CHAPTER XVI

Autumn came once more to the lonely dwellers on the Isle of Demons.

The dreary time was settling down threateningly; and as they faced the

inevitable months, their hearts sank within them.

The bleak, late September winds again compelled them to spend most of

their time within their hut. Daily through the summer they had watched

for a passing sail, but with the return of autumn they gave up hope, and

made ready as best they could to pass another winter on their island

prison. Their supply of food, although they had husbanded it with the

utmost care, was almost exhausted, and they had now scarcely anything

save fish and fowl.

Yet their wretched surroundings, their hopeless future, only drew them

closer together. They had each other, and that meant everything. They

could scarcely have been said to be actually unhappy, but for one

ever-gnawing anxiety--the state of Claude's health. All summer he had

remained strong and hopeful, but with the first cold weather his cough

returned, and he himself realised that he could never live through the

winter, whose icy breath they could even now feel from the north. He

was to give up the fight sooner than either of them expected; but before

the struggle ended still another sorrow--or joy, they scarce knew

which--was to be added to their lives.

Early in October Marguerite's child was born. Almost she had prayed that

it might not live; almost she had hoped that she might die with it, and

end the awful suffering which was all they could look forward to. But

when she came slowly back to strength again, and held the tiny, helpless

creature in her arms, and knew that it drew its life from her veins, the

desire to live returned to her; she had now a double incentive to

courage and hope.

For a time Claude forgot the future, his own sufferings, everything

except his son. All the tenderness in his nature showed itself now. His

hands, which in France had known no service but war, were now as apt as

any woman's. Night and day he waited on Marguerite and her child, and

with great joy saw them both grow strong. Meanwhile, a kind Providence

seemed to be mindful of him, for his strength never failed him; and

Marguerite, as each morning she met his bright smile and cheery words,

began to hope that the miracle for which she had prayed had been worked,

and that Claude would yet be spared to her.

The cold of September had been followed by an unusually late and mild

autumn, and in the mellow, hazy days Marguerite would walk up and down

the cliff with her child in her arms, followed by the cub, which they

had humorously christened Francois, and which had now grown quite

domesticated, and would shuffle after his mistress wherever she went,

like a faithful dog. In these peaceful days Marguerite found herself

crooning to her baby the old Normandy lullabies, which she had not heard

since her own infancy, but which came back instinctively to her lips.

But her happiness was to be of short duration. The blow she had dreaded

fell upon her when she least expected it. Claude's strength had been but

false fire. With the return of the cold weather heaviness seized his

limbs, a dull weight oppressed his lungs, and his cough grew rapidly

worse. At last, one night, there came a haemorrhage which would not be

checked, and in the morning Marguerite found herself alone with her

dead.

How she lived through that night and the days which followed it she

never knew. Nature was merciful to her, and blotted out all memory of

details from her brain. The constant necessity of caring for her child

was all that saved her reason, and kept her from taking her life.

With her own hands she dug a third grave beside the two others on the

cliff, and after incredible labour and exertion, she laid Claude's body

to rest, and heaped the earth above it. When she had finished her task,

which she had performed with wild and feverish energy, she threw herself

upon the mound, and gave way to utter despair. How long she lay there

she did not know; but she was recalled to herself by the crying of her

child from the hut. Not for herself, but for the sake of the little life

which depended upon her, she must continue to live and be strong. She

pressed her baby to her breast, and with amazing fortitude and heroism,

set herself to face the task before her.

Then followed many weeks of agony. Through the long nights the wind

howled about her hut, and she imagined she heard the voices of the

demons of the island clamouring for her soul. With fiendish fury they

yelled and shrieked round her frail little shelter, and often she

fancied she could hear them trying to force an entrance. In the morning,

with her child wrapped close and warm at her breast, she would go out

and pace the cliff in all weathers, finding in the worst tumult of the

elements a relief from the terrors of the night. Madness seemed settling

down upon her, but the thought of her child bore her through it all, and

the iron will of the De Robervals stood her in good stead.

Her vitality was marvellous. Something of the nature of her warrior

ancestors seemed to have entered into her veins, and she was able to

endure hardships such as had caused many a hardy soldier to succumb. The

winter, which closed in upon her, bade fair to be no less severe than

the preceding one, and now she had no one to help her in her daily

tasks. With her own hands she had to break the bare branches, carry in

fire-logs, and even cut down trees.

Her efforts to obtain fish were unsuccessful, although the ice, which

occasionally formed about the shore, was soon broken up by the wind, and

the birds, which still hovered about their island haunts, seemed to have

no difficulty in procuring their food. Fortunately, the powder and

shot, which they had carefully husbanded, still held out, and she had a

sufficient supply to carry her through the winter. She was loth to

destroy the only living creatures left upon the island. The hares, which

leaped across her path, she had learned to love, and the warmly-clad

northern birds had become very dear companions to her in her loneliness.

But the terrible necessity that stared her in the face knew naught of

mercy, and the winter stillness often re-echoed to the sound of her

arquebuse. So expert had she become that she rarely wasted a charge of

powder.

December passed, and January was nearly over, when the crowning sorrow

which Fate had in store for this heroic woman fell upon her. She woke

one morning to find her child cold and lifeless at her side. She seized

him in her arms, pressed the little icy form close to her warm breast,

but felt no answering warmth. Madly she kissed his lips and eyes and

cheeks; she would not believe that he was dead. When at length she

became convinced of the truth, she rushed wildly from the hut.

