CHAPTER X.

My very old friend, Colonel Grant--General Grant many years before

he died--used to say that if he wished without changing his place

himself, to see the greatest possible number of his friends and

acquaintances, he should stand perpetually at the foot of the column

in the Place Vendôme. But it seems to me that at least as advantageous

a post of observation for the purpose would be the foot of Giotto's

tower in Florence! Who in these days lives and dies without going to

Florence; and who goes to Florence without going to gaze on the most

perfectly beautiful tower that human hands ever raised?

Let me tell (quite parenthetically) a really good story of that

matchless building, which yet however will hardly be appreciated at

its full value by those who have never yet seen it. When the Austrian

troops were occupying Florence, one of the white-coated officers had

planted himself in the Piazza in front of the tower, and was gazing at

it earnestly, lost in admiration of its perfect beauty. "_Si svita,

signore_," said a little street urchin, coming up behind him--"It

_unscrews_, sir!" As much as to say, "Wouldn't you like just to take

it off bodily and carry it away?" But, as I said, to apprehend the

aptitude of the _gamin's_ sneer, one must have oneself looked on the

absolute perfection of proportion and harmony of its every part, which

really does suggest the idea that the whole might be lifted bodily in

one piece from its place on the soil Whether the Austrian had the

wit to answer "You are blundering, boy! you are taking me for a

Frenchman," I don't know!

But I was saying, when the mention of the celebrated tower led me into

telling, before I forgot it, the above story, that Florence was of all

the cities of Europe, that in which one might be likely to see

the greatest number of old, and make the greatest number of new

acquaintances. I lived there for more than thirty years, and the

number of persons, chiefly English, American, and Italian, whom I knew

during that period is astonishing. The number of them was of course

all the greater from the fact that the society, at least so far as

English and Americans were concerned, was to a very great degree a

floating one. They come back to my memory, when I think of those

times, like a long procession of ghosts! Most of them, I suppose,

_are_ ghosts by this time. They pass away out of one's ken, and are

lost!

Some, thank Heaven, are _not_ lost; and some though lost, will never

pass out of ken! If I were writing only for myself, I should like to

send my memory roving among all that crowd of phantoms, catch them one

after another as they dodge about half eluding one when just on

the point of recovering them, and, fixing them in memory's camera,

photograph them one after another. But I cannot hope that such a

gallery would be as interesting to the reader as it certainly would to

me. And I must content myself with recording my recollections of those

among them in whom the world may be supposed to take an interest.

Theodosia Garrow, when living with her parents at "The Braddons," at

Torquay, had known Elizabeth Barrett. The latter was very much of an

invalid at the time; so much so, as I think I have gathered from my

wife's talk about those times, as to have prevented her from being a

visitor to "The Braddons." But Theodosia was, I take it, to be very

frequently found by the side of the sofa to which her friend was more

or less confined. I fancy that Mr. Kenyon, who was an old friend

and family connection of Elizabeth Barrett's family, and was also

intimately acquainted with the Garrows and with Theodosia, must have

been the first means of bringing the girls together. There were

assuredly _very_ few young women in England at that day to whom

Theodosia Garrow in social intercourse would have had to look _up_,

as to one on a higher intellectual level than her own. But Elizabeth

Barrett was one of them. I am not talking of _acquirements_. Nor was

my wife thinking of such when she used to speak of the poetess as she

had known her at that time. I am talking, as my wife used to talk,

of pure native intellectual power. And I consider it to have been no

small indication of the capacity of my wife's intelligence, that she

so clearly and appreciatingly recognised and measured the distance

between her friend's intellect and her own. But this appreciation on

the one side was in nowise incompatible with a large and generous

amount of admiration on the other. And many a talk in long subsequent

years left with me the impression of the high estimation which the

gifted poetess had formed of the value of her highly, but not so

exceptionally, gifted admirer.

Of course this old friendship paved the way for a new one when the

Brownings came to live in Florence. I flatter myself that that would

in any case have found some _raison d'être_. But the pleasure of the

two girls--girls no more in any sense--in meeting again quickened

the growth of an intimacy which might otherwise have been slower in

ripening.

