CONCLUSION.

Although two thirds of our little patrimony had thus been devoted to the

cultivation of fruit, yet the other third was far from being suffered to

remain unproductive. We thoroughly understood the art of raising all the

household vegetables, as we had been brought up to assist our father at

intervals throughout the season. Then none of us were indifferent to

flowers. There were little clumps and borders of them in numerous

places. Nowhere did the crocus come gayly up into the soft atmosphere of

early spring in advance of ours. The violets perfumed the air for us

with the same rich profusion as in the carefully tended parterre of the

wealthiest citizen. There were rows of flowering almonds, which were

sought after by the bees as diligently as if holding up their delicate

heads in the most patrician garden; and they flashed as gorgeously in

the sun. The myrtle displayed its blue flowers in abundance, and the

lilacs unfolded their paler clusters in a dozen places. Over a huge

cedar in the fence-corner there clambered up a magnificent wistaria,

whose great blue flowers, covering the entire tree, became a monument of

floral beauty so striking, that the stranger, passing by the spot, would

pause to wonder and admire. In the care of these flowers all of us

united with a common fondness for the beautiful as well as the useful.

It secured to us, from the advent of the earliest crocus to the

departure of the last lingering rose that dropped its reluctant flowers

only when the premonitory blasts of autumn swept across the garden, all

that innocent enjoyment which comes of admiration for these bright

creations of the Divine hand.

These little incidental recompenses of the most perfect domestic harmony

were realized in everything we undertook. That harmony was the animating

as well as sustaining power of my horticultural enterprise. Had there

been wrangling, opposition, or ridicule, it is probable that I should

never have ventured on the planting of a single strawberry. Success,

situated as I was, was dependent on united effort, the coöperation of

all. This coöperation of the entire family must be still more necessary

in agricultural undertakings on a large scale. A wife, taken reluctantly

from the city to a farm, with no taste for rural life, no love of

flowers, no fondness for the garden, no appreciation of the mysteries of

seed-time and harvest, no sensibility to fields of clover, to green

meadows, to the grateful silence of the woods, or to the voices of

birds, and who pines for the unforgotten charms of city life, may mar

the otherwise assured happiness of the household. One refractory inmate

in ours would have been especially calamitous.

The floral world is pervaded with miraculous sympathies. Another spring

had opened on our garden, and flower after flower came out into gorgeous

bloom. My strawberries, as if conscious of the display around them, and

ambitious to increase it, opened their white blossoms toward the close

of April. Those set the preceding autumn gave promise of an abundant

yield, but not equal to that presented by the runners which crowded

around the parent plants on the original half-acre. The winter had been

unfriendly, sending no heavy covering of snow to shelter them; while

the frost, in making its first escape from the earth, had loosened many

plants, bringing some of them half-way out of the ground, while a few

had been thrown entirely upon the surface, where they quickly perished.

I had read that accidents of this kind would sometimes happen, and that,

when plants were thus partially dislodged by frost, the roller must be

passed over them to crowd back the roots into their proper places. I had

discovered this derangement immediately on the frost escaping, but we

had neither roller nor substitute. As pressure alone was needed, I set

Fred to walking over the entire acre, and with his heavy winter boots to

trample down each plant in its old place. The operation was every way as

beneficial as if the ground had been well rolled. When performed before

the roots have been many days exposed to the air, it not only does no

injury, but effectually repairs all damage committed by the frost.

Everything, this second season, was on a larger scale than before,

requiring greater care and labor, but at the same time brightening my

hopes and doubling my anticipations. I was compelled to hire a gardener

occasionally to assist in keeping the ground clean and mellow, although

among us we contrived to perform a large portion of the work ourselves.

I found that constant watchfulness secured an immense economy of labor.

