OUR LADY OF THE LAKE

We had been dining on the bridge of H.M.S. Kampala the captain,

the two ship's officers, the gunnery lieutenant and he who writes

this story. We had come in as it grew dark that August evening,

and anchored some few miles out from the German's great place.

For that great place a big gun, rumored or real, commanded

respect.

I suppose our main object on that patrol trip of ours was the

stopping of rice-running, the preservation of our lake blockade.

We had had some firing a few days ago at presumptive stores,

also at a dhow and lighter dimly descried (they were in the

papyrus-fringed labyrinth of a boat-passage). But of late we had

been lying up for the most part off a lonely island. Perhaps they

would think we were out of the way, perhaps not. We should see

what we should see.' I suppose that the gunnery lieutenant was

almost as sanguine of adventure as I was of humdrum peace in this

after-dinner hour on the darkened bridge. Adventure, or at least

what seemed to be its promising prelude arrived quite suddenly.

There was a sudden announcement to our captain about a light

being seen, a brief one-sided discussion, the whistle blowing for

'Stations,' the rattle of arms as the Indian ship's-guard fell

in. These all affected me with strange twinges of futile protest.

Surely there was a time for all things, and this was the time for

coffee and tobacco, not for disconcerting risks and detestable

noises. I wanted never to hear our four-inch gun again by

day. The idea of its shaking the peace of night to bits was

preposterous. Yet a light was reported ahead, a moving light on

the lake itself. 'You haven't much time, Craig,' I heard the

lieutenant cry to our captain. The engine-room bells rang

ominously, there was much puffing and spouting, then we were off.

I stole into a safe sort of corner, as corners went, by the

doctor's cabin. I edged out of the way of the Indian riflemen who

were sorting themselves, making ready for action. We were running

along somewhither. I didn't know much about our bearings, but I

had misgivings as to whether that big gun of the Germans was not

getting nearer. 'I've been thinking it may be a lure to draw us

on,' hazarded the Eurasian doctor by and by. That was just what

I'd been thinking. I was glad when the tension ceased suddenly,

not so many minutes after it had started. The light had vanished;

we were out of the hunt somehow it seemed; our captain meant

to wait till morning, then possibly he would show us a thing.

Meanwhile there were some hours to morning. We had had no

night-firing after all. Nor did there seem to be much prospect

of any. One might as well go to bed in the dark without delay.

Morning came and we hunted around, but drew blank. Then we

started away to look for a supposed dhow in likely covers of

creeks or inlets, but we drew these blank also. What was the

vanished light? That of the resurrected German steam-tug?

Possibly. Possibly it was not that of a dhow after all. Anyhow it

was gone out of our ken. 'There's dirty work in there of night,

Craig,' the gunnery-lieutenant had said with a stern eye on that

German harbor. He spoke as a partisan. Was it such very dirty

work if they did run a little food across to feed their own

people? Anyhow their dirty work, whatever it was, had seemingly

baffled our immaculate patrol under our white ensign, for that

time at any rate.

I don't think there is anything strange about this story as it

stands up to this point, do you? There may have been a dhow ahead

of us that night in August, and it may have been its light that

our watchman spied. Also it may have put out its light all of a

sudden, and so we may have lost it in the darkness. That simple

explanation sounds probable enough, doesn't it, when you come to

think of it?

Nevertheless in the following week, a more romantic explanation

was tendered to me it concerned a gramophone.

'That was the last tune before the light was seen,' a bluejacket

told me solemnly. 'It's a good tune, you perhaps know it, sir,

"Ave Maris Stella"'? We had fraternized over recollections of

Hastings, that was his birth-place. I told him how I had been

into his church there, which was not mine, Saint Mary's, Star of

the Sea. I recalled the blue-circled chancel and its glittering

stars with admiration. Now he was confidential about what had

happened a few nights before. He seemed to regard the putting-on

of that particular gramophone record at that particular moment as

significant. I was sympathetic, but I only grasped his point

vaguely. 'You mean,' I said. 'I mean that She may have meant it,'

he said rather confusedly. 'She may have meant us luck. If we'd

only gone in straight where Her light showed, we might have found

our luck.' 'You mean we might have captured Muanza, I suppose,' I

said rather skeptically. 'Well, we might have killed a lot of

Germans, sir, and done a lot of good. But our captain's too

cautious altogether.'

'It's possible,' I said. 'She may have meant to give us the tip,'

he went on. 'I don't think it's likely, but you may be right,' I

said with some detachment. The notion of Our Lady illuminating

the lake that she might give us the tip to kill Germans was not

so very convincing. I'm afraid I choked off the surmiser a bit

with my Tolstoyite incredulity. He drew in his horns there and

then; he confided none of his views to me again on similar

subjects. He was to die at sea a year or so after. They had got

him on to a ship from an island hospital, but he never reached

the South African port they had shipped him for. I am glad now to

think of his faith in Our Lady, Our Lady good at need.

