CHAPTER XXV--HILDA AGAIN

The brother of Gunnehilde, Anlaf the black, had been one of the

servitors of Guthrum. The king had parceled out among those of his

retainers who had chosen to remain with him the lands and manors of East

Anglia. Many of the wild and courageous spirits, rebelling at the

restraints of a peaceful life, had retired from the coasts of Britain,

seeking other fields of adventure and prowess. To these also the fact

that Guthrum and many of his jarls had embraced Christianity proved

galling, and so many were the manors and broad the fields assigned to

those who remained. The Saxon inhabitants either submitted to their

rule, and became subjects of the Danish king, or else retired into

Wessex or southern Mercia.

To Thetford, the capital and largest city of East Anglia, was Egwina

taken. Large and extensive forests surrounded the town. Just in the edge

of the woods was an open glade in which was the house where dwelt Anlaf

the black. In the near distance could be seen the royal vill of Guthrum

or Athelstan.

The family consisted of but two members. Anlaf himself and his wife.

They received the maiden with hospitality and reverence, for Egwina

found that even here the greatness predicted for her by Gunnehilde had

its effect. The wife of Anlaf would not permit her to assist her in her

household duties, and the maiden soon found that, deprived of all

employment, time began to hang heavily upon her hands.

Chafing at her idleness, she began to wander in the woodland near the

house, observing the caution that had been given her of not straying too

far away for fear of the wolves or bears with which the forest was

filled. One afternoon, she had walked somewhat farther than usual, and,

feeling the need of rest, flung herself down upon the sward under the

spreading branches of an oak tree. She had lain so but a short while

when she heard voices.

Out from among the trees there came the figures of two persons: a young

man, very fair, and to all appearances a Saxon, and a girl, a Dane.

Egwina sat up and surveyed the two with some curiosity which was

reciprocated by the man and the girl, for they stopped and looked at her

with surprise.

"Come, Siegbert," said the Danish girl, "let us advance and see who the

maiden is." She started forward as she spoke, and the young man, called

Siegbert, supported her form carefully.

Egwina rose, and awaited their coming, rejoicing in the fact that she

was at last going to meet with some young folk near her own age.

"Why, it is the skald maiden!" exclaimed the Danish girl, as she drew

near to the Saxon maiden.

"Hilda, daughter of Guthrum!" exclaimed Egwina in turn.

"Yes; it is Hilda. What dost thou here?" cried the king's daughter. "I

thought that thou wert skald maiden to King Alfred? Thou wert with him

when he entered the camp at Westbury."

"True," answered Egwina, briefly. "Gleemaidens as well as gleemen are in

many places. To-day they serve one lord; to-morrow they chant the

praises of another."

"Sit we down," commanded the Danish girl imperiously. "Much doth it tire

me to stand, and I would talk with thee."

The young man spread a mantle upon the sward, and Hilda sank down upon

it. Egwina resumed her seat, looking at the Saxon attendant as she did

so. Well worthy of attention was he.

He carried himself nobly; his form was strong, muscular, and

symmetrically developed. His face was marvelously beautiful, but the

eyes caught and held the gaze. Deep blue were they, and full of

unfathomable sorrow, yet full also of that strength which is

self-conscious of power. His bearing toward the Danish maiden was tender

in the extreme.

He bore her pettishness and imperiousness not as a slave, but

indulgently as one bears the caprices of a loved child. Again and again

Egwina found her glance wandering to his face, and she caught herself

listening to his voice as he spoke to Hilda, with a strange throb of the

heart.

"Lean against me, Hilda," he was saying. "Then thou wilt not be so

tired."

"It is better," admitted Hilda, leaning contentedly against his broad

chest. "Now tell me, maiden. Art thou wandering through Danelagh, or

what dost thou here?"

"Nay; I wander no more," answered Egwina. "Here in East Anglia do I

abide for a time only. I wot not when I shall go hence, but methinks it

will not be long. Hast thou trouble again with thy knee?"

"No; didst thou not know that thy King Alfred did cure me? No longer do

I suffer from my knee, but hot and sharp is the pain here," and she laid

her hand on her breast. "I would that I knew more of that Cuthbert of

whom the king told me. And he was afflicted even as I with the lameness

of the knee. Prithee, maiden, dost thou know aught of him?"