It was far easier to cut off a weed when only an inch high than when

grown up to the stature of a young tree. It was the same with the white

clover or a grass-root. These two seem native to the soil, and will come

in and take possession, smothering and routing out the strawberries,

unless cut up as fast as they appear. When attacked early, before their

rambling, but deeply penetrating roots obtain a strong hold, they are

easily destroyed. I consider, therefore, that watchfulness may be made

an effective substitute for labor, really preventing all necessity for

hard work. This watchfulness we could generally exercise, though

physically unable to perform much labor. Hence, when ladies undertake

the management of an established strawberry-bed, a daily attention to

it, with a light hoe, will be found as useful as a laborious clearing up

by an able-bodied man, with the additional advantage of occasioning no

injurious disturbance to the roots in removing great quantities of

full-grown weeds.

The blossoms fell to the ground, the berries set in thick clusters,

turning downward as they increased in size, and changing, as they

enlarged, from a pale green to a delicate white, then becoming suffused

with a slight blush, which gradually deepened into an intense red. It

was a joyful time, when, with my mother and sister, I made the first

picking. All of us were struck with the improved appearance of the fruit

on the first half-acre. This was natural, as well as what is commonly

observed. The plants had acquired strength with age. They had had

another season in which to send out new and longer roots; and these,

rambling into wider and deeper fountains of nourishment, had drawn from

them supplies so copious, that the berries were not only much more

numerous than the year before, but they were every way larger and finer.

The contrast between the fruit on these and the new plants was very

decided. Hence we had a generous gathering to begin with. It was all

carefully assorted, as before; but the quantity was so large that

additional baskets were required, and Fred was obliged to employ an

assistant to carry it to market.

While engaged in making our second picking, carefully turning aside the

luxuriant foliage to reach the berries which had ripened in concealment,

with capacious sun-bonnets that shut out from observation all objects

but those immediately before us, it was no wonder that a stranger could

come directly up without being noticed. Thus intently occupied one

afternoon, we were surprised at hearing a subdued and timid voice

asking,--

"May I sell some strawberries for you?"

I looked round,--for the voice came from behind us,--and beheld a girl

of some ten years old, having in her hand a basket, which she had

probably found on the common, as, in place of the original bottom, a

pasteboard substitute had been fitted into it. It was filled with little

pasteboard boxes, stitched at the corners, but strong enough to hold

fruit. I noticed, that, old as it was, it had been scoured up into

absolute cleanness. The child's attire was in keeping with her basket.

Though she had no shoes, and the merest apology for a bonnet, with a

dress that was worn and faded, as well as frayed out into a ragged

fringe about her feet, yet it was all scrupulously clean. Her features

struck me as even beautiful, and her soft hazel eyes would command

sympathy from all who might look into them. Her manner and appearance

prepossessed me in her favor.

"But did you ever sell strawberries?" I inquired.

"No, Ma'am, but I can try," she answered.

"But it will never do to trust her," interrupted my mother. "We do not

know who she is, and may never see her again."

"Oh, Ma'am, I will bring the money back to you. Dear lady, let me have

some to sell," she entreated, with childish earnestness, her voice

trembling and her eyes moistening with apprehension of refusal.

"Mother," said I, "this child is a beginner. Is it right for us to

refuse so trifling an encouragement? Who knows to what useful ends it

may lead? You remember how difficult it was for me to procure the

plants, and how keenly you felt my trouble. Will you inflict a keener

one on this child, whose heart seems bent on doing something for

herself, and on whom disappointment will fall even more painfully than

it did on me? Are we not all bound to do something for those who are

more destitute than ourselves? and even if we lose what we let her have,

it will never be missed."

The poor girl looked up imploringly into my face as I pleaded for her,

her eyes brightened with returning hopefulness, and again she besought

us,--

"Dear lady, let me have a few; my mother knows you."

"Tell me your name," I replied.

"Lucy Varick,--mother says she knows you," was the answer.

"Varick!" replied my mother, quickly, surprised as well as evidently

pleased. "You shall have all you can sell."

She was the daughter of the miserable man whose terrible deathbed we had

both witnessed, and my mother had no difficulty in trusting to her

honesty. Her basket would contain but a few quarts, and these we had

already gathered. I filled her little pasteboard boxes immediately, with

the fruit just as picked from the vines. The poor child fairly capered

with joy as she witnessed the operation. She saw her fortune in a few

quarts of strawberries! I think that as she tripped nimbly through the

gate, my gratification at seeing how cheerfully she thus began her life

of toil was equal to all that she could have experienced herself.