To say that amid all that frivolous, gay, giddy, and, it must be

owned, for the most part very unintellectual society (in the pleasures

and pursuits of which, to speak honestly, I took, well pleased, my

full share), my visits to Casa Guidi were valued by me as choice

morsels of my existence, is to say not half enough. I was conscious

even then of coming away from those visits a better man, with higher

views and aims. And pray, reader, understand that any such effect was

not produced by any talk or look or word of the nature of preaching,

or anything approaching to it, but simply by the perception and

appreciation of what Elizabeth Barrett Browning was; of the immaculate

purity of every thought that passed through her pellucid mind, and the

indefeasible nobility of her every idea, sentiment, and opinion. I

hope my reader is not so much the slave of conventional phraseology as

to imagine that I use the word "purity" in the above sentence in its

restricted and one may say technical, sense. I mean the purity of the

upper spiritual atmosphere in which she habitually dwelt; the absolute

disseverance of her moral as well as her intellectual nature from all

those lower thoughts as well as lower passions which smirch the human

soul. In mind and heart she was _white_--stainless. That is what I

mean by purity.

Her most intimate friend at Florence was a Miss Isabella Blagden, who

lived for many years at Bellosguardo, in a villa commanding a lovely

view over Florence and the valley of the Arno from the southern side,

looking across it therefore to Fiesole and its villa-and-cypress-covered

slopes. Whether the close friendship between Mrs. Browning and Isa

Blagden (we all called her Isa always) was first formed in Florence, or

had its commencement at an earlier date, I do not know. But Isa was also

the intimate and very specially highly-valued friend of my wife and

myself. And this also contributed to our common friendship. Isa was

(yes, as usual, "was," alas, though she was very much my junior) a very

bright, very warm-hearted, very clever little woman, who knew everybody,

and was, I think, more universally beloved than any other individual

among us. A little volume of her poems was published after her untimely

death. They are not such as could take by storm the careless ears of the

world, which knows nothing about her, and must, I suppose, be admitted

to be marked by that mediocrity which neither gods nor men can tolerate.

But it is impossible to read the little volume without perceiving how

choice a spirit the authoress must have been, and understanding how it

came to pass that she was especially honoured by the close and warm

attachment of Mrs. Browning. I have scores of letters signed "Isa," or

rather Sibylline leaves scrawled in the vilest handwriting on all sorts

of abnormal fragments of paper, and despatched in headlong haste,

generally concerning some little projected festivity at Bellosguardo,

and advising me of the expected presence of some stranger whom she

thought I should like to meet. Very many of such of these fragmentary

scribblings, as were written before the Brownings left Florence, contain

some word or reference to her beloved "Ba," for such was the pet name

used between them, with what meaning or origin I know not.

Dear Isa's death was to me an especially sad one, because I thought,

and think, that she need not have died. She lived alone with a couple

of old servants, and though she was rich in troops of friends, and

there were one or two near her during the day or two of her illness,

they did not seem to have managed matters wisely. Our Isa was

extremely obstinate about calling in medical advice. It could not be

done at a moment's notice, for a message had to be sent and a doctor

to come from Florence. And this was not done till the second day of

her illness. And I had good reason for thinking that, had she been

properly attended to on the first day, her life might have been saved.

She would not let her friends send for the doctor, and the friends

were unable to make her do so. Unhappily, I was absent for a few days

at Siena, and returned to be met by the intelligence that she was

dead. It seemed the more sad in that I knew that if I had been there

I could have made her call a doctor before it was too late. Browning

could also have done so; but it was after the death of Mrs. Browning

and his departure from Florence.

How great her sorrow was for the death of her friend, Browning knew,

doubtless, but nobody else, I think, in the world save myself.