"Only that he was an holy and an austere man; the bishop of

Lindisfarne," replied Egwina. "Many miracles have been wrought by his

tomb, and many did he perform himself."

"Oh, that I might visit his tomb!" exclaimed the Danish girl, fervently.

"I wish not to die yet. I am so young, so young!" She burst into a

passion of weeping.

Siegbert drew her to him, and gently stroked her hair.

"But are there no leeches, no remedies?" cried Egwina, her heart full of

sympathy for the girl.

"Everything hath been tried," said Siegbert, and again Egwina felt that

strange throbbing of the heart as he spake. "Everything; but Hilda

thinketh that nothing will cure her save a visit to the tomb of

Cuthbert."

"Then why doth she not go?" asked Egwina. "Could she not be taken

there?"

"No, maiden." The Saxon's voice was grave. "When the Danes spread over

the country, destroying the monasteries, Cuthbert's remains were taken

up and carried away by the monks when they fled. Now, none know where

they be."

"I feel sure that King Alfred will know," cried Egwina. "He hath rebuilt

the monasteries, and oh! I know that he will know."

"Thinkest thou so?" cried Hilda with eagerness. "I will tell my father

and he will send to the king."

She sat up, and seemed much better and stronger for the hope that was

infused into her.

"Hadst thou not better return now, Hilda?" asked Siegbert. "Thou hast

stayed out long enow for one day."

"Nay, I would talk more with the maiden," returned Hilda. "So soon as I

return will I get my father to send bode to King Alfred to ask of him

where lie the bones of Cuthbert. Maiden, believest thou in runes of the

volva?"

Egwina shook her head.

"The runes tell me of speedy death," said Hilda.

"But, Hilda, thou wert baptized with thy father," chid Egwina. "Thou

canst not now believe in runes, or any of the seid of the volva."

"Do not the Saxons?" inquired Hilda. "I have heard that even they who

hold belief in Christianity consult the Morthwyrtha by fount and elm and

scin-laeca."

Egwina winced, but answered bravely: "Too true, Hilda. Many of our

people do so deal with such pagan ideas, but it is forbidden by priest

and our most holy religion. I have heard it said that some worship still

the old gods, despite word of king or monk."

"But why forsook they the olden gods?" cried the Danish girl. "I like

not the Saxon God. In what is He better than Odin? Whom can ye give us

in place of our beautiful Baldur the glorious? 'Worship the Saxon God,'

is the command that hath gone forth from my father, and the people obey

because he hath said; but still do they cling to Odin, and Thor, and

Baldur. Once as we worship, so did ye. Why did ye change?"

"Hast thou not heard how the good Pope Gregory sent the priests to

Britain?" asked Egwina.

"No; tell me," and Hilda, leaned back comfortably against Siegbert. "If

I am to worship in this new religion I wish to know of it; but little do

I care for aught of it save Cuthbert."

"Wottest thou not that often men of our island have been sold as serfs

into other countries?" asked Egwina.

"Yes; as it hath been with ye in that respect, so hath it been with us."

"Well, at one time in the city of Rome there were some men from our

island to be sold as serfs. While they stood in the market place, Pope

Gregory of blessed memory was passing by. He was a simple priest then,

but afterward became pope. Being attracted by the exceeding fairness of

the men, he stopped.

"'From what country come ye?' he asked. They replied that they were

'Angles.' 'Angles! Ye should be angels! Are ye Christians,' said the

holy man, 'or heathens?' 'Certainly not Christians,' said they, 'for no

one hath opened our ears.' Then the holy man, lifting up his eyes,

replied, 'What man, when there are stones at hand, layeth a foundation

with reeds?' They answered, 'No man of prudence.' 'Ye have well said,'

said he, and straightway did he take them to his own house and instruct

them in the divine oracles, and arrange with them that he should go into

their country to carry the holy religion.

"When the people heard of it they made a great outcry, for he was a holy

man, much noted for good works and well-beloved. So the pope would not

let him go, and it became his hope that some day the gospel should be

taken into our land. When he became pope, he at once sent St. Augustine,

a holy man, with a multitude of priests, and thus did they change our

forefathers into Christians."

"What said they?" inquired the Danish girl. "How could they turn them

from the old gods? Methinks that I should like to know what was said."