Before the afternoon was half gone, Lucy surprised us by returning with

an empty basket. She had found customers wherever she went, and wanted a

fresh supply of fruit. This was promptly given to her, for she had

obtained even better prices than the widow was getting for us in the

market. That afternoon she made the first half-dollar she ever earned,

and during the entire season she continued to find plenty of the best of

customers at their own doors.

I had long since made up my mind that our pastor was entitled to some

recognition of the substantial kindnesses he had extended to us at the

time of our deep affliction. We had seen him regularly at the Sunday

school, but he knew nothing of my conversion into a strawberry-girl.

What else could we do, in remembrance of his friendship, but to make him

a present of our choicest fruit? Never were strawberries more carefully

selected than those with which I filled a new basket of ample size, as a

gift for him. On my way to the factory the next morning, I delivered

the basket at his door, with a little note expressive of our continued

gratitude, and begging him to accept its contents as being fruit which I

had myself raised. I knew it was but a trifle, but what else than

trifles had I to offer even to the kindest friend we had ever known?

That very afternoon, while my mother and I were at our usual occupation

of picking, I heard the gate open at the other end of the garden, and,

looking up, saw two gentlemen approaching us. They advanced slowly

around the strawberry-beds, apparently examining the plants and fruit,

frequently stooping to turn over the great clusters on a portion of the

ground which we had not yet picked. I saw that one of them was our

pastor, but the other was a stranger. As they drew nearer, we rose to

receive them. No words can describe the confusion which overcame me as I

recognized in the stranger the same gentleman whom I had encountered,

the preceding summer, as the first customer for my strawberries, at the

widow's stand in the market-house. I had never forgotten his face. Mr.

Seeley introduced him as his friend Mr. Logan. Somehow I felt certain

that he also recognized me. I was confused enough at being thus taken by

surprise. It is true that my sun-bonnet, though of prodigious size, was

neatly cut and handsomely fashioned, even becoming, as I supposed, and

that I was fortunately habited in a plain, but entirely new dress, that

was more than nice enough for the work I was performing. But the hot

sun, in spite of my bonnet, had already turned my face brown. My hands,

exposed to its fiercest rays, were even more tanned, while the stain of

fruit was visible on my fingers. I was in no condition to receive

company of this unexpected description.

But the gentlemen were affable, and I soon became at ease with them. Mr.

Seeley had received my basket, and had come to thank me for it. Mr.

Logan had been dining with him, and was enthusiastic over the quality of

my strawberries. He had never seen them equalled, though devoting all

his leisure to horticulture; and learning that they were raised by a

lady, insisted on coming down, not only to look into her mode of

culture, but to see the lady herself. It was pleasant thus to meet our

friend the pastor, and I did my utmost to render the visit agreeable to

him and his companion. My mother gave up the care of their entertainment

to me; so, dropping my basket in the unfinished strawberry-row, I left

her to continue the afternoon picking alone.

The gentlemen seemed in no haste to leave us. I was surprised that they

could find so much to interest them in a spot which I had supposed could

be interesting only to ourselves. Mr. Seeley was pleased with all that

he saw, but Mr. Logan was polite enough to be much more demonstrative in

his admiration. I think the visit of the former would have been much

briefer but for the presence of the latter, who seemed in no hurry to

depart. He was generous in praise of my flowers, and was inquisitive

about my strawberries. He had many of the most celebrated varieties, and

was kind enough to offer me such as I might desire. He thought that I

could teach him lessons in horticulture more valuable than any he had

yet picked up, either in books or in his own garden, and asked

permission to come down often during the fruit season, to see and learn.

I was surprised that he should think it possible for a young

strawberry-girl like myself to teach anything to one who was evidently

so much better informed. Then I told him that what he saw was the result

of an endeavor to determine whether there was not some better dependence

for a woman than the needle, that I had accomplished all this by my own

zeal and perseverance, and that this season promised complete success.

