CHAPTER XVII.

_In Which Ferdinand Has a Very Stormy Interview with His

Father_.

IF WE pause now to take a calm and comprehensive review of the state and

prospects of the three families, in whose feelings and fortunes we have

attempted to interest the reader, it must be confessed that, however

brilliant and satisfactory they might appear on the surface, the

elements of discord, gloom, and unhappiness might be more profoundly

discovered, and might even be held as rapidly stirring into movement.

Miss Temple was the affianced bride of Lord Montfort, but her heart was

Captain Armine’s: Captain Armine, in the estimation of his parents, was

the pledged husband of Miss Grandison, while he and his cousin had, in

fact, dissolved their engagement. Mr. Temple more than suspected his

daughter’s partiality for Ferdinand. Sir Ratcliffe, very much surprised

at seeing so little of his son, and resolved that the marriage should

be no further delayed, was about to precipitate confessions, of which

he did not dream, and which were to shipwreck all the hopes of his life.

The Count Mirabel and Miss Grandison were both engaged in an active

conspiracy. Lord Montfort alone was calm, and if he had a purpose to

conceal, inscrutable. All things, however, foreboded a crisis.

Sir Ratcliffe, astonished at the marked manner in which his son absented

himself from Brook-street, resolved upon bringing him to an explanation.

At first he thought there might be some lovers’ quarrel; but the

demeanour of Katherine, and the easy tone in which she ever spoke of

her cousin, soon disabused him of this fond hope. He consulted his wife.

Now, to tell the truth, Lady Armine, who was a shrewd woman, was not

without her doubts and perplexities, but she would not confess them to

her husband. Many circumstances had been observed by her which filled

her with disquietude, but she had staked all her hopes upon this cast,

and she was of a sanguine temper. She was leading an agreeable life.

Katherine appeared daily more attached to her, and Lady Armine was

quite of opinion that it is always very injudicious to interfere. She

endeavoured to persuade Sir Ratcliffe that everything was quite right,

and she assured him that the season would terminate, as all seasons

ought to terminate, by the marriage.

And perhaps Sir Ratcliffe would have followed her example, only it so

happened that as he was returning home one morning, he met his son in

Grosvenor-square.

‘Why, Ferdinand, we never see you now,’ said Sir Ratcliffe.

‘Oh! you are all so gay,’ said Ferdinand. ‘How is my mother?’

‘She is very well. Katherine and herself have gone to see the balloon,

with Lord Montfort and Count Mirabel. Come in,’ said Sir Ratcliffe, for

he was now almost at his door.

The father and son entered. Sir Ratcliffe walked into a little library

on the ground floor, which was his morning room.

‘We dine at home to-day, Ferdinand,’ said Sir Ratcliffe. ‘Perhaps you

will come.’

‘Thank you, sir, I am engaged.’

‘It seems to me you are always engaged. For a person who does not like

gaiety, it is very odd.’

‘Heigho!’ said Ferdinand. ‘How do you like your new horse, sir?’

‘Ferdinand, I wish to speak a word to you,’ said Sir Ratcliffe. ‘I do

not like ever to interfere unnecessarily with your conduct; but the

anxiety of a parent will, I think, excuse the question I am about to

ask. When do you propose being married?’

‘Oh, I do not know exactly.’

‘Your grandfather has been dead now, you know, much more than a year.

I cannot help thinking your conduct singular. There is nothing wrong

between you and Katherine, is there?’

‘Wrong, sir?’

‘Yes, wrong? I mean, is there any misunderstanding? Have you

quarrelled?’

‘No, sir, we have not quarrelled; we perfectly understand each other.’

‘I am glad to hear it, for I must say I think your conduct is very

unlike that of a lover. All I can say is, I did not win your mother’s

heart by such proceedings.’

‘Katherine has made no complaint of me, sir?’

‘Certainly not, and that surprises me still more.’

Ferdinand seemed plunged in thought. The silence lasted some

minutes. Sir Ratcliffe took up the newspaper; his son leant over the

mantel-piece, and gazed upon the empty fire-place. At length he turned

round and said, ‘Father, I can bear this no longer; the engagement

between Katherine and myself is dissolved.’

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‘Good God! when, and why?’ exclaimed Sir Ratcliffe, the newspaper

falling from his hand.

‘Long since, sir; ever since I loved another woman, and she knew it.’

‘Ferdinand! Ferdinand!’ exclaimed the unhappy father; but he was so

overpowered that he could not give utterance to his thoughts. He threw

himself in a chair, and wrung his hands. Ferdinand stood still and

silent, like a statue of Destiny, gloomy and inflexible.

