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Eighteen years ago, the first edition of this book, "Co. H., First

Tennessee Regiment," was published by the author, Mr. Sam. R. Watkins,

of Columbia, Tenn. A limited edition of two thousand copies was printed

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the owners of copies of it hold them so precious that it is impossible to

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the Chattanooga Times has printed a second edition of 2000 copies,

which to soldiers of the Army of the Tennessee and the Army of the

Cumberland, between whom many battles were fought, it will prove of

intense interest, serving to recall many scenes and incidents of battle

field and camp in which they were the chief actors. To them and to all

other readers we respectfully commend this book as being the best and

most impersonal history of any army ever written.

THE CHATTANOOGA TIMES.

Chattanooga, Tenn., Oct. 1, 1900.

"CO. AYTCH,"

MAURY GRAYS,

FIRST TENNESSEE REGIMENT;

OR,

A SIDE SHOW OF THE BIG SHOW.

By SAM. R. WATKINS,

COLUMBIA, TENN.

"Quaeque ipse miserima vidi,

Et quorum pars magna fui."

TO THE MEMORY

OF MY DEAD

COMRADES OF

THE MAURY GRAYS,

AND THE FIRST TENNESSEE REGIMENT, WHO

DIED IN DEFENSE OF SOUTHERN HOMES AND

LIBERTIES: ALSO TO MY LIVING COMRADES,

NEARLY ALL OF

WHOM SHED THEIR

BLOOD IN DEFENSE

OF THE SAME

CAUSE, THIS BOOK

IS RESPECTFULLY

DEDICATED BY THE

AUTHOR . . . . .

CONTENTS

CHAPTER I--RETROSPECTIVE

WE ARE ONE AND UNDIVIDED

THE BLOODY CHASM

EIGHTEEN HUNDRED AND SIXTY-ONE

CAMP CHEATHAM

ON THE ROAD

STAUNTON

WARM SPRINGS

CHEAT MOUNTAIN

ROMNEY

STANDING PICKET ON THE POTOMAC

SCHWARTZ AND PFIFER

THE COURT-MARTIAL

THE DEATH WATCH

VIRGINIA, FAREWELL

CHAPTER II--SHILOH

SHILOH

CHAPTER III--CORINTH

CORINTH

ROWLAND SHOT TO DEATH

KILLING A YANKEE SHARPSHOOTER

COLONEL FIELD

CAPTAIN JOE P. LEE

CORINTH FORSAKEN

CHAPTER IV--TUPELO

TUPELO

THE COURT-MARTIAL AT TUPELO

RAIDING ON ROASTINGEARS

CHAPTER V--KENTUCKY

WE GO INTO KENTUCKY

THE BATTLE OF PERRYVILLE

THE RETREAT OUT OF KENTUCKY

KNOXVILLE

AH, SNEAK

I JINE THE CAVALRY

CHAPTER VI--MURFREESBORO

MURFREESBORO

BATTLE OF MURFREESBORO

ROBBING A DEAD YANKEE

CHAPTER VII--SHELBYVILLE

SHELBYVILLE

A FOOT RACE

EATING MUSSELS

POOR BERRY MORGAN

WRIGHT SHOT TO DEATH WITH MUSKETRY

DAVE SUBLETT PROMOTED

DOWN DUCK RIVER IN A CANOE

SHENERAL OWLEYDOUSKY

CHAPTER VIII--CHATTANOOGA

BACK TO CHATTANOOGA

AM VISITED BY MY FATHER

OUT A LARKING

HANGING TWO SPIES

EATING RATS

SWIMMING THE TENN. WITH ROASTINGEARS

AM DETAILED TO GO FORAGING

PLEASE PASS THE BUTTER

WE EVACUATE CHATTANOOGA

THE BULL OF THE WOODS

THE WING OF THE "ANGEL OF DEATH"

CHAPTER IX--CHICKAMAUGA

BATTLE OF CHICKAMAUGA

AFTER THE BATTLE

A NIGHT AMONG THE DEAD

CHAPTER X--MISSIONARY RIDGE

MISSIONARY RIDGE

SERGEANT TUCKER AND GEN. WILDER

MOCCASIN POINT

BATTLE OF MISSIONARY RIDGE

GOOD-BYE, TOM WEBB

THE REAR GUARD

CHICKAMAUGA STATION

THE BATTLE OF CAT CREEK

RINGGOLD GAP

CHAPTER XI--DALTON

GEN. JOE JOHNSTON TAKES COMMAND

COMMISSARIES

DALTON

SHOOTING A DESERTER

TEN MEN KILLED AT MOURNER'S-BENCH

DR. C. T. QUINTARD

Y'S YOU GOT MY HOG?

TARGET SHOOTING

UNCLE ZACK AND AUNT DAPHNE

RED TAPE

I GET A FURLOUGH

CHAPTER XII--HUNDRED DAYS BATTLE

ROCKY FACE RIDGE

FALLING BACK

BATTLE OF RESACCA

ADAIRSVILLE OCTAGON HOUSE

KENNESAW LINE

DETAILED TO GO INTO ENEMY'S LINES

DEATH OF GENERAL LEONIDAS POLK

GENERAL LUCIUS E. POLK WOUNDED

DEAD ANGLE

BATTLE OF NEW HOPE CHURCH

BATTLE OF DALLAS

BATTLE OF ZION CHURCH

KINGSTON

CASSVILLE

ON THE BANKS OF THE CHATTAHOOCHEE

REMOVAL OF GEN. JOE E. JOHNSTON

GEN. HOOD TAKES COMMAND

CHAPTER XIII--ATLANTA

HOOD STRIKES

KILLING A YANKEE SCOUT

AN OLE CITIZEN

MY FRIENDS

AN ARMY WITHOUT CAVALRY

BATTLE OF JULY 22ND, 1864

THE ATTACK

AM PROMOTED

28TH OF JULY AT ATLANTA

I VISIT MONTGOMERY

THE HOSPITAL

THE CAPITOL

AM ARRESTED

THOSE GIRLS

THE TALISMAN

THE BRAVE CAPTAIN

HOW I GOT BACK TO ATLANTA

THE DEATH OF TOM TUCK'S ROOSTER

OLD JOE BROWN'S PETS

WE GO AFTER STONEMAN

BELLUM LETHALE

DEATH OF A YANKEE LIEUTENANT

ATLANTA FORSAKEN

CHAPTER XIV--JONESBORO

BATTLE OF JONESBORO

DEATH OF LIEUT. JOHN WHITTAKER

THEN COMES THE FARCE

PALMETTO

JEFF DAVIS MAKES A SPEECH

ARMISTICE ONLY IN NAME

A SCOUT

WHAT IS THIS REBEL DOING HERE?