"I cannot give you too much praise," he observed. "Your tastes harmonize

admirably with my own. I have long believed that women are confined to

too small a circle of useful occupations. They too seldom teach

themselves, and are too little taught by others whose duty it is to

enlarge their sphere of action. All my sisters have learned what you may

call trades,--that is, to support themselves, if ever required to do so,

by employments particularly adapted to their talents. You have chosen

the garden, and you seem in a fair way to succeed. I must know how much

your strawberry-crop will yield you."

On thus discovering the object I had in view, and that this was my own

experiment, his interest in all that he saw appeared to increase. The

very tones of his voice became softer and kinder. There was nothing

patronizing in his manner; it was deferential, and so sympathetic as to

impress me very strongly. I felt that he understood the train of thought

that had been running through my mind, and that he heartily entered into

and approved of my plans.

My first false shame at being known as a strawberry-girl now gave place

to a feeling of pride and emulation. Here was one who could appreciate

as well as encourage. Hence my explanations were as full as it was

proper to set before a stranger. Our pastor listened to them with

surprise, as most of them were new even to him, nor did he fail to unite

with his companion in encouragement and congratulation. Long

acquaintance gave him the privilege to be familiar and inquisitive. It

is possible that in place of being abashed and humble, I may now have

been confident and boastful.

Our visitors left us with promises to repeat their call; and with a

lighter heart than ever, I went again to assist in picking.

The fruit continued to turn out well, and our widow in the market-house

proved true to the promises she had made,--there was no difficulty in

finding a sale for it, and somehow it yielded even better prices than

the year before. She said that others were complaining of a drought, and

that the fruit in consequence was generally inferior in size, so that

those who, like myself, had been lucky enough, or painstaking enough, to

secure a full crop, were doing better than ever. Then our little

strawberry-peddler, Lucy Varick, was doing a thriving business. She

established a list of customers among the great ladies in the city, who

bought large daily supplies from her, paying her the highest prices. Her

young heart seemed overflowing with joyfulness at her unexpected

success. It enabled her to take home many a dollar to her mother. Alas!

she seemed to think--if, indeed, she thought at all upon the

subject--that the strawberry season would be a perpetual harvest.

We throve so satisfactorily that my mother seemed to have given up her

cherished longing for a strawberry-garden. Now that we had a new class

of visitors who were likely to be frequent in their calls, I think she

felt a kind of pride in abandoning the project. There was a sort of

dignity in the production of fruit, but something humiliating in the

idea of keeping an eating-house. She even went so far as to decline all

applications from transient callers who had mistaken our premises for

those of our neighbors, thus leaving the latter in undisturbed

possession of their long trains of customers. They were not slow in

discovering that we had ceased to be rivals in this branch of their

business; and finding themselves mistaken in supposing that my

strawberry-crop would come into ruinous competition with theirs, they

seemed disposed to be a little friendly toward us. Indeed, on one or two

occasions, Mrs. Tetchy herself came to us for a large basketful of

fruit, declaring that their own supply was not equal to the demand. She

was unusually pleasant on those occasions, but at the same time insisted

on having the fruit at less than we were getting for it. My mother could

not contend with such a woman, and so submitted to her exactions. I feel

satisfied, however, that her visits were to be attributed quite as much

to a desire to gratify her curiosity as to any want of strawberries; for

I noticed that she never came on these errands without impudently

walking all over our garden, scrutinizing whatever we were doing, how

the beds were arranged, and particularly inspecting and even handling

the fruit. Of course we had nothing to be ashamed of; but though

everything about the garden was much neater than hers, she never dropped

a word of commendation.

Only a day or two after the gentlemen had been down to see us, we found

it necessary to resume the task of weeding between the rows. The drought

at the beginning of the season had been succeeded by copious rains, with

warm southerly winds, under which the weeds were making an alarming

growth, notwithstanding the trampling which they received from the

pickers. I confess that our heavy hoes made this so laborious an

operation that I rather dreaded its necessity; but a hot sun was now

shining, which would be sure to kill the weeds, if we cut them off, so

all hands were turned in to accomplish the work. While thus busily

occupied, whom should I see coming into the gate but Mr. Logan?

