He answered, almost mockingly, "I was marooned."

"Marooned! But--but that's criminal! Who did it? We'll have them picked

up and punished!"

"You'll do nothing of the sort. They marooned me on that asteroid

because I deserved it and I respect and thank them for it!" His voice

was rising again; higher, shriller. "I thank them, do you hear? I bless

them, a hundred, thousand, million times. Though their effort was in

vain. I was, and am, a Jonah. A Jonah, Jonah, _Jonah_!"

He sat bolt upright in bed, screaming the word defiantly. Doc Jurnegan

raced in, glanced at me reproachfully and took his patient in hand.

"You'd better go, Brait," he suggested.

So I left. The sweat on my forehead was damp and cold. I needed a drink.

When I told Cap McNeally of my experience, he nodded soberly.

"I know, Brait. I saw him before you did. And he acted just as loony

toward me. Warned me he was a Jonah--"

"I'm not superstitious," I interrupted, "but there _are_ such things

as Jonahs. Men whose very presence aboard a spaceship seems to cause

trouble, dissention, disaster. You remember that Venusian blaster on

the _Goddard III_? The survivors always swore he caused the crack-up."

"Moran's case," frowned the skipper, "is more than just superstition.

He told me that he never wanted to see Earth again. When I told him

that was too bad, that we were headed for Earth right now, he warned me

solemnly that he'd do everything in his power to prevent our getting

there. So what do you think of that?"

"I think," I said glumly, "he's nuts! And if we pay any attention to

him, we'll all be nuts, too. Well, I've got to go, Cap. I've got to

check the shield generators before we go busting into Earth's H-layer."

And I left.

* * * * *

Well, I was busy for the next four days on my job. It was a plenty

important job, and had to be done carefully. The H-layer of the

planets--the Kennelly-Heaviside layer--is a supertensioned field of

force similar in composition to the corona of a star. A wide swath

of ionized gas with high potential, serving as a shield against the

murderous Q- and ultra-violet rays that emanate from solar bodies.

But the H-layer is a barrier as well as a shield. The first

space-flight experimenters learned that, and the knowledge cost them

their lives. For their craft hit the H-layer unguarded; and where had

been a glistening ship, now was pitted, blackened metal; where had been

life, now there was charred carbon.

Now all spaceships were equipped with shield generators. They were

"generators" by courtesy only; actually they were huge condensers

fed by cable lines tied at intervals to the hull plates. The theory

was that as the craft plunged into and through the H-layer, these

condensers would absorb the excess potential, thus allowing the ship to

pass through unharmed.

And it worked swell, most of the time. Oh, every year a few ships would

get theirs--would blow out in a blue wreath of coruscating flame--but

for the most part the trip was safe enough. Except, of course, when a

condenser was in bad condition. Which was why I was giving ours a check

and double check.

Still, I could never rid myself of a queasy moment when we hit that

blanket of spark-happy ionization. Particularly when a planet was at

aphelion as Earth was now. Because at such times the H-layer was more

highly activated than usual.

And to tell the truth, I wasn't satisfied with the way my work was

going. First I hit my thumb with a monkey-wrench. It didn't hurt

the wrench, but the thumb turned pale mauve and throbbed like a

sixteen-year-old kid's pulse on his first hayride.

Then I lost a brass collar off the hull-brace, and since we didn't

carry a reserve stock I had to ask Chief Lester to make me one. By the

time that was ready, I'd busted a .44 coil cable lock, and had to

jerry-rig a substitute.

Oh, it was a headache! But I wasn't the only guy on board the _Aunty_

who was having troubles. Slops raised a howl to high heaven because his

stove went on the squeegee. Gunner McCoy stalked into the officer's

mess one afternoon demanding what such-and-such so-and-so had stripped

the gears of his pet rotor-gun. Sparks burned out three vacuum tubes

in one day, breaking contact with all transmitting stations and almost

causing us to crack up on a rogue asteroid. Even Cap McNeally was

visited by the plague. He came wailing to me, on the bridge, that the

refrigeration units in the No. 3 storage bin had broken down.

"--and we've lost a whole binfull of _clab_, Brait! Worth at least six

thousand credits on Earth. The Corporation will be mad as hell."

