MARY AND HER FATHER
In the lives of even the strongest and most competent among us, there
will arise moments when decision of any kind has become impossible, and
it is a real relief to have those about us who settle everything
without asking whether we like it or not. Such times are almost always
the result of physical debility, when the enfeebled body so reacts upon
brain and spirit that no matter how vigorous the one or valorous the
other, both seem atrophied.
It is at such times that we have cause to bless the doctor who is a
strong man, and fears not to give orders or talk straight talk; and the
relations who never so much as mention any plan till it has been
decided, taking for granted we will approve the arrangements they have
made.
We are generally acquiescent, for it is so blessed to drift passively
in the wake of these determined ones, till such time as, with returning
physical strength, the will asserts itself once more.
Thus it fell out that Mrs Ffolliot was surprisingly submissive when she
was told by the doctor, a plain-spoken country doctor, who did not
mince his words, that she must seize the chance offered of going to the
South of France with her parents, or he wouldn't answer for the
consequences.
"You are," he said, "looking yellow and dowdy, and you are feeling blue
and hysterical; if you don't go away at once you'll go on doing both
for an interminable time."
Mrs Ffolliot laughed. "Then I suppose for the sake of the rest of the
family I ought to go"--and she went.
If Mr Ffolliot did not take Mrs Grantly's advice and look after things
himself, he certainly was forced to attend to a good many tiresome
details in the management of things outside the Manor House than had
ever fallen to his lot before. Mary saved him all she could, but
Willets and Heaven and Fusby seemed to take a malicious delight in
consulting him about trivial things that he found himself quite unable
to decide one way or other.
At first he tried to put them off with "Ask Miss Mary," but Willets
shook his head, smiled kindly, and said firmly, "Twouldn't be fair,
sir, 'twouldn't really."
Ger and the Kitten had never seemed so tiresome and ubiquitous before,
coming across his path at every turn; and Ger certainly nullified any
uneasiness on the Squire's part regarding his eyes by practising, in
and out of season, upon a discarded bugle. A bugle bought for him by
one of his friends in the Royal 'Orse for the sum of three and
ninepence. Ger had amassed three shillings of this sum, and the
good-natured gunner never mentioned the extra ninepence.
Ger had a quick ear and could already pick out little tunes on the
piano with one finger, though, so far, he had found musical notation as
difficult as every other kind of reading.
But he took to the bugle like a duck to water, and on an evil day
someone in Woolwich had taught him the peace call, "Come to the
Cookhouse Door."
The inhabitants of Redmarley were summoned to the cook-house door from
every part of the village, from the woods, from the riverside, and from
the churchyard.
He played the bugle in the nursery and in the stableyard, he played it
in the attics and outside the servants' hall when the servants' dinner
was ready.
He was implored, threatened and punished, but all without avail, for
Ger had tasted the joys of achievement. He had found what superior
persons call "the expression of his essential ego," and just then his
cosmos was all bugle.
Not even his good-natured desire to oblige people was proof against
this overwhelming desire to call imaginary troops to feed together on
every possible and impossible occasion. He did try to keep a good way
from the house, or to choose moments in the house when he knew his
father was out, but he made mistakes. He could not discover by
applying his eye to the keyhole of the study door whether his father
was in the room or not, and, as he remarked bitterly, "Father always
sat so beastly still" it was impossible to hear.
He looked upon the Squire's objections as a cross, but the dread of his
father's anger was nothing like so strong as his desire to play the
bugle, and even the Squire perceived that short of taking the bugle
away from him, which would have broken his heart, there was nothing for
it but to frown and bear it--in moderation.
Mrs Grantly's very direct assault had made a small breach in the wall
of Mr Ffolliot's complacency; and a fairly vivid recollection of the
shilling episode inclined him to deal leniently with Ger while his
mother was away. He rang the bell furiously for Fusby whenever the
most distant strains of "Come to the Cook-house Door" smote upon his
ears, and sent him post haste to stop that "infernal braying and
bleating"; but beyond such unwelcome interruptions Ger tootled in peace.
Mary was lonely and the days seemed long; she saw no one but her
father, the servants, the two children and Miss Glover, the meek little
governess, who seemed to spend most of her time in hunting for Ger
among outhouses and gardens, and was scorned by Nana in consequence.
When her mother was at home Mary was accustomed to wander about
Redmarley unchallenged and unaccompanied save by the faithful Parker.
But Mr Ffolliot took his duties as chaperon most seriously and expected
that Mary should never stir beyond the gardens unless accompanied by
Miss Glover. He even seemed suspicious as to her most innocent
expeditions, and every morning at breakfast demanded a minute
time-table planning her day.
