under her care, and when they appeared at the breakfast-table, the rest
of the family hardly knew them, they looked so tidy and sweet. And poor
Tiney, who gazed with astonishment at her two little sisters, made her
appearance at Agnes’ door soon after breakfast, to ask “if she wouldn’t
make _her_ look nice too.”
Agnes found so little to sympathise with, and took so little pleasure
in the society of the ladies of the Fairland family, that she longed
for her school to begin, that she might have useful occupation for her
thoughts and time. On the appointed morning therefore, she was well
pleased to meet her little pupils in the pleasant little room in the
“west wing,” and to begin in earnest her labors as a teacher. Such a
pile of soiled, well-thumbed, and dogs-eared books, as the children
produced, Agnes had never seen together, and on opening them she found
that the young Fairland’s had been exercising their taste for the fine
arts, by daubing all the pictures from a six-penny paint-box.
“Now, my dear children,” said she, “the first thing we shall do every
morning, will be to read in the Bible; but I do not see any Bible or
Testament among your books; I suppose you each own one, do you not?”
If Agnes had been a little longer in the family of Mr. Fairland,
perhaps she would not have asked this question; for she soon found that
she had come into a family of as complete heathens, as she would have
found if she had gone to be governess among the Hindoos. There was a
“family Bible” in the house to be sure, but the only use to which it
had ever been applied, was that of registering the births of the
family, and the testimony it bore proved so exceedingly disagreeable to
the Misses Fairland, that as Rosa has informed us, they took the
liberty one day of erasing it.
Agnes told the children to ask their papa if they might each have a
Bible of their own, to which he consented, and when the Bibles were
brought home, the exclamations of derision from the Misses Fairland,
were loud and long.
“A missionary in disguise!” they exclaimed; “a saint in the form of a
governess; come to convert us all, and the first thing is an
importation of Bibles!” and many were the sneering and sarcastic
remarks and allusions which came to the ears of Agnes, but she kept on
her way quiet and undisturbed. Agnes was perfectly astonished to find
how utterly unacquainted these children were with the contents of the
Bible. It was all new to them; and after she had read to them every
morning, she would gather them around her, and tell them in simple
language the sweet stories from the Bible, while they listened, the
younger ones with their bright, wide-open eyes fixed upon her face, as
if they could not lose a word; and even poor Tiney loved to lay her
head in Agnes’ lap, and hear of Him who ever sympathised with the sick
and suffering.
It was very strange, and very interesting to Agnes, to hear the remarks
these children made, and the many questions they would ask on subjects
so new to them; and as they had not yet learned to look at the
character of God, as revealed in his Son, with the reverence which
better instructed children feel, they often spoke of Him as they would
of any good man of whom they might hear, and in a way which would seem
too irreverential, were I to tell you all they said.
Once when Agnes had been telling them of some of the miracles of our
Saviour, in curing the sick, and giving sight to the blind, and hearing
to the deaf, Rosa with her bright black eyes fixed intently on her
face, said with the utmost earnestness:
“Why, He was real _good_, wasn’t He?”
“Yes,” said Agnes, “always good and kind, and always ready to help the
sick and suffering.”
“He could cure _anybody_, couldn’t He?” continued Rosa.
“Yes; He was _all-powerful_,” answered Agnes.
“Could He cure Tiney?” asked Jessie.
“Yes; if Tiney had lived when Christ was on earth, or if He was here
now, He could say the word, and make her well.”
And then they asked, “Where is He now?” and “How can we talk to Him
now?” and “Why will He not cure Tiney now?” And Agnes tried, in the
most simple manner, to teach them the nature of the prayer of faith.
Once, when she was talking to them of our Saviour’s meekness under
injuries, and telling them of His bitter sufferings, and the kindness
of His feelings towards His persecutors, the large tears rolled down
their cheeks, and Rosa made a practical application of the lesson at
once, by saying:
“The next time Tiney pinches me, cousin Agnes, I don’t mean to slap her
back again.”
“Nor I either,” said Jessie.
And Tiney whispered, “I will _try_ and not hurt them next time.”
Frank, who had been choking down something in his throat, as he sat in
his chair, said, in an unsteady voice:
“_Is it all _true_?”
“Every word of it, Franky,” said Agnes.
“I’ve got something in my eye,” said Frank, rubbing both eyes very hard
with the back of his hands; and then throwing himself on the settee, he
cried bitterly for a long time.
Agnes taught them many pretty hymns; and as they all had good voices,
and loved music dearly, they were never so happy as in singing, morning
and evening, these sweet hymns with Agnes. Even poor Tiney, who was
passionately fond of music, readily caught the tunes, though it was
almost impossible to teach her the words.
The very first Sunday that Agnes passed under the roof of Mr. Fairland,
was enough to convince her that the Sabbath day with them was passed
much like all other days. She was shocked to see novels, and other
light and trashy works, in the Lands of the Misses Fairland on this
holy day, and to hear them _howling_ snatches of opera tunes, as they
ran up and down the stairs. These young ladies sometimes went to church
in the morning, to be sure, especially if they had lately received new
bonnets from the city, which they wished to display for the envy or
admiration of their neighbors. Mrs. Fairland was too indolent to take
the trouble, even if she possessed the inclination, to appear at
church; and Mr. Fairland looked upon this seventh day of the week
literally as a day of rest, in which to recruit the exhausted energies
of the body, in preparation for the labors of another week. The day was
passed by him in looking over the newspapers, or sleeping in his large
chair, with his red silk handkerchief over his head; and towards
evening, he usually took a stroll over to his mills, or around his
grounds, to mark out what was necessary to be done on the coming week.
Agnes felt the importance of exerting in this ungodly family a strictly
religious influence; but, except with her own little pupils, she did
not attempt, at first, to do so in any other way than by her own quiet,
consistent example. Mr. Fairland was much surprised when Agnes
requested permission to take the children to church with her he readily
granted it, however, as he invariably did the wishes of Agnes; and from
that time, Mr. Fairland’s pew had at least four or five occupants, on
the morning and evening of the Sabbath day. Though not required by her
engagement to do so, Agnes kept the children with her on Sunday,
reading to them, singing with them, or telling them beautiful Bible
stories; and those pleasant Sabbaths spent with her they never forgot,
nor did they ever lay aside the habits they acquired under her care.
“What a pleasant day Sunday is!” exclaimed little Rosa; “I never knew
it was such a pleasant day before.”
“It’s cousin Agnes makes it so pleasant,” said blue-eyed Jessie.
“It is because you spend it as God directs, that it is a pleasant day
to you, dear children,” said Agnes; “and I wish you to remember that it
will always be a happy day, if you spend it in His service, ‘from the
beginning unto the end thereof.’”
Even if I were sufficiently acquainted with them to detail all the
plans of Agnes for the education and improvement in manners and habits
of her rude and ignorant little pupils, I should not do so here. They
required peculiar training and an unfailing stock of patience, and it
was long before any very perceptible change was wrought in their almost
confirmed habits of carelessness, or any improvement in their rude and
unformed manners; but at length a material change was apparent, and
even the Misses Fairland could not keep their eyes closed to the
visible improvement of the children. They were all much more gentle and
quiet; and even poor Tiney softened much, under Agnes’ gentle
influence, and the light of intelligence began to beam in her
heretofore dull eye. For the first time in her life, she was gaining
useful ideas; and the consciousness that she was learning something as
well as her sisters, seemed to make her happier and more kindly in her
feelings.
It was not long before the door would open gently, as the sound of
their evening hymn was heard, and Mr. Fairland, who was extravagantly
fond of sweet and simple music, would steal into the room, and seat
himself in the corner. And when he heard the voices of his children
singing the praises of God, and saw his poor Tiney, hitherto so
neglected, joining with eager interest in the singing, the tears would
glisten in his eye, and roll unbidden down his cheek. Then he began to
find his way to the school-room on Sunday evenings, and Agnes always
took the opportunity on such occasions, to question the children on the
elements of religious truth, that their young voices might be the means
of instructing their father, who was more ignorant even than they, on
these all-important subjects. At these times he never said one word,
but when he left the room, it was often wiping the tears first, from
one cheek and then from the other, and the heavy tread of his feet
could be heard far into the night, as he walked the whole length of the
two large parlors, with his hands behind him, and his head bent down.
Before Agnes had been six months in the family, the good people sitting
in the church at Wilston, one Sunday, opened their eyes with
astonishment, to see Mr. Fairland walk into church and take his seat in
a pew; and still more were they amazed, to see him do the same thing in
the afternoon. It was a surprise to Agnes too; for though she had not
failed to notice an unusual solemnity about Mr. Fairland, yet no word
on the subject of his duty in this matter had ever passed between them.
Thus in the strict and conscientious performance of her daily duties,
passed the summer with Agnes, with one delightful break, of a
fortnight’s vacation, spent with the dear loving friends at Brook Farm,
where she saw much of her dear brother Lewie, who rode over every
evening and passed the night, returning to his college duties early in
the morning. The quick eye of a sister’s love soon detected that all
was not right with Lewie. He was as affectionate as ever, and if
possible handsomer; but the faults of his childhood had grown with his
growth and strengthened with his strength; his temper seemed more hasty
and impetuous than ever, and there was a dashing recklessness about him
which gave his sister many a heart-ache; and she had painful, though
undefined fears for the future, for her rash and hot-headed brother.
Her kind friends at Brook Farm, who fancied from some things they drew
from Agnes, that her home at the Fairlands’ was not in all respects a
happy one, urged her most earnestly not to return there, but without
success. Agnes was convinced that there the path of duty lay, at least
for the present, and nothing could make her swerve from it.
“Remember then, my sweet niece,” said her uncle, as he kissed her at
parting, “this is your home, whenever, for any reason, you will make us
so happy as to return to it.”
The winter passed by very quietly to Agnes, in her accustomed round of
duties; indeed she was happier than she had yet found herself under Mr.
Fairland’s roof, in consequence of the absence of the two young ladies,
who having by some means or other succeeded in securing an invitation
out of some acquaintances in the city, to make them a short visit,
inflicted themselves upon them for the whole winter, and did not return
to Wilston till the spring was far advanced. Their hosts, in order to
rid themselves of such persevering and long-abiding guests, began to
make their preparations long before the usual time for closing their
house and going to the country, and the Misses Fairland, invulnerable
as they proved all winter to anything like a _hint_, were obliged to
take this intended removal of their friends as a “notice to quit,”
which they accordingly did.
One bright spot to Agnes this winter, was a visit of a week from Lewie,
who took his vacation at the time of the holidays to run up and see his
sister.
He had his guitar with him, and his voice, which had gained much in
depth and richness, was indescribably sweet. It seemed as if Mr.
Fairland never would tire of hearing the brother and sister sing
together. His mills and everything else were forgotten, while he sat
silently in his great chair with his eyes closed, listening hour after
hour to the blended harmony of their charming voices.
That happy week was soon over, and the brother and sister parted. The
next time Agnes heard the sound of her brother’s guitar, under what
different circumstances did its tones strike upon her ear!
XV.
The Strangers in the Rookery.