LOOK OUT, BOYS

AM CAPTURED

CHAPTER XV--ADVANCE INTO TENNESSEE

GEN. HOOD MAKES A FLANK MOVEMENT

WE CAPTURE DALTON

A MAN IN THE WELL

TUSCUMBIA

EN ROUTE FOR COLUMBIA

CHAPTER XVI--BATTLES IN TENNESSEE

COLUMBIA

A FIASCO

FRANKLIN

NASHVILLE

CHAPTER XVII--THE SURRENDER

THE LAST ACT OF THE DRAMA

ADIEU

CHAPTER I

RETROSPECTIVE

"WE ARE ONE AND UNDIVIDED"

About twenty years ago, I think it was--I won't be certain, though--

a man whose name, if I remember correctly, was Wm. L. Yancy--I write only

from memory, and this was a long time ago--took a strange and peculiar

notion that the sun rose in the east and set in the west, and that the

compass pointed north and south. Now, everybody knew at the time that

it was but the idiosyncrasy of an unbalanced mind, and that the United

States of America had no north, no south, no east, no west. Well,

he began to preach the strange doctrine of there being such a thing.

He began to have followers. As you know, it matters not how absurd,

ridiculous and preposterous doctrines may be preached, there will be some

followers. Well, one man by the name of (I think it was) Rhett, said it

out loud. He was told to "s-h-e-e." Then another fellow by the name (I

remember this one because it sounded like a graveyard) Toombs said so,

and he was told to "sh-sh-ee-ee." Then after a while whole heaps of

people began to say that they thought that there was a north and a south;

and after a while hundreds and thousands and millions said that there was

a south. But they were the persons who lived in the direction that the

water courses run. Now, the people who lived where the water courses

started from came down to see about it, and they said, "Gents, you are

very much mistaken. We came over in the Mayflower, and we used to burn

witches for saying that the sun rose in the east and set in the west,

because the sun neither rises nor sets, the earth simply turns on its

axis, and we know, because we are Pure(i)tans." The spokesman of the

party was named (I think I remember his name because it always gave me

the blues when I heard it) Horrors Greeley; and another person by the

name of Charles Sumner, said there ain't any north or south, east or west,

and you shan't say so, either. Now, the other people who lived in the

direction that the water courses run, just raised their bristles and

continued saying that there is a north and there is a south. When those

at the head of the water courses come out furiously mad, to coerce those

in the direction that water courses run, and to make them take it back.

Well, they went to gouging and biting, to pulling and scratching at a

furious rate. One side elected a captain by the name of Jeff Davis,

and known as one-eyed Jeff, and a first lieutenant by the name of Aleck

Stephens, commonly styled Smart Aleck. The other side selected as

captain a son of Nancy Hanks, of Bowling Green, and a son of old Bob

Lincoln, the rail-splitter, and whose name was Abe. Well, after he

was elected captain, they elected as first lieutenant an individual of

doubtful blood by the name of Hannibal Hamlin, being a descendant of the

generation of Ham, the bad son of old Noah, who meant to curse him blue,

but overdid the thing, and cursed him black.

Well, as I said before, they went to fighting, but old Abe's side got

the best of the argument. But in getting the best of the argument they

called in all the people and wise men of other nations of the earth,

and they, too, said that America had no cardinal points, and that the sun

did not rise in the east and set in the west, and that the compass did

not point either north or south.

Well, then, Captain Jeff Davis' side gave it up and quit, and they, too,

went to saying that there is no north, no south, no east, no west.

Well, "us boys" all took a small part in the fracas, and Shep, the

prophet, remarked that the day would come when those who once believed

that the American continent had cardinal points would be ashamed to own

it. That day has arrived. America has no north, no south, no east,

no west; the sun rises over the hills and sets over the mountains,

the compass just points up and down, and we can laugh now at the absurd

notion of there being a north and a south.

Well, reader, let me whisper in your ear. I was in the row, and the

following pages will tell what part I took in the little unpleasant

misconception of there being such a thing as a north and south.

THE BLOODY CHASM

In these memoirs, after the lapse of twenty years, we propose to fight

our "battles o'er again."

To do this is but a pastime and pleasure, as there is nothing that so

much delights the old soldier as to revisit the scenes and battlefields

with which he was once so familiar, and to recall the incidents, though

trifling they may have been at the time.

The histories of the Lost Cause are all written out by "big bugs,"

generals and renowned historians, and like the fellow who called a turtle

a "cooter," being told that no such word as cooter was in Webster's

dictionary, remarked that he had as much right to make a dictionary as

Mr. Webster or any other man; so have I to write a history.

But in these pages I do not pretend to write the history of the war.

