CHAPTER XVI

Unnatural deeds

Do breed unnatural troubles: infected minds

To their deaf pillows will discharge their secrets.

More needs she the divine, than the physician.

MACBETH

On the following evening, the view of the convent towers, rising among

the shadowy woods, reminded Emily of the nun, whose condition had so

much affected her; and, anxious to know how she was, as well as to see

some of her former friends, she and the Lady Blanche extended their

walk to the monastery. At the gate stood a carriage, which, from the

heat of the horses, appeared to have just arrived; but a more than

common stillness pervaded the court and the cloisters, through which

Emily and Blanche passed in their way to the great hall, where a nun,

who was crossing to the staircase, replied to the enquiries of the

former, that sister Agnes was still living, and sensible, but that it

was thought she could not survive the night. In the parlour, they found

several of the boarders, who rejoiced to see Emily, and told her many

little circumstances that had happened in the convent since her

departure, and which were interesting to her only because they related

to persons, whom she had regarded with affection. While they thus

conversed the abbess entered the room, and expressed much satisfaction

at seeing Emily, but her manner was unusually solemn, and her

countenance dejected. “Our house,” said she, after the first

salutations were over, “is truly a house of mourning—a daughter is now

paying the debt of nature.—You have heard, perhaps, that our daughter

Agnes is dying?”

Emily expressed her sincere concern.

“Her death presents to us a great and awful lesson,” continued the

abbess; “let us read it, and profit by it; let it teach us to prepare

ourselves for the change, that awaits us all! You are young, and have

it yet in your power to secure ‘the peace that passeth all

understanding’—the peace of conscience. Preserve it in your youth, that

it may comfort you in age; for vain, alas! and imperfect are the good

deeds of our latter years, if those of our early life have been evil!”

Emily would have said, that good deeds, she hoped, were never vain; but

she considered that it was the abbess who spoke, and she remained

silent.

“The latter days of Agnes,” resumed the abbess, “have been exemplary;

would they might atone for the errors of her former ones! Her

sufferings now, alas! are great; let us believe, that they will make

her peace hereafter! I have left her with her confessor, and a

gentleman, whom she has long been anxious to see, and who is just

arrived from Paris. They, I hope, will be able to administer the

repose, which her mind has hitherto wanted.”

Emily fervently joined in the wish.

“During her illness, she has sometimes named you,” resumed the abbess;

“perhaps, it would comfort her to see you; when her present visitors

have left her, we will go to her chamber, if the scene will not be too

melancholy for your spirits. But, indeed, to such scenes, however

painful, we ought to accustom ourselves, for they are salutary to the

soul, and prepare us for what we are ourselves to suffer.”

Emily became grave and thoughtful; for this conversation brought to her

recollection the dying moments of her beloved father, and she wished

once more to weep over the spot, where his remains were buried. During

the silence, which followed the abbess’ speech, many minute

circumstances attending his last hours occurred to her—his emotion on

perceiving himself to be in the neighbourhood of Château-le-Blanc—his

request to be interred in a particular spot in the church of this

monastery—and the solemn charge he had delivered to her to destroy

certain papers, without examining them.—She recollected also the

mysterious and horrible words in those manuscripts, upon which her eye

had involuntarily glanced; and, though they now, and, indeed, whenever

she remembered them, revived an excess of painful curiosity, concerning

their full import, and the motives for her father’s command, it was

ever her chief consolation, that she had strictly obeyed him in this

particular.

Little more was said by the abbess, who appeared too much affected by

the subject she had lately left, to be willing to converse, and her

companions had been for some time silent from the same cause, when this

general reverie was interrupted by the entrance of a stranger, Monsieur

Bonnac, who had just quitted the chamber of sister Agnes. He appeared

much disturbed, but Emily fancied, that his countenance had more the

expression of horror, than of grief. Having drawn the abbess to a

distant part of the room, he conversed with her for some time, during

which she seemed to listen with earnest attention, and he to speak with

caution, and a more than common degree of interest. When he had

concluded, he bowed silently to the rest of the company, and quitted

the room. The abbess, soon after, proposed going to the chamber of

sister Agnes, to which Emily consented, though not without some

reluctance, and Lady Blanche remained with the boarders below.