I have now before me one of her little scraps of letters, in which she

encloses one from Mrs. Browning which is of the highest interest. The

history and genesis of it is as follows. Shortly after the publication

of the well-known and exquisite little poem on the god Pan in the

_Cornhill Magazine_, my brother Anthony wrote me a letter venturing to

criticise it, in which he says: "The lines are very beautiful, and the

working out of the idea is delicious. But I am inclined to think that

she is illustrating an allegory by a thought, rather than a thought

by an allegory. The idea of the god destroying the reed in making the

instrument has, I imagine, given her occasion to declare that in the

sublimation of the poet the man is lost for the ordinary purposes of

man's life. It has been thus instead of being the reverse; and I can

hardly believe that she herself believes in the doctrine which her

fancy has led her to illustrate. A man that can be a poet is so much

the more a man in becoming such, and is the more fitted for a man's

best work. Nothing is destroyed, and in preparing the instrument for

the touch of the musician the gods do nothing for which they need

weep. The idea however is beautiful, and it is beautifully worked."

Then follows some verbal criticism which need not be transcribed.

Going on to the seventh stanza he says, "In the third line of it, she

loses her antithesis. She must spoil her man, as well as make a poet

out of him--spoil him as the reed is spoilt. Should we not read the

lines thus:--

"'Yet one half beast is the great god Pan

Or he would not have laughed by the river.

Making a poet he mars a man;

The true gods sigh,' &c."?

In justice to my brother's memory I must say that this was not

written to me with any such presumptuous idea as that of offering his

criticism to the poetess. But I showed the letter to Isa Blagden, and

at her request left it with her. A day or two later, she writes to me:

"Dear friend,--I send you back your criticism and Mrs. B.'s rejoinder.

She _made_ me show it to her, and she wishes you to see her answer."

Miss Blagden's words would seem to imply that she thought the

criticism mine. And if she did, Mrs. Browning was doubtless led to

suppose so too. Yet I think this could hardly have been the case.

Of course my only object in writing all this here is to give the

reader the great treat of seeing Mrs. Browning's "rejoinder." It is

very highly interesting:--

* * * * *

"DEAREST ISA,--Very gentle my critic is; I am glad I got him out of

you. But tell dear Mr. Trollope he is wrong nevertheless" [here it

certainly seems that she supposed the criticism to be mine]; "and

that my 'thought' was really and decidedly _anterior_ [_sic_] to my

'allegory.' Moreover, it is my thought still. I meant to say that the

poetic organisation implies certain disadvantages; for instance an

exaggerated general susceptibility, ...[1] which may be shut up,

kept out of the way in every-day life, and must be (or the man is

'_marred_' indeed, made a Rousseau or a Byron of), but which is

necessarily, for all that, cultivated in the very cultivation of art

itself. There is an inward reflection and refraction of the heats

of life ...[1] doubling pains and pleasures, doubling therefore the

motives (passions) of life. I have said something of this in A.L.

[_Aurora Leigh_]. Also there is a passion for essential truth (as

apprehended) and a necessity for speaking it out at all risks,

inconvenient to personal peace. Add to this and much else the loss of

the sweet unconscious cool privacy among the 'reeds' ...[1] which I

for one care so much for--the loss of the privilege of being glad or

sorry, ill or well, without a 'notice.' That may have its glory to

certain minds. But most people would be glad to 'stir their tea in

silence' when they are grave, and even to talk nonsense (much too

frivolously) when they are merry, without its running the round of the

newspapers in two worlds perhaps. You know I don't _invent_, Isa. In

fact, I am sorely tempted to send Mr. Trollope a letter I had this

morning, as an illustration of my view, and a reply to his criticism.

Only this letter among many begins with too many fair speeches. Still

it seems written by somebody in earnest and with a liking for me. Its

main object is to complain of the cowardly morality in _Pan_. Then a

stroke on the poems before Congress. The writer has heard that I 'had

been to Paris, was _fêted_ by the Emperor, and had had my head turned

by Imperial flatteries,' in consequence of which I had taken to

'praise and flatter the tyrant, and try to help his selfish ambition.'

