CHAPTER XIX

Next day all Paris knew the details of De Roberval's death. He had been

set upon by an assassin, had struck his would-be murderer down, and

slipping in the blood of his victim, had fallen on his own sword, thus

ending the brightest career in France. So ran the report; and there was

no one to contradict it.

La Pommeraye, when he had ascertained that Roberval was indeed dead, had

had but one thought--to get Marguerite away from the spot before the

crowd which, attracted by the scuffle, had already begun to gather,

should become aware of her presence. He hastily drew her back into the

church; hurried her by a side exit into another street; and so conveyed

her, half-fainting, to her home. When she was able to listen she learned

the truth from his own lips. Her mind went back over the terrible scene

through which she had passed; she saw her uncle lying side by side in

death with a paid cut-throat; and suddenly there flashed across her

brain the words which Claude had uttered as he stood on the deck of

_L'Heureux_, the noose about his neck: "May you perish miserably by your

own murderous hand."

Paris went into mourning. The court, the Church, the city, all laid

aside their usual occupations to do honour to the remains of him who had

upheld in two worlds the glory of France, who had been a devout son of

the Church, and who had ever kept the name of his monarch as a talisman

against his foes. His body, after lying in state for three days, was

buried with all the pomp and ceremonial due to his rank and fame; and

the real truth concerning his death remained a secret in the hearts of

the two he had so cruelly wronged.

Marguerite's return to France could not be for ever kept unknown; and,

indeed, since her uncle's death, there was no further need for

concealment. Her story--or as much of it as she chose to make

public--soon began to spread abroad. Many and garbled were the versions

of it which were circulated at the court and in the city. But to most of

those who looked upon that noble and beautiful face, with its traces of

bitter suffering, suspicion of evil was impossible. The friends who had

known and loved her before her departure would gladly have welcomed her

back; but she shunned all society. Never again could she mingle in the

world of Paris. She accepted the invitation of an old and dearly-loved

companion, and went to stay at a villa on the banks of the Seine.

Here, after a time, La Pommeraye ventured to visit her. As the weeks

went by, the beautiful air of her native land, the constant

companionship of friends, the return of health and strength, had begun

to restore to her something of her lost youth; though the old vivacity

was for ever gone. She welcomed La Pommeraye with more cheerfulness and

freedom than he had dared to expect; and gradually he began to think

that distance from the scene of her sorrows, and the removal of her

uncle--the cause of all her suffering--were making her feel the past

less keenly. In spite of his conviction that she would never love him,

he almost began to hope. The old yearning pain which had never died

stirred at his heart more uncontrollably than ever. He struggled

manfully to show no signs of it, fearing lest he should lose even the

joy of seeing her, but daily he threw himself in Marguerite's way, and

daily he could not but feel that he was growing more necessary to her.

And, indeed, to the lonely and saddened woman, his companionship was an

unspeakable comfort. The steadfast, broad-shouldered, handsome giant had

saved her from untold horrors, he had proved his devotion to her at a

cost which might well have appalled the bravest. She knew that whatever

might happen to her, his strong arm was ready to shield her from evil

for the rest of her life. Alone in the world as she was, she clung to

him as her best and truest friend; she loved him indeed, with all the

strength that was left her, though not in the way for which he longed.

Her woman's eye saw through the restraint he put upon himself; she knew

that his heart was unalterably hers, and that, sooner or later, some day

he would speak. She dreaded the inevitable parting, and sought to defer

it by every means in her power.

It came sooner than she expected. A period of comparative peace had

given La Pommeraye's sword an unwonted rest, but hostilities were once

more commenced, and he could not remain idle. His post was on the field,

but he was unable to go till he had learned from Marguerite's own lips

whether life still held a chance of happiness for him.

He was in Paris when the news came. After a few hurried preparations he

left the city and hastened to her side. His heart beat wildly as he

paced with her in the moonlight up and down the terrace overlooking the

river. It was early spring--just a year since her rescue from the

island. Thronging memories surged in her heart, and kept her from

noticing the silence of her companion, till at last he spoke.

"Marguerite," he said, for he now called her by her name, at her own

request, "I have to leave Paris to-morrow. There is hot work awaiting my

sword in the south, and I must delay no longer."

She turned to him in sudden alarm; the news was quite unexpected.

"My friend--my brother," she said impulsively, "do not leave me! Not

yet, not yet!"

The moment had come. The love pent up in La Pommeraye's heart would be

restrained no longer, and burst from him in a torrent of passionate

words. She could not stop him now; it was too late. She stood pale and

silent as he poured forth all the love and longing of those weary years.

Her heart was moved with a great compassion for him; but when,

encouraged by her silence, he touched her hand, she drew it suddenly

from him. Before her rose the dead face of him who had been as truly her

husband as if a priest had blessed their marriage; she felt once more

the touch of her child's lips at her breast; she saw again that double

grave on the lonely hillside so many thousand miles away. She had loved

once, and her heart was dead and buried in that far-off grave. Life held

no second love for her, henceforth there was nothing left her but the

memory of that which once had been. But her friend, her only support and

comfort, must she lose him too? Heaven was cruel indeed to her. She

covered her face with her hands.

"God help me!" she said shudderingly. "It cannot be."