“If thou sleep alone in Urrard,
Perchance in midnight gloom
Thou’lt hear behind the wainscot
Sounds in that haunted room,
It is a thought of horror,
I would not sleep alone
In the haunted room of Urrard,
Where evil deeds are done.”
—UNKNOWN.
“What do you think, Calista? What _do_ you think?” exclaimed Miss
Evelina Fairland, one day soon after their return from the city,
bursting in, in a great state of excitement. “Two of the _handsomest_
men have come to the village, one of them is a Mr. Harrington; isn’t it
a lovely name? and he has purchased “_the Rookery_” do you believe!
some say that he is a young man, others that he is a widower. They have
come down to hunt and fish, and he was mightily taken with “the
Rookery,” and in spite of ghosts and goblins he has actually bought
it;” and here Miss Evelina paused to take breath.
“The Rookery” was a large old mansion which had once been a very
handsome dwelling. It stood quite alone on a rising ground a little out
of the village, and was surrounded with an extensive lawn, which on one
side sloped down the lake, over which were scattered magnificent elms;
and there was only one thing that prevented “the Rookery” from being
the most delightful residence in the country. This was the
well-attested fact that the house was haunted; and though at different
times, those who were above being influenced by these idle fears, had
fitted up the place and endeavored to live there, yet there could be no
comfort in so large a house without servants, and not one could be
found to remain in it more than one night. Servants were brought from a
distance, but they soon heard in the village the story of the lady who
died so mysteriously in that house twenty years before, and how she
_walked_ every night, and then of course they heard sounds, and saw
sights; and they too, forthwith took their departure.
So the old house was quite falling into decay when these two brave men
came down and took possession of it; and fitting up comfortably two or
three of the most tenantable rooms, they there kept bachelors’ hall,
unterrified and undisturbed, at least by _spirits_. A few days after
the announcement of the arrival of the strangers in the village, a
widow lady of the name of Danby came to make a visit to the Fairland’s.
She had with her a little girl, her only child, a wilful, spoiled
little thing, who took her own course in everything, utterly regardless
of the wishes or commands of others. In the afternoon, as Agnes was
preparing to start with her little pupils for their accustomed walk,
Mrs. Danby said:
“Bella wishes to accompany you, Miss Elwyn, but you must take good care
of her.”
“I will do my best, Mrs. Danby,” said Agnes, “but one thing I shall
insist upon, and that is, that Bella shall obey me as my own little
scholars do.”
Miss Bella was not at all pleased with the idea of obeying any one, and
so she was continually showing off her independent airs as they walked,
hiding behind trees, describing eccentric circles around the rest of
the party, or darting off in tangents. At length she became so
troublesome, that Agnes determined to shorten their walk, and turned to
retrace their steps; at this Miss Bella was highly indignant, and
declared “that she would not go back, she would go on, down there by
the water.”
They were at this time near an open space, which reached to the water,
at the end of which was a dock, for the convenience of those who wished
to go out upon the lake in boats. Agnes endeavored to detain the wilful
child, but she suddenly pulled away from her, and started like the wind
for the dock. Agnes called, and the children screamed, in vain; faster
and faster ran the little witch, still looking behind every moment to
see if she was pursued, till at length she tripped over a log, and fell
far out into the water. Agnes clasped her hands in speechless terror,
while the cries of the children were loud and agonizing. Just then a
boat in which were two gentlemen rounded a point of land near them, and
made rapidly for the struggling child, who in another moment was lifted
into the boat, and handed up to the arms of Agnes.
Agnes was too much agitated to take particular notice of these
strangers, but taking off her shawl she wrapped the dripping child in
it, while one of her preservers carried her into a cottage near by,
Agnes and the still weeping children following. When the child was
placed in the kind woman’s bed, and little Rosa was sent home to ask
Susan for some clothes to put on her, with special directions not to
alarm Mrs. Danby, Agnes returned to the sitting-room of the cottage, to
thank the strangers who had so opportunely come to their assistance,
when what was her astonishment to find that one of them was her old
friend, Tom Wharton.
“And you knew I was in town, Mr. Wharton, and have been here three or
four days without coming to see me,” said she.
“Oh! you know I don’t do things just like other people,” answered Tom;
“and to tell the truth, though I have no fear of ghosts and hobgoblins,
I have not yet had the courage to face two famous man-hunters, who I
hear reside under the same roof with you, Agnes. But it is time I
should introduce you to my friend Mr. Harrington, the present
proprietor of “the Rookery,” together with all the spirits, black and
white, red and grey, who are the inhabitants thereof.”
Agnes was glad to meet Mr. Harrington, of whom she had often heard her
uncle speak in terms of great admiration, as an accomplished gentleman
and a Christian; and one who used the large property he had inherited
in deeds of benevolence and usefulness. They had been for some time in
conversation about the friends at Brook Farm, from whom the two
gentlemen had lately parted, when little Rosa returned.
Rosa found that her older sisters and Mrs. Danby had gone out for a
walk; so it was a very easy matter to get some dry clothes for Bella,
and bring her safe home before her mother heard of the accident. What
was the surprise of the Misses Fairland, as, in coming down the street,
they saw Agnes returning, accompanied by one of the handsome strangers
whose acquaintance they had been “dying” to make; while the other
followed, carrying little Bella Danby in his arms. A few words sufficed
to tell the story of the accident, and to introduce the strangers, who,
with the utmost cordiality, were urged to come in; an invitation which
was unhesitatingly accepted by Mr. Harrington, and rather reluctantly
by Mr. Tom Wharton. Mrs. Danby, pale and agitated, took her little
darling in her arms, and hurried to her own room, there to administer
certain restoratives, and, much against the young lady’s will, to place
her again in bed.
Mr. Harrington, having now gained the _entrée_ to Mr. Fairland’s house,
seemed inclined to be a frequent visitor, much to the gratification of
the ladies Calista and Evelina, who laid siege to him right and left.
If my reader possessed the key to Mr. Harrington’s real object in
coming to Wilston, perhaps he would be as much amused as the gentleman
himself at the efforts, so exceedingly apparent, to gain for one of
them possession of his hand and fortune; for that Mr. Harrington was
wealthy, they were well assured. They each kept out a _hook_, too, for
Mr. Tom Wharton, in case the other was successful in taking the more
valuable prey; but the bait was by no means tempting to Mr. Tom, who
darted off, leaving his friend, unsupported and alone, to resist the
attacks of these practised, but hitherto unsuccessful anglers.
“Well, Harrington,” said Mr. Tom Wharton to his friend one day, “since
your object in bringing me down here with you is accomplished, I must
now leave you to your fate. What that may be, in the midst of attacks
from spirits by night, and from more substantial persecutors by day, I
cannot divine; but if there is anything left of you, I shall hope to
see you in the city before long, and to hear the account you have to
give of yourself.”
“I thank you for your services thus far, my dear friend,” said Mr.
Harrington; “still, I think it would be the part of disinterested
friendship to stay and help me a little longer.”
“I can’t—I can’t stand it, Harrington. _You_ may be able to bear it
better; but I’m not used to this sort of thing, and I don’t know how to
get along with it at all. Your case is a hard one, I acknowledge, my
friend; but having some business of my own to attend to, I must leave
you to fight out your own battles.” And Mr. Tom Wharton, resolutely
closed his ears to his friend’s appeals, and took his departure.
A beautiful little boat which Mr. Harrington had ordered from the city
having arrived, he called, one afternoon, at Mr. Fairland’s, to ask the
ladies if they would take a sail with him upon the lake. Most eagerly
the Misses Fairland consented, and were leaving the room to prepare to
go, when Mr. Harrington turned to Agnes, who happened to be in the
room, and said:
“May I not hope for the pleasure of Miss Elwyn’s company too?” Upon
which Miss Evelina, with a childishly-confidential air, raised herself
on tiptoe, and whispered in his ear:
“It is not _at all_ necessary to ask her: we never feel obliged to, I
assure you. She is only _governess to the children_.”
But Mr. Harrington renewed his invitation, which Agnes had respectfully
declined, when Mr. Fairland entered the room, and Mr. Harrington
appealed to him.
“Go? Certainly Agnes must go; she has never been on the lake in a
sail-boat, and I have often heard her say she would delight to go.
Come, Agnes! put on your things without a word, and go along.”
Thus urged, Agnes consented to go, though she felt a little
uncomfortable at the silent displeasure of the Misses Fairland. There
was a pleasant breeze, and the little boat flew like a bird over the
dancing waves. Agnes, a devoted admirer of nature, was in an ecstasy
which she could not conceal, as one beautiful view succeeded another
during their sail up the lake; but the other ladies were so much
occupied in trying the effect of _art_, that they had no eye for the
beauties of _nature_. The breeze soon died away, leaving them far from
home, and Mr. Harrington was obliged to take to his oars; and long
before the village was in sight, the gentle moon had begun her walk
through “golden gates,” throwing across the water a brilliant column of
light, sparkling and dancing in glorious beauty on the gentle ripples
of the lake.
“Now is the time for music,” said Mr. Harrington; “for truly
‘Music sounds the sweetest
Over the rippling waves.’”
But for once the Misses Fairland were obliged to relinquish the
opportunity of charming by their united voices; the only music in which
they were practised, and which they thought worth listening to, being
of the flourishing, trilling, running, quavering, shrieking kind; and
this they could not attempt without their “notes” and the “instrument.”
Mr. Harrington then proposed to Agnes to sing some sweet old-fashioned
airs; and laying down his oars, he took a seat beside her, and joined
his rich tenor to the strangely-melodious tones of her voice; and as
the harmony floated over the water, it seemed almost like the music of
heaven. This was a state of things by no means agreeable to the two
neglected ladies in the other end of the boat, and Miss Calista began
to be afraid of the night air, and Miss Evelina was taken with a
hacking cough; so that Mr. Harrington was obliged to resume his oars,
and row them rapidly to the village.
Mr. Harrington consented to moor his boat, and accompany the ladies up
to the house to tea. Anxious to try the effect of their own
accomplishments, the Misses Fairland, soon after tea, led the
conversation to the subject of music, and were easily persuaded to
attempt, with the “notes” and “instrument,” some of their favorite
songs. And now began a flourishing and screaming unparalleled in the
annals of music. Miss Calista screamed, “I love only thee!” and then
Miss Evelina shrieked, “I love only thee!” and then Miss Calista
trilled it—and Miss Evelina howled it—and Miss Calista quavered it—and
Miss Evelina ran it—and then one of them started on it, and the other
ran and caught up with her—and then one burred for some time on
thee-e-e-e-e, while the other ran up and down, still asserting as
rapidly as possible, and insisting boldly, and stoutly asseverating, “I
love only thee!”—and then, with a combined shriek, they made known the
fact once more and finally, and then the ears of their hearers were
allowed to rest.
“Now, girls, if you have done with that clatter,” said Mr. Fairland, “I
want Agnes to sing for _me_ one of those sweet old Scotch songs; it
will be quite refreshing after all this screeching.”
