THE STAR DREAMER
BY THE SAME AUTHORS
_By Egerton Castle_
YOUNG APRIL
THE LIGHT OF SCARTHEY
MARSHFIELD THE OBSERVER
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THE JERNINGHAM LETTERS. (_With Portraits_)
LE ROMAN DU PRINCE OTHON. A rendering in French of R. L.
Stevenson’s PRINCE OTTO.
_By Agnes and Egerton Castle_
THE PRIDE OF JENNICO
THE BATH COMEDY
THE HOUSE OF ROMANCE
THE SECRET ORCHARD
THE STAR DREAMER
INCOMPARABLE BELLAIRS. (_In the Press_)
[Illustration:
THE HERB-GARDEN
_An ancient gateway, looking as though it were closed forever ... and,
through the bars, the wild, imprisoned garden...._
]
THE STAR DREAMER
_A ROMANCE_
BY
AGNES AND EGERTON CASTLE
_Authors of_
“THE PRIDE OF JENNICO,” “YOUNG APRIL,” “THE SECRET ORCHARD,” “THE HOUSE
OF ROMANCE,” “THE BATH COMEDY,” ETC.
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NEW YORK
FREDERICK A. STOKES COMPANY
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COPYRIGHT, 1903,
BY EGERTON CASTLE.
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PUBLISHED IN JANUARY, 1903.
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TO
LADY STANLEY
(DOROTHY TENNANT)
HERSELF SO GRACIOUS AN IMPERSONATION OF GIFTED AND GENEROUS WOMANHOOD,
THIS STORY OF A WOMAN’S INFLUENCE IS DEDICATED, IN ESTEEM, SYMPATHY, AND
FRIENDSHIP, BY THE AUTHORS
CONTENTS
THE ARGUMENT, vii
INTRODUCTORY, ix
BOOK I.
CHAPTER PAGE
I. FAIR, YOUNG CAPABLE HANDS, 3
II. A MASS OF SELFISHNESS, 13
III. RUSTLING LEAVES OF MEMORY, 18
IV. BACK AT A NEW DOOR OF LIFE, 24
V. QUENCHLESS STARS ELOQUENT, 34
VI. EYES, BLUE AS HIS STAR, 40
VII. NEW ROADS UNFOLDING, 50
VIII. WARM HEART, SUPERFLUOUS WISDOM, 56
IX. HEALING HERBS, WARNING TEXTS, 66
X. COMPACT AND ACCEPTANCE, 73
XI. LAYING THE GHOSTS, 83
XII. A KINDLY EPICURE, 92
BOOK II.
I. MIDSUMMER SUNRISE, 105
II. _EUPHROSINE_, STAR-OF-COMFORT, 109
III. A QUEEN OF CURDS AND CREAM, 120
IV. OPEN-EYED CONSPIRACY, 127
V. EVIL PROMPTER, JEALOUSY, 138
VI. THE PERFECT ROSE, DROOPING, 150
VII. NODS AND WREATHÉD SMILES, 157
VIII. A GREY GOWN AND RED ROSES, 164
IX. A RIDER INTO BATH, 174
BOOK III.
I. THE LITTLE MASTER OF BINDON, 181
II. TOTTERING LIFE AND FORTUNE, 188
III. STRAWS ON THE WIND, 195
IV. A SHOCK AND A REVELATION, 200
V. SILENT NIGHT THE REFUGE, 207
VI. THE LUST OF RENUNCIATION, 215
VII. SHADOWS OF THE HEART OF YOUTH, 224
VIII. THE HERB EUPHROSINE, 232
IX. AN OMINOUS JINGLE, 239
X. A VAGUE DESPERATE SCHEME, 245
XI. A PARLOUR OF PERFUME, 252
XII. TO SLEEP—PERCHANCE TO DREAM! 262
XIII. THOU CANST NOT SAY I DID IT, 274
XIV. JEALOUS WATCHERS OF THE NIGHT, 285
XV. A SIMPLER’S EUTHANASIA, 294
XVI. THE TIME IS OUT OF JOINT, 297
XVII. TREACHERIES OF SILENCE, 311
XVIII. GONE LIKE A DREAM, 319
XIX. GREY DEPARTURE, 331
BOOK IV.
I. AH ME, THE MIGHT-HAVE-BEEN! 341
II. A MESSENGER OF GLAD TIDINGS, 350
III. NOT WORDS, BUT HANDS MEETING, 359
IV. A DREAM OF WOODS AND OF LOVE, 367
THE ARGUMENT
I have clung
To nothing, lov’d a nothing, nothing seen
Or felt but a great dream! O I have been
Presumptuous against love, against the sky,
Against all elements, against the tie
Of mortals each to each....
... Against his proper glory
Has my soul conspired; so my story
Will I to children utter, and repent.
There never lived a mortal man, who bent
His appetite beyond his natural sphere
But starv’d and died....
Here will I kneel, for thou redeemest hast
My life from too thin breathing: gone and past
Are cloudy phantasms!
—KEATS.
INTRODUCTORY
CONCERNING BINDON-CHEVERAL.
_An ancient gateway, looking as though it were closed for ever; with its
carved stone pillar bramble-grown, its scrolled ironwork yielded to
silence and immobility, to crumbling rust—and through the bars the wild
imprisoned garden...._
_The haunting of the locked door, of the condemned apartment in a house
of life and prosperity, how unfailingly it appeals to the romantic
fibre! Yet, more suggestive still, in the heart of a rich and trim
estate, is the forbidden garden jealously walled, sternly abandoned,
weed-invaded, falling (and seemingly conscious of its own doom) into a
rank desolation. The hidden room is enigmatic enough, but how stirring
to the fancy this peep of condemned ground, descried through bars of
such graceful design as could only have been once conceived for the
portals of a garden of delight!—Thus stands, in the midst of the
nurtured pleasaunces of Bindon-Cheveral, the curvetting iron gate
leading to the close known on the estate as the Garden of Herbs—a place
of mystery always, as reported by tradition; and, by the legend touching
certain events in the life of one of its owners, a place of somewhat
sinister repute. Even in the eyes of the casual visitor it has all the
air of_
_Some complaining dim retreat
For fear and melancholy meet._
_And in truth_ (_being fain to pursue the quotation further_)
_I blame them not
Whose fancy in this lonely spot
Was moved._
_Ancient haunts of men have numberless tongues for those who know how to
hear them speak; therein lies the whole secret of the fascination that
they cast, even upon the uninitiated. Those, on the other hand, whose
minds are attuned to the sweetness of “unheard melodies” turn to such
places of long descent with the joy of the lover towards his bridal
chamber, for the wedding of fantasy with truth. Divers, indeed, and
many, might be the tales which the walls of Bindon-Cheveral could tell,
from what remains of its old battlements to the present mansion._
_Its front, which the passer-by upon the turnpike-road may in leafless
winter-time descry at the end of the long avenue of elms, has the
peaceful and rich stateliness of the Jacobean country seat—but there is
scarce a stone of its grey masonry, with its wide mullioned windows, its
terrace balustrades and garden stairways, that has not once been piled
to the arrogant height from which the Bindon Castle of stark Edward’s
times looked down upon the country-side. The towers and walls are gone;
but the keep still stands, sleeping now and shrouded under centuries of
ivy—a kindly massive prop to the younger house, its descendant. The
ornamental waters were once defensive moats: red they have turned with
other than the sunset glow, and secretly they have rippled to different
causes than the casting of a careless stone or the leap of the great fat
carp after a bait. Where the pleasure-grounds are now stretched in
formal Italian pride spread, centuries back, the outer bailey of the
once famous, now forgotten, stronghold._
_Stirring would be the Romance of old Bindon I could recount, as old
Bindon revealed it to me—many the tales of love, of deeds, of hatred, of
ambition. I could tell brave things of the builder of the Castle, and
how he held the keep in defiance of Longshanks’ royal displeasure; or of
the Walter, Lord of Bindon, Knight of the Garter, High Treasurer to the
last Lancaster, and of his fortunes between the Two Roses; or yet of his
grandson, beheaded after Hexham; and, under Richard Crookback, of the
transfer of the good lands of Bindon to the “Jockey of Norfolk” who
perished on Bosworth Field.—And these would be tales of clash of steel
and waving banner as well as of wily diplomacy. Great figures would
stalk across my page; it would be shot with scarlet and gold, royal
colours; and high fortunes, those of England herself, would be mingled
with the lesser doings of knight and baron._
_I could set forth the truth touching some of those inner tragedies, now
legendary, that the warlike walls once witnessed after the first Tudor
had restored the estate of Bindon to the last descendant of its rightful
owner, a Cheveral, whereby the line of Bindon-Cheveral joined on the
older branch.—There was the Agnes Cheveral of the ballad singers—“so
false and fair”—who left the tradition of poison in the wine cup as a
fate to be dreaded by the Lords of Bindon.—And there was the Sir Richard
who kept his childless wife a life-long prisoner in the topmost chamber
of that keep now so placidly dreaming under its creepers!_
_Or I could reel you a bustling Restoration narrative of the doing of
the Edmund Cheveral known in the family as Edmund the Spendthrift, who
had roamed England, hunted and fasting, with Charles; had stagnated with
him, had junketed and roystered in Holland. He it was who brought over
the shrewish little French wife and her great fortune, and also foreign
notions of display, to old English Bindon. He it was who pulled down the
gloomy loopholed walls, built the present House, laid out the park and
the renowned gardens; who introduced the carp into the pacific moat
after the fashion of French châteaux; and who, bitten with fanciful
scientific aspiration—a friend of Rupert and a member of the Royal
Society—laid out in a sunken and wall-sheltered part of the old
fortified ground an inner pleasaunce of exotic plants and shrubs, after
the manner of Dutch Physick-Gardens._
_Or would you have the story of the new heir—a silent, dark man—and of
his mystic Welsh wife and of the new wealth and strain of blood that
came with her into the race? Or again, no doubt for those who care to
hear the call of horn and hounds, to see the port pass over the
mahogany; who find your three-bottle man the best company and the jokes
of the stable and of the gun-room the only ones worth cracking with the
walnut, there were a pleasant rollicking chapter or two to be chronicled
anent the generation of fox-hunting, hard-living Squires who kept Bindon
prosperous, made its cellars celebrated and its hospitality a byword._
_And yet, my fancy lingers upon the spot where it was first awakened;
dwells on the story of the deserted Physick-Garden, with its closed
exquisitely-wrought gate, its mystery and its melancholy; with its
wildness wherein lies no hint of sordidness, but rather a fascinating,
elusive beauty. It is of this that I fain would write._
_Standing barred out, in this still autumn twilight, as the first stars
flash out faintly on the deepening vault; gazing upon its overgrown
paths, where the leaves of so many summers make rich mould; inhaling its
strange fragrances, the scent of the wholesome decay of nature mixed
with odd spices that come from far lands; hearing the wild birds cry as
they fly free in its imprisoned space—it seems to me as if the spirit of
my romance dwelt in these, and I could evoke it._
_A tale of well-nigh a century ago; when George III. lay dying.—It was a
strangely silent Bindon then; and the whole house seemed to lie under
much such a spell as now holds its Herb-Garden. Yet those same garden
paths, if wild, were not deserted; and the gate, though locked to the
world at large, still rolled upon its hinges for one or two who had the
key._
_In those days of slow journeys and quick adventure, had you been a
traveller on the turnpike-road between Devizes and Bath, you could not,
looking over the park wall from your high seat, but have been struck by
the brooding, solitary look that lay all upon this great House, with its
shuttered windows and upon these wide lands, so rich, yet so lonely._
_The driver of the coach would, no doubt, have pointed with his whip;
his tongue would have been ready to wag—was not Bindon one of the
wonders of his road?_
“_Aye, you might well say it looked strange! There were odd stories
about the place, and odd folk living there, if all folk said were true.
The owner, Sir David Cheveral (as good blood as any in the county, and
once as likely a young man as one could wish to see), had turned crazy
with staring at the stars and took no bit nor sup but plain bread and
water. That was what some said; and others that he was bewitched by an
old kinsman of his that lived with him—an old, old man, bearded like a
Jew, who could not die, and who practised spell-work on the village
folk. That was what others said. Anyhow, they two lived in there quite
alone; one on his tower, the other underground. And that was true. And
the flowers bloomed in the garden, and the fruit ripened on the walls;
there were horses in the stables and cattle in the byres (the like of
which could not be bettered in Wiltshire); the whole place was flowing
with milk and honey, as they say, and the only ones to use it all were
the servants! Oh, there the servants grew fat and did well, while the
master looked up to the skies and grew lean._”
_And presently, to the sound of your driver’s jovial laugh the coach
would bowl clear of the long grey walls, emerge from under the
overhanging branches; and then the well-known stretch of superb scenery
suddenly revealed at the bend of the road would perhaps so engross your
attention that your transient traveller’s interest in the eccentric,
world-forsaking master of Bindon-Cheveral would no doubt have
evaporated._
_But pray you who travel with me to-day give me longer patience. I have
to tell the story of Bindon’s awakening._
THE STAR DREAMER
BOOK I
Thy soul was like a star and dwelt apart.
WORDSWORTH (_Sonnets_).
THE STAR DREAMER
CHAPTER I
FAIR, YOUNG, CAPABLE HANDS
Alone and forgotten, absolutely free,
His happy time he spends, the works of God to see
In those wonderful herbs which here in plenty grow,
Whose sundry strange effects he only seeks to know,
And choicely sorts his simples got abroad,
And dreams of the All-Heal that is still on the road....
—DRAYTON (_Polyolbion_).
On that evening of the autumnal equinox Master Simon Rickart—the simpler
or the student as he liked to call himself, the alchemist as many held
him to be—alone, save for the company of his cat, in his laboratory at
the foot of the keep, was luxuriating as usual in his work of research.
The black cat sat by the wood fire and watched the man.
As Master Simon moved to and fro, the topaz eyes followed him. When he
spoke (which he constantly did to himself, under his voice and
disjointedly, after the wont of some solitary old people) they became
narrowed into slits of cunning intelligence. But when the observations
were personally addressed to his Catship, Belphegor blinked in
comfortable acknowledgment. “As wise as Master Simon himself,” the
country folk vowed: and indeed, wherever the fame of the alchemist had
spread through the country-side, so had that of the alchemist’s cat.
There were two fires in the laboratory. One of timber, that roared and
crackled its life away and sank into an ever increasing heap of fair
white ash. In the vault-like room this fire burned year in year out on a
hearth hewn many feet into the deep wall; and from many points of view
Belphegor found it vastly more satisfactory than the other fire, which
generally engrossed the best of his master’s attention. That was a
stealthy red glow, nurtured on a wide stove built into another wall
recess, sheltered behind a glass screen under a tall hood:—a fire
productive of the strangest smells, at times evil, but as often sweet
and aromatic: a fire also productive on occasions of coloured vapours
and dancing flamelets of suspicious nature. There, as the cat knew,
happened now and again unexpected ebullitions, disastrous alike to the
nerves and to the fur. In his kitten days, Belphegor, led ostensibly by
overpowering affection but really by the constitutional curiosity of his
genus, had been wont to accompany his chosen master behind the screen.
He knew better now. And there was a bald spot near the end of his tail,
where no amount of licking on his part, no cunning unguent of Master
Simon’s himself could to this day induce a hair to grow again.
The old man had closed the door of the stove; rearranged, crown-like, a
set of glass vessels of engaging shapes: alembics and matrasses, filled
with decoctions of green and amber, gorgeous colours shot with the red
reflection of the fire; tucked a baby-small porcelain crucible in its
fireclay cradle and banked the glowing cinders around it. The touch of
the wrinkled hands was neat, almost caressing. After a last look around,
he emerged, blowing a breath of content:
“Everything in good trim, so far, for to-night’s work, my cat.”
And Belphegor blinked both eyes.
Faint vapours, herb-scented, voluptuous, rose and circled to the groined
roof. The log fire on the hearth had fallen to red stillness. In the
silence, delicate sounds of bubbling and simmering, little songs in
different keys, gurgles as of fairy laughter, became audible.
“Hark to it!” said the simpler, and bent his ear with a smile of
satisfaction. He spoke in a monotonous undertone, not unlike the
muttering of the sleep-walker—“Hark to it! There is a concert for
you—new tunes to-night, Belphegor. Strange, delightful! There is not a
little plant but has its own voice, its own soul-song. Hark, how they
yield them up! Good little souls! Bad little souls, some of them, he,
he! Enough in that retort yonder to make helpless idiots, or dead flesh
of a hundred lusty men. Dead flesh of eleven such fine cats as yourself
and one kitten, he, he! Yet—for properly directed, friend Belphegor,
vice may become virtue—enough here to keep the fever from the homestead
for three generations....”
The old man moved noiselessly in his slippers across the stone floor,
flung a couple of fresh logs on the sinking hearth, then stretched out
his frail hands to the blaze and laughed gently. The flame light played
fantastically on his shrunken figure:—a being, it would seem, so
ætherealised that it scarcely looked as if blood could still be
circulating beneath that skin, like yellow ivory, tensely stretched over
the vast, denuded forehead and the bold, high-featured face. Mind alone,
one would have thought, must animate that emaciated body; mind alone
light up those steel-blue eyes with such keenness that, by contrast with
the age-stricken countenance, they shone with almost unearthly vitality.
The cat stretched himself, yawned; then advanced, humping his back and
bristling, to rub himself against his master’s legs. The fire roared
again in the chimney, a score of greedy tongues licking up the last
drops of sap that oozed forth, hissing, from the beech logs.
“Aha,” said Master Simon, bending down somewhat painfully to give a
scratch to the animal’s neck, “that’s the fire-song you prefer. I fear,
I fear, Belphegor, you will never rise beyond the grossest everyday
materialism!”
Purring Belphegor endorsed the opinion by curling up luxuriously on his
head and stretching out his hind paws to the flame. The little scene was
an allegory of peace and comfort. The old man, straightening himself,
remained awhile musing:
“Well, it is good music—a song of the people. All of the stout woods of
Bindon, of the deep English earth, of the salt English airs. No subtle
virtue in it: a roaring good tune, a homely smell and a heap of ash
behind—but all clean, my cat, clean!”
He gathered the folds of his dressing-gown around him; a garment that
had once been wondrous fine and set in fashion (in the days of his
elegant youth) by no less a person than his present Majesty, King George
IV., but now so stained, so singed and scorched and generally faded,
that its original hues were but things of memory.
“And now we shall have a quiet hour before supper. What a good thing, my
cat, that neither you nor I are attractive to company! The original man
was created to be alone. But the fool could not appreciate his bliss,
and so he was given a companion—a woman, Belphegor, a woman!—and
Paradise was lost.”
Again Master Simon chuckled. It was a sound of ineffable content,
weirdly escaping through the nostrils above compressed lips. He took up
a lighted candle, stepped carefully over the cat and, selecting between
his fingers a key from a bunch at his girdle, approached a wooden press
that cut off an angle of the room.
This was built of heavily carved black oak, secured with sturdy iron
hinges; had high double doors and small peeping keyholes, suggestive of
much cunning. It was a press to receive and keep secrets. And yet, when
the panels were thrown open, nothing of more formidable nature was
displayed than rows upon rows of inner drawers and shelves, the latter
covered some with philosophical instruments, others displaying piles of
neatly ticketed boxes, ranks of phials, and sealed tubes of various
liquids or crystals that flashed in the light with prismatic
scintillation.
Holding the candle above his head the old man selected:
“The box of Moorish powder from Tangiers—the bottle of Java Water—the
paste of _Cannabis Arabiensis_—the _Hippomane Mancenilla_ gum of
Yucatan.”
He placed the materials on a glass tray and carried them over to the
working table.
“Excellent Captain Trevor! The simple fellow has never done thanking me
for curing him of his West Coast fever with a course of _Herba
Betonica_; he, he! the common, ignored, humble Wood Betony. Thanking
me—he, he! Never did a pinch of powder bring better interest...! Oh, my
cat, I’m a mass of selfishness! And here I have at last the Java Water
and the Yucatan gum!”
The cat roused himself, walked sedately but circuitously across the
room, leaped up and took his position with feet and tail well tucked in
on the bare space left, by right of custom, where the warmth of the lamp
should comfort his back.
On Master Simon’s table lay a row of small covered watch-glasses, thin
as films, each containing a small heap of some greenish crystalline
powder. A pair of chemical scales held out slender arms within the walls
of its glass case. The neat array looked inviting.
With a noise as of rustling parchment the simpler rubbed his hands; he
was in high good humour. The tall clock at the end of the room wheezed
out the ghost of nine beats, and the strangled sounds seemed but to
point the depth of the environing silence. For the thick walls kept out
all the voices of nature, and at all times enwrapt the underground room
with a solemn stillness that gave prominence to its whispers of secret
doings.
“Nine o’clock!” muttered the self-communer. “Another hour’s peace before
even Barnaby break in upon us with his supper tray. Hey, but this is a
good hour! This is luxury. I feel positively abandoned! Not a soul in
this whole wing of Bindon, save you and me—unless we reckon our good
star-dreamer above—good youth with his head in the clouds. Heigh ho, men
are mostly fools, and all women! Therefore wisely did I choose my only
familiar—thou prince of reliable confidants.”
The man stretched out his hand and caressed the beast’s round head.
Belphegor tilted his chin to lead the scratching finger to its favourite
spot.
“Hey, but man must speak—it is part of his incomplete nature—were it
only to put order in his ideas, to marshall them without tripping hurry.
And you neither argue nor contradict, nor give a fool’s acquiescence.
You listen and are silent. Wise cat! Now, men are mostly fools ... and
all women!”
Master Simon lifted the phial of Java Water, a fluid of opalescent pink,
between his eye and the light. He removed the stopper and sniffed at it.
Then compared the fragrance with that of the Moorish powders, and became
absorbed in thought. At one moment he seemed, absently, on the point of
comparing the tastes in the same manner, but paused.
“No, sir, not to-night,” he murmured. “We must keep our brain clear, our
hand steady. But it will be an experiment of quite unusual
interest—quite unusual.... I am convinced the essential components are
the same.—Belphegor! Keep your nozzle off that gallipot! Do you not
dream enough as it is?”
He pushed the turn-back cuffs still further from his attenuated wrists,
and with infinite precaution addressed himself to the manipulation of
his watch-glasses, silver pincers and scales: the final stage of
weighing and apportioning the result of an analytical experiment of
already long standing was at hand.
His great white eyebrows contracted. Now, bending close, he held his
breath to watch the swing of the delicate balance; now with fevered
fingers he jotted notes and figures. At times a snapping hand, a
clacking tongue, proclaimed dissatisfaction; but presently, widening his
eyes and moistening his lips, he started upon a fresh clue with renewed
gusto.
The clock had ticked and jerked its way through the better part of the
hour when the weird muttering became once more audible:
“Curious, curious! Yet it works to my theory. Now if these last figures
agree it will be proof. Pshaw, the scales are tired. How they fidget!
Belphegor, my friend, down with you, the smallest vibration would ruin
my week’s work. Down! Now let us see. As seventy-three is to a hundred
and twenty-five ... as seventy-three is to a hundred and twenty-five....
A plague on it!” exclaimed Master Simon pettishly, without looking up.
“There’s that Barnaby, of course in the nick of wrong time!”
The door at the dim end of the room had been opened softly. A puff of
wood smoke had been blown down the chimney. A tiny draught skimmed
across the table; the steady lamplight flickered and cast dancing
shadows; and Master Simon’s tense fingers trembled with irritation.
“All to begin again. Curse you, Barnaby! You’re deaf, I can curse you,
thank Providence!”
Without turning round he made a hasty, forbidding gesture of one hand.
The door was shut as gently as it had been opened.
Master Simon gave a deep sigh, and still fixedly eyeing the scales,
stretched his cramped hands along the table for a moment’s rest.
“Now, now? Ha—Ho—What? Sixty-nine to eighty-two? Impossible! Tchah!
Those scales have the palsy—nay, Simon Rickart, it is your impotent
hand. Old age, old age, my friend ... or stormy youth, alas!” His
muttering whisper rose to louder cadence. “Had you but known then, in
your young folly, the chains you were forging, for your aged wisdom! But
sixty to-day, and this senile trembling! Not a shake of that hand,
Simon, but is paying for the toss of the cup; not a mist in that brain
but is the smoke of wanton, bygone fires. Well vast is the pity of it!
Had you but the hand now of that dreamer up above! Had you but the
virtue of his temperate life! And the fool is staring at his feeble
twinklers ... worshipping the unattainable, while all rich Nature, here
at hand, awaits the explorer. Oh, to feel able to trace Earth mysteries
to the marrow of Man; to hold the six days’ wonder in one single action
of the mind ... and to be foiled at every turn by the trembling of a
finger!”
He leaned back in his chair, long lines of discouragement furrowing his
face.
Behind him, in the silence, barely more audible than the simmering
sounds of the fires and the lembics, there was a stir of another
presence, quiet, but living. But Master Simon, absorbed in his own world
of thought, perceived nothing.
With closed eyes, he made another effort to conquer the rebellious
weakness of the flesh and bring it into proper subjection to the
merciless vigour of the mind. At that moment the one important thing on
earth to the old student was the success of his analysis. And had the
Trump of Doom begun to sound in his ears, his single desire would still
have been to endeavour to conclude it before the final crash.
Light footfalls in the room—not caused by Belphegor’s stealthy paws,
certainly not by Barnaby’s masculine foot—a sound as of the rustle of a
woman’s garments, a sound unprecedented for years in these consecrated
precincts, failed to reach his faculties. Once more he drew his chair
forward, leant his elbows on the table, and, stooping his head so that
eyes and hands were nearly on the same level, set himself to the
exasperatingly delicate task of minute weighing. And the while he
muttered on with a droll effect of giving directions to himself:
“The right rider, half a line to the right. That should do it this time!
Too much—bring it back! Faugh, out of all gear! Too much back now. Fie,
fie, confusion upon my spinal cord—nerves, muscles, and the whole old
fumbling fabric!”
Here, two hands, with unerring swoop like that of an alighting dove,
came out of the dimness on each side of the bent figure, and with cool,
determined touch gently withdrew the old man’s hot and shaking fingers
from their futile task.
Master Simon’s ancient bones shook with a convulsive start; a look of
intense amazement passed into his straining eye, then the faintest shade
of a smile on his lips. But, characteristically, he never turned his
head or otherwise moved: the business at hand was of too high import. He
sat rigid, silently watching.
The interfering hands now became busy for a space with soft unhurried
purpose. Beautiful hands they were, white as ivory outside and
strawberry pink within, taper-fingered and almond-nailed; not too small,
and capable in the least of their movements. Compared to those other
hands that now lay, still trembling in pathetic supineness, where they
had been placed, they were as young shoots, full of vital sap, to the
barren and withered branch. A woman’s warm presence enfolded the
student. A young bosom brushed by his bloodless cheek. A light breath
fanned his temples. A scent as of lavender bushes in the sun, of bean
fields in blossom, of meadowsweet among the new-mown hay; something
indescribably fresh, an out-of-door breath as of English summer, spread
around him, curiously different from the essences of his phials and
stills. But Master Simon had no senses, no thought but for the work
those busy hands were now performing.
“The right rider, to the right, just half a line?” said a voice,
repeating his last words in a tranquil tone. “A line—those little
streaks on the arms are lines?”
Master Simon assented briefly: “Yes.”
The fingers moved.
“Enough, enough!” ordered he. “Now back gently till the needle swings
evenly.”
The pulse of the scales, hitherto leaping like that of a frightened
heart, first steadied itself into regularity and then slowed down into
stillness. The long needle pointed at last to nought. The white hands
hovered a second.
“Not another touch!” faintly screamed the old man.
He craned forward, his body again tense; gazed and muttered, wrote and
rapidly calculated.
“Yes, yes, yes! Seventy-three to a hundred and twenty-five—I was
right—Eureka! The principles of the two are the same. Right! Right!”
Now Simon Rickart, rubbing his hands, turned round delightedly.
CHAPTER II
A MASS OF SELFISHNESS
... Such eyes were in her head;
And so much grace and power, breathing down
From over her arch’d brows, with every turn
Lived thro’ her to the tips of her long hands....
—TENNYSON (_The Princess_).
“Well, Father?”
Master Simon started. His eyes shot a look of searching inquiry at the
young woman who now came round to the side of the high table, and bent
down to bring her fresh face to a level with his.
“Ellinor? Not Ellinor, not my daughter...!” he said.
“Ellinor. The only daughter you ever had. The only child, as far as I
know!”
The tranquil voice had a pleasant, matter-of-fact note. The last words
were pointed merely by a sudden deep dimple at the corner of the lips
that spoke them. But it was trouble, amounting to agitation, that here
took possession of the father. He pushed his chair back from the table,
rubbed his hands through his scant silver locks, tugged at his beard.
“You’ve come on ... on a visit, I suppose?” he said presently, with
hesitation.
“I have come to stay some time—a long time, if I may.”
“But—Marvel, but your husband?”
“Dead.”
The dimple disappeared, but the voice was quite unaltered. She had not
shifted her position.
“Dead?” echoed Master Simon. His eyes travelled wonderingly from her
black stuff gown—a widow’s gown indeed—to the head with its unwidow-like
crown of hair; to the face so youthful, so curiously serene, so
unmournful.
Her hands were lightly clasped under the pointed white chin. Here the
father’s eyes rested; and from the chaos of his disturbed mind the last
element of his surprise struggled to the surface and formulated itself
into another question:
“Where is your wedding ring?”
“I took it off.”
Ellinor Marvel straightened her figure.
“Father,” she said, “we have always seen very little of each other, but
I know you spend your life as a searcher after truth. Since we are now,
as I hope, to live together, you will be glad to take notice from the
first that I have at least one virtue: I am a truthful woman. It will
save a good deal of explanation if I tell you now that, when the coach
crossed the bridge this evening and I threw into the waters of the Avon
the gold ring I had worn for ten miserable years, I said: ‘Thank God!’”
Simon Rickart took a stumbling turn up and down the room: his daughter
stood watching him, motionless. Then he halted before her and broke into
a protest, by turns incoherent, testy, and plaintive.
“Come to stay—stay a long time! But, this is folly! We’ve no women here,
child, except the servants. David wants no women about him. I don’t want
any women about me! There’s not been a petticoat in this room since you
were last here yourself. And that, that’s ten years ago. You will be
very uncomfortable. You have no kind of an idea of what sort of
existence you are proposing to yourself. I am a mass of selfishness. I
should make your life a burden to you. Be reasonable, my dear! I am a
very old man. Pooh, pooh, I won’t allow it! You must go elsewhere. Hey,
what?”
“I cannot go elsewhere, I have no money.”
“No money! But Marvel! But the fortune I gave you? Tut, tut, what folly
is this now?”
“Gone, gone—and more! He would have died in the Fleet had we not escaped
abroad. The guineas I have now in my purse are the last I own in the
world. All my other worldly goods are in the couple of trunks now in the
passage.” She stopped, and remained awhile silent, then in a lower voice
and slowly: “Look at me, father,” she added, “can I live alone?”
He looked as he was bidden. He, the man who had not always been a
recluse, the whilom man of the world who in older years had taken study
as a hobby, the man of bygone pleasures, appraised her ripe woman’s
beauty with rapid discrimination. Then into the father’s eyes there
sprang a gleam of something like pride—pride of such a daughter—a light
of remembrance, a struggling tenderness. The next moment the worn lids
fell and the old man stood ashamed:
“I beg your pardon, my dear,” he said, gravely, and sank into his chair.
She came round and looked down at him a moment smiling.
“You never heard me walk all about the room,” she said, “I have a light
tread. And I’ll always wear stuff dresses here.” Then, more coaxingly:
“I don’t think you’ll find me much in the way, father. I’ve got good
eyes, I am remarkably intelligent”—she paused a second and, thrusting
out her hands under his brooding gaze, added with a soft laugh: “And you
know I’ve steady hands!”
He stared at the pretty white things. Faintly he murmured:
“But I’m a mass of selfishness!”
“Then I’ll be the more useful to you!” she cried gaily and laid first
her cool, young cheek, then her warm, young lips upon his forehead.
The sap was not yet dead in the old branch, after all. Master Simon’s
body had not become the mere thinking machine he fain would have made
it. There was blood enough still in his old veins to answer to the call
of its own. Memories, tender, remorseful, all human, were still lurking
in forgotten corners of a brain consecrated, he fancied, wholly to
Science; memories which now awoke and clamoured. Slowly he stretched out
his hand and touched his daughter’s cheek.
“Poor child!”
Ellinor Marvel now drew back quietly. Master Simon passed a finger
across his eyes and muttered that their light was getting dim.
“The lamp wants trimming,” she said, and proceeded to do it with that
calm diligence of hers that made her activity seem almost like repose.
But she knew well enough that neither sight nor lamp was failing; and
she felt her home-coming sanctioned.
At this point something black and stealthy began to circle irregularly
round her skirts, tipping them with hardly tangible brush, while a vague
whirring as of a spinning-wheel arose in the air. She stepped back: the
thing followed her and seemed to swell larger and larger, while the
whirrs became as it were multiplied and punctuated by an occasional
catch like the click of clockwork.
“Why, look father!”
There was a gay note in her voice. Master Simon looked, and amazement
was writ upon his learned countenance.
“Belphegor likes you!” he exclaimed, pulling at his beard. “Singular,
most singular! I have never known the creature tolerate anyone’s touch
but my own or Barnaby’s.”
Hardly were the words spoken when, with a magnificent bound, Belphegor
rose from the floor and alighted upon her shoulder—at the exact place he
had selected between the white column of the throat and the spring of
the arm—and instantly folded himself in comfort, his great tail sweeping
her back to and fro, his head caressing her cheek with the touch of a
butterfly’s wing, his enigmatic eyes fixed the while upon his master.
Ellinor laughed aloud, and presently the sound of Master Simon’s nasal
chuckle came into chorus. He rubbed his hands; he was extraordinarily
pleased, though quite unaware of it himself.
Ellinor sat on the arm of his winged elbow-chair—his “Considering
Chair,” as he was wont to describe it—and looked around smiling.
“Still at the same studies, father? How sweet it smells in this room! It
looks smaller than I remember it. I once thought it was as big as a
cathedral. But I myself felt smaller then. How long ago it seems! And
what is that discovery that I came just in time for?”
Master Rickart engaged willingly enough in the track of that pleasant
thought.
“Why, my dear, simply that an old surmise of mine was right. Ha, ha, I
was right.... The active principle of _Geranium Cyanthos_ with the root
of which, as Fabricius relates—Fabricius, the great Dutch traveller and
plant-hunter—the Kaffir warlocks are said to cure dysentery.... It is
positively identical with a similar crystalline substance which I have
for many years obtained from _Hedera Warneriensis_—the species of ivy
that grows about the ruins of Bindhurst Abbey, of which mention is made
by Prynne....”