Well! one should laugh and be wise. But somehow one doesn't laugh. A

letter beginning, 'You are a great teacher of truth,' and ending, 'You

are a dishonest wretch,' makes you cold somehow, and ill disposed

towards the satisfactions of literary distinction. Yes! and be sure,

Isa, that the 'true gods sigh,' and have reason to sigh, for the cost

and pain of it; sigh only ... don't haggle over the cost; don't grudge

a crazia, but.... sigh, sigh ... while they pay honestly.

"On the other hand, there's much light talking and congratulation,

excellent returns to the pocket from the poem in the _Cornhill_;

pleasant praise from dear Mr. Trollope.... with all drawbacks: a good

opinion from Isa worth its gold--and Pan laughs.

"But he is a beast up to the waist; yes, Mr. Trollope, a beast. He is

not a true god.

"And I am neither god nor beast, if you please--only a

"BA."

* * * * *

[Footnote 1: These dots do not indicate any hiatus. They exist in the

MS. as here given.]

It seems that she certainly imagined me to be the critic; but must

have been subsequently undeceived. I will not venture to say a word on

the question of the marring or making of a man which results from the

creation of a poet; but if my brother had known Mrs. Browning as well

as I knew her, he would not have written that he could "hardly believe

that she herself believes in the doctrine that her fancy has led her

to illustrate." At all events, the divine afflatus had not so marred

the absolutely single-minded truthfulness of the woman in her as

to make it possible that she should, for the sake of illustrating,

however appositely, any fancy however brilliant, put forth a

"doctrine" as believing in it, which she did not believe. It may seem

that this is a foolish making of a mountain out of a molehill; but she

would not have felt it to be so. She had so high a conception of the

poet's office and responsibilities that nothing would have induced her

to play at believing for literary purposes any position, or fancy, or

imagination, which she did not in her heart of hearts accept.

There was one subject upon which both my wife and I disagreed in

opinion with Mrs. Browning; and it was a subject which sat very near

her heart, and was much occupying all minds at that time--the phases

of Italy's struggle for independence, and especially the part which

the Emperor Napoleon the Third was taking in that struggle, and his

conduct towards Italy. We were all equally "Italianissimi," as the

phrase went then; all equally desirous that Italy should accomplish

the union of her _disjecta membra_, throw off the yoke of the bad

governments which had oppressed her, make herself a nation, and do

well as such. But we differed widely as to the ultimate utility, the

probable results, and, above all, as to the motives of the Emperor's

conduct. Mrs. Browning believed in him and trusted him. We did

neither. Hence the following interesting and curious letter, written

to my wife at Florence by Mrs. Browning, who was passing the summer at

Siena. Mrs. Browning felt very warmly upon this subject--so indeed did

my wife, differing from her _toto coelo_ upon it. But the difference

not only never caused the slightest suspension of cordial feeling

between them, but never caused either of them to doubt for a moment

that the other was with equal sincerity and equal ardour anxious for

the same end. The letter was written, as only the postmark shows, on

September 26th, 1859, and was as follows:--

* * * * *

"MY DEAR MRS. TROLLOPE,--I feel doubly ungrateful to you ... for the

music (one of the proofs of your multiform faculty) and for your kind

and welcome letter, which I have delayed to thank you for. My body

lags so behind my soul always, and especially of late, that you must

consider my disadvantages in whatever fault is committed by me trying

to forgive it.

"Certainly we differ in our estimate of the Italian situation, while

loving and desiring for Italy up to the same height and with the same

heart.

"For me I persist in looking to _facts_ rather than to words official

or unofficial, and in repeating that, 'whereas we were bound, now we

are free.'