I only give a few sketches and incidents that came under the observation

of a "high private" in the rear ranks of the rebel army. Of course,

the histories are all correct. They tell of great achievements of great

men, who wear the laurels of victory; have grand presents given them;

high positions in civil life; presidents of corporations; governors of

states; official positions, etc., and when they die, long obituaries are

published, telling their many virtues, their distinguished victories,

etc., and when they are buried, the whole country goes in mourning and is

called upon to buy an elegant monument to erect over the remains of so

distinguished and brave a general, etc. But in the following pages I

propose to tell of the fellows who did the shooting and killing, the

fortifying and ditching, the sweeping of the streets, the drilling,

the standing guard, picket and videt, and who drew (or were to draw)

eleven dollars per month and rations, and also drew the ramrod and tore

the cartridge. Pardon me should I use the personal pronoun "I" too

frequently, as I do not wish to be called egotistical, for I only write

of what I saw as an humble private in the rear rank in an infantry

regiment, commonly called "webfoot." Neither do I propose to make this

a connected journal, for I write entirely from memory, and you must

remember, kind reader, that these things happened twenty years ago,

and twenty years is a long time in the life of any individual.

I was twenty-one years old then, and at that time I was not married.

Now I have a house full of young "rebels," clustering around my knees and

bumping against my elbow, while I write these reminiscences of the war

of secession, rebellion, state rights, slavery, or our rights in the

territories, or by whatever other name it may be called. These are all

with the past now, and the North and South have long ago "shaken hands

across the bloody chasm." The flag of the Southern cause has been furled

never to be again unfurled; gone like a dream of yesterday, and lives

only in the memory of those who lived through those bloody days and times.

EIGHTEEN HUNDRED AND SIXTY-ONE

Reader mine, did you live in that stormy period? In the year of our Lord

eighteen hundred and sixty-one, do you remember those stirring times?

Do you recollect in that year, for the first time in your life, of

hearing Dixie and the Bonnie Blue Flag? Fort Sumter was fired upon

from Charleston by troops under General Beauregard, and Major Anderson,

of the Federal army, surrendered. The die was cast; war was declared;

Lincoln called for troops from Tennessee and all the Southern states,

but Tennessee, loyal to her Southern sister states, passed the ordinance

of secession, and enlisted under the Stars and Bars. From that day on,

every person, almost, was eager for the war, and we were all afraid it

would be over and we not be in the fight. Companies were made up,

regiments organized; left, left, left, was heard from morning till night.

By the right flank, file left, march, were familiar sounds. Everywhere

could be seen Southern cockades made by the ladies and our sweethearts.

And some who afterwards became Union men made the most fiery secession

speeches. Flags made by the ladies were presented to companies, and to

hear the young orators tell of how they would protect that flag, and that

they would come back with the flag or come not at all, and if they fell

they would fall with their backs to the field and their feet to the foe,

would fairly make our hair stand on end with intense patriotism, and we

wanted to march right off and whip twenty Yankees. But we soon found out

that the glory of war was at home among the ladies and not upon the field

of blood and carnage of death, where our comrades were mutilated and torn

by shot and shell. And to see the cheek blanch and to hear the fervent

prayer, aye, I might say the agony of mind were very different indeed

from the patriotic times at home.

CAMP CHEATHAM

After being drilled and disciplined at Camp Cheatham, under the

administrative ability of General R. C. Foster, 3rd, for two months, we,

the First, Third and Eleventh Tennessee Regiments--Maney, Brown and Rains--

learned of the advance of McClelland's army into Virginia, toward

Harper's Ferry and Bull Run.

The Federal army was advancing all along the line. They expected to

march right into the heart of the South, set the negroes free, take our

property, and whip the rebels back into the Union. But they soon found

that secession was a bigger mouthful than they could swallow at one

gobble. They found the people of the South in earnest.

Secession may have been wrong in the abstract, and has been tried and

settled by the arbitrament of the sword and bayonet, but I am as firm in

my convictions today of the right of secession as I was in 1861. The

South is our country, the North is the country of those who live there.

We are an agricultural people; they are a manufacturing people. They are

the descendants of the good old Puritan Plymouth Rock stock, and we of

the South from the proud and aristocratic stock of Cavaliers. We believe

in the doctrine of State rights, they in the doctrine of centralization.

John C. Calhoun, Patrick Henry, and Randolph, of Roanoke, saw the venom

under their wings, and warned the North of the consequences, but they

laughed at them. We only fought for our State rights, they for Union and

power. The South fell battling under the banner of State rights, but

yet grand and glorious even in death. Now, reader, please pardon the

digression. It is every word that we will say in behalf of the rights of

secession in the following pages. The question has been long ago settled

and is buried forever, never in this age or generation to be resurrected.

The vote of the regiment was taken, and we all voted to go to Virginia.

The Southern Confederacy had established its capital at Richmond.

A man by the name of Jackson, who kept a hotel in Maryland, had raised

the Stars and Bars, and a Federal officer by the name of Ellsworth tore

it down, and Jackson had riddled his body with buckshot from a double-

barreled shotgun. First blood for the South.

Everywhere the enemy were advancing; the red clouds of war were booming

up everywhere, but at this particular epoch, I refer you to the history

of that period.

A private soldier is but an automaton, a machine that works by the

command of a good, bad, or indifferent engineer, and is presumed to know

nothing of all these great events. His business is to load and shoot,

stand picket, videt, etc., while the officers sleep, or perhaps die on

the field of battle and glory, and his obituary and epitaph but "one"

remembered among the slain, but to what company, regiment, brigade or

corps he belongs, there is no account; he is soon forgotten.

A long line of box cars was drawn up at Camp Cheatham one morning in July,

the bugle sounded to strike tents and to place everything on board the

cars. We old comrades have gotten together and laughed a hundred times

at the plunder and property that we had accumulated, compared with our

subsequent scanty wardrobe. Every soldier had enough blankets, shirts,

pants and old boots to last a year, and the empty bottles and jugs would

have set up a first-class drug store. In addition, every one of us had

his gun, cartridge-box, knapsack and three days' rations, a pistol on

each side and a long Bowie knife, that had been presented to us by

William Wood, of Columbia, Tenn. We got in and on top of the box cars,

the whistle sounded, and amid the waving of hats, handkerchiefs and flags,

we bid a long farewell and forever to old Camp Cheatham.