Thus he rambled on with the selfish garrulity of the old man in the grip
of his hobby; presently, however, he fell back to addressing himself
rather than his listener, and gradually subsided into reflectiveness.
And once more silence drew upon the room.
CHAPTER III
RUSTLING LEAVES OF MEMORY
... The garden-scent
Brings back some brief-winged bright sensation
Of love that came and love that went.
—DOBSON (_A Garden Idyll_).
Long drawn minutes, ticked off by the slow beat of the laboratory clock,
dropped into the abysm of the past.
Master Simon, sunk in his chair, his head bent on his breast, had fallen
into a deep muse. His eyes, fixed upon the face of his daughter—fair and
thrown into fairer relief by Belphegor’s black muzzle nestling close to
it—had gradually gathered to themselves that blank, unseeing look which
betrays a mind set upon inner things.
Ellinor sat still, her shapely hands folded on her lap. She was glad of
the rest, for this was the end of a weary journey. She was glad, also,
of the silence, which gave room to her clamourous thought.
Home again! The only home she had ever known. For those last ten years
seemed only like one hideous, interminable voyage in which she, the
unwilling traveller, had been hurried from port to port without one hour
of rest.
To this house of peace, encircled by a triple ring of silence—the great
walls, the still waters of the moat, and the vast, stately park with its
mute army of trees—she had first been brought at so early an age that
any recollections of other hearth or roof were as vague as those of a
dream-world. But vivid were the memories now crowding back of her former
life here—memories of rosy, healthy childhood.—Aunt Sophia’s kind,
foolish face and her indulgent, unwise rule. Baby Ellinor rolling again
on the velvet sward and pulling off the tulip blossoms by the head;
child Ellinor ranging and roaming in stable and farm, running wild in
the gardens.... Nearly all her joys were somehow mingled with gardens;
with the rosary in the pleasure-grounds, which she roamed every day of
the summer; with the old kitchen garden, where she devoured the
baby-peas and the green gooseberries; with the Herb-Garden—the
mysterious, the strictly forbidden, the alluring Herb-Garden, her
father’s living museum of strange plants!
Between high walls it lay: a long, narrow strip, running down to the
moat on one side and abutting to the blind masonry of the keep on the
other. Here her father—an ever more remote figure, and for some reason
unintelligible to her child’s mind, ever more detached from the common
existence of the house, took his sole taste of air and sunshine. How
often, peeping in through the locked iron gates, she had watched him,
with curiosity and awe, as he passed and re-passed amid the rank
luxuriance of the herbs and bushes, so absorbed in cogitation that his
eyes, when they fell upon the little face behind the bars, never seemed
to see it.—The Herb-Garden! Naturally, this one spot (where, it seemed,
grew the fruit of the knowledge of good and evil) had a vastly greater
attraction for the small daughter of Eve than the paradise of which she
had the freedom. Aunt Sophia had warned her that the leaf of any one of
those strange herbs might be death! Yet visit the Herbary she often did,
all parental threats and injunctions notwithstanding, by a secret
entrance through the ruins of the keep.
Strange that her thoughts should from the very hour of her return home
hark back so much to the Herb-Garden! No doubt there was suggestion in
all the sweet smells floating now around her. She thought she recognised
_Camphire_ and _Frangipanni_; but there were others too, known yet
nameless; and they brought her back to the fragrant spot, the delights
of which had so long been forgotten.
Her memories were nearly all of solitary childhood. Sir David, the young
master of Bindon, the orphan cousin to whom Simon Rickart was in those
days humourously supposed to play the part of guardian, entered but
little into them, and then only as a grave Eton boy, disdainful of her
torn frocks, of her soiled hands, her shrill joyousness. He and his
sister Maud kept fastidiously aloof.... Maud of the black ringlets and
the fine frocks, who from the first had made her little cousin realise
the gulf that must exist between the child of the poor guardian and the
daughter of the House.
But later came a change.
She was Miss Ellinor—a tall maiden, suddenly alive to the desirableness
of ordered locks and pretty gowns; and young Sir David began to assume
importance within her horizon. How these fleeting memories, evoked by
the essence of Master Simon’s distilling, were sailing in the silence of
the room round Ellinor’s head!
It was during his University years. The young master brought into his
house every vacation an extraordinary stir of eager life. There came
batches of favoured companions, varying according to the mood of the
moment:—youthful philosophers who had got so far beyond the most
advanced thought of the age as to have lost all footing; or exquisite
young dandies, with lisps and miraculously fitting kerseymere pantaloons
and ruffles of lace before which Miss Sophia opened wide mouth and eyes;
or again, serious, aristocratic striplings of earnest political views.
During these invasions Aunt Sophia suddenly developed a spirit of
prudence quite unknown to her usual practice, and Miss Ellinor, much to
her disappointment, was kept studiously in the background. Upon this
head cousin David entered suddenly into the narrow circle of her
emotions. Chafing against the unwonted restraint, Ellinor one day defied
orders, and boldly presented herself at the breakfast-table while her
cousin and two young men of dazzling beauty, all in hunting pink and
buckskins, were partaking of chops and coffee under the chaste ægis of
Miss Sophia Rickart’s ringlets.
How well Ellinor could recall the startling effect of her entrance. She
had walked in with that boldness which girlish timidity can assume under
the spur of a strong will. Miss Sophia had gaped. Three pairs of eyes
were fixed upon the intruder. David’s serious gaze, always so enigmatic
to her. Then the Master of Lochore’s red-brown orbs.—They were something
of the colour of his auburn hair. She had come under their range before,
and had hated them and him upon a sudden instinct, all the more perhaps
for the singular attachment which David was known to have found for
him.—The third espial upon her was one of soft, yet piercing blackness:
she was pulled-up in her would-be nonchalant advance as by an invisible
barrier. David, long and lean in his red and white, had risen and come
across to her with great deliberation. He had taken her hand.
“Cousin Ellinor,” he had said, in a voice of most gentle courtesy, “you
have been misinformed: Aunt Sophia did not request your presence.”
He had bowed, led her out across the threshold, bowed again, and closed
the door. There had been a shout from within, expostulation and
laughter. And she, without, had stamped her sandalled foot and waited to
hear no more. With tears of bitter mortification streaming down her
cheeks she had rushed to her beloved old haunt in the Herb-Garden,
carrying with her an odious vision of her cousin’s face as it bent over
her; of his grave eyes, so strangely light in contrast with the dark
cheek; of the satirical twist of his lips and the mock ceremony of his
manner.
But she had taken with her also another vision; and that was then so
consoling that, as she marched to and fro among the fragrant bushes that
were growing yellow and crisp under autumn skies, she was fain to let
her mind dwell lingeringly upon it. It was the black broad stare of
surprised admiration in young Marvel’s eyes.
Many a time, in the subsequent days, did the walls of the forbidden
gardens enfold her in their secrecy—but not alone. He of the black eyes
had heard of the secret entrance and was by her side many a time—Aye,
and many a time, in the years that followed, had Ellinor told herself,
in the bitterness of her heart, how far better it would have been for
her then to have sucked the poison of the most evil plant that had clung
appealingly round her as she brushed by, listening to young Marvel’s
wooing.
Those were days of courtship: an epidemic of sentiment seemed to have
spread through Bindon. Handsome, ease-loving, bachelor parson
Tutterville developed a sudden energy in the courtship which had
stagnated for years between him and Aunt Sophia, on whose round cheeks
long-forgotten roses bloomed again.
And David too! From one day to the other Sir David Cheveral had
received, it seemed, fair and square in his virgin heart, virgin for all
the brilliant and fast life he seemed to lead, the most piercing dart in
Love’s whole quiver. He was one of those with whom such wounds are ill
to heal. Poor David!
In the prevailing atmosphere he of the black eyes had got his own way
easily enough. Marriage bells were the music of the hour. Parson
Tutterville led the way to the altar with Miss Sophia’s ringlets
drooping upon his arm. Ellinor promptly followed, with lids that were
not easily drooped cast down under the blaze of the drowning black
stare. Ellinor the child, confident little moth throwing her soul
against the first alluring flame, to its torture and undoing!
Well, all that was past! She had revived. She was back at the door of
life, stronger and wiser. But David? David was also alone. After scaling
to the pinnacle of the most exalted, devouring passion, he had had to go
down into the valley again, alone, carrying the sting in his heart.
Alone, always, she had heard. Poor David!
“No!—Happy David,” said Ellinor aloud.
CHAPTER IV
BACK AT A NEW DOOR OF LIFE
Joy’s recollection is no longer joy
While sorrow’s memory is sorrow still!
—BYRON (_Doge of Venice_).
“Eh?” said the old man.
He fixed his gaze once more upon his daughter, and stared at her for a
moment as if her comely presence were but some freakish play of his own
senses.
“Father?”
The knotted wrinkles became softened into an unwilling smile.
“I spoke aloud, didn’t I?” said she. “It must be an inherited trick! I
was thinking of David. He never thought more of marriage?”
“Marriage!”
“Will he never marry, father?”
“David, marry! Oh, pooh! David, wise man, has consecrated his youth to
his pursuit. Pity, though, he did not choose a more satisfactory one!”
Mrs. Marvel lifted Belphegor from her shoulders to the floor and drew
her chair closer.
“You mean his star-gazing? He sits in his tower all night, peering at
the skies, ‘and dreams all day, like an owl.’ That’s what Willum said
when I questioned him just now. Do you also call his a foolish pursuit?”
“He’s a visionary, a dreamer,” answered the other testily. “A splendid
mind, the vigour of a young brain ... and to waste it on the stars, on
distant worlds with which no telescope can ever bring him into any
useful contact, from which no nights of study, were he to live as long
as Methuselah, will ever enable him to gain one single grain heavy
enough to weigh down that scale there, that scale which as you saw, will
not even bear a breath unmoved! And all this world, child, all this
world!” In his enthusiasm the old man had risen and now was pacing the
room. “This teeming, inexhaustible world of ours, full of marvellous,
most subtle secrets yet submissive to our investigation, from the mass
that blocks out our horizon to the tiniest atom that, even beneath this
glass,”—he was now by his work-table and his fingers caressed the
microscope—“is scarce visible to the eye, all obedient to the same laws
and amenable to our ken! With all these treasures at his hand, awaiting
him, he throws away his life on the unattainable, on the stars, on
moonshine!”
The faded dressing-gown flapped about the speaker’s lean legs as he
walked; his white hair swung lightly over his bent shoulders.
Ellinor looked after him with eyes of amusement.
“The short of it,” said she, “is that he prefers his telescope to your
microscope.”
“Fancy to fact, girl! Dreams to reality! Speculation to uses! Ah, what
should we not have done, we two, had he been willing to work down here
instead of up there!”
With a growl Master Simon returned to his sweet-smelling furnace and
began mechanically to feed the fires with charcoal. She heard him
mutter, as if to himself:
“Work with me? Why, I hardly ever even see him! David’s a ghost, rather
than a man—a ghost that rises with the evening shades and disappears at
dawn; that never speaks unless you charge him!”
Ellinor remained silent a while, pondering. Presently she said, in the
voice of one who sees in what to others seems incomprehensible a very
simple proposition:
“He lives, it would appear, uplifted in thoughts beyond the sordid
things of earth. He knows no disillusion, for the unattainable star will
never crumble to ashes in his hand. He will never see of what ugly clay
the distant and glorious planet may, after all, be made! I say: happy
David ... not to have married his first love.”
“Tush! Don’t you believe that David ever thinks of love.”
He made an impatient motion with the bellows and cast over his shoulder
a look of severity, of surprise that a person who had shown herself
capable of managing the rider on his scale should endeavour to engage
him in the discussion of such trivialities in this appallingly short
life.
Their glances met. It was his own spirit that looked back to him,
brightly defiant, out of eyes as brilliant and as searching as his own,
and as blue.
“These things, these unconsidered trifles of hearts and hopes and
sorrows, they’re quite beneath notice, are they not, father? You know no
more of the woman that drove poor David to the top of his tower—the
David I remember was not a recluse—than you did of the dashing, handsome
youth to whom you handed over your only child ... that she might live
happy ever after!”
The widow laughed. But it was with a twist of her ripe, red mouth and a
harsh sound like the note of an indignant bird.
The old man, remained arrested for a space, stooping over the stove with
the bellows poised in his hand, as if the meaning of her words were
slowly filtering to his brain. Then, letting his implement fall with a
little clatter, he shuffled back towards his daughter and stood again
gazing at her, his lips moving noiselessly, his eye dim and troubled.
Master Simon’s mind, trained to such alertness in dealing with a certain
set of ideas, groped like that of a child in the endeavour to lay hold
of the new living problem.
At length he put out a trembling finger and timidly laid it for a second
on her hand. She looked up at him with an altered expression, infinitely
soft and womanly.
“I am afraid,” said he quickly, as if ashamed of the breakdown of his
own philosophy, “I am afraid you have suffered, my girl.”
“I never complained while it lasted,” she answered. “I shall not
complain now that it is over.”
He gathered the skirts of his gown more closely about him and regarded
her from under his shaggy eyebrows with an expression of deadly
earnestness in singular contrast with his appearance.
“You spent long nights in tears, child, longing for the sound of his
step?”
“How do you know?” she answered, flashing at him.
“Your mother did,” he sighed.
There fell a heavy pause, during which Belphegor sang with the simmering
phials a quaint duet as fine as a gossamer thread.
“Until the morning dawned, when I dreaded the sound of that step,” said
the widow at last.
Master Simon frowned more deeply. New wrinkles gathered on his
countenance.
“A worthless fellow! A wastrel, a gambler, a reprobate! And you doing
your wife’s part of screening and mending, nursing and paying. Aye, aye,
I know it all. It was your mother’s fate.”
“And did my mother get cursed for her pains, and struck?”
The old man started as if the word had indeed been a blow.
“Ah, no,” he cried sharply. “Ah, no, not that, never that!”
Ellinor came close and laid her hands on his shoulders.
“Bad enough, God knows,” he repeated, shaking his head. “Heedless and
selfish—but that, never!”
She looked at him, long and tenderly. When she spoke her tones and words
were as full of deliberate comfort as her touch.
“Father,” she said, “compare yourself no more to that man. Your mind and
his—what his was—are as the poles asunder. My mother’s life and mine, as
Heaven and Hell. I did my duty to the end: whilst he lived, I lived by
his side. He is dead—let him be forgotten! Life, surely, is not all
bitterness and ashes,” she added a little wistfully. Then, with a return
of brightness: “I have come back to you. I don’t know what I should have
done if I had not had you. But here I am. This is the opening hour of my
new life!”
The clock, in its dumb way, struck the hour of ten.
“Surely, father,” said Ellinor suddenly, “one of your little pots is
rocking!”
There was a spirt of aromatic steam, in the midst of which white head
and golden head bent together over the furnace; and young eyes and old
eyes, so strangely alike, were fixed upon the boiling mysteries of the
pharmacopic experiment. An adroit question here, a steadying touch there
of those admirable hands and Master Simon, forgetting all else, began to
direct and once more to explain—explain with an eager flow of words very
different indeed from his disjointed solitary talk.
Chemistry or alchemy—how were the whimsical old student’s laboratory
pursuits to be described? Chemist he was undoubtedly, by exactness of
knowledge; but alchemist, too, by the visionary character of his
scientific enthusiasm, though he himself derided the suggestion.
“Powder of projection? Nonsense, nonsense!” he would have cried. “Not in
the scheme of our world. Much use to mankind if gold became cheaper than
lead!... Elixir of Life? Again preposterous! Given birth, death is
Nature’s law.... But pain and premature decay—ah, there opens quite
another road!—that is the physician’s province to conquer. And if one
seeks but well enough for the _panacea_, the _universal anodyne_, the
true _nepenthes_, eh, eh, who knows? Such a thing is undoubtedly to be
found. Doubtless! Have we not already partially lifted up the veil?
_Opium_ (grandest of brain soothers!) and _Jesuit’s Bark_ and the
_Ether_ of Frobœnius, and Sir Humphry’s _laughing gas_! Yet those are
but partial victors; the All-Conqueror has yet to be discovered.”
Such a discovery Master Simon (who was first of all a botanist) had
settled in his mind was to be made in the veins of some plant or other;
and, therefore, with all the ardour of the student of mature years
racing against Time, he now devoted all his energies to this special
branch of investigation. Hence, perhaps the forgotten title of “simpler”
was the most appropriate to this follower of Boerhaave and Hales. In the
absorbing delight of his hobby he was given to experiment recklessly
upon himself as well as upon others, after the method of that other
fervent student of old, Conrad Gessner; and whatever the result, noxious
or beneficent, he generally found in it confirmation of some theory.
“If the juices of certain herbs can produce melancholia, or the fury of
madness, or idiocy, why should we not find in others the soothing of
oblivion, or the stimulus to exalted thought, or the spur of genius? Why
not,” he would say, “But life’s so short, life’s so short....”
The door was opened noiselessly. Barnaby, the _famulus_, clutching the
tray, stood staring, open mouthed, in upon them.
“Hang that boy!” said Master Simon testily and, pretending not to notice
the interruption, proceeded with his disquisition on the admirable
things he meant to extract from Camphire or Henne-weed.
“Is that all they give you for supper, father?”
She had walked up to the tray which had been deposited on a corner of
the table.
“A jug of ale!” she exclaimed with disfavour. “Small-ale—and sour at
that, I’ll be bound!” She poured a few drops into the tumbler, sipped
and grimaced. “Pah! Bread—heavy and yesterday’s. Cheese! Last year’s, I
should say—and simply because the mice wouldn’t have any more of it!”
Indignation rose within her as she compared this treatment of her father
with memories of Bindon’s hospitality in bygone days. “And an apple!”
she added, with scathing precision.
“Most wholesome,” suggested the simpler, deprecating interference.
“Wholesome!” she snorted. “Upon the theory of the dangers of
over-eating, I suppose! And what a jug—what a tumbler!”
“Barnaby is rather clumsy,” apologised his master. “Apt to break a good
deal. So I, it was I, begged Mrs. Nutmeg to provide us with stout ware.”
“What old Margery!—old Margery Nutmeg still here!” A shadow fell upon
Ellinor’s face—the next moment it was gone. “Ugh! How I always hated
that woman! I had forgotten all about her. It is a way I have: I forget
the unpleasant! Well!” with a laugh, “now I understand. But I’ll warrant
her well-cushioned frame is not supported upon the diet of wholesomeness
meted out to you! Heavens! but what is this dreadful little mess in the
brown bowl?”
“Belphegor’s supper,” answered his master with rebuking gravity.
“They treat him no better than they do you, father!”
She paused, took the edge of the tablecloth between her taper finger and
thumb and thrust out a disdainful lip.
“What a cloth! Not even quite clean!”
“Mrs. Nutmeg has limited us. Barnaby has an unfortunate propensity for
upsetting things,” humbly interposed the philosopher.
“Then Barnaby, whoever he is, ought to be soundly trounced,” asserted
Mrs. Marvel.
She wheeled round on the boy, who still stared at her with round
eyes—but her father laid an averting hand upon her arm.
“Hush,” he said, inconsequently lowering his voice, “the poor lad is
deaf and dumb.”
“Deaf and dumb, your servant?”
Fresh amazement sprang to her face, succeeded by a lightening
tenderness.
“He suits me, child,” cried the old man, hurriedly. “Pray do not
attribute to me any foolish philanthropy, I’m a——”
She interrupted him with a gay note:
“A mass of selfishness, of course—Who could doubt it, who knew you an
hour? Well, I am a mass of selfishness, too. Oh, I am your own daughter,
as you’ll discover for yourself very soon! And such frugality as Master
Simon is made to practise will never suit Mistress Ellinor. Can your
appetite for these, these wholesome things, bide half an hour, father?”
Without awaiting the answer, she placed Belphegor’s portion on the
floor, handy to his convenience, then whisked up the tray, bestowed a
nod and a radiant smile upon Barnaby (that made him her slave from
henceforth) and briskly left the room. Barnaby automatically followed.
Master Simon rubbed his bald head and tugged at his beard. Belphegor was
stamping on the hearth rug with a monstrous hump and bristling tail,
preparatory to addressing himself to his supper.
“So here we are, with a female about us after all, my cat! But she seems
an exceptionally reasonable person—quite a remarkable woman.”
His eye fell on the notes of his experiment, and a crinkling smile
spread upon his countenance. “There is something about the touch of a
woman’s hand,” he murmured, and promptly became absorbed again.
“I have not been very long, have I?” said Ellinor, when in due course
she returned, followed by Barnaby with a tray.
The student lifted his hand warningly without withdrawing his eyes from
his array of figures.
“Never fear,” said she, “your table shall be sacred.”
She fetched a large round stool and motioned to Barnaby to deposit his
burden thereon. It was a tray of mightily increased dimensions, graced
with damask (a little yellow, perhaps, from the long hoarding, but fine
and pure), laden with cut crystal, with purple and gold china. The light
of a pair of silver candlesticks gleamed on the red of wine, on the
flowery whiteness of bread, on the engaging pink of wafer slices of ham
and the firm primrose roll of a proper housewife’s butter.
“Shall we not sup?” said Mistress Marvel.
She poured into the diamond-cut glass a liquor of exquisite fragrance
and colour, and placed it in her father’s hand. And, as he raised it to
his lips almost unconsciously, a faint glow, like the spectre of the
ruby in his glass, crept upon the pallor of his cheek.
“What is this?” he exclaimed, in interested tones, holding out the
beaker to the light.
“Not small-ale!” laughed she. “Not small beer whatever it be! I have
seen,” she added musingly, whilst her father contemplated her with
astonishment, “I have seen strange things at Bindon since I arrived this
evening, and could scarce obtain admittance in the unlit courtyard, (old
watchman Willum recognised me, that was at least something). At the
front door, dark, cold, forbidding, not one servant in attendance! I had
to enter the house like a thief, by the back ways. It seems like a house
under a spell! Ah, very different from the Bindon of old! But I have
seen nothing stranger than the servants’ hall, whither Barnaby took me
in silence—a good lad, your Barnaby,” and she cast a friendly glance
over her shoulder at the still figure behind her. “I don’t know,” she
resumed, taking up the fork, “whether they treat David as they treat
you, his cousin, but they look well after themselves!”
She laughed, but a colour of anger had mounted again to her brow.
“Margery is away, it seems; so old Giles tells me. He was bringing up
the wine for supper. Are you listening, father? Wine for the servants’
supper! And lighting these candlesticks! And if they consider cheese and
ale good enough for you, do not think they misunderstand the meaning of
good cheer. So we made the raid—and here you have some of their fare.
Drink sir!”
CHAPTER V
QUENCHLESS STARS ELOQUENT
O, who shall tell what deep inspirèd things
Thou speakest me, when, tranquil as the skies,
O Night, I stand in shadow of thy wings,
And with thy robe of suns fulfil mine eyes!
—E. SWEETMAN (_The Star-Gazer_).
It is no unusual thing for a man whom human love has betrayed and left
bare; whose life some violent human passion has robbed of all savour, to
turn for consolation to the things of heaven. This is what, in course of
time, had befallen Sir David Cheveral, when his youthful dream of
happiness had fled before a bitter awakening. But the heaven to which he
had turned was not that “Realm beyond the Stars” pictured by the faith
of ages, but that actual region above and about our globe, as mysterious
a world, perhaps, and as little heeded by the bulk of mankind; that
immensity peopled by other suns and earths, ruled by a harmony so vast
and grandiose that the thought of centuries is but beginning to grasp
it; that universe of space and time, as unfathomable to our finite
groping senses and as appealing to imagination and reason both as any
realm of eternity pictured by the poets of any creed!
The worlds outside the earth, then, seemed for years to have given to
his desolate spirit, gradually and absorbingly, all that the world of
earth has in different ways to give to man.
The dome of heaven was David Cheveral’s mistress. To his phantasy, a
mistress ever variable and ever loved; whether chastely remote, ridden
by the fine silver crescent, emblem of virginity; or passionate,
low-brooding, full-mooned and crimson, pregnant with autumn promise; or
yet high and cold, in winter magnificence, sparkling with the jewels
that are beyond dreams of splendour; or yet again veiled and
indifferent; or stormy, cloud-wracked with the anger of the gods;
condescending now with exquisite intimacy, anon passing as irrevocably
as Diana from her shepherd. Who that had once loved such a mistress
could ever turn back to one of earth again? So thought the star-dreamer
of Bindon.
And this esthetic passion was at the same time his art and his
life-work. It filled not only heart, but mind. Endless was the lesson to
be learned, opening the road endlessly to others; untiring the labour to
be expended; his own the genius to divine, to grasp, to translate; and
his also every gratification, every reward! So thought the star-dreamer.
He had drifted into a life of study and contemplation as solitary men
drift into eccentricity; and if in its all absorbing tendency there
lurked madness of a sort, there was a harmonious method in it; and to
him, at least (precious boon!), it spelt peace of soul.
Every day’s work of such a study meant a fresh conquest of the mind,
noble and peaceful. Mighty conceptions unfolded themselves to an
ever-soaring intellect and thrust back more and more the pigmy doings of
this small earth into their proper insignificance. Meanwhile his sight
was rejoiced with beauty ever renewed. The music of the spheres played
its great harmonies to his fastidious ear; the rhythm of a universal
poetry, too exquisite to find expression in mere words, settled upon a
mind ever attuned to vastness, till the drab miseries of humanity seemed
well-nigh fallen away, and the petty fret of everyday life, the chafing,
the disillusion, the smart of pride, the cry of the senses, were as
forgotten things.—His soul was filled with visions.
Now on this evening, while Master Simon in his laboratory underground
was being called by unexpected claims from his own line of abstraction,
something equally startling had occurred to Sir David Cheveral in his
observatory.
He was pacing his airy platform on the top of the keep, under an
exquisite and pensive sky of most benign charity. Never had he felt
himself more uplifted to the empyrean, more detached from a sordid
world, than at the beginning of this watch. Deep beyond deep spread the
blue vasts above him. As the lover knows the soul of his beloved, so his
vision, unaided, pierced into the heart of mysteries that even through
the telescope would be veiled to the neophyte.
Upon her moonless brow this autumnal night wore a coronal of stars that
might have shamed her later glories. The Heavenly Twins and Giant Orion
beginning the southward ascent in splendid company; Aldebaran, fiery-red
eye of the Bull; the tremulous pearly sheen of the Pleiades; the grand,
upright cross of Cygnus, planted in the very stream of the Milky Way,
and, slowly sinking towards the West, the gracious circlet of the
Northern Crown—when had Night’s greater jewels shone with more
entrancing lustre upon the diaper of her endless lesser gems!
David Cheveral turned from one field of beauty to another; anon
reckoning his treasures with a jealous eye, anon letting the vast beauty
mirror itself in his soul as in a placid pool.
But rapture is ever tracked by fatigue: it seems to be an envious,
miserly law of our finite nature that every spell of exaltation must be
paid for by despondency. Melancholy is but the weariness either of mind
or of body: often of both. The airs were variable and cold, and food had
not passed his lips for many hours; yet he had no conscious hankering
for the warm hearthstones beneath him; no conscious desire for the touch
of a fellow hand or the sound of a human voice. But, by slow degrees
there crept upon him an unwonted and profound sadness.
A familiar catch-phrase of Master Simon’s:—“And life’s so short! and
life’s so short!”—had begun to haunt his thoughts, to whisper in his
ear, lulled though it was by the voice of solitude. A sense of his own
limitations before this illimitable began to oppress him. So much beauty
and but one sense with which to possess it: but weak mortal eyes and an
imperfect vision, inferior even to that of many an animal! To feel
within oneself the intellect, the power to conceive the creations of a
God, and to know that one’s ignorance was still as vast as the field of
knowledge offered ... the pity of it! With every gracious night such as
this to glean a little more of the rich harvest—and life so short that,
were one to live a cycle beyond the allotted span, the truth garnered in
the end would be but as motes glinting here and there in floods of
light!
Such revolts give way to lassitude. The useless “Why?” is inevitably
succeeded by the “_Cui bono?_”
The astronomer who was too much of a poet—the star-dreamer, as men
called him—drew a deep sigh. He had been tempted from his self-allotted
task of calculation as a lover may be tempted to dally in adoration of
his beloved. He now turned to go back to his table, but as he did so was
once more arrested in spite of himself by the fascination of the great
dome.
As it is the desire of man to possess what he finds most beautiful, so
is it the instinct of the poet, of the painter, of the musician, to
express and give again to the world the captured ideal.—The pain of
impotency clutched at the dreamer’s heart.
But of a sudden he started; his sad eyes became alert and fixed.—An
event that happens but at rarest times in the history of human
observation had taken place under his very gaze.
A new gem had been added to the splendours of the heavens!
His languid pulses beat quicker. He passed his hand across his brow; no,
it was not the overworked student’s hallucination! Did he not know every
aspect of the constellation, of the evening, of the hour? Sooner might a
woman miscount her jewels, a collector his treasures, than he misread
the face of his idol! It was no fancy. There, above the Northern Crown,
a new star—a fire of surpassing radiance had flashed out of his sky even
at the moment of his looking.
He had seen it suddenly blossoming, as if it were into his own garden,
like a magic flower from some hidden bud. An unknown light had pulsed
into existence where darkness hitherto had reigned.
A new star had been born! His soul caught up the fire of its brilliance.
It was as if his transient faithlessness had been beautifully rebuked;
his faintness of heart driven forth by a glance of his beloved’s eyes.
Nay, it was as if, in some fashion, his mystic espousal had brought
forth life. To him had been given what is not given to man once in a
cycle—to receive the first flash of a world!
Inexpressibly stirred, filled with enthusiasm, he hurried to his
instruments and with eager hand turned the great lenses upon the
apparition.
Out of the chasm of those inconceivable spaces—from the first
contemplation of which, it is said, the neophyte recoils with something
like terror—broke, swirling, the splendour of a star where certainly no
star had ever been seen before. _His star!_ Breaking from the darkness,
it sailed across the field of his vision, radiant, sapphire, gorgeously,
exquisitely blue!
To every man who lives more in the spirit than in the flesh there come
moments when the _afflatus_ of the gods seems to descend upon him;
moments of intuition, inspiration or hallucination, when he sees things
not revealed to the ordinary mortal. What, in his sudden exalted mood,
David Cheveral saw that night was never vouchsafed to him again. It was
beyond anything he could ever put into words; almost, in saner moments,
he shrank from putting it into thought.
When at length he descended from his altitudes and touched earth again,
though still as in a trance, he entered a record of the discovery on his
chart. Every student of the heavens knows that a new star is oftener
than not temporary and may fade away as mysteriously as it has blazed
forth. His next care, although it was against his habits to invite the
company of his fellow creature, was instinctively to seek another
witness to the event.
However man may cut himself adrift from his kin, the impulses of his
nature remain ever the same in critical moments. A joy is not complete
until it is shared; a triumph is savourless until it is acclaimed.
He was still dazed from the strain of watching, from the gloom of the
black tower stairs and of the long unlit passages when he reached the
basement rooms that were Master Simon’s province at Bindon.
Pushing open the heavy oaken door, he stood a moment looking in.
There was cheerful candle-gleam where he was wont to find dimness; a gay
sound of laughter and words where silence used to reign; and instead of
Master Simon’s bent grey head, there rose before his sight, haloed with
light, so white and pure as almost to seem luminous itself, a young
forehead set in a radiance of crisp, fiery-gold hair. His eyes
encountered the beam of two unknown eyes, exquisitely blue. Blue as his
star!
And he thought he still saw visions; thought that his star had as
suddenly and sweetly taken living shape here below as above in the
unattainable skies.
CHAPTER VI
EYES, BLUE AS HIS STAR
——Dwelt on my heaven a face
Most starry-fair, but kindled from within
As ’twere with dawn!
—TENNYSON (_The Lover’s Tale_).
On the new-comer’s entrance Ellinor looked up. The smile was arrested on
her lips and her eyes grew grave with wonder: there was something
curiously unsubstantial, something almost fantastic in the man that
stood thus, framed in the gaping darkness of the doorway.
That pale head, refined to ætherealisation, with its masses of dense,
black hair; that straight figure, unusually tall and seeming taller
still by reason of its exceeding leanness, romantically draped in the
folds of a sable-lined cloak; above all, those eyes, under penthouse
brows, singularly light and luminous in spite of their deep-setting,
gazing straight at her, through her and beyond her—the eyes of the
dreamer, or rather of the seer! In her surprise she failed for the
moment to connect with this apparition the forgotten identity of the
“cousin David” she had known in her girl days; the smooth-cheeked
lad—dandy, fox-hunter, poet, politician—but in every phase, image of
assertive and satisfied youth.
Master Simon broke the spell of the singular moment.
“Ah, David,” quoth he, “dazed—moonstruck as usual? Awake, good dreamer,
awake! There have been fine happenings here below while you were
frittering God’s good time, blinking at your stars!”
He rose from his seat and shuffled round the table with quite unusual
alertness. A glass of the vintage served to him by his daughter had
brought a transient fire into the sluggish veins. As he tapped David on
the arm, the latter turned his abstracted gaze upon him with a new
bewilderment: the bloodless simpler, with a pink glow upon his cheek,
with skull-cap rakishly askew on his bald head, with a roguish gleam in
his usually keenly-cold eye—unwonted spectacle!
“We’ve done great things to-night,” repeated the old gentleman
excitedly. “That experiment, David, successfully carried through at
last! It is exactly as I surmised—you remember? The Geranium of the
Hottentot, Fabricius’ plant and our Ivy here—contain the same principle!
Ah, that was worth finding out, if you like!”
His bony fingers beat a triumphant tattoo on David’s motionless arm.
“What do you say to that?” insisted Master Simon.
The astronomer was still silent. The light in his eyes had faded; but
they brightened again when he brought them back upon Ellinor. This time,
however, they were less distant, less dreamily amazed, more humanly
curious.
“And I have drunk wine,” pursued Master Simon. An unctuous chuckle ran
through his ancient pipe. “Ichor from the veins of a noble plant, _Vitis
Vinifera_, David, compounded of dew and earth juices, sublimated by
sunshine.... Beautiful cryptic processes!” He paused, closed his eyes
over the inward vision, and then added with solemn simplicity: “It is
chemically richer, that’s obvious, I may say it is altogether superior
as a cerebral stimulant to table-ale. That was her opinion.” He jerked
his thumb in the direction of Ellinor. “And I endorse it.... I endorse
it. She——”
“She?” interrupted Sir David. His voice was deep and grave, and Ellinor
then remembered vaguely that even as a child she had liked the sound of
it. A new flood of old memories rushed back upon her; she rose to her
feet and came forward quickly, stretching out both her hands:
“Cousin David, don’t you know me?”
“To be sure,” cried her father gaily, “I have been extremely remiss.