At the door of the chamber they met the confessor, whom, as he lifted

up his head on their approach, Emily observed to be the same that had

attended her dying father; but he passed on, without noticing her, and

they entered the apartment, where, on a mattress, was laid sister

Agnes, with one nun watching in the chair beside her. Her countenance

was so much changed, that Emily would scarcely have recollected her,

had she not been prepared to do so: it was ghastly, and overspread with

gloomy horror; her dim and hollow eyes were fixed on a crucifix, which

she held upon her bosom; and she was so much engaged in thought, as not

to perceive the abbess and Emily, till they stood at the bedside. Then,

turning her heavy eyes, she fixed them, in wild horror, upon Emily,

and, screaming, exclaimed, “Ah! that vision comes upon me in my dying

hours!”

Emily started back in terror, and looked for explanation to the abbess,

who made her a signal not to be alarmed, and calmly said to Agnes,

“Daughter, I have brought Mademoiselle St. Aubert to visit you: I

thought you would be glad to see her.”

Agnes made no reply; but, still gazing wildly upon Emily, exclaimed,

“It is her very self! Oh! there is all that fascination in her look,

which proved my destruction! What would you have—what is it you came to

demand—Retribution?—It will soon be yours—it is yours already. How many

years have passed, since last I saw you! My crime is but as

yesterday.—Yet I am grown old beneath it; while you are still young and

blooming—blooming as when you forced me to commit that most abhorred

deed! O! could I once forget it!—yet what would that avail?—the deed is

done!”

Emily, extremely shocked, would now have left the room; but the abbess,

taking her hand, tried to support her spirits, and begged she would

stay a few moments, when Agnes would probably be calm, whom now she

tried to sooth. But the latter seemed to disregard her, while she still

fixed her eyes on Emily, and added, “What are years of prayers and

repentance? they cannot wash out the foulness of murder!—Yes, murder!

Where is he—where is he?—Look there—look there!—see where he stalks

along the room! Why do you come to torment me now?” continued Agnes,

while her straining eyes were bent on air, “why was not I punished

before?—O! do not frown so sternly! Hah! there again! ’tis she herself!

Why do you look so piteously upon me—and smile, too? smile on me! What

groan was that?”

Agnes sunk down, apparently lifeless, and Emily, unable to support

herself, leaned against the bed, while the abbess and the attendant nun

were applying the usual remedies to Agnes. “Peace,” said the abbess,

when Emily was going to speak, “the delirium is going off, she will

soon revive. When was she thus before, daughter?”

“Not of many weeks, madam,” replied the nun, “but her spirits have been

much agitated by the arrival of the gentleman she wished so much to

see.”

“Yes,” observed the abbess, “that has undoubtedly occasioned this

paroxysm of frenzy. When she is better, we will leave her to repose.”

Emily very readily consented, but, though she could now give little

assistance, she was unwilling to quit the chamber, while any might be

necessary.

When Agnes recovered her senses, she again fixed her eyes on Emily, but

their wild expression was gone, and a gloomy melancholy had succeeded.

It was some moments before she recovered sufficient spirits to speak;

she then said feebly—“The likeness is wonderful!—surely it must be

something more than fancy. Tell me, I conjure you,” she added,

addressing Emily, “though your name is St. Aubert, are you not the

daughter of the Marchioness?”

“What Marchioness?” said Emily, in extreme surprise; for she had

imagined, from the calmness of Agnes’s manner, that her intellects were

restored. The abbess gave her a significant glance, but she repeated

the question.

“What Marchioness?” exclaimed Agnes, “I know but of one—the Marchioness

de Villeroi.”

Emily, remembering the emotion of her late father, upon the unexpected

mention of this lady, and his request to be laid near to the tomb of

the Villerois, now felt greatly interested, and she entreated Agnes to

explain the reason of her question. The abbess would now have withdrawn

Emily from the room, who being, however, detained by a strong interest,

repeated her entreaties.