Arriving at Nashville, the citizens turned out _en masse_ to receive us,

and here again we were reminded of the good old times and the "gal we

left behind us." Ah, it is worth soldiering to receive such welcomes as

this.

The Rev. Mr. Elliott invited us to his college grove, where had been

prepared enough of the good things of earth to gratify the tastes of the

most fastidious epicure. And what was most novel, we were waited on by

the most beautiful young ladies (pupils of his school). It was charming,

I tell you. Rev. C. D. Elliott was our Brigade Chaplain all through the

war, and Dr. C. T. Quintard the Chaplain of the First Tennessee Regiment--

two of the best men who ever lived. (Quintard is the present Bishop of

Tennessee).

ON THE ROAD

Leaving Nashville, we went bowling along twenty or thirty miles an hour,

as fast as steam could carry us. At every town and station citizens and

ladies were waving their handkerchiefs and hurrahing for Jeff Davis and

the Southern Confederacy. Magnificent banquets were prepared for us all

along the entire route. It was one magnificent festival from one end of

the line to the other. At Chattanooga, Knoxville, Bristol, Farmville,

Lynchburg, everywhere, the same demonstrations of joy and welcome greeted

us. Ah, those were glorious times; and you, reader, see why the old

soldier loves to live over again that happy period.

But the Yankees are advancing on Manassas. July 21st finds us a hundred

miles from that fierce day's battle. That night, after the battle is

fought and won, our train draws up at Manassas Junction.

Well, what news? Everyone was wild, nay, frenzied with the excitement

of victory, and we felt very much like the "boy the calf had run over."

We felt that the war was over, and we would have to return home without

even seeing a Yankee soldier. Ah, how we envied those that were wounded.

We thought at that time that we would have given a thousand dollars to

have been in the battle, and to have had our arm shot off, so we could

have returned home with an empty sleeve. But the battle was over,

and we left out.

STAUNTON

From Manassas our train moved on to Staunton, Virginia. Here we again

went into camp, overhauled kettles, pots, buckets, jugs and tents,

and found everything so tangled up and mixed that we could not tell

tuther from which.

We stretched our tents, and the soldiers once again felt that restraint

and discipline which we had almost forgotten en route to this place.

But, as the war was over now, our captains, colonels and generals were

not "hard on the boys;" in fact, had begun to electioneer a little for

the Legislature and for Congress. In fact, some wanted, and were looking

forward to the time, to run for Governor of Tennessee.

Staunton was a big place; whisky was cheap, and good Virginia tobacco was

plentiful, and the currency of the country was gold and silver.

The State Asylums for the blind and insane were here, and we visited all

the places of interest.

Here is where we first saw the game called "chuck-a-luck," afterwards

so popular in the army. But, I always noticed that chuck won, and luck

always lost.

Faro and roulette were in full blast; in fact, the skum had begun to come

to the surface, and shoddy was the gentleman. By this, I mean that civil

law had been suspended; the ermine of the judges had been overridden by

the sword and bayonet. In other words, the military had absorbed the

civil. Hence the gambler was in his glory.

WARM SPRINGS, VIRGINIA

One day while we were idling around camp, June Tucker sounded the

assembly, and we were ordered aboard the cars. We pulled out for

Millboro; from there we had to foot it to Bath Alum and Warm Springs.

We went over the Allegheny Mountains.

I was on every march that was ever made by the First Tennessee Regiment

during the whole war, and at this time I cannot remember of ever

experiencing a harder or more fatiguing march. It seemed that mountain

was piled upon mountain. No sooner would we arrive at a place that

seemed to be the top than another view of a higher, and yet higher

mountain would rise before us. From the foot to the top of the mountain

the soldiers lined the road, broken down and exhausted. First one

blanket was thrown away, and then another; now and then a good pair of

pants, old boots and shoes, Sunday hats, pistols and Bowie knives strewed

the road. Old bottles and jugs and various and sundry articles were

lying pell-mell everywhere. Up and up, and onward and upward we pulled

and toiled, until we reached the very top, when there burst upon our

view one of the grandest and most beautiful landscapes we ever beheld.

Nestled in the valley right before us is Bath Alum and Warm Springs.

It seemed to me at that time, and since, a glimpse of a better and

brighter world beyond, to the weary Christian pilgrim who may have been

toiling on his journey for years. A glad shout arose from those who had

gained the top, which cheered and encouraged the others to persevere.

At last we got to Warm Springs. Here they had a nice warm dinner waiting

for us. They had a large bath-house at Warm Springs. A large pool of

water arranged so that a person could go in any depth he might desire.

It was a free thing, and we pitched in. We had no idea of the enervating

effect it would have upon our physical systems, and as the water was but

little past tepid, we stayed in a good long time. But when we came out

we were as limp as dishrags. About this time the assembly sounded and we

were ordered to march. But we couldn't march worth a cent. There we had

to stay until our systems had had sufficient recuperation. And we would

wonder what all this marching was for, as the war was over anyhow.

The second day after leaving Warm Springs we came to Big Springs.

It was in the month of August, and the biggest white frost fell that I

ever saw in winter.

The Yankees were reported to be in close proximity to us, and Captain

Field with a detail of ten men was sent forward on the scout. I was on

the detail, and when we left camp that evening, it was dark and dreary

and drizzling rain. After a while the rain began to come down harder

and harder, and every one of us was wet and drenched to the skin--guns,

cartridges and powder. The next morning about daylight, while standing

videt, I saw a body of twenty-five or thirty Yankees approaching, and I

raised my gun for the purpose of shooting, and pulled down, but the cap

popped. They discovered me and popped three or four caps at me; their

powder was wet also. Before I could get on a fresh cap, Captain Field

came running up with his seven-shooting rifle, and the first fire he

killed a Yankee. They broke and run. Captain Field did all the firing,

but every time he pulled down he brought a Yankee. I have forgotten the

number that he did kill, but if I am not mistaken it was either twenty

or twenty-one, for I remember the incident was in almost every Southern

paper at that time, and the general comments were that one Southern man

was equal to twenty Yankees. While we were in hot pursuit, one truly

brave and magnanimous Yankee, who had been badly wounded, said,

"Gentlemen, you have killed me, but not a hundred yards from here is the

main line." We did not go any further, but halted right there, and after

getting all the information that we could out of the wounded Yankee,

we returned to camp.

