent when we first arrived; on the

whole, I am glad we were _not_ stationed there, though they have had

more interesting surgical work than we have.

Unfortunately my friend was away, but the superintendent kindly showed

me round, and I had tea in the sisters' mess.

They have 950 beds, nearly all under canvas. It was blowing hard, and

while I was there it began to rain, and it was snowing on the

Drakensberg, and very cold, so every one looked rather miserable. It is

a desolate place on the bare veldt.

I left again on a goods train at 4.30, and rattled down to Maritzburg by

9 P.M., where I meant to stay the night.

Miss ---- kindly met me at the station, and we drove down to her house

in a riksha; she has been taking in convalescent nurses, and feeding

them and giving them a rest. She has had much anxiety about her

brothers, one of whom was commandeered and had to fight for the Boers,

together with his son (a boy of sixteen). They were with Cronje at

Paardeberg, and are now prisoners at St. Helena; another brother was

fighting for us, and was taken prisoner by the Boers, but released when

we took Pretoria.

Miss ---- wanted me to go out to Howick to see the falls there, and to

have a look at the big convalescent camp, where they have 1600 beds; but

the train left half-an-hour earlier than she thought, so I missed it,

and instead she took me to see the Maritzburg Hospitals, Fort Napier,

Grey's Hospital (now civilian again), and the Garrison Church, the last

the most comfortable looking hospital I have seen further up-country

than this one, but it was a little strange to see the men in their

hospital suits lounging and smoking on the church steps.

I met a sister whom I had known in London. She was excited about playing

in a cricket match; and as she and all the eleven sisters had been given

a week's leave from duty to practise for this cricket match, they are

evidently as slack in the way of work as we are.

I had some nice greetings from some old patients of ours, now on duty

in Maritzburg.

I left there about 6 P.M., had dinner at Inchanga with a _Daily News_

correspondent, and got back here about 9.30 P.M. Some orderlies were at

the station and kindly carried up my load of curios, &c.

The two medical officers had got back the night before, and though they

went as far up as Newcastle they had not seen as much as I had, and

regretted that they had not had my offer of a convalescent horse at

Ladysmith!

I have seen a good many hospitals, and met a good many sisters, and I

have gathered a few hints of little ways in which we might improve this

hospital; but, though "I says it as shouldn't," I don't think there is

any hospital up this side where the men are more comfortable and happy,

and I think the sisters here are better fed and their mess bills are no

higher than at any of the hospitals--indeed, lower than most of them.

I was glad to find that they had had a peaceful time while I was away,

and no difficulties; and as there are actually only eighteen men and ten

officers in, we are still very slack; we expect some more any day now,

but there is very little sickness just at present.

You ask about the men and their letters; it was rather difficult when we

were so frightfully busy at first to do all that one would have liked,

but we always try to write for the men who are too ill to write for

themselves, and I always saw that all the men who wished had writing

materials, and they used to help each other.

They say at some of the base hospitals stray lady visitors have been

such a nuisance in interfering with the nurses, but I could well and

safely have employed a few stray ladies in amusing the men, writing

their letters for them, &c. The friends of those officers who were

dangerously ill were all written to by each mail.

Now that we are slack, of course, I have much more chance of talking to

the men, and they tell me many tales of the fighting, and of the rough

time they have had at the front; but you will hear plenty of that from

the men who have gone home.

I am beginning to have many grateful letters from our patients' friends

at home.

There has been some delay about our pay lately, and some of the sisters

who were lodging here had not received any since they left England, so

were not able to pay their mess bills, and I had to pay various mess

accounts when I got back from my run up-country, and began to feel

rather anxious as to whether I could go on feeding my large party of

sisters; but now the pay has turned up, so we have got straight again;

and the Government give us various allowances--Colonial allowance, and

for mess, servants, fuel, &c., so we are feeling rather well off.

We are much enjoying a big package of papers that the Red Cross Society

now send up to us each week; whole weeks of _Times_, _Daily Mail_,

_Daily Graphic_, _Daily Telegraph_, _Standard_, _Illustrated London

News_, _Army and Navy_, &c. They are the greatest boon to the whole

camp.

The men point out to me the "pretty boys" in the illustrated papers when

they see any pictures of soldiers, as, by comparison, they all look so

thin and rough out here.

XXXVI

PINETOWN, NATAL,

_September 1900_.

Now we are really getting busy again. Patients keep arriving, sometimes

small parties, sometimes large.

Early in September we admitted thirteen men who had been prisoners in

Pretoria for nine months. They were very weak and run down, and so happy

to be here; when I took them their first basket of fruit, they simply

wolfed it down, as they had seen no fruit since they went up-country.

Then we had rather a "difficult" batch of officers sent down from Mooi

River. They have no officers' wards there, so these men had been

quartered in a hotel more than a mile from the hospital, where each had

his own room and servant, and they seem to have ordered and done just

what they liked.

Up to now we have never had more than three or four officers well enough

to sit up to meals at one time, as they have always come to us really

ill, and as soon as they were well enough they have either rushed back

to the front or have been sent home on the hospital ships; but with

these officers from Mooi River (none of them very ill), I suddenly found

that we had twenty-four sick officers in, and that _sixteen_ of them

were well enough to sit up to meals, and that it was not suitable for

them to eat in the ward where there were a few men still very ill; so,

eventually, a large tent had to be rigged up for them, and as it was a

long way from the kitchen there was some difficulty in getting the food

to them hot.

The medical officer was a civilian, and he did not seem to think he had

anything to do with the responsibility about feeding these hungry

convalescent officers; in fact, every one seemed rather inclined to say

"It isn't my work"--and our St. John's men are not like R.A.M.C. men,

who may be accustomed to turning to as mess waiters on occasion; neither

was the cook quite ready to serve up a dinner of several courses instead

of single "diets" for each patient.

I am afraid I had to worry the poor C.O.; but I knew if I did not do so

the officers would complain they could not get anything to eat; and,

after wrestling through the first night's dinner--(when I found

well-meaning orderlies running down with the fish before the soup, and

some vegetables after the sweets had been served!)--we laid plans for

better management, and for a day or two the Major went to the kitchen

and saw the food sent down in proper order, and I received it and saw it

served in the tent, and four of the officers' servants were told off to

wait each night, and the orderlies had only to carry the food down for

them. So now that is running all right, and I only just have to look in

to see they have all they want.

For some time we have been expecting to be inspected by the Hospital

Commission, but at last we heard they were not coming here at all, as

there had been "no complaints" about this hospital; so I should have

been very vexed if our record had been spoilt at this late stage of the

war.

Our next order was to prepare for a train that was bringing us seven

officers and 108 men from Pretoria (the biggest trainload we have yet

received). Having had sisters here over our correct number for some

time, and very little for them to do, of course as soon as we got busy

we kept having wires to send one sister for duty on the Hospital Ship

_Avoca_, or two sisters to the Hospital Ship _Dunera_, and so on, and

none of them wanted to go, so it was a little difficult to sort them.

In fact, there have been so many orders and counter orders that I should

never be surprised if I had a wire telling me to go off on a hospital

ship, or if we had orders to pack up the whole hospital and take it up

to Pretoria.

Before Mr. X. left, he let us buy some remaining groceries at home

prices (a great saving for our mess), and after we found a small

storeroom to arrange them in, I, rather foolishly, let them use the

cases for firewood, which has been very scarce here; so, if we have to

move, all the sisters intend to sling bottles of fruit, and tins of jam,

sardines, &c., round them, as we really can't leave our stores behind!

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