Snowdrifts

IT was later in the day, and the zest for Shakespeare had waned.

Virginia had moved from beside the fire and was sitting nearer the

window, in order to get what light there was from the sun just

disappearing behind the opposite hills. She was very busy with some

crochet edging she had lately started. It was the first time within the

memory of living woman that Virginia had been seen with a crochet-hook

in her hand—fancy-work had never been her strong point—hence the

inordinate pride with which she patted out the short fragment on any

available surface at frequent intervals, surveying it from different

points of view with her head cricked at various angles, and calling

upon all and sundry to admire.

After moving nearer the window she again patted out the seven small

scallops on her knee, as usual, and then became meditative. No one

paid much attention to her, however. I was sitting on the settle, with

a heaped-up table before me, absorbed in MSS., which I was reading,

and then sorting into various piles—for printer, for reserve, for

return—and arranging these on the seat beside me; important work, which

accounted for my preoccupation.

Ursula was busily engaged in the laudable endeavour to construct a pair

of child’s knickers out of two pairs of stocking legs. Someone had told

her this could be done. It had appealed to her as a serviceable way to

use up done-with stockings (and she assured me the problem of what to

do with these “done-withs” had been a long-standing mental burden),

while at the same time one might be conferring a benefit upon the

poor. The fact that the modern “poor” would have scorned anything so

economical did not worry her.

At last Virginia broke the silence. “It’s really quite remarkable! I

don’t know that I’ve met with a more extraordinary crochet pattern than

this,” she said thoughtfully.

“Where did you get it from?” I asked rather absently, as I went on with

my work.

“From one of the magazines you are supposed to edit,” she said blandly.

“What is there extraordinary about it?” I inquired, now thoroughly

roused up to give the matter all my attention, while Ursula laid down

the dislocated stocking leg she had been wrestling with.

“Well, it’s like this. There is the pattern, you see,” pointing to a

picture I had seen before, “and there are the directions. When you’ve

worked them through once, that makes one scallop. Do you see?”

We said we saw it quite plainly.

“Then, you notice it says at the very end, ‘go back and repeat from the

first row’? Now this is the extraordinary part of the affair; every

time I go back and repeat from the first row it makes an entirely

different scallop. The last time but one, you see, the scallop came

on the opposite side of the sewing-on edge; I thought _that_ was

interesting enough! But now I find this last scallop has _turned a

corner_. Funny, isn’t it?”

For the first time we gave Virginia’s bit of edging serious attention.

What she had done with those directions it was impossible to say, but

the result was certainly peculiar.

“That will be a valuable piece of lace by the time it’s finished,” I

said. “What are you going to do with it?”

“I’m making it as a Christmas present for you,” she replied sweetly.

“I think it may help to promote conversation if you display it at your

social functions. I know you’re going to say how unselfish it is of me.

I think, myself, I mellow as I age.”

“Not at all,” I replied politely, and suggested that we should go for a

walk, lest such concentrated thinking should be too much for her.

“If you’d been a properly-minded hostess you would have proposed that

long ago. I’ve been waiting anxiously for it, only there is Ursula

absorbed in that outfit that no masculine infant anywhere would

recognise——”

“Oh, I’ve given up the knicker idea long ago,” interrupted Ursula.

“I’ve turned them into chest-protectors for the old people in the

infirmary. And now, as a war economy, I’m going to enlarge your vests

(I neither ask for, nor expect, gratitude!). The laundry having shrunk

them to waistbands, I shall add an upper and a lower storey.”

“—and _you_ sit hour after hour reading MSS. What are they all about?

What’s that one in your hand, for instance?”

“This one,” holding up some sheets of violently-written paper that

almost burst through the envelope, “is an anonymous letter from some

irate lady who objects to something or someone appearing in our pages.

I haven’t time to read it, but if you care to wade through it——”

“Anonymous letters are so futile.”

“Anything but,” I told her. “It is always a pleasant thing, at the end

of the day, to feel that you have, even in a slight way, contributed

to anyone’s happiness. And I’m sure the lady who dug her pen into

that anonymous letter was very happy when she posted it. Glad am I,

therefore, to be the unworthy instrument permitted to promote her joy!”

Virginia merely snorted. “What’s the next MS. about?”

“This is a very long poem on the War, and the writer explains that she

has made all the lines run straight on in order to save paper, but

doubtless I can find out where it rhymes. It begins ‘Hail, proud mother

of nations who dwell in these sea-girt islands for centuries past and

centuries yet to be——’”

Virginia said she’d skip the rest, please, and wasn’t there a little

light fiction anywhere in the chaos before me?

“This is a story of a beautiful Russian princess who was doomed to live

in a lonely castle, with no one but her aged and decrepit nurse, in

the very centre of a pathless Siberian forest, hundreds of miles from

everybody, until the spell should be broken——”

“What spell?” inquired Ursula.