Mary didn't mind this. It was easy enough to say that after she had
interviewed the cook (there was no housekeeper now at Redmarley) she
would practise, or read French with Miss Glover; or go into Marlehouse
accompanied by Miss Glover for a music lesson; or drive with Miss
Glover and the children to Marlehouse to do the weekly shopping; or go
with Miss Glover to the tailor to be fitted for a coat and skirt. All
that was easy enough to reel off in answer to the Squire's inquiries.
It was the afternoons that were difficult. She had been used to go
into the village and visit her friends, Willets, Miss Gallup, the
laundry-maid's mother, everybody there in fact, and now this seemed to
be forbidden her unless Miss Glover went too, which spoiled everything.
Sometimes she walked with the Squire and tried to feel an intelligent
interest in Ercole Ferrarese, whose work Mr Ffolliot greatly admired.
In fact he was just then engaged on a somewhat lengthy monograph
concerning both the man and his work.
Mary, in the hope of making herself a more congenial companion to her
father, even went as far as to look up "Ercole" in Vasari's _Lives_.
But Vasari was not particularly copious in details as to Ercole
Ferrarese, and the particulars he did give which impressed Mary were
just those most calculated to annoy her father. As, for instance, that
"Ercole had an inordinate love of wine and was frequently intoxicated,
in so much that his life was shortened by this habit."
The difficulties that may arise from such an inordinate affection had
been brought home to her quite recently, and in one of their walks
together after a somewhat prolonged silence she remarked to her father--
"It was a pity that poor Ercole drank so much, wasn't it?"
"Why seize upon a trifling matter of that sort when we are considering
the man's work?" Mr Ffolliot asked angrily. "For heaven's sake, do not
grow into one of those people who only perceive the obvious; whose only
knowledge of Cromwell would be that he had a wart on his nose."
"I shouldn't say it was a very trifling matter seeing it killed
him--drink I mean, not Cromwell's wart," Mary responded with more
spirit than usual. "Vasari says so."
"It is quite possible that he does, but it is not a salient feature."
"A wart on the nose would be a very salient feature," Mary ventured.
"Exactly, that is what you would think and that is what I complain of.
It is a strain that runs through the whole of you--except perhaps the
Kitten--a dreadful narrowness of vision--don't tell me your sight is
good--I'm only referring to your mental outlook. It is the fatal
frivolous attitude of mind that always remembers the wholly irrelevant
statement that the Earl of Warwick, the King-maker, was born when his
mother was fourteen."
"Was he?" Mary exclaimed with deep interest; "how very young to have a
baby."
Mr Ffolliot glared at her: "and nothing else," he continued, ignoring
the interruption.
"Oh, but I do remember other things about Ercole besides being a
drunkard," she protested; "he hated people watching him work, I can
understand that, and he was awfully kind and faithful to his master."
"All quite useless and trifling in comparison with what I, myself, have
told you of his work, which you evidently don't remember. It is a
man's work that matters, not little peculiarities of temperament and
character."
"I think," Mary said demurely, "that little peculiarities of
temperament and character matter a good deal to the people who have to
live with them."
"That is possible but quite unimportant. It is a man's intellect that
is immortal, not his temperament."
Again a long silence till Mary said suddenly: "Mother has never written
anything or painted anything or done anything very remarkable, and yet
she seems to matter a great deal to a lot of people besides us. I
never go outside the gates but people stop me and ask all sorts of
questions about her. Surely character can matter too?"
Mr Ffolliot's scornful expression changed. He looked at his daughter
with interest. "Do you know, Mary," he said quite amiably, "that
sometimes I think you can't be quite as stupid as you make yourself
appear."
That was on Friday. On Saturday Mary was in dire disgrace.
Nana had taken the children to a cinematograph show in Marlehouse.
Miss Glover went with them in the bucket to visit a friend there. The
Squire had affixed a paper to the outside of the study door saying that
he was not to be disturbed till five o'clock, and it was a lovely
afternoon. The sort of afternoon when late March holds all the promise
of May, when early daffodils shine splendidly in sheltered corners, and
late snowdrops in a country garden look quite large and solemn. When
trodden grass has a sweet sharp smell, and all sorts of pretty things
peep from the crannies of old Cotswold walls: those loose grey walls
that are so infinitely various, so dear and friendly in their constant
beautiful surprises.
Mary saw the nursery party go, and stood and waved to them till they
were out of sight, when a faint and distant summons to the cook-house
door proved that Ger had begun to play the instant the bucket had
turned out of the gates.