This is Ellinor, our little Ellinor. Shake hands with Ellinor. She’s
come to stay here. So she says.”
He stopped upon the phrase and pulled at his beard, flinging a quick,
doubtful look at the master of the house. “I told her we, neither of us,
are good company for women that—in fact, it is impossible for thinking
men, such as we are, to have a high opinion of her sex, but”—he waved
his arm with a magisterial gesture—“I have already discovered, and you
know my diagnoses are habitually correct, that my daughter is an
unusually intelligent, sensible person, and that we might no doubt both
benefit by her company.”
“If cousin David will allow me to stay,” said Ellinor gently.
She was standing quite motionless in the same attitude, her hands
outstretched, bending a little forward, her face slightly uplifted—for
tall as she was she had to look up to meet her cousin’s eyes. Repose was
so essentially one of her characteristics, that there was nothing
suggestive either of awkwardness or of affectation in this arrested
poise of impulsive gesture.
The heavy cloak fell from David as he unfolded his arms and, hardly
conscious of what he was doing, slowly took both her hands. Her fingers
closed upon his in a grasp that felt warm and firm.
“That’s right,” said Master Simon. “Why, you were big brother and little
sister in the old days. Kiss her David.”
The magic Burgundy was still working wonders; for the moment this old
fantastic being had gone back thirty years in geniality, in humanity.
“Kiss her, David,” he repeated.
The dark and pale face of Sir David, severe yet gentle, bent over
Ellinor.
Half-laughing, half-startled, yet with a feminine unwillingness to be
the one to attach importance to a cousinly greeting, she turned her
cheek towards him. But the kiss of the recluse, was—she never knew
whether by design or accident—laid slowly upon her half-opened, smiling
lips.
Had anyone told Ellinor Marvel who, during four years had cried at love
and during six years more had railed at it, that her heart would ever be
stirred in the old, sweet mad way because of the touch of a man’s lips,
she would, in superb security, have scorned the suggestion. Yet now,
when she turned away, it was to hide a crimsoning face and a quickening
breath.
Nay, such a flutter, as of wild birds’ wings, was in her breast, that
she vaguely feared it could not escape the notice even of Master Simon’s
happy abstractedness.
When she again looked at his kinsman, she found that he had been pressed
into a chair beside hers; and that her father, with guileless
hospitality, was forcing upon his host a glass of his own choice
vintage.
But, as she looked, she thought she could note a flush, kindred to her
own, slowly fading from David’s forehead, and, in the hand he extended
passively for the glass, ever so slight a trembling. The next moment she
was full of doubt: his reserve seemed complete, his presence almost
austere. And she blushed again, for her own blushes.
As if to a silent toast, Sir David drained the goblet; then turning his
eyes upon her:
“You are welcome, Ellinor,” he said.
The young widow started at the words, and her discomposure increased.
There occurred to her for the first time a sense of the strange position
in which she had placed herself; of her impertinence in thus coolly
announcing her intention of taking up her residence at Bindon, without
even the formality of asking its owner’s leave. But after listening a
while to the disjointed conversation that now had become engaged between
her father and David, the quaintness and sweetness of the relationship
between the two men—the unconscious manner in which such whole-hearted
hospitality was bestowed and received without any sense of obligation on
one side, or of generosity on the other, struck her deeply, and brought
at once a smile to her lips and a mist to her eyes.
“To every law there are special exceptions,” remarked Master Simon,
sententiously. “David may be quite convinced that I should not have
entertained the idea of permitting any ordinary young person of the
opposite sex to take up her abode under our studious roof. But a few
moments have convinced me, as I said before, that Ellinor may be classed
among the abnormal—the abnormal which, as you know, David, can be
typically represented as well by the double-hearted rose as by the
double-headed calf.” He paused to enjoy the conceit, then insisted:
“Represented, I say, by the beautiful no less than by the monstrous.”
“By the beautiful indeed,” echoed the astronomer.
Ellinor glanced at him quickly. But his gaze, though fixed upon her
eyes, was so abstracted, that she could not take the words to herself.
Altogether her cousin’s personality baffled her. He had not been one
minute beside her, before, in her woman’s way, she had noted every
detail of his appearance; noted, approved, and wondered.
This recluse, indeed, seemed to bestow the most fastidious care on his
person. At a glance she had marked the long, slender hands, white and
shapely, the singularly fine linen, the fit and texture of the sombre
clothes of a past mode that clung to his spare, but well-knit limbs. The
contrast between this choiceness, which would not have misfitted a dandy
of the Town, and his dreamer’s countenance offered a problem which was
undoubtedly fascinating.
There was also something of pride of blood in her approval of his
high-bred air; and, at the same time, a sufficient consciousness of the
remoteness of their kinship to make the memory of his lips upon hers a
troubling one. Added to this, there was a baffling impression in the
atmosphere of apartness from the world which enwrapped him. His
eyes—what did they see as they looked at her so long, so straight? Not
the living Ellinor: no man could so look on a woman, as man on woman,
without passion or effrontery! Not once had he smiled. With all his
courtesy—a courtesy that sat on him as becomingly as his garments—hardly
had he noticed her ministration to plate or glass. The carelessness,
also, with which he accepted her arrival, without an inquiry as to its
cause, without the smallest show of interest in her past and present
circumstances, stirred her imagination, whilst it vexed her vanity.
“I believe,” she thought, “he has even forgotten I have ever been
married. Nay I vow,” thought she, a little amused, a good deal piqued,
“it is a matter of serene indifference to cousin David whether I be
maid, wife, or widow!”
“Ellinor, my girl,” said the old man, pushing his plate from him, “this
sort of thing is well enough for once in a way, and more particularly as
my work, thanks to your timely assistance, is concluded for the night.
But I must not be tempted to such an abandonment to the appetites
another evening!”
“Very well, father,” answered she demurely, while a dimple crept out, as
she surveyed his unfinished slice of ham and the fragments of his bread.
“As to the wine,” pursued he, “it is another matter. I will not deny
that wine, producing this pleasant exhilaration (were it not accompanied
by the not disagreeable langour which I now feel, and which is the
result of my own self-indulgence) might stimulate the brain to greater
lucidity than does the usual liquor provided by Mrs. Nutmeg. It is quite
possible,” he went on, leaning back in his chair while the lamplight
played on the shrunken line of his figure, on the silver beard, and the
diaphanous countenance. “It is quite possible that even as the plant
requires sun-rays to produce its designed colour, so the veins of man
may require this distillation of sun-heat and sun-light to liberate to
the utmost his potential forces. David, we may both be the better of
this drinkable sunshine!”
As he spoke, he meditatively sipped and gazed at the glass which his
daughter had unobtrusively refilled.
The astronomer had been crumbling the white bread and eating and
drinking much in the same frugal and half unconscious manner as the
simpler; it seemed as if spirits so attuned to secluded paths of thought
could scarce condescend to notice the material needs.
But upon Master Simon’s last remark, Sir David put down his beaker.
“Drinkable sunshine!” he cried, the light of the enthusiast leaped into
his eye. He rose from the table as he spoke. “Ah, cousin Simon, I have
this night drunk into my soul its fill of creating light.”
“Pooh! With your cold stars,” scoffed the simpler, once more eyeing the
gorgeous colour of the wine against the light.
“The sun that raises from the soil and vivifies your plants, that gives
the soul to the wine you are drinking, is one of the lesser stars,” said
the astronomer gravely. “The countless stars you deem so cold are suns—I
have to-night watched the birth of a new distant world of fire.”
“Ah,” commented the other, calmly scientific. “A phenomenon, like
Ellinor here, rare, but possible.”
“I came down to tell you, to bring you back with me to see it,” David
continued, and Ellinor could detect the exaltation of his thoughts in
manner and voice. “Come, master of the microscope and of the test-tube,
come and see the new star. Come and witness such a wonder as those
microscopes, those crucibles will never show you.”
“My good young friend,” exclaimed the aged student, “while you, through
your astrolabes, watch the revolving, the fading and growing of systems
which you can neither control nor make use of, I, through those second
eyes and those regulated fires, not only learn for the great benefit of
science at large, the workings of the atoms that absolutely rule, nay,
compose all life here below, but I can direct and guide them in one
direction, neutralise or stimulate them in another, make them in short
bring good or evil to humanity. I delight my own brain, but I also
benefit the vast, suffering body of my kind.”
“The body, the body!” repeated the other, at once sweetly and
contemptuously but still with the fire in his eye.
On his side Master Simon chuckled and rubbed his hands over his
irrefutable arguments.
Then Sir David said again, almost as if he had not before proffered the
request:
“Come, cousin, I want you to look at my new star.”
“Not I,” laughed Master Simon, tossing down the last drop of his second
glass with the quaintest air of “abandonment,” wrapping his faded gown
about him and folding himself in it as in a mantle of luxurious egotism.
“Not I? Shall I spoil all these excellent impressions and bring my poor
old bones back to a sense of age and infirmity by dragging them up your
cold stairs to the top of your tower, there to stand in your draughty
box and let all the winds of heaven find out my weak points—for the
pleasure of gaping at a speck of light than which this lamp here is not
less handsome, while immeasurably more useful? No, Sir David!”
Ellinor laid her hand upon her cousin’s arm.
“May I come?”
She spoke upon the true feminine impulse which cannot bear to see the
avoidable disappointment inflicted; a feeling which men, and wisely,
cultivate not at all in their commerce with each other.
David, again back in spirit with the heavens, turned upon her much the
same look he had given her upon his first entrance. Then, as he stood a
second, to all outward appearance impassive and detached, a curious
feeling as of the realisation of some beautiful dream took possession of
his senses. The fragrant breath of the distilled and sublimated herbs,
“yielding up their little souls, good little souls!” in aromatic
dissolution, filled his nostrils as with an extraordinary meaning. The
sound of his kinswoman’s voice, the touch of her hand, the subtle,
out-of-door freshness of her presence in this warm room—all these things
struck chords that had long been silent in his being. And the glance of
her eyes! It was as blue as his star!
He took her fingers with a certain grace of gesture, born it might be of
the forgotten minuets of his adolescent days, and prepared to lead her
forth. But at the door he paused.
“As your father says, it is cold upon my tower.”
So speaking, he placed upon her shoulders his own cloak of furs. And, as
he drew the folds together under her chin, their eyes met again. She
looked very young and very fair. For the first time that evening he
smiled.
“Big brother and little sister!” he said.
Now, for some reason which at the moment Ellinor would stoutly have
refused to define even to herself, the words were in no way such as it
pleased her to hear from his lips. But the smile that lit up the
darkness and austerity of his countenance like a ray of light, and
altered its whole character into something indescribably gentle, went
straight to her heart and lingered there as a memory sweet and rare.
Master Simon watched the door close upon them with an expression at once
humourous and philosophically disapproving. Belphegor, sharpening his
claws on the hearthrug, glanced up at his master with a soundless mew,
as after all these distractions and disturbances the well-known quiet
muttering fell again upon the air.
“I took her for the _rara avis_,” said the old man to himself, “but, I
fear me, what I thought at first was the black swan may prove but a
little grey goose after all! handmaid to that poor loony, with his
circles and degrees as to assist me—me! And after displaying such an
intelligent interest, too ...! Alas, my cat, ’tis but a woman!”
CHAPTER VII
NEW ROADS UNFOLDING
The stars at midnight shall be dear
To her; and she shall lean her ear
In many a secret place ...
And beauty born of murmuring sound
Shall pass into her face.
—WORDSWORTH (_Lyrical Poems_).
The first hour which Ellinor spent with David, uplifted from the gloomy
earth into the bosom of the night—they were so unutterably alone, amid
the sleeping world with the great, watchful company of the stars!—was
one, she knew, that would alter the whole course of her life; the pearly
colour of which would thenceforth tint her every emotion.
Not indeed that one word, one touch, one look even of his could lead her
to believe she had made on the man anything approaching the impression
that she herself had felt. On the contrary, the apartness which had been
noticeable even under the genial circumstances of the meal shared
together in the light and warmth of Master Simon’s room became
intensified when they entered the solitude, the mystic atmosphere of his
high, silent retreat.
And yet she knew that she would not by one hair’s breadth have him
different! In the whirlpool of the fast existence into which, like a
straw, her young life had been tossed, there was not one man—even during
that early period when “pinks” and “bucks,” undeniable gentlemen, were
her husband’s faithful companions—but would have regarded the situation
as an opportunity that, “as you live,” should be gallantly taken
advantage of. But he—through the long passages of the house, up the
narrow, winding stairs of the tower, he conducted her, for all his
absent-mindedness, as a courtier might conduct his queen! When they
reached the platform of the keep, upon the threshold of the observatory
she tripped up against some unnoticed step, and would have fallen had he
not caught her in his arms. For an instant her bosom must have lain
against his heart, the strands of her hair against his lips; and she
honoured him for the simplicity with which he supported her and gave her
his hand to lead her in.
A strange apartment, the like of which she had never dreamed, this
chosen haunt of her strange kinsman! Wrapt in the sables that
encompassed her so warmly, her eye wandered, from the dome with its
triangular slit through which a slice of sky looked ineffably remote, to
the fantastic instruments (or so they seemed to her) just visible in the
diffuse light, with gleams here and there of brass or silver, or milky
polish of ivory.
She watched him move about, now a shadow in the shadow, now with a white
flicker from the lamp upon the pale beauty of his face. She listened in
the deep night’s silence, now to the inexorable dry beat of the
astronomer’s clock, now to the grave music of his voice, as he spoke
words which, for all her comprehension of their meaning, might have been
in an unknown tongue, and yet delighted her ear.
“There is the mural circle, and yonder my altazimuth. But what I wanted
to show you is to be best seen in this, the equatorial.”
Under his manipulation the machine moved with a magic softness of
action—the domed roof turning with roll of wheels to let in upon them a
new aspect of space. She reclined, as he bade her, on a couch. He
adjusted the pointing of the mighty lens, and then she made her
initiating plunge into the wonders of the skies.
First there came as it were upon her the great, black chasm before which
the soul is seized with trembling, the infinitude of which the mind
refuses to grasp—then a point of light or two—little fingers it seemed
pointing to the gulphs—then more and more, a medley of brilliancy, of
colours, torch-red, flaming orange, diamond white, sailing slowly across
the black field; then, dropping straight into her brain, like the fall
of a glorious gem into a pool, carrying its own light as it comes—the
blue glory of Sir David’s new-born star.
Ellinor told herself, with a mingling of regret and pride, that since
her soul had received the message of his star she understood David’s
vocation. And, however much she might wish in the coming days to draw
him back to the homely things of earth, she could never be of those now
who mocked or pitied.
A little later they stood upon the open platform together, and he
pointed out to her the exact place of the marvel that had just been
revealed to her. Again he spoke words of little meaning to her, yet
fraught it seemed in their strangeness with deeper significance than
those of a familiar language; but as she listened it was upon his
transfigured countenance that all her wonder hung.
“See you, there, by Alphecca. Nay, you are looking at Vega of the
Lyre-Vega the beautiful she is called: no wonder she draws your eyes!
But lower them, Ellinor, and look a shade to the right. Turn to Corona,
the Northern Crown.”
With the abstraction of the enthusiast, he was quite unconscious that to
her uninitiated ear the names could convey no sense, that to her
uninitiated eye the aspect of the sky could show nothing abnormal.
“See, there, just to the right of Alphecca—oh, you see, surely, the most
beautiful—my star, virgin to man, to the sight of this earth until
to-night!”
Still as he looked upward, she looked at him.
The wind was blustering. The breath of the northwest had swept the
heavens clear before bringing up its own phalanx of cloud and rain. The
complaint of the great woods, far below their feet, rose about them; the
thousand small voices of moving leaf and branch swelling like the murmur
of a crowd into one pervading sound. Ellinor felt as if these voices of
the earth were claiming her while the astronomer’s ears were deaf.
Whilst they had remained within the observatory she had shared for a
moment some of his own exaltation, heard the mysteries speaking to him,
felt as if each star that struck her vision was in direct and personal
communication with herself. But, once in the open air, as she leant over
the parapet, this sense fell away from her. The heavens were chillingly
remote, and remote was the spirit of their high priest and worshipper.
Indeed he was gradually becoming oblivious of her presence.
After a prolonged silence she slipped out of his cloak and quietly
placed it upon his own shoulders. He gathered the folds around him,
crossed his arms with the gesture of the man who suffices to himself—all
unconsciously, without even turning his eyes from their far-off
contemplation.
And so she stole away from him—and sought her father once more. But
finding him peacefully asleep in his high armchair, by a well-heaped
fire and with the dumb _famulus_ in attendance, she made her way through
the deserted, silent house towards her own quarters, a little saddened
in her heart, and yet happy.
A home-coming strange indeed, but strangely sweet.
With the quiet authority that so far had obtained for her all she wanted
this evening, she had, on her arrival, bidden the only servant she could
find prepare the chambers that had been hers in the old days. To these
little gable-rooms, high perched in that wing of the house that
connected it with the ancient keep, she now at last retired. Candle in
hand, she stood still a moment, holding the light above her head, and
dreamily surveyed the place that had known the joyous hopes of her
childhood. There was an odd feeling in her throat akin to a rising sob
of tenderness.
Then she walked slowly round. It was like stepping back into the past;
like awakening from a fever sleep of pain and toil.
Home—the reality! The rest was gone—over—of no more consequence than a
nightmare! And yet, interwoven with this quiet sense of comfort and
shelter, was an eager little thread of hope in the new, unknown life
opening before her.
From her windows she could look up to the faint light of the observatory
at the top of the black mass of the tower; and below it, she knew, the
sheer depth of wall ran down into the dim spaces of the Herb-Garden. She
gazed forth at the heavens. Never before this hour had she seen in its
depths anything but the skies of night or the skies of day; now they
were peopled with marvels. Never could they seem empty or commonplace
again.
She watched for a moment, musingly, the rounded dome on the distant
platform where to-night she had beheld so much in so short a time; where
even now he was, no doubt still working at his lofty schemes. Then she
tried to peer down through the darkness into her favourite haunt of old,
the Herb-Garden—the garden of healing and poisons, where she had so
disastrously plighted her young troth.
Shivering a little, for she was wearied with the long journey and the
emotions of the day, and it was late, she drew back, closed the
casements and sat down by the fire. The place was all strange, yet
familiar. The little narrow, carved oak bed, the billowing feather quilt
covered with Indian chintz by Miss Sophia’s own hands, nothing had
changed in this virginal room after so many years but the occupant
herself. There was the armchair with the faded cushions, and there her
own writing table with the pigeon-holes; aye, and the secret drawer
where her lover’s scrawling protestations had been deposited with
trembling fingers....
The hand that wrote them—it had since been raised to strike her! And the
precious missives themselves? All that was dust and ashes now; dust and
ashes its memory to Ellinor. Yet it was not all a dream after all; and
yonder stood the little cabinet, lest she forgot! It had a secret look,
she thought, of slyness and mockery.
She pulled her seat nearer the hearth. A wood fire was sinking into red
embers between the iron dogs. Leaning her elbows on her knees, she gazed
at it, and mused, until the red faded to grey and the grey blanched into
cold lifelessness.
It was not of the child, of the girl, of the unhappy wife that she now
thought, but of the new roads that opened before the free woman—roads
more alluring, more fantastic in their promise than even the ways in
which her early fancy had loved to roam.
It was a change indeed from the sordid grey and drab atmosphere of her
recent experiences, to be dwelling once more in this ancient mansion,
the majestic interest of which she had before been too young to realise;
to find herself adopted, with a simplicity that savoured more of the
fairy tale than of these workaday times, accepted as their future
companion by those two unworldly beings, the star-gazing lord of Bindon
and his quaint guardian of old, the distiller of simples.
Yet it was not the thought of her father’s odd figure and his venerable
head and his droll sallies that occupied her mind with such absorbing
interest as to make her forget the hour, the cold, and her fatigue; in
truth it was the memory of the tall, fur-clad figure, of the white hand,
and the luminous eyes, and the single moment of that smile. Again she
felt upon her lips the touch that had made her heart leap, and again at
the mere thought flushed and shook.
CHAPTER VIII
WARM HEART, SUPERFLUOUS WISDOM
Of simples in these groves that grow
He’ll learn the perfect skill;
The nature of each herb to know
Which cures and which can kill.
—DRYDEN.
When the fame of her housekeeperly prowesses had gained for comely Miss
Sophia Rickart the unexpected offer of parson Tutterville’s hand and
heart—the divine had taken this wise step after many years of
bachelorhood and varied, but always intolerable slavery to “sluts,
minxes, and hags”—like the dauntless woman she was, she resolved to
prove herself worthy of the promotion.
Although her horizon had hitherto been bounded by duck-pond to the north
and dairy to the south, still-room to the east and linen-cupboard to the
west, she argued that one so admittedly passed mistress in the arts of
providing for her neighbour’s body need have little fear about dealing
with the comparatively simple requirements of his soul! It was,
therefore, after but a short course of study that she claimed to have
graduated from the status of scholar to that of qualified expounder.
Indeed, she was as pungently and comfortably stuffed with undigested
texts and parables as her plumpest roast ducks with sage and onions.
Before long she began to consider herself, entitled by special grace of
state, to interpret _in partibus_ the will of the Almighty to less
privileged individuals; and, in course of time, the enthusiastic spouse
succeeded in taking the more trivial parish cares almost as completely
off the parson’s hands as those of his household. What if, her flow of
ideas being in excess of memory and understanding, the language of the
Bindon prophetess were on occasions the cause of much secret amusement
to the scholarly gentleman—one sip of her exquisite coffee was
sufficient to re-establish the balance of things!
“Sophia’s texts will do the villagers quite as much good as mine,” he
used to say, philosophically, and allow himself an extra spell with his
Horace or his _Spectator_, whilst his wife sallied forth upon the path
of war and mission.
With a large garden hat tied somewhat askew under the most amenable of
her chins, with exuberant ringlets bobbing excitedly round her face,
Madam Tutterville, as old-fashioned Bindon invariably called the
parson’s lady—burst in upon Ellinor’s breakfast the morning after the
latter’s arrival.
It was a day of alternate moods, now with loud wind voice and
storm-tears lamenting, like Shylock, the loss of its treasures; now,
like prodigal Jessica, tossing the gold shekels into space, making mock
in sunshine of age and sorrow, recklessly hurrying on the inevitable
ruin.
That Madam Tutterville had on her way been pelted with rain and buffeted
with wind, her curls testified. But Ellinor, as she rose from behind her
table by the open window, had the glory of a fresh sunburst on her hair
and in her eyes.
She had left her bed early, full of brisk plans which concerned the
greater comfort of her father’s life and were also to reach as far as
her cousin’s tower. But even as she fastened the crisp ’kerchief round a
throat that shamed the cambric with its living white, she had been
handed a note from Master Rickart himself.
This was pencilled on a slip of paper, one half of which had obviously
been devoted to some fugitive calculations, and which ran therefore in a
curious strain:
MY DEAR GIRL,—Do not Ash: salts (50) : (20.1722...)
attempt I beg of you, to disturb traces of sulphur but not
me this morning. I shall be gaugeable Calcium as before in
engaged on important work re- the ratio 7.171 5.32
quiring the undivided attention 7027.001
which solitude alone can secure. Mem. try in Val. foetida.
Ellinor read and was dashed, read again and laughed aloud.—Gracious
powers what a pair of eccentrics had her relatives grown into!
But she was in high spirits, and hope rose in her heart. She was free
from her chains; she was back from her exile, home in England, home in
the dearest spot of that dear island! Her first outlook upon the world
had been into the closes of the Garden of Herbs; and it had been to her
as if the familiar face of a friend had looked back at her unchanged,
yet full of promise. The beauty of the freshly-washed woods (still in
their autumn coats of many colours: from russet to lemon-yellow, from
the vermilion of the turning ash-leaf to the grey-white of the fir
needle), she drew it all into her long-starved soul, even as she
breathed in the wild purity of the air.
Therefore, as she had sat down to breakfast alone in the gay Chinese
parlour where once Miss Sophia had reigned, the refrain of the song in
her heart was an undismayed, nay, joyous: “Wait, my masters, wait!”
And therefore, also, as Madam Tutterville walked on to the scene of her
past dominion she found a merry, hungry niece; and she was scandalised,
for she had come armed with texts wherewith to console the widow.
“‘Him whom he loveth, he blasteth’!” she cried enthusiastically from the
threshold, “‘aye, even to the third and fourth generation’—my afflicted
Ellinor...!”
She stopped, stared, her manner changed with comical suddenness.
“Mercy on us, child, I must have been misinformed!”
“Misinformed, dear aunt!”
“They told me your husband was dead!”
Ellinor came forward, kissed the lady on either wholesome cheek,
divested her of her wet shawl and exclaimed at its condition.
“Tush, child, that is nought. ‘The sun shineth on the evil and the rain
raineth on the just.’ Matthew, my dear.”—Madam Tutterville was on
sufficiently good terms with her authorities to justify a pleasant
familiarity. “They told me,” she repeated, “your husband was dead. I
shall chide cook Rachael for unfounded gossip. What saith Solomon: ‘The
tongue of the wise woman is far above rubies.’”
Ellinor laughed, then became grave.
“Oliver is dead,” she said.
“Dead!”
The rector’s lady fell into a chair, tossed her hat-strings over her
shoulders, and fixed her light, prominent eyes upon her niece.
“Your weeds?” she gasped.
“I do not intend to wear any mourning but this black gown.”
“Ellinor!”
“Please, aunt, not another word upon the subject!”
For yet another outraged, scandalised moment, the spiritual autocrat of
Bindon glared. But the very placidity of Ellinor’s determination was
more baffling than any other attitude could have been to one who, after
all ruled more by opportunity than capacity.
“‘All flesh is hay,’” she remarked at length, in plaintive tones. “We
shall speak further of this anon. Now tell me what are your intentions
for the future?”
Ellinor’s eyes and dimples betrayed mischievous amusement.
“Do you not think, aunt,” she asked, “that Bindon would be the better
for some one who could look after it? The place seems to be going to
rack and ruin!”
“Alas, my niece, since to a higher sphere I was called forth from this
house, ‘the roaring lion who walketh about has entered in with seven
lions worse than himself.’”
Ellinor crossed the floor and suddenly surprised her aunt’s dignity by
falling on her knees beside her and hugging her. And, hiding her sunny
head on the capacious shoulder, she made vain efforts to conceal the
inextinguishable laughter that shook her.
“Why, aunt, why, dear aunt! Oh! Oh! Oh! What has happened since we
parted? You’ve grown so—so learned, so eloquent!”
Despite the strength of Madam Tutterville’s brain, her heart was never
proof against attack. The clinging, young arms awoke memories and tender
instincts. And while the comments upon her new attainments called a
smile upon her countenance (which made it resemble that of a huge,
complacent baby) she responded to the embrace with the utmost warmth.
“Eh, Ellinor, poor little girl!”
“Oh, Aunt Sophia, it’s good to be home again!”
Once more they hugged; then Ellinor sat back on her heels and Madam
Tutterville resumed, as best she could, the mantle of the prophetess.
“You see, my dear, it having pleased the Lord to call me into a place or
state of spiritual supererogation, it hath become necessary for me to
frame the tongue according to its vocation.”
Ellinor nodded, compressing her dimples.
“My brother Simon and your cousin David—God knows I have done my best
for them! But it is casting pearls before—you know the scriptural
allusion, my dear—to endeavour to raise them to any sense of duty. The
place is indeed going to wrack and ruin. They are no better than
Amalakites and Ephesians. Between David’s star-worshipping on the one
side, like the Muezzin on his Marinet, and your father’s black arts and
other incomprehensible doings in his cave of Adullam, my heart is nearly
broken. And yet, my dear child, I have not failed, as Paul enjoins, with
the word in reason and out of reason. I fear for you, child in this
Topheepot!”
“Do not fear for me,” cried Ellinor; her voice was caught up by little
titters. “Perhaps,” she added insinuatingly, “if you advise me things
may alter for the better.”
“Advice shall not fail you.”
“I shall coax cousin David to let me manage for him.”
Ellinor was still sitting on her heels. She now looked up innocently at
Madam Tutterville. And Madam Tutterville looked down at her with a
suddenly appraising eye and was struck by a brilliant inspiration over
which, in her determination to keep to herself, she buttoned up her
mouth with much mystery.
Ellinor had grown—there could be no doubt of that—into a remarkably
handsome woman. There was so much gold in her hair, there were so many
twists and little misty tendrils, that one could hardly find it in one’s
heart to regret that it should so closely verge on the red. It grew in
three peaks and wantoned upon a luminously white forehead.
“She has the Cheveral eyebrows,” thought the parson’s wife, absently
tracing her own with a plump, approving finger.
Of the charm of the little straight nose, of the pointed chin, of the
curves of the wide, eager mouth, there could be no two opinions. Nothing
but admiration likewise for the lines of throat and shoulder and all the
rest of the lithe figure on the eve of perfection. It was the beauty of
the rose the day before it ought to be gathered. Madam Tutterville gave
a small laugh, fraught with secret meaning.
“Amen, child,” said she irrelevantly at last. “Yes, I will have some
corporal refreshment; you may give me a cup of tea. But you will have
your hands full, I can tell you, with that Nutmeg—Oh, what a house of
squanderings and malversations has Bindon become since my days!”
“I saw something of the state of affairs last night,” said Ellinor, as
she lifted the kettle from the hob on to the fire to boil again and
emptied the contents of the squat teapot into the basin.
Madam Tutterville watched her with approval.
“Another girl would have given me cold slop,” she commented internally.
“That husband of hers must have been a brute!”
“Lord, Lord! I never see brother Simon and cousin David, but what I
think of Jacob’s dream of the lean kine devoured by the fat ones.” Madam
Tutterville, contentedly sipping her tea, had settled herself for a
comfortable gossip. “But, there, so long as David is clothed in purple
and fine linen (I speak fictitiously, child, as regards colour, for I do
not think, indeed, I ever saw David in purple) the servants may rob him
as they please. A strange man—never sees a soul, and yet clothes himself
like a prince. That old sinner Giles goes to London twice a year and
brings back trunks full, all in the fashion of ten years ago. He’ll
never use a napkin twice, Ellinor—he don’t care if he never eats but a
bit of bread or drinks but water, but it must be from the most polished
crystal, the finest porcelain.”
Ellinor listened without manifesting either amusement or impatience.
When her aunt paused she herself remained silent for a while; then, in a
low voice, she asked:
“And what then occurred to change his whole life in this manner?”
Madam Tutterville’s eyes became rounder than ever. She shook her head
with an air of the deepest gravity and importance.
“Do not ask me, my dear—do not ask me, for I may not reveal it,” she
said. And the next instant the truth leapt from her guileless lips:
“There are only three people here that know the whole secret, and they
never would tell me, no matter how I tried. David himself, your father
and my Horatio.”
The lady’s countenance assumed a pensive cast, as she reflected upon
this want of conjugal confidence.
“His marriage was to have been soon after ours,” observed Ellinor
musingly.
“Aye, child, so it was. But the girl David loved and that Lochore
man—well, well, I can only surmise. But in the end there was devil’s
work, fighting and duelling! David was brought home wounded, mad, and
like to die; and for days and nights, my dear, Simon and Horatio nursed
him between them and would not let any one near him while his ravings
lasted—not even me, think of that! Of course, my love,” she added
comfortably, “it is not that my Horatio has not the highest opinion of
my discretion; but he had to humour David, and he would die rather than
break his word even to a——” She paused, and significantly tapped her
forehead. “Well, well, the poor lad got better at last, and then——Oh, if
it were not true no one could have believed it! Maud, his sister (I
never could endure her, with her bold black eyes and her proud ways),
nothing would serve her but she must marry the very man who all but
murdered her own brother! She became Lady Lochore—that was all she cared
for! Pride was always eating into her! ‘Proud and haughty scorner is her
name, and her proud heart stirreth up strife.’—Proverbs, dear.”
“And David?”
“David, when he heard the news, fell into the fever again; worse than
ever. Many was the night Horatio never came home at all, expecting each
morning to be the last! It was a terrible time, but, thank the Lord, he
got well, if well it can be called. And then this kind of thing began.
He withdrew himself completely, no one was ever admitted. Bindon became
a waste and a desert. He cannot forgive, child, and he cannot forget—and
that is the long and the short of it! Horatio has secured an honest
bailiff for the estate, ’twas all he could avail—but, inside, that rogue
Margery Nutmeg reigns supreme! And, upon my soul, if something’s not
done, brother Simon and cousin David will be both fit for bedlam before
the end of the chapter!”
Here the flow of Madam Tutterville’s eloquence was suddenly checked. She
sniffed, she snorted; there was a rattle of buckram skirts as of the
clank of armour resumed. With finger sternly extended she pointed in the
direction of the window—all the gossip in her again sunk in the apostle.
Ellinor’s eyes followed the direction of the finger.
The casement gave upon a green-hedged path that led from one of the
moat-bridges to the courtyards behind the keep. By this path the
villagers were admitted to Bindon House.
The head of a lame man bobbed fantastically across Ellinor’s line of
vision. This apparition was succeeded immediately by that of a fiery
shock of hair over which met, in upstanding donkey’s ears, the ends of a
red handkerchief folded round an almost equally red expanse of swollen
cheek. The silhouette of a girl holding her apron to one eye next
flitted past.
“In the name of Heaven,” exclaimed Ellinor, “is the whole of Bindon sick
this morning? And what brings them to the house?”
“The evil one is still busy among them,” quoth the parson’s wife
oracularly, “and I grieve to say it is your father who is his minister!”
There was something so irresistibly comic in the angry disorder
noticeable on the face, heretofore so kindly placid, of Madam
Tutterville, that her niece was again overcome by laughter.
“Do not laugh!” said the lady severely; “‘The mirth of fools is as the
cackle of thorns’—Ecclesiastes—We may all have to laugh one day at the
wrong side of our mouths. I live in fear of a great calamity. There have
been mistakes already!” she added, lowering her voice to a mysterious
whisper, “as Horatio and I know.”
Ellinor had grown grave again.
“Even doctors are not infallible,” said she reproachfully. “Is poor
father the minister of evil because he may have made a mistake?”
“Ah, child, that’s just it! Brother Simon is not a doctor, he is—I don’t
know what he is. He tries his herbs and plants upon the village folk.
They flock to him and swallow his drugs because he bribes them, my love,
by playing on their heathen superstitions about spells and fairies and
bogles and what not. They believe themselves cured because they believe
him to be in league with the powers of darkness—a warlock, Ellinor! Bred
in the bone, alas! Horatio may joke about it, but so long as I have life
I will combat that back-sliding influence. God knows, it is ill and hard
work. I am as the voice of one crying in the wilderness to the locusts
and wild honey, but I’ll not lift my finger from the plough now!”