"'I think, therefore, I am.' _Cogito, ergo sum_, was, you know, an old

formula. Italy thinks (aloud) at Florence and Bologna; therefore she

_is_. And how did that happen? Could it have happened last year,

with the Austrians at Bologna, and ready (at a sign) to precipitate

themselves into Tuscany? Could it have happened previous to the French

intervention? And could it happen _now_ if France used the power she

has in Italy _against_ Italy? Why is it that the _Times_ newspaper,

which declared ... first that the elections were to be prevented

by France, and next that they were to be tampered with ... is not

justified before our eyes? I appeal to your sober judgment ... if

indeed the Emperor Napoleon _desires the restoration of the Dukes!!_

Is he not all the more admirable for being loyal and holding his hand

off while he has fifty thousand men ready to 'protect' us all and

prevent the exercise of the people's sovereignty? And he a despot (so

called) and accustomed to carry out his desires. Instead of which

Tuscans and Romagnoli, Parma and Modena, have had every opportunity

allowed them to combine, carry their elections, and express their

full minds in assemblies, till the case becomes so complicated and

strengthened that her enemies for the most part despair.

"The qualities shown by the Italians--the calm, the dignity, the

intelligence, the constancy ... I am as far from not understanding

the weight of these virtues as from not admiring them. But the

_opportunity_ for exercising them comes from the Emperor Napoleon, and

it is good and just for us all to remember this while we admire the

most.

"So at least I think; and the Italian official bodies have always

admitted it, though individuals seem to me to be too much

influenced by the suspicions and calumnies thrown out by foreign

journals--English, Prussian, Austrian, and others--which traduce the

Emperor's motives in diplomacy, as they traduced them in the war. A

prejudice in the eye is as fatal to sight as mote and beam together.

And there are things abroad _worse_ than any prejudices--yes, worse!

"It is a fact that the Emperor used his influence with England to

get the Tuscan vote accepted by the English Government. Whatever

wickedness he meant by _that_ the gods know; and English statesmen

suspect ... (or suspected a very short short time ago); but the deed

itself is not wicked, and you and I shall not be severe on it whatever

bad motive may be imputable.

"So much more I could write ... about Villafranca, but I won't. The

Emperor, great man as he is, could not precisely anticipate the

high qualities given proof of in the late development of Italian

nationality. He made the best terms he could, having had his hand

forced. In consequence of this treaty he has carried out his

engagement to Austria in certain official forms, knowing well that the

free will and choice of the Italians are hindered by none of them;

and knowing besides that every apparent coldness and reserve of his

towards the peninsula removes a jealousy from England, and instigates

her to a more liberal and human bearing than formerly.

"Forgive me for all these words. I am much better, but still not as

strong as I was before my attack; only getting strength, I hope.

"Miss Blagden and Miss Field are staying still with us, and are gone

to Siena to-day to see certain pictures (which has helped to expose

you to this attack). We talk of returning to Florence by the first of

October, or soon after, in spite of the revival of fine weather. Mr.

Landor is surprisingly improved by the good air here and the repose of

mind; walks two miles, and writes alcaics and pentameters on most days

... on his domestic circumstances, and ... I am sorry to say ... Louis

Napoleon. But I tell him that I mean him to write an ode on my side of

the question before we have done.

"I honour you and your husband for the good work you have both done on

behalf of this great cause. But his book[1] we only know yet by the

extracts in the _Athenaeum_, which brings us your excellent articles.

May I not thank you for them? And when does Mr. Trollope come back?"

[from a flying visit to England]. "We hope not to miss him out of

Florence long.

[Footnote 1: _Tuscany in_ 1849 _and_ 1859.]

"Peni's love to Bice.[1] He has been very happy here, galloping

through the lanes on a pony the colour of his curls. Then he helps to

work in the vineyards and to keep the sheep, having made close friends

with the _contadini_ to whom he reads and explains Dall' Ongaro's

poems with great applause. By the way, the poet paid us a visit

lately, and we liked him much.

[Footnote 1: Browning's boy and my girl.]

"And let me tell _Bice's mother_ another story of Penini. He keeps a

journal, be it whispered; I ventured to peep through the leaves the

other morning, and came to the following notice: 'This is the happiest

day of my _hole (sic)_ life, because dearest Vittorio Emanuele is

really _nostro re!_'

"There's a true Italian for you! But his weak point is spelling.