Mary called Parker and went out.
Down the drive she went, through the great gates and over the bridge to
Willets' cottage. Willets was out, but Mrs Willets was delighted to
see her. Mrs Willets was a kind, comfortable person, who brewed
excellent home-made wines which she loved to bestow upon her friends.
Mary partook of a glass of ginger wine, very strong and very gingery,
and having given the latest news of the mistress (she, herself, was
"our young lady" now), received in return the mournful intelligence
that Miss Gallup had had a touch of bronchitis, "reely downright bad
she'd bin, and now she was about but weak as a kitten, and very low in
her mind; if you'd the time just to call in and see 'er, I'm sure she'd
take it very kind, with your ma away, and all."
So Mary hied her to Miss Gallup at the other end of Redmarley's one
long lopsided street. Her progress was a slow one, for at every
cottage gate she was stopped with exclamations: "Why we thought you was
lost, or gone to furrin parts with the mistress; none on us seen you
since Church last Sunday."
At last she reached "Two Ways," Miss Gallup's house, and Eloquent, of
all people in the world, opened the door to her.
Mary merely thought "How nice of him to come and see his aunt," and
remarked aloud:
"Ah, Mr Gallup, I'm glad to see you've come to look after the invalid,
I've only just heard of her illness. May I come in? Will it tire her
to see me?"
And Eloquent could find no words to greet her except, "Please step this
way," and he was nevertheless painfully aware that exactly so would he
have addressed her half a dozen years ago had he been leading her to
the haberdashery department of the Golden Anchor.
Poor Eloquent was thrown off his mental balance altogether, for to him
this was no ordinary meeting.
Picture the feelings of a young man who thinks he is opening the door
to the baker and finds incarnate spring upon the threshold. Spring in
weather-beaten, well-cut clothes, with a sweet, friendly voice and
adorable, cordial smile.
There she was, sitting opposite Miss Gallup on one slippery horsehair
"easy chair," while her hostess, much beshawled, cushioned and
foot-stooled, sat on the other.
"My dear," Miss Gallup said confidentially, "Em'ly-Alice has gone to
the surgery for my cough mixture and some embrocation, and she takes
such a time. I'm certain she's loitering and gossiping, and she knows
I like my cup of tea at four, and you here, and all; if it wasn't that
my leg's seem to crumble up under me I'd go and get it myself."
"Dear Miss Gallup, don't be hard on Em'ly-Alice," Mary pleaded; "it's
such a lovely afternoon I don't wonder she doesn't exactly hurry. As
for tea, let me get you some tea----"
"I could," Eloquent interposed hastily, "I'm sure I could," and rose
somewhat vaguely to go to the kitchen.
"Let us both get it," Mary cried gaily, "we'll be twice as quick."
And before Miss Gallup could protest they had gone to the kitchen and
she could hear them laughing.
Mary was thoroughly enjoying herself. For three weeks she had poured
out tea for her father solemnly at five o'clock and been snubbed for
her pains.
Here were two people who liked her, who were glad to see her, who
thought it kind of her to come. No girl can be wholly unconscious of
admiration; nor, when it is absolutely reverential, can she resent it,
and Mary felt no displeasure in Eloquent's.
They could neither of them cut bread and butter. It was a plateful of
queerly shaped bits that went in on the tray; but there was an egg for
Miss Gallup, and the tea was excellent.
Miss Gallup began to feel more leniently disposed towards Em'ly-Alice.
"She's done for me pretty well on the whole," she told Mary. "Doctor,
he wanted me to have the parish nurse over to Marle Abbas, but I don't
hold with those new-fangled young women."
"She's a dear," said Mary; "mother thinks all the world of her."
"May be, may be," Miss Gallup said dryly; "but when you come to my time
of life you've your own opinion about draughts. And as for that
constant bathin' and washin', I don't hold with it at all. A bed's a
bed, I says, and not a bath, and if you're in bed you should stay there
and keep warm, and not have all the clothes took off you to have your
legs washed. How can your legs _get_ dirty if you're tucked in with
clean sheets, in a clean room, in a clean house. When I haves a bath I
like it comfortable, once a week, at night in front of the kitchen
fire, and Em'ly-Alice safe in bed. No, my dear, I don't hold with
these new-fangled notions, and Nurse Jones, she worries me to death. I
'ad 'er once, and I said, never again--whiskin' in and whiskin' out,
and opening windows and washin' me all over, like I 'was a baby--most
uncomfortable I call it."