“Oh!” said Miss Calista, rising from the instrument, and casting up her
eyes at Mr. Harrington, “my dear old papa has the _oddest,
old-fashioned_ taste!”
But as soon as Agnes began to sing, it seemed as if Mr. Harrington’s
taste was quite as “odd” and “old-fashioned” as that of the “dear old
papa” himself; for he was guilty of the impropriety of not hearing what
Miss Evelina was saying to him, and soon rose and took his stand by the
piano, where he showed very plainly that he had no ear for any other
sound than that of Agnes’ voice.
Agnes went to bed with some very pleasant thoughts that night; for,
though tongues may be silent, _eyes_ can tell their story very soon;
and it _is_ a pleasant thing to find one’s self an object of interest
to some noble heart; and particularly grateful was it to Agnes, in her
present lonely, toiling life. And she needed all the inward peace and
comfort she possessed, to enable her to bear the increased ill-nature
of Mrs. Fairland and her daughters; for the “mamma” was no less
displeased than the young ladies themselves at the prospect of the
failure of one of their cherished plans.
And now, when Mr. Harrington called, there was generally some excuse
contrived for sending Agnes from the room, and for keeping her busy in
some other part of the house; and though Agnes was indignant at this
evident desire to get her out of the way, by putting upon her labor
which they had no right to require of her, yet, at the time, and in Mr.
Harrington’s presence, she would not contest the point, but quietly
left the room. This never happened, however, when Mr. Fairland was
present, as the good man, if he had fully seen through all the plans of
his wife and daughters, could not have discomfited them more surely
than he always contrived to do.
In the meantime, the ladies Calista and Evelina never for a moment
relaxed their efforts, or ceased to practise their arts, upon the
wealthy and agreeable stranger.
“How _charming_ your place must be Mr. Harrington!” said Miss Evelina
one evening; “I do delight in these old haunted mansions; there is
something so delightfully romantic about them.”
“And have you really heard any of these strange noises at night?” asked
Miss Calista.
“Noises?—enough of them,” he answered; “I have sometimes been so
disturbed, that I could not sleep at all.”
“And what _did_ you do?” asked the young ladies in a breath, their eyes
dilating with horror.
“Why, in the first place,” said Mr. Harrington, “I bought a _terrier_,
and in the next a large _rat-trap_; and by means of both, I succeed in
laying several of the spirits every night, and have strong hopes that,
before long, perfect quiet will be restored to the haunted mansion.”
Then calling Jessie, who was in the room, to his side, Mr. Harrington
took her in his lap, and said:
“You remind me very much of a little blue-eyed, flaxen-haired girl I
have in the city.”
“Why, have you a little girl?” Mr. Harrington, asked the young ladies.
“Yes, two of them,” he answered.
“Oh, how I _doat_ on children!” exclaimed Miss Calista.
“Cousin Agnes, what is the meaning of _doat_?” screamed Master Frank,
running up to Agnes, who just then entered the room.
“What is it to _doat_ on any one?”
“It is to love them very dearly;” answered Agnes quietly.
“Ho! C’listy says she _doats_ on children—she doats on us, don’t she
Rosa?” and Master Frank laughed such a laugh of derision, that Mr.
Harrington was obliged to say something very funny to little Jessie,
who was still sitting on his knee, in order to have an excuse for
laughing too.
Miss Calista fairly trembled with concealed rage, and soon succeeded in
having Master Frank sent off to bed. Indeed, Frank was the cause of so
much mortification to Miss Calista, that she would gladly have banished
him too from the parlor, but he was lawless, and no one in the house
could do anything with him but Agnes.
Mr. Harrington was very fond of children, and often had long
conversations with little Frank, whose bold, independent manners seemed
to please him much. One evening when he was talking to him, Frank said:
“Mr. Harrington I’m saving up my money to buy a boat just like yours.”
“You are, hey, Frank? and how much have you got towards it?” asked Mr.
Harrington.
“Oh! I’ve got two sixpences, and a shilling, and three pennies;” said
Frank. “I keep all my money in a china-box, one of C’listy’s boxes she
used to keep her red paint in; _this_, you know!” touching each cheek
with his finger.
This was too much for Miss Calista; she rushed from the room, and
vented her indignation in a burst of angry tears, and the next time she
met Master Frank, she gave him a slap upon his cheek, which made it a
deeper crimson than the application of her own paint would have done.
All these slights and mortifications were revenged upon poor Agnes, who
would gladly have left a place where she was so thoroughly
uncomfortable; but the thought of the children, to whom she had become
attached, and who seemed now to be rewarding her pains and trouble by
their rapid improvement, deterred her from taking a step which should
separate her from them forever. Poor Tiney too, who seemed rapidly
failing under the power of disease, and who clung to her so fondly, how
could she leave her?
XVI.
Death and the Fugitive.
“She came with smiles the hour of pain to cheer,
Apart she sighed; alone, she shed the tear,
Then, as if breaking from a cloud she gave
Fresh light, and gilt the prospect of the grave.”
—CRABBE.
One summer night, Agnes, who had been up till very late, soothing and
quieting poor Tiney, and had at last succeeded in singing her to sleep,
left her in Susan’s care, and returned to her own room. It was a
lovely, warm, moonlight evening, and Agnes stood by her raised window,
watching the shadows of the tall trees which were thrown with such
vivid distinctness across the gravel walks and the closely trimmed
lawn, and thinking of a pleasant walk she had taken that day, and of
some one who joined her, (as was by no means unusual,) on her return
from the woods with the younger children.
Suddenly her reverie was broken by the sound of a few chords struck
very lightly and softly upon a guitar. The sound came from the clump of
trees, the shadows of which Agnes had just been admiring; and she
supposed they were the prelude to a serenade. Her heart whispered to
her who the musician might be, for though she had never heard him, with
whom her thoughts had been busy, touch the guitar, yet with his ardent
love for music, she did not doubt that he might if he chose, accompany
his rich voice upon so simple an instrument.
But now the blood which had crimsoned her cheek flowed back
tumultuously to her heart, as she heard a voice she could not mistake,
humming very softly the notes of a sad and touching air, which she and
Lewie had often sung together. This plaintive singer could be no other
than her brother. But why here, at night, and in this clandestine
manner, evidently trying to win her attention, without arousing that of
others? The house seemed quiet: and Agnes, throwing a shawl about her,
quickly descended the stairs, and, quietly opening a side door, crossed
the lawn, and in another moment stood beside her brother, under the
shade of the tall old elms.
“Lewie! is it indeed you?”
He made no answer, he said not one word, but, drawing Agnes to a seat
under one of the trees, he seated himself beside her, and laying his
head upon her shoulder, he was quiet for a few moments; and then Agnes
felt his frame tremble with sudden emotion, and heard a deep sob.
“Lewie! my brother! do speak to me! What is it? Do not keep me in
suspense! What dreadful thing has happened?”
“Agnes,” said he, with a sudden and forced calmness, the words coming
slowly from between his white, stiffened lips—“Agnes, it is—_murder_!”
Agnes did not scream—she did not faint—forgetfulness for a moment would
have been a relief. In a flash she had comprehended it all.
“Lewie,” said she, “is there blood upon this hand?”
“Agnes, it is true; your brother is a murderer! No less a murderer,
because the blow was struck in the heat of sudden passion, and when the
brain was inflamed with wine; and no less a murderer, because it was
repented of the moment given, and before the fatal consequences were
suspected. My sister, I am a fugitive and a wanderer, hunted by the
officers of justice, and doomed to the prison or the gallows.”
It seemed to Agnes like a fearful dream! It was too dreadful to be
true! The thought crossed her mind, perhaps it _is_ a dream; she had
had dreams as vivid, and had awakened with such a blessed feeling of
relief. But no! she clasped Lewie’s cold hand in hers, and felt assured
it was all reality. For a few moments she could only bury her face in
her hands, and rock to and fro and groan. She was aroused from this
state of agonized feeling by Lewie, who said:
“And now, what shall I do, Agnes? I have come all this way on foot, and
at night, to see you once more, and to ask you what I should do? Oh
that I had been more willing to follow your gentle guidance before,
sweet sister!—but I have followed nothing but the dictates of my own
ungoverned passions. Shall I try to escape, or shall I give myself up
for trial? On my word, Agnes, I am not a murderer by intention. I was
excited; something was said which tried my quick temper; I answered
with a burst of sudden passion; more taunting words followed; and,
quicker than the lightning’s flash, I had dealt the blow which laid my
class-mate dead at my feet I was sobered in one moment; and oh, Agnes!
what, _what_ would I not have given to restore my murdered friend to
life!—not for my own sake; for I never thought of myself till urged by
my terror-stricken companions to fly. Then I thought of my own safety;
and, my darling sister, I thought of you, and determined that you
should hear of your brother’s disgrace and crime from no lips but his
own. I have been hanging about here all day, but could not see you; and
finding no other way to call your attention, I borrowed this guitar at
the tavern, and have been watching from these trees, till I saw a white
form at a window, which I knew was yours. Now, Agnes, what shall I do?”
“Oh, Lewie, what can I say but _fly_, and save yourself from an
ignominious fate! It may not be right counsel; but how can a sister
advise otherwise? My poor, poor brother!” And Agnes was relieved by a
passionate burst of tears. And now came the time for parting. He must
go, for they would be likely to seek him in the home of his only
sister,—he must go quickly and quietly;—and, with a few hurried words,
in which his sister commended him to God, and entreated him to go to
_Him_ for pardon and peace, and with one last fond embrace, they
parted. Agnes returned to the house with feeble, staggering steps,
stricken to the very heart.
No sleep visited the eyes of Agnes that night; and when she appeared in
the breakfast room the following morning, her pale and haggard
countenance showed marks of extreme suffering, which should have been
respected even by the Misses Fairland. But no! their quick ears had
also caught the tones of the guitar, and rushing to a window on that
side of the house, in the expectation of a serenade, they had seen
Agnes as she crossed the lawn, and returned again to the house. Here
was food for conjecture, and jealousy for the suspicious ladies, and
they had long been awaiting the arrival of Agnes in the breakfast room,
hoping to have the mystery cleared up.
“May we be informed, Miss Elwyn,” began Miss Calista, “how long you
have been in the habit of receiving signals from lovers, and stealing
out at night to give them clandestine meetings in the grove?”
A bright blush suffused the cheek of Agnes, which died away
immediately, leaving it of an ashy paleness, as she said:
“I have met no lover in the grove, Calista, at least not what _you_
mean by a lover,” she added, thinking this might be an evasion, for did
not her brother love her dearly?
“Not what _I_ call a lover,” said Miss Calista; “a very nice
distinction! then you do not deny that you met what _you_ call a lover
in the grove. Indeed you need trouble yourself to make no denial, for
Evelina and I both watched you.”
Agnes rose from the table, and all who were gathered around it were
amazed at the unusual vehemence of her manner, as with an expression of
intense wretchedness upon her face, she exclaimed:
“Oh! _do, do_ let me alone! do leave me in quiet; for I am very, very
unhappy!”
And hastily, and with great agitation, Agnes left the room.