She rose. “Come child,” she commanded; and followed by Ellinor, led the
way downstairs and through long passages to a small dairy room, the
window of which gave upon the outer entrance to Master Simon’s
laboratory.
Here, with tragic gesture, she halted, and bade her niece look forth.
CHAPTER IX
HEALING HERBS, WARNING TEXTS
Here finds he on the oak rheum-purging Polypode;
And in some open place that to the sun doth lie
He Fumitory gets, and Eyebright for the eye;
The Yarrow wherewithal he stays the wound-made gore,
The healing Tutsan then, and Plantaine for a sore.
—DRAYTON (_Polyolbion_).
The lagging sun of autumn had travelled but a small part of its ascent,
and the green inner courtyard of what was known as “the keep wing” of
Bindon, so stilly enclosed by its three tall walls and the towering
screen of the keep itself, was yet in shadow—not the cheerless,
universal grey of a clouded sky, but the friendly, coloured shadiness
that is the sunshine’s own doing.
Against the grey stone walls the spreading branches of the blush-rose
trees that had yielded of yore so much sweetness to Ellinor’s childish
grasp, clung, yellowing and now but thinly clad, yet not all dismantled,
with here and there a wan flower or a brave rosebud to bear witness,
like the gems of poor gentility, to past riches.
The scene, the special savour of wet grass, the fragrant breath of the
dairy were of old familiar to Ellinor; but not so the bench placed upon
the flags alongside the wall, with its row of dismal figures; not so the
businesslike-looking table, whereat, behind a score of gallipots and
phials, a basin of water and a basket full of leaves, stood Master Simon
in his flowing gown. He was gravely investigating through his spectacles
the finger which a boy whimperingly upheld for his inspection. The
while, Barnaby, uncouthly busy, flitted to and fro between his master’s
chair and the steps that led down to the laboratory.
Ellinor leant out of the window to gaze in surprise. Here, then, was the
work which her father could only pursue in solitude! She now understood
the nature of this branch of his studies: the student was testing upon
the _corpus vile_ of the willing population the virtues of his simples!
“Fortunately,” thought Ellinor, “such remedies can proverbially do but
little harm and often do much good.” And she watched his doings with
amused interest.
But Madam Tutterville could not look upon them in the same tolerant
spirit. When she had numbered the congregation, she stood a moment with
empurpled cheeks and rounded lips, inhaling a mighty breath of
reprobation, preparatory to launching forth the “word in reason and out
of reason” as soon as she saw her chance.
“Now, Thomas Lane,” said the unconscious Master Simon impressively, as
he wrapped round the finger a rag smeared with green ointment, “if you
do as I bid you the fairies won’t pinch your poor thumb any more; let me
see it next Tuesday. Who is next?”
The buxom damsel, whom Ellinor had noted and who still held the corner
of her apron to her eye, advanced and curtseyed.
“Deborah!” cried Madam Tutterville, recognising with horror one of her
model village maids.
Master Simon shot a swift glance upwards from under his bushy brows; too
well did he recognise the tones of his sister’s voice. Ellinor had not
deemed him capable of looking so angry; and, unwilling to be associated
with any hostile interference, she moved away quietly from her aunt’s
side, left the room and proceeded to the courtyard itself. She was drawn
thither also by another reason. There is the woman who shrinks from the
sight of sores and wounds; and there is the woman whose sensitiveness
takes the form of longing to lave and bind. She was of the latter.
When she reached the table the action had briskly begun between Madam
Tutterville and her brother. The artillery on the lady’s side was
characterised rather by rapidity of delivery than by accuracy of aim.
The old man’s replies were few and short, but every shot told.
Deborah, distracted between awe of the wizard’s cunning and deference to
a reproving yet liberal mistress, stood whimpering between the two fires
of words, her apron making excursions from the sick to the sound eye.
Some of the patients grinned, others looked alarmed.
“Are ye not afraid of the Judgment?” Madam Tutterville was saying, ever
more fancifully biblical as her wrath rose higher. “So it’s your eye
that’s sore, Deborah! I’m not surprised. Remember how Elijah the
sorcerer was struck blind by Peter!”
Deborah wailed:
“Please, ma’am, it wasn’t Peter, it was the cat’s tail!”
“The cat’s tail, Deborah! There is no truth in thy bones!”
“Tut, tut!” here interposed Master Simon. “Who bid you go to the cat’s
tail?—Sophia, life is short. You are wasting an hour of valuable
existence. Go away!”
“’Tis the punishment of the deceitful man,” intoned Madam Tutterville
from her window as from a pulpit, and emphatically pounded the sill.
“‘By their figs ye shall know them!’ This cat’s tail work is the fruit
of the tree of your black art, Simon Rickart, of your unholy necrology!”
The simpler’s voice cut in like a knife:
“Who bid you rub your sore eye with a cat’s tail?”
“Please, sir, please, ma’am, Peter hadn’t anything to say to it, indeed
he hadn’t. But, please, ma’am, it was parson’s brindled cat, and Mrs.
Rachael—that’s the cook at Madam’s, sir—she do tell me nothing be better
for a sore eye than the wiping of it with a brindled cat’s tail. And
please, ma’am, I held him while she did rub my sore eye.”
“Mrs. Rachael!”
This was none less than Sophia’s own estimable cook, who read her Bible
as earnestly as Madam herself, and was the stoutest church woman (and
the best cook) in the country; the model, in fact, of Madam
Tutterville’s making.
Master Simon was deftly laving the inflamed eye. And into the silence
allowed for this startling minute by his sister’s discomfiture he
dropped a few sarcastic words:
“You are fond of texts, Sophia.—Here is one for you: ‘First cast the
beam out of thine own eye.’ You have an admirable way of applying them,
pray apply this: ‘Cast the sorcery out of thine own kitchen.’ Cats’
tails, indeed! Now, remember, child! (has anyone got a soft
handkerchief) I am the only proper authorised magician in this county.
If you want magic, come to me and leave Mrs. Rachael and her brindled
receipts severely alone. You understand what I mean; I am Bindon’s
sorcerer as much as parson is Bindon’s parson.”
Here he seized the silk handkerchief which Ellinor silently offered and
began to fold it neatly on the table. Next, from his basket he selected
certain bright-green leaves of smooth and cool texture. One of these he
clapped over the flaming orb, and tied the silk handkerchief neatly
across it.
“And with that upon your eye, my dear, you may defy,” he remarked,
maliciously, “even the witch and her cat.—Let me see it next Friday.”
The poor lady at the window was by no means willing to admit defeat;
but, nonplussed for the moment, she babbled more incoherently than usual
in the endeavour to return the attack.
“The Devil can quote scripts from texture!”
“But give him his due, Sophia, give him his due: he can quote at least
with accuracy! Ha, ha!—Now, Amos Mossmason, come forward! I thought
you’d come to me at last! I have ready for thee a brew of the most
superlative quality! You’re pretty bad, I see, but we shall have you
dancing at the harvest-home. Here are seven little packets, one for
every day in the week in a cup of water. The little plant, Amos, from
which I have extracted this precious stuff, was known to Hippocrates as
Chara Saxifraga (think of that!), and those wise and learned men, the
Monks of Sermano—”
At this Madam Tutterville again lifted up her voice, and with such
piercing insistence that it became impossible to ignore her.
“Now, indeed, has Satan revealed himself! Amos Mossmason, beware! Have
nought to do with these Popish spells—it is thus the Scarlet Woman
disseminates poison!”
At the word poison the patient hurriedly dropped the packets back on the
table, and stared in dismay from the lady of the church to the gentleman
of science.
Ellinor, keeping well in the shadow of the window-ledge, out of the
range of her aunt’s vision, was startled in the midst of her amusement
by an unexpected thunder in her father’s voice:
“Sophia,” he commanded, “go back to your home, open your Bible and seek
among the Proverbs for the following text, to wit: ‘The legs of the lame
are not equal, so is a parable in the mouth of fools.’ ... Thereupon
meditate! You are a good creature, but weak in the brain, and you do not
know your place among the people. Go!”
Madam Tutterville gave a small cry like that of a clucking hen suddenly
seized by the throat. She staggered from the window and retired. To
confound her by a text was indeed to seethe the kid in its mother’s
milk.
“Amos,” said Master Simon, “don’t you be a fool too; take your powders
and begone likewise, and let me hear of you next week. Now who will hold
the bandage while I dress Ebenezer Tozer’s sore ear?”
“I will,” said Ellinor.
“So you are there?” said the father, without astonishment. “Why, you
seem always to be at hand when wanted!”
And Ellinor smiled, well content.
Madam Tutterville sat on a stool in the dairy, fanning herself with her
kerchief. She was in a sort of mental swoon, unable as yet to realise
the fact that she and the church had been worsted before their own
flock.
Presently, with deliberate step, emphasised by a rhythmic jingle of
keys, the housekeeper of Bindon appeared in the doorway and looked in
upon her in affected astonishment.
Mrs. Margery Nutmeg had a meek and suave countenance under a spotless
high-cap unimpeachably goffered and tied under her chin. Her cheeks
looked surprisingly fresh and smooth for her sixty-five years; her hair,
banded across her placid forehead, was surprisingly black. Her eye moved
slowly. She was neither tall nor short, neither fat nor thin. Her hands
were folded at her waist. Anything more decent, more respectful, more
completely attuned to her proper position, it would be impossible to
imagine. Yet before this redoubtable woman, Bindon House and village
shook; and in spite of valiant denunciations at a distance Madam
Tutterville herself was rather disposed to conciliate than to rebuke her
when they met.
There was indeed no one at the present moment whom she so little desired
as witness to her discomposure. Quite deserted by her usual volubility,
she had no word by which to retrieve the situation. It was almost an
imploring eye that she rolled over the fluttering kerchief. She knew
Margery Nutmeg.
“Ain’t you well, ma’am?” asked that dame, with dulcet tones of sympathy.
Madam Tutterville tried to smile, gave it up, panted and shook her head.
“Don’t you, ma’am,” implored Margery, after a moment’s unrelenting gaze,
“don’t you, now, so agitate yourself. It’s not good for you, Miss
Sophia, I beg pardon, I mean ma’am. It’s not indeed! And you so stout
and short-necked! Eh, we’re all sorry for you: the way you’ve been
treated, and before the villagers too! But, there, Master Rickart is a
very learned gentleman! You ought to be more careful of yourself, ma’am,
knowing what a loss you’d be to us all! It do go to my heart to hear
your breath going that hard! Let me get you a glass of buttermilk—’tis a
grand thing for thinning the blood.”
Madam Tutterville pushed away the officious hand and moved past the
steady figure with an indignant ejaculation:
“Margery, you’re an impudent woman!”
She had not even the relief of a text upon her tongue. Her florid cheek
had grown pale as she tottered out again through the now empty
courtyard. Yes, it was a painfully broad shadow that went by her side.
She longed for the comfort of her Horatio’s philosophic presence; for
the respectful atmosphere of her own well-ordered household. But she
dared not hurry: for there was no doubt of it, her breathing was short.
CHAPTER X
COMPACT AND ACCEPTANCE
——Upon nearer view,
A spirit, yet a woman too!
And steps of virgin liberty—
Her household motions light and free
A countenance in which did meet
Sweet records, and promises as sweet.
—WORDSWORTH (_Lyrical Poems_).
“Dear, dear,” said Master Simon, “what can have become of my
‘Woodville’?”
Ellinor looked up from the little packet of powdered herbs that for the
last hour, in the stillness of the laboratory, she had been weighing and
dividing.—Great had been her delight to find her help accepted without
fresh demur, for she was bent on making herself indispensable.
“My ‘Woodville,’ child!” repeated Master Simon. “Ah, true, true, it has
been taken back to the library. David is a good lad, but I could wish
him less absolutely particular about his books. Books are made for use,
not to show a pretty binding on a shelf! But stars and books—’tis all he
cares for!”
Ellinor rose and slipped from the room. Well, she remembered the old
“Woodville,” in its grey-tooled vellum with the thick bands and clasps.
She knew its very resting-place, between “Master Parkinson,” in black
gilt calf, and “Gerard’s Herbal,” in oaken boards.
Once outside she stretched her limbs after the cramping work and began
humming the refrain of a little song that came back to her, she knew not
how or why, as she plunged into the loneliness of the rambling
corridors:
’Twas you, sir, ’twas you, sir!
I tell you nothing new, sir—
’Twas you kissed the pretty girl!
At a bend of the passage she stopped: she thought she heard a stealthy
footfall behind, and her heart beat faster for the moment with a sense
of long-forgotten child-terrors. Then the woman reasserted herself. Yet,
as she took up the burden of her catch again and walked on steadily,
Mrs. Marvel tossed her head in just the same defiant manner as had been
the wont of the child Ellinor, who would have died rather than own to
fear.
Dim was the library, but with a warm and golden dimness that was as far
removed from gloom as the warm twilight of a golden day.
The scent of the burning wood upon the hearth mingled with the spice of
the old leather—Persian, Russian, Morocco, Calf—with the pungency of the
old parchment and of the old print upon ancient paper. The air was
filled as with the breath of ages.
There is not one of our senses which so masterfully controls the
well-springs of memory as that rather contemned and (in this our western
hemisphere) uncultivated sense of smell. With a rush as of leaping
waters, the founts of the past now fully opened upon Ellinor—bitter and
sweet together, as the waters of memory always are. Here had she taken
refuge many a time, in the days when nothing stirred in the library but
the fire licking the logs, and (as she loved to fancy) the kind, honest
spirits of the dead.
Every imaginative child has its bugbear, self-created, or imposed on its
helplessness by the coward cruelty of some older person. Her childish
dreams had been haunted by that perfectly respectable-looking and urbane
bogey, Margery Nutmeg. Under the housekeeper’s sleek exterior she had
instinctively felt an extraordinary power of malice, and had always
recoiled from her most coaxing approach with a repulsion that nothing
could conquer. Just now, as she came along the passage, she had vaguely
thought, just as in the old days, that Margery might be secretly
following her.
She laughed at herself as she closed the door; but the sound of the
catching lock struck comfort in her heart, and so did the enclosed
feeling of sanctuary, of protection.
“Oh, dear old room!” she said aloud. “Dear old books, dear friendly
hearth! God grant this may indeed be home at last!”
She looked round, from the oriel window, purple-hung with its deep
recess; from its shelves, seat, and screen, set apart like the side
chapel of a cathedral for private devotion, to the high-carved ceiling
where, in faded colours, the coat-of-arms of past Cheverals displayed
honours that could never fade. She kissed her hand to the full length
Reynolds of that Sir Everard Cheveral, whose daughter had been her own
mother, empanelled above the stone mantelpiece. It was sweet to feel one
of such a house.
Again she spoke, half to herself, half to the mellow, genial presentment
of her ancestor:
“You would have said that no daughter of Bindon should seek refuge
elsewhere but in the house of her fathers.”
“Please, ma’am,” said a low voice at her elbow.
Ellinor started. A woman whom life had taught to keep her nerves under
control, it is doubtful whether anything but the old terrors of her
childhood would have had the power to send the blood thus back to her
heart. Mrs. Nutmeg was at her elbow—Mrs. Nutmeg hardly changed, with the
same obsequious smile and deadly eye, dropping another curtsey of
greeting as their glances met, and speaking in the familiar, purring
manner:
“Mrs. Marvel, ma’am, begging you’ll forgive the liberty in offering you
my respectful welcome! I made so bold as to follow you and trust you
will excuse the intrusion.”
“How do you do?” said Ellinor.
This, of all possible greetings, was the one she least desired. She
hated herself for her weakness; but as she held out her hand, she shrank
inwardly from the remembered touch.
“How do you do, ma’am?” responded the other, with perfunctory humility.
“I trust I see you well.”
“Thank you,” said Mrs. Marvel over her shoulder, more shortly than her
wont, and turned to the shelf to look for her father’s book.
But the obnoxious presence was not so easily dismissed. It followed her
to the shelves; it stood behind her; it breathed in her ear. After a
minute of irritated endurance, during which her mind absolutely refused
to work, Ellinor whisked round impatiently.
“Well?”
“Asking your pardon, ma’am. But, as you are aware, I was unable to
attend to you last night, having only returned this morning from
Devizes. I must beg your forgiveness for anything you might have to
complain of, not having been made aware that you were coming.”
“Oh, everything was quite comfortable,” began Ellinor. Then suddenly
remembering her raid over-night, she hesitated and fell silent.
“Yes, ma’am,” pursued the housekeeper, who, among other uncanny
characteristics, possessed that of answering thoughts rather than words.
“Yes, I was sorry indeed to hear that you had to get things for
yourself. I am sure if Sir David knew, it would go near to make Mr.
Giles lose his place, that a guest should be treated so—him that has the
cellar key on trust, so to speak.”
“I shall explain to your master,” said Ellinor, after a perceptible
pause.
“Thank you, ma’am. Mr. Giles and me would be obliged. No doubt my master
will give me instructions. But I should be grateful—having to provide,
and gentlemen liking different fare. (I ought to know their tastes by
this time, ma’am.) But ladies being otherwise, and not proposing to lay
before you what satisfies us humble servants—I should be grateful to
you, ma’am, to let me know how many days your visit at the House is
likely to be.”
Again there was silence. Ellinor stood looking down, struggling against
the feeling of helplessness that seemed to be closing in upon her. Once
more the undignified side of her position reasserted itself. But she
fought against the thought. Why, between high-minded people of the same
blood should this sordid question of give and take come to awaken false
pride? Nay, could she not actually serve David by her presence? The hand
and eye of a mistress were sorely needed here. Truly, she had heard
enough from Madam Tutterville, seen enough herself on the previous
night, to realise that Bindon House had become but as a vast cheese in
the heart of which the rats preyed unrebuked.
“I cannot tell you yet,” said she steadily, though the ripe colour still
mounted in her cheeks.
Margery blinked softly like a cat, and, like a cat with claws folded in,
she stood. Her voice had a comfortably shocked note as she replied:
“Thank you, ma’am.”
“That will do,” cried Ellinor.
“Yes, ma’am, thank you. No doubt. But until my master gives me my
instructions——”
She stopped; in the listening silence of the room a slight noise had
caught her ear. She looked slowly round and Ellinor followed the
direction of her eye. From the window recess Sir David himself had
emerged, pen in hand, and now came towards them.
Mrs. Nutmeg passed the corner of her apron over her lips and dropped her
curtsey. Ellinor stood, her head thrown back like a young deer, watching
her cousin’s advance with a look of confidence, though beneath her
folded kerchief her heart beat quick.
He took her hand, bent, and kissed it. Then retaining it in his, turned
upon the housekeeper. Ellinor, with the clasp of his fingers going
straight to her heart, was unable to shift her gaze from his face.
“You wish for instructions, Margery,” said he, “take them now. You shall
obey this lady as you would myself. While she remains here you shall
treat her as my honoured guest. Long may it be! And further, if she so
pleases, Mr. Rickart’s daughter shall be looked upon as mistress at
Bindon. And what she does or orders to be done shall be well done for
me.”
Margery dipped humble acquiescence to each command.
Ellinor had not thought those dreamy eyes of David’s could give so cold
and yet angry a flash. His brows were hardly knitted, and his voice,
though raised to extra clearness, was singularly under control; yet she
had a sudden revelation, not only of present anger in the man, but of an
extraordinary capacity for strong emotion. And she thought that if ever
an evil fate should bring her beneath his wrath, it would be more than
she could bear.
“Go, now,” said Sir David, still addressing his servant, “but remember,
and let the household remember, that though I prefer to watch the stars
rather than your doings, I am not really blind to what goes on.”
“I am truly glad, sir, to be authorised to give the servants any message
from you,” said Mrs. Nutmeg.
She reached the door, paused and threw one of her expressionless glances
for no longer than a second or two towards Ellinor; raising her eyes,
however, no higher than the knees. Then the door closed softly upon the
retreating figure.
David’s slightly slackened grasp was tightened for a moment round his
cousin’s fingers, then it relinquished them.
“Forgive me, Ellinor,” said he, “a bad master makes a bad host.”
“David,” said she, looking him bravely in the eyes, “I have hardly a
guinea in the world.”
“Oh,” he cried quickly, “you humiliate me——”
She interrupted him in her turn, and as quickly:
“Oh, no, indeed do not think that because of what she said I should seek
such protestation from you. But David, though I came here because it was
the only refuge open to me, I could not stay unless I had a task to do.
I saw last night—before I had been in dear old Bindon an hour—that sadly
you want one honest servant here. Let me be that servant to your house;
let me be at least now what Aunt Sophia was. I can do the work.”
She had flushed and paled as she spoke, but gained confidence towards
the end; and she looked what she felt herself to be, a strong, capable
woman.
His eye dwelt upon her, not as last night in exaltation that amounted to
hallucination, but as one whose deep and restless sadness finds an
unsought peace.
“Will you, indeed?” he said at last. “Will you indeed take under your
gracious care my poor, neglected house?”
Their eyes met again. It was a silent compact. After a little pause:
“Do you not think I am very brave to be ready to face Margery?” she
asked, with a mischievous dimple.
At this his rare smile flashed out—that smile before which she felt, as
she had already over-night, that, in her heart, she abdicated.
“Oh, I know Margery well,” he said, “but her husband was my father’s
faithful man, and to keep her was a promise to his dying ears. She knows
it and trades on it. I am not—do not believe it,” he added, “quite the
lunatic cousin Simon would make me out. At least, I have my lucid
moments. This is one. I have profited by it.”
“So have I,” said Ellinor with a lovely smile of gratitude that robbed
the words of any flippancy.
They turned together, tall woman behind tall man, the crest of her
copper curls on a level with his eyes. Thus they traversed together the
great length of the room. Once she paused, mechanically to draw a bunch
of dead roses from a dried-up vase—roses placed there, God knows how
many summers ago! He marked the action by a glance. Almost unconsciously
she lifted the powdering flowers to her lips, inhaling their faint,
ghostly fragrance.
As they passed the window recess where, unknown to the new-comers, he
had been sitting at his work, he stopped in his turn to lay a
paper-weight on the loose sheets that were scattered on the table. A
great map, from Hevelius’s Atlas of the Stars, lay outspread, and
displayed its phantom-like constellation figures. Ellinor bent down to
look.
“See,” said he gravely, placing his finger on the regal crown that the
genial old astronomer had lovingly designed for _Corona Borealis_—“see,
it is there that the new star has come into being; a fresh gem to the
Crown of the North, fairer even, with its sapphire glance, than
Margarita the pearl——”
She looked up, inquiringly:
“Your star?”
“My star,” he answered.
Her words pleased him, and he marked the earnest brilliancy of her blue
eyes. His answering look, though unconsciously, was tender as a caress;
and she felt it most sweetly. The crumbling rose-leaves scattered
themselves in powder upon his papers. She brushed them impatiently away
with a superstitious feeling that the past was already too much with
her, too much with him. And as she leaned over the table, the live,
real, blushing rose that she had gathered in the courtyard that morning
loosened itself from her bosom and fell softly on the outmost sheet of
the manuscript notes. Here David’s hand had sketched boldly the
wreath-like constellation that had borne him an unexpected blossom.
Ellinor saw her flower lie upon it with pleasure.
“Could Hevelius have seen his crown so enriched—but it is given to few
to chronicle a name in the Heavens! A star may appear and then wane, but
not this one, not this one!” He spoke half to himself.
“When was the last great star born?” she asked.
“Before this old Hevelius’ day,” said David. He drew another map from
under the tossed book and flung it open for her, never heeding that it
rested on the petals of her rose. “But see here, 1660—on a day of
rejoicing for England—the King had returned to his own—what seemed to
many to be a new star appeared, brightly burning. Flamsteed named it,
out of the joy of the people, _Cor Caroli_—the Heart of Charles.”
“The heart of Charles,” she repeated. “It is pretty. What will you call
yours?”
“I dare not name it yet,” he said.
“Dare not?” she echoed astonished.
“Lest it should belie me—fade and leave me the poorer,” he answered.
There came a silence. The clock punctuated the fitful rushing sound of
the wind round the house, ticked off a minute of life for Ellinor as
full of thought and as pregnant of possibility, as sweet and as rich in
promise as any she had ever passed in her already eventful life.
She had the impression of some extraordinary happiness that might be
hers; that yet was so elusive, so high, so shy a thing, that it would
melt away in the grasp of human hands. She had, too, a little
unreasonable foreboding, because her rose lay crushed under his
astronomy. With a sigh at last, chiding herself for folly and dreams
unworthy of her new life—she who had offered herself, and been accepted
as his servant, no more—she moved away from the table.
The action roused him. He went with her. On the way to the door he made
another halt, and indicated by a slight gesture the urbane countenance
of that common ancestor whom Ellinor had addressed and who now, lighted
up by a capricious ray, seemed to look down upon them with a living eye
of favour. She stood confused as she remembered how boldly, as if by
right of kinship, she had claimed aloud in that silent room the
hospitality of Bindon.
“I only represent him here,” said he, divining her thought.
“Ah, cousin David,” said she, “say what you will, my father and I will
always be deeply in your debt.”
He turned and looked at her gravely.
“Surely,” he answered, after a pause, “a man’s inheritance is not solely
his own. It is but a trust. It is to be used and passed on. Those that
come after me,” added he musingly, “will not be the poorer, but the
richer for my unwonted mode of life. Yet, meanwhile, Ellinor, you can
help me to put to better purpose the wealth yearly expended in this
house. For there are abuses in a household which only a woman’s hand can
reach.”
“They shall be reached then,” said she.
CHAPTER XI
LAYING THE GHOSTS
Her eyes
Had such a star of morning in their blue
That all neglected places ...
Broke into music.
—TENNYSON (_Aylmer’s Field_).
Out of the warm library into the deserted, echoing round-vaulted hall,
on the walls of which broad sheets of tapestry hung, dimly splendid,
between fluted pilasters of marble. It seemed to Ellinor, when the swing
door had fallen behind her with its soft thud, as if they had left the
nave of some church; left a home-like refuge filled with living
presences, benign spirits and warm incense; to enter the coldness of a
crypt that spoke but of the tomb.
She shivered, and the gay smile faded on her lips. Their footsteps fell
forlorn upon the stone floor. David now seemed to drift apart from her,
to move unsubstantial in these forsaken haunts of grandeur. But it was
her nature to re-act against such impressions. Her alert eye noted the
moth in the tapestry, the rust on the armour, the dust lying thick on
the white marble heads and limbs of statues that kept spectre company in
the semi-darkness.
“Oh,” she cried suddenly, “what red fires we shall have on these cold
hearths! How the village maids shall rub and scrub! How God’s good
sunshine shall come pouring in through those dull windows! How rosy this
Venus shall shine under the glow of the stained glass!”
He turned to her, as if called by the sound of the young voice back from
the habitual grey dream that his own silent home had come to be for him.
“See, cousin David, poor Diana too! She has not felt on her breast a
breath of sweet woodland air, I verily believe, since—since I left the
place myself these ten years. She shall spring,” added Ellinor, after a
moment’s abstraction, “from a grove of palms. And when the wind blows
free, the shadow of the leaves shall fall to and fro upon her and cheat
her forest heart. At least”—catching herself up as she noted his eye
fixed upon her with a strange look—“at least, Sir David, if you will so
permit.”
He still looked at her musingly. In reality he was going over the mere
sound of her words in his mind, as a man might recall the sweetness of a
strain of music.
“You shall have a free hand,” he said. “And, once more, what you do
shall be well done.”
An odd sense of emotion took hold of her, she knew not why. More to
conceal it than from any set intent, she moved forward and turned the
handle of the door that, on the other side of the hall, led to the suite
of drawing-rooms. He followed close and they looked in together. The
vast abandoned apartment was full of a musty darkness.
“Heavens!” she cried, “do they never open a window?”
Narrow slits of light darting in from the divisions in the shutters cut
through the heavy air and revealed, when their eyes had grown accustomed
to this deeper gloom, the shapeless, huddled rows of linen-covered
furniture.
“Ghosts—ghosts!” said David under his breath.
With quick hands she unbarred a shutter and, her impetuous strength
making little of rusty resistance, flung open the casement before he had
had time to divine her intention. He halted on his way to help her,
arrested by the gush of blinding light and the blast of wild wind, that
seemed to leap at his throat.
“Oh,” she exclaimed, standing in the full ray and breathing in—so it
seemed to him—both the elements. “Oh, the warm light, the sweet air!”
A line of Shakespeare awoke in some corner of his memory: “A thing of
fire and air.” ... How vividly it seemed to fit her then!
Without, the changeful day had turned to wind and sun. She stood in the
very shaft of the light, in the flood of the breeze; he stood watching
her from within, in the gloom and the stagnation. Her black gown
fluttered and turned flame at the edges; alternately clung to, and waved
away from her straight limbs, now revealing, now throwing into shadow
the curves of a foot that, in its sandal, pressed the ground as lithely
as ever a Diana’s arrested on the spring. The fresh airs engulfed
themselves under her kerchief into her white bosom. It was as if he
could watch them playing around her throat, even as if he could see them
fluttering and flattering her hair.... Her hair! The sun’s sparkles had
got into it! Now it rose, nimbus-like; now it danced, a spray of fire,
back from her forehead; now again, under the flying touches, it fell
back and rippled like a cornfield in the breeze.
This radiant creature! The more Sir David looked, the further apart he
felt his fate from hers. She seemed to belong all to the dancing wind
and the glad sun-light. From such an one as he, from his melancholy, his
gloom, his fading life, she seemed as much cut off as ever the
unattainable stars from his wondering night watch.
Thus they stood for the space of a minute. Then Ellinor turned. Light
and freshness now filled the great room. The keen breath of the woods
gaily drove into corners and chased away the mouldy vapours, the vague,
shut-up breath of the old brocades, of the crumbling potpourris, of the
sandal-wood and Indian rose; even as the light of Heaven drove the
shadows back under the cabinets and behind the pillars, and awoke to
life the gold moulding and the fleur-de-lis on the white walls, the
delicate wreaths and tracery on the trellised ceilings.
“See, cousin David, the ghosts are gone!”
But the man had withdrawn to the shadow. There was now no answering
light in his eye. He had now no phrase, tardy in coming, yet quick in
the sympathy of her thought, such as had before delighted her. What had
come to him? She gave a little laugh; the vigour, the freedom from
without had got so keenly into her veins that she was as though
intoxicated.
“I vow,” she cried, “you are like a ghost yourself! Why, you look like a
dim knight from the tapestry yonder in the hall, wandering ...”
She broke off. The words were barely out of her mouth before she had
read upon his countenance that they had struck some chord which it
should have been all her care to leave silent. It was not so much that
his pale face had grown paler or his deep eye more brooding, it was more
as if something that had been for a while restored to life had once more
settled into death; as if an open door had been closed upon her.
“A ghost, indeed,” he said at last, after a silence, during which she
thought the sunshine faded and the wind ceased to sing. “A ghost among
ghosts!”
“David!” she cried and quickly came close to him in the shadow. The
light passed from her face as the sun sparkled away from her hair: a
pale woman in a black dress, she was now nothing more!
Imagination, that plant which wreathes with flowers the open life of
man, grows to mere clinging, unwholesome luxuriance of stem and leaf in
dark, secluded existences. Sir David’s fanciful mind, disordered by too
long solitude, had become incapable of viewing in just perspective the
small events and transient pictures of that every day world to which he
had so persistently made himself a stranger.
The sudden difference in Ellinor’s appearance, following as it did upon
a deeply melancholy impression, struck him as an evil portent.—This,
then, was what would happen to her youth and brightness, were fate to
link her life with one so unfortunate as he!
She stretched out her hand to touch him. The riddle of his attitude
baffled her.
“David!” she repeated, pleadingly. He drew gently back from her touch.
“Cousin,” he said, and she heard a vibration as of some dark trouble in
his voice, “keep to what sunshine this old house will admit. But in
God’s name do not seek to explore its shadows.”
“But do you not see,” she cried, pointing to the open window, “that all
shadows give way before my hand?”
He made no answer, unless a long look, inscrutable to her, but yet that
seemed to search into her very soul, could be deemed an answer.
“Come,” she went on resolutely. “Let us go through this dim house of
yours together, and see what can be done. Ghosts!” she repeated, “the
ghosts of Bindon are rust and dust and emptiness and silence and
neglect. God’s light, dear cousin, and the wood airs, the birds’ songs,
soap and water, stout hearts and true, and good company—give me but
these and I’ll warrant you I’ll lay your ghosts.”
Into his earnest gaze came a sort of tender indulgence, as for the
prattle of a child.
“Come then,” said he, simply.
But she felt that now it was to humour her, and not because she had
reached the seat of his melancholy.
However, with heart and spirit as determined as her step, she drew him
with her through the long, desolate rooms, leaving everywhere light and
freshness where she had found darkness and oppression. Then through the
ball-room, where the silence and the weighted atmosphere, the shrouded
splendour and the faded brilliancy made doubly sad a space designed all
for mirth and music. This feeling struck her in spite of her resolution;
and when, before passing out into the hall again, David paused to look
back and said, as if to himself: “Sometimes darkness is best; at least
it hides the void,” she had this time no answer for him.
Slowly they ascended the great oaken stairs that creaked beneath their
tread as if too long unused to human steps. Slowly they paced the length
of the picture gallery, just illumined enough through drawn blinds to
show the little clouds of dust set astir by their feet and to draw the
pale faces of pictured ancestors from the gloom of their canvas
backgrounds. The shadowed eyes, divined rather than seen in the delusive
light, seemed to follow Ellinor with wistful questioning: “What will
this child of ours do for our sorrowful house?”
Slowly and silently they progressed through the long suites of empty
guest-chambers, where four-posters stood like catafalques and
unsuspected mirrors threw back at them sudden phantom-like images of
their own passing countenances. At length Ellinor paused irresolute;
then she arrested David as he once more mechanically advanced to unbar a
shutter.
“Nay,” she said, “the rest shall sleep a few days more. I have seen
enough of the enchanted castle.” She tried to laugh. “Not, mind you,
that I doubt being able to break its spell!” she added. But her laugh
rang muffled, even to herself, in an air that seemed too heavy to hold
it. She caught David by the sleeve, and dragged him into the comparative
cheerfulness of a corridor lit at either end by a blessed gleam of blue
sky.
They had reached once more the keep wing of the house. There was stone
beneath their feet, stone above their heads, stone walls, ochre-washed
on either side.
“Ah,” cried she, a sudden wave of memory breaking over her, called up by
the vision through the deep hewn windows. “How well I recollect! I used
to play here. This is the old nursery.”
She flung open a narrow door; the long, low-ceiled room within was
flooded with whitest light, for its barred windows boasted no shutters.
The shadows of the tall trees outside danced like waters on the walls.
