THE MISSING DIARY
My experience as a detective has convinced me that the evident is
usually true; that in a great majority of cases crime leaves a straight
trail, and ambiguities are more often due to the inability of the
trailer than to the cunning of the trailed. Such reputation as I have
established is due to acceptance of and earnest adherence to the
obvious.
In this affair of Thomas Gilbert's death, everything so far pointed one
way. The body had been found in a bolted room, revolver in hand; on the
wall over the mantel hung the empty holster; Worth assured me the gun
was kept always loaded; and there might be motive enough for suicide in
the quarrel last night between father and son.
Because of that flitting shadow I had seen, I knew this place was not
impervious. Some one person, at least, could enter and leave the room
easily, quickly, while its doors were locked. But that might be
Hughes--or even Worth--with some reason for doing so not willingly
explained, and some means not readily seen. It probably had nothing to
do with Thomas Gilbert's sudden death, could not offset in my mind the
conviction of Thomas Gilbert's stiffened fingers about the pistol's
butt. That I made a second thorough investigation of the study interior
was not because I questioned the manner of the death.
I began taking down books from the shelves at regular intervals,
sounding the thick dead-wall, in search of a secreted entrance. I came
on a row of volumes whose red morocco backs carried nothing but dates.
"Account books?" I asked.
Worth turned his head to look, and the bleakest thing that could be
called a smile twisted his lips a little, as he said,
"My father's diaries."
"Quite a lot of them."
"Yes. He'd kept diaries for thirty years."
"But he seems to have dropped the habit. There is no 1920 book."
"Oh, yes there is," very definitely. "He never gave up setting down the
sins of his family and neighbors while his eyes had sight to see them,
and his hand the cunning to write." He spoke with extraordinary
bitterness, finishing, "He would have had it on the desk there. The
current book was always kept convenient to his hand."
An idea occurred to me.
"Worth," I asked, "did you see that 1920 volume when you were here last
night?"
He looked a little startled, and I prompted,
"Were you too excited to have noticed a detail like that?"
"I wasn't excited; not in the sense of being confused," he spoke slowly.
"The book was there; he'd been writing in it. I remember looking at it
and thinking that as soon as I was gone, he'd sit down in his chair and
put every damn' word of our row into it. That was his way. The seamy
side of Santa Ysobel life's recorded in those books. I always
understood they amounted to a pack of neighborhood dynamite."
"Got to find that last book," I said.
He nodded listlessly. I went to it, giving that room such a searching as
would have turned out a bent pin, had one been mislaid in it. I even
took down from the shelves books of similar size to see if the lost
volume had been slipped into a camouflaging cover--all to no good. It
wasn't there. And when I had finished I was positive of two things; the
study had no other entrance than the apparent ones, and the diary of
1920 had been removed from the room since Worth saw it there the night
before. I reached for one of the other volumes. Worth spoke again in a
sort of dragging voice,
"What do you want to look at them for, Jerry?"
"It's not idle curiosity," I told him, a bit pricked.
"I know it's not that." The old, affectionate tone went right to my
heart. "But if you're thinking you'll find in them any explanation of my
father's taking his own life, I'm here to tell you you're mistaken.
Plenty there, no doubt, to have driven a tender hearted man off the
earth.... He was different." Eyeing the book in my hand, the boy blurted
with sudden heat, "Those damn' diaries have been wife and child and meat
and drink to him. They were his reason for living--not dying!"
"Start me right in regard to your father, Worth," I urged anxiously.
"It's important."
The boy gave me his shoulder and continued to stare down into the fire,
as he said at last, slowly,
"I would rather leave him alone, Jerry."
I knew it would be useless to insist. Never then or thereafter did I
hear him say more of his father's character. At that, he could hardly
have told more in an hour's talk.
At random, I took the volume that covered the year in which, as I
remembered, Thomas Gilbert's wife had secured her divorce from him.
