I have to prepare my lecture. Oh! with how blank a spirit!"[94]

I _did_ know the late Dr. Fox, who was an opulent and liberal-minded man;

and if I had applied to him, or any friend had so done, I cannot doubt

but that he would instantly have received Mr. Coleridge gratuitously; but

nothing could have induced me to make the application, but that extreme

case, which did not then appear fully to exist. My sympathy for Mr. C. at

this time, was so excited, that I should have withheld no effort, within

my power, to reclaim, or to cheer him; but this recurrence to an asylum,

I strenuously opposed.

Mr. Coleridge knew Dr. Fox himself, eighteen years before, and to the

honour of Dr. E. I think it right to name, that, to my knowledge, in the

year 1796, Dr. Fox, in admiration of Mr. C.'s talents, presented him with

FIFTY POUNDS!

It must here be, noticed, that, fearing I might have exceeded the point

of discretion, in my letter to Mr. C. and becoming alarmed, lest I had

raised a spirit that I could not lay, as well as to avoid an unnecessary

weight of responsibility, I thought it best to consult Mr. Southey, and

ask him, in these harassing circumstances, what I was to do; especially

as he knew more of Mr. C.'s latter habits than myself, and had proved his

friendship by evidences the most substantial.

The years 1814 and 1815, were the darkest periods in Mr. Coleridge's

life. However painful the detail, it is presumed that the reader would

desire a knowledge of the undisguised truth. This cannot be obtained

without introducing the following letters of Mr. Southey, received from

him, after having sent him copies of the letters which passed between Mr.

Coleridge and myself.

"Keswick, April, 1814.

My dear Cottle,

You may imagine with what feelings I have read your correspondence with

Coleridge. Shocking as his letters are, perhaps the most mournful thing

they discover is, that while acknowledging the guilt of the habit, he

imputes it still to morbid bodily causes, whereas after every possible

allowance is made for these, every person who has witnessed his habits,

knows that for the greater, infinitely the greater part, inclination and

indulgence are its motives.

It seems dreadful to say this, with his expressions before me, but it is

so, and I know it to be so, from my own observation, and that of all with

whom he has lived. The Morgans, with great difficulty and perseverance,

_did_ break him of the habit, at a time when his ordinary consumption of

laudanum was, from _two quarts a week_, to _a pint a day!_ He suffered

dreadfully during the first abstinence, so much so, as to say it was

better for him to die than to endure his present feelings. Mrs. Morgan

resolutely replied, it was indeed better that he should die, than that he

should continue to live as he had been living. It angered him at the

time, but the effort was persevered in.

To what then was the relapse owing? I believe to this cause--that no use

was made of renewed health and spirits; that time passed on in idleness,

till the lapse of time brought with it a sense of neglected duties, and

then relief was again sought for _a self-accusing mind_;--in bodily

feelings, which when the stimulus ceased to act, added only to the load

of self-accusation. This Cottle, is an insanity which none but the soul's

physician can cure. Unquestionably, restraint would do as much for him as

it did when the Morgans tried it, but I do not see the slightest reason

for believing it would be more permanent. This too I ought to say, that

all the medical men to whom Coleridge has made his confession, have

uniformly ascribed the evil, not to bodily disease, but indulgence. The

restraint which alone could effectually cure, is that which no person can

impose upon him. Could he be compelled to a certain quantity of labour

every day, _for his family_, the pleasure of having done it would make

his heart glad, and the sane mind would make the body whole.

I see nothing so advisable for him, as that he should come here to Greta

Hall. My advice is, that he should visit T. Poole for two or three weeks,

to freshen himself and recover spirits, which new scenes never fail to

give him. When there, he may consult his friends at Birmingham and

Liverpool, on the fitness of lecturing at those two places, at each of

which he has friends, and would, I should think beyond all doubt be

successful. He must be very unfortunate if he did not raise from fifty to

one hundred pounds at the two places. But whether he can do this or not,

here it is that he ought to be. He knows in what manner he would be

received;--by his children with joy; by his wife, not with tears, if she

can control them--certainly not with reproaches;--by myself only with

encouragement.

He has sources of direct emolument open to him in the '_Courier_,' and in

the '_Eclectic Review_.'--These for his immediate wants, and for

everything else, his pen is more rapid than mine, and would be paid as

well. If you agree with me, you had better write to Poole, that he may

press him to make a visit, which I know he has promised. His great object

should be, to get out a play, and appropriate the whole produce to the

support of his son Hartley, at College. Three months' pleasurable

exertion would effect this. Of some such fit of industry I by no means

despair; of any thing more than fits, I am afraid I do. But this of

course I shall never say to him. From me he shall never hear ought but

cheerful encouragement, and the language of hope.

You ask me if you did wrong in writing to him. A man with your feelings

and principles never does wrong. There are parts which would have been

expunged had I been at your elbow, but in all, and in every part it is

strictly applicable.

I hope your next will tell me that he is going to T. Poole's--I have

communicated none of your letters to Mrs. Coleridge, who you know resides

with us. Her spirits and health are beginning to sink under it. God bless

you.

Yours affectionately,

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