Cobwebs hung in festoons even in the yawning grate. Two little beds
stood covered with a patchwork quilt; a headless rocking-horse was in
one corner, a tiny wooden chair in another. An empty nursery! As sad to
look on as an empty nest! Ellinor’s eyes brightened with tears; a hot
tide of passion, sprung of an inexplicable mixture of feeling, rushed
from her heart to her lips. She turned almost fiercely on David, who had
remained in the doorway.
“Oh, why have you wasted your life?” she cried. “Why have you turned
your back on all the good things God gives man? Why is your home
desolate, your hearth vacant, your heart solitary? David, David, this
house should never have been empty thus; there should be children round
your knee! What have you done with your life?”
The tears brimmed over and ran down her cheeks. Then her strange passion
fell away from her, and she stood ashamed. He had started first and put
up his hand as if to thrust back her words. There was a long silence.
When he broke it, it was as one who speaks upon the second thought, with
the cold control that follows an unadmitted emotion.
“For me such things will never be.”
“Why, why?” The cry seemed forced from her.
He waved his hand with the gesture of the most complete renunciation.
“Never,” he repeated.
The word, she felt, was final. She gazed at him almost angrily; then
tears, caused now by mortification and confusion, rose irresistibly
again. To conceal them she turned to the window, pulled open the queer
little casement and, leaning on her elbows, looked out in silence.
Below her lay the Herb-Garden, with its variegated autumn burden of
berries, red or purple or sinister orange; its groups of fantastically
shaped leaves, turning to tints not usually known in this sober clime;
here a patch, violet, nearly black; and there a streak of tropical
scarlet; elsewhere again mauve, verdigris-green—colours, indeed, that
village folk said, “no Christian plants ought to produce.” The scents of
them, as pungent yet different in decay as ever in their blossom time,
rose to her nostrils mixed sweet and bitter, over-dulcet, poisonous or
aromatic-wholesome.
The sight and the smell were full of subtle reminiscence. She felt her
throbbing heart calm down, her hot cheeks grow cool. In some mysterious
way, now as in her childhood, the Herb-Garden seemed to draw her and to
speak to her; to promise and withhold some fairy secret, she knew not
whether for joy or sorrow, but yet incomparably sweet. As she gazed
forth she noticed the quaint figure of her father come into view from
behind a clump of bushes. He was attended by Barnaby, who, under the
direction of his master’s gesture, culled leaves and flowers. Circling
round the pair, Belphegor, the black cat, could be seen gravely watching
the proceedings. There was something peaceful and world-detached in the
silent scene, and it brought back some of that sense of rest and
home-return which she had found so blessed the previous night.
All at once she felt close to her the shadowing presence of her cousin,
and the next moment his touch upon her shoulder sent her blood leaping.
“For five years,” said David, “your father has been looking for a
certain plant. He says, Ellinor, that it is the ‘True-Grace,’ the
_Euphrosinum_ of the ancients, called by the primitive simplers at home,
‘Star-of-Comfort.’ And its properties, as he believes, are to bring
gladness to the sore heart and the drooping spirit. But all traces of it
have been lost. If it still blooms, it blooms somewhere unknown. Never
an autumn passes but your father plants fresh seeds, seeds that reach
him from all parts of the world ... with fresh hope.” He stopped
significantly.
She turned to him with wide eyes; he looked back at her. Both his glance
and voice were full of kindness.
“That would be a precious plant, would it not?” he went on.
“‘True-Grace’ ... ‘Star-of-Comfort.’ Is there such a thing in this
world? To your father its discovery is what the quest of the Powder of
Projection, of the Elixir of Life was to the alchemist of old; of
Eldorado to the merchant-adventurer, of Truth to the philosopher—does it
exist? Will he ever find it?” Then he added: “Who knows ... perhaps you
will have brought him luck.”
And when he had said this his dark face was lit by his rare smile.
“What is it that could comfort you?” she cried, clasping her hands.
His very gentleness brought her some comprehension of a sadness
illimitable as when the mists rise dimly above vast seas and fall again.
His face set into gravity once more, his gaze wandered from her face out
through the little window to the far-off amethyst hills on the horizon.
“To be able to forget ... perhaps,” he answered, as if in a dream.
CHAPTER XII
A KINDLY EPICURE
——The easy man
Who sits at his own door; and, like the pear
That overhangs his head from the green wall,
Feeds in the sunshine ...
—WORDSWORTH (_Reflective Poems_).
The fruit in the rectory garden, the pears from the rector’s own tree,
had all been culled; Madam Tutterville had seen to that. And where she
ruled, if there was always abundance of the choicest description, there
was no waste.
The rector liked fruit to his breakfast. He belonged to a generation who
made breakfast an important meal; an occasion for the feast of wit as
well as of palate; for the consorting of choice souls, the first
freshness upon them and the dew still sparkling upon the laurel that
binds the poet’s brow. The breakfast hour is one when the mellow beam of
good repose shines still in the eye, mitigating the sarcasm of the man
of humour, enhancing the charm of the man of elegant parts, ripening the
wits of the learned. That hour (not unduly early, mind you) when the
morning has already gained warmth but not lost crispness; when with
pleasure and profit a party of cultured gentlemen can meet, bloom as of
peach on well-shaven cheek—_rasés à velour_, as the French barber of
those days quaintly had it—silk stocking precisely drawn over
re-invigorated muscle; and, thus meeting, exchange the good things of
the mutual mind with critical sobriety, while discussing in similar
manner the good things of bodily refreshment.
They were good days when social convention countenanced such hours of
elegant leisure! Good times were they that still cherished the
delicately dallying scholar, the epicure in life and in learning; that
admired the man who knew how to sip and relish, and to whom essential
quality was of overpoweringly vaster importance than quantity. A good
age, when hurry was looked upon almost as an ungentlemanly vice and the
anxious mind of business was held incompatible with culture!
Of such was the reverend Horatio Tutterville, D.D., late Fellow of Oriel
College, Oxford, Rector of Bindon. And to him the breakfast hour was
still sacred: an hour of serene enjoyment to which he daily looked
forward as the great prize of life, and which prepared him for a day of
duties performed with admirable deliberation.
True, the fates had so marshalled his existence that but few were the
congenial friends who could now and again come and share these pleasant
moments under the flickering shades of the pear-tree, or in the cosy
parsonage dining-room; sit at those tables—both round! —which it was at
once Madam Sophia’s pride and privilege to supply with an exquisite and
varied fare.
But little recked he of that; choice spirits there were still with whom
he could consort at any time; spirits as rare as any who in Oxford
Common-Room, in Town, or in Cathedral precincts ever had communed with
him. Aye, and rarer! Spirits, moreover, ready at all hours of the night
or day, and always in gracious mood, to yield their hoarded wisdom or
sweetness to the lingering appreciation of his palate.
The choice of his morning’s companion always was with Dr. Tutterville
one of solicitude and discrimination. A Virgil, or some other subtle
singer of like brilliance, on mornings when the sun was very hot and the
sky of Italian blue between the high garden walls; when the bees were
extra busy over the fragrant thyme beds, and when some fresh cream
cheese and honey and whitest flour of wheat were most tempting on the
fair cloth. “Rare Ben Jonson,” perhaps, on a stormy autumn day, when the
wood fire roared up the chimney and a fine old hearty English breakfast
of the game pie or boar-head order could be fitly topped up by a short,
but nobly creaming beaker of Audit ale.
Like so many men who have read sedulously in their student days the
reverend Horatio, now in his dignified leisure, read little, but with
nicest discrimination; and in that little found an inexhaustible fund of
unalloyed contentment. He would also quote felicitously from his daily
reading as a man might from the conversation of a valued friend.
It is indeed not every one who ever learns the art of book-enjoyment.
Your true reader must be no devourer of books. To him the thought
committed to the immortality of print, crystallised to its shapeliest
form, polished to its best lustre, is one which demands and repays
lingering communion. If books are worth reading at all, they should be
allowed to speak their full meaning; they should be hearkened to with
deference. And it was always in pages that compelled such honourable
attention that Dr. Tutterville sought that intellectual companionship
which made his country seclusion not only tolerable, but blissfully
serene.
Madam Tutterville, whether from convenience to herself, or (we had
rather believe), from shrewd conception of the proprieties and wifely
respect for the moods of her lord, never shared the forenoon repast.
Indeed, she had generally accomplished much business in household or
village before the learned divine emerged from that sanctuary where the
mysteries of his careful toilet and of his early meditation were
conducted in privacy and decorum.
But it was on rare occasions indeed that she could not snatch five
minutes out of her multifarious occupations for the pure pleasure of
watching her Horatio’s complacency as he sipped her coffee and his book.
Happy man, whose own capacity for enjoyment could so gratify another’s!
On this particular morning—a week after the exciting day of Ellinor
Marvel’s return—Madam Tutterville, having duly examined the
weather-glass, scanned the sky and personally tested the warmth of the
air, deemed that for perhaps the last time that year she might safely
set her rector’s breakfast in the garden.
For it was one of those days which a reluctant summer drops into the lap
of autumn; a day of still airs and high vaulted skies, faintly but
exquisitely blue; when, red and yellow, the leaves cling trembling to
the bough from which there is not a puff of wind to detach them—and if
they fall, fall gently as with a little sigh.
On such a day the frost, that over-night has laid light, white fingers
everywhere, would be unguessed at but for the delicate tart purity of
the air, which the sunshine, however it may warm it, cannot eliminate. A
day in which you might be cheated into thoughts of spring, were it not
for the pathos of the rustling leaf, the solitary monthly rose, the
boughs that let in so much more heaven between them, and the lonely
eaves where swallow broods are rioting no longer.
Madam Tutterville, as we have said, knew her parson’s tastes to a shade.
The round green table and rustic chair were therefore set between that
edge of sunshine and shadow that spelt comfort. In her devoted soul the
autumnal poetry was translated into housewife practicality: into broiled
partridge still fizzling under the silver cover, a comb of
heather-honey, a purple bunch of grapes invitingly stretched on their
own changing leaves.
An hour later the good soul came forth again into the garden to enjoy
her reward. A covered basket on her arm, that same plump, white member
tightly folded with its comrade over the crisp muslin kerchief and the
capacious bosom; the Swiss straw-hat, tied with a black ribband under
the chin, shading, but not concealing the lace cap of fine Mechlin, the
curls, and the rosy smiling countenance.... No unpleasing spectacle for
any reasonable husband’s eye! So thought the parson. As her shadow fell
across the patch of sunshine in front of him, he looked up and smiled
from the pages of his book.
The companion of the morning was the Olympian who has immortalised in
beauty almost every theme and mood of the human mind. It had struck the
divine, whilst inquiringly surveying his shelves, that the noble figure
of Prospero would be evoked with singular fitness on this placid October
morn. The volume—propped against the glistening decanter of water—was
one Baskerville’s edition of Shakespeare and opened at Act IV. of the
Tempest.
The rector, brought back from the green sward of the wizard’s cell to
his actual surroundings, smilingly looked his inquiry as his spouse
stood in patience before him.
“Ah, my delicate Ariel!” said he, with the most benevolent sarcasm.
Nor, as Madam Tutterville gazed down upon him, was she behind him in
conjugal complacency. Nay, as her eyes wandered over the handsome
countenance with the classic firm roundness of outline, which might have
graced a Roman medal, her heart swelled within her with a tender pride.
“What a man is my Horatio!” she thought, not without emphasis on the
word “my.” For well she knew how much her care had contributed to that
same rich outline.
Everything about this excellent man was ample. Ample the wave of hair
that rose in a crest from an expansive brow and still sported a cloud of
scented powder after the fashion of his younger years. Ample the curve
of his high nose; ample the chin and nobly proportioned. Ample the chest
that gently swelled from under the snowy ruffles to that fine display of
broadcloth waistcoat where dangled the golden seals and the watch that
methodically marked the flight of the rector’s golden moments. But the
rector’s legs had so far resisted the encroachment of general amplitude.
There the only curve, one in which he took an innocent pride, was a fine
line that, under the meshes of well-drawn silk hose, led from knee to
heel with clean and elegant finality.
No wonder that Madam Tutterville’s breast should heave with the glory of
possession.
Her smile broadened, as she glanced from the well-picked partridge bones
to the plump fingers that now toyed with the grapes. She noted also the
reticent smile that hovered on the divine’s lips, as if in sympathetic
answer to her own. Yet, though she beamed to see her lord so content,
the true inwardness of this same content escaped her—naturally enough.
What could Madam Sophia know of that thousandth new elusive beauty he
had even now discovered in Prospero’s green and yellow island? How could
she guess that it had broken upon his mental palate with a flavour
cognate to that of the luscious grapes she had provided? What could she
know of the spice of genial sarcasm that likened one of her own vast
proportions to the ministering sprite of the amiable wizard—and yet saw
a delightful modern fitness in the comparison? Far indeed was she from
realising the endless amusement her conversation afforded to a mind as
accurate on one side as it was humourous on the other.
_Sermo index animi._ If speech be the mirror of the mind, Doctor
Tutterville’s mind revealed itself as elegant, balanced, and polished.
Nothing more orderly, more concise, more jealously chosen than his word
and enunciation. Nothing, in short, could have been in more absolute
contrast to the hurling ambitious volubility of his consort.
“Well, Doctor Tutterville,” said madam, “did the bird like you well!”
“The bird? Excellent well, Sophia. But first, or last, your fine
Egyptian cookery shall have the fame!”
“Ah,” said the lady, beaming, “Proverbs!—Yes. I must say that for
Solomon, he knew how to value a wife.”
“No one was ever better qualified, my dear,” said the parson kindly.
It was characteristic of the lady that, however unknown the source of
her husband’s illustrations, however unintelligible his allusions,
sooner would she have perished than own it even to herself. And as he,
in his original enjoyment of her happy shots, was careful never to
correct her, the conversation of the admirable couple proceeded with
unchecked briskness on one side and ungrudging appreciation on the
other.
Doctor Tutterville drew his chair back from the table, crossed his legs
and prepared to enjoy himself, nothing being better for the digestion
than quiet laughter. Madam deposited her basket, and selecting a snowy
churchwarden pipe from the box that reposed upon the bench by the side
of the pear-tree, proceeded to fill it with Bristol tobacco out of a
brass pot. Very lightly did she stuff the bowl: for the Rector took his
tobacco as he took his other pleasures—a few light whiffs, the best of
the herb! “Once the freshness and fragrance gone,” he was wont to say,
“you might as well drink wine after you had ceased to possess its
flavour.”
“Well, my love?” said he, as he took the brittle stem between his fore
and second finger.
“Well, Horatio,” said she, comfortably subsiding on the bench. “I have
been to Bindon, and, oh, my dear Doctor, what a change has come over the
place!”
“I remarked the improvement,” said the parson, “both in sweetness and in
light upon my visit three days ago. That daughter of brother Rickart’s
seems a capable young woman.”
“Bring up a child,” quoth Madam Sophia, complacently. “I flatter myself
she does credit to my early training. You have not forgotten, Doctor,
that ’twas I who (as the scripture bids us) directed that young idea how
to shoot. I vow,” cried she, “I could not be setting about things better
myself. But, oh, Horatio, how are the mighty humbled!... I refer to
Margery Nutmeg.”
“Mrs. Nutmeg’s manners are always so much too humble for my liking,”
said the divine, “that I presume you allude thus rhetorically to her
circumstances.”
“Certainly, my dear Doctor—_ex cathedrum_, as you would say.”
“I never should, my dear. But let it pass.”
“You know what a thorn in the spirits these goings on of hers have been
to me and you will therefore lift up your voice and rejoice, I feel
sure, when I tell you that my dear niece has now all the keys in her
possession. Margery has found her mistress again.”
The divine laid down his pipe and the benign amusement of his expression
gave way to a look of gravity.
“No doubt,” he said, after a pause, “you good ladies know what you are
doing. But personally, I should prefer not to retain Mrs. Nutmeg on the
premises if it was my business to thwart her.”
But madam, strong in a sense of victory over the dreaded enemy, scouted
the suggestion.
“That excellent girl, Ellinor, was actually having the meat weighed and
apportioned,” she announced triumphantly, “at the very moment of my
arrival this morning. So Mistress Margery’s retail business hath come to
an end. A sheep killed every week, Horatio, and pork in the servants’
hall! The woman was an absolute Salomite! How often did I not remind her
of Paul’s warning! ‘Serve ye your masters with flesh in fear and
trembling.’”
The gentle merriment that Madam Tutterville was happily wont to take as
a token of approval in her lord, here shook his goodly form.
“But my voice was as that of the pelican in the wilderness. Well, all
her sweet smiles and curtseys this morning would not take me in. She
knows her day is over—though she hides her rage.”
“_Malevolus animus abditos dentes habet_,” murmured the parson.
“Indeed, my dear Doctor,” plunged the lady, “you never said a truer
word. But what could she expect?”
“And have you forgiven your brother for so incontinently presuming to
quote the scriptures against you the other day?”
“Why, Doctor, you know I never bear malice. And, dear sir, if you had
but seen him, I vow you’d scarcely know him. He hath a new dressing-gown
and that dear, excellent girl has actually prevailed on him to trim his
beard!”
“I hope,” said the parson, “the young lady will leave something of my
old friend. From the days of Samson I mistrust woman when she begins to
wield her scissors upon man. And have Simon’s other peculiarities
departed from him with his patriarchal beard and ancient garments?”
“Indeed, my dear Doctor, he was quite a lamb. I have promised him a
volume of your sermons, that which refers to the keeping of the first,
second, and third commandments, that he may see for himself how
reprehensible are his dealings with magic and such things. ‘Take a
lesson’ (I cried to him) ‘of my Horatio’!”
She was proceeding with ever increasing, ever more tripping volubility
and unction—“Model your life ever upon the Decameron, and you will never
be far wrong!” But here a Homeric burst of merriment interrupted the
flow of her eloquence.
The reverend Horatio lay back in his chair, while the quiet garden close
rang to the unwonted sound of sonorous laughter. When at length, with
catching breath and streaming eyes, he found strength wherewith to
speak:
“Perdition, catch my soul, most excellent wretch, but I do love thee!”
quoted he, and was promptly off again with such whole-hearted and jovial
appreciation that, feeling she must indeed have pointed her moral with
telling appositeness, his lady’s countenance became suffused with
crimson and was also irradiated by her peculiarly infantile smile of
conscious delight. She pursed her lips to prevent herself from spoiling
the situation by another word.
“And what did brother Simon reply?” asked the rector, as soon as he
became able to articulate.
“Oh,” said she proudly, “you will be gratified, Horatio: he looked very
grave and seemed much impressed; said he could not promise, but that he
would think it over; he would watch and see how you got on.”
Loud rang the parson’s laugh again.
“Meanwhile,” shrieked Madam Sophia, triumphantly, “he said he would
prefer to study the question in the original Italian—whatever he may
have meant by that. I cannot but feel there is promise.”
“Extraordinary, extraordinary!” said Horatio Tutterville. “And David?”
he asked presently. “Are you going to enrol him as a follower of
Boccacio?”
“My dear Doctor,” smiled the lady, “I flatter myself that I can follow
you in the vernal tongue as well as anyone—but when it comes to Hebrew,
I plead the privileges of my sex! This much I understand, however: you
refer to David. Well, he also is putting off the old man. Doctor,” she
clasped her hands and drew her large countenance wreathed in smiles of
mystery, close to his ear to whisper: “This will end in marriage bells!
Mark my words.”
“Thus the prophetess!” replied the rector, with the scoff of the true
man for the match-making feminine. “Alas, my poor Sophia, there’s no
marrying stuff in David!”
He wiped his eyes, and rose.
“Well,” he said, “after the bee has sipped he must to work.”
“You will find,” said she, “a fire in your study, your books as you left
them last night and a bunch of our last roses where you love to see
them.”
Sedately the reverend Horatio moved towards the peaceful precincts,
where awaited him the pages of his next Advent sermons—and perhaps also
the manuscripts of those delicate commentaries on Tibullus, long
promised to his Oxford publisher.
THE STAR DREAMER
BOOK II
The night
Hath been to me a more familiar face
Than that of man; and in her starry shade
Of dim and solitary loveliness
I learned the language of another world.
—TENNYSON.
CHAPTER I
MIDSUMMER SUNRISE
... the blue
Bared its eternal bosom, and the dew
Of summer nights collected still to make
The morning precious: Beauty was awake.
—KEATS (_Sleep and Poetry_).
A dawn in June: the dawn of a night that has held no real blackness, but
merged from a sky of sapphire to one of grey pearl—sapphire so starlit,
that ever deeper deeps and ever bluer transparencies seemed to unveil
themselves to the watchers eye; grey pearl pulsing into opal, shot with
milky pinks, faint greens, ambers and primroses.
Into the dewy morning world came Ellinor; down through the long stone
passages that still held night and silence; out into this awakening,
this freshness, this lightsomeness.
The wonders of the summer dawn, day after day, bring to the old Earth,
as it were, a new creation. She awakes and finds the forgotten paradise
from which man, of his own sluggard choice, shuts himself out with gates
of darkness and leaden bolts of sleep.
Ellinor, her fair face emerging from the folds of her dark, grey-hooded
cloak, came pearl-like as the young day itself from the folds of the
night. Her slender foot left its print on the dew-moist path. She passed
between the stately flower-beds through the great formal
pleasure-grounds where, under the sunrise radiance, the masses of
geranium blooms were taking to themselves silvery colours unknown to the
later day; between the ranks of cypress and box, whose grotesque and
fantastic shapes were duskily cut out against the transparent sky one
moment and the next seemed fringed with green flame as the level rays
leaped at them; up the shrubbery walks, where the white syringa was
breaking into odorous stars, scattering its scented dew upon her as she
brushed the outstretched branches; under the black and solemn shades of
the yew-trees, until she reached the gate that gave access to the
Herb-Garden.
She walked slowly, drinking in the loveliness of the hour. The bees were
humming loudly over the spicy beds. The whole garden was full of sweet
growing hum and stir; of the flash of wet bird wings. Its strange
blossoms swaying in the capricious little breeze seemed to hold private
councils, then nod familiarly at her, welcoming and beckoning on.
Ellinor stood, her hand still on the gate, her brow towards the radiant
east; the hood had slipped from her head and a sun-shaft pierced her
hair. She never crossed the threshold of this garden without a curious
sense of something impending. And now, as she paused to breathe its ever
new fragrances, the happy humour in which she had started on her quest
for herbs (to be gathered at the hour of sunrise, according to Master
Gerard’s own prescription) gave place to the old childish sense of
mysterious awe and attraction.
And as she stood, musing, the sound of a rapid step was heard on this
garden space, so far consecrate to herself and to the wild things; a
darker shadow detached itself from the heavy shade of the yew-tree. She
turned round quickly to face it. Sir David was beside her.
“The purity of the morning,” he thought, “and the dawn still in her
eyes!”
“David!” she cried, astonished; and a happy rose leapt into her cheek.
“I saw you,” he said, “from my tower.”
She glanced up to the frowning grey stone mass that was beginning to
cast sharply its long shadow on the sunlit garden—then she looked back
at his face, pallid and a little drawn. And if he had seen the dawn in
her eyes she saw in his shadow of the night watch.
“Ah,” she cried and menaced him with her white finger. “No sleep again,
David! And your promise?”
“The stars lured me,” he answered, smiling faintly. Ellinor, however,
did not smile. The rose flush faded slowly from her face. The stars
lured him! Would it then always be so? She gave a little sigh. Then,
without speaking, she drew a key from her reticule and slipped it into
the lock; it required the effort of both her strong hands to turn it,
but she would do it herself.
“Nay, cousin, it is a fancy of mine. I alone am trusted with the keys of
the sanctuary. It is I that shall open to you the gate of our
Herb-Garden.”
It fell back, groaning on its hinges; and she stood inside, smiling
again.
“Come in, David.”
“Do you know,” he said, still standing on the threshold, humouring her
mood according to his wont, “that I have actually never trodden this
rood of ground before.”
She clapped her hands with joy.
“Then it is indeed I who will have brought you here,” she cried. “That
is right. Oh, cousin, don’t you know, this is the enchanted garden, my
garden! Ah, you did not know that, lord of Bindon! You deemed it was
yours perhaps, though you never bethought yourself even of visiting it.
But it was given to me by a fairy, years and years ago. And it is full
of spells and dreams and magic! I will tell you something: That night,
when I came back last autumn ... the first thing I did when I went to my
room was to open my window that gives on the garden—you see that window
there—and I leant out over the whispering ivy leaves to greet my garden.
And in the dark of the night I heard it speak to me. And it said: I am
still yours—David, come in!”
With one of his unconsciously courtly gestures to mark that it was
indeed on her invitation that he came upon her ground, he entered
slowly, looking at her with a little wonder. For this fantastic Ellinor
was as new to him as this day’s dawn. She guessed his thoughts.
“I vow,” she said and seemed to shake off her fancy as she might have
brushed from before her face a floating gossamer—“I vow that I am
becoming infected with some musing sickness! But between you, my cousin
star-gazer, and my good alchemist father, it were odd if there were no
such humour in the air. Hold my basket, dear David, I will be practical
again.”
CHAPTER II
_EUPHROSINE_, STAR-OF-COMFORT
She still took note that, when the living smile
Died from his lips, across him came a cloud
Of melancholy severe; from which again,
Whenever in her hovering to and fro,
The lily-maid had striven to make him cheer,
There brake a sudden beaming tenderness.
—TENNYSON (_Elaine_).
“And do you not wish to know,” asked Ellinor, “what has brought me with
the dawn to these gardens?”
He had been watching silently by her side—watching her, as here she
snipped a bundle of leaves and there a sheaf of blossoms, and
mechanically extending the basket that she might lay them therein. Now,
after a fashion of his, to which she had grown well accustomed, he let
fall a glance upon her as one bringing himself back from a distance.
She repeated her question, with a little pretence of impatience.
“I do not think that I wondered to see you,” he answered
slowly.—Fastidious as he was in his garb and every exterior detail that
concerned him, it was all as nothing, Ellinor had learned to know,
compared to his mental fastidiousness. A silent man he was, but when he
spoke no words could serve him but such as could clothe the truth to the
most exquisite nicety. Could anyone have been more ill equipped for the
battle of life?
“I was standing on the tower,” he went on, “watching the withdrawal of
the stars and the rise of another day. It is not often that I look to
the earth. When the stars go, then, you see, the world is blank to me.
But this morning, I know not why, when the skies grew faint I did look
upon the earth and found it very fair. And so I stood and watched and
saw the colours grow. Then you came forth into the midst of them; and
somehow I thought it was as if you were part of the beauty of it
all—part of the dawn; as if you were something that the earth and I
myself had unconsciously been waiting for to complete the whole. Thus
you see, Ellinor, it did not enter into my mind to ask why you had come.
I sought you,” he smiled as he spoke, “also, indeed, I know not why.”
As Ellinor listened her white eyelids had fallen over her eyes, lower
and lower, till the long lashes, black at the base, upturned and tipped
with gold at their ends, cast shadows on her cheek. Her breast heaved
with the quickening of her breath. But at the last word she looked up at
him, and her eyes were sad.
“Ah, cousin, will you ever know?”
It was almost a cry; it had a ring of hidden bitterness in it. Then,
after a slight pause, she resumed her snipping and became once more, as
she had announced, practical.
“Well, now you shall be told why I am here. And first, please understand
that I combine with my duties of housekeeper to the lord of Bindon,
those of ’prentice or familiar to the alchemist—simpler—sorcerer; in
short, to Master Simon, my father. Now, as you know,” she pursued,
assuming a mock orating tone, “my said father spends now all his days
and most of his night in extracting divers salts, distilling essences,
elixirs, what not—remedies for which the village folk flock to him with
enthusiasm, and which being, praise Heaven, harmless enough, are applied
to their ills with varying success but entire satisfaction to
themselves. These remedies are mostly grown in this garden.”
She began to move down the path which led from bed to bed and which no
foot but that of the simpler himself, of the dumb boy Barnaby, or her
own having hitherto trod, was so narrow and encroached upon by the wild
luxuriance of the herbs and shrubs that she was fain to walk in front of
him and to speak over her shoulder. And even then, beneath their feet,
many a broken and crushed simple gave forth its spicy ghost.
Her face presented itself to him in different aspects every moment. Now
he caught but a rim of pearly cheek; now a clear cut profile; now nearly
the whole delicate oval narrowed as she turned it towards him over her
shoulder, the white chin more pointed. Meanwhile she spoke on gaily,
with only here and there a pause to consider, to select and cull.
“I need not tell you, who have known my father so many more years than I
myself, that while he makes use of the good old simple writers, Master
Gerard, Master Robert Turner, Master Parkinson and the rest, he scoffs
at what he calls their superstition. But I, having relieved him from the
task of gathering, find it my pleasure to follow the quaint old
directions in their least particular. And when Master Gerard, for
instance, says, ‘This herb loseth its power unless it be gathered under
the rays of the moon in her first quarter’ why then, cousin David,” she
laughed, “under the rays of the moon in her first quarter I gather it.
Who knows if I do not please thereby some honest ghost? Who knows if
there be not in very truth some hidden virtue in the hour? You will have
divined that the hour of sunrise is, on the same authority, the only fit
season for the culling of certain other precious plants. And so I am
here to cull betony and ditander in the dew. (Betony, you must know,
sir, is of all simples, except vervaine, the most excellent, so that it
is an old say: ‘If you be ill, sell your coat and buy betony.’)”
Here she pushed her way through a bed where thyme had grown breast high.
She came back again presently, flushed and be-pearled, merry with the
breath of the spices clinging to her garments, and with as much betony
as one hand could hold together. This she added to the basket’s burden.
On ran her tongue the while:
“Ah,” catching herself up abruptly and retracing her way by a step, “the
ditander is also blossoming, I see. Father will be glad to see it. It is
sovereign against the wounds of arrows ‘shot from guns, and also for the
healing of poisoned hurts.’ You would never guess,” she added, “that the
juice of this modest little plant is so powerful that, Master Gerard
avers, ‘the mere smell of it will drive away venomous beasts and doth
astonish them!’” Her laugh rang out, clear as crystal. “You are not
convinced, cousin. I would I could see more speculation in that eye!
What if I were to tell you that the thing grows under the influence of
Mars—would it awaken more interest?”
His grave lip was faintly lifted to a smile.
“It might account at least for its virtue against wounds of arrows,”
said he.
“Nay, there’s sarcasm in that tone,” she said, shaking her head. “More
respect, I beg of you, Sir David, for this little borage. Does it not
look quaint and simple with its baby-blue flowers and its white downy
stem? Ah, I warrant me you have had borage in your wine ere this—but you
never knew why or how it came there! Oh, sir, it is no less—on
authority, mark me—than one of the four great cordial flowers most
deserving of esteem for cheering the spirits. The other three are the
violet, the rose, and alkanet. And what the alkanet is I should much
like to know!”
... “You know so much,” he said, “that I have no thought to spare for
what you do not know.”
“Sarcastic again—take care, cousin! Do not mock at Jupiter’s own
cordial. And I tell you more, sir: conjoined with hellebore—black
hellebore—that dark and gloomy plant will, as one Robert Burton has it:
‘Purge the veins
Of Melancholy and cheer the Heart
Of those black fumes that make it smart;
And clear the brain of misty fogs
Which dull our senses, our souls’ clogs....
“It’s a favourite quotation of my father’s. Would you drink of it, if I
brewed it for you?”
There fell a sudden silence—a something dividing their pleasant warmth
of sympathy as of a chill breeze blowing between them. And she knew a
thoughtless word had struck upon his hidden sore. She stood, as if
convicted, with eyes averted from his face. Then he spoke:
“Every man in his youth brews the cup of his own life and spends his age
in drinking of it, willy nilly. Sometimes, I think, it is blind fate
that has gathered the ingredients to his hand. Sometimes I see they are
but the choice of his own perversity. But once brewed, he must drink, be
they bitter or sweet.”
“Cousin—” she began timidly. Then, after her woman’s way, courage came
to her on a sudden turn of passion: “I’ll not believe it!” she cried,
flashing upon him. “Throw the poison away, David. There is glad wine yet
in this beautiful world.”
His face relaxed as he looked upon her; the gloomy cloud passed from it.
But the melancholy remained.
“Do you remember,” said he, “for I too can quote—what Lady Macbeth says:
‘All the perfumes of Araby cannot sweeten this little hand!’ My bright
cousin, believe me, there is a bitterness which no sweetness that ever
was distilled, nay, I fear, not even such as you could distil, can ever
mitigate. Have you not learned,” he added, and a certain inner agitation
made his lips twitch and the pupils of his eyes dilate and found a
distant echo in his voice as of some roaring waters deeply hidden—“have
you not learned, over your father’s crucibles and phials, that the
sweetest essence does but lose its nature and become bitter too for
ever, when mingled with but a few drops of the acrid draught. Ellinor, I
have warned you already.”
She felt as if some cold hand had been laid on her heart:—here spoke
again the voice of the sick soul determined to renounce. And here was
the one man in her whole world, to whom she would so fain give
extravagantly. There are natures to which love means taking only; others
to which it means giving all. How she would have given! The ache of the
tide thrust back upon her heart rose to her very throat. She went white,
even to her brave lips. But still they smiled, as women’s lips will
smile in such straits.
“You mind me,” she said, “that I was after all forgetting to gather the
hellebore. ’Tis a dark drug-plant, cousin and loves the shade; and, if
the old simplers speak truth, it must be gathered before a ray of sun
shall of a morning have opened its green petals. I see that I must
hurry. Already the shadow of your grey tower is shortening across the
beds.”
She took her basket from his arm, gave him a little nod as of dismissal
and passed quickly from him. He let her go without a word or a gesture,
standing still, wrapt in himself, with eyes downcast. Those deep waters
in his soul, that for so many long years had lain black and
stagnant—what was it that had so stirred them of late days, that they
should rise in waves like the salt and bitter sea and dash against his
laboriously built dykes of peace and renunciation?
Ellinor was long on her knees beside the hellebore, not indeed that she
was busy picking it, for her hands lay idly before her. With eyes fixed
unseeingly upon its dark, poisonous looking tufts, she was tasting the
savour of a slow gathering tear. Suddenly she felt her cousin’s presence
again close upon her and began feverishly to tear at the plant, every
energy of her mind bent upon concealing her weakness. In another moment,
with a sweetness that was almost overpowering, she knew that he was
kneeling beside her, his shoulder to her shoulder, his hands over hers.
“Dear Ellinor,” he said softly in her ear, “I do not like to see you
touch this poisonous plant, let me——” And then, breaking off, when she
turned her face, so close to his, as if irresistibly drawn to seek his
glance: “Forgive me!” he cried, with more emotion than she had ever
heard his measured tones express before. “By what right am I always thus
casting upon your happy heart the shadow of my gloom!”
Her fingers closed passionately round his.
“David,” she said, almost in a whisper, “don’t forget I too have known
suffering. David you were wrong just now. The sweet and the bitter work
together make wholesome beverage. And see, for that do I gather
hellebore that it may blend with the borage. Did I not tell you so?