"That's tough," I said, "but there's nothing we can do about it. It

wasn't your fault."

He eyed me curiously. "Brait--" he said.

"Yes, Cap?"

"I've been wondering--do you think there could be anything in what

Moran said? About him being a--a--"

"Jonah?" I'd been thinking the same thing myself. "I don't know,

Skipper. I wouldn't say yes, and I wouldn't say no. But there's no

doubt about it, things have been going haywire ever since we picked him

up. I'll be glad when he lifts gravs off the _Aunty_."

Cap said petulantly, "Of course it's just nonsense. Bad luck doesn't

hang around one man like that. It's against the law of averages. Still,

I wish you'd sort of keep an eye on him for the next three days, Brait.

Till we land on Earth. I've got a notion--"

"So has Earth," I grinned. "Five of 'em. Atlantic, Pacific, Indian and

the two Etceteras. What's yours?"

"It might," frowned the skipper. "Be sabotage. He said he'd do

everything in his power to prevent our reaching Earth. And he's up and

around now."

"If you think that," I suggested, "why don't you shove him in the

clink, just to make sure?"

"Can't do it. Because I've no _proof_ he's responsible for these

occurrences, and besides, a rescued passenger is entitled to the

courtesy of the ship."

* * * * *

So that's how I assumed, in addition to the rest of my duties, the job

of watch-dogging the mysterious Paul Moran. As Cap McNeally had said,

Moran was up and about now. He had made what Doc Jurnegan claimed was

the swiftest recovery in the annals of medicine. He still looked like

a skeleton in search of a square meal. But there was sanity in his

eyes. If not always in his speech. Like that afternoon in Sparks' radio

turret, for instance.

We had been talking, Sparks and I, about space-flight. What a great

thing it was. How, only in its infancy, it was already changing man's

outlook, widening the borders of man's domain, creating a newer,

greater universe.

"We got," Sparks said, "reason to be proud of ourselves. Gee, I was

readin' in the library--"

"You," I interrupted wonderingly, "can read?"

"Comets to you, Lootenant!" sniffed Sparks. "As I was sayin' before I

was so rudely ruptured, I was readin' in the library some old books

from the Twentieth Century. Just about a hundred an' fifty years old,

mind you! They had the craziest ideas about what men would find on

other planets, if an' when they ever got there. Flame-men, an' robots,

an' all sorts of things.

"Nothin' like what we actually found. 'Course, we shouldn't laugh at

'em too much. They had no way of knowin'. We're the first people ever

traveled in space."

"No!" said Moran.

Sparks said patiently, "Well, I didn't mean us here in this room. Of

course we ain't. But I mean the people of our time."

"And I still say," said Moran gravely, "no! Man in all ages is a

creature of conceit, self-pride, self-glorification. There was

space-flight long before you lived, Sparks. A race, long dead now, from

a neighbor planet."

I said gently, "You're thinking of those pyramids found on Venus and

Mars, Moran? I know that's a puzzler to modern science. And I've read

several theories regarding their builders. But most authorities agree

that their mere presence does not necessarily imply the existence of a

single race of engineers. The pyramid is a fundamental structural form.

Any intelligent race--"

"Man," said Moran almost sadly. "Man the dreamer; Man the doubter. No,

Lieutenant, I am not speaking of theories, now. I am speaking of tales

I've heard; accounts I've read in archives long molded into dust. At

least three times in the past have civilized races spanned the void. It

was the dying Martian race that first achieved space-flight. They found

Venus a rank and stinking jungle, but on Earth certain of them set up

their new abode." He smiled quietly. "And reverted to savagery, as is

always the case when civilized men, removed from the source of their

culture, find themselves face to face with stark reality.

"Then it was the Moon-creatures who fled their airless world, spanned

the distance to nearby earth."

I said, "That's an interesting thought, Moran. It explains the

coloration of the races of man, doesn't it? I'd like to read that book

you mentioned. Where can I get it?"

He shook his head sadly.

"You can't, Lt. Brait. The last copy of it was destroyed more than

twelve centuries ago. Simon Magnus was the last man to read it as I

remember. I loaned it to him--"

He stopped abruptly. But Sparks' eyes were plate-sized and incredulous.

