CHAPTER IV.

My journey through central France took me by Chartres, Orleans, down

the Loire to Nantes, then through La Vendée to Fontenay, Niort,

Poitiers, Saintes, Rochefort, La Rochelle, Bordeaux, Angouleme,

Limoges, and thence back to Paris. On looking at the book for the

first time since I read the proof-sheets I find it amusing. The fault

of it, as an account of the district traversed, is, that it treats

of the localities described on a scale that would have needed twenty

volumes, instead of two, to complete the story of my tour in the same

proportion. I do not remember that any of my critics noted this fault.

Perhaps they feared that on the first suggestion of such an idea I

should have set about mending the difficulty by the production of a

score of other volumes on the subject! I could easily have done so. I

was in no danger of incurring the anathema launched by Sterne--I think

it was Sterne--against the man who went from Dan to Beersheba and

found all barren. I found matter of interest everywhere, and could

have gone on doing so, as it seemed to me in those days, for ever.

The part of France I visited is not much betravelled by Englishmen,

and the general idea is that it is not an interesting section of the

country. I thought, and still think, otherwise. My notion is, that

if a line were drawn through France from Calais to the centre of the

Pyrenean chain, by far the greater part of the prettiest country and

most interesting populations, as well as places, would be found to the

westward of it. I do not think that my bill of fare excited any great

interest in the reading world. But I suppose that I contrived to

interest a portion of it; for the book was fairly successful.

I wrote a book in many respects of the same kind many years

subsequently, giving an account of a journey through certain

little-visited districts of central Italy, under the title of a

_Lenten Journey_. It is not, I think, so good a book as my French

journeys furnished, mainly to my mind because it was in one small

volume instead of two big ones, and both for want of space and want of

time was done hurriedly and too compendiously. The true motto for the

writer of such a book is _nihil a me alienum puto_, whether _humanum_

or otherwise. My own opinion is, to make a perfectly clean breast of

it, that I could now write a fairly amusing book on a journey from

Tyburn turnpike to Stoke Pogis. But then such books should be

addressed to readers who are not in such a tearing hurry as the

unhappy world is in these latter days.

It would seem that I found my two octavo volumes did not afford me

nearly enough space to say my say respecting the country traversed,

for they are brought to an end somewhat abruptly by a hurried return

from Limoges to Paris; whereas my ramble was much more extended,

including both the upper and lower provinces of Auvergne and the

whole of the Bourbonnais. My voluminous notes of the whole of these

wanderings are now before me. But I will let my readers off easy,

recording only that I walked from Murat to St. Flour, a distance of

fifteen miles, in five minutes under three hours. Not bad! My diary

notes that it was frequently very difficult to find my way in walking

about Auvergne, from the paucity of people I could find who could

speak French, the _langue du pays_ being as unintelligible as Choctaw.

This would hardly be the case now.

I don't know whether a knot of leading tradesmen at Bordeaux could

now be found to talk, as did such a party with whom I got into

conversation in that year, 1840. It was explained to me that England,

as was well known, had liberated her slaves in the West Indies

perfectly well knowing that the colonies would be absolutely ruined by

the measure, but expecting to be amply compensated by the ruin of

the French colonies, which would result from the example, and the

consequent extension of trade with the East Indies, from which France

would be compelled to purchase all the articles her own colonies now

supplied her with. One of these individuals told me and the rest of

his audience, that he had the means of _knowing_ that the interest of

the English national debt was paid every year by fresh borrowing, and

that bankruptcy and absolute smash must occur within a few years.

"Ah!" said a much older, grey-headed man, who had been listening

sitting with his hands reposing on his walking-stick before him, and

who spoke with a sort of patient, long-expecting hope and a deep sigh,

"ah! we have been looking for that many a year; but I am beginning to

doubt whether I shall live to see it." My assurances that matters were

not altogether so bad as they supposed in England of course met with

little credence. Still, they listened to me, and did not show angry

signs of a consciousness that I was audaciously befooling them, till

the talk having veered to London, I ventured to assure them that

London was not surrounded by any _octroi_ boundary, and that no impost

of that nature was levied there.[1] Then in truth I might as well have

assured them that London streets were literally paved with gold.

[Footnote 1: It may possibly be necessary to tell untravelled

Englishmen that the _octroi_, universal on the Continent, is an impost

levied on all articles of consumption at the gates of a town.]

On the 30th of May, 1840, I returned with my mother from Paris to

her house in York Street. Life had been very pleasant there to her

I believe, and certainly to me during those periods of it which my

inborn love of rambling allowed me to pass there. But in the following

June it was determined that the house in York Street should be given

up. Probably the _causa causans_ of this determination was the fact of

my sister's removal to far Penrith. But I think too, that there was

a certain unavowed feeling, that we had eaten up London, and should

enjoy a move to new pastures.

I remember well a certain morning in York Street when we--my mother

and I--held a solemn audit of accounts. It was found that during her

residence in York Street she had spent a good deal more than she had

supposed. She had entertained a good deal, giving frequent "little

dinners." But dinners, however little, are apt in London to leave

tradesmen's bills not altogether small in proportion to their

littleness. "The fact is," said my mother, "that potatoes have been

quite exceptionally dear." For a very long series of years she never

heard the last of those exceptional potatoes. But despite the alarming

deficit caused by those unfortunate vegetables, I do not think

the abandonment of the establishment in York Street was caused by

financial considerations. She was earning in those years large sums

of money--quite as large as any she had been spending--and might have

continued in London had she been so minded.