And—ah, forgive, but I must say it, sometimes the bitterness and the
sorrow are not real, only fancied.... And then it may be that real
adversity must come to make us see it. And even then, if we do see it,
sweet are the uses of adversity!”
“Why, then, I could believe,” he answered her, and his deep voice still
thrilled with that note of emotion that was so inexpressibly musical to
her ear, “that if a man were to be comforted by such as you, he might
find a sweetness even in adversity—that is,” he added on a yet deeper
note, “did he dare let himself be comforted.”
She sighed and dropped her hands from his; took up her basket and rose
to her feet. He also rose hastily, as if ashamed of his emotion, and
once more wrapped reserve around him like a mantle. Presently he said,
in that slightly jesting manner that never lost touch with melancholy:
“Your father has long been looking for the lost ‘Star-of-Comfort.’ Your
father is an amiable materialist and believes that a right-chosen drug
can minister to a mind diseased. I fear me it will prove to him as frail
a quest as that of the Fern Seed of invisibility and the Lotos of
forgetfulness—and such like dreams of unattainable good!”
“You are wrong, wrong again!” Although the moisture she scorned to brush
away was still in her eyes, the smile was on her lip once more; and the
dimple by it—a triumphant dimple.
“How so?” he asked.
“Why, sir, you once were a truer prophet than now you wot of. Did you
not foretell to me, on the first day of my return, that I might help him
to find it? The lost plant was, according to Master Ralph Prynne (of
fragrant memory) well-known at one time in the south of France where,
says he, upon diligent search it may even now be discovered among ruins
and rocks!” Here she resumed her mock didactic manner. “‘It is my
belief,’ says he, ‘that the gay and singularly careless temper of these
peoples is due in great part to the ancient custom of brewing it into
the wine they did drink of—whereby their sons and daughters did inherit
the happy tendencies engendered in themselves—and splenetic melancholy
which sits so black on many of our country is never known among them.’”
“A wondrous drug!” said David.
“So I thought,” she retorted; and, with a mocking glance at him, went
on: “And knowing how many indeed stand in need of it here, I who had
recently come myself from the south of France, resolved to get him the
seed or root, if such were to be obtained. Master Prynne gives a very
detailed description and I have a good memory. There was one, a wise
woman I knew of, who was learned in simples. In fine, sir, turn and
behold!”
She twisted him round, led him a pace or two forward, and pointed.
On a shallow bed, sloping to due south, screened from the north and
prepared with a kind of rockery clothed with mingled sand and heather
soil, a hardy-looking dwarf plant was growing in thick patches. And
sundry small but vigorous off-shoots, darting here and there gave
promise that they would soon cover the bed and overhang its rocky
borders. The full sunshine blazed down upon it, and the minute bright
and bold blossoms that gemmed it already in places looked like stars of
bluish flame among the lustrous dark green leaves.
“Behold!” repeated Ellinor, with a dramatic gesture.
There was a stimulating aromatic fragrance in the air. The morning sun
which had just emerged from the edge of the keep bore down upon them
with an effulgence as yet merely grateful. A band of puzzled bees was
hovering musically above the last attractive new-comer in the herbary.
David looked from the flourishing bed to the straight, strong figure,
the brave countenance of his cousin.
“And so you have succeeded,” he said with a look of smiling wonder.
“Succeeded where Master Simon has sought in vain so many years!
Everything you touch seems to prosper.”
Some realisation of that spirit of gay perseverance which had been so
beneficently active in his neglected house all these months, beneath
whose influence flowers of order and brightness seemed to have sprung
up, magic and fragrant as the lost “Star-of-Comfort” itself, kindled a
new light in the eye he now kept fixed upon her. It was a realisation, a
sense of admiration, distinct from the ever-present, albeit
hardly-conscious attraction. He looked back at the flame-starred
creeping shrub.
“So there blooms Master Simon’s True-Grace, this _Euphrosinum_, his
Star-of-Comfort, after all these years,” he went on musingly.
And the sense of her presence was intermingled with the penetrating
fragrance of the strange flower, the music of bees and bird call, the
fanning of the breeze, and the warmth of the sun.
“In Persian,” she resumed, “they call it _Rustian-al-Misrour_—the
‘Plant-of-Heart’s-Joy’ is the meaning of it, so Prynne tells us. It was
brought to Europe by the Crusaders, but lost in the destruction of
monastery gardens in England, and fell into disuse elsewhere—and thus
came to be regarded as a myth. But things are not myths because we lose
them,” she added wistfully. “Who knows, sometimes the joy we deem lost
is under our hand.” She picked off a branchlet and absently nibbled it.
And her light breath, already sweet as of clover or lavender, came
wafted across spiced with this new fragrance.
“Well,” said he then slowly, “according to the bygone simplers, there it
lies. Ellinor, when you brew me a cordial of the Star-of-Comfort, I
shall drink it.”
“I may mind you of that promise one day,” said she.
Then, upon the little pause that ensued, she looked at the shortening
shadows and the skies and said, in her womanly, careful manner, that it
was time for her to be in the dairy. At the garden gate, however, he
paused.
“And under the influence of what star,” he asked, “is the wondrous plant
supposed to bloom?”
She could not guess from his manner whether he spoke in jest or in
earnest, but she answered him mischievously, as she turned the key in
the lock: “Master Prynne was silent on this point; and nowhere could I
find news of it. But we are quite safe, cousin David, for I planted the
first cutting myself under your new star.”
He started ever so slightly.
“Did you indeed?” he murmured dreamily.
“But I don’t know its name yet. Tell me, you must have given your new
star a name by now—for I think it grows brighter night by night.”
In silence he let his deep gaze rest for a moment upon her, then
answered:
“To me it is still nameless, though meaning things beyond words.”
He paused, and went on, still compassing her with his absorbed look.
“You and the star came to me together—shall I not call it also,” with a
gesture at the flowering bed, “Euphrosine—Star-of-Comfort?”
These words, accompanied by the glance that seemed to give them so
earnest a significance, troubled Ellinor strangely. She could find no
response. She drew the key from the lock and was moving forward with
downcast eyes when he laid his touch lightly upon her arm.
“Thank you,” said he, “for admitting me into your enchanted garden! Some
morning when the dawn birds are calling, or some evening before the
stars come out, may I knock at this gate again?”
“Nay, David,” cried she, with swift uplifted eyes, holding out to him
the key on the impulse of her leaping heart, “this gate must never be
locked for you! My father has another—take this one!”
His fingers closed upon her hand and then he took the brown key and
looked at it.
“For you and me alone,” he said.
She knew then that this hour they had spent together in the
dew-besprinkled closes was to him as sacred and as sweet as it would
ever be to her. But now he had folded his lips together and went beside
her in silence.
CHAPTER III
A QUEEN OF CURDS AND CREAM
And Enid brought sweet cakes to make them cheer,
· · · · ·
And stood behind and waited ...
And seeing her so sweet and serviceable,
Geraint had longing in him evermore
To stoop and kiss the tender little thumb
That crost the trencher as she laid it down.
—TENNYSON (_Idylls_).
At the end of the lane, Ellinor took the path which branched off to the
courtyards; and, as she made no movement of farewell or dismissal, the
master of the place, with great simplicity, followed her. These
courtyards were located in the most ancient part of Bindon, where in
mediæval days had been the inner bailey. What remained of the lowered
towers and curtains had been utilised for the peaceful purposes of
spences, bakehouses and dairies.
As in the case of all buildings, the life of which has gradually
dwindled, these precincts had gathered to themselves a mellow and placid
picturesqueness. Long tranquil years had clothed them with luxuriance.
It was as if the green tide of surrounding nature had taken delight in
reconquering the whilom bare array of stone and mortar. Rampant ivies
and wild creeping plants had long ago stormed the half-razed ramparts
from the outside, and unchecked in their assault now pounced into the
yards over the roofs. On the inside the blush roses were foaming up the
grey walls; the square of grass in this shaded spot was deeply green.
In the early light and the silence it was a scene of singular placidity
and fitted well with David’s unwontedly pleasant mood; mood of tired
body and vaguely happy mind. A few pigeons from the high-reared cot came
fluttering down and walked about, curtseying expectantly.
Presently two milk-maids, in print frocks, sun bonnets and clogs,
clattered down some stairs and went in quickly through the dairy door,
agitated at perceiving the task-mistress up before them. Their entrance
broke the musing spell of the two unavowed lovers. As they drew near the
open door of the house, the cool breath of the dairy—a sort of cowslip
breath, of much cleanliness, mingled with the faintly acrid sweetness of
the milk—came to their nostrils. A row of shining pails were ranged upon
the low stone bench just outside the door. A lad and maid hurried past,
each carrying two more foaming buckets.
Ellinor now became the decided, almost stern, mistress of household
matters. She counted the milk pails and gave an order to each maid, who
curtseyed and stood at attention, but could not keep a roving, awestruck
eye from the unwonted spectacle of their master.
“Rosemary, three pails for the dairy, as usual. Two for the house: up
with them, Kate! Sally, back to your skimming as soon as you have filled
the steward’s can and carried in the pail for the parish dole out of the
sunshine. Stay a moment,” her tone and manner altered, “leave one of
those here—Cousin David, have you broken your fast? Of course not! Then
you and I, shall we not do so now together? Nay, I shall be disappointed
if you refuse. You have made me queen of these realms—the ‘queen of
curds and cream,’ as Doctor Tutterville calls me—and all must obey me
here!”
There was a stone porch jutting forth over the side door that led into
the passage. Within this refuge, on either side, was set a stone bench
under an unglazed ogee window. Honeysuckle had intermingled its growth
with that of the climbing roses, and made there a parlour of perfume.
Hither Ellinor conducted the lord of Bindon, and here he allowed himself
to be installed, obeying her as one who walks in dreams and is glad to
dream on.
The maids had parted in noisy flight, each on her different errand,
starched gowns crackling, clogs clacking, pails clinking as they went.
Ellinor threw down her cloak and her basket and disappeared, light as
the lapwing, rejoicing with all a woman’s joy to minister to the
beloved. She returned with a little wooden table, which, smiling, she
set before him and was gone again. This time it was out into the yard
and into the dairy, and her head flashed in a sun-shaft. When she
reappeared, she was walking more slowly, and between her hands was a
yellow glazed bowl brimming with new-drawn milk.
“For you, Sir David,” she said.
It was foaming and fragrant of clover blossom as he lifted it to his
lips.
“And now,” she went on, “you shall taste of my baking. I had a batch set
last night and the rolls ought to be crisp to a touch.”
The following minute brought her back, flushed and triumphant, bearing
on a tray a smoking brown loaflet, a ray of amber honey and a rustic
basket full of strawberries. She paused a second reflectively, and
cried:
“A pat of fresh-churned butter!”
And again his eyes watched her cross the shaft of sunshine and come
back, and they were the eyes of a man gazing on a dear and lovely
picture.
“Now, David, is this not a breakfast fit for a king?”
He looked at the table and then at her; and then put down the loaf his
long fingers had been absently crushing.
“And you?” he asked and rose. “You—the queen?”
“I? Oh, I think I forgot myself. Oh, don’t get up, David. Don’t, please!
You cannot imagine how much refreshed I shall feel when you have eaten.
There, then, I will sit beside you. But as there is no pleasure in
waiting upon oneself, I must call up a court menial. Katy! A bowl of
milk for me. Rosemary, another roll from the oven!”
This was to remain a memory of gold in Ellinor’s life. Poets may sing as
they will of the joys of mutual love confessed. But there is an hour
more exquisite yet in man and woman’s life: the hour of love still
untold. The hour of trembling hopes and uncertainties; of ecstasies
hidden away in the inmost sanctuary of the being; of dreams so much more
beautiful than reality; of thoughts that no words can clothe and music
that no instrument can render. Hour of doubt which is to certainty as
the dawn is to the day, as mystery is to revelation: as much more
enthralling, as much more exquisite.
Even as the soul is constrained by the body, so must the ideal thought
lose of its fragrance when limited to the spoken word. But the very
condition of life’s tenure urges us to hasten ever onwards towards the
success of attainment. We may not sit and taste the full sweetness of
the present because our foreseeing nature and old Time are spurring us
on, on! This present of ours is fleeting enough, God knows. Yet the
miserable restlessness within us robs us of the minute even while it is
ours. Thus the most perfect things in our lives will ever be a memory.
But when the golden hours have all tolled for us, when the flowers are
all withered, at least we can look back and say: “That was my sunrise
hour. ... That was my perfect rose!”
They spoke little to each other, but Ellinor saw the lines of melancholy
fade out of his face and become replaced by soft restfulness. Tired he
looked, the watcher of the night, in the broad radiance of the day, but
happy. It was as if the fatigue itself brought a sense of peace, lulling
him to dreaminess and depriving him of the energy to fight against the
sweetness of the moment.
Suddenly, with the light tread of a cat, the squat figure of Mrs.
Nutmeg, in her decent widow’s black and her snowy mutch, came upon them
from the house. She paused with a start of such extreme surprise that it
was in itself an impertinence, and the more galling because it could not
be resented. Ignoring the scarlet-cheeked Ellinor, the housekeeper
dropped her curtsey and offered ostentatious excuses to Sir David.
“I humbly ask your pardon, sir. Indeed, sir, I had no idea, or I would
not have made so bold as to intrude. I hope, sir, you’ll forgive me for
disturbing you at such a moment!”
Her eye roved as she spoke over the disordered table, aside to Ellinor’s
cloak and the basket of withering herbs; then back to Ellinor herself,
where it deliberately measured every detail—the dusty shoe, the green
stains on the gown, the flushed brow, the disordered hair.
Her unconscious master waved his hand a little impatiently with his
formal “Good morrow,” that was more a dismissal than a greeting. Mrs.
Nutmeg returned Sir David’s brief salutation with another unctuous
curtsey. Withdrawing her glance from Ellinor, she fixed it upon his
face, with a vain attempt to throw an expression of tender solicitude
into the opaque white and the meaningless black of her eye.
“Excuse the liberty, sir,” she began again, “but do you feel quite
yourself this morning? It do go to my heart to see how drawn and ill you
be looking! I fear these last months, sir, you haven’t been as usual.
Not at all. More has remarked it than myself.”
Ellinor rose.
“It’s getting late, Margery,” she said, “and the cream is not skimmed
yet. Ring the bell for the girls.”
“Yes, ma’am,” Margery curtseyed, her eyes still clinging unwaveringly to
her master’s face. This was now turned upon her with a sudden frown.
“Do you not hear?” said Sir David.
They robbed him freely in his absence, this household of his, but none
could forget in his presence that he was master.
“Yes, sir, yes ma’am. I ask your pardon,” said Mrs. Nutmeg.
And this time there was flurry in her step as she moved away, her list
slippers padding on the flags. She cast not another glance behind her;
yet Ellinor felt chilled, she knew not why. Upon the dial that had
marked her warm-tinted hour a grey shadow had fallen. She took up her
basket of herbs. Most of the perishable things were already withering,
but the dry vivacious stems of the Star-of-Comfort flaunted their glossy
leaves and their tiny brilliant blossom undimmed. She noticed this, and
was superstitiously glad.
“I must go, cousin,” she said, “but later, if you will, I shall come and
help on with the new chart.”
She nodded and left him. As she moved across the courtyard towards her
father’s den, the maids, hustling each other as they clacked into the
dairy, looked after her with inimical stare. Then one whispered to the
other, and the other nudged back, while the third surreptitiously shook
her mottled fist. And as Ellinor walked on with steady step she knew it
all. She knew that “the Queen of curds and cream” sat on an insecure
throne; and that, were the power that had placed her there to be
withdrawn from her, many eager hands would be stretched out to pull her
into the mire.
But upon the first step leading down to the laboratory, she turned and
cast a glance back: in the deep shadow of the porch David was still
standing. Out of the dark face the light eyes were watching her; when
she turned, he smiled and waved his hand. And her spirits rose again as
she ran down the stairs, to begin her long round of various work. She
had stuck a sprig of the Euphrosinum in her kerchief; and during the
whole day, whether over crucible or household book, in linen closet or
still-room, each time the scent of it was wafted to her nostrils there
came and went upon her lips a little secret smile, as if the fragrant
thing on her bosom were but the symbol of some inner fragrance rising in
little fitful storms from her heart.
CHAPTER IV
OPEN-EYED CONSPIRACY
Let me loose thy tongue with wine:
No, I love not what is new:
She is of the ancient house,
And I think we know the hue
Of that cap upon her brows!
—TENNYSON (_Vision of Sin_).
Old Giles, in the plate-room! Old Giles, butler of Bindon and
confidential servant to Sir David, sunk in his wooden armchair and his
head inclined till his double chin rested on his greasy stock, surveying
with distasteful eye the mug of small-ale on the table before him.
A stout old man with a reddening nose may be no unpleasant picture if
superabundance of flesh and misplacement of carmine bear witness to
jollity and good cheer; but oh lamentable spectacle if melancholy droop
that ruby nose; if fat cheeks hang disconsolate! Then for every added
ounce of avoirdupois is added a pound of misery. Your melancholy thin
man is fitted by nature to bear his burden, but the sad fat man seems to
deliquesce, to collapse—so much in his case is affliction against the
obvious design of nature!
From the inner pantry door Margery stood a moment and contemplated her
fellow servant awhile, with an air of deeper commiseration than her
usually set visage was wont to express. Then she carefully closed the
door and advanced to the table. In her rolled up apron she was clasping
something with both hands.
“Eh,” she said, in a long drawn note, “it do go to my heart, Mister
Giles, to see you so cast down!”
The butler rolled his lack-lustre eye from the mug of beer to the
housekeeper’s countenance; then his underlip began to tremble.
“Ah,” he answered, “that stuff is killing me, Mrs. Nutmeg. The cold of
it on my stomach! It’ll creep up to my heart some of these nights, it
will! And that will be the end of poor old faithful Giles!”
A tear twinkled on his vast cheek. He stretched out his hand for the
glass, gulped a mouthful of it and replaced it on the table, drawing
down the corners of his mouth into a grimace not unlike that which in an
infant heralds a burst of wailing.
“Cold, cruel, poisonous stuff, that lies as heavy as heavy! Half a
caskful, ma’am will not stimulate a man as much as half a wineglassful
of port-wine or sherry-wine. It’s murder—that’s what it is!”
“Murder it is,” assented Margery. She took the glass and threw its
contents into the grate: sympathy personified. Then she began to move
about the room with an air of so much mystery that Giles’ attention was
faintly roused in something external to himself and to the odiousness of
small-ale.
Mrs. Nutmeg went to the pantry door, listened a moment with stooped
head, then released her right hand from the enfolded object and turned
the key in the lock. Stepping to the high-set window, she next squinted
east and west, as if to make sure that no watchers were about; then
returned to the table, slowly unrolled her apron and displayed to the
butler’s astonished gaze a black bottle, cobwebbed, dust-crusted,
red-sealed—a bottle of venerable appearance and, to the initiated, of
Olympian promise. With infinite precaution she tilted it into a vertical
position and placed it on the table, displaying in so doing the dusty
streak of whitewash which had marked the upper side of its repose these
twenty years. Into old Giles’ expressionless stare leaped a light of
rapturous recognition.
“The Comet port, by gum! The port from the fifth bin!”
He raised himself in his chair and, as if sight were not enough for
conviction, began with trembling hands to caress the bottle, and
smacking his lips as if the taste were already upon them. Margery
surveyed him with her head slightly on one side.
“How—how did you get it?” he babbled, now sniffing at the seal, his red
nose laid fondly first on one side then on the other.
“Never you mind,” said she, “I’m not the one to stand by and see old
service drove to death by stinginess nor yet by interference. There’s
more where it came from.”
“The last bottle we drank together,” interrupted he, “was the first to
break in upon the sixth dozen. Six dozen, minus one, seventy-one
bottles. That makes——”
“Seventy bottles still,” said she. “Enough to warm your heart again for
many a long day.” She stooped, and whipped out a corkscrew from one of
her capacious pockets.
“Give me that bottle, Mister Giles.”
She lifted it from his grasp. He raised his hands, protesting,
quivering.
“For Heaven’s sake, don’t shake it, ma’am! Don’t shake it! It’s thirty
year old, if it’s a day. Oh, Lord, Mrs. Nutmeg, give it to me, ma’am!”
She cast one swift, contemptuous glance upon him.
“I think my wrist is steadier than yours,” she remarked drily, while
with the neatest precision she inserted the point of the corkscrew into
the middle of the seal.
“’Tis the yale,” he palpitated.
“Oh, aye,” said she, “the ale, of course.” She smiled in her sleek way
while she turned the corkscrew. “Here,” she added, “is what will steady
them for a while at any rate.”
The cork came forth with a chirp that once more brought the fire to the
toper’s eye.
“Ho, ho!” he cried, every crease in his face that had before spelt
despondency now wreathing rapture.
“Wait a bit,” she bade him, still keeping her strong hand on the bottle
neck. She dived into the left pocket and brought forth a short cut-glass
beaker. “You’re not going,” said she, “to drink Sir David’s Comet port
out of a mug!”
She poured it out, gently tilting the venerable bottle. He could hardly
wait till the gorgeous liquid garnet had brimmed to the edge, before
grasping the glass. But palsied as his hands were not a drop did they
spill. A mouthful first, to let the taste of it lie on his palate;
another to roll round his tongue; then unctuously, as slowly as was
compatible with the act of swallowing, the ichor of the grape destined
to warm a high-born heart and to illumine the workings of a noble mind,
was sent to kindle the base fires of Sir David’s thieving old servant.
“Ah!”
He took a deep-drawn breath of utter satisfaction, reached for the
bottle, boldly poured himself forth another glass and drank again.
Motionless, the woman watched.
“As good a bottle,” said he garrulously, “as ever came out of the bin!
’Twas of the laying of the good Sir Everard—Sir David’s grandfather, you
mark, Mrs. Nutmeg. You wasn’t in these parts then. Ah, a judge of wine
he was. I tell ye I could pick every drop he had bottled blindfold this
minute, at the first taste. He and Master Rickart, Lord, what wild times
they had together! Ah, he was a blade in those days, was old Rickart.
Now——’Tis well there’s someone left at Bindon that knows the valley of
precious liquor, for it’s been disgusting, I assure you, ma’am. There’s
master had nothing but the light clary—French stuff—and not known the
differ these five years! Well, well, ’twould have broken Sir Everard’s
heart, but”—piously, “there’s one left as remembers him and his tastes.
May I offer you a thimbleful, Mrs. Nutmeg? ’Tis as good as a cordial!”
He was once more the man of importance: the steward dispensing his
master’s goods with a fine air of hospitality.
“No, Mister Giles, I thank you kindly,” said the lady. Then she measured
him again with one of her deep looks, marked the hand which he was
stretching out for the port and suddenly whipped the desired object from
its reach. Her calculated moment had come.—The butler’s limbs had lost
their palsied trembling and there was some kind of speculation in his
eye.
“No, Mister Giles,” she said, as he gaped at her. “I came here for a
little chat, if you please. You’re feeling more yourself again?”
The memory of his injuries, forgotten for the brief span of ecstasy,
returned in full force. His lip drooped.
“Aye, ma’am, a little, a little. But I am sadly weak.”
He pushed his glass tentatively forward, but she ignored the hint.
“I thought you was a-dying by inches before my eyes,” she announced
deliberately.
The red face opposite to her grew mottled grey and purple. Mr. Giles
began to whimper:
“So I was, ma’am. So I be!”
Margery sat down and, clasping the bottle with both her determined
hands, leaned her head on one side of it.
“Another month of small-ale,” she said, “would bring you to your grave,
Mister Giles. Aye, you may groan. How many bottles be left of this old
port? Seventy ye said. And there be as good besides.”
“The East India sherry,” said he, the light of his one remaining
interest flickering up again in the aged sockets. “Oh, it’s a beauty,
that wine is! As dry, ma’am, and as mellow!” He smacked his tongue. “And
there’s the Madeiry, got at the Dook of Sussex’s sale. ‘Royal wine,’
says Sir Everard to me. And Royal wine it is! But you know the taste of
it yourself. Then there are the Burgundy bins. Women folk,” said Mr.
Giles, “have that inferiority, they can’t appreciate red wine. But
there’s Burgundy down in my cellars that I’d rather go to bed on a
bottle of as even of the Comet port.”
Margery broke in with a short laugh.
“Yes, yes,” said she; “I’ll warrant there is good stuff in your cellars.
But who’s got the key of them now, if I may make so bold?”
Once again the toper was brought up to the sense of present limitations
as by the tug of a merciless bit cunningly handled. With open mouth and
starting eyes he paused, and the dark, senile blood rushed up to his
face. Then he struck the table with his hand:
“That vixen of old Rickart’s, blast her!”
“And he—the daft old gentleman,” Margery’s voice dropped soft, as oil
trickling down to fire, “eating the bread of charity, one may say,
without so much as doing a stroke of work to save the shame of it!”
“Blast him!” cried Giles, with another thump.
“Oh, yes, when I brought you that bottle, I told you there was more
where it came from. But the question is, who’s to have it, Mr. Giles! Is
it all to be for that clever young lady and her crazy old father—that’s
come like cuckoos to settle at Bindon, and bamfoozle that poor innocent
gentleman, Sir David, and oust us as has served him so faithful and so
long?”
“No, no, no!” cried old Giles, “blast ’em, blast ’em!”
Margery put her finger to her lip with a long drawn “Hush!” and glanced
warningly round the room, though indeed, stronghold as it was, there was
little fear of the sound escaping to the outer world. She then poured
out a measured half glass and pushed it towards the butler, corked the
bottle, placed it on the top of the safe; and betaking herself once
again to her inexhaustible pockets, drew forth one after another and set
in their turn upon the table a small unopened bottle of ink, a goose
quill pen, of which she tested the nib, and a large sheet of paper,
which she unfolded and smoothed.
“Now, Mr. Giles,” said she sharply.
He was absently sucking his empty glass and started to look upon her
preparations uncomprehendingly.
“You write a fine hand,” said she, picking the stopper out of the inkpot
with the point of the corkscrew.
“Ah,” said he, “my cellar book was a sight to see! It’s lain useless
these six months. But so long,” he said, proudly but sadly, “as I kept
the keys no one can say but as I kept the book.”
So he had indeed, with a quaint fidelity; and amazing reading it would
have proved to the casual inspector, who would have founded wild
opinions of Sir David’s and his cousin’s prowesses in the matter of
toping.
“Do you want the keys back?” asked Margery, in a quiet whisper, “or is
this to be the last bottle of port you’ll ever taste?”
He stared at her, his moist lip working. She seemed to find the answer
sufficient, for she motioned him into his seat.
“Then you sit down and write,” said she, “and I promise you Bindon shall
get his rights again, and our good master’s quiet, comfortable house be
rid of her that brings no good to it.”
Giles sat down submissively, dipped the quill into the ink, manipulated
it with the flourish of the proud penman; then, squaring his wrists flat
on the sheet, prepared to start.
“I’d never have troubled you,” explained Margery, apologetically, “had I
had your grand education, Mr. Giles.”
“Who be I to write to?” said Giles, with the stern air of the male mind
controlling the female one, as it would wander from the point.
Again Margery whispered, not for fear of listeners, but to give the
allurement of mystery to her purpose:
“To the Lady Lochore,” said she.
The pen dropped from Giles’ fingers, making a great blot at the top of
the sheet, which Margery, with clacking tongue, deftly mopped up with a
corner of her apron. Consternation and awe wrote themselves on the
butler’s face. Faithless old ingrate as he was, robbing with remorseless
system the hand that fed him, something of family spirit, some sense of
clanship, still existed in his muddled mind. Enough of their master’s
secrets had filtered to the household for everyone to know that his only
sister had wedded the man who, under the pretending cloak of friendship,
had done him mortal injury; and that from the moment she had thus given
herself to his enemy, the lord of Bindon had cut her off from his life.
But there were things beside, which old Giles alone knew; which he had
kept to himself, even after his long devotion to the Bindon cellars had
wreaked havoc upon the intelligence of his conscience.
It was but ten years back when a mounted messenger had brought the
tidings to Sir David of the birth of an heir to the house of Lochore:
heir also, as matters now stood, to the childless house of Bindon. Giles
had conducted this messenger to Sir David’s presence. Giles had stood by
and watched his master’s pale face grow death livid as he listened to
the envoy’s tale, had seen him recoil from even the touch of his
kinsman’s letter. It was Giles who had received the curt instructions:
“Take the messenger away, give him food, rest and drink, and let him
ride and bear back to Lord Lochore that letter he has sent me.” And now
old Giles looked up into Margery’s inscrutable face, and cried with
echoes of forgotten loyalty in his husky voice:
“Write to Miss Maud?—to my Lady, I mean. Nay, nay, Mrs. Nutmeg, I’ll not
do that!”
“Ah,” said Mrs. Nutmeg.
She had been standing over his shoulder, showing more eagerness than her
wont, and licking her lips over the words she was about to dictate to
him, while a light shone in her eyes that was never kindled so long as
she was under observation. At the check of his words the old sleek
change came over her. The curtain of impassiveness fell over her
countenance. The gleam went out in her eyes. She came quietly round, sat
down, opposite him and, folding her hands, let them rest on the table
before her.
“Ah,” said she, “it do go again the grain, don’t it, Mr. Giles? And if
it was not for Sir David——”
Giles meanwhile, having pushed the writing materials on one side, had
risen and helped himself freely again to the Comet port, drinking
courage to his own half-repented resolution, a babble of disjointed
phrases escaping from him in the intervals of his gulps. “No, he could
not go against Sir David—poor old man, not many years to live—served his
father’s father. Eh, and Sir Edmund had put him into these arms; and he
but a babe—the greatest toper in the house, says Sir Edmund...” Here
there was a chuckle and a tear, and a fresh glass poured out.
Margery never blinked towards the bottle. Unfolding her hands, she
presently began to smooth out the writing paper, and by-and-bye began to
speak. At first it was a merely soothing trickle of talk. No one knew
Mr. Giles’ high-mindedness and nobility of character better than she
did; though, indeed, she herself was but a new-comer at Bindon, compared
to him—the third of his generation in the service of the house, and
himself the servant of three Cheveral masters. By-and-bye, from this
primrose path of flattery she turned aside into less smooth ground.
Something she said of the real duties of old service, of the mistaken
duty of blind submission. There was a dark hint of Sir David’s
helplessness, a prey to designing intruders—“and him as easy to cheat as
a child!” A tear here welled to Mistress Margery’s eyelid; there was no
doubt she spoke as one whose knowledge was first hand.
Mister Giles knew best, of course; but, in her humble opinion, it was an
old servitor’s bounden duty to let their master’s nearest relative know.
Here Margery became very dark again; things are so much more terrible
when merely hinted at. The butler’s hand halted with the sixth glass on
the way to his lips; he put it down again untasted.
“Who’s to look after Master, I should like to know?” asked Margery
boldly, “when you and I and all the old faithful folk is turned out of
Bindon, and that deep young lady and Master Rickart reign alone, with
their poisons and their powders?”
“By gum!” cried Giles, with a shout, thumping the table, so that the
precious wine this time slopped over its barrier. “By gum! hand me that
paper, and say your say, ma’am, and I’ll write it!”
The man was just tipsy enough already to be easily worked up, and unable
to analyse the means by which his passion was roused; not too tipsy to
be a perfectly capable instrument in the housekeeper’s hands.
The following was the letter that Giles, the butler of Bindon, wrote to
“the Lady Lochore,” at her house in London:
MY LADY.—Trusting you will excuse the liberty and in the hopes this
finds your Ladyship well, as is the humble wish of the writer. My
Lady, I have not been the servant of your Ladyship’s brother, my most
honoured master, Sir David Cheveral of Bindon, without knowing the sad
facts of family divisions between yourself and Sir David. But, my
Lady, wishing to do my duty by my master, as has always been my humble
endeavour, I should consider myself deaf to the Voice of Conscience,
did I not take the pen this day to let you know the state of affairs
at Bindon at this present time.
Master Rickart’s daughter, Mistress Marvel, has come back to Bindon,
to live, and my Lady, she and her father is now master and mistress
here. Sir David being such as my Lady knows he is, different from
other people, is no match for such.
My Lady, what the end of it will be no one can tell. None of us like
to think of it. What is said in the village and all over the country
already, is what I must excuse myself from writing, not being fit for
your Ladyship’s eyes. But as your Ladyship’s father’s old and trusted
servant, I am doing no less than my bounden duty, in warning your
Ladyship.
Here Margery had halted, and flouted several eager suggestions on the
part of the faithful butler, who was anxious to mention poisons and
phials and black practises, who, moreover, had wished to introduce after
every sentence a detailed account of the unmerited cruelty practised
upon himself in forcing him to give up the keys of the family cellar,
and express his intimate persuasion of the restlessness thereby caused
to the good Sir Everard’s bones in their honoured grave. But Margery was
firm; and now, after due reflection, sternly commanded Mr. Giles’
respects and signature. When this flourishing signature at length
adorned the page, Margery laid a flat finger below it.
“Write: Post-Scriptum,” ordered she. “I humbly trust your Ladyship’s
little son is well. There was great joy among us when we heard of his
honoured birth. We was, up to now, all used to think of him as the heir
to Bindon.”
Here she hesitated again; but finally, true to her instinct that
suggestion is more potent than explanation, demanded the folding of the
letter, its addressing and sealing. The latter duty she undertook
herself, with the help of the inexhaustible bag. And as she laid her
thumb on the hot wax, she smiled, well content, and allowed Giles to
finish the bottle and drown any possible misgivings.
As she left the room to watch for the post-boy, and herself place the
fruit of her morning labour in the bag, Giles, with tipsy gravity and
mechanical neatness, was posting his too long disused cellar book up to
date:
June 24th., 1823.
Comet Port. Bin V. Bottle: One.
CHAPTER V
EVIL PROMPTER, JEALOUSY
Great bliss was with them and great happiness
Grew, like a lusty flower, in June’s caress.
—KEATS (_Pot of Basil_).
July over the meadows, sweeter in death than in life, where the long
grass lay in swathes and the bared earth split and crumbled under the
fierce sun. July in the great woods, with leaves at their deepest green,
nobly still against the noble still azure, throwing blocks of green
shade in the mossy aisles and wondrous grey designs of leaf and branch
on the hardened ground. July in the drowsy hum of the laden bee; in the
birds’ silence and the insects’ orchestra—those undertones of
sounds—everywhere; July in the sweet hearted rose, in the plenitude of
summer fulfilment. July over garden and cornfield and purple moor....
So it had been all day, a long, gorgeous day, busy and yet lazy, full to
the brim of nature’s slow, ripe work. And now the evening had come; the
fires of the sunset had cooled and a deep-bosomed sky had begun to brood
over the teeming earth, lit only by the sickle of a young moon that had
hung, ghost-like, in the airs the whole afternoon.