‘Speak again,’ at length said Sir Ratcliffe. ‘Let me hear you speak

again. I cannot believe what I have heard. Is it indeed true that your

engagement with your cousin has been long terminated?’

Ferdinand nodded assent.

‘Your poor mother!’ exclaimed Sir Ratcliffe. ‘This will kill her.’ He

rose from his seat, and walked up and down the room in great agitation.

‘I knew all was not right,’ he muttered to himself. ‘She will sink under

it; we must all sink under it. Madman! you know not what you have done!’

‘It is in vain to regret, sir; my sufferings have been greater than

yours.’

‘She will pardon you, my boy,’ said Sir Ratcliffe, in a quicker and

kinder tone. ‘You have lived to repent your impetuous folly; Katherine

is kind and generous; she loves us all; she must love you; she will

pardon you. Yes! entreat her to forget it; your mother, your mother has

great influence with her; she will exercise it, she will interfere; you

are very young, all will yet be well.’

‘It is as impossible for me to marry Katherine Grandison, as for you

yourself to do it, sir,’ said Ferdinand, in a tone of calmness.

‘You are not married to another?’

‘In faith; I am bound by a tie which I can never break.’

‘And who is this person?’

‘She must be nameless, for many reasons.’

‘Ferdinand,’ said Sir Ratcliffe, ‘you know not what you are doing.

My life, your mother’s, the existence of our family, hang upon your

conduct. Yet, yet there is time to prevent this desolation. I am

controlling my emotions; I wish you to save us, you, all! Throw yourself

at your cousin’s feet. She is soft-hearted; she may yet be yours!’

‘Dear father, it cannot be.’

‘Then-then, welcome ruin!’ exclaimed Sir Ratcliffe, in a hoarse voice.

‘And,’ he continued, pausing between every word, from the difficulty

of utterance, ‘if the conviction that you have destroyed all our hopes,

rewarded us for all our affection, our long devotion, by blasting every

fond idea that has ever illumined our sad lives, that I and Constance,

poor fools, have clung and clung to; if this conviction can console you,

sir, enjoy it-----

‘Ferdinand! my son, my child, that I never have spoken an unkind word

to, that never gave me cause to blame or check him, your mother will be

home soon, your poor, poor mother. Do not let me welcome her with all

this misery. Tell me it is not true; recall what you have said; let us

forget these harsh words; reconcile yourself to your cousin; let us be

happy.’

‘Father, if my heart’s blood could secure your happiness, my life were

ready; but this I cannot do.’

‘Do you know what is at stake? Everything. All, all, all! We can see

Armine no more; our home is gone. Your mother and myself must be exiles.

Oh! you have not thought of this: say you have not thought of this.’

Ferdinand hid his face; his father, emboldened, urged the fond plea.

‘You will save us, Ferdinand, you will be our preserver? It is all

forgotten, is it not? It is a lovers’ quarrel, after all?’

‘Father, why should I trifle with your feelings? why should I feign what

can never be? This sharp interview, so long postponed, ought not now to

be adjourned. Indulge no hopes, for there are none.’

‘Then by every sacred power I revoke every blessing that since your

birth I have poured upon your head. I recall the prayers that every

night I have invoked upon your being. Great God! I cancel them. You have

betrayed your cousin; you have deserted your mother and myself; you have

first sullied the honour of our house, and now you have destroyed it.

Why were you born? What have we done that your mother’s womb should

produce such a curse? Sins of my father, they are visited upon me! And

Glastonbury, what will Glastonbury say? Glastonbury, who sacrificed his

fortune for you.’

‘Mr. Glastonbury knows all, sir, and has always been my confidant.’

‘Is he a traitor? For when a son deserts me, I know not whom to trust.’

‘He has no thoughts but for our welfare, sir. He will convince you, sir,

I cannot marry my cousin.’

‘Boy, boy! you know not what you say. Not marry your cousin! Then let us

die. It were better for us all to die.’

‘My father! Be calm, I beseech you; you have spoken harsh words; I

have not deserted you or my mother; I never will. If I have wronged my

cousin, I have severely suffered, and she has most freely forgiven me.

She is my dear friend. As for our house: tell me, would you have that

house preserved at the cost of my happiness? You are not the father I

supposed, if such indeed be your wish.’

‘Happiness! Fortune, family, beauty, youth, a sweet and charming spirit,

if these will not secure a man’s happiness, I know not what might. And

these I wished you to possess.’

‘Sir, it is in vain for us to converse upon this subject. See

Glastonbury, if you will. He can at least assure you that neither my

feelings are light nor my conduct hasty. I will leave you now.’

Ferdinand quitted the room; Sir Ratcliffe did not notice his departure,

although he was not unaware of it. He heaved a deep sigh, and was

apparently plunged in profound thought.

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