Mr. Fairland, who was so much interested in a paragraph in the paper,
which appeared to shock him exceedingly, that he had not heard the
ill-natured remarks of his daughters, looked up just as Agnes rose from
the table, and heard her agonized address.
With more sternness than usual, he asked his daughters what they had
been saying to Agnes, and on hearing their account of the conversation,
he exclaimed:
“Poor Agnes! you will see in this paper girls something that will shock
you, and will perhaps inspire you with a little sympathy for one whom
it seems to be your delight to torment. You may perhaps now guess who
it was that Agnes met in the grove last night.”
The Misses Fairland were really shocked to read the account of the
murder, and to read the name of Lewis Elwyn as the murderer; and
something like remorse for a moment visited their minds, that they had
added to the sufferings of the already burdened heart of Agnes.
“Poor fellow! poor young man!” exclaimed Mr. Fairland; “such a handsome
fellow as he was, and such a sweet singer too! this seems to have been
done in a sudden passion; and not without provocation too. But it is an
awful thing! Poor Agnes! she must not attempt to teach the children
while she is so distressed; and I do desire girls, that you will have
the _decency_, if you have not the _feeling_, to leave her entirely
undisturbed.”
Days passed on and nothing was heard of the fugitive. Oh, what days of
restless and painful suspense to Agnes! Had she not had constant and
unusual occupation for her time, it seemed to her that she could not
keep her reason. But poor Tiney had grown suddenly and alarmingly
worse, and the physician said a very days at most would terminate her
sufferings. With all the distressing thoughts which crowded upon her,
Agnes remained by the bed-side of the little sufferer, endeavoring to
soothe and cheer her descent to the dark valley.
Mrs. Fairland, who though indolent and indifferent in many things with
regard to her children, was not altogether without natural affection,
passed much of her time, during the last two or three days of Tiney’s
life, in her room, sitting quietly near the head of the bed. Mr.
Fairland, who seemed more overcome even than Agnes expected, hardly
ever left the bed-side. The older sisters looked in occasionally for a
few moments, but their “nerves” (always ready as an excuse with people
destitute of feeling) would not allow their staying for more than five
minutes at a time, in the room of the sick child. The younger children
wandered restlessly about the house, their little hearts oppressed by
the first approach of death among their number; sometimes coming in
quietly to look at the dying sister, and then wandering off again.
“Cousin Agnes, _must_ I _die_?” asked Tiney, the day before her death,
as Agnes and her father and mother were sitting near her.
“You are not afraid to die, dear Tiney, are you?” asked Agnes in reply.
“No, I shall love to die, because you told me I would never be sick any
more; but I feel a _little_ afraid to go to Heaven.”
“Afraid to go to Heaven, dear Tiney! And why should you be afraid to go
there?” asked Agnes, in astonishment; for she had, oftener than ever,
of late, talked to the failing child of the glories of heaven, and did
not doubt that, even with her poor weak mind, she had so trusted by
faith in the merits of an all-sufficient Redeemer, that through those
merits her spirit would be welcomed to that blissful abode.
“I was thinking,” answered Tiney, “that I don’t _know anybody_, there;
not a single soul; and I feel so shy with strangers. Will they love me
there, cousin Agnes, as you and papa do?”
Agnes could not repress the tears at this question, so natural,
perhaps, to a simple child, and yet one which she had never thought of
as likely to occur to one before. But she talked to Tiney so soothingly
and sweetly of Him who loved little children when on earth, and who was
watching for her now, and would send some lovely angel to bear her to
His breast, that poor Tiney lost her fears, and longed for the hour of
her release. And it came the next morning. Just as the glorious sun was
rising over the lake, the spirit of poor little suffering Tiney left
its earthly dwelling, and began its long and never-ending day of
happiness.
Oh! what a brilliant light shone for once in those dark gray eyes, as
Tiney raised them, with a look of wonder and astonishment and joy, as
if she saw far, far beyond the limits which bounded her mortal
sight!—and as, with an enraptured expression, she murmured something
about “that lovely music,” the light faded from the still wide open and
glassy eye; and Agnes, passing her hand gently over the lids, said,
“Mr. Fairland, she is gone!” and the first thought of her sad heart
was, “Oh that I too were at rest!” But she checked it in one moment,
when she remembered that there were duties and conflicts and trials
before her yet; and she determined she would go forward, in the Divine
strength, into the furnace which she must needs go through, in order to
be refined and purified.
Once, during Tiney’s last sickness, a messenger called for Agnes, and
put a note and a little bouquet of green-house flowers into her hand.
At first, Agnes hoped that the note might contain tidings of her
brother; but though disappointed in this respect, the contents of the
note were soothing and grateful to her troubled heart. The words were
simply these:
“Is there _anything_ I can do for you? And if you need a friend, will
you call upon me?” The note was signed “C.H.”
At first Agnes merely said, in a despairing tone, “Oh no! nothing can
be done;” and then, feeling that a different answer should be sent to a
message so kind, she tore off a bit of the paper, and wrote upon it:
“Nothing can be done for me now. Believe me, I will not hesitate to
call upon you, when you can do me any good.”
The day after Tiney’s death, officers came to search Mr. Fairland’s
house for the fugitive, having traced him to Wilston. Every corner of
the house was searched, and even the chamber of death was not spared.
The search, of course, was unsuccessful; but, the day after poor
Tiney’s funeral, came tidings to Agnes of the arrest of her brother. He
was taken at last, and safely lodged in the jail at Hillsdale, where he
was to await his trial.
And now Agnes, whose office ever seemed of necessity to be that of
consoler and comforter, must leave her little charge, and go to be near
her brother. It was a bitter parting; it seemed as if the children
could not let her go; and the scene recalled so vividly to Agnes the
parting with Miss Edwards at Brook Farm, that the recollection made
her, if possible, still more sad, as she thought the resemblance might
be carried out even to the end, and the close of this earthly scene to
her might be as melancholy as was that of her beloved teacher.
She promised Mr. Fairland that, as soon as she could attend to it, she
would ascertain if there were vacancies in Mrs. Arlington’s school for
Rosa and Jessie, and also if Mr. Malcolm would consent to take charge
of Frank’s education; and, accompanied by Mr. Fairland, she left
Wilston, as she supposed, forever.
XVII.
The Jail.
“I may not go, I may not go,
Where the sweet-breathing spring-winds blow;
Nor where the silver clouds go by,
Across the holy, deep blue sky;
Nor where the sunshine, warm and bright
Comes down, like a still shower of light;
I must stay here
In prison drear;
Oh! heavy life, wear on, wear on,
Would God that thou wert gone.”
—FANNY KEMBLE.
They reached Brook Farm late in the evening, and here the greeting,
though not as noisy and joyous, was warmer, and if possible more
affectionate than ever. They all loved Lewie in spite of his many
faults, and their sympathy was most sincere and hearfelt for Agnes, who
was very dear to them all. As soon as Agnes could speak to Mr. Wharton
alone, she said:
“Uncle, have you seen him?”
“Every day, dear Agnes, and have been with him some hours each day.”
“And how does he feel, dear Uncle?”
“Relieved, I think, on the whole; that the suspense is over thus far.
He says he would not live over again the last three weeks for worlds.
Many and many a time he had almost resolved to return and give himself
up for trial; but the thought of you, Agnes, prevented. He said that
you must be a sharer in all his trouble and disgrace, and if he could
spare your distress and suffering, by escaping from the country, he
meant to try and do it, and then he would soon be forgotten, except by
the few who cared for him.”
“And how does he feel about the—the result, uncle?”
“Hopeful, I think; he seems to think it cannot be brought in murder,
when murder was so far from his intention.”
“And what do _you_ think, uncle?”
“I am inclined to think with Lewie, dear; there is always a leaning
towards mercy, and your brother has counsel, the very best in the
State.”
“Oh, uncle, how very kind! how can we ever repay you for your
kindness?”
“No thanks to me in this matter, Agnes; Mr. W—— has been retained by
one who does not wish his name known; one who would be glad, I fancy,
to have a nearer right to stand by you through these coming scenes, but
who will not trouble you with these matters at present.”
A bright blush came up in Agnes’ cheek, and as suddenly died away as
she said:
“One question more, uncle; when will it take place—the trial, I mean?”
“It will probably come on in November,” her uncle answered.
“Two long months of imprisonment for my poor brother!” said Agnes.
“But remember, Agnes, those two months will be diligently employed by
his counsel in preparing his defence.”
“And by those on the other side, in making strong their cause against
him, uncle. My poor dear Lewie! how I long to see him; and yet how I
dread the first meeting, oh! if that were only over!”
The next morning, immediately after breakfast, Mr. Wharton and Agnes
drove over to Hillsdale. Agnes shuddered, and turned pale, as they drew
near the gloomy jail with its iron-barred windows, and closing her eyes
she silently prayed for strength and calmness for the meeting with her
brother. Mr. Wharton conducted her to the door of the room in which her
brother was confined, and left her there, as he knew they would both
prefer that their first meeting should be without witnesses. In one
respect Agnes was agreeably disappointed; she had expected to find her
brother in a close, dark dungeon; and was much surprised to find
herself in a pleasant, light room, with table, books, writing
materials, and everything very comfortable about him; the only things
there to remind her that she was in a prison, being the locked door,
and the grated window.
Agnes had been preparing herself ever since she first received the
tidings of her brother’s arrest, for this meeting; and she went through
it with a calmness and composure which astonished herself. But poor
Lewie was completely overcome. He knew his sister would come to him;
but he had not expected her so soon, and the first intimation he had of
her arrival, was the sight of her upon the threshold of his door.
“Poor Agnes! poor dear sister!” said he, as soon as he could speak;
“what have I ever been from my childhood up, but a source of trouble
and distress to you. You were punished for my ungoverned temper all
through your childhood; you are suffering for it now; you will have to
suffer for it more, till your bloom is all gone, and you are worn to a
skeleton. If I had dared, Agnes—if I had dared, I should have put an
end to this mortal existence; and thus I should have saved you all this
coming disgrace and misery. But I had not the courage to lay violent
hands upon myself, and go, a deliberate suicide, into the presence of
my Maker. I have tried all other means; I have gone through exposure
and fatigue, which at any other time I know would have killed me; I
have laid out all night in the rain; _I_, who used to be so susceptible
to cold, but nothing seemed to hurt me. I have been reserved for other
and more terrible things. And you, Agnes, who are always kind, and
forbearing, and self-sacrificing, it seems to be your fate ever to
suffer and endure for others. Oh, my sister, you deserve a happier
lot!”
“Don’t talk so, dear Lewie!” said Agnes; “you have given me very many
happy hours, and all the little troubles of ‘long, long ago’ are
forgotten. And now, what greater pleasure can I have than that of
sitting with you here, working and reading, and trying to wile away the
tedious hours of your captivity?”
“Agnes! this must not be! I cannot allow it. It will brighten the whole
day for me, if you will come and spend an hour or two with me every
morning; but I cannot consent that you shall be immured for the whole
day in the walls of this gloomy prison-house.”