The fields of heaven were yet nearly as bare of stars as the meadows of
their murdered flowers; but here and there, with a sudden little leap
like a kindling lamp, some distant sun—white Vega or ruddy
Arcturus—began to send its gold or silver messages across the firmament
where the summer sun of our world held lingering monarchy.
Ellinor had spent a long hot day in the parsonage, helping that pearl of
housewives, Madam Tutterville, with the potting of cherry jam. She had
come home across the fields with lagging step, drawing in the luxury of
the evening silence, the cool fragrance of the woods, the beauties of
the advancing night. She bore, as an offering, a handsome basketful of
rectory peaches, over which her soul was grateful: a proper dish to set
before him in whose service she took her joy.
On re-entering the house, according to her usual wont, she at first
sought her father, but found the laboratory empty of any presence save
that of the herb-spirits singing in the throat of the retort. She made
no doubt then but that the simpler had sought the star-gazer’s high
seat.
One result of her presence at Bindon had been the gradual drawing
together of the two men, with herself as a centring link. David was more
prone to come down from his tower and her father to come up from his
vault. And she took a sweet and secret pleasure in the quite unconscious
sense of grievance they would both display when her duty or her mood
took her for any length of time away from either of them.
As she reached the foot of the tower stairs a hand was placed upon her
arm. She turned with that irrepressible inner revulsion which always
heralded to her Margery’s presence.
“Asking your pardon, ma’am,” came the usual silky formula, “may I
inquire if you are going up to see my master?”
“To be sure,” answered Ellinor quietly, though she blushed in the dark.
“Do you not see that I am going up to the tower?”
“Yes, ma’am,” said Mrs. Nutmeg, humbly. “I made so bold as to trouble
you, ma’am, not wishing to intrude upon my master myself. The postman
left a letter, ma’am.”
Mrs. Nutmeg drew the object in question from under her black silk apron.
Very white it shone in the gloom:—a large, oblong folded sheet, with a
black blotch in the centre where sprawled an enormous seal.
“This letter, ma’am,” she repeated, “came this evening. Would you be
good enough to hand it yourself to my master?”
Ellinor had a superstitious feeling that Margery Nutmeg was one day,
somehow, destined to bring misfortune upon her; and it was this perhaps
which always left her discomfited after even the most trivial interview
with the housekeeper. But determinedly shaking off the sensation, she
slipped the letter in her basket and began the ascent of the rugged
stairs. No matter how tired she might be, her foot was always light when
it led her to the tower, because her impatient heart went on before.
Leaving the basket in the observatory, she retained the letter in her
hand, instinctively avoiding any scrutiny of its superscription,
although seen here in the lamplight the thought did strike her that it
looked like a woman’s writing. Sir David’s correspondence, as she knew,
was so scanty that the sealed missive might indeed mean an event in
their lives; and now the present was too full of delicate happiness for
her to welcome anything that might portend change.
She stood for a moment on the threshold of the platform, looking out on
the two figures silhouetted against the sky. Her father, as usual in his
gown, seated on the stone ledge of the parapet, was speaking. David,
leaning against the wall with folded arms, was looking down at him.
Master Simon’s chuckle, followed by the rare low note of the
star-gazer’s laughter, fell upon her ear.
“I do assure you,” the old man was saying, “it was the very surliest
fellow in the whole of Bindon village. A complete misanthropist, a
perfect curmudgeon! The poor woman would come to me in tears, with
sometime a black eye, sometime a swollen lip—I have known her actually
cut about the occiput. ‘My poor creature,’ I would say to her, ‘plaster
your wound I can, but alter your husband’s humours is at present beyond
my power.’”
“Not having yet re-discovered the ‘Star-of-Comfort,’” interrupted David.
The sound of that voice, gently sarcastic and indulgently mocking, had
become so dear to Ellinor that she lingered yet for the mere chance of
indulging her ear again unobserved.
“Not having then re-discovered the _Euphrosinum_,” corrected Master
Simon, with emphasis on the word “then.” “But that excellent young
woman, my daughter, has been of service to me there.”
“She has been of service everywhere.”
This tribute brought joy to the listener. Forced by the turn the
conversation was taking to disclose her presence, she emerged upon the
platform, but took a seat beside her father’s in silence, the letter for
the moment quite forgotten in her pocket.
“Ah, there is Ellinor!”
Sir David had seen her coming first and was the first to greet her. She
thought, she hoped, there was gladness in the exclamation.
“Eh, eh!” said Master Simon. “Back from the prophetess’s jam-pots?” He
fondled the hand she had laid on his knee. “Did the virtuous woman open
her mouth with wisdom, while you, my girl, girded your loins with
strength? We were talking of you, my girl. Ah, David, did I not do well
for both you and me, when I craved house-room at Bindon for this
Exception-to-her-Sex?”
David did not answer. But in the gloom she felt his eye upon her, and
her heart throbbed. Master Simon, after a little pause, resumed the
thread of his discourse.
“Ha, I am a mass of selfishness, a mass of selfishness! And the plant of
True Grace is found; the _Euphrosinum_ is found, Sir David Cheveral.
Found, planted, culled and tested.” The utmost triumph was in his
accents. “Aye, my dear young man, you will be rejoiced to hear that the
effects of this most precious of simples have in no wise been overrated
by the writers of old. They have far exceeded my most sanguine
expectation. Why, sir, I said to myself: this fellow, this John Cantrip
with his evil spleen, he has been marked by destiny for the first
experiment. I prepared a decoction, making it duly palatable (for if you
will remember your natural history, even bears like honey), I bade the
poor, much-tried wife—he had just deprived her of both her front
teeth—place a spoonful daily in his morning draught. That was a week
ago. She came here this morning ... you will hardly credit it——”
The speaker paused, became absorbed in a delightful memory and began to
laugh softly to himself. And the infection again gained the listener.
“Well, sir, has the bear turned to lamb? And is the dame content with
the metamorphosis?”
“You will hardly credit it,” repeated the simpler, rubbing his hands,
“the silly woman was beside herself with the most intemperate passion.
There was no sort of abuse she did not heap upon me. She swears I have
bewitched her husband and that she will have the law of me. He, he! You
must know, David, the fellow is a carpenter; and, although his tempers
were objectionable, he was a good worker. Indeed, I gather that the
exasperated condition of his system found relief in the constant
hammering of nails, punching of holes, sawing and planing of hard
substance. But now——” Again delighted chuckle and mental review took the
place of speech.
“Well?” asked Sir David. His tone was broken with an undercurrent of
laughter. Ellinor smiled in her dark corner. She compared this David,
interested and amused in human matters, pleasant of intercourse himself
and appreciative of another’s company, to the man of taciturn moods and
melancholy, who fed on his own morbid thought and fled from his fellow
men—to the David of but a few months ago. She knew it was her woman’s
presence that had, as if unconsciously, wrought the change.
“Well?” said Sir David again.
“My dear fellow,” cried Master Simon, breaking into a louder cackle.
“John Cantrip, as you say, has changed from a bear into a lamb; at least
from a sullen, dangerous animal into an exceedingly pleasant,
light-hearted one. He sings, he whistles, he laughs—all that cerebral
congestion, that nervous irritation, has been soothed away under the
balmy influence of this valuable plant. The excellent creature is able
to take delight in his life, in the beautiful objects of Nature around
him. He admires the blue sky, he rejoices in the seasonable heat, he
embraces his spouse—he will hang over his infant’s cradle and express a
tender, paternal desire to rock him to slumber. Every happy instinct has
been wakened, every morose one lulled. Would I could induce the
government of this land to enforce in each parish the cultivation of
_Euphrosinum_. My good sir, we should have no more need of prisons, or
stocks, or gallows!”
“And yet you say,” quoth David, “that Mrs. Cantrip is dissatisfied.”
“Most excellent David, from early days of the earth downwards, the woman
was ever the most unreasonable of all God’s creatures. She wants the
impossible, she wants the perfection of things, which is not of this
world. Instead of rejoicing, this foolish person complains.”
“Complains?”
“Oh, well, it seems the carpenter is now disinclined for work. I
endeavoured to explain to her that the morbid reason for his love of
hammering no longer exists. The good fellow is placid and content and an
agreeable companion. But the absurd female is tearing her hair! ‘What,’
said I, ‘he has not struck you once since Saturday week, and you do not
rejoice?’ ‘Rejoice!’ she screams. ‘And he’s not struck a nail either.’
‘If this happy effect continues,’ I assured her, ‘you will be able to
keep the remainder of your teeth.’ ‘I’ll have nothing to put between
them if it does,’ she responds. In vain I represented to her,
_mulier_—in short, that I, having done my part, it was now hers to
utilise these new dispositions for her own ends. She must beguile him
back to his everyday duties with tender smiles and womanly wiles—the
female’s place in nature being to play this part towards the ruder male.
But it was absolutely impossible to get her so much as to listen to me!
She vowed that she had lost all patience—which was indeed very
patent—that she had even clouted him (as she expressed it), without
producing any other result than a smile at her. ‘Grins,’ says she, ‘like
a zany!’ and with the want of logic of her sex, utterly fails to
perceive what a triumphant attestation she is making to the efficacy of
my plant.”
“It is extremely droll,” said David.
“Of course it will at once strike you,” pursued the old student, “that
the obvious course was to induce the dissatisfied lady to partake of the
soothing lotion herself. But, would you believe it? She became more
violently abusive than ever at the bare suggestion!”
“Indeed,” said Ellinor, interrupting, “not only did she decline to make
any acquaintance herself with the remedy, but she brought back the jar,
with all that was left of our infusion, and vowed that she was well
punished for dealing with the Devil and his daughter. You know, cousin
David, I fear that I am rapidly gaining something of a reputation for
black art! I do not mind, of course. Only,” she faltered a little, “a
child ran from me in the village this morning. I was sorry for that.”
David’s face grew scornful. Popularity was so poor a thing in his eyes,
that popular hate was not, he deemed, worth even a passing thought. But
Ellinor, who could not look upon the world from a tower and whose
self-allotted tasks lay, of necessity, much among the humble many, had
not this lofty indifference. She knew she had already more enemies than
friends. And she knew also to what she owed the sowing of this
hostility—not to her association with her father, whose eccentric
experiments in pharmacy on the whole worked to the benefit, and gave an
extraordinary zest to the lives, of the village community—not to Madam
Tutterville’s texts; for, indeed, that good lady was so subjugated by
her niece’s housekeeperly qualifications that she elected for the nonce
to be blind to the daughter’s abetting of the father’s pursuits. Well
did Ellinor know to whom it was she owed her growing ill-repute.
Yet the cloud in her sky, no bigger at first than a woman’s hand, was
growing, she felt, and was sufficient already to cast a shadow. And now,
as she sat in such perfect content this summer night between her father
and her cousin, her duty and her love, and felt herself a centre of
peace and harmony, the mere passing remembrance of Margery sufficed to
make her heart contract.
With the thought of Margery, the recollection of her commission leaped
up in her mind. She laid the letter on her knee, gazing down at its
whiteness a moment or two before she could overcome her extraordinary
repugnance to deliver it.
Meanwhile Master Simon was flowing happily on again, quite oblivious of
the fact that neither David, whose gaze had once more turned starward,
nor his daughter, absorbed in inner reflection, were paying the least
heed to his discourse.
“Naturally, poor Cantrip will relapse. And he will hammer wife and nails
once more, and as energetically as ever. But this is immaterial. The
principle, my good young people, you are both intelligent enough to see
at once, is firmly established. In another year the face of Bindon will
have changed. Beldam will scold no more nor maiden mope. You yourself,
David—we should have no more of these heavy sighs, if——”
Here Ellinor broke in, rising and holding out the letter.
“Cousin David, I quite forgot—the post brought this for you and I
promised to give it.”
“A letter,” said Sir David. He took it from her hand and placed it on
the stone parapet. “It is too dark to read it now.” She fancied his
voice was troubled, and immediately there grew upon her an inexplicable
jealous desire that the letter should be opened in her presence, that
she might gain some hint of its contents.
“I will bring out a light,” she said and flew upon her errand, returning
presently with a little silver lantern from the observatory. She placed
it on the ledge; and from the three glass sides its light threw cross
shaped beams, one uselessly into the dark space, one upon the rough
stone and the letter, one upon her own bending face, pale and eager,
with aureole of disordered hair.
From the darkness Sir David looked at her face first: and it was as if
the revealing light had shot into the mists of his own heart.
The passion of love comes to men from so many different paths that to
each individual it may be said to come in a new guise. To no one does it
come as an invited guest. It may be the chance meeting, the love at
first sight—“she never loved at all who loved not at first sight.” But
Shakespeare knew better than to advance this as an axiom. ’Tis but the
insolent phrase on the lover’s mouth who deems his own passion the only
true one, the model for the world. Some, on the other hand, find with
amazement that long, long already, in some sweet and familiar shape,
love has been with them and they knew it not. They have entertained an
angel unawares; and suddenly, it may be on a trivial occasion, the veil
has been lifted and the heavenly countenance revealed. Others, like the
poor man in the fable, take the treacherous thing to the warmth of their
bosom in all trustfulness and only by the sting of it as it uncoils know
that they have been struck to the heart. Others, again, as unfortunate,
bolt their inhospitable doors upon the wayfarer and perhaps, as they sit
by a lonely hearth, never know that it was love that knocked and went
its way, to pass the desolate house no more.
To Sir David Cheveral, whose hot and hopeful youth had been betrayed by
life, this sudden apprehension of love in his set manhood came, not in
sweetness nor yet in pain, but in a bewildering upheaval of all things
ordered—as an earthquake flinging up new heights and baring unknown
depths in the staid familiar landscape; as a flash of light—“the light
that never was on sea or land,” after which nothing ever could look the
same again.
It may, in one sense, be true that the man of pleasure is an easier prey
to his feelings than he who in asceticism spends his days feeding the
spirit at the expense of the flesh; but it is true only because the
former man is weak, not because his passion is strong. By so much as the
deep river that has been driven to course between its own silent banks
is more mighty than the shallow waters that expand themselves in a
hundred noisy channels, by so much is the passion of the recluse a thing
more irresistible, more terrible to reckon with than the bubble
obsession of the self indulgent.
But he who outrages Nature by excess in other direction, by Nature
herself is punished. The recluse of Bindon was now to grapple with the
avenging strength of his denied manhood. By the leaping of his blood and
the tremor of his being, by the joy of his heart, which his instinctive
sudden resistance turned into as fierce an anguish, by the heat that
rushed to his brow, he knew at last that love was upon him; and he knew
that, were he to resist love in obedience to so many unspoken vows,
victory would be more bitter than death.
As he looked with a haggard eye at the lovely transfigured face, it was
suddenly lost in the shadows again; only a hand flashed forth into the
light and this hand held a letter, persisting. He passed his fingers
over his eyes and brushed the damp masses of hair from his forehead.
“Will you not read your letter, cousin David?” asked Ellinor.
Mechanically he took the paper held out towards him. She lifted the
lantern, that its light might serve him: it trembled a little in her
grasp. And now his glance dropped upon the seal. He stared, started,
turned the letter over and stared again. Then his warm emotion fell from
him.
“You,” said he, “you to bring me this!”
She bent forward, the pale oval of her face coming within the radius of
the light again.
“I have no wish to read this letter,” he went on.
There was a deep, a contained emotion in his air. All was fuel to
Ellinor’s suddenly risen unreasoning flame of jealousy. That he should
take the letter into his solitude, maybe, that she should not know,
never know—it was not to be borne!
“Read, read!” she cried, unconsciously imperative by right of her
passion.
Their gaze met. His was gloomy and startled, then suddenly became
ardent. She saw such a flame leap into his eyes that her own fell before
them; then her bold heart sank.
“I would not have opened it. But it shall be as you wish,” he answered.
And as David broke the seal, Master Simon’s curious, wrinkled face
peered over his shoulder.
“Ha,” said the old man, wonderingly, “The Lochore arms.”
Sir David turned the letter in his hand.
“From your sister?” asked the simpler, with amazed emphasis.
“Once I called her so,” answered the astronomer, with an effort that
told of his inner repugnance.
As one wakes from a fevered dream Ellinor awoke from her brief madness.
Her father’s placid tones, the everyday obvious explanation fell upon
her heart like drops of cold water. But the reaction was scarcely one of
relief. How was it possible that she, Ellinor Marvel, the woman of many
experiences, of the cool brain and the strong heart, should have yielded
to this degrading folly, this futile jealousy? What had she done! She
shivered as a rapid sequence of thought forced its logic upon her
unwilling mind. She had feared that the touch of some woman out of his
past should reach David now, at the very moment when a lover’s heart was
opening to her in his bosom. Behold! she had herself delivered him over
to the one woman of all others she had most reason to dread—the woman
who, out of her own outrage upon him had acquired the most influence
over his life. It seemed to Ellinor as if she herself who had so
laboured to call him to the present and lure him with hopes of a
brighter future, had now handed him back to the slavery of the past.
The seal cracked under his fingers.
“Ah, no,” she cried, now springing forward on the new impulse. “No, no,
David, do not read it! Send it back, like the others!”
He flung on her a single glance.
“It is too late,” he said, “the seal is broken.”
“Ah, me,” cried Ellinor. “And we were so happy!”
She remembered Margery’s sleek face as it had peered at her in the
shadows of the passage: “Will you be good enough to hand this letter
yourself to my master?”
Margery had known that from her hand he would take it. Margery had a
devil’s instinct of the folly of men and women.
CHAPTER VI
THE PERFECT ROSE, DROOPING
Such is the fond illusion of my heart,
Such pictures would I at that time have made;
And seen the soul of truth in every part,
A steadfast peace that might not be betrayed.
So once it would have been—’tis so no more:
I have submitted to a new control,
A power is gone which nothing can restore....
—WORDSWORTH (_Elegiacs_).
Sir David sat down upon the parapet, shifted the lantern and began to
read. Ellinor watched him, the tumultuous beating of her heart gradually
sinking down to a dull languor. Master Simon was pacing the platform,
now conning over some chemical formula to himself, now pausing to gaze
upon the stars with a good humoured sneer upon the futility of astronomy
in general and the absurdity of Sir David’s in particular. A bat came
and flapped with noiseless wings round the lantern and was lost again in
the darkness of the surrounding deeps. It seemed to Ellinor a heavy
space of time, and still David sat with a contracted brow, motionless,
staring at the open sheet in his hand. At length he raised his head. His
eyes sought, not herself, but the comrade of his long years of solitude.
“Cousin Simon!”
The old man turned in his walk, a fantastic figure in his flapping
skirts as he shuffled forward out of the gloom. Evidently he had
perceived a note of urgency in Sir David’s tone, for he came quickly.
“Yes, lad!”
Ellinor had not yet heard that inflection of solicitude in her father’s
voice, but she recognised that it belonged also to that past they all
dreaded; and for the first time she realised something of the ties that
bound these unlikely companions to each other.
“Cousin Simon,” said David with stiff lips, “she asks me to receive her
here!”
“Who? Maud?—What! the heathen vixen! Don’t answer her, don’t answer
her!”
Sir David looked up. There was the stamp of pain upon his features; and
yet, as she told herself, it was not so much pain as the loathing of one
forced to contemplate something of utter abhorrence. Both men, she saw,
were quite oblivious of her presence: the past was now stronger about
them than the present. As Sir David made no answer beyond that dumb
look, Master Simon grew yet more vehement.
“Pshaw! man, you’re not going to give way now after all these years! The
thing’s irreparable between you. Why, David, what are you thinking of?
How could you bear it? Think for a moment what her presence here would
mean!”
Then Sir David spoke:
“It is not,” he said, “a question now, of my wishes. So long as I felt
justified in considering myself alone, I had no hesitation. But to-night
I have to face this: What is my duty?”
“Eh? How, now!” Master Simon stuttered, and could find no word. “Pooh!
fudge!” He thrust out a testy hand for the letter.
“Read!” said the master of Bindon, “and then you will understand.”
Master Simon seized the document and, stooping to the light began to
read the words aloud to himself, according to his custom. Ellinor drew
near and listened. Nothing could have now kept her from yielding to her
intense desire to know.
“‘Dear Brother,’” read the old gentleman (“Dear Brother!—A dear sister
she’s proved to you!”) “‘It is very likely you may never read these
lines’ (if that isn’t a woman all over! ... where am I?) ‘according to
your heartless custom’—(Ha!” said Master Simon, shooting a swift
ironical look at Sir David from under his ever-hanging eyebrows, “since
when has Lady Lochore become qualified to pronounce upon heartlessness?
Pooh!”)
Sir David made no reply. His eyes were fixed on some inward visions. The
simpler gave a snort, and resumed his reading:
“‘Oh, David, let me see my home once more!’ (No, Madam!) ‘Let me come to
you alone with my child. I am ill——’ (Devil doubt her—they’re all ill
when they don’t get their way!) ‘I am ill, dying, and sometimes I think
that it is because you have not forgiven me. In the name of our father,
in the name of our mother,’ (’pon my word, she’s a clever one!) ‘I have
a right to demand this! I must see my home before I die.’”
Sir David’s compressed lips suddenly worked. He rose and walked across
to the other side of the platform, where against the lambent sky, his
form once more became a mere silhouette. Master Simon proceeded quietly
to finish the letter.
“There’s a postscript,” he said, and read out: “‘You cannot refuse me
the hospitality of Bindon for a few weeks, remember that I, too, am a
child of the house.’”
“‘Remember that I, too, am a child of the house!’”
Ellinor repeated the words drearily to herself. That was the key she
herself had found to unlock the door of Sir David’s hospitality.
“Upon my soul,” said Master Simon, “I shall never fall foul of the
female intellect again!”
He looked at Ellinor, and laughed drily.
“Oh,” she cried, shocked at this inopportune mirth, “she must not come
here—we must prevent it!”
“Prevent it!” he cried irritably. “Do so, if you can, my girl. By the
Lord Harry!” the forgotten expletive of his jaunty youth leaped oddly
forth over his white beard, “she’s done the trick! Touch David upon his
honour, his family obligations! Ha! she knows it too. A pest on you!” he
went on, his anger rising suddenly, “with your silly female
inquisitiveness. ‘Read it, read it!’ quoth she. Without you, Mrs.
Marvel, he’d have sent the precious missive back—unopened, like all the
others! Ha, that’s an astute one! ‘If you read these lines,’ she writes.
Well she knew that if he once did read them she would win her game!”
Beneath an impatient stamp one slipper fell off. Thrusting his foot back
into it, he began to hobble in the direction of Sir David, muttering and
growling as he went, not unlike his own Belphegor when his cat-dignity
had been grievously offended. Disjointed scraps of his remarks reached
Ellinor, as she stood, disconsolate and cold at heart, facing the
probable results of her impulse:—“A pretty thing ... disturbing the
peace of the house ... a mass of selfishness ... a pack of silly women!”
“Well,” said Sir David, turning round as his cousin drew near.
“Why do you say ‘well’?” snapped the simpler. “You know you’ve made up
your mind already, and need none of my advice.”
A bitter smile flickered over Sir David’s face.
“Can you say after reading that letter that there is any other course
open to me?”
“Stuff and nonsense! A half-dozen excellent courses. You can leave the
letter unanswered. You can write to the lady that these home affections
come a little late in the day. You can write, if you like, and forgive
her by post. You can take coach to London and forgive her there, and....
But, in Heaven’s name, stem the stream of petticoats from invading our
peace here!”
“What,” exclaimed the younger man, a blackness as of thunder gathering
on his brow. “Do you, do you, cousin Simon, bid me enter Lochore’s
house!”
Disconcerted, Master Simon lost his ill humour, though to conceal the
fact he still tried to bluster.
“Pooh! You’re not of this century. You’re mediæval, quixotic! David,
man, high feelings are not worn nowadays. They have been put by, with
knighthood’s armour. Don’t forgive her then, lad. I am sure I see no
reason why you should.”
“Forgiveness!” echoed Sir David.
Ellinor had crept close to them once more. That bitter ring in David’s
voice smote her heart.
“Forgiveness!” he repeated. “Does he who remembers ever forgive? My
sister is ill and craves to return to her old home. Well, I recognise
her right to its hospitality and also to my courtesy as the dispenser of
it. More I cannot give her.”
“She’ll not ask for more!” interrupted the unconvinced simpler. “Eh, eh!
It is my fault, David: I might have known how it would be. I brought in
the first petticoat and there the mischief began.”
“Oh, father!”
The tears sprang to Ellinor’s eyes. Sir David turned round and seemed to
become again aware of her presence.
“No, no,” he said, “that is ungrateful.” He took her hand. “She brought
us sunshine,” he said.
But she missed from his pressure the tremulous touch of passion; she
missed from his eyes that flame she had shrunk from and that now her
heart would always hunger for. Pure kindness, mild sadness—what could
her enkindled soul make now of such gifts as these? With an inarticulate
sound she drew her fingers from his clasp; and, turning, fled downstairs
again and back to her room.
A taper was burning on her writing table, and in its small meek circle
of light a bowl of monthly roses displayed their innocent pink beauty.
The latticed casement was thrown open. In the square of sky a single
silver star pointed the illimitable distance. From the Herb-Garden below
rose gushes of aromatic airs, as, from some secret cloister by night the
voices of the dedicated rise and fall. Vaguely, in her seething misery,
she seemed to recognise the special essence of the new plant giving to
the cool night the sweetness accumulated during the long, hot hours of
the day.
She sat down on the narrow bed, folded her hands on her lap and stared
dully forth at the square of sky and the single star. Presently, almost
without her own consciousness, her bosom began to heave with long sighs
and tears to course down her cheeks. Where was now the strength, the
indifference to passing events which she boasted her long battle with
life had given her? Gone, gone at the first touch of passion! Throughout
a sordid marriage she had remained virgin of heart, she had kept the
virgin’s peace—and now?
Alternations of pride and despair broke over her like waves, salt and
bitter as her own tears. How happy they had been! And the unknown fiend,
jealousy, had urged her to break the still current of that sweet,
restful half-unwitting happiness of their life all three together—a
current flowing, she had told herself with conviction, to a full tide of
unimaginable bliss.
My God, how he had looked at her only that night! And it was in that
pearl of moments that she had thrust his past back upon him and bade
him, with her precious, new-found power, read the letter that should
never have been opened. The perfect rose had been within her grasp. It
was her own hand that had flung it in the dust.
Master Simon, still shaking his head and muttering disapproval, went
slowly back to his laboratory.
“The cunning jade!” he was grumbling, “she’s no more ill than I am. Or
if she be, a pretty business we shall have with her—a fine lady with
vapours, and megrims, and tantrums! I’ve not forgotten the ways of
them...!”
But here an illuminating idea flashed upon his brain. He stopped at the
corner of a passage, cocking his head like an old grey jackdaw. “Eh, but
a fine lady in her tantrums.... What a test for the virtues of my
paragon herb!”
All very well to rejoice at its efficacy upon the homely rustic. Master
Simon had experimented upon the homely rustic too many years not to have
developed a fine contempt for his vile corpus; he was too true an
enthusiast not to long for something like a proper nervous system upon
which to work.
An air of returning good humour now settled upon his face; and by the
time he was seated at his table, he had begun to wish his unwelcome
cousin really a prey to the most advanced melancholia, and was conning
over what phrases he could remember of her letter—delighted when they
seemed to point to that conclusion.
“And even if she be not pining away for sorrow, as she would like poor
David to believe, if I remember the lady aright, she has as disordered a
temper of her own as John Cantrip himself.”
CHAPTER VII
NODS AND WREATHÉD SMILES
... Half light, half shade,
She stood, a sight to make an old man young.
—TENNYSON (_Gardener’s Daughter_).
Within Bindon house the next ten days were as uneventful as those that
had preceded this night of emotional trouble; days similar in routine,
in outward tranquillity. But how unlike in colour, in atmosphere! It was
as if thunder-clouds had chased all the summer peace; as if brooding
skies had taken the place of radiance and laughing blue; as if close
mists enshrouded the earth, robbing the woods of living light and shade,
dulling the tints of flower and turf, contracting the horizon. The
former days had been days of many-hued hope; these now were days of drab
suspense. And ever and anon, in the listening stillness, there came upon
Ellinor’s inner senses, as from behind hiding hills, the far-off mutter
of a gathering storm.
But in the outer world the summer still kept its glory, the sky its
undisturbed azure, the flowers their jewel hues. Never had Bindon looked
fairer, more nobly itself. Preparations went on apace for the reception
of the visitor. Ellinor personally saw to every detail—she piqued
herself that no one could reproach her with not carrying out to the
finest line of conscientiousness her duties as housekeeper of Sir
David’s home. A little paler, a little colder, more silently and with
just a note of sternness, she moved about her tasks. Nothing was made
easy for her: the household, scenting a possible change, became more
openly inclined to mutiny.
Master Simon, also, seemed to become more exacting in his demands upon
her time. Sir David, on the other hand, had withdrawn almost as
completely as had been his wont before her arrival. And her woman’s
pride and tact alike kept her from those raids upon his tower privacy,
which but a little time ago had caused him so much pleasure, it seemed,
and herself such infinite sweetness.
It was hard, too, to have to meet Margery’s paroxysm of astonishment;
Margery’s ostentatious outburst of joy at the thought of “her dear young
lady coming back to her rightful place at last”; Margery’s insolence of
triumph as regarded “the interloper,” astutely conveyed in such humble
garments that to notice it would have been but a crowning humiliation.
“Eh, to think, ma’am,” the ex-housekeeper would say in her innocent
voice, “that it should have been that very letter I handed you myself,
never dreaming, that’s brought this blessed reconciliation about! It do
seem like the finger of the Lord. Ah, ma’am, but you must be glad in
your heart, to feel yourself the instrument of peace. Who knows, if the
master would have taken it from any hand but yours, he that used to
return them as regular and just as fast as they came!”
And then came parson and Madam Tutterville: he, as beseemed the
God-chosen and state-appointed minister of the gospel of charity, most
duly (and unconvincingly) approving the proposed reconciliation; and, as
man of the world, most humanly and convincingly dubious of its results:
she, openly bewailing, with all her store of texts and feminine logic,
so inconvenient a hitch in her secret plans.
Ellinor had to receive them both. For the lower door of Sir David’s
turret stairs was bolted, and Master Simon on his side had stoutly
refused any manner of interview with anyone so sturdily healthy as the
rector, or so disdainful of his remedies as the rector’s lady.
“Under every law,” said Doctor Tutterville, “the Jewish, the Pagan, the
Philosophic and the Christian in its many variations, it has been
enjoined upon our human weakness that it is advisable to forgive: _Æquum
est peccatis veniam poscentem reddere rursus_.
So the rector, acknowledging his share of frailty—a share so pleasant to
himself and so inoffensive to others that it was no wonder he showed
little desire to repudiate it.
“One may forgive,” said Madam Tutterville sententiously. “Heaven knows I
should be the last to deny that!”—this with the air of making a valuable
concession to the decrees of Providence—“But there is another law: that
chastisement shall follow misdoing. Was not David punished through
Jonathan’s hair?”
The parson’s waistcoat rippled over his gentle laughter. He was seated
in one of the deep-winged library armchairs, and while he spoke his eyes
roamed with ever renewed satisfaction over the appointments of the
room—the silver bowl of roses, fresh filled, the artistic neatness of
writing table, the high polish of oak and gilt leather. His fine
appreciation for the fitness of things was tickled; his glance finally
rested with complacency upon the figure of the young woman herself—the
capable young woman who had wrought so many pleasing changes. And as he
looked he smiled: Ellinor was the culminating point of agreeable
contemplation amid exceedingly agreeable surroundings.
She toned in so well with the scene! The sober golds and russets of the
walls repeated their highest note in her burnished hair. Her outline, as
she sat, exactly corresponded to the rector’s theory of what the female
line of beauty should be. He liked the close, fine texture of her skin
and the hues upon her cheeks, which fluctuated from geranium-white to
glorious rose. The proud curl of her lip appealed to him; so did the
sudden dimple. He liked the direct gaze of her honest blue eyes, and he
was not unaware of the thickness and length of eyelashes that seemed to
have little points of fire on their tips.
That scholarly gentleman’s admiration was of so lofty, so philosophic a
nature, that even his Sophia could have found no fault with it. But as
he yielded himself to it, the conviction was ever more strongly borne in
upon him that his wife, in her impetuosity, had reached to a juster
conclusion concerning Ellinor than he in his own ripe wisdom. He had
treated her repeated remark that “Here was just the wife for David, here
the proper mistress of Bindon,” with his usual good-natured contempt.
But to-day he saw Ellinor with new eyes. Yes, this was a gem worthy of
Bindon setting. This would be a noble wife for any man; an ideal one for
David—for fastidious David, to whom the old epicure felt especially
drawn, although he recognised that one may make of fastidiousness a fine
art and not push the cult to the point of David’s eccentricity.
Here, then, was a woman fair enough to bring the Star-Dreamer, the
soaring idealist back to earth; wholesomely human enough to keep him
there in sanity and content, once Love had clipped his wing.
Meanwhile Madam Tutterville was bringing a long dissertation to an end.
In it, by the help of the scriptures, old and new, she had proved that
while it was indubitably David’s duty to forgive his sister up to a
certain point, it was likewise indubitably incumbent upon him to
continue to keep her in wholesome remembrance of her offences by
excluding her from Bindon, until——. Here the lady became exceedingly
mysterious and addressed herself with nods and becks solely to her
husband, ignoring Ellinor’s presence, much after the fashion of nurses
over the heads of their charges.
“At least until that happy consummation of affairs, Horatio, which you
and I have so much discussed.”
“My dear Ellinor,” she pursued, turning blandly to her niece, who with a
suddenly scarlet face was trying in vain to look as if she had not
understood, “be guided by my advice, by my advice. It is extremely
desirable, I might say imperative, that things should remain at present
at Bindon House in what your good uncle would term the state of quo, a
Greek word, my dear, signifying that it is best to leave well alone.”
“What is it you would have me do?”
“Well, my dear, seeing that everything has been going on so nicely these
months, and that Bindon has become no longer like a family lunatic
asylum, but quite a respectable, clean house, and that Nutmeg thing
reduced to proper order, and David almost human, coming down to meals
just as if he were in his right mind (though I’ve given up your father,
my dear), I’m afraid that in his case that clear cohesion of intellect
which is so necessary (is it not, Horatio?) is irrevocably affected.”
She tapped her forehead and shook her head, murmured something about the
instance of John Cantrip, hesitated for a moment, as if on the point of
gliding off in another direction, but saved herself with a heroic jerk.