One evening, General Robert E. Lee came to our camp. He was a fine-

looking gentleman, and wore a moustache. He was dressed in blue

cottonade and looked like some good boy's grandpa. I felt like going up

to him and saying good evening, Uncle Bob! I am not certain at this late

day that I did not do so. I remember going up mighty close and sitting

there and listening to his conversation with the officers of our

regiment. He had a calm and collected air about him, his voice was kind

and tender, and his eye was as gentle as a dove's. His whole make-up

of form and person, looks and manner had a kind of gentle and soothing

magnetism about it that drew every one to him and made them love, respect,

and honor him. I fell in love with the old gentleman and felt like going

home with him. I know I have never seen a finer looking man, nor one

with more kind and gentle features and manners. His horse was standing

nipping the grass, and when I saw that he was getting ready to start I

ran and caught his horse and led him up to him. He took the reins of the

bridle in his hand and said, "thank you, my son," rode off, and my heart

went with him. There was none of his staff with him; he had on no sword

or pistol, or anything to show his rank. The only thing that I remember

he had was an opera-glass hung over his shoulder by a strap.

Leaving Big Springs, we marched on day by day, across Greenbrier and

Gauley rivers to Huntersville, a little but sprightly town hid in the

very fastnesses of the mountains. The people live exceedingly well in

these mountains. They had plenty of honey and buckwheat cakes, and

they called buttermilk "sour-milk," and sour-milk weren't fit for pigs;

they couldn't see how folks drank sour-milk. But sour-kraut was good.

Everything seemed to grow in the mountains--potatoes, Irish and sweet;

onions, snap beans, peas--though the country was very thinly populated.

Deer, bear, and foxes, as well as wild turkeys, and rabbits and squirrels

abounded everywhere. Apples and peaches were abundant, and everywhere

the people had apple-butter for every meal; and occasionally we would

come across a small-sized distillery, which we would at once start to

doing duty. We drank the singlings while they were hot, but like the old

woman who could not eat corn bread until she heard that they made whisky

out of corn, then she could manage to "worry a little of it down;"

so it was with us and the singlings.

From this time forward, we were ever on the march--tramp, tramp, tramp--

always on the march. Lee's corps, Stonewall Jackson's division--I refer

you to the histories for the marches and tramps made by these commanders

the first year of the war. Well, we followed them.

CHEAT MOUNTAIN

One evening about 4 o'clock, the drummers of the regiment began to beat

their drums as hard as they could stave, and I saw men running in every

direction, and the camp soon became one scene of hurry and excitement.

I asked some one what all this hubbub meant. He looked at me with utter

astonishment. I saw soldiers running to their tents and grabbing their

guns and cartridge-boxes and hurry out again, the drums still rolling and

rattling. I asked several other fellows what in the dickens did all this

mean? Finally one fellow, who seemed scared almost out of his wits,

answered between a wail and a shriek, "Why, sir, they are beating the

long roll." Says I, "What is the long roll for?" "The long roll, man,

the long roll! Get your gun; they are beating the long roll!" This was

all the information that I could get. It was the first, last, and only

long roll that I ever heard. But, then everything was new, and Colonel

Maney, ever prompt, ordered the assembly. Without any command or bugle

sound, or anything, every soldier was in his place. Tents, knapsacks and

everything was left indiscriminately.

We were soon on the march, and we marched on and on and on. About night

it began to rain. All our blankets were back in camp, but we were

expected every minute to be ordered into action. That night we came

to Mingo Flats. The rain still poured. We had no rations to eat and

nowhere to sleep. Some of us got some fence rails and piled them

together and worried through the night as best we could. The next

morning we were ordered to march again, but we soon began to get hungry,

and we had about half halted and about not halted at all. Some of the

boys were picking blackberries. The main body of the regiment was

marching leisurely along the road, when bang, debang, debang, bang,

and a volley of buck and ball came hurling right through the two advance

companies of the regiment--companies H and K. We had marched into a

Yankee ambuscade.

All at once everything was a scene of consternation and confusion;

no one seemed equal to the emergency. We did not know whether to run or

stand, when Captain Field gave the command to fire and charge the bushes.

We charged the bushes and saw the Yankees running through them, and we

fired on them as they retreated. I do not know how many Yankees were

killed, if any. Our company (H) had one man killed, Pat Hanley, an

Irishman, who had joined our company at Chattanooga. Hugh Padgett and

Dr. Hooper, and perhaps one or two others, were wounded.

After the fighting was over, where, O where, was all the fine rigging

heretofore on our officers? They could not be seen. Corporals,

sergeants, lieutenants, captains, all had torn all the fine lace off

their clothing. I noticed that at the time and was surprised and hurt.

I asked several of them why they had torn off the insignia of their rank,

and they always answered, "Humph, you think that I was going to be a

target for the Yankees to shoot at?" You see, this was our first battle,

and the officers had not found out that minnie as well as cannon balls

were blind; that they had no eyes and could not see. They thought that

the balls would hunt for them and not hurt the privates. I always shot

at privates. It was they that did the shooting and killing, and if I

could kill or wound a private, why, my chances were so much the better.

I always looked upon officers as harmless personages. Colonel Field,

I suppose, was about the only Colonel of the war that did as much

shooting as the private soldier. If I shot at an officer, it was at long

range, but when we got down to close quarters I always tried to kill

those that were trying to kill me.