“Bring me that casket, sister,” said Agnes; “I will show her to you;

yet you need only look in that mirror, and you will behold her; you

surely are her daughter: such striking resemblance is never found but

among near relations.”

The nun brought the casket, and Agnes, having directed her how to

unlock it, she took thence a miniature, in which Emily perceived the

exact resemblance of the picture, which she had found among her late

father’s papers. Agnes held out her hand to receive it; gazed upon it

earnestly for some moments in silence; and then, with a countenance of

deep despair, threw up her eyes to Heaven, and prayed inwardly. When

she had finished, she returned the miniature to Emily. “Keep it,” said

she, “I bequeath it to you, for I must believe it is your right. I have

frequently observed the resemblance between you; but never, till this

day, did it strike upon my conscience so powerfully! Stay, sister, do

not remove the casket—there is another picture I would show.”

Emily trembled with expectation, and the abbess again would have

withdrawn her. “Agnes is still disordered,” said she, “you observe how

she wanders. In these moods she says anything, and does not scruple, as

you have witnessed, to accuse herself of the most horrible crimes.”

Emily, however, thought she perceived something more than madness in

the inconsistencies of Agnes, whose mention of the Marchioness, and

production of her picture, had interested her so much, that she

determined to obtain further information, if possible, respecting the

subject of it.

The nun returned with the casket, and, Agnes pointing out to her a

secret drawer, she took from it another miniature. “Here,” said Agnes,

as she offered it to Emily, “learn a lesson for your vanity, at least;

look well at this picture, and see if you can discover any resemblance

between what I was, and what I am.”

Emily impatiently received the miniature, which her eyes had scarcely

glanced upon, before her trembling hands had nearly suffered it to

fall—it was the resemblance of the portrait of Signora Laurentini,

which she had formerly seen in the castle of Udolpho—the lady, who had

disappeared in so mysterious a manner, and whom Montoni had been

suspected of having caused to be murdered.

In silent astonishment, Emily continued to gaze alternately upon the

picture and the dying nun, endeavouring to trace a resemblance between

them, which no longer existed.

“Why do you look so sternly on me?” said Agnes, mistaking the nature of

Emily’s emotion.

“I have seen this face before,” said Emily, at length; “was it really

your resemblance?”

“You may well ask that question,” replied the nun,—“but it was once

esteemed a striking likeness of me. Look at me well, and see what guilt

has made me. I then was innocent; the evil passions of my nature slept.

Sister!” added she solemnly, and stretching forth her cold, damp hand

to Emily, who shuddered at its touch—“Sister! beware of the first

indulgence of the passions; beware of the first! Their course, if not

checked then, is rapid—their force is uncontrollable—they lead us we

know not whither—they lead us perhaps to the commission of crimes, for

which whole years of prayer and penitence cannot atone!—Such may be the

force of even a single passion, that it overcomes every other, and

sears up every other approach to the heart. Possessing us like a fiend,

it leads us on to the acts of a fiend, making us insensible to pity and

to conscience. And, when its purpose is accomplished, like a fiend, it

leaves us to the torture of those feelings, which its power had

suspended—not annihilated,—to the tortures of compassion, remorse, and

conscience. Then, we awaken as from a dream, and perceive a new world

around us—we gaze in astonishment, and horror—but the deed is

committed; not all the powers of heaven and earth united can undo

it—and the spectres of conscience will not fly! What are

riches—grandeur—health itself, to the luxury of a pure conscience, the

health of the soul;—and what the sufferings of poverty, disappointment,

despair—to the anguish of an afflicted one! O! how long is it since I

knew that luxury! I believed, that I had suffered the most agonizing

pangs of human nature, in love, jealousy, and despair—but these pangs

were ease, compared with the stings of conscience, which I have since

endured. I tasted too what was called the sweet of revenge—but it was

transient, it expired even with the object, that provoked it. Remember,

sister, that the passions are the seeds of vices as well as of virtues,

from which either may spring, accordingly as they are nurtured. Unhappy

they who have never been taught the art to govern them!”

