I said desperately, “Search and be damned--whatever ships you like.”

“You cold, pitiless, English scoundrel,” he shrieked suddenly. The

breaking down of his restraint had let him go right into madness. “You

have murdered her. You cared nothing; you came from nowhere. A beggarly

fool, too stupid to be even an adventurer. A miserable blunderer, coming

in blind; coming out blind; and leaving ruin and worse than hell. What

good have you done yourself? What could you? What did you see? What did

you hope?... Sorrow? Ruin? Death? I am acquainted with them. It is in

the blood; ’tis in the tone; in the entrails of us, in our mother’s

milk. Your accursed land has brought always that on our own dear and

sorrowful country.... You waste, you ruin, you spoil. What for?... Tell

me what for? Tell me? Tell me? What did you gain? What will you ever

gain? An unending curse!... But, ah, ye’ve no souls.”

He called very loudly, as if with a passionate relief, his voice giving

life to an unsuspected, misgiving echo:

“Guards! Soldiers!... You shall be shot, now!”

He was going to cut the knot that way. Two soldiers pushed the door

noisily open, their muskets advanced. He took no notice of them; and

they retained an attitude of military stupidity, their eyes upon him. He

whispered:

“No, no! Not yet!”

Then he looked at me searchingly, as if he still hoped to get some

certainty from my face, some inkling, perhaps some inspiration of what

would persuade me to speak. Then he shook his wrists violently, as if in

fear of himself.

“Take him away,” he said. “Away! Out of reach of my hands. Out of reach

of my hands.”

I was trembling a good deal; when the soldiers entered I thought I had

got to my last minute. But, as it was, he had not learnt a thing

from me. Not a thing. And I did not see where else he could go for

information.

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