"Capital exercise, Miss, and a fine day for it!" he exclaimed, as he

came up to me. "No successful gardening where the weeds are permitted to

grow! I have the same pests to contend against, but I apply the same

remedy. There is nothing like a sharp hoe."

"Nothing indeed, if one only knew how to make it so," I replied.

As he spoke, his eye glanced at the uncouth implement I was using, and

reaching forth his hand he took it from me. Examining it carefully, a

smile came over his handsome face, and he shook his head, as if thinking

that would never do. It was one of the old tools my father had used,

heavy and tiresome for a woman's hand, with a blade absurdly large for

working among strawberries, and so dull as to hack off instead of

cutting up a weed at one stroke. Fred had undertaken to keep our hoes

sharp for us, but this season he had somehow neglected to put them in

order.

"This will never do, Miss," he observed. "Your hoe is heavy enough to

break you down. This is not exercise such as a lady should take, but

downright hard work. I must get you such as my sisters use; and now I

mean to do your day's work for you."

Then, taking my place, he proceeded during the entire morning to act as

my substitute. We were surprised at his affability, as well as at his

industry. It was evident that grubbing up weeds was no greater novelty

to him than to us. All the time he had something pleasant to say, and

thus conversation and work went on together: for, not thinking it polite

to leave him to labor alone, I procured a rake, and contrived to keep

him company in turning up the weeds to the sun, the more effectually to

kill them.

Now I had never been able to learn the botanical names of any of these

pests of the garden, nor whether any of them were useful to man, nor how

it was that the earth was so crowded with them. Neither did I know the

annuals from the perennials, nor why one variety was invariably found

flourishing in moist ground, while another preferred a drier situation.

If I had had a desire to learn these interesting particulars of things

that were my daily acquaintances, I had neither books to consult nor

time to devote to them.

But it was evident from Mr. Logan's conversation that he was not only a

horticulturist, but an accomplished botanist. Both my mother and myself

were surprised at the new light which he threw upon the subject. I was

tugging with my fingers at a great dandelion which had come up directly

between two strawberry-plants, trying to pull it up, when its brittle

leaves broke off in my hand, leaving the root in the ground. Mr. Logan,

seeing the operation, observed,--

"No use in cutting it off; the root must come out, or it will grow

thicker and stronger, and plague you every season"; and plying the

corner of his hoe all round the neck of the dandelion, so as to loosen

the earth a considerable depth, he thrust his fingers down, seized the

root, and drew forth a thick white fibre at least a foot long.

"That fellow must be three years old," said he, holding it up for me to

examine. "Very likely you have cut off the top every season, supposing

you were killing it. But the dandelion can be exterminated only by

destroying the root.

"Then," he continued, "there is the dock, more prolific of seeds than

the dandelion, and the red-sorrel, worse than either, because its roots

travel under ground in all directions, throwing up suckers at every

inch, while its tops are hung with myriads of seeds,--the hoe will never

exterminate these pests. You must get rid of the roots; throw them out

to such a sun as this, and then you may hope to be somewhat clear of

them."

All this was entirely new to me, as well as the botanical names, with

which he seemed to be as familiar as with the alphabet. I had often

wondered how it was that the dandelions in our garden never diminished

in number, though not one had usually been allowed to go to seed. I now

saw, that, instead of destroying the plant itself, we had only been

removing the tops.

"But how is it, Mr. Logan," I inquired, "that the weeds are everywhere

more numerous than the flowers?"

"Ah, Miss," he replied, resting the hoe upon his shoulder, taking off

his hat, and wiping the perspiration from his forehead, "I sometimes

think the weeds are immortal, but that the flowers are not. Some one has

said that the earth is mother of the weeds, but only step-mother to the

flowers. I think it is really so. We who cultivate the soil must

maintain against them, as against sin, a perpetual warfare."

"This is hoeing made easy," said my sister, as Mr. Logan walked away

toward the house for a glass of water. "A nice journeyman, Lizzie, eh?

Don't seem as if he could ever be tired! Will you ask him to come

again?"