"--you loaned it to him?"

I spun on Sparks, angry. Jurnegan had told us to humor Moran, help him

to a complete recovery. I didn't approve of this, not a little bit. I

snapped, "That'll do, Sparks! Good Lord, man--What's the matter, Moran?"

For suddenly his face had paled, his eyes widened in horror, and he was

backing away from me. He thrust out a trembling hand, gasped hoarsely,

"Have a care, Brait! 'Thou shalt not take the name of the Lord, thy

God, in vain--'!"

Then he fled; his running footsteps clattered down the ramp, and the

echoes were strangely disturbing. Sparks stared after him, then made a

circular motion at his temple.

"Nuts!" he said. "Crazy as a loon, Lootenant."

* * * * *

Oh, he was an odd one, that Moran. Those next days are somehow garbled

in my mind. They were so full of incident that now, looking back upon

them, I can hardly distinguish between that which actually _was_, and

that which an active imagination conjured for me out of fancy.

This I do know--it was the worst trip I've ever experienced in the

_Antigone_ or any other ship. Something was always wrong. Lt. Russ

Bartlett, whose mind is as accurate as the cogs of a computing machine,

discovered to his dismay that he had made an error in calculation; that

at our present rate of speed we would miss Earth entirely and plunge

Sunward at a rate that would destroy us all. He discovered that by

sheer accident, and just in time to scream a hasty, "Cut hypos!" to the

engine room, else I wouldn't be here to tell it. Then there was that

mysterious occurrence in the galley. Our cook had a pet cat, and if it

weren't for his habit of feeding the pussy before he fed the crew, half

of us would be stiff now. Because the cat slopped up its dinner and

forthwith proceeded to give up all nine of its lives simultaneously.

Ptomaine, from faulty food tins. The first time such a thing had

happened in more than forty years!

You couldn't say Moran was behind either of these near-disasters. For

I was dogging his footsteps; I'll take my oath he was not involved.

Physically, that is. But they say a Jonah's curse works even though the

Jonah takes no actual part.

Oh, he was an odd one, that Moran. For instance, the time Sparks'

selenium plate blew out. It was Moran who got permission to use

the machine shop, construct a substitute out of a uranoid-steel

atmochamber. We used that freak audio throughout the trip, then

replaced it with a standard one when we reached Earth. Like dopes!

Because two years later that screwball First Mate of the _Saturn_

"invented" a uranium time-speech-trap exactly like the one Moran made

us. He earned a quarter million credits from it. Imagine!

Then there was the time, as we were approaching the Lunar outpost,

that our calculating machine jammed. Lieutenant Bartlett and Cap

McNeally were in a dither trying to figure the approach velocity. It's

a fifteen-minute job for the machine; a six-hour job for a man's brain.

But Moran, who happened by, glanced casually at the declension chart,

said, "Cut to forty-three at 3.05 Earth Standard, Captain. Maintain

full speed for point three five parsecs, alter declension to north one,

loft seven, fire fore jets twice--"

Having no better idea, McNeally did as Moran suggested. And we warped

past the Moon oh-oh-oh on trajectory!

* * * * *

Which put us within scant hours of Earth's H-layer. And which also

roused in me the realization that the mysterious Paul Moran was more

than the ordinary space-sailor he pretended to be. Maybe I'm snoopy,

I don't know. Anyway, I went to the radio room. I told Sparks grimly,

"You and I are going to find out just who or what this Moran guy is.

Send a message, Sparks. To Fred Bender, at Long Island Spaceport.

Tell him to find out if there's a scientist missing who answers to

this description. Five feet, seven and a half inches; a hundred and

twenty-five pounds, dark hair, brown eyes--"

The relay of that description and the subsequent reply took longer than

I had anticipated. That's why Sparks and I were among the last to learn

of the new trouble. We didn't learn until, excited, we burst onto the

bridge, confronted the skipper with our information.

"Look, Skipper!" I yelled. "No wonder 'Moran' was able to fix Sparks'

radio and set your course! Do you--"

And the Captain raised haggard eyes to me.

"Brait, where have you been? I've been audioing all over the ship for

you."