No doubt I had much to do with the determination we came to. But

for my part, if it had at that time been proposed to me, that our

establishment should be reduced to a couple of trunks, and all our

worldly possessions to the contents of them, with an opening vista of

carriages, diligences, and ships _ad libitum_ in prospect, I should

have jumped at the idea. A caravan, which in addition to shirts and

stockings could have carried about one's books and writing tackle

would have seemed the _summum bonum_ of human felicity.

So we turned our backs on London without a thought of regret and once

again "took the road;" but this time separately, my mother going to

my sister at Penrith and I to pass the summer months in wanderings

in Picardy, Lorraine, and French Flanders, and the ensuing winter in

Paris.

I hardly know which was the pleasanter time. By this time I was

no stranger to Paris, and had many friends there. It was my first

experiment of living there as a bachelor, as I was going to say, but I

mean "on my own hook," and left altogether to my own devices. I found

of course that my then experiences differed considerably from those

acquired when living _en famille_. But I am disposed to think that the

tolerably intimate knowledge I flatter myself I possessed of the Paris

and Parisians of Louis Philippe's time was mainly the result of this

second residence. I remember among a host of things indicating the

extent of the difference between those days and these, that I lived

in a very good apartment, _au troisième_, in one of the streets

immediately behind the best part of the Rue de Rivoli for one hundred

francs a month! This price included all service (save of course a tip

to the porter), and the preparation of my coffee for breakfast if I

needed it. For dinner, or any other meal, I had to go out.

"Society" lived in Paris in those days--not unreasonably as the result

soon showed--in perpetual fear of being knocked all to pieces by an

outbreak of revolution, though of course nobody said so. But I lived

mainly (though not entirely) among the _bien pensants_ people, who

looked on all anti-governmental manifestations with horror. Perhaps

the restless discontent which destroyed Louis Philippe's government

is the most disheartening circumstance in the whole course of recent

French history. That the rule of Charles Dix should have occasioned

revolt may be regrettable, but is not a matter for surprise. But that

of Louis Philippe was not a stagnant or retrogressive _régime. "La

carrière_" was very undeniably open to talent and merit of every

description. Material well-being was on the increase. And the door

was not shut against any political change which even very advanced

Liberalism, of the kind consistent with order, might have aspired to.

But the Liberalism which moved France was not of that kind.

One of my most charming friends of those days, Rosa Stewart, who

afterwards became and was well known to literature as Madame Blaze de

Bury, was both too clever and too shrewd an observer, as well as, to

me at least, too frank to pretend any of the assurance which was then

_de mode_. She saw what was coming, and was fully persuaded that it

must come. I hope that her eye may rest on this testimony to her

perspicacity, though I know not whether she still graces this planet

with her very pleasing presence. For as, alas! in so many scores of

other instances, our lives have drifted apart, and it is many years

since I have heard of her.

One excursion I specially remember in connection with that autumn was

partly, I think, a pedestrian one, to Amiens and Beauvais, made

in company with the W---- A----, of whom my brother speaks in his

autobiography; which I mention chiefly for the sake of recording my

testimony to the exactitude of his description of that very singular

individual. If it had not been for the continual carefulness

necessitated by the difficulty of avoiding all cause of quarrel, I

should say that he was about the pleasantest travelling companion I

have ever known.

In the beginning of April, 1841, after a little episode of spring

wandering in the Tyrol and Bavaria (in the course of which I met my

mother at the château of her very old friend the Baroness de Zandt,

who has been mentioned before, and was now living somewhat solitarily

in her huge house in its huge park near Bamberg), my mother and I

started for Italy. Neither of us had at that time conceived the idea

of making a home there. The object of the journey, which had been long

contemplated by my mother, was the writing of a book on Italy, as she

had already done on Paris and on Vienna.

Our journey was a prosperous one in all respects, and our flying visit

to Italy was very pleasant. My mother's book was duly written, and

published by Mr. Bentley in 1842. But the _Visit to Italy_, as the

work was entitled (with justly less pretence than the titles of either

of its predecessors had put forward), was in truth all too short. And

I find that almost all of the huge mass of varied recollections which

are connected in my mind with Italy and Italian people and things

belong to my second "visit" of nearly half a century's duration!

We made, however, several pleasant acquaintances and some fast

friends, principally at Florence, and thus paved the way, although

little intending it at the time, for our return thither.

Our visit was rendered shorter than it would probably otherwise have

been by my mother's strong desire to be with my sister, who was

expecting the birth of her first child at Penrith. And for this

purpose we left Rome in February, 1842, in very severe weather. We

crossed the Mont Cenis in sledges--which to me was a very acceptable

experience, but to my mother was one, which nothing could have induced

her to face, save the determination not to fail her child at her need.

How well I remember hearing as I sat in the _banquette_ of the

diligence which was just leaving Susa for its climb up the mountain

amid the snow, then rapidly falling, the driver of the descending

diligence, which had accomplished its work and was just about entering

the haven of Susa, sing out to our driver--"_Vous allez vous amuser

joliment là haut, croyez moi_!"

We did not, however, change the diligence for the sledges till we came

to the descent on the northern side. But as we made our slow way to

the top our vehicle was supported from time to time on either side by

twelve strapping fellows, who put their shoulders to it.

I appreciated during that journey, though I was glad to see the

mountain in its winter dress, the recommendation not to let your

flight be in the winter.

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