“Alas! unhappy!” said the abbess, “and ill-informed of our holy

religion!” Emily listened to Agnes, in silent awe, while she still

examined the miniature, and became confirmed in her opinion of its

strong resemblance to the portrait at Udolpho. “This face is familiar

to me,” said she, wishing to lead the nun to an explanation, yet

fearing to discover too abruptly her knowledge of Udolpho.

“You are mistaken,” replied Agnes, “you certainly never saw that

picture before.”

“No,” replied Emily, “but I have seen one extremely like it.”

“Impossible,” said Agnes, who may now be called the Lady Laurentini.

“It was in the castle of Udolpho,” continued Emily, looking steadfastly

at her.

“Of Udolpho!” exclaimed Laurentini, “of Udolpho in Italy!” “The same,”

replied Emily.

“You know me then,” said Laurentini, “and you are the daughter of the

Marchioness.” Emily was somewhat surprised at this abrupt assertion. “I

am the daughter of the late Mons. St. Aubert,” said she; “and the lady

you name is an utter stranger to me.”

“At least you believe so,” rejoined Laurentini.

Emily asked what reasons there could be to believe otherwise.

“The family likeness, that you bear her,” said the nun. “The

Marchioness, it is known, was attached to a gentleman of Gascony, at

the time when she accepted the hand of the Marquis, by the command of

her father. Ill-fated, unhappy woman!”

Emily, remembering the extreme emotion which St. Aubert had betrayed on

the mention of the Marchioness, would now have suffered something more

than surprise, had her confidence in his integrity been less; as it

was, she could not, for a moment, believe what the words of Laurentini

insinuated; yet she still felt strongly interested, concerning them,

and begged, that she would explain them further.

“Do not urge me on that subject,” said the nun, “it is to me a terrible

one! Would that I could blot it from my memory!” She sighed deeply,

and, after the pause of a moment, asked Emily, by what means she had

discovered her name?

“By your portrait in the castle of Udolpho, to which this miniature

bears a striking resemblance,” replied Emily.

“You have been at Udolpho then!” said the nun, with great emotion.

“Alas! what scenes does the mention of it revive in my fancy—scenes of

happiness—of suffering—and of horror!”

At this moment, the terrible spectacle, which Emily had witnessed in a

chamber of that castle, occurred to her, and she shuddered, while she

looked upon the nun—and recollected her late words—that “years of

prayer and penitence could not wash out the foulness of murder.” She

was now compelled to attribute these to another cause, than that of

delirium. With a degree of horror, that almost deprived her of sense,

she now believed she looked upon a murderer; all the recollected

behaviour of Laurentini seemed to confirm the supposition, yet Emily

was still lost in a labyrinth of perplexities, and, not knowing how to

ask the questions, which might lead to truth, she could only hint them

in broken sentences.

“Your sudden departure from Udolpho”—said she.

Laurentini groaned.

“The reports that followed it,” continued Emily—“The west chamber—the

mournful veil—the object it conceals!—when murders are committed—”

The nun shrieked. “What! there again!” said she, endeavouring to raise

herself, while her starting eyes seemed to follow some object round the

room—“Come from the grave! What! Blood—blood too!—There was no

blood—thou canst not say it!—Nay, do not smile,—do not smile so

piteously!”

Laurentini fell into convulsions, as she uttered the last words; and

Emily, unable any longer to endure the horror of the scene, hurried

from the room, and sent some nuns to the assistance of the abbess.

The Lady Blanche, and the boarders, who were in the parlour, now

assembled round Emily, and, alarmed by her manner and affrighted

countenance, asked a hundred questions, which she avoided answering

further, than by saying, that she believed sister Agnes was dying. They

received this as a sufficient explanation of her terror, and had then

leisure to offer restoratives, which, at length, somewhat revived

Emily, whose mind was, however, so much shocked with the terrible

surmises, and perplexed with doubts by some words from the nun, that

she was unable to converse, and would have left the convent

immediately, had she not wished to know whether Laurentini would

survive the late attack. After waiting some time, she was informed,

that, the convulsions having ceased, Laurentini seemed to be reviving,

and Emily and Blanche were departing, when the abbess appeared, who,

drawing the former aside, said she had something of consequence to say

to her, but, as it was late, she would not detain her then, and

requested to see her on the following day.