The clock on the mantelpiece struck five, Mary jumped up. "I must
fly," she exclaimed, "it's time for father's tea; I've been enjoying
myself so much I forgot all about the time."
"You see Miss Mary as far as the gates," Miss Gallup said to her
nephew. "Em'ly-Alice is in, I 'eard 'er pokin' the fire the wasteful
way she has."
Mary did not want Eloquent, for she greatly desired to run, but he
followed with such alacrity she had not the heart to forbid him. He
walked beside her, or, more truly, he trotted beside her, through the
village street, for Mary went at such a pace that Eloquent was almost
breathless. He found time, however, to tell her that he had paired at
the House on Friday, and took the week-end just to look after Miss
Gallup, who had seemed rather low-spirited since her illness. They did
the distance in record time, and outside the gates they found Mr
Ffolliot waiting.
"I've been to see Miss Gallup, father, she has been ill, and I looked
in to inquire. . . . I don't think you know Mr Gallup."
Mr Ffolliot bowed to Eloquent with a frigidity that plainly proved he
had no desire to know him.
"I regret," Mr Ffolliot said in an impersonal voice, "that Miss Gallup
has been ill. Do you know, Mary, that it is ten minutes past five?"
"Good evening, Miss Ffolliot," Eloquent said hastily; "it was most kind
of you to call, and it did my aunt a great deal of good. Good-evening,
Mr Ffolliot." He lifted his hat and turned away.
Mr Ffolliot stood perfectly still and looked his daughter over. From
the crown of her exceedingly old hat to her admirable boots he surveyed
her leisurely.
"Don't you want your tea, father?" Mary asked nervously, "or have you
had it?"
"I did want tea, at the proper hour, and I have not had it; but what I
want much more than tea is an explanation of that young man's presence
in your society."
"I told you, father, I went to see Miss Gallup, who has had bronchitis,
and he had come down from London for the week-end to see her, and so he
walked back with me."
"Did you know he was there?"
"Of course not," Mary flushed angrily, "I didn't know Miss Gallup had
been ill till Mrs Willets told me. I haven't been outside the grounds
for a fortnight except in the bucket, so I've heard no village news."
"And why did you take it upon yourself to go outside the grounds to-day
without consulting me?"
"I was rather tired of the garden, father, and it was such a lovely
day, and it seemed rather unkind never to go near any of the people
when mother was away."
"None of these reasons--if one can call them reasons--throws the
smallest light upon the fact that you have been parading the village
with this fellow, Gallup. I have told you before, I don't wish to know
him, I will not know him. His politics are abhorrent to me, and his
antecedents. . . . Surely by this time you know, Mary, that I do not
choose my friends from among the shopkeepers in Marlehouse."
"I'm sorry, father, but this afternoon it really couldn't be helped. I
couldn't be rude to the poor man when he came with me. He seemed to
take it for granted he should; Miss Gallup suggested it. I daresay he
didn't want to come at all. But they both meant it kindly--what could
I do?"
"What you can do, and what you must do, is to obey my orders. I will
not have you walk anywhere in company with that bounder----"
"He isn't a bounder, father. You're wrong there; whatever he may be he
isn't that."
Mr Ffolliot turned slowly and entered the drive. Mary followed, and in
silence they walked up to the house.
He looked at his tall daughter from time to time. She held her head
very high and her expression was rebellious. She really was an
extremely handsome girl, and, in spite of his intense annoyance, Mr
Ffolliot felt gratification in this fact.
At the hall door he paused. "I must ask you to remember, Mary, that
you are no longer a child, that your actions now can evoke both comment
and criticism, and I must ask you to confine your friendships to your
own class."
"I shall never be able to do that," Mary answered firmly; "I love the
village people far too much."
"That is a wholly different matter, and you know very well that I have
always been the first to rejoice in the very friendly relations between
us and--er--my good tenants. This Gallup person is not one of them.
There is not the smallest necessity to know him, and what's more, I
decline to know him. Do you understand?"
"No, father, I don't. I can't promise to cut Mr Gallup or be rude to
him if I happen to meet him; he has done nothing to deserve it. You
don't ask us to cut that odious Rabbich boy, who _is_ a bounder, if you
like."
"I know nothing about the Rabbich boy, as you call him. If he is what
you say, I should certainly advise you to drop his acquaintance; but I
must and do insist that you shall not further cultivate the
acquaintance of this young Gallup."
"He's going back to London to-morrow afternoon, father. What _is_
there to worry about?"
Mr Ffolliot sighed. "I shall be glad," he exclaimed, "when your mother
returns."
"So will everybody," said Mary.