“But what can you do, Lewie? I am going to be obstinate for once, and
take my own course. Uncle will drive me over every morning, and come
for me at night; and I am going to enjoy a pleasure long denied me, of
spending every day with my darling brother.”
“Oh, Agnes! this is too, too much!”
“Not too much at all, Lewie. Do you think I could be happy anywhere
else than with you? What should I do at uncle’s but roam the house,
restless and impatient, every moment I am absent from you? And the
nights will seem so long, because they separate me from you!”
“Oh! how utterly undeserving!—how _utterly undeserving_ such love and
devotion!” said Lewie, pacing up and down the room. “Sweet
sister!—dearest Agnes!—now has my prison lost all its gloom; and were
it not for the future, I might be happier here than when out in the
world; for temptation here is far from me, and only good influences
surround me.”
“And what of the future, dear?”
“Of my trial, Agnes? Well, I hardly know what to say. My friends and
lawyers try to keep up my spirits, and mention to me many hopeful
things; and, for the time, I too feel encouraged. But I can think of
many things that a skilful lawyer can bring up against me, and which
would weigh very heavily. I am trying to think of the _worst_ as a
_probability_; so that if it comes, I shall not be overwhelmed.”
“Oh!” said Agnes, shuddering, and covering her eyes, as if to shut out
some horrid spectacle, “it cannot be! I cannot bring myself to
contemplate it for a moment!”
“And yet it _may be_, Agnes! or they may spare my life, and doom me to
wear out long years of imprisonment, and then send me out into the
world a blighted and ruined man! That is the best I can hope for; and
but for the disgrace which would come upon me, I should say the sudden
end is better.”
“And what of the future _after that_, Lewie? for that, after all, is
the great concern.”
“The _eternal future_ you mean, Agnes. Ah! my sister, the prospect
there is darker and more dreary still. I know enough of religion to
feel assured that my short life has not been spent in the way to
prepare me for a future of happiness; and I am not yet so hardened as
to pretend not to dread a future of misery.”
“God grant such may not be your fate, dear brother. Whether life be
long or short, happy or sorrowful, our future depends upon heart-felt
repentance here, and faith in the ‘sinner’s Friend.’ You have now time
for quiet and reflection. Oh! improve it dear Lewie, in so humbling
yourself before Him whom you have offended, and in so seeking for
pardon, that He will bless you and grant you peace.”
“I see, Agnes,” said her brother, with a sad smile, “you want me to
follow in the footsteps of all other offenders and criminals, who,
after doing all the mischief possible, and living for their own selfish
gratification while abroad in the world, spend the time of their
imprisonment in acts of penitence and devotion, and go out of the
world, as they all invariably do, in the full odor of sanctity, in
peace with God, and in charity with men.”
“Is my advice to you in any way different, my dear brother, from what
it was when you were free and unrestrained? Indeed, so much did I dread
the effect of your undisciplined temper, and so assured did I feel that
for you the grace of God was peculiarly necessary, that I have feared I
sometimes made my presence unwelcome by my constant warnings and
admonitions.”
“Never, Agnes—never, dearest sister! I always thanked you from my
inmost heart for your kind, loving, tender counsel; and though
apparently I turned it off lightly and carelessly, yet it often sank
deep in my heart; and when parted from you, I often thought what a
miserable wretch I was not to give better heed to it.”
“Yet, Lewie dear, I will not deny that I think the need more urgent
than ever for repentance and pardon now. I do not wish to harrow up
your feelings, dear brother; but, oh! it is an awful thing to send a
fellow-creature into eternity!”
“And do you think that thought ever for a moment leaves me, Agnes?
Indeed, I think that while I have been skulking and hiding, hunted and
pursued from one place to another, and since I have been shut up in
these walls, every harrowing thought that could possibly be brought
before my mind, has been dwelt upon till it seemed sometimes as if I
should go mad. I have mourned for Cranston as if I had no hand in his
death; I have thought of him in all his hope and promise; I have
thought of his poor mother and sisters, till the tears have rained from
my cheeks; and I believe I have been sincere in my feeling, that if by
suffering an ignominious death, I could restore my murdered friend to
life, I should be _glad_ to be the sacrifice. And then when I thought
of _myself_ as the cause of all this suffering, it seemed as if it
ought not to be a matter of wonder or complaint if the verdict should
be, that such a wretch should cumber the earth no longer. And yet,
Agnes, in the eye of Him who looketh only on the heart, I believe I was
as much a murderer when I struck down my school-mate in the play-ground
as now. For in the height of my passion then, I think I should have
been glad to have killed him. But the thought of _murder_ did not enter
my heart when I struck poor Cranston; it was a sort of instinctive
movement; the work of a moment; and had not the murderous weapon been
in my hand, the effects of the blow would have been but slight.”
Many such conversations as these passed between the young prisoner and
his sister, during those two months preceding the trial—every day of
which, except during church hours on Sunday, Agnes passed with him from
morning till night, almost as much a prisoner as he, except that hers
was not compulsory. This time was faithfully improved by Agnes, in
endeavoring to lead her brother to right views upon the subject of his
own condition in the sight of a Holy God. He was very gentle and
teachable now, and before the day of trial came, Agnes hoped that her
brother was a true penitent, though his own hopes of pardon were faint
and flickering.
Mr. Malcolm too, often visited young Elwyn, in whom he was most deeply
interested; and his gentle teachings and fervent prayers were eagerly
listened to by the youthful prisoner. Mr. W——, his counsel, came often,
also, but in his endeavors to keep up the spirits of Lewie and his
sister, his manner was so trifling and flippant that it grated on their
feelings painfully. He was working as laboriously it seemed, as the
enormous fee promised him would warrant, leaving no stone unturned
which would throw some favorable light on young Elwyn’s case. Thus days
and weeks passed on, and in the midst of increasing agitation and
excitement, the day of trial came.
When the brother and sister parted the evening before the trial, Agnes
once more renewed the entreaties she had so often made that Lewie would
allow her to remain by his side during the painful events of the coming
day. But his refusal was firm and unyielding.
“No, no, dear sister, pray do not urge it,” said he. “I know I shall be
too much agitated as it is; I do not believe I can go through it with
even an appearance of calmness alone; and how much more difficult it
would be for me with you by my side. I know I could not bear it. No!
Agnes, remain in the village if you prefer it, but do not let me see
your dear face again till my fate is decided. Let us pray once more
together, sweet sister—let us pray for mercy from God and man.” And
when they arose from their knees they took their sad farewell, and
Agnes accompanied her uncle to the house of her kind friend, Dr.
Rodney, where she was to remain till the trial was over.
XVIII.
The Trial.
“The morn lowered darkly; but the sun hath now,
With fierce and angry splendor, through the clouds
Burst forth, as if impatient to behold
This our high triumph. Lead the prisoner in.”
—VESPERS OF PALERMO.
To say that, long before the hour fixed for the trial, the court room
was crowded to its utmost capacity with eager and expectant faces,
would be to repeat what has been written and said of every trial, the
events of which have been chronicled; but it would be no less true for
that. And when the young prisoner was brought into the room, his
handsome face pale from agitation and recent confinement, and with an
expression of intense anxiety in his eye, all not before deeply
interested for the friends of the unfortunate Cranston were moved to
pity, and strongly prepossessed in his favor.
Mr. W——, the counsel for the prisoner, was an able and eloquent lawyer.
He was a small, slight man, with a high, bald forehead; and a pair of
very bright, black, restless eyes. His manner was naturally quick and
lively; but he well knew how to touch the tender strings, and make them
give forth a tone in unison with his own, or with that which he had
adopted for his own to suit the occasion. He had an appearance, too, of
being assured of the justice of his cause, and perfectly confident of
success, which was encouraging to the prisoner and his friends.
After the necessary preliminaries and statements had been gone through
with, the witnesses against the prisoner and in his favor were called,
who testified to the fact of the murder, and to the prisoner’s natural
quickness of temper, inducing fits of sudden passion, which, even in
childhood, seemed at times hardly to leave him the mastery of himself.
Friends, school-mates, college-mates, in turn gave their testimony to
the prisoner’s kindness of heart, which would not suffer him to harbor
resentment; and yet many instances were mentioned of fierce and
terrible passion, utterly heedless of results for the moment, and yet
passing away quick as the lightning’s flash.
It was shown that he had no ill-will to young Cranston; on the
contrary, they were generally friendly and affectionate; that they had
been so throughout the evening on which the fatal deed was done. It was
at a supper table, when all were excited by wine; and Cranston, who was
fond of a joke, and rather given to teazing, and being less guarded
than usual, introduced some subject exceedingly unpleasant to young
Elwyn. The quick temper of the latter was aroused at once, and he gave
a hasty and angry reply. The raillery was pushed still farther; and
before those about him had time to interfere, the fatal blow was struck
in frantic passion.
“And is this no palliating circumstance,” said Mr. W——, “that God has
given to this young man a naturally fierce and hasty temper, which
could not brook that which might be borne more patiently by those whose
blood flows more coldly and sluggishly? Is there no difference to be
made in our judgment of men, because of the different tempers and
dispositions with which they were born? Of course there is!—_of course_
there is! It has been clearly shown that there was no malice
aforethought in this case; the injury was not brooded over in silence,
and the plan matured in cold blood to murder a class-mate and friend.
No! on the moment of provocation the blow was struck, with but the
single idea of giving vent to the passion which was bursting his
breast. And those who witnessed his deep remorse and agony of mind,
when he discovered the fatal effects of his passion, as, all regardless
of his own safety, he endeavored to restore his expiring friend to
life, have assured me, that though they were witnesses of the whole
scene, they felt for _him_ only the deepest commiseration.”
And here Mr. W—— paused and wiped his eyes repeatedly, and the sobs of
the young prisoner were heard all over the court room.
“There was one,” Mr. W—— continued, “of whom he wished to speak, and
whom, on some accounts, he would have been glad to bring before the
jury to-day. But he would not outrage the feelings of his young friend
by urging him to consent to the entreaties of his lovely sister, that
she might be permitted to sit by his side in that prisoner’s seat
to-day. She is his only sister; he her only brother; and they are
orphans.” (Here there was a faltering of the voice, a pause, which was
very effective; and after apparently a great effort, Mr. W—— went on.)
“She has sat beside him hour after hour, and day after day, in yonder
dreary jail, endeavoring to make the weary hours of solitude and
captivity less irksome, and lead the prisoner’s heart away from earthly
trouble to heavenly comfort. Her hope in the jury of to-day is strong.
She believes they will not doom her young and only brother to an
ignominious death, and a dishonored grave; she even hopes that they
will not consign him to long years of weary imprisonment; she feels
that he is changed; that he no longer trusts to his own strength to
overcome his naturally strong and violent passions; but that his trust
is in the arm of the Lord his God, who ‘turneth the hearts of men as
the rivers of water are turned.’”
“May He dispose the hearts of these twelve men, on whom the fate of
this youth now hangs, so that they shall show, that like Himself they
are _lovers of mercy_.”
And Mr. W—— sat down and covered his face with his handkerchief. The
hope and expectation of acquittal now were very strong.