Neatly and carefully written in a script as readable as type, the books,
if I am a judge, had literary style. They were much more than mere
diaries. True, each entry began with a note of the day's weather, and
certain small records of the writer's personal affairs; but these went
oddly enough with what followed; a biting analysis of the inner life,
the estimated intentions and emotions, of the beings nearest to him. It
was inhuman stuff. But Worth was right; there was no soil for suicide in
this matter written by a hand guided by a harsh, censorious mind; too
much egotism here to willingly give over the rôle of conscience for his
friends. Friends?--could a man have friends who regarded humanity
through such unkindly, wide open, all-seeing eyes?
Worth, seated across from me on the other side of the fire, stared
straight into the leaping blaze; but I doubted if that was what he saw.
On his face was the look which I had come to know, of the dignified
householder who had gone in and shut the door on whatever of dismay and
confusion might be in his private affairs. I began to read his father's
version of the separation from his mother, with its ironic references to
her most intimate friend.
"Marion would like to see Laura Bowman ship Tony and marry Jim Edwards.
I swear the modern woman has played bridge so long that her idea of the
most serious obligation in life--the marriage vow--is, 'Never mind. If
you don't like the hand you have got, shuffle, cut, and deal again!'"
I dropped the book to my knee and looked over at Worth, asking,
"This Mrs. Dr. Bowman that we met last night at Tait's--she was a
special friend of your mother's?"
"They were like sisters--in more than one way." I knew without his
telling it that he alluded to their common misfortune of being both
unhappily married. His mother, a woman of more force than the other, had
gained her freedom.
"_Femina Priores._" I came on an entry standing oddly alone. "Marion is
to secure the divorce--at my suggestion. I have demanded that our son
share his time between us."
Again I let the book down on my knee and looked across at the silent
fellow there. And I had heard him compassionate Barbara Wallace for
having painful memories of her childhood! I believe he was at that
moment more at peace with his father than he had ever been in his
life--and that he grieved that this was so. I knew, too, that the
forgiveness and forgetting would not extend to these pitiless records.
Without disturbing him, I laid the book I held down and scouted forward
for things more recent.
"Laura Bowman"--through one entry after another Gilbert kicked that poor
woman's name like a football. Very fine and righteous and high-minded in
what he said, but writing it out in full and calling her painful
difficulties--the writhing of a sensitive, high-strung woman, mismated
with a tyrant--an example notably stupid and unoriginal, of the eternal
matrimonial triangle. Bowman evidently kept his sympathy, so far as
such a nature can be said to entertain that gentle emotion.
I ran through other volumes, merciless recitals, now and again, of the
shortcomings of his associates or servants; a cold blooded
misrepresentation of his son; a sneer for the affair with Ina Thornhill,
with the dictum, sound enough no doubt, that the girl herself did the
courting, and that she had no conscience--"The extreme society type of
parasite," he put it. And then the account of his break with Edwards.
Dr. Bowman, it seems, had come to Gilbert in confidence for help, saying
that his wife had left his house in the small hours the previous night,
nothing but an evening wrap pulled over her night wear, and that he
guessed where she could be found, since she hadn't gone to her mother's.
He asked Gilbert to be his ambassador with messages of pardon. Didn't
want to go himself, because that would mean a row, and he was
determined, if possible, to keep the thing private, giving a generous
reason: that he wasn't willing to disgrace the woman. All of which,
after he'd written it down, the diarist discredited with his brief
comment to the effect that Tony Bowman shunned publicity because scandal
of the sort would hurt his practice, and his pride as well, and that he
didn't go out to Jim Edwards's ranch because, under these circumstances,
he would be afraid of Jim.
Thomas Gilbert did the doctor's errand for him. The entry concerning it
occupied the next day. I read between the lines how much he enjoyed his
position of god from the machine, swooping down on the two he found out
there, estimating their situation and behavior in his usual
hair-splitting fashion, sitting as a court of last appeal. It was of no
use for Edwards to explain to him that Laura Bowman was practically
crazy when she walked out of her husband's house as the culmination of a
miserable scene--the sort that had been more and more frequent there of
late--carrying black-and-blue marks where he had grabbed and shaken her.