"Dear Hilda," and Egwina looked distressed, "I would that there was some

one that thou couldst question aside from me. I know so little; I only

know that I believe. I would that King Alfred were here! He could tell

thee all that thou askest."

"But dost thou not know somewhat of what passed between them?" asked the

girl impatiently. "Methinks that were my people to change so, I would

know wherefore it was done. Bethink thee! Dost thou not remember

something of it?"

"Methinks," said the Saxon maid, musingly, "that I have heard that which

passed between them, but, Hilda, I cannot tell thee what it was. It hath

been custom so long for our people to be Christian that they no longer

question the whyfore."

"I can tell thee, Hilda," spake Siegbert, in his deep musical voice.

"The king and his thegns were debating the old and the new religions in

the witan, when a thegn arose and said: 'Thou dost remember, it may be,

O king, that which sometimes happens in winter, when thou art seated at

table with gesiths and thegns. Thy fire is lighted and thy hall warmed,

and without is rain and snow and storm. Then comes a swallow flying

across the hall. He enters by one door and leaves by another. The brief

moment while he is within is pleasant to him; he feels not rain nor

cheerless winter weather; but the moment is brief--the bird flies away

in the twinkling of an eye, and he passes from winter to winter. Such,

methinks, is the life of man on earth, compared with the uncertain time

beyond. It appears for a while, but what is the time which comes

after--the time which was before? We know not. If, then, this new

doctrine may teach us somewhat of greater certainty, it were well that

we should regard it.'"

"Why, Siegbert," exclaimed Hilda, "I knew not that thou didst know aught

of it."

"Dost thou forget that once I was in a monastery?" asked Siegbert.

"True, I did forget. How comes it that thou hast not told me before?"

questioned Hilda.

"Never have I heard thee speak as thou hast spoken to-day," answered the

young man. "Willingly would I have told thee of it."

"'Tis true," declared the Danish girl, after a short interval of

silence, during which time she seemed to be thinking. "We are like the

swallow. Here for such a brief time and then out into the shadow of

death. Whither? We know not; unless, indeed, it be true that Hela, the

death goddess, awaits us in Niflheim. Oh, would that I were not woman!

Would that I were warrior; that Odin, Alfadur, might send the Valkyrie

to wing me to Valhalla, where all is bright and beautiful. I wish not to

go to Hela!"

"Thou shalt not." Siegbert spoke soothingly and with so much of

positiveness that Hilda forgot her tears and raised her head

inquiringly.

"What meanest thou, Siegbert?"

"Thou shalt not go to that dread abode, for none such exists," said the

young man. "Let me tell thee, Hilda, of the beautiful heaven of the

Christian faith."

With solemn sweetness he told of the heavenly city, where there is no

night, where pain nor death enters not, and of the gentle Christ so

pitiful of weakness and suffering. Egwina listened entranced. The young

man's earnestness impressed her, and she felt her own imperfections as

she had never done before.

"I am tired," said Hilda, at length. "Take me home, Siegbert, and there

thou shalt tell me more of this Christ of thine. He is like Baldur in

his beauty and goodness. If thy heaven is as thou sayest, then methinks

I wish it, for one need not be warrior to enter it."

Lifting her up carefully in his arms, Siegbert turned to go, but Hilda

stopped him.

"Come to me to-morrow, maiden," said she to Egwina. "Wilt thou not?

Siegbert shall come to fetch thee if thou wilt. I would hear thee sing

again. Wondrous skill hadst thou with the harp."

"I have none now," responded Egwina, slowly, "but I will come an' thou

wishest it."

"I do wish it. I have harp of mine own which thou canst use. Then I will

send Siegbert for thee."

She sank back in the strong arms of the Saxon, who strode off as if the

burden he bore were naught for his strength. Egwina stood for a long

time on the knoll where they had left her.

"Why doth my heart beat at sound of his voice or look of his eye?" she

mused. "Something doth draw me to him. I would, oh, I would that he were

sibbe to me. Never before have I so longed for one to be near to me as I

do him. Oh, would that he were of my kith! But God doeth all things

well, and it may be that I am bereft of kin that I may the more readily

give myself to the service of Heaven."

With an involuntary sigh, she turned her steps in the direction of the

abode of Anlaf.

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