“(I don’t know—the writer doesn’t say)—until the spell should be

broken, when she would be free. She was the most exquisite vision that

ever burst upon human sight. Not only were her features perfect, and

her hair a rippling cascade of gold, but her dress was grace and beauty

combined.”

“Then it wasn’t one of _this_ season’s models!” ejaculated Ursula,

“hence it must have been out-of-date. All the same, I’d like to know

who was her dressmaker. Did they think to mention the name?”

(“No, that is not stated.)—She used to spend her days listening to

the wolves who congregated all around the castle howling and gnashing

their horrid fangs, till one day an honest, sturdy forester approached,

and with one fell swoop slew dozens of them. Whereupon the Princess

Elizabeth—for such was her name—opened the door and cried, ‘Welcome,

deliverer!’ and in less time than it takes me to tell you, that aged

and decrepit nurse had prepared, all unaided, a sumptuous wedding

banquet, while gorgeously apparelled guests arrived in battalions from

nowhere. Then, just as they were about to be married, the honest,

sturdy forester, no longer able to conceal his identity, confessed that

he was indeed the Prince.”

“What Prince?” inquired the interrupter again.

“I don’t know, and the writer doesn’t say, and I wish you would

remember, Ursula, that in the larger proportion of MSS. sent to editors

it is customary for the writers to omit the essential details!”

“Then I’d just as soon go for a walk as hear any more,” she said with

decision.

Whereupon we got into big coats and thick gloves and tied on our hats

with motor scarfs, I don’t mean the filmy wisps one wears when motoring

in the park, but those large, solid, thick, brown, woollen scarves

that look as though they had been made from a horse-blanket—the sort

that the West End window dresser in desperation labels “dainty!” But

the air was bitingly cold, and we were so high up among the hills,

that no wraps would have been too warm that day. Then we started off,

after I had said a final word to Eileen about the necessity for keeping

the kettle boiling, as we shouldn’t be gone long. She had assured me

many times already that she wasn’t the least bit nervous about being

left alone—rather liked it, in fact. She was blissfully engaged at the

moment in trying to construct a “dainty evening camisole” (as per some

penny weekly she had bought coming down) out of the satin ribbon and

lace from Virginia’s last year’s hat.

The small white dog with the brown ears accompanied us to the gate, but

decided that, with the thermometer just where it was at that moment,

home-keeping hearts were happiest; so he promptly returned to the

hearthrug.

The sun had disappeared, but there was still light on the hill-tops,

though the valley below was fast settling down to darkness. Virginia

suggested the lantern, but I thought we should not need it, more

especially as a moon was due immediately. So we set off at a swinging

pace.

Already, owing to the severity of the frost, the roads rang like

iron to our tread. Every stalk and twig was glistening with rime and

feathered with hoar-frost. No sign of life did we see in all that

walk. Where were the birds, and squirrels, and rabbits, and pheasants,

and all the hundreds of timid wild things we were accustomed to meet

on our summer rambles? We hoped they were safely tucked away in barns

or burrows, or sleeping in warm hayricks, for nothing else above

ground would give them any shelter. I thought of the row of twittering

swallows that always perch themselves along the ridge of the cottage

roof on hot summer afternoons, and felt glad they had gone off to a

warmer climate.

But for ourselves, we would not have exchanged the weather that moment

for any other, no matter how balmy. There is something remarkably

exhilarating in the clear cold air of such a day on the hilltops, and

as we mounted up and up our spirits rose with us—even though the roads

were rough and terribly hard on war-time leather.

I once remarked to a local resident that I found our stony hillside

roads a bit trying, to say nothing of the side paths.

“Well now, I do be s’prised to hear ’ee a-say that,” he replied. “For

the on’y time I were up to Lunnon—I went for a day scursion—d’you know

my legs did that _hake_ when I got back, I were a week getting over

it. It were all along o’ they flat stones what they do have up there;

why, if you believe me, I was a-near toppling over every other minute.

There weren’t ne’er a blessed thing to catch holt onter with your toes!

I felt as though the pavemint was a-coming up to knock my head. Now on

these here roads o’ ourn you can’t slip far, because there’s always

summat of a rock or big stone to trip up agin.”

For myself, however, I sometimes think I would prefer the said rocks

and stones if they were boiled a bit, and then mangled.

* * * * *

At last we reached the crest of the hill, and paused to get our breath.

The silence was awe-inspiring. At all other times there is a persistent

hum of insects, or cheep of birds, or the rustling of leaves and

swaying grasses—movement and sound somewhere, night as well as day.