Emily promised to visit her, and, having taken leave, returned with the

Lady Blanche towards the château, on the way to which the deep gloom of

the woods made Blanche lament, that the evening was so far advanced;

for the surrounding stillness and obscurity rendered her sensible of

fear, though there was a servant to protect her; while Emily was too

much engaged by the horrors of the scene she had just witnessed, to be

affected by the solemnity of the shades, otherwise than as they served

to promote her gloomy reverie, from which, however, she was at length

recalled by the Lady Blanche, who pointed out, at some distance, in the

dusky path they were winding, two persons slowly advancing. It was

impossible to avoid them without striking into a still more secluded

part of the wood, whither the strangers might easily follow; but all

apprehension vanished, when Emily distinguished the voice of Mons. Du

Pont, and perceived, that his companion was the gentleman, whom she had

seen at the monastery, and who was now conversing with so much

earnestness as not immediately to perceive their approach. When Du Pont

joined the ladies, the stranger took leave, and they proceeded to the

château, where the Count, when he heard of Mons. Bonnac, claimed him

for an acquaintance, and, on learning the melancholy occasion of his

visit to Languedoc, and that he was lodged at a small inn in the

village, begged the favour of Mons. Du Pont to invite him to the

château.

The latter was happy to do so, and the scruples of reserve, which made

M. Bonnac hesitate to accept the invitation, being at length overcome,

they went to the château, where the kindness of the Count and the

sprightliness of his son were exerted to dissipate the gloom, that

overhung the spirits of the stranger. M. Bonnac was an officer in the

French service, and appeared to be about fifty; his figure was tall and

commanding, his manners had received the last polish, and there was

something in his countenance uncommonly interesting; for over features,

which, in youth, must have been remarkably handsome, was spread a

melancholy, that seemed the effect of long misfortune, rather than of

constitution, or temper.

The conversation he held, during supper, was evidently an effort of

politeness, and there were intervals in which, unable to struggle

against the feelings, that depressed him, he relapsed into silence and

abstraction, from which, however, the Count, sometimes, withdrew him in

a manner so delicate and benevolent, that Emily, while she observed

him, almost fancied she beheld her late father.

The party separated, at an early hour, and then, in the solitude of her

apartment, the scenes, which Emily had lately witnessed, returned to

her fancy, with dreadful energy. That in the dying nun she should have

discovered Signora Laurentini, who, instead of having been murdered by

Montoni, was, as it now seemed, herself guilty of some dreadful crime,

excited both horror and surprise in a high degree; nor did the hints,

which she had dropped, respecting the marriage of the Marchioness de

Villeroi, and the enquiries she had made concerning Emily’s birth,

occasion her a less degree of interest, though it was of a different

nature.

The history, which sister Frances had formerly related, and had said to

be that of Agnes, it now appeared, was erroneous; but for what purpose

it had been fabricated, unless the more effectually to conceal the true

story, Emily could not even guess. Above all, her interest was excited

as to the relation, which the story of the late Marchioness de Villeroi

bore to that of her father; for, that some kind of relation existed

between them, the grief of St. Aubert, upon hearing her named, his

request to be buried near her, and her picture, which had been found

among his papers, certainly proved. Sometimes it occurred to Emily,

that he might have been the lover, to whom it was said the Marchioness

was attached, when she was compelled to marry the Marquis de Villeroi;

but that he had afterwards cherished a passion for her, she could not

suffer herself to believe, for a moment. The papers, which he had so

solemnly enjoined her to destroy, she now fancied had related to this

connection, and she wished more earnestly than before to know the

reasons, that made him consider the injunction necessary, which, had

her faith in his principles been less, would have led to believe, that

there was a mystery in her birth dishonourable to her parents, which

those manuscripts might have revealed.

