CHAPTER XXX.

HOME MISSIONARY WORK.

Bert's recovery was as rapid as his illness had been sudden and severe.

A fortnight after that memorable morning, when with the dawn came

deliverance, he was as vigorous and lively as ever. He found the days of

his convalescence not at all unpleasant. When the pain had passed, the

long hours of suffering seemed like a dreadful dream, and the present,

with its sweet relief and increasing strength, a blissful awaking. At

his home all was joy and brightness: there were silence and anxiety no

longer. Mrs. Lloyd and Mary went singing from room to room, Mr. Lloyd

came back from his office whistling merrily, and sure to be ready with

something to make Bert laugh. Frank ran in and out, the very type of

joyous boyhood, and each day brought its stream of callers, with warm

congratulations upon Bert's happy restoration to health.

It would be a queer boy that would not enjoy this, seeing that it all

centred upon him, and Bert fully appreciated the important position he

held for the time being. Then what could be more delightful than the

sense of returning strength, of enlarging activity?--to find one's-self

with a clearer head, a sharper appetite, and a more vigorous frame, as

one glorious summer day succeeded another; while the birds sang blithely

in the apple tree, and the blue waters of the ever-beautiful harbour

rippled gently before the morning zephyrs, or were stirred into white

caps by the afternoon breeze?

Bert's illness left no trace behind so far as his physical nature was

concerned, and yet he was not altogether the same boy as before it laid

him low. Deep solemn thoughts had been his as he lay upon his bed, not

knowing whether he should ever rise from it again. His life had been in

many respects a more than ordinarily blameless one, and yet when he had

little else to do save look back upon it, an almost overwhelming sense

of his worthlessness came upon him, and he was filled with wonder that

God could love him at all.

But that He did love him, and for His Son's sake had accepted him, he

never for a moment doubted. Now that he was restored to health and

strength, he did not seek to forget those feelings, nor would he allow

his convictions of great obligations Godward to lead him nowhere. He

resolved to do some definite work for his Divine Master, and to seize

the first opportunity that presented itself.

His friendship with Frank passed into a deeper, stronger phase than

ever before. It might with much truth have been said of them as it was

of two friends of old, that the soul of Bert was knit with the soul of

Frank, and that Bert loved him as his own soul. They had so much in

common now, and they found it so delightful to strengthen one another's

hands in the Lord by talking together of His goodness.

There was one matter that troubled Frank deeply, and that formed the

subject of many a long and earnest conversation. His father was a man

about whose lack of religion there could be no doubt. He was a big,

bluff, and rather coarse-grained man, not over-scrupulous in business,

but upon the whole as honest and trustworthy as the bulk of humanity. By

dint of sheer hard work and shrewdness he had risen to a position of

wealth and importance, and, as self-made men are apt to do, laid much

more stress upon what he owed to himself than upon what he owed to his

Creator. In his own rough way, that is to say in somewhat the same

fashion as we may suppose a lion loves his whelp, he loved the only

child the wife long since dead had left him. He was determined that he

should lack nothing that was worth having, and in nothing did Mr. Bowser

show his shrewdness more clearly than in fully appreciating the

advantage it was to Frank to be the chosen friend and constant companion

of Lawyer Lloyd's son. He had manifested his satisfaction at the

intimacy by having Frank make Bert handsome presents at Christmas time,

and in other ways. In all this, however, his only thought had been for

Frank. He made no attempt to cultivate intimate relations with the

Lloyds on his own account. He thought them both too refined, and too

religious for him, and accordingly declined so far as he civilly could,

Mr. Lloyd's overtures toward a better acquaintance.

Such a man was Frank's father; and now that the boy's heart was full of

joy and light, because the peace that passeth understanding was his, he

longed that his father should share the same happy experience.

"If father were only a Christian, like your father, Bert, I would be the

happiest boy in all the world," said he, one day. "Oh, Bert, what can I

do to make him interested in religion?"

"Why don't you ask Dr. Chrystal to go and talk with him?" inquired Bert.

"It wouldn't be a bit of use. He won't go to church to hear Dr.

Chrystal, nor any other minister, and he wouldn't listen to them if they

came to see him. He says he has no faith in parsons, anyway."

"Well, do you think he would listen to father?" suggested Bert.

Frank's face lighted up. He had been thinking of this himself.

"Perhaps he would, Bert," he said, eagerly. "I know he thinks a great

deal of your father. I've heard him say that he practised better than

many of the parsons preached."

Bert flushed with pleasure at this frank compliment to his father.

"Then suppose we ask him to speak to your father about religion," he

said.

"Oh, yes; let us," assented Frank. Accordingly, that