But when the earth has been swept by the magic of frost, then there is

silence indeed. From where we stood, we might have been alone on the

very edge of the world. No house was visible, and although we knew that

the little village lay in the valley below us, we could see nothing of

it.

All was grey, merging into indigo in the depths of the coombes. Grey

were the trees on the farther hills, grey unrelieved by the lights and

shadows that gaily chase each other over the steeps in sunny weather,

as the white clouds sail across the sky above them.

Near at hand the trees took on more individuality. The straight columns

of the larches were mysterious-looking and awe-inspiring, suggesting

regiments of soldiers suddenly called to a halt. Pale grey beeches,

that in damp weather show a vivid emerald green down the north side

of their huge trunks, where moss flourishes undisturbed, were now

stretching out strong bare arms over the carpet of many years’ leaves

lying thickly beneath them. Silver birch stems gleamed in contrast

to the glossy dark green of innumerable aged yews that dotted the

woods—ancient inhabitants, indeed, standing hoary and heroic like some

dark-visaged guardians of the forest, among a host of newcomers of a

far younger generation.

* * * * *

But while we were standing there, a sound suddenly broke the stillness,

a sound I have heard hundreds of times on those hills, yet never

without an eerie feeling. It begins far away, a low undertone murmur;

gradually it comes nearer and nearer, getting louder and louder, till

it becomes almost a roar, and then—_diminuendo_—it passes on and is

finally lost in the far distance.

It is only the wind as it suddenly rushes through the river gorge; but

as it tears at the forests on the hillsides, and lashes the branches

together, it produces a strangely uncanny sound, more especially when

the trees are bare and extremely vibrant.

Hearing this, one can understand the origin of the old-time legends

about headless horsemen galloping past on windy nights, and similar

hair-raising stories. As a child, when I often visited at another house

in this region (for four generations of us have climbed these hills and

explored the valleys), I heard these same “headless horsemen” gallop

along the slopes on many stormy nights; and despite my years and my

common sense, I still feel the same creepy shiver in the back of my

neck when they have a particularly mad stampede past my cottage door,

for then they always pause to give the weirdest of howls through the

keyholes!

“How dark it is getting!” exclaimed Ursula. “Where is your moon? And

just hear the wind coming up the valley!”

It had not reached us as yet, but the words had scarcely left her lips

before it came—swish—full upon us. We had to grip each other and plant

our walking-sticks firmly on the ground to keep our feet. And then

we knew what the sudden change meant, for next moment down came the

snow—snow such as the town-dweller knows nothing about, for in cities

there are buildings to break the force of the elements; but on these

heights there is nothing to impede the fury of the storm as it gallops

over the upper regions, crashing and smashing as it goes.

The snow dashed in our eyes; it got inside our coat-collars; it clogged

up our hair; it swirled and “druv” (as they say locally) till it made

our heads dizzy, and our eyes smarted with trying to see through the

whirling mass.

Owing to our exposed position we felt the full force of the storm, and

it was a difficult matter to make headway in the blinding flakes and

stinging wind.

“There is a short cut through the wood, further along the road; let us

get home as soon as we can,” I said, leading the way, and we staggered

on against the blizzard, till we came to the wood, and plunged from

the road into its recesses. But I soon found it is one thing to know

the way through a dense mass of trees in bright sunshine with a

path clearly defined, and quite another thing to find one’s way in

the twilight, with a gale blowing in one’s teeth and every landmark

obliterated by the rapidly falling snow.

We stumbled along for some time, over the rough stones and great

boulders, lovely enough in summer with their coverings of ivy, moss,

and fern, but very painful and cold for the shins when you tumble

over them in the snow. Before long it was quite evident to me that

we were merely wandering at large among the trees, and scrambling

among the undergrowth of stalks and bracken, our hats catching in the

hanging branches, our skirts being clutched at by the all-pervading

bramble—path there was none. I had to admit I had lost my bearings,

though as we were going steadily downhill, I knew we should arrive at

the other side presently, as downhill was our destination. What little

conversation we indulged in—beyond the usual exclamations every time we

tripped over something—had to be done in shouts, so high was the wind.

In this way we tumbled on for about half an hour. Just as Virginia was

confiding to me—_fortissimo_ above the blizzard—how she wished she

had been nicer to her family when she had the opportunity, and how

sweet and forgiving she would have been to them all had she but known

that I was going to take her out to an arctic grave, the snow ceased,

the clouds broke, the moon appeared, and at the same time we cleared

the wood and struck a familiar lane—“Agag’s Path” we had named it, on

account of the need for walking delicately.

By way of keeping up our spirits, Ursula began to chant, to some

lilting, sprightly tune, that most lugubrious poem, “Lucy Gray.”

“The storm came up before its time,

She wandered up and down;

And many a hill did Lucy climb,

But never reached the town.”

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