Reflections, similar to these, engaged her mind, during the greater

part of the night, and when, at length, she fell into a slumber, it was

only to behold a vision of the dying nun, and to awaken in horrors,

like those she had witnessed.

On the following morning, she was too much indisposed to attend her

appointment with the abbess, and, before the day concluded, she heard,

that sister Agnes was no more. Mons. Bonnac received this intelligence,

with concern; but Emily observed, that he did not appear so much

affected now, as on the preceding evening, immediately after quitting

the apartment of the nun, whose death was probably less terrible to

him, than the confession he had been then called upon to witness.

However this might be, he was perhaps consoled, in some degree, by a

knowledge of the legacy bequeathed him, since his family was large, and

the extravagance of some part of it had lately been the means of

involving him in great distress, and even in the horrors of a prison;

and it was the grief he had suffered from the wild career of a

favourite son, with the pecuniary anxieties and misfortunes consequent

upon it, that had given to his countenance the air of dejection, which

had so much interested Emily.

To his friend Mons. Du Pont he recited some particulars of his late

sufferings, when it appeared, that he had been confined for several

months in one of the prisons of Paris, with little hope of release, and

without the comfort of seeing his wife, who had been absent in the

country, endeavouring, though in vain, to procure assistance from his

friends. When, at length, she had obtained an order for admittance, she

was so much shocked at the change, which long confinement and sorrow

had made in his appearance, that she was seized with fits, which, by

their long continuance, threatened her life.

“Our situation affected those, who happened to witness it,” continued

Mons. Bonnac, “and one generous friend, who was in confinement at the

same time, afterwards employed the first moments of his liberty in

efforts to obtain mine. He succeeded; the heavy debt, that oppressed

me, was discharged; and, when I would have expressed my sense of the

obligation I had received, my benefactor was fled from my search. I

have reason to believe he was the victim of his own generosity, and

that he returned to the state of confinement, from which he had

released me; but every enquiry after him was unsuccessful. Amiable and

unfortunate Valancourt!”

“Valancourt!” exclaimed Mons. Du Pont. “Of what family?”

“The Valancourts, Counts Duvarney,” replied Mons. Bonnac.

The emotion of Mons. Du Pont, when he discovered the generous

benefactor of his friend to be the rival of his love, can only be

imagined; but, having overcome his first surprise, he dissipated the

apprehensions of Mons. Bonnac by acquainting him, that Valancourt was

at liberty, and had lately been in Languedoc; after which his affection

for Emily prompted him to make some enquiries, respecting the conduct

of his rival, during his stay at Paris, of which M. Bonnac appeared to

be well informed. The answers he received were such as convinced him,

that Valancourt had been much misrepresented, and, painful as was the

sacrifice, he formed the just design of relinquishing his pursuit of

Emily to a lover, who, it now appeared, was not unworthy of the regard,

with which she honoured him.

The conversation of Mons. Bonnac discovered, that Valancourt, some time

after his arrival at Paris, had been drawn into the snares, which

determined vice had spread for him, and that his hours had been chiefly

divided between the parties of the captivating Marchioness and those

gaming assemblies, to which the envy, or the avarice, of his brother

officers had spared no art to seduce him. In these parties he had lost

large sums, in efforts to recover small ones, and to such losses the

Count De Villefort and Mons. Henri had been frequent witnesses. His

resources were, at length, exhausted; and the Count, his brother,

exasperated by his conduct, refused to continue the supplies necessary

to his present mode of life, when Valancourt, in consequence of

accumulated debts, was thrown into confinement, where his brother

suffered him to remain, in the hope, that punishment might effect a

reform of conduct, which had not yet been confirmed by long habit.