"Why, Jane, you are foolish!" I replied.

But there was an arch smirk on her countenance, and she continued

looking at me with so much latent meaning in the expression of her eye,

that I was fairly compelled to turn away.

Noon came, that witching time with all who labor in the fields or woods,

and not until then did Mr. Logan lay down his clumsy hoe. I half pitied

his condition as we came out of the hot sun into the shelter of a

trellis which ran along the side of the house, over which a dozen

grape-vines were hanging so thickly as to exclude even the noonday

glare. It was a sweltering day for a gentleman to work among the weeds

in a strawberry-field, in coat and cravat. But he made very light of it,

and declared that he would come the next morning and see us through the

job, and even another, if we thought there would be room for him. After

he had gone, Jane reminded me of these offers; adding,--

"I felt quite sure he would be down again, even without your inviting

him. He seems to admire something else here besides strawberries. What

do you think it can be?"

But I considered her inquiries too ridiculous to be worth replying to.

After dinner we gave up hoeing for the day, and went to our usual

afternoon occupation of picking the next morning's supply for the widow.

She not only sold readily all we could gather, and at excellent prices,

but even called for more. It seemed that her customers were also

increasing, as well as those of our neighbors. Indeed, her urgency for

more fruit was such, during the entire season, that the question

repeatedly crossed my mind, whether we could not appropriate more ground

to strawberries by getting rid of some of the flowers. They were

beautiful things, but then they paid no profit.

When one strikes a vein that happens to be profitable, he is apt to

become impatient of doing well in a small way, and forthwith casts about

for ways and means to increase its productiveness, as he thinks, by

enlarging his operations. It was natural for me to conclude, that, if I

were thus fortunate on one acre, I could do much better by cultivating

more. I presume this hankering after additional acres must be a national

weakness, as there were numerous disquisitions on the subject scattered

through my agricultural papers, in many of which I noticed that there

was great fault-finding because men in this country undertook the

cultivation of twice as much land as they could properly manage. The

propensity for going on and enlarging their possessions seemed a very

general one. Thus even I, in my small way, was insensibly becoming a

disciple of these deluded people. But there was this comfort in my case,

that, while others were able to enlarge, even to their ruin, there was a

limit to my expansion, as it was impossible for me to go beyond an acre

and a half.

That afternoon we had just got well under way at picking, when a man

came into the garden with a bundle of hoes and rakes on his shoulder,

and coming up to us, took off his hat and bowed with the utmost

deference, then drew from his pocket a letter, which, singularly enough,

he handed to me, instead of giving it either to my mother or Jane. On

opening it, I found it to be a note from Mr. Logan, in which he said he

had noticed that our garden-tools were so heavy as to be entirely unfit

for ladies' use, and he had therefore taken the liberty of sending me a

variety of others that were made expressly for female gardeners, asking

me to do him the great favor to accept them. Both my mother and Jane had

stopped picking, as this unexpected donation was laid before us, so I

read the note aloud to them, the messenger having previously taken his

leave. I think, altogether, it was the greatest surprise we had ever

had.

"The next thing, I suppose," said Jane, "you'll have him down here to

show you how to use them"; and she laughed so heartily as quite to

mortify me. I understood her meaning, but my mother did not appear to

comprehend it, for she replied, with the utmost gravity,--

"No need of his coming to teach us; haven't we been hoeing all our

lives?"

"Not _us_, mother," interrupted Jane, in her peculiarly provoking way,

"but _her_; he won't come to teach _us_,--one will be enough. As to the

_need_ of his coming, it looks to me to be growing stronger and

stronger."

She fairly screamed with laughter, as she said this. I was so provoked

at her, that I was almost ready to cry; and as to answering her as she

deserved, it seemed beyond my power. My mother could not understand what

she meant; but while Jane was going on in this foolish way, she had

untied the bundle and was examining the tools. There were three hoes,

and as many rakes. Observing this, Jane again cried out,--

"What! all for _you_? Well, Lizzie, you are making a nice beginning! I

suppose you will now have more conversational topics than ever, though

there seemed to be plenty of them this morning!"

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