SEWELL MOUNTAIN

From Cheat Mountain we went by forced marches day and night, over hill

and everlasting mountains, and through lovely and smiling valleys,

sometimes the country rich and productive, sometimes rough and broken,

through towns and villages, the names of which I have forgotten, crossing

streams and rivers, but continuing our never ceasing, unending march,

passing through the Kanawha Valley and by the salt-works, and nearly back

to the Ohio river, when we at last reached Sewell Mountain. Here we

found General John B. Floyd strongly entrenched and fortified and facing

the advance of the Federal army. Two days before our arrival he had

charged and captured one line of the enemy's works. I know nothing of

the battle. See the histories for that. I only write from memory,

and that was twenty years ago, but I remember reading in the newspapers

at that time of some distinguished man, whether he was captain, colonel

or general, I have forgotten, but I know the papers said "he sought the

bauble, reputation, at the cannon's mouth, and went to glory from the

death-bed of fame." I remember it sounded gloriously in print. Now,

reader, this is all I know of this grand battle. I only recollect what

the newspapers said about it, and you know that a newspaper always tells

the truth. I also know that beef livers sold for one dollar apiece in

gold; and here is where we were first paid off in Confederate money.

Remaining here a few days, we commenced our march again.

Sewell Mountain, Harrisonburg, Lewisburg, Kanawha Salt-works, first four,

forward and back, seemed to be the programme of that day. Rosecrans,

that wiley old fox, kept Lee and Jackson both busy trying to catch him,

but Rosey would not be caught. March, march, march; tramp, tramp, tramp,

back through the valley to Huntersville and Warm Springs, and up through

the most beautiful valley--the Shenandoah--in the world, passing towns

and elegant farms and beautiful residences, rich pastures and abundant

harvests, which a Federal General (Fighting Joe Hooker), later in the war,

ordered to be so sacked and destroyed that a "crow passing over this

valley would have to carry his rations." Passing on, we arrived at

Winchester. The first night we arrived at this place, the wind blew a

perfect hurricane, and every tent and marquee in Lee's and Jackson's army

was blown down. This is the first sight we had of Stonewall Jackson,

riding upon his old sorrel horse, his feet drawn up as if his stirrups

were much too short for him, and his old dingy military cap hanging well

forward over his head, and his nose erected in the air, his old rusty

sabre rattling by his side. This is the way the grand old hero of a

hundred battles looked. His spirit is yonder with the blessed ones that

have gone before, but his history is one that the country will ever be

proud of, and his memory will be cherished and loved by the old soldiers

who followed him through the war.

ROMNEY

Our march to and from Romney was in midwinter in the month of January,

1862. It was the coldest winter known to the oldest inhabitant of these

regions. Situated in the most mountainous country in Virginia, and away

up near the Maryland and Pennsylvania line, the storm king seemed to rule

in all of his majesty and power. Snow and rain and sleet and tempest

seemed to ride and laugh and shriek and howl and moan and groan in

all their fury and wrath. The soldiers on this march got very much

discouraged and disheartened. As they marched along icicles hung from

their clothing, guns, and knapsacks; many were badly frost bitten,

and I heard of many freezing to death along the road side. My feet

peeled off like a peeled onion on that march, and I have not recovered

from its effects to this day. The snow and ice on the ground being

packed by the soldiers tramping, the horses hitched to the artillery

wagons were continually slipping and sliding and falling and wounding

themselves and sometimes killing their riders. The wind whistling with

a keen and piercing shriek, seemed as if they would freeze the marrow

in our bones. The soldiers in the whole army got rebellious--almost

mutinous--and would curse and abuse Stonewall Jackson; in fact, they

called him "Fool Tom Jackson." They blamed him for the cold weather;

they blamed him for everything, and when he would ride by a regiment they

would take occasion, _sotto voce_, to abuse him, and call him "Fool Tom

Jackson," and loud enough for him to hear. Soldiers from all commands

would fall out of ranks and stop by the road side and swear that they

would not follow such a leader any longer.

When Jackson got to Romney, and was ready to strike Banks and Meade in a

vital point, and which would have changed, perhaps, the destiny of the

war and the South, his troops refused to march any further, and he turned,

marched back to Winchester and tendered his resignation to the

authorities at Richmond. But the great leader's resignation was not

accepted. It was in store for him to do some of the hardest fighting

and greatest generalship that was done during the war.

One night at this place (Romney), I was sent forward with two other

soldiers across the wire bridge as picket. One of them was named

Schwartz and the other Pfifer--he called it Fifer, but spelled it with a

P--both full-blooded Dutchmen, and belonging to Company E, or the German

Yagers, Captain Harsh, or, as he was more generally called, "God-for-dam."

When we had crossed the bridge and taken our station for the night,

I saw another snow storm was coming. The zig-zag lightnings began to

flare and flash, and sheet after sheet of wild flames seemed to burst

right over our heads and were hissing around us. The very elements

seemed to be one aurora borealis with continued lightning. Streak after

streak of lightning seemed to be piercing each the other, the one from

the north and the other from the south. The white clouds would roll up,

looking like huge snow balls, encircled with living fires. The earth and

hills and trees were covered with snow, and the lightnings seemed to be

playing "King, King Canico" along its crusted surface. If it thundered

at all, it seemed to be between a groaning and a rumbling sound. The

trees and hills seemed white with livid fire. I can remember that storm

now as the grandest picture that has ever made any impression on my

memory. As soon as it quit lightning, the most blinding snow storm fell

that I ever saw. It fell so thick and fast that I got hot. I felt like

pulling off my coat. I was freezing. The winds sounded like sweet

music. I felt grand, glorious, peculiar; beautiful things began to play

and dance around my head, and I supposed I must have dropped to sleep or

something, when I felt Schwartz grab me, and give me a shake, and at the

same time raised his gun and fired, and yelled out at the top of his

voice, "Here is your mule." The next instant a volley of minnie balls

was scattering the snow all around us. I tried to walk, but my pants and

boots were stiff and frozen, and the blood had ceased to circulate in my

lower limbs. But Schwartz kept on firing, and at every fire he would

yell out, "Yer is yer mool!" Pfifer could not speak English, and I

reckon he said "Here is your mule" in Dutch. About the same time we were

hailed from three Confederate officers, at full gallop right toward us,

not to shoot. And as they galloped up to us and thundered right across

the bridge, we discovered it was Stonewall Jackson and two of his staff.