There had been a heavy snowfall during the night. She was in her bare

feet, but she heeded not the cold. She rushed to the cliff, her child in

her arms, her hair streaming about her shoulders. The end had at last

come; there was nothing further to live for. Fate had conquered. She

could but throw herself into the sea, and, with her baby in her arms,

confront the good God who had seen fit to pursue her with such

suffering. But as she stood upon the cliff, the rolling waves beating

against the rocky hollows in the grey dawn seemed to her the hoarse

voices of the demons. Once more she heard them calling for her soul, and

for the soul of her child. She turned, and retraced her steps to her

empty hut.

Laying the baby's body on the bed, she sat down beside it on the floor,

her hands clasped about her knees. Silent she sat there, beside the fire

she had heaped up to try to revive the child, till night fell, and the

stars shone out bright and clear in the frosty sky. Silent she sat till

they faded again before the grey light of dawn, and the morning of a new

day broke. The wind had risen during the night, and the waves had been

bellowing up the beach; but she heard neither wind nor waves. Dry-eyed

she sat beside her long-dead fire, and felt not cold nor fear. Her

faculties were deadened, her brain numbed, and it was not till her

faithful companion, Francois the bear, tired of waiting to be taken

notice of, pressed his nose against her clasped hands, and breathed his

warm breath into her face, that she awoke from her trance.

She rose mechanically, turned to her brush heap, selected some dry

sticks for her fire, and was about to place them on the embers when she

noticed that it had long been dead. Her hands were like ice; she was

chilled to the very bone; but the physical pain she now began to feel

saved her. It called forth her energies; quickly she went to work to

renew the fire, and the exertion drew her out of herself. As the flames

blazed up and crackled through the dry branches, the life began to come

back to her frozen limbs, and she roused herself to face her situation.

Her baby must be buried, and she must perform the task. She fashioned a

rough coffin out of some planks, and tenderly laid the tiny body in it.

As she fastened down the lid it seemed to her that every nail went

through her own heart, but she did not weep. Her eyes had long since

ceased to know the comfort of tears. Wearily she climbed the hillside

with her little burden, wondering within herself how much longer it

would be before she could lay her worn-out limbs beside those three rude

graves, and be done with suffering for ever.

The baby must not lie alone; she would open Claude's grave, and lay him

beside his father. The frozen ground was almost impenetrable, and it was

long before she succeeded in digging a hole deep enough to admit the

coffin. But patiently she toiled; slowly, with weak hands, hacking the

soil, and scraping the lumps out of the grave. At last she had made a

shallow opening which would hold the box, and when it was placed within

she knelt beside it, holding the crucifix which had saved Claude from

the waves, and prayed that their souls might rest in peace. A sudden

impulse seized her. All that she had treasured, all that she had lived

for, was in that grave. The crucifix was the last precious thing left to

her, and she laid it upon the coffin of her child. Then, without

trusting herself to kneel there longer, she rose hurriedly, cast back

the frozen soil into the double grave, and piled large stones in a heap

over the top, to prevent any animal scratching away the earth. Then she

went back to her hut, and resumed the weary round of her hopeless,

solitary life.

To a modern mind it may seem strange that reason did not utterly desert

her; but the age in which she lived may help to account for the strength

which sustained her. Though of noble blood, and tenderly nurtured, she

had been accustomed to view scenes of death and hardship with a calm

eye. Young as she was, she had beheld death in many forms; and the

sieges which her uncle's castle had several times resisted had taught

her something of a man's strength and endurance, which, coupled with a

woman's tenacious vitality, made her doubly strong. Then, too, she had

not been unfamiliar with loneliness. In her youthful days, before Marie

de Vignan had come to live with her, she had often been left alone for

weeks, with no one to relieve the monotony of her existence save old

Bastienne and the other servants; and during these periods she had

rarely spoken to any human being, save to issue some command. And now,

though she was absolutely alone, the struggle for existence, and the

presence of the young bear, her sole living companion, saved her reason.

Sometimes, however, the unwonted sound of her own voice made her start

and wonder if she who had spoken could really be one with the desolate

creature who trod this snow-clad island, hopelessly scanning the horizon

for some sign that there was a world other than the narrow one within

whose limits she was hemmed.

Night she dreaded. She kept her fire going through the long hours of

darkness, but often the glowing embers and tongues of flame would take

weird shapes before her eyes. Across the island the wind swept and

moaned, and every sound seemed to her the voice of some of the fabled

evil spirits of the north. Often she would wake from sleep feeling

ghostly presences near her--at her very side. At such times she would

creep close to her strange companion, Francois, and nestle against his

shaggy coat. The warmth of his body, and the thick, soft rug which they

had made from the skin of the old she-bear, were all that saved her from

perishing of the bitter cold of that terrible winter.

It was with unutterable relief that she saw the spring sun return, and

felt the warm south wind breathe upon the island hollows. Daily she had

watched with hopeless eyes for the sail that never came; but now, as the

green shoots began to glisten here and there on the brown sod, she once

more built her watchfire high on the cliff, and kept it blazing night

and day.

Winter seemed suddenly to have given place to summer. All through April

the warm sun streamed down upon the island, and for hours she sat

looking out over the blue stretch of scarcely moving water. But fickle

spring had a change in store. A chill, icy breath swept down from the

north; the pines and birches moaned and sighed once more; and the great

green waves crashed foaming on the beach. Her heart sank within her;

but ever southward she gazed. An inward voice seemed still to assure her

that help was on its way to her, and that her sufferings were nearly at

an end.

At last, on the second day of the storm, her eye caught sight, on the

broken horizon, of a sail. Steadily she watched it till there could no

longer be any doubt of its reality; and then she heaped a huge pile of

brushwood upon her fire. They had seen it! Nearer and nearer the vessel

was drawing. At last she was to be rescued!

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