In the solitude of his prison, Valancourt had leisure for reflection,

and cause for repentance; here, too, the image of Emily, which, amidst

the dissipation of the city had been obscured, but never obliterated

from his heart, revived with all the charms of innocence and beauty, to

reproach him for having sacrificed his happiness and debased his

talents by pursuits, which his nobler faculties would formerly have

taught him to consider were as tasteless as they were degrading. But,

though his passions had been seduced, his heart was not depraved, nor

had habit riveted the chains, that hung heavily on his conscience; and,

as he retained that energy of will, which was necessary to burst them,

he, at length, emancipated himself from the bondage of vice, but not

till after much effort and severe suffering.

Being released by his brother from the prison, where he had witnessed

the affecting meeting between Mons. Bonnac and his wife, with whom he

had been for some time acquainted, the first use of his liberty formed

a striking instance of his humanity and his rashness; for with nearly

all the money, just received from his brother, he went to a

gaming-house, and gave it as a last stake for the chance of restoring

his friend to freedom, and to his afflicted family. The event was

fortunate, and, while he had awaited the issue of this momentous stake,

he made a solemn vow never again to yield to the destructive and

fascinating vice of gaming.

Having restored the venerable Mons. Bonnac to his rejoicing family, he

hurried from Paris to Estuvière; and, in the delight of having made the

wretched happy, forgot, for a while, his own misfortunes. Soon,

however, he remembered, that he had thrown away the fortune, without

which he could never hope to marry Emily; and life, unless passed with

her, now scarcely appeared supportable; for her goodness, refinement,

and simplicity of heart, rendered her beauty more enchanting, if

possible, to his fancy, than it had ever yet appeared. Experience had

taught him to understand the full value of the qualities, which he had

before admired, but which the contrasted characters he had seen in the

world made him now adore; and these reflections, increasing the pangs

of remorse and regret, occasioned the deep dejection, that had

accompanied him even into the presence of Emily, of whom he considered

himself no longer worthy. To the ignominy of having received pecuniary

obligations from the Marchioness Chamfort, or any other lady of

intrigue, as the Count De Villefort had been informed, or of having

been engaged in the depredating schemes of gamesters, Valancourt had

never submitted; and these were some of such scandals as often mingle

with truth, against the unfortunate. Count De Villefort had received

them from authority which he had no reason to doubt, and which the

imprudent conduct he had himself witnessed in Valancourt, had certainly

induced him the more readily to believe. Being such as Emily could not

name to the Chevalier, he had no opportunity of refuting them; and,

when he confessed himself to be unworthy of her esteem, he little

suspected, that he was confirming to her the most dreadful calumnies.

Thus the mistake had been mutual, and had remained so, when Mons.

Bonnac explained the conduct of his generous, but imprudent young

friend to Du Pont, who, with severe justice, determined not only to

undeceive the Count on this subject, but to resign all hope of Emily.

Such a sacrifice as his love rendered this, was deserving of a noble

reward, and Mons. Bonnac, if it had been possible for him to forget the

benevolent Valancourt, would have wished that Emily might accept the

just Du Pont.

When the Count was informed of the error he had committed, he was

extremely shocked at the consequence of his credulity, and the account

which Mons. Bonnac gave of his friend’s situation, while at Paris,

convinced him, that Valancourt had been entrapped by the schemes of a

set of dissipated young men, with whom his profession had partly

obliged him to associate, rather than by an inclination to vice; and,

charmed by the humanity, and noble, though rash generosity, which his

conduct towards Mons. Bonnac exhibited, he forgave him the transient

errors, that had stained his youth, and restored him to the high degree

of esteem, with which he had regarded him, during their early

acquaintance. But, as the least reparation he could now make Valancourt

was to afford him an opportunity of explaining to Emily his former

conduct, he immediately wrote, to request his forgiveness of the

unintentional injury he had done him, and to invite him to

Château-le-Blanc. Motives of delicacy withheld the Count from informing

Emily of this letter, and of kindness from acquainting her with the

discovery respecting Valancourt, till his arrival should save her from

the possibility of anxiety, as to its event; and this precaution spared

her even severer inquietude, than the Count had foreseen, since he was

ignorant of the symptoms of despair, which Valancourt’s late conduct

had betrayed.

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