It was before he went down to the coast, that we advanced and

took a great island renowned for its rice commerce. Then the day

came only a month or so after that our troops marched into

Muanza. The main body of its German defenders had steamed away

down that land-locked sound of theirs a little while before. We

had not stormed the place from the lake after all, we had arrived

by a back-door road among the kopjes. Yet there we were at last.

It seemed curious to be in the place that I had peered at

apprehensively on patrol. How mysterious its lights and its

harbor had looked from a darkened bridge or a deck of old. Now I

went to and fro in the glaring Boma square, climbed the road

among the rocks to the Fort Hospital with the tower and its dummy

guns, patrolled the palm-tree promenade where no band played, but

lake-water provided placid music much more to my taste than that

of drums and brass.

It was in the church above the bay, the church of the White

Fathers, that I came upon my sequel, or at least what looks like

the earthly sequel of my story. Afterwards, of course, I may hear

much more. The White Father I had gone to see, took me into the

church one morning and showed me Our Lady's altar. Over it was an

altar-piece of familiar design I think it represented Our Lady of

Good Counsel, but I am not sure. In front votive candles blazed,

in very creditable profusion for those hard times surely. A

silver star with about two-inch points caught my eye. There were

other stars hung there too, much less conspicuous ones. There

were also two or three little models of dhows or boats set on a

ledge before that altar. I pointed to the silver star, and my

guide answered my mute question: 'A gift to Our Lady, Star of

this lake and these lake-shores,' he said. 'It was one night in

August of last year that it happened, the miracle or whatever you

wish to call it.' 'Did Our Lady appear on the lake?' I asked

keenly, for memories began to stir in me. 'No, not quite that,'

said the White Father. He had a brown beard, and a very white

face, and he spoke clear-cut English. 'There was a light seen

over the water.' Then it was that the surmise about the

gramophone recurred to me. 'Do you really think,' I asked, 'that

there was a light to be seen? If so, what was there strange about

it?' 'Well, it was a miracle of sorts,' he said. 'I didn't

believe about it at first, for I didn't see reason for it. They

said it was a light given to lure the English within range. That

was the talk of some of our Catholics in the town, but it wasn't

good talk. I argued against it.' He paused. Then I told him,

smilingly, the story of the gramophone. 'It's a parallel story,'

I said. 'Our Lady was indeed divided against herself that night

in her clients' estimation.' 'It shows the absurdity of war

between Catholics,' he murmured. 'Yes, of war between so-called

Christian nations,' I agreed. In an impulse I shook his hand.

'But there was a light,' I said: 'I saw it.' 'So did I,' he said.

'Was it the light of a dhow?' I wondered. 'No,' he said,

surprisingly, 'the dhow was on the other side of your ship.' He

pointed to the votive star. 'That star commemorates this sight of

a light, or rather of a star,' he said. 'I veritably believe that

the star light was Our Lady of the Lake's work. Yet she did not

in the least mean to show the English where to land and slaughter

us, nor on the other hand to lure them on to a fiery doom. Our

Lady wants the salvage of men's lives not their destruction.

Guess what happened that night.'

I was puzzled. I took the star into my hand and looked it over.

It only had 'Muanza' graved upon it, 'Muanza' and the date of

that August evening. No, I gave it up. So he told me his version

of events. 'There was a dhow beating round the corner of an

island. The Goanese skipper had no idea that you were there. It

was a near thing. He was lucky, wasn't he, that the alarm of the

light seen by your watch came just then? He was running almost

straight for your war-ship. But you started off on a course that

took you far out of his way, started off on a light's chase or

rather a star's chase. He is a very pious man, that Goanese

skipper; he was here for two Masses this morning. He has a great

devotion to Our Lady, as I believe, and he knows how to pray. He

vowed a silver star to Our Lady Our Lady of the Lake, if she

would but bring him through with his ship safe. He made a fair

voyage after all. But he thanked the star that led you off from

him for it, say rather Her who kindled that star. He is a man of

prayer, the sort of prayer that invites miracles.' I was very

silent. I knelt before the statue a little. Then I said 'Good-bye.'

When I had said it I looked at two of the stars (that were not

silver) curiously. Were they not Belgian officers' stars, and

were they not likely to have a tragical history? 'Ask the silver

star-man, please,' I said, 'to pray for God's miracle of peace.

It does seem to me as if his prayers might do a lot of good. I'd

give Our Lady of the Lake a whole Southern-Crossful of stars

should peace come before the year's out.' Did he forget to ask

that star-man for his prayers?

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