At the same time the Yankee cavalry charged us, and we, too, ran back

across the bridge.

STANDING PICKET ON THE POTOMAC

Leaving Winchester, we continued up the valley.

The night before the attack on Bath or Berkly Springs, there fell the

largest snow I ever saw.

Stonewall Jackson had seventeen thousand soldiers at his command.

The Yankees were fortified at Bath. An attack was ordered, our regiment

marched upon top of a mountain overlooking the movements of both armies

in the valley below. About 4 o'clock one grand charge and rush was made,

and the Yankees were routed and skedaddled.

By some circumstance or other, Lieutenant J. Lee Bullock came in command

of the First Tennessee Regiment. But Lee was not a graduate of West

Point, you see.

The Federals had left some spiked batteries on the hill side, as we

were informed by an old citizen, and Lee, anxious to capture a battery,

gave the new and peculiar command of, "Soldiers, you are ordered to go

forward and capture a battery; just piroute up that hill; piroute, march.

Forward, men; piroute carefully." The boys "pirouted" as best they

could. It may have been a new command, and not laid down in Hardee's or

Scott's tactics; but Lee was speaking plain English, and we understood

his meaning perfectly, and even at this late day I have no doubt that

every soldier who heard the command thought it a legal and technical term

used by military graduates to go forward and capture a battery.

At this place (Bath), a beautiful young lady ran across the street.

I have seen many beautiful and pretty women in my life, but she was

the prettiest one I ever saw. Were you to ask any member of the First

Tennessee Regiment who was the prettiest woman he ever saw, he would

unhesitatingly answer that he saw her at Berkly Springs during the war,

and he would continue the tale, and tell you of Lee Bullock's piroute

and Stonewall Jackson's charge.

We rushed down to the big spring bursting out of the mountain side,

and it was hot enough to cook an egg. Never did I see soldiers more

surprised. The water was so hot we could not drink it.

The snow covered the ground and was still falling.

That night I stood picket on the Potomac with a detail of the Third

Arkansas Regiment. I remember how sorry I felt for the poor fellows,

because they had enlisted for the war, and we for only twelve months.

Before nightfall I took in every object and commenced my weary vigils.

I had to stand all night. I could hear the rumblings of the Federal

artillery and wagons, and hear the low shuffling sound made by troops on

the march. The snow came pelting down as large as goose eggs. About

midnight the snow ceased to fall, and became quiet. Now and then the

snow would fall off the bushes and make a terrible noise. While I was

peering through the darkness, my eyes suddenly fell upon the outlines of

a man. The more I looked the more I was convinced that it was a Yankee

picket. I could see his hat and coat--yes, see his gun. I was sure

that it was a Yankee picket. What was I to do? The relief was several

hundred yards in the rear. The more I looked the more sure I was.

At last a cold sweat broke out all over my body. Turkey bumps rose.

I summoned all the nerves and bravery that I could command, and said:

"Halt! who goes there?" There being no response, I became resolute.

I did not wish to fire and arouse the camp, but I marched right up to it

and stuck my bayonet through and through it. It was a stump. I tell the

above, because it illustrates a part of many a private's recollections

of the war; in fact, a part of the hardships and suffering that they go

through.

One secret of Stonewall Jackson's success was that he was such a strict

disciplinarian. He did his duty himself and was ever at his post,

and he expected and demanded of everybody to do the same thing. He would

have a man shot at the drop of a hat, and drop it himself. The first

army order that was ever read to us after being attached to his corps,

was the shooting to death by musketry of two men who had stopped on the

battlefield to carry off a wounded comrade. It was read to us in line

of battle at Winchester.

SCHWARTZ AND PFIFER

At Valley Mountain the finest and fattest beef I ever saw was issued to

the soldiers, and it was the custom to use tallow for lard. Tallow made

good shortening if the biscuits were eaten hot, but if allowed to get

cold they had a strong taste of tallow in their flavor that did not

taste like the flavor of vanilla or lemon in ice cream and strawberries;

and biscuits fried in tallow were something upon the principle of 'possum

and sweet potatoes. Well, Pfifer had got the fat from the kidneys of

two hind quarters and made a cake of tallow weighing about twenty-five

pounds. He wrapped it up and put it carefully away in his knapsack.

When the assembly sounded for the march, Pfifer strapped on his knapsack.

It was pretty heavy, but Pfifer was "well heeled." He knew the good

frying he would get out of that twenty-five pounds of nice fat tallow,

and he was willing to tug and toil all day over a muddy and sloppy road

for his anticipated hot tallow gravy for supper. We made a long and hard

march that day, and about dark went into camp. Fires were made up and

water brought, and the soldiers began to get supper. Pfifer was in a

good humor. He went to get that twenty-five pounds of good, nice,

fat tallow out of his knapsack, and on opening it, lo and behold! it was

a rock that weighed about thirty pounds. Pfifer was struck dumb with

amazement. He looked bewildered, yea, even silly. I do not think he

cursed, because he could not do the subject justice. He looked at that

rock with the death stare of a doomed man. But he suspected Schwartz.

He went to Schwartz's knapsack, and there he found his cake of tallow.

He went to Schwartz and would have killed him had not soldiers interfered

and pulled him off by main force. His eyes blazed and looked like those

of a tiger when he has just torn his victim limb from limb. I would

not have been in Schwartz's shoes for all the tallow in every beef in

Virginia. Captain Harsh made Schwartz carry that rock for two days to

pacify Pfifer.