And now slowly rose the counsel for the prosecution. Mr. G—— was a tall
thin man, of a grave and stern expression of countenance; his hair was
of an iron-gray, and his piercing gray eye shone from under his shaggy
eye-brows like a spark of fire. It was the only thing that looked like
_life_ about him; and when he first rose he began to speak in a slow,
distinct, unimpassioned manner, and without the least attempt at
eloquence.
“He _had_ intended,” he said, “to call a few more witnesses, but he
found it was utterly unnecessary; those already called had said all he
cared to hear; indeed, he had been much surprised to hear testimony on
the side of the prisoner which he should have thought by right his own.
No one attempts to deny the fact of the killing, and that the deed was
done by the hand of the prisoner. The question for us to decide is, was
it murder? was it man-slaughter? or was it _nothing at all_? for to
that point my learned adversary evidently wishes to conduct us.”
“The young man it appears, by the testimony of friends and
school-mates, has always been of a peculiarly quick and fiery temper;
so much so it seems, that a playful allusion, or what is commonly
called a _teazing_ expression, could not be indulged in at his expense
but his companion was instantly felled to the ground. And was _he_ the
one to arm himself with bowie-knife or revolver? Should one who was
perfectly conscious that he had not the slightest control over his
temper, keep about him a murderous weapon ready to do its deed of death
upon any friend who might unwittingly, in an hour of revelry, touch
upon some sore spot?”
“As soon would I approach a keg of gun-powder with a lighted candle in
my hand, as have aught to do with one so fiery and so armed for
destruction. It has been said that it is the custom for young men in
some of our colleges to go thus armed; the more need of signal
vengeance upon the work of death they do. Gentlemen of the jury, if
this practice is not loudly rebuked we shall have work of this kind
accumulating rapidly on our hands.”
“‘It was done in the heat of frenzied passion, and so the prisoner must
go unpunished.’ My learned friend argued not so, when he appeared in
this place against the murder Wiley; poor, ignorant, and half-witted;
who with his eyes starting from his head with starvation, entered a
farmer’s house, and in the extremity of his suffering demanded bread.
And on being told by the woman of the house to take himself off to the
nearest tavern and get bread, caught up a carving knife and stabbed her
to the heart, seized a piece of bread, and fled from the house. He had
a fiendish temper too; it was rendered fiercer by starvation; and when
asked why he did the dreadful deed, he said he never could have dragged
himself on three miles to the nearest tavern, and he had no money to
buy bread when he got there. He must die anyway, and it might as well
be on the gallows as by the road-side.”
“He, poor fellow, had no friends; he had been brought up in vice and
misery; he had no gentle sister to lead him in the paths of virtue, a
kind word was never spoken to him; a crust of bread was denied him when
he was starving; and above all, he had no wealthy friend to pay an
enormous counsel fee, and my learned opponent standing where he did
just now, called loudly on the jury and said, ‘away with such a fellow
from the earth!’”
“Do not think me blood-thirsty or unfeeling. The innocent sufferer in
this case, the sister of this unfortunate young man, has my deepest
sympathy and commiseration, as she has that of this audience and the
jury. But could those here present have gone with me”—(here the speaker
paused, too agitated to proceed)—“to yonder desolated home; had they
seen a mother, lately widowed, and four young sisters, around the bier
where lay the remains of the murdered son and brother—their only hope
next to God—he for whom they were all toiling early and late, that,
when his education was completed, he in turn might work for them,—had
they heard that mother’s cry for strength, now that her last earthly
prop was thus rudely snatched away, they would have found food for pity
there. I tell you, my friends, I pray that I may never be called upon
to witness such a scene again!”
Wiping his cheeks repeatedly, Mr. G——resumed:
“These tears surprise me; for I am not used to the ‘melting mood,’ and
I cannot afford to weep as readily as my learned opponent, who will
count his pile of bank notes for every tear he sheds, and think those
tears well expended. I speak for an outraged community; my sympathies
are with the poor—with the widow and the fatherless—with those whose
only son and brother has been cut off in his hope and promise, and
consigned to an early grave.”
“Shall these things take place unnoticed and unpunished?—and for a
light and hasty word, shall our young men of promise be cut down in the
midst of their days, and the act go unrebuked of justice? I look not so
much at this individual case as to the general good. Were I to look
only on the prisoner, I too might yield to feeling, and forget justice.
But feeling must not rule here: in the court room, justice alone should
have sway; and I call upon the jury to decide as impartially in this
case as if the poorest and most neglected wretch, brought up in vice
and wretchedness, sat there, instead of the handsome and interesting
prisoner; and I call upon the jury to show that, though in private life
they may be ‘lovers of mercy,’ yet, where the general good is so deeply
involved, they are determined to ‘deal justly’ with the prisoner.”
The judge then gave his charge to the jury, which was thought to lean
rather to the side of the prisoner, though he agreed with Mr. G——, that
some sharp rebuke should be given to the practice, so common among the
young men in some of our colleges, of carrying about with them
offensive weapons.
The prisoner was led back to the jail; the jury retired; and it being
now evening, the court room was deserted.
XIX.
The Sealed Paper.
“Sister, thy brother is won by thee.”—MRS. HEMANS.
The verdict would not be made known till the next morning. Oh! what a
night of mental torture was that to the devoted sister of the prisoner!
The terrible suspense left it out of her power to remain quiet for a
moment, but she restlessly paced the room, watching for the dawn of
day, and yet dreading the signs of its approach. Her aunt, who remained
with her during that anxious night, endeavored as well as she could to
soothe and calm her excited feelings; but how little there was to be
said; she could only point her to the Christian’s never-failing trust
and confidence; and it was only by constant supplications for strength
from on high, as she walked the room, that Agnes was enabled to retain
the slightest appearance of composure, or, as it seemed to her, to keep
her brain from bursting.
The longest night will have an end, and morning at length dawned on the
weary eyes of the watchers. The family rose and breakfasted early, for
an intense excitement reigned throughout the house. Agnes begged to be
allowed to remain in her own room; and though, in compliance with the
entreaties of her friends, she endeavored to eat, she could not swallow
a morsel. Mr. Wharton came early; and soon after breakfast, he and Dr.
Rodney went out. At nine o’clock the court were to assemble, to hear
the verdict; and from that moment, Agnes seated herself at the window,
with her hands pressed on her aching forehead, and her eyes straining
to catch the first glimpse of them as they returned.
She sat thus for an hour or more at the window, and at the end of that
time the crowds began to pass the house, and she soon caught sight of
Dr. Rodney and her uncle. They did not hasten as if they had joyful
news to tell, and as Agnes in her agitation rose as they approached the
gate, and watched their faces as they came up the gravel walk, she saw
there enough to tell her the whole story; and pressing both hands upon
her heart she sat down again, for she had no longer strength to stand.
In a few moments she heard her uncle’s step coming slowly towards her
room. As the door opened very gently she did not raise her head; it had
fallen upon her breast, and she was asking for strength to bear what
she knew was coming. When at length she looked towards her uncle she
saw him standing with his hand still on the lock, and gazing at her
intently. His face was of an ashy paleness, and he seemed irresolute
whether to approach her or to leave the room.
“Uncle,” gasped Agnes, “do not speak now; there is no need; I see it
all,” and slowly she fell to the floor and forgot her bitter sorrow in
long insensibility. When she recovered it was nearly mid-day, and only
her aunt was sitting by her bedside.
“Aunty,” said she, as if bewildered, “what time is it?” Her aunt told
her the time.
“And is it possible,” said Agnes, “that I have slept so late?” and then
pressing her hands to her head, she said:
“Who said ‘_condemned_’ and ‘_sentenced_?’”
“No one has said those words to you, dear Agnes,” said Mrs. Wharton.
“But oh, aunty!” she exclaimed, seizing Mrs. Wharton’s hand, “it is
_true_, is it not? Yes, I know it is. My poor young brother! And here I
have been wasting the time when he wants me so much. I must get up this
moment and go to him.”
Her aunt endeavored to persuade her to remain quiet, telling her that
Mr. Malcolm was with Lewie, and that he was not left alone for a
moment. Agnes insisted, however, upon rising, but on making the attempt
her head became dizzy and she sank back again upon her pillow; and this
was the beginning of a brain fever, which kept her confined to her bed
in unconscious delirium for more than three weeks. In her delirium she
seemed to go back to the days of her childhood, and live them over
again with all the trouble they caused her young heart. Sometimes she
fancied herself a lonely prisoner again in the cold north room, and
sometimes pleading with her little brother, and begging him to “be a
good boy, and to try and not be so cross.” At one time Dr. Rodney had
little hope of her life, and after that he feared permanent loss of
reason, but in both fears he was disappointed. Agnes recovered at
length, and with her mind as clear as ever.
During the days when she was convalescing, but still too weak to leave
her bed, her impatience to get to her brother was so great, that the
doctor feared it would retard her recovery. It could not be concealed
from her that Lewie was ill, and the consciousness that she was so
necessary to him, made it the more difficult for Agnes to exercise that
patience and calmness which were requisite to ensure a return of her
strength. Lewie had taken to his bed, immediately after his return to
the jail, on the morning of the sentence, and had not left it since. He
seemed fast sinking into a decline, and much of the good doctor’s time
was taken up in ministering at the bed-side of the brother and sister.
At length Agnes was so much better that the doctor consented to her
paying her brother a visit. She found him in the condemned cell, but no
manacles were necessary to fetter his limbs, for a chain stronger than
iron bolts confined him to his bed, and that strong chain was perfect
weakness. Though his cell was darker and more dungeon-like, yet through
the kindness of friends the sick young prisoner was made as comfortable
as possible. By a very strong effort Agnes so far commanded herself as
to retain an appearance of outward composure, during that first meeting
after so long and so eventful a separation; and now began again the
daily ministrations of Agnes at the bed-side of her brother, for in
consideration of his feeble condition his sister was permitted to
remain with him constantly.
Lewie knew that he was failing; “I think,” said he to Agnes, “that God
will call for my spirit before the time comes for man to set it free.
But oh! Agnes, if I could once more look upon the green earth, and the
blue sky, and breathe the pure fresh air; and die _free_.”
It was after longings for freedom like these, that when Agnes returned
to Dr. Rodney’s one evening, (for ever since the trial, at the earnest
request of the kind doctor and his wife, she had made their house her
home except when with her brother,) she found her cousin Grace, who
often came over to pass the night with her, waiting her arrival with
tidings in her face.
“Agnes,” said she, “I have heard something to-day which may possibly
cast a ray of hope on Lewie’s case yet.”
“What can it be, dear Grace?” asked Agnes.
“Who do you think the new Governor’s wife is, Agnes?”
“I am sure I cannot imagine.”
“Do you remember that strange girl, Ruth Glenn?”
“Certainly.”
“Well, it is she. Only think how strange! I have no idea how much
influence she has with the Governor; but unless she has changed
wonderfully in her feelings, she would do anything in the world to
serve you, Agnes, as she ought.”