“I would be glad,” she went on, “to have had speech of David myself; but
since you tell me that is impossible, Ellinor, I must be content with
laying my injunctions upon you. And indeed (is it not so, Horatio?) you
are perhaps the most fitted for this delicate task. The voice of the
turtle, my dear, is more likely to reach his heart than the dictates of
wisdom.”
“The voice of the turtle, aunt?”
“Yes, my dear,” said Madam Tutterville, putting her head on one side
with a languishing air. “In the beautiful imagery of Solomon the
turtle—the bird, my love, not the shell-fish—is always brought forward
as the emblem of female devotion.”
“I don’t see how that can refer to me!”
Ellinor sprang to her feet as she spoke: the rector’s gurgle of
amusement was the last straw to her patience. Angry humiliation dyed her
face, her blue eyes shot flames.
“Oh, don’t explain, I can’t bear it! But please, dear aunt, please,
don’t call me a turtle again! It’s the last thing I am, or want to be!”
She broke, in spite of herself, into laughter; laughter with a lump in
her throat.
Parson Tutterville had been highly entertained. Mrs. Marvel was quite as
agreeable to watch in wrath as in repose. But he was a man of feeling.
“I think, Sophia,” he said, in the tone she never resisted, “we will
pursue the subject no further. However we may regret any interruption to
the present satisfactory state of affairs, regret for David a visit that
is likely to prove distressing, we cannot but agree with Mrs. Marvel
that it is not her place to interfere.”
He rose as he spoke. The morning visit was at an end.
Even an encounter with Mrs. Nutmeg could not have left Ellinor in a more
irritated condition.
“What do they all think of me?” she asked herself, and pride forbade her
to shed a single one of the hot tears that rose to her lids.
“What have I done?” was the question that next forced itself upon a mind
that was singularly truthful. She had placed herself indeed in a
position open to comment and misinterpretation. And then and there she
had given herself up so wholly, so unrestrainedly to love that she had
actually come to measure the strength of her attraction for her
unconsenting lover against the strength, or the weakness, of his will.
As she faced the thought, a sense of shame overcame her. Had she not
known how helpless both her father and David would be without her,
especially at this juncture, she would have been sorely tempted to be
gone as she had come. It was not in her nature to contemplate anything
ungenerous, even for the gratification of that strongest of passions in
woman, self respect. But in her present mood, even the rector’s
well-meant, kindly words recurred to sting—“It was not her place to
interfere!” Well, she would keep her place, as David’s servant, and not
presume again beyond her duty!
Yes, and she would take that other place, too—the woman’s place, the
queen’s place, not to be won without being wooed. If David wanted her
now he must seek her!
CHAPTER VIII
A GREY GOWN AND RED ROSES
And then we met in wrath and wrong.
We met, but only meant to part.
Full cold my greeting was and dry;
She faintly smiled ...
—TENNYSON (_The Letters_).
Fain would Ellinor have avoided being present at the reception of the
guests. But Sir David willed it otherwise.
Bearing an armful of roses, she met him on the morning of the arrival at
the foot of the great stairs. She had scarcely seen him since the night
on the tower; and hurt to her heart’s core, as only a woman can be, by
his seeming avoidance of her, she faced him with a front as cold, a
manner as courteously reserved as his own. For it was a different David
from any she had hitherto known that now emerged from many days’
seclusion and soul struggle.
“What, ’tis you, cousin Ellinor!” He took her hand and ceremoniously
kissed it.
There was a tone of artificiality about his words. This perfunctory
touch of his lips on her hand, this formal bow, all these things
belonged to that past of the lord of Bindon, when society knew and
petted him; and in that past Ellinor felt with fresh acuteness that she
had no part. She drew her hand away.
“I hope,” she said, “the arrangements may be to your liking.”
He glanced at her as if puzzled; then his eye travelled over her
figure—an exquisite model of neatness she always was, but in this, her
working gown, no more fashionably clad than dairy Moll or Sue. He took
up a fold of her sleeve between his first and second finger.
“My sister used to be a very fine lady,” said he gently.
“And I am none,” cried Ellinor, flushing. Then, gathering the roses into
her arms and moving away: “But it matters the less,” she added over her
shoulder, “as Lady Lochore and I are not likely to come much across each
other.”
But David, this new David, a painful enigma to her, touched her
detainingly on the shoulder; and in his touch was authority.
“On the contrary,” said he, “I beg you will see much of my sister.
Dispenser as you are of my hospitality, you must needs see much of her.”
The flush had faded. Proud and pale she looked at him long, but his face
was as a sealed page to her. What was this turn of fortune’s wheel
bringing, glory or abasement?
“I must keep my place,” insisted Ellinor.
“That will be your place,” he answered. “Pray be ready to receive my
guests with me.”
She raised her eyes, startled, indeterminate.
“I and my frocks are poor company for great ladies,” she said with a
scornful dimple.
At that he smiled as one smiles upon a child.
“You have a certain grey gown,” he said. And, after a little pause, he
added: “Some of those roses.”
The fragrance of them had come over to him as they moved with her
breath. Once more she hesitated for a second, then dropping her eyelids,
she said, with mock humility:
“It shall be as you order,” and went up the stairs with head erect and
steady step, feeling that his gaze was following her.
She could hardly have explained to herself why this attitude of David’s,
this sudden proof of his strength in forcing himself to become like
other people, should cause her so much resentment and so much pain. But
she felt that this man of the world was infinitely far removed from the
absent star-gazer, from the neglected recluse who had so needed her
ministrations. The _rôles_ seemed reversed. It was no longer she who was
the protector, the power directing events, no longer she who ruled by
right of wisdom and sweet common sense. David had become independent of
her. Hardest thing of all, to be no longer indispensable to him! And yet
even in this unexpected cup of bitterness there was a redeeming sweet:
he had remembered her grey gown, he had noticed that the roses became
her.
My Lady Lochore arrived towards that falling hour of the day when the
shadows are growing long and soft, when the slanting light is amber: it
might be called the coloured hour, for the sun begins to veil its
splendour, so that eyes, undazzled, may rejoice. The swallows were
dipping across the sward of golden-emerald and Bindon stood proudly
golden-grey in the light, silver-grey in the shadows and against the
blue.
This daughter of the house came back to it with a fine clatter of horses
and a blasting of post horns; followed by a retinue of valets and maids;
acclaimed along the village street by shouting children, while aged
gaffers and gammers bobbed on their cottage door-steps and showered
interested blessings. (Margery had prepared that ground in good time.)
She was welcomed in stately fashion by the chief servants and the master
of the house himself on the threshold of her old home.
Ellinor, half hidden behind the statue of Diana and its spreading green,
watched the scene, waiting for her own moment.
How different had been, she thought to herself, the return of poor
Ellinor Marvel, that other daughter of Bindon, upon the cold September
night, solitary, travel-worn, penniless, knocking in vain at the door
her forefathers had built, creeping round back ways like a beggar,
with the bats circling by her in the darkness and the watchdog
growling at her from his kennel; unbidden, entering her old house,
unwelcomed.—Unwelcomed? Was cousin Maud welcomed?
In her rustling thin silk spencer and her fluttering muslin, with
hectic, handsome face, looking anxiously out from under the wide
befeathered bonnet, Lady Lochore advanced her thin sandalled foot on the
step of the coach and rested her hand upon David’s extended arm.
This was their meeting after years of estrangement! For a second she
wavered, made a movement as if she would fling herself into her
brother’s arms; the ribbons on her bosom fluttered—was it with a heaving
sob? She glanced up at David’s severe countenance and suddenly stiffened
herself. He bent and brushed the gloved wrist with his lips.
“Sister, Bindon greets you!”
She tossed her head, and her plumes shook. It seemed to the watching
Ellinor as if she would have twitched her hand from his fingers; but he
led her on. And the two last Cheverals walked up the steps together.
The servants, Margery at their head, breathed respectful whispers of
welcome. The lady nodded haughtily and vaguely. She stood in the hall
and David dropped her hand. His eye was cold, there was a faint sneer on
his lips.
Welcomed? Ah, no! Ellinor would not have exchanged her dark night of
home-coming for her cousin’s golden ceremonious day. Ellinor had cared
little at heart—absorbed in her young freedom and her new confidence in
life—how she should be received, but the lord of Bindon had looked into
her eyes and bade her “welcome,” and laid his lips, lips that could not
lie, upon hers.
When Ellinor emerged from behind her foliage screen, Lady Lochore was
struggling in Madam Tutterville’s stout embrace. Sir David had summoned
all his family upon the scene; and—yes, actually it was her father (in a
wonderful blue anachronism of a coat) who was talking so eagerly to the
smiling rector that he seemed quite oblivious of the purpose of his own
presence.
Aunt Sophia had prepared a fitting address for one whom she had been
long wont to regard (however regretfully) as Jezebel. But, as usual, her
sternness had melted under the impulse of her warm heart.
“My goodness, child,” she exclaimed, “you look ill indeed!” and folded
her arms about her wasted figure.
Lady Lochore disengaged herself unceremoniously.
“Is that you, Aunt Sophy? Lord, you have grown stout! Ill? Of course I
am! And your jolting roads are not likely to mend matters. Has the
second coach come up? Where’s Josephine? Where is my boy?”
“The second coach is just rounding the avenue corner,” said Margery at
her elbow, “please my lady.”
Lady Lochore wheeled round. Her movements were all restless and
impatient, like those of a creature fevered. “Goodness, woman, how you
made me jump!”
She put up her long handled eyeglasses and fixed the simpler and the
parson with a momentary interest. Her white teeth shone in a smile soon
gone. Hardly would she answer the rector’s elegantly turned compliment;
but she vouchsafed a more flattering attention to Master Simon, as he
bowed with an antiquated, severe courtesy that was quite his own.
“That’s cousin Simon! I remember him and all his little watch-glasses,
tubes, and things. I hope you’ve got the little watch-glasses still,
cousin. I used to like you. You made Bindon rather interesting, I
remember.” She yawned, as if to the recollection of past dulness; an
open unchecked yawn, such as your fine lady alone can comfortably
achieve in company. “I hope you’ll make some little nostrum for me,
something nice smelling to dab on a freckle, or kill a wrinkle with—I
think I have a wrinkle coming under my left eye.”
She suddenly arrested the dropping impudent langour of her speech,
clenched a fine gloved hand over the stick of her eyeglass and stared
fixedly: Ellinor had come out and stood in a shaft of light, as she had
an unconscious trick of doing, seeking the warmth instinctively as any
frank young animal might.
A radiant thing she looked, grey-clad, with the gorgeous crimson of a
summer rose at her belt, her crisp rebellious hair on fire, her chin and
neck gold outlined.
“Who is this?” said Lady Lochore, in a new voice, as sharp as a needle.
It was David who answered:
“Our cousin, Ellinor Marvel!”
“How do you do,” said Ellinor composedly.
There was no attempt on either side at even a hand touch. Lady Lochore
nodded.
“Ellinor is my good providence here,” continued Sir David. “I should not
have ventured to receive you in this bachelor establishment had it not
been for her presence. But now everything, I am confident, will be as it
should be during the month that you honour this house with your
presence.” He enunciated each word with determined deliberateness; it
was like the pronouncing of a sentence. Once again Ellinor felt the
implacable passion of the man under the set, controlled manner. “If you
should desire anything, pray address yourself to cousin Ellinor,” he
added.
Lady Lochore put down her eyeglasses and looked for a second with
natural angry eyes from one to the other. She bit her lip and it seemed
as if beneath the rouge her cheek turned ghastly.
She had come prepared to fight and prepared to hate. Yet this sudden
rage springing up within her was not due to reason but to instinct. It
was the ferocious antipathy of the fading woman for the fresh beauty; of
the woman who has failed in love for her who seems born to command love
as she goes. Lady Lochore could not look upon her cousin’s fairness
without that inner revulsion of anger which not only works havoc with
the mind but distils acrid poison into the blood.
The clatter of the second coach was heard without.
“Give me the child, give me the boy!” cried Lady Lochore. She made a
rush, with fluttering silks, to the doors. “No one shall show my boy to
his uncle but myself!”
“Mamma’s own!”
Could that be Lady Lochore’s voice? She came staggering back upon them,
clasping a lusty, kicking child in her frail arms; the whole countenance
of the woman was changed—“A heartless, callow creature,” so Madam
Tutterville had called her, and so Ellinor had learned to regard her.
But even the legendary monster has its vulnerable spot: there could be
no mistaking Maud Lochore’s passionate maternity. Ellinor drew a step
nearer, attracted in spite of herself; she could almost have wished to
see David’s face unbend. But its previous severity only gave way to
something like mockery, as he looked at mother and child.
“David!” cried his sister, “David, this is my boy!” There was a wild
appeal in her voice, almost breaking upon tears. “Edmund I have called
him, after our father, David. Edmund, my treasure, speak to your uncle!”
“I will, if you put me down!” The three-year-old boy struggled to free
himself from his mother’s embrace. His velvet cap fell off and a cherub
face under deep red curls was revealed. Ellinor remembered how the
Master of Lochore’s red head had flashed through these very halls in the
old days, and she hardly dared glance at David.
“I’ll stand down on my own legs, please!” said the child. “And now I’ll
speak.”
He shook out his ruffled petticoat and looked up, and his great, velvet
brown eyes wandered from face to face. The genial ruddiness, the
benevolent smile of the good, childless parson appealed to him first.
“Good morning, mine uncle, I hope you’ll learn to love——”
Lady Lochore plunged upon him.
“No, Edmund, no! not there! See boy, this is your uncle.”
She clutched at David’s sleeve, while Madam Tutterville’s tears of easy
emotion ran into her melting smile; and quite unscriptural exclamations,
such as “duck,” and “little pet,” and “lambkin” fell from her delighted
lips.
“Speak to uncle David, darling! David, won’t you say a word to my
child?”
Ellinor could almost have echoed the wail—it cut into her womanly heart
to see David repel the little one. But he bent and looked down
searchingly into the little face. At that moment the child, again
struggling against the maternal control, drew his baby brows together
and set his baby features into a scowl of temper. Sir David looked; and
in the defiant eyes, in the little set mouth, in the very frown, saw the
image of his traitor friend. His own brows gathered into as black a knot
as if he had been confronting Lochore himself. He drew himself up and
folded his arms:
“Cease prompting the child, Maud,” said he, “let his lips speak truth,
at least as long as they may!”
He turned and left them. The little Master of Lochore was ill-accustomed
to meet an angry eye or to hear a disapproving voice. And, as his mother
rose to her feet, shooting fury through her wet eyes upon the
discomfited circle, he, too, glanced round for comfort and rapidly
making his choice, flung himself upon Ellinor and hid his face in her
skirts, screaming.
The clinging hands, the hot, tear-stained cheeks, the baby lips, opened
yet responsive to her kisses—Ellinor never forgot the touch of these
things. Almost it was, when Lady Lochore wrenched him from her arms, as
if something of her own had been plucked from her.
“I want the pretty lady, I will have the pretty lady!” roared the heir,
as Josephine, the nurse, and Margery carried him between them to his
nursery.
As Lady Lochore, following in their wake, swept by Ellinor, she gathered
her draperies and shot a single phrase from between her teeth. It was so
low, however, that Ellinor only caught one word. The blood leaped to her
brow as under the flick of a lash. But even alone, in her bed at night,
she would not, could not admit to herself that it had had the hideous
significance which the look, the gesture seemed to throw into it.
“So it is war!” said Lady Lochore, standing in the middle of her
gorgeous room, the flame of anger devouring her tears. “Well, so much
the better!”
She stood before the mirror, her chin sunk on her breast, biting at the
laces of her kerchief, while her great eyes stared unseeingly at the
reflection of her own sullen, wasted beauty. War! On the whole it suited
her better than a hypocritical peace. Hers was not a nature that could
long wear a mask. She was one who could better fight for what she loved
than fawn. And now she had got her foot into her old home at last; aye,
and her boy’s! After so many years of struggle and failure it was a
triumph that must augur well for the future.
Never had she realised so fully how prosperous, how noble an estate was
Bindon, how altogether desirable; how different from the barren acres of
Roy and the savage discomfort of its neglected castle. To this plenty,
this refinement, this richness, these traditions, her splendid boy was
heir by right of blood. And she would have him remain so! She laughed
aloud, suddenly, scornfully, and tossed her head with a ghost of the
wild grace that had made Maud Cheveral the toast of a London season; a
grace that still drew in the wake of the capricious, fading Lady Lochore
a score of idle admirers. It would be odd indeed if the sly country
widow, pink and white as she was, should be a match for her, now that
they could meet on level ground.
There came a knock at the door.
“If you please, my lady,” said Margery, “humbly asking your pardon for
intruding, I hope your ladyship remembers me. I’m one of the old
servants, and glad to welcome your ladyship back again to your rightful
place. And the little heir, as we call him, God bless him for a
beauty——”
“Come in, woman,” cried Lady Lochore, “come in and shut the door!”
CHAPTER IX
A RIDER INTO BATH
It is not quiet, is not ease,
But something deeper far than these:
The separation that is here is of the grave.
—WORDSWORTH (_Elegiac Poems_).
If a woman, being in love, gain thereby a certain intuition into the
character of the man she loves, the thousand contradictory emotions of
that unrestful state, its despairs, angers, jealousies, its unreasonable
susceptibilities, all combine to obscure her judgment; so that, at the
same time she knows him better than anyone else can, and yet can be
harsher, more unjust to him than the rest of the world.
Thus Ellinor understood exactly what was now causing the metamorphosis
of David. She alone guessed the struggle of his week’s seclusion, from
which he had emerged armoured, as it were, to face the slings and arrows
of the new turn of fate. She alone knew the inward shrinking, the sick
distaste which were covered by this polished breast-plate of sarcastic
reserve; knew that this deadly courtesy was the only weapon to his hand,
and that he would not lay it aside for a second in the enemy’s presence.
At that moment when she had seen him read in the child’s face the image
of its father, she had read in his own eyes the irrevocable truth of
those slow words of his under the night sky: “He who remembers never
forgives.”
She felt, too, that his very regard for her made it incumbent on him to
treat her now as ceremoniously as his other guest; that to have openly
singled her out for notice, or privately to have indulged himself with
her company, would have been alike tactless and ungenerous. But in spite
of all reason could tell her, she felt hurt, she was chilled, she gave
him back coldness for coldness and mocking formality for his grave
courtesy.
Now and again his eyes would rest upon her, questioning. But shut out
from his night watch on the tower; shut out by day from their former
intimacy by his every speech and gesture, Ellinor’s feminine sensibility
always overcame her clear head and her generous heart.
A few days dragged by thus; slow, stiff, intolerable days. At last Lady
Lochore threw off the mask insolently. Towards the end of their late
breakfast, after an hour of yawns and sighs and pettish tossing of the
good things upon her plate, she suddenly requested of her brother, in
tones that made of the request a command, permission to invite some
guests.
“Bindon shrieks for company,” said she, “and, thanks as I understand, to
Mrs. Marvel, it is fairly fit to receive company. And, I know you like
frankness, brother, I will admit I am used to some company.”
She flung a fleering look from Ellinor’s erect head to the alchemist’s
bent, rounded crown. (Master Simon was deeply interested in Lady
Lochore’s case, and as he entertained certain experimental schemes in
his own mind, sought her company at every opportunity: hence his
unwonted appearance at meals.) Sir David slowly turned an eye of ironic
inquiry upon his sister; but his lips were too polite to criticise.
“Anything that can add to your entertainment during your short stay
here,” said he, “must, of course, commend itself to us.”
Had Ellinor been less straitened by her own passionate pride, she might
have stooped to pick up solace from that little plural word.
“Then I shall write,” said Lady Lochore, with her usual toss of the
head. “If you’ll kindly send a rider into Bath—there are a few of my
friends yet there, I learn by my morning’s _courier_—I’ll have the
letters ready for the mail.”
Sir David went on slowly peeling a peach. For a while he seemed absorbed
in the delicate task. Then, laying down the fruit, but without looking
up from his plate, he said:
“I presume, before you write those letters that you intend to submit the
names of my prospective guests to me.”
Lady Lochore flushed. She knew to what he referred; knew that there was
one guest to which the doors of Bindon would never be opened in its
present master’s lifetime. She was angry with herself for having made
the blunder of allowing him to imagine for a moment that she was
plotting so absurd a move. She hesitated, and then, with characteristic
cynicism:
“What!” she cried, “do you think I want that devil here? No more than
you do yourself.”
“Hey, hey!” cried Master Simon, startled from some abstruse cogitation.
Still Sir David looked rigidly down at his plate.
“God knows,” pursued the reckless woman, “it’s little enough I see of
him now—but that is already too much!”
She paused, and yet there was no answer. Then with her scornful laugh:
“There’s old Mrs. Geary, the Honourable Caroline—you remember her,
David?—the Dishonourable Caroline, as they call her in the Assembly
Rooms; whether she cheats or not is no business of mine, but she is the
only woman I care to play piquet with. There’s Colonel Harcourt and Luke
Herrick—they make up the four, and I don’t think you’ll find anything
wrong with their pedigree. Herrick’s too young for you to know.
Priscilla Geary is in love with him—he’s a _parti_, as rich as he is
handsome—and I’ll want a bait to lure the old lady from the green cloth
at Bath. And if we have Herrick we must have Tom Villars too, else
Herrick will have no one to jest at. And besides, the creature is useful
to me.”
Sir David interrupted her with a sudden movement. He pushed his chair
away from the table and, looking up from the untouched fruit, fixed for
a second a glance of such weary contempt upon his sister that even her
bold eyes fell.
“A Jew, a libertine, an admitted cheat—oh yes, I remember Mr. Villars,
Colonel Harcourt, and Mrs. Geary. The younger generation, of whose
acquaintance I have not yet the honour, will no doubt prove worthy of
such elders!” He paused again, to continue in his uninflected voice:
“Since these are the sort of guests you most wish to see at Bindon, you
have my permission to invite them.”
He rose as he spoke, giving the signal for the breaking up of the
uncomfortable circle. As Lady Lochore whisked past Master Simon, in his
antiquated blue garment, she paused. She had a sort of liking for the
old man, odd enough when contrasted with the deadly enmity she had vowed
his daughter.
“Could you not discover,” she whispered, “a leaf or a berry that might
take some effect upon the disease of priggishness? That new plant of
yours. Did you not say ... didn’t you call it the Star-of-Comfort? I am
sure it would be a comfort.”
The effect of the whisper told upon a chest that occasionally found the
ordinary drawing of breath too much for it. She broke off to cough, and
coughed till her frail form seemed like to be riven. Master Simon
watched her gravely.
“I could give you something for that cough, child,” said he. Then his
withered cheek began to kindle, “Something to soothe the cough first,
and then, perhaps, I—I—that restless temperament of yours, that
dissatisfied and capricious disposition—the Star-of-Comfort, indeed——”
She shook her hand in his face.
“Not I,” she gasped. “No more quackery for me! Lord, I’m as tough as a
worm, Simon.” She laughed and coughed and struggled for breath. “I
believe if you were to cut me up into little bits, I’d wriggle together
again, but I’ll not answer for poison.”
She flung him a malicious look and flaunted forth, ostentatiously
oblivious of Ellinor—her habitual practise when not openly insulting.
When Sir David and Master Simon were alone together the old man went
solemnly up to his cousin, and laid his hand upon his breast.
“David,” said he, “that sister of yours won’t live another year unless
she gives up the adverse climate of Scotland, the impure air of the town
and the racket of fashionable life.”
“Tell her so, then,” said Sir David.
Master Simon drew back and blinkingly surveyed the set face with an
expression of doubt, surprise and unwilling respect.
“The woman’s ill,” he ventured at last.
“Shall I bid her rest? Shall I cancel those letters of invitation?”
asked Sir David ironically.
THE STAR DREAMER
BOOK III
Come down ... from yonder mountain heights.
And come, for Love is of the valley, come,
For Love is of the valley, come thou down!
TENNYSON (_The Princess._)
CHAPTER I
THE LITTLE MASTER OF BINDON
She played about with slight and sprightly talk,
And vivid smiles, and faintly venom’d points
Of slander, glancing here and grazing there.
—TENNYSON (_Merlin and Vivien_).
In the terraced gardens, under the spreading shadows of the cedar trees,
was gathered a motley group. Beyond that patch of shade the sun blazed
down on stone steps and balusters, on green turf and scarlet geranium,
with a fervour the eye could scarce endure. The air was full of hot
scents. On a day such as this, Bindon of old was wont to seem asleep:
lulled by the rhythmic, rocking dream-note of the wild pigeons, deep in
its encircling woods. On a day such as this, the wise rooks would put
off conclave and it would be but some irrepressible younger member of
the ancient community that would take a wild flight away from leafy
shade and, wheeling over the tree tops, drop between the blue and the
green a drowsy caw. But things were changed this July at Bindon: these
very rooks held noisy counsel in mid air and discussed what flock of
strange bright birds it was that had alighted in their quiet corner of
the world, to startle its greens and greys, to out-flaunt its
flower-beds with outlandish parrot plumage, to break the humming summer
silence with unknown clamours.
“The Deyvil take my soul!” said Thomas Villars reflectively.
He was sitting on the grass at Lady Lochore’s feet; his long legs in the
last cut of trousers strapped over positively the latest boots. The
slimness of his waist, the juvenility of his manner, the black curls
that hung luxuriantly over his clean-shaven face, all this conspired to
give Mr. Villars quite an illusive air of youth, even from a very short
distance. Only a close examination revealed the lines on the rouged
cheek and the wrinkled fall of chin that the highest and finest stock
could not quite conceal. The latest pedigree gave the year of his birth
as some lost fifty years ago—it also described the lady who had presided
at that event as belonging to the illustrious Castillian house of Lara.
But ill-natured friends persisted, averred that this lady had belonged
to no more foreign regions than the Minories, and thus they accounted
for Tom’s black ringlets, for his bold arch of nose, for his slightly
thick consonants and his unconquerable fondness for personal jewellery.
Mr. Villars was, however, almost universally accepted by society: his
knowledge of the share market was only second to his astounding
acquaintance with everyone’s exact financial situation.
“Deyvil take my soul!” he insisted. Tom Villars was fond of an oath as
of a fine genteel habit.
“I defy even the Devil to do that,” said Lady Lochore, stopping the
languidly pettish flap of her fan to shoot an angry look at him over its
edge.
“Why so, fairest Queen of the Roses?”
“Tom Villars sold his soul to the Devil long ago,” put in Colonel
Harcourt. “It is no longer an asset.”
Frankly fifty, with a handsome ruddy face under a sweep of grey hair
that almost gave the impression of the forgotten becomingness of the
powdered peruke, Colonel Harcourt, of the Grenadiers, erect,
broad-chested, pleasantly swaggering, good humoured and yet haughty,
proclaimed the guardsman to the first glance, even in his easy country
garb.
“Sold his soul to the Devil?” echoed Luke Herrick, lifting his handsome
young face from the daisies he was piling in pretty Priscilla Geary’s
pink silk lap. “Sold his soul, did he? Uncommon bargain for Beelzebub
and Co.! I thought the firm did better business.”
“You are quite wrong,” said Lady Lochore, looking down with disfavour
upon the countenance of her victim, who feigned excessive enjoyment of
the ambient wit and humour. “The Devil cannot take Tom Villars’ soul,
nor could Tom Villars sell it to the Devil, for the very good reason
that Tom Villars never had a soul to be disposed of.”
A shout of laughter went round the glowing idle group.
“Cruel, cruel, lady mine!” murmured the oriental Villars, striving to
throw a fire of pleading devotion into his close-set shallow eyes as he
looked up at Lady Lochore and at the same time to turn a dignified deaf
ear upon his less important tormentors. “In how have I offended that you
thus make a pincushion of my heart?”
Mr. Villars knew right well that with Lady Lochore, as with the other
fair of his acquaintance, his favour fell with the barometer of certain
little negotiations. But it was a characteristic—no doubt maternally
inherited—that soft as he was upon the pleasure side of nature, when it
came to business, he was invulnerable.
At this point Mr. Herrick burst into song. He had a pretty tenor voice:
Come, bring your sampler, and with art
Draw in’t a wounded heart
And dropping here and there!
Not that I think that any dart
Can make yours bleed a tear
Or pierce it anywhere——
This youth was proud of tracing a collateral relationship with the
genial Cavalier singer, whom he was fond of quoting in season and out of
season. He was a poet himself, or fancied so; cultivated loose locks,
open collars and flying ties—something also of poetic license in other
matters besides verse. But as his spirits were as inexhaustible as his
purse—and he was at heart a guileless boy—there were not many who would
hold him in rigour.
Lady Lochore looked at him with approval, as he lay stretched at her
feet, just then pleasantly occupied in sticking his decapitated daisies
into Miss Priscilla’s uncovered curls—a process to which that damsel
submitted without so much as a blink of her demure eyelid.
“Heart!” echoed Lady Lochore. She had received that morning a postal
application for overdue interest, and Tom Villars had been so detachedly
sympathetic that there were no tortures she would not now cheerfully
have inflicted upon him. “Heart!” she cried again, “why don’t you know
what is going to happen, when the poor old machine that is Tom Villars
comes to a standstill at last——”
“There will be a great concourse of physicians,” broke in Colonel
Harcourt, whose wit was not equal to his humour, “and when they’ve taken
off his wig and his stays and cut him open——”
“Out will fall,” interrupted Herrick, “the portrait of his dear cousin
Rebecca—whom he loved in the days of George II.
‘Be she likewise one of those
That an acre hath of nose——’”
“The physician will find a dreadful little withered fungus,” pursued
Lady Lochore, unheeding.
“Which,” lisped Priscilla, suddenly raising the most innocent eyes in
all the world, “which they will send to Master Rickart to find a grand
name for, as the deadliest kind of poison that ever set doctors
wondering. And sure, ’tisn’t poison at all! Master Rickart will say, but
just a poor kind of snuff that wouldn’t even make a cat sneeze.”
Mr. Villars had met Miss Priscilla Geary upon the great oak stair this
morning; and, examining her through his single eyeglass, had vowed she
was a rosebud, and pinched her chin—all in a very condescending manner.
“I think you’re all talking very great nonsense,” remarked the
Dishonourable Caroline.
Mrs. Geary was comfortably ensconced in a deep garden chair. Now raising
her large pale face and protuberant pale eye from a note-book upon which
she had been making calculations, she seemed to become aware for the
first time of the irresponsible clatter around her.
“Mr. Villars,” she proceeded, in soft gurgling notes not unlike those of
the ringdove’s, “I have been just going over last night’s calculations
and I think there’s a little error—on your side, dear Mr. Villars.”
Mr. Villars scrambled to his feet, more discomfited by this polite
observation than by the broad insolence of the others’ banter.
“My dear Madam, I really think, ah—pray allow me—we went thoroughly into
the matter last night.”
The little pupils in Mrs. Geary’s goggling eyes narrowed to pins’
points.
“I do not think anyone can ever accuse me of inaccuracy,” she cooed with
emphasis. “Come and look for yourself, Mr. Villars. You owe me still
three pounds nine and eightpence—and three farthings.”
“Bianca let
Me pay the debt
I owe thee, for a kiss!”
sang the irrepressible Herrick—stretching his arms dramatically to
Priscilla, and advancing his impudent comely face as if to substantiate
the words—upon which she slapped him with little angry fingers
outspread; and Lady Lochore first frowned, then laughed; then suddenly
sighed.
“Peep-bo, mamma!” cried a high baby voice.
Every line of Lady Lochore’s face became softened, at the same time
intensified with that wonderful change that her child’s presence always
brought to her. But her heavy frown instantly came back as she beheld
Ellinor, hatless, bearing a glass of milk upon a tray, while, from
behind the crisp folds of her skirt, the heir-presumptive of Lochore
(and Bindon) peeped roguishly at his mother.
Herrick sprang to his feet. Colonel Harcourt turned his brown face to
measure the new-comer with his frank eye and then rose also.
“Hebe,” said he, looking down with admiration at the fresh, sun-kissed
cheek and the sun-illumined head, “Hebe, with the nectar of the God!”
He took the tray from her hand.
“Give me my milk,” said Lady Lochore. “Edmund, come here! Come here,
darling. Are you thirsty? You shall drink out of mother’s glass. Come
here, sir, this minute! Really, Mrs. Marvel, you should not take him
from his nurse like this!”
With a shrill cry the child rushed back to Ellinor and clutched her
skirt again, announcing in his wilful way that he would have no nasty
milk, and that he loved the pretty lady. Ellinor had some little ado to
restore him to his mother. Then, seeing him firmly captured at last by
the end of his tartan sash, she stood a moment facing Lady Lochore’s
vindictive eyes with scornful placidity.
“My father hopes you will drink the milk, cousin Maud,” said she, “and
if you would add to it the little packet of powder that lies beside it
on the tray, he bids me say that it would be most beneficial to your
cough.”
For all response Lady Lochore drank off the glass; then handed back the
tray to Ellinor as if she had been a servant, the little powder
conspicuously untouched. Ellinor looked from one to the other of the two
men; then with a fine careless gesture passed her burden to Herrick,
and, without another word, walked away up the terrace steps.
Herrick glanced after her, glanced at the tray in his hand, and breaking
into a quick laugh, promptly thrust it into Colonel Harcourt’s hands and
scurried off in pursuit. Colonel Harcourt good-humouredly echoed the
laugh, as he finally deposited the object on the grass, then stood in
his turn, gazing philosophically after the two retreating figures that
were now progressing side by side, while Lady Lochore and her son
out-wrangled Mrs. Geary and Mr. Villars.
“’Pon my soul,” said Colonel Harcourt, “_vera incessu patuit Dea_. That
woman walks as well as any I’ve ever seen!”
Lady Lochore caught the words, and they added to the irritation with
which she was endeavouring to stifle her son’s protestation that he
hated mamma.
“I’ll have you know who’s master, sir!” she cried, pinning down the
struggling arms with sudden anger.
“I’m master. I am the little Master of Lochore—and Margery says I’m to
be the little master here!”
The mother suddenly relaxed her grasp of him and sat stonily gazing at
him while he rubbed his chubby arm and stared back at her with pouting
lips. The next moment she went down on her knees beside him, and took
him up in her arms, smothering him with kisses.
“Darling, so he shall be, darling, darling!”
A panting nurse here rushed upon the scene.
“Wretch!” exclaimed my lady, “you are not worth your salt! How dare you
let the child escape you. Yes, take him, take him!—the weight of him!”
She caught Harcourt’s eye fixed reflectively upon her.
“Come and walk with me,” she commanded.
“I was two by honours, you remember,” cooed Mrs. Geary.
“I am positive, the Deyvil take my soul, Madam! But ’tis my score you
are marking instead of your own!”
Deserted Priscilla sat making reflective bunches of daisies. She had not
once looked up since Herrick so unceremoniously left her.
The sky was still as blue, the grass as green, the flowers as bright,
the whole summer’s day as lovely; but fret and discord had crept in
among them.