THE COURT-MARTIAL

One incident came under my observation while in Virginia that made a deep

impression on my mind. One morning, about daybreak, the new guard was

relieving the old guard. It was a bitter cold morning, and on coming to

our extreme outpost, I saw a soldier--he was but a mere boy--either dead

or asleep at his post. The sergeant commanding the relief went up to him

and shook him. He immediately woke up and seemed very much frightened.

He was fast asleep at his post. The sergeant had him arrested and

carried to the guard-house.

Two days afterwards I received notice to appear before a court-martial at

nine. I was summoned to appear as a witness against him for being asleep

at his post in the enemy's country. An example had to be made of some

one. He had to be tried for his life. The court-martial was made up

of seven or eight officers of a different regiment. The witnesses all

testified against him, charges and specifications were read, and by the

rules of war he had to be shot to death by musketry. The Advocate-

General for the prosecution made the opening speech. He read the law in

a plain, straightforward manner, and said that for a soldier to go to

sleep at his post of duty, while so much depended upon him, was the most

culpable of all crimes, and the most inexcusable. I trembled in my boots,

for on several occasions I knew I had taken a short nap, even on the very

outpost. The Advocate-General went on further to say, that the picket

was the sentinel that held the lives of his countrymen and the liberty

of his country in his hands, and it mattered not what may have been his

record in the past. At one moment he had forfeited his life to his

country. For discipline's sake, if for nothing else, you gentlemen that

make up this court-martial find the prisoner guilty. It is necessary for

you to be firm, gentlemen, for upon your decision depends the safety of

our country. When he had finished, thinks I to myself, "Gone up the

spout, sure; we will have a first-class funeral here before night."

Well, as to the lawyer who defended him, I cannot now remember his

speeches; but he represented a fair-haired boy leaving his home and

family, telling his father and aged mother and darling little sister

farewell, and spoke of his proud step, though a mere boy, going to defend

his country and his loved ones; but at one weak moment, when nature,

tasked and taxed beyond the bounds of human endurance, could stand no

longer, and upon the still and silent picket post, when the whole army

was hushed in slumber, what wonder is it that he, too, may have fallen

asleep while at his post of duty.

Some of you gentlemen of this court-martial may have sons, may have

brothers; yes, even fathers, in the army. Where are they tonight?

You love your children, or your brother or father. This mere youth has

a father and mother and sister away back in Tennessee. They are willing

to give him to his country. But oh! gentlemen, let the word go back to

Tennessee that he died upon the battlefield, and not by the hands of his

own comrades for being asleep at his post of duty. I cannot now remember

the speeches, but one thing I do know, that he was acquitted, and I was

glad of it.

"THE DEATH WATCH"

One more scene I can remember. Kind friends--you that know nothing of a

soldier's life--I ask you in all candor not to doubt the following lines

in this sketch. You have no doubt read of the old Roman soldier found

amid the ruins of Pompeii, who had stood there for sixteen hundred years,

and when he was excavated was found at his post with his gun clasped in

his skeleton hands. You believe this because it is written in history.

I have heard politicians tell it. I have heard it told from the sacred

desk. It is true; no one doubts it.

Now, were I to tell something that happened in this nineteenth century

exactly similar, you would hardly believe it. But whether you believe

it or not, it is for you to say. At a little village called Hampshire

Crossing, our regiment was ordered to go to a little stream called

St. John's Run, to relieve the 14th Georgia Regiment and the 3rd

Arkansas. I cannot tell the facts as I desire to. In fact, my hand

trembles so, and my feelings are so overcome, that it is hard for me to

write at all. But we went to the place that we were ordered to go to,

and when we arrived there we found the guard sure enough. If I remember

correctly, there were just eleven of them. Some were sitting down and

some were lying down; but each and every one was as cold and as hard

frozen as the icicles that hung from their hands and faces and clothing--

dead! They had died at their post of duty. Two of them, a little in

advance of the others, were standing with their guns in their hands,

as cold and as hard frozen as a monument of marble--standing sentinel

with loaded guns in their frozen hands! The tale is told. Were they

true men? Does He who noteth the sparrow's fall, and numbers the hairs

of our heads, have any interest in one like ourselves? Yes; He doeth

all things well. Not a sparrow falls to the ground without His consent.

VIRGINIA, FAREWELL

After having served through all the valley campaign, and marched through

all the wonders of Northwest Virginia, and being associated with the army

of Virginia, it was with sorrow and regret that we bade farewell to "Old

Virginia's shore," to go to other fields of blood and carnage and death.

We had learned to love Virginia; we love her now. The people were kind

and good to us. They divided their last crust of bread and rasher of

bacon with us. We loved Lee, we loved Jackson; we loved the name,

association and people of Virginia. Hatton, Forbes, Anderson, Gilliam,

Govan, Loring, Ashby and Schumaker were names with which we had been long

associated. We hated to leave all our old comrades behind us. We felt

that we were proving recreant to the instincts of our own manhood,

and that we were leaving those who had stood by us on the march and

battlefield when they most needed our help. We knew the 7th and 14th

Tennessee regiments; we knew the 3rd Arkansas, the 14th Georgia, and 42nd

Virginia regiments. Their names were as familiar as household words.

We were about to leave the bones of Joe Bynum and Gus Allen and Patrick

Hanly. We were about to bid farewell to every tender association that we

had formed with the good people of Virginia, and to our old associates

among the soldiers of the Grand Army of Virginia. _Virginia, farewell!_

Away back yonder, in good old Tennessee, our homes and loved ones are

being robbed and insulted, our fields laid waste, our cities sacked,

and our people slain. Duty as well as patriotism calls us back to our

native home, to try and defend it, as best we can, against an invading

army of our then enemies; and, Virginia, once more we bid you a long

farewell!

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