“Oh, blessings on you, Grace! I will go; there _may_ be hope in it; and
if poor Lewie could only die free; for die he must, the doctor assures
me—perhaps before the flowers bloom.”
“Father will go with you, Agnes. I have been talking with him about
it.”
“Oh, how very, very kind you all are to us!” said Agnes. “Then, no time
must be lost, Grace; and if uncle will go with me, we will start as
early as possible in the morning.”
Agnes rose early the next morning, with something like a faint tinge of
color in her cheek, lent to it by the excitement of hope; and after
visiting her brother, to give some explanation of the cause of her
absence, she took her seat in the carriage by her uncle, for they must
ride some miles in order to reach the cars.
They reached the Capitol that afternoon; and Agnes, who felt that she
had very little time to spare, left the hotel a few moments after their
arrival in the city, and, leaning on her uncle’s arm, sought the
Governor’s house. Agnes felt her heart die within her as she ascended
the broad flight of marble steps. Years had passed, and many changes
had taken place since she had met Ruth Glenn. Would she find her again
in the Governor’s lady?
Mrs. F—— was at home, and Mr. Wharton left Agnes at the door, thinking
that, on all accounts, the interview had better be private. “He should
return for her in an hour or two,” he said, “when he intended to call
upon the Governor, who had once been a class-mate and intimate friend.”
Having merely sent word by the servant that an old friend wished to see
Mrs. F——, Agnes was shown into a large and elegantly-furnished parlor,
to await her coming. In a few moments, she heard a light step
descending the stairs, and the rustling of a silk dress, and the
Governor’s lady entered the room.
Could it be possible that this blooming, elegant, graceful woman was
the pale, nervous Ruth Glenn, whom Agnes had befriended at Mrs.
Arlington’s school? To account for this extraordinary change, we must
go back a few years, which we can fortunately do in a few moments, and
give a glance at Ruth Glenn’s history.
She had left school almost immediately after Agnes and her cousins,
having been recommended by Mrs. Arlington to a lady who was looking for
a governess to her children. Here she became acquainted with a lawyer
who visited frequently at the house; a middle-aged man, and a widower,
who was just then looking out for some one to take care of himself and
his establishment. By one of those unaccountable whims which men
sometimes take, this man (who, from his position and wealth, might have
won the hand of almost any accomplished and dashing young lady of his
acquaintance,) was attracted towards the plain, silent governess, and
he very soon, to the astonishment of all, made proposals to her, which
were accepted.
Soon after their marriage, business made it necessary for Mr. F—— to go
to Europe, and Ruth accompanied him. A sea voyage and two years’ travel
abroad entirely restored her health, and with it came, what her husband
had never looked for—_beauty_; while the many opportunities for
improvement and cultivation which she enjoyed, and the good society
into which she was thrown, worked a like marvellous change in her
manners. All her nervous diffidence banished, and in its place she had
acquired a dignified self-possession and grace of manner, which fitted
her well for the station of influence she was to occupy. Soon after her
return, her husband was elected Governor; and the city was already
ringing with praises of the loveliness and affability of the new
Governor’s wife.
No wonder, then, that as Agnes rose to meet her they stood looking at
each other in silence for a moment; Agnes vainly endeavoring to
discover a trace of Ruth Glenn in the easy and elegant woman before
her, and Mrs. F—— trying to divine who this guest who had called
herself an old friend might be.
For sickness and sorrow had changed Agnes too. Her bright bloom was all
gone; her charming animation of manner had given place to a settled
sadness; and though still most lovely, as she stood in her deep
mourning dress, she was but a wreck of the Agnes Elwyn of former years.
But when after a moment Agnes said, “Ruth, do you not know me?”
The scream of delight with which Ruth opened her arms, and clasped her
to her breast, crying out, “_Agnes Elwyn!_—my dear, dear Agnes!”
convinced her that in heart at least her old school-mate was unchanged.
Ruth immediately took Agnes to her own room, that they might be
undisturbed, for she guessed at once her purpose in coming; and then
Agnes opened to her her burdened heart; relating all her brother’s
history; telling her of his naturally strong passions, and saying all
that was necessary to say, in justice to her brother, of the
injudicious training he had received; at the same time treating her
mother’s memory with all possible delicacy and respect.
“And now, dear Ruth,” she said, “I do not come to ask that my young
brother shall be permitted to walk forth to do like evil again;—there
would be no danger of that, even if he were not greatly changed, as I
solemnly believe he is, in heart and temper; for his doom is sealed;
consumption is wasting his frame;—we only ask that we may carry him
forth to die and be buried among his kindred. Oh! how he pines for the
free air and the blue sky, and longs to die elsewhere than in a
condemned cell! If I might be permitted to remove him to my uncle’s
kind home, where he could have comforts and friends about him, I could
close his eyes, it seems to me, with thankfulness, for I do believe
that the Christian’s hope is his.”
Ruth’s sympathizing tears had been flowing down her cheeks, as, with
her hand clasping that of Agnes, she had listened to her sad story. She
now rose, and said she would go to her husband, who was slightly
indisposed, and confined to his room, and prepare him to see Agnes.
“And do, Agnes, talk to him just as you have done to me,” she said. “He
is called a stern man; but he has tender feelings, I can assure you, if
the right chord is only touched.”
Ruth was gone a long time, and Agnes walked the floor of her room in a
state of suspense and agitation only equalled by that of the night
after the trial. At length Ruth returned: she looked sad and troubled.
“Agnes,” said she, “you must see my husband yourself, and say to him
all you have said to me. He is deeply grateful for all you have done
for me, and would do anything in the world for you except what he
thinks, or what he seems to think, would be yielding to the call of
feeling at the expense of justice. He says his predecessor has been
much censured for so often granting pardons to criminals, especially to
any who had influential friends; and I fear that, in avoiding his
errors, he will go to the opposite extreme. He remembers your brother’s
case well, and says, that though it could not be called _deliberate_
murder, still it was murder; and he agrees with the lawyer, Mr. G——,
that some signal reproof should be given to this practice among the
young men of carrying about them offensive weapons. This is all he
said; but he has consented to see you, and is expecting you. I shall
leave you alone with him; and oh! Agnes, do speak as eloquently as you
did to me. I know he cannot resist it.”
The Governor, a tall, fine-looking man, was wrapped in his
dressing-gown, and seated in his easy chair. He rose to receive Agnes,
gave her a cordial welcome as a friend to his wife, and bade her take a
seat beside him; but there was something in his look which said, that
he did not mean to be convinced against his better judgment by two
women.
Agnes was at first too much agitated to speak; but the Governor kindly
re-assured her, by asking her some questions about her brother’s case,
and soon she thought of nothing but him; her courage all revived; and
with an eloquence the more effective from being all unstudied, she told
her brother’s story to the Governor. “He is so young,” said she, “only
eighteen years old; and yet he must die. But, oh! sir, if you would but
save him from being dragged in his weakness to a death of shame, or
from lingering out his few remaining days in that close, dark cell; oh!
if he might only die free!”
“Ruth tells me,” said the Governor, quietly, “that your uncle, Mr.
Wharton, is with you. Is it William Wharton, of C—— County?”
Agnes answered in the affirmative.
“Once a very good friend of mine,” said he; “but it is many years since
we have met. Where is he?”
“He came to the door with me,” answered Agnes, “and will return for me
soon. He hoped to have the pleasure of seeing you, sir.”
“I will see him when he comes,” said the Governor. “Go you back to
Ruth, my dear young lady. I will think of all you have said.”
When Mr. Wharton called, he was admitted to the Governor; and the two
former friends, after a cordial greeting, were closeted together for a
long time. He confirmed all that Agnes said of her brother, and assured
the Governor that it was the opinion of physicians that he could not
recover, and might not last a month. He spoke long and feelingly of the
devotion of Agnes to her brother, in attendance upon whom, in his
loneliness and imprisonment, she had worn out health and strength.
The eyes of the Governor now glistened with emotion as he said, “Well,
well, I hope I shall not be doing wrong. At what time do you leave in
the morning, Mr. Wharton?”
“In the very first train. Agnes cannot be longer from her brother’s
bedside.”
“Can you bring her here for one moment before you leave?”
“Certainly.”
“Well, then, tell her to lie down to-night, and sleep in peace; and may
Heaven bless a sister so devoted, and a friend so true.”
The Governor was not so well when Mr. Wharton and Agnes called the next
morning; but Ruth. appeared, her face radiant with joy, and, throwing
her arms around Agnes’ neck, she put into her hand a _sealed paper_.
XX.
Twice Free.
“Oh liberty!
Thou choicest gift of Heaven, and wanting which
Life is as nothing.”—KNOWLES.
Oh! the sunshine, and the glad earth, and the singing of the birds of
early spring, to the prisoner, sick, and worn, and weary! How the
feeble pulse already begins to throb with pleasure, and life which had
seemed so valueless before, looks lovely and much to be desired now.
The official announcement of the pardon reached Hillsdale almost as
soon as Agnes herself, and the friends of the young prisoner lost no
time in removing him as gently and as comfortably as possible, to his
uncle’s kind home at Brook Farm. Here nothing was left undone by his
devoted friends to soothe his declining days; and with a heart
overflowing with gratitude and love, Lewie sank quietly towards the
grave.
He was very gentle now, and the change in him was so great, that his
sister doubted not that repentance and faith had done their work. His
own doubts and fears were many, though sometimes a glimmering of hope
would beam through the clouds which seemed to have gathered about him.
One day, after a long conversation with Agnes upon the love and mercy
of God, he said:
“Well Agnes, it may be, there is hope for me too; I know He is
all-powerful and all-merciful; why, as you say, should not his mercy
extend even to me?”
“He is _able_ and _willing_ to save unto the uttermost,” said Agnes.
“Unto—the—uttermost! Unto—the—uttermost!” repeated the sick youth
slowly; then looking up with his beautiful eye beaming with
expression;—
“Yes, Agnes,” said he, “I will trust him!”
Day by day he grew weaker, and at times his sufferings were intense;
but such a wonderful patience and calmness possessed him, and he seemed
so to forget self in his thought for others, that Mrs. Wharton said, in
speaking of him:
“I never so fully realized the import of the words ‘_a new creature_.’
Who would think that this could be our impetuous, thoughtless Lewie, of
former times.”
“You must make some allowance for the languor of sickness, my dear,”
said Mr. Wharton, who of course did not see so much of the invalid as
those who had the immediate charge of him.
“Weakness, I grant, would make him less impetuous and violent,”
answered his wife, “but would it make him patient, and docile, and
considerate, if there were not some radical change in his feelings and
temper?”
During the last few days of his life, and when the flickering flame was
hourly expected to die out, his uncle saw more of him, and he, too,
became convinced of the change in Lewie, and was certain that for him
to die would be gam. And at last, with words of prayer upon his lips
and a whisper of his sister’s name, he sank away as gently as an infant
drops asleep.
“How like he looks,” said old Mammy, with the tears streaming down her
withered cheeks, “how like he looks, with the bonny curls lying round
his forehead, to what he did the day he lay like death at the
Hemlock’s, when he was only two years old.”