"In Sparks' cabin. Listen, though. Moran is--"

"I don't care," said the skipper wearily, "who he is. And in a

little while, nobody else will, either. Your check-up, Mr. Brait,

was a miserable failure! We are only an hour and a half out of the

H-layer--and the shield generators refuse to function!"

I just stared at him for a minute. When I caught my breath, there was

only enough of it for one word.

"Impossible!"

"Impossible, maybe," acknowledged the First Mate, "but unfortunately,

Don, the Captain's right. Three lead-in cables are broken, the

stripping is off the condenser."

"But--but everything was in perfect order an hour ago! I don't

understand! Yes, I do! Moran! He said he'd destroy us all if he got a

chance! Skipper, there's the answer. He's done it. The madman--"

Then there was a mirthful chuckle in the doorway, and Moran was

standing there looking at us, his thin lips wide in a smile.

"You're right, Brait. I _did_ do it. But I'm not a madman. I'm a happy

man. The happiest man who ever lived!" His eyes lighted triumphantly;

he stretched his arms above his head in a great, yearning gesture.

"Soon will come freedom! The great, everlasting freedom of death."

"Get him!" said the Skipper succinctly. Gunner McCoy lumbered forward,

his long, hairy arms encircled Moran's body. The Skipper pawed his

graying thatch. "This is no time for reproaches, Mr. Brait. I told you

to guard this man; for some reason you failed to do so. But now our

problem is to repair the damage he has done. Or else--"

His pause was significant. But Moran's quiet, mocking laughter

persisted.

"It is useless, Captain. Not in hours, no, not in weeks, will you

repair the damage. Don't you see--" There was a feverish light in his

eyes, a shuddering vibrancy in his voice. "Don't you see that I bring

you the greatest of all boons known to man?

"Death! Wonderful, blissful death! Death that I have sought so long ...

so hopelessly."

Those were the last words I heard for some time. I dashed from the

room, Bartlett, Sparks and McCoy at my heels. We picked up the Chief

Engineer. We covered the _Antigone_ from stern to stern. And our worst

fears were realized. It was no use. The damage Moran had done was

irreparable.

Russ Bartlett said, "There's only one way out. We mustn't try to

penetrate the Heaviside layer. We must shift trajectory, pass Earth

and remain in space until we get the shield generator operating again."

And Chief Lester said somberly, "Have you forgotten the trajectory you

planned, Lieutenant Bartlett?"

"The trajectory?"

"I thought it was unusual," rumbled the engineer, "when you called

it down to me. It's paper-thin, balanced on a knife-edge between

counter-gravitations. If we try to shift course now, we'll tear the

ship into shreds!"

I knew, now, why Moran had come up with such a ready answer when the

computer failed. He had planned well. He had deliberately forced us

into this trajectory from which there was no escape.

* * * * *

Back on the bridge, we found Captain McNeally pacing the deck like a

caged cat. Moran was silent, watchful intent, with an unholy gleam

of justification lighting his curious eyes. The skipper looked up

hopefully as we entered.

"Well, gentlemen?"

Bartlett shook his head.

McNeally was silent for a long moment. His glance roved the smart,

glistening interior of the _Antigone's_ control room. I knew exactly

what he was thinking. It was too bad that this smooth perfection, this

finest ship built by master craftsmen, should become a brief, winking

flame in the atmospheric borders of Earth.

And it was tough that we must all go out together like this. Through no

fault of our own. Through the machinations of a space-mad castaway. He

turned to me. "Lieutenant Brait, you and Sparks will go to the radio

turret. Send a complete report to the Earth authorities. Tell them--"

He gulped. "Tell them why the--the _Antigone_ will not come in."

I said, "Aye, aye, sir!" mechanically, and started for the door. But

Sparks stopped me.

"Ain't you gonna tell 'em what we learned?"

"Eh?"

"About _him_?"

He jerked his head toward 'Moran'.

"It doesn't really make any difference now," I said. "But--" I suppose

my voice was scornful. There was scorn and bitterness in my heart.

"They might as well know that the man who has condemned us all to

death is--or was--one of Earth's greatest scientists. Had he not become

a raving lunatic his genius could have stemmed this disaster."

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