"Believe me, with my husband's regards,

"Ever truly and affectionately yours,

"ELIZABETH BARRETT BROWNING."

* * * * *

It may possibly enter into the mind of some one of those who never

enjoyed the privilege of knowing Mrs. Browning the woman, to couple

together the stupidly calumnious insinuations to which she refers in

the first letter I have given, with the admiration she expresses for

the third Napoleon in the second letter. I differed from her wholly in

her estimate of the man, and in her views of his policy with regard to

Italy. And many an argument have I had with her on the subject. And my

opinions respecting it were all the more distasteful to her because

they concerned the character of the man himself as well as his policy

as a ruler. And those talks and arguments have left me probably the

only man alive, save one, who knows with such certainty as I know it,

and can assert as I can, the absolute absurdity and impossibility of

the idea that she, being what she was, could have been bribed by any

amount of Imperial or other flattery, not only to profess opinions

which she did not veritably hold--this touches her moral nature,

perhaps the most pellucidly truthful of any I ever knew--but to hold

opinions which she would not have otherwise held. This touches her

intellectual nature, which was as incapable of being mystified or

modified by any suggestion of vanity, self-love, or gratified pride,

as the most judicial-minded judge who ever sat on the bench. Her

intellectual view on the matter _was_, I thought, mystified and

modified by the intensity of her love for the Italian cause, and of

her hatred for the evils from which she was watching the Italians

struggling to liberate themselves.

I heard, probably from herself, of whispered calumnies, such as those

she refers to in the first of the two letters given. She despised them

then, as those who loved and valued her did, though the sensitive

womanly gentleness of her nature made it a pain to her that any

fellow-creature, however ignorant and far away from her, should so

think of her. And my disgust at a secret attempt to stab has impelled

me to say what I _know_ on the subject. But I really think that not

only those who knew her as she lived In the flesh, but the tens of

thousands who know her as she lives in her written words, cannot but

feel my vindication superfluous.

The above long and specially interesting letter is written in very

small characters on ten pages of extremely small duodecimo note-paper,

as is also the other letter by the same writer given above. Mrs.

Browning's handwriting shows ever and anon an odd tendency to form

each letter of a word separately--a circumstance which I mention for

the sake of remarking that old Huntingford, the Bishop of Hereford, in

my young days, between whom and Mrs. Browning there was one thing in

common, namely, a love for and familiarity with Greek studies, used to

write in the same manner.

The Dall' Ongaro here spoken of was an old friend of ours--of my

wife's, if I remember right--before our marriage. He was a Venetian,

or rather to speak accurately, I believe, a Dalmatian by birth, but

all his culture and sympathies were Venetian. He had in his early

youth been destined for the priesthood, but like many another had been

driven by the feelings and sympathies engendered by Italy's political

struggles to abandon the tonsure for the sake of joining the "patriot"

cause. His muse was of the drawing-room school and calibre. But

he wrote very many charming little poems breathing the warmest

aspirations of the somewhat extreme _gauche_ of that day, especially

some _stornelli_ after the Tuscan fashion, which met with a very wide

and warm acceptance. I remember one extremely happy, the _refrain_

of which still runs in my head. It is written on the newly-adopted

Italian tricolour flag. After characterising each colour separately in

a couplet, he ends:--

"_E il rosso, il bianco, e il verde,

È un terno che si giuoca, e non si perde_."

The phrase is borrowed from the language of the lottery. "And the

red, and the white, and the green, are a threefold combination" [I

am obliged to be horribly prosaic in order to make the allusion

intelligible to non-Italian ears!] "on which we may play and be sure

not to lose!"

I am tempted to give here another of Mrs. Browning's letters to my

first wife, partly by the persuasion that any letter of hers must be

a matter of interest to a very large portion of English readers, and

partly for the sake of the generously appreciative criticism of one of

my brother's books, which I also always considered to be one of his

best. I must add that Mrs. Browning's one bit of censure coincides as

perfectly with my own judgment. The letter as usual is dateless,

but must have been written very shortly after the publication of my

brother's novel called _The Three Clerks_.