Mrs. Wharton’s mind immediately reverted to the scene, and to that
young mother’s prayer of agony, “Oh, for his life! his life!” and as
she thought over the events of that short life of sin and sorrow, she
said within herself, “Oh! who can tell what to choose for his portion!
Thou Lord, who knowest the end from the beginning, choose Thou our
changes for us, and help us in the darkest hour to say, ‘Thy will be
done.’”
And in the quiet spot where the willow bends, and the brook murmurs, by
the side of his mother, and near the grave of Rhoda Edwards, rest the
remains of _Lewie_.
It is strange how much a human heart may suffer and yet beat on and
regain tranquillity, and even cheerfulness at last. It is a most
merciful provision of Providence, that our griefs do not always press
upon us as heavily as they do at first, else how could the burden of
this life of change and sorrow be borne. But the loved ones are not
forgotten when the tear is dried and the smile returns to the cheek;
they are remembered, but with less of sadness and gloom in the
remembrance; and at length, if we can think of them as happy, it is
only a pleasure to recall them to mind.
So Agnes found it, as after a few months of rest and quiet in her
uncle’s happy home, the gloom of her sorrow began to fade away, the
color returned to her cheek, and she began to be like the Agnes of
former times. And now that health and energy had returned, she began to
long for employment again, and though she knew it would cost a great
struggle to leave her dear friends at Brook Farm, she began to urge
them all to be on the watch for a situation for her as governess or
teacher.
At length, one day, some months after her brother’s death, Mr. Wharton
entered the room where she was sitting, and said:
“Agnes, there is a gentleman down stairs, who would like to engage you
to superintend the education of his children.”
If Agnes had looked closely at her uncle’s face, she would have
observed a very peculiar expression there; but only laying aside her
work, she said:
“Please say to him, uncle, that I will come down in one moment.”
With a quiet step and an unpalpitating heart, Agnes opened the parlor
door, and found herself alone with—Mr. Harrington!
And here we will end our short chapter, though enough was said that
morning to make it a very long one, as it certainly was an eventful one
in the history of Agnes.
XXI
The Winding Up or the Turning Point, whichever the Reader likes Best.
“Still at thy father’s board
There is kept a place for thee
And by thy smile restored,
Joy round the hearth shall be.”—MRS. HEMANS.
“He will not blush that has a father’s heart,
To take in childish plays a childish part,
But bends his sturdy back to any toy
That youth takes pleasure in, to please his boy.”—COWPER
“What do you think, Calista?—what _do_ you think?” asked Miss Evelina
Fairland of her sister, about two years after she had asked these same
questions before. “There are masons, and carpenters, and painters, and
paperers, and gardeners, at work at the old Rookery; a perfect army of
laborers have been sent down from the city. What can it mean?”
“I cannot imagine, I am sure,” answered Miss Calista, “unless Mr.
Harrington is really going to settle down, and look out for a wife at
last.” And Miss Calista looked in the glass over her sister’s shoulder,
and both faces looked more faded and considerably older than when we
saw them last.
“Do you know,” said Miss Evelina, “that I really believe Agnes Elwyn
thought the man was in love with _her_?”
“Absurd!” exclaimed Miss Calista. “Besides, if he ever had entertained
such a thought, he would not, of course, think of anything of the kind
since that affair of her brother’s. Such a disgrace, you know!”
The appearance of the old Rookery changed so rapidly, that it seemed
almost as if the fairies had been at work; and in a few weeks, glimpses
of a fair and elegant mansion, with its pretty piazzas and porticos,
could be seen between the noble oaks which surrounded the mansion. And
now Miss Calista and Evelina, who kept themselves informed of all that
was going on at the Rookery, reported that “the _most magnificent_
furniture” had come, and the curtains and pictures were being hung, and
it was certain that the owner of the place would be there soon.
At length a travelling carriage, in which was seated Mr. Harrington,
with a lady by his side, and two little girls in front, was seen by
these indefatigable ladies to drive rapidly through the street, and out
towards the Rookery. The lady was in mourning, and her veil was down.
Who could she be?
And now it was rumored in the village that Mr. Harrington was actually
married; and whenever he met any of his old acquaintances, he invited
them with great cordiality to call to see his wife. The Misses Fairland
determined not to be outdone by any, and, the more effectually to
conceal their own disappointment, were among the first to call.
Who can conceive of their astonishment and mortification, when they
found that the mistress of the Rookery was no other than the former
governess, Agnes Elwyn! Agnes received them with the utmost kindness;
begged them to ask their father, whom she remembered with much
affection, to come very soon to see her; was much pleased to hear how
happy Rosa and Jessie were at Mrs. Arlington’s; and brought them
tidings of Frank, who was under Mr. Malcolm’s care.
“And where is that delightful gentleman who was with Mr. Harrington,
when he was here two summers since—Mr. Wharton I think his name was?”
asked Miss Evelina.
“Mr. Tom Wharton? Oh, he will be here in a few days. He has purchased
the place next to us, and is about to build there. I suppose, as it is
no longer a secret, I may tell you that he is soon to be married to my
cousin, Effie Wharton. They will remain with us most of the time till
their house is finished.”
The countenances of the visitors fell on hearing this, and they soon
rose and took leave.
And now we know not better how to wind up or _run down_ our story, than
to pass over two or three years and introduce our reader to another
Christmas party at Mr. Wharton’s, for it still is the custom, for all
the scattered members of the family to gather in the paternal mansion
to spend the Christmas holidays.
Mr. and Mrs. Wharton appear as a fine-looking middle-aged couple, on
whom the years sit lightly, for their lives have been happy and useful
ones, and there is no such preservative of fresh and youthful looks, as
a contented mind and an untroubled conscience. The two older sons are
married. Robert is settled as a clergyman in a western village, and
Albert as a merchant in the city; these with their wives, most charming
women both, are there.
Mr. Malcolm, who wondered more and more that he ever had the
presumption to suppose that such a woman as Emily Wharton could fancy
him, at last so recovered from his disappointment as again to entertain
thoughts of matrimony; and he and our friend Grace have been married
about six months, and are nicely settled in their own pretty house at
Hillsdale, where Mr. Malcolm is still the loved and honored pastor.
Cousin Emily, calm and tranquil as ever to all outward appearance,
aided in the preparations and appeared at the wedding, and it was no
cause of wonderment to any, that she was confined to her bed the next
day with one of her nervous headaches, for great excitement and fatigue
were always too much for cousin Emily.
Mr. Tom Wharton and Effie are at home too, the former no whit more
sedate, in consequence of the added dignities of husband and father
which attach to him.
And our own dear Agnes is there too, with her husband, her two little
step-daughters, and her own little boy, a noble, handsome little
fellow, but with some traits of character which occasionally cause a
pang to cross the heart of his mother; they remind her so of the
childhood of one whose sun went down so early and so sadly. But we hope
much that proper training, with the divine blessing, will so mould and
guide this tender plant, that it will grow up to be an ornament and a
blessing to all around, Agnes makes just such a step-mother as we
should expect, and her dear little girls feel that in her they have
indeed found a mother.
But long after all the rest of the large party have been seated at the
dinner-table, there remains a vacant seat, and here at last slowly
comes the expected occupant.
What, cousin Betty! alive yet? Yes, and “alive like to be,” till she
has finished her century. She retains many of her old, strange habits,
but has long since given up _dying_, as others begin to expect such an
event to happen in the ordinary course of nature; indeed, it rather
hurts cousin Betty’s feelings to be spoken of as a very aged person, or
as one whose time on earth is probably short. She is laying her plans
for the future as busily as any one, and it may be that her old
wrinkled face will be seen in its accustomed haunts long after some of
the blooming ones around that board are mouldering in the grave.
Old Mammy too, whose home has been with Agnes ever since her marriage,
has come back to her old home for the Christmas holidays. But Mammy is
a good deal broken, and nothing is required of her by her kind
mistress, except such little offices as it is a pleasure to her to
perform.
Cousin Emily, the “old maid cousin,” as she calls herself, is in great
demand; indeed, as she says, she is a perfect “bone of contention,” and
in order to keep peace with all, she has had to divide the year into
four parts, and give three months to each of those who have the
strongest claim upon her time. It is always a season of rejoicing when
cousin Emily arrives, with her ever cheerful face, her entertaining
conversation for the older ones, and her fund of stories and anecdotes
for the children.
After dinner came an old-fashioned Christmas frolic, and the older ones
were children again, and the children as wild and noisy as they chose
to be. Mr. Wharton on entering the room suddenly, saw his nephew, Mr.
Tom, going around the room on all fours, as a horse, driven by his only
son and heir, Master Tom, junior.
“Tom,” said Mr. Wharton suddenly, “how do you prefer calf’s head?”
“What do you mean by that, uncle?” said Mr. Tom, pausing a moment and
looking up.
“I took some notes of a certain conversation which took place some
years ago,” said his uncle, “in which a certain young gentleman called
a certain old gentleman _a calf_, because he made such a fool of
himself as to be a horse for his little son to drive; and this young
gentleman said he would sooner eat his head, than make such an
exhibition of himself.”
“Well, circumstances do alter cases, don’t they, uncle?” said Mr. Tom,
beginning to prance about again under the renewed blows of the whip in
Master Tom junior’s hand.
Mrs. Arlington and her daughters still keep their school, which is as
popular and flourishing as ever. Rosa and Jessie Fairland are still
under their care, and it is a great pleasure to Agnes to see what fine,
agreeable girls they are growing up to be. They retain a warm affection
for Agnes and pass many a pleasant day at the Rookery, when they are at
home for a vacation. Frank is still under Mr. Malcolm’s care, and a
member of his family, Mr. Malcolm finds him a much more tractable pupil
than one we know of, to whom he tried to do his duty many years ago.
And we must not close without saying a word of the kind, true-hearted,
Ruth Glenn. Governor F——, at the close of his term of office was
re-elected, and when at last he left the city and returned to his
country home, it was with the deep regrets of all the many friends
which his residence in the capitol had not failed to create for
himself, and his amiable wife. As she passed within a few miles of
Wilston, Mrs. F—— turned out of her way to stop and pay Agnes a short
visit, and she found again the bright and cheerful Agnes of former
times; and many a pleasant hour the friends enjoyed together, in
talking over the days and _nights_ at Mrs. Arlington’s school, for even
out of the latter they could now draw some amusing recollections.
Miss Calista and Miss Evelina are still on the “look out.” The wife of
the clergyman at Wilston, having died about a year since, Miss Calista,
ever ready to take advantage of any _opening_, began immediately to
attend church very regularly, and with a vary sanctimonious and
attentive air. It remains to be seen whether anything comes of it.
And now our task is done. If the sad story of the short life of poor
Lewie, will be the means of leading any mother to use more carefully
and more conscientiously, the power which she _alone_ possesses now, of
training aright the little plants in her nursery, so that they may grow
up fair and flourishing, and bear good fruit; and in time repay her
care by the fragrance and beauty and comfort which they shower about
her declining days, it will be enough. And may each little plant, so
trained, bloom evermore in the paradise of God.
THE END.
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