He thought she was relenting. In an instant he had taken her hands in

his, while he pleaded passionately for time, for hope; no promise, only

permission to spend his life in her service, only a word to carry with

him on his journey. But she had regained her self-control, and spoke now

with a quiet, sad decision that was as a death-knell to his heart.

"My friend," she said, "I would have saved you this if I could. I have

tried to spare you, and"--her voice trembled--"to spare myself. Hush,"

as he was about to interrupt, "it is because I do love you--though not

in the way you wish--that I would have spared us both this parting. You

are all I have left in the world--if I lose you, I am indeed alone."

She stopped a moment. There were no tears in the wide, dark eyes as she

looked straight before her, over the gleaming river, but her face was

white as death in the moonlight, and the lines about her mouth told of

the hidden depths of feeling beneath that quiet exterior. Charles had

sprung to his feet, an impetuous outburst on his lips, but she silenced

him with uplifted hand.

"Come," she said, "let us continue our walk, and I will tell you what I

have thought I should tell to no living being on earth."

And there, with tearless eyes and in a voice that never faltered, she

told him the whole story of those three years on the island, omitting

nothing, giving the outlines clearly and briefly, but with a vividness

which burned the details on Charles' throbbing brain as if they had been

branded with a hot iron.

"And now," she said, as she finished and turned to him, lifting her calm

eyes to his pale and hopeless face, "now you will see why it is

impossible that I should give you what you ask. My life was Claude's; I

gave myself utterly to him. He suffered with me, he died for me; I have

nothing left but his memory, but to that I shall be true till I die. My

friend, do you understand _now_?"

He was on his knees before her. She gave him her hands unresistingly,

and he laid his hot forehead against them for an instant. Then he looked

up at her, and she saw that indeed he understood.

Her face, as she met his look, was full of an infinite tenderness and

pity. Laying her hand gently on his head, she stooped and kissed him

once upon the brow. The whole manner of the action was so austere, so

full of the sadness and remoteness of one whom a vast, impassable gulf

separates for ever from all human and familiar intercourse, that it told

Charles more plainly than any words could have done, the hopelessness of

his love. He bowed his head in silence a moment, then pressing his lips

passionately to her hand, he rose and left her.

She never saw him again. When she realised that he was indeed gone, that

the last link which bound her to her past was broken, she began to feel

bitterly the utter loneliness of her lot. Alone in the world, without

kith or kin; alone, without the possibility of ever unburdening her

heart to any human being, the old madness which had stared her in the

face on the Isle of Demons seemed about to return.

But she was to have a noble salvation. Her uncle's estates were now

hers. The wars had left them poor, untilled, in a wretched condition.

The peasants were starving, the ramparts of the castle were tumbling

down, and robber bands were plundering what remained to her. A life of

action was what she needed: her resolve was soon taken, and in less than

a month she was on her way northward, taking with her a companion of her

own rank who had consented to share her solitude.

The journey was a weary one. Repeatedly she would have turned back, but

her determined will urged her on. She was the last De Roberval; the

noble name was a sacred trust to her, and she would keep it noble to the

end. When she reached her castle, the peasants who remembered her, and

had thought her dead, flocked about her, weeping and laughing, kissing

her horse and her garments, until, touched to the heart, she broke down

and mingled her tears with theirs.

And now her true life began. At first it was hard. The old memories came

crowding back upon her. Her uncle's face seemed to stare at her from the

deserted halls; and when she entered the room where she and Marie had

nursed and tended Claude through his illness, such an agony of

remembrance rushed over her that it seemed as if at last her mind must

be unhinged. She sought refuge in occupation; late and early she worked

as no De Roberval had ever worked before, and her retainers called down

blessings on her head. But when the toil of the day was over, and she

sought her lonely pillow, she heard all night the booming of the waves

on the rock-bound shore, and saw the faces of her dead staring at her

out of the darkness.

Thus the days of her desolate widowhood dragged themselves by. Her youth

was gone, and the grey hairs which had startled Cartier had now many

companions. But they seemed only to add beauty and character to her

sweet, sad face. She gave herself up to unselfish devotion to others and

her duty; and as if the storms of her life had buffeted themselves into

exhaustion in her youth, the rest of her days seemed destined to pass in

peace and tranquillity--if not in happiness.

She heard at intervals from La Pommeraye. Means of communication were

difficult and uncertain in those days, but he contrived to send her

occasional messages, and to assure her of his undying devotion and

readiness to serve her in any way she might need. Often her heart ached

within her when tales were brought of a famous soldier who was ever in

the brunt of the battle, who courted death, but whom death seemed to

shun.

At last she learned of a desperate fight, in which the forces of France

had almost come to wreck. A gallant hero had led his division to

victory. During a short respite he had removed his helmet, and was

watching the life-and-death struggle in the valley below him. Suddenly

he saw the French line waver. Bidding his men follow him, and with his

lion-like hair streaming in the wind, he galloped into the thick of the

fray. Right and left he struck; left and right the enemy fell before

him. The battle was won for France; but on a heap of corpses he was

found with a bullet in his brain: "Dead on the field of honour"; dead in

the prime of his strength; with an unblemished record, and a name dear

to every soldier in the kingdom.

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