"My dear Mrs. Trollope,--I return _The Three Clerks_ with our true

thanks and appreciation. We both quite agree with you in considering

it the best of the three clever novels before the public. My husband,

who can seldom get a novel to hold him, has been held by all three,

and by this the strongest. Also it has qualities which the others gave

no sign of. For instance, I was wrung to tears by the third volume.

What a thoroughly _man's_ book it is! I much admire it, only wishing

away, with a vehemence which proves the veracity of my general

admiration, the contributions to the _Daily Delight_--may I dare to

say it?

"I do hope you are better. For myself, I have not suffered more than

was absolutely necessary in the late unusual weather.

"I heard with concern that Mrs. Trollope" [my mother] "has been less

well than usual. But who can wonder, with such cold?

"Most truly yours,

"Elizabeth Barrett Browning.

"_Casa Guidi, Wednesday._"

Here is also one other little memorial, written not by "Elizabeth

Barrett Browning," but by "Elizabeth Barrett." It is interesting

on more than one account. It bears no date, save "Beacon Terrace

[Torquay], Thursday," But it evidently marks the beginning of

acquaintanceship between the two exceptionally, though not equally

gifted girls--Elizabeth Barrett and Theodosia Garrow. It is written on

a sheet of the very small duodecimo note paper which she was wont to

use many years subsequently, but in far more delicate and elegant

characters than she used, when much pen-work had produced its usual

deteriorating effect on her caligraphy.

* * * * *

"I cannot return the _Book of Beauty_" [Lady Blessington's annual] "to

Miss Garrow without thanking her for allowing me to read in it sooner

than I should otherwise have done, those contributions of her own

which help to justify its title, and which are indeed sweet and

touching verses.

"It is among the vexations brought upon me by my illness, that I still

remain personally unacquainted with Miss Garrow, though seeming to

myself to know her through those who actually do so. And I should

venture to hope that it might be a vexation the first to leave me, if

a visit to an invalid condemned to the _peine forte et dure_ of being

very silent, notwithstanding her womanhood, were a less gloomy thing.

At any rate I am encouraged to thank Miss Fisher and Miss Garrow

for their visits of repeated inquiry, and their other very kind

attentions, by these written words, rather than by a message. For I am

sure that wherever kindness _can_ come thankfulness _may_, and that

whatever intrusion my note can be guilty of, it is excusable by the

fact of my being Miss Garrow's

"Sincerely obliged,

"E. BARRETT."

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Could anything be more charmingly girlish, or more prettily worded!

The diminutive little note seems to have been preserved, an almost

solitary survival of the memorials of the days to which it belongs.

It must doubtless have been followed by sundry others, but was, I

suppose, specially treasured as having been the first step towards a

friendship which was already highly valued.

Of course, in the recollections of an Englishman living during those

years in Florence, Robert Browning must necessarily stand out in high

relief, and in the foremost line. But very obviously this is neither

the time nor the place, nor is my dose of presumption sufficient for

any attempt at a delineation of the man. To speak of the poet, since

I write for Englishmen, would be very superfluous. It may be readily

imagined that the "tag-rag and bobtail" of the men who mainly

constituted that very pleasant but not very intellectual society, were

not likely to be such as Mr. Browning would readily make intimates

of. And I think I see in memory's magic glass that the men used to be

rather afraid of him. Not that I ever saw him rough or uncourteous

with the most exasperating fool that ever rubbed a man's nervous

system the wrong way; but there was a quiet, lurking smile which,

supported by very few words, used to seem to have the singular

property of making the utterers of platitudes and the mistakers of

_non-sequiturs_ for _sequiturs_, uncomfortably aware of the nature of

their words within a very few minutes after they had uttered them. I

may say, however, that I believe that in any dispute on any sort of

subject between any two men in the place, if it had been proposed to

submit the matter in dispute for adjudication to Mr. Browning, the

proposal would have been jumped at with a greater readiness of

_consensus_ than in the case of any other man there.

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