Rev. John Foster."

I have now to present the Reader with a series of letters from Mr.

Coleridge to the late Josiah and Thomas Wedgewood, Esqrs.; obligingly

communicated to me by Francis Wedgewood, Esq., of Etruria, son of Mr.

Josiah Wedgewood.

"May 21st, 1799. Gottingen.

My dear sir,

I have lying by my side six huge letters, with your name on each of them,

and all, excepting one, have been written for these three months. About

this time Mr. Hamilton, by whom I send this and the little parcel for my

wife, was, as it were, setting off for England; and I seized the

opportunity of sending them by him, as without any mock-modesty I really

thought that the expense of the postage to me and to you would be more

than their worth. Day after day, and week after week, was Hamilton going,

and still delayed. And now that it is absolutely settled that he goes

to-morrow, it is likewise absolutely settled that I shall go this day

three weeks, and I have therefore sent only this and the picture by him,

but the letters I will now take myself, for I should not like them to be

lost, as they comprize the only subject on which I have had an

opportunity of making myself thoroughly informed, and if I carry them

myself, I can carry them without danger of their being seized at

Yarmouth, as all my letters were, yours to ---- excepted, which were,

luckily, not sealed. Before I left England, I had read the book of which

you speak. I must confess that it appeared to me exceedingly illogical.

Godwin's and Condorcet's extravagancies were not worth confuting; and yet

I thought that the Essay on 'Population' had not confuted them. Professor

Wallace, Derham, and a number of German statistic, and

physico-theological writers had taken the same ground, namely, that

population increases in a geometrical, but the accessional nutriment only

in arithmetical ratio--and that vice and misery, the natural consequences

of this order of things, were intended by providence as the counterpoise.

I have here no means of procuring so obscure a book, as Rudgard's; but to

the best of my recollection, at the time that the Fifth Monarchy

enthusiasts created so great a sensation in England, under the

Protectorate, and the beginning of Charles the Second's reign, Rudgard,

or Rutgard (I am not positive even of the name) wrote an Essay to the

same purpose, in which he asserted, that if war, pestilence, vice, and

poverty, were wholly removed, the world could not exist two hundred

years, &c. Seiffmilts, in his great work concerning the divine order and

regularity in the destiny of the human race, has a chapter entitled a

confutation of this idea; I read it with great eagerness, and found

therein that this idea militated against the glory and goodness of God,

and must therefore be false,--but further confutation found I none!--This

book of Seiffmilts has a prodigious character throughout Germany; and

never methinks did a work less deserve it. It is in three huge octavos,

and wholly on the general laws that regulate the population of the human

species--but is throughout most unphilosophical, and the tables, which he

has collected with great industry, prove nothing. My objections to the

Essay on Population you will find in my sixth letter at large--but do

not, my dear sir, suppose that because unconvinced by this essay, I am

therefore convinced of the contrary. No, God knows, I am sufficiently

sceptical, and in truth more than sceptical, concerning the possibility

of universal plenty and wisdom; but my doubts rest on other grounds. I

had some conversation with you before I left England, on this subject;

and from that time I had purposed to myself to examine as thoroughly as

it was possible for me, the important question. Is the march of the human

race progressive, or in cycles? But more of this when we meet.

What have I done in Germany? I have learned the language, both high and

low German, I can read both, and speak the former so fluently, that it

must be a fortune for a German to be in my company, that is, I have words

enough and phrases enough, and I arrange them tolerably; but my

pronunciation is hideous. 2ndly, I can read the oldest German, the

Frankish, and the Swabian. 3rdly, I have attended the lectures on

Physiology, Anatomy, and Natural History, with regularity, and have

endeavoured to understand these subjects. 4thly, I have read and made

collections for a history of the. 'Belles Lettres,' in Germany, before

the time of Lessing: and 5thly, very large collections for a 'Life of

Lessing;' to which I was led by the miserably bad and unsatisfactory

biographies that have been hitherto given, and by my personal

acquaintance with two of Lessing's friends. Soon after I came into

Germany, I made up my mind fully not to publish anything concerning my

travels, as people call them; yet I soon perceived that with all possible

economy, my expenses would be greater than I could justify, unless I did

something that would to a moral certainty repay them. I chose the 'Life

of Lessing' for the reasons above assigned, and because it would give me

an opportunity of conveying under a better name than my own ever will be,

opinions which I deem of the highest importance. Accordingly, my main

business at Gottingen, has been to read all the numerous controversies in

which Lessing was engaged, and the works of all those German poets before

the time of Lessing, which I could not afford to buy. For these last four

months, with the exception of last week, in which I visited the Hartz, I

have worked harder than I trust in God Almighty, I shall ever have

occasion to work again: this endless transcription is such a

body-and-soul-wearying purgatory. I shall have bought thirty pounds'

worth of books, chiefly metaphysics, and with a view to the one work, to

which I hope to dedicate in silence, the prime of my life; but I believe

and indeed doubt not, that before Christmas I shall have repaid myself.

I never, to the best of my recollection, felt the fear of death but once;

that was yesterday when I delivered the picture to Hamilton. I felt, and

shivered as I felt it, that I should not like to die by land or water

before I see my wife and the little one; that I hope yet remains to me.

But it was an idle sort of feeling, and I should not like to have it

again. Poole half mentioned, in a hasty way, a circumstance that

depressed my spirits for many days:--that you and Thomas were on the

point of settling near Stowey, but had abandoned it. "God Almighty! what

a dream of happiness it held out to me!" writes Poole. I felt

disappointment without having had hope.

In about a month I hope to see you. Till then may heaven bless and

preserve us! Believe me, my dear sir, with every feeling of love, esteem,

and gratitude,

Your affectionate friend,

S. T. Coleridge.

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