The statement that it was by mere chance she encountered Jim seemed to
have made Gilbert smile, and Jim's taking of her out to the ranch, the
assertion that it was the only thing to do, that she was sick and
delirious, had inspired Gilbert to say to him, quite neatly, "You
weren't delirious, I take it--not more than usual."
Then he demanded that Laura go with him, at once, back to her husband,
or out to her mother's. She considered the matter and chose to go back
to Bowman, saying bitterly that her mother made the match in the first
place, and stood always against her daughter and with her son-in-law
whatever he did. Plainly it took all of Laura's persuasions to prevent
actual blows between Gilbert and Edwards. Also, she would only promise
to go back and live under Bowman's roof, but not as his wife--and the
whole situation was much aggravated.
I followed Mr. Thomas Gilbert's observation of this affair: his amused
understanding of how much Jim Edwards and Laura hated him; his private
contempt for Bowman, to whom he continued to give countenance and moral
support; his setting down of the quarrels, intimate, disastrous, between
Bowman and his wife, as the doctor retailed them to him, the woman
dragging herself on her knees to beg for her freedom, and his callous
refusals; backed by threat of the wide publicity of a scandalous
divorce suit, with Thomas Gilbert as main witness. I turned to Worth and
asked,
"When will Edwards be here?"
"Any minute now." Worth looked at me queerly, but I went on,
"You said he phoned from the ranch. Did he answer you in person--from
out there?"
"That's what I told you, Jerry."
My searching gaze made nothing of the boy's impassive face; I plunged
again into the diaries, running down a page, getting the heading of a
sentence, not delaying to go further unless I struck something which
seemed to me important, and each minute thinking of the strangeness of a
man like this killing himself. It was in the 1916 volume, that I made a
discovery which surprised an exclamation from me.
"What would you call this, Worth? Your father's way of making
corrections?"
"Corrections?" Worth spoke without looking around. "My father never made
corrections--in anything." It was said without animus--a simple
statement of fact.
"But look here." I held toward him the book. There were three leaves
gone; that meant six pages, and the entries covered May 31 and June 1. I
had verified that before I spoke to him, noticing that the statement of
the weather for May 31 remained at the foot of the last page left, while
a run-over on the page beyond the missing ones had been marked out. It
had nothing to do with the weather. As nearly as I could make out with
the reading glass I held over it, the words were, "take the woman for no
other than she appears."
"Worth," I urged, "give me your attention for a minute here. You say
your father did not make corrections, but one of the diaries is cut. The
records of two days are gone. Were those pages stolen?"
"How should I know?" said Worth, and added, helpfully, "Pity they didn't
steal the whole lot. That would have been a relief."
There were voices and the sound of steps outside. I shoved the diary
back into its place on the shelf, and turned to see Barbara at the
broken door with Jim Edwards. She came in, her clear eyes a little wide,
but the whole young personality of her quite composed. Edwards halted at
the door, a haggard eye roving over the room, until it encountered the
blood-stain on the rug, when it sheered abruptly, and fixed itself on
Worth, who crossed to shake hands, with a quiet,
"Come in, won't you, Jim? Or would you rather go up to the house?"
Keenly I watched the man as he stood there struggling for words. There
was color on his thin cheeks, high under the dark eyes; it made him look
wild. The chill of the drive, or pure nervousness, had him shaking.
"Thank you--the house, I think," he said rather incoherently. Yet he
lingered. "Barbara's been telling me," he said in that deep voice of his
with the air of one who utters at random. "Worth,--had you thought that
it might have been happening down here, right at the time we all sat at
Tait's together?"
He was in a condition to spill anything. A moment more and we should
have heard what it was that had him in such a grip of horror. But as I
glanced at Worth, I saw him reply to the older man's question with a
very slight but very perceptible shake of the head. It had nothing to do
with what had been asked him; to any eye it said more plainly than
words, "Don't talk; pull yourself together." I whirled to see how
Edwards responded to this, and found our group had a new member. In the
door stood a decent looking, round faced Chinaman. Edwards had drawn a
little inside the threshold for him, but very little, and waited, still
shaken, perturbed, hat in hand, apparently ready to leave as soon as the
Oriental got out of his way.
"Hello," the yellow man saluted us.
"Hello, Chung," Worth rejoined, and added, "Looks good to see you
again."
I was relieved to hear that. It showed me that the cook, anyhow, had not
seen Worth last night in Santa Ysobel.
"Just now I hea' 'bout Boss." Chung's eye went straight to the stain on
the rug, exactly as Edwards' had done, but it stopped there, and his
Oriental impassiveness was unmoved. "Too bad," he concluded, thrust the
fingers of one hand up the sleeve of the other and waited.
"Where you been all day?" I said quickly.
"My cousin' ranch."
"His cousin's got a truck farm over by Medlow--or used to have," Worth
supplied, and Chung looked to him, instantly.
"You sabbee," he said hopefully. "I go iss mo'ning--all same any
day--not find out 'bout Boss. Too bad. Too velly much bad." A pause,
then, looking around at the four of us, "I get dinner?"
"We've all had something to eat, Chung," Worth said. "You go now fix
room. Make bed. To-night, I stay; Mr. Boyne here stay; Mr. Edwards
stay. Fix three rooms. Good fire."
"All 'ite," the chink would have ducked out then, Jim Edwards after him,
but I stopped the proceedings with,
"Hold on a minute--while we're all together--tell us about that visitor
Mr. Gilbert had last night." I was throwing a rock in the brush-pile in
the chance of scaring out a rabbit. I was shooting the question at
Chung, but my eye was on Edwards. He glared back at me for a moment,
then couldn't stand the strain and looked away. At last the Chinaman
spoke.
"Not see um. I go fix bed now."
"Hold on," again I stopped him. "Worth, tell him those beds can wait.
Tell him it's all right to answer my questions."
"'S all 'ite?" Chung studied us in turn. I was keeping an inconspicuous
eye on Edwards as I reassured him. "'S all 'ite," he repeated with a
falling inflection this time, and finished placidly, "You want know
'bout lady?"
"What's all this?" Edwards spoke low.
"About a lady who came to see Mr. Gilbert last night," I explained
shortly; then, "Who was she, Chung?"
"Not see um good." The Chinaman shook his head gravely.
"Did she come here--to the study?" I asked. He nodded. Worth moved
impatiently, and the Chinaman caught it. He fixed his eyes on Worth. I
stepped between them. "Chung," I said sharply. "You knew the lady. Who
was she?"
"Not see um good," he repeated, plainly reluctant. "She hold hand by
face--cly, I think."
"Good God!" Edwards broke out startlingly. "If we're going to hear an
account of all the women that Tom lectured and made cry--leave me out of
it."
"One woman will do, for this time," I said to him drily, "if it's the
right one," and he subsided, turning away. But he did not go. With
burning eyes, he stood and listened while I cross-examined the unwilling
Chung and got apparently a straight story showing that some woman had
come to the side door of his master's house shortly after dinner
Saturday night, walked to the study with that master, weeping, and that
her voice when he heard it, sounded like that of some one he knew. I
tried every way in the world to get him to be specific about this voice;
did it sound like that of a young lady? an old lady? did he think it was
some one he knew well, or only a little? had he been hearing it much
lately? All the usual tactics; but Chung's placid obstinacy was proof
against them. He kept shaking his head and saying over and over,
"No hear um good," until Barbara, standing watchfully by, said,
"Chung, you think that lady talk like this?"
As she spoke, after the first word, a change had come into her voice; it
was lighter, higher, with a something in its character faintly
reminiscent to my ear. And Chung bobbed his head quickly, nodding
assent. In her mimicry he had recognized the tones of the visitor. I
glanced at Edwards: he looked positively relieved.
"I'll go to the house, Worth," he said with more composure in his tone
than I would have thought a few moments ago he could in any way summon.
"You'll find me there." And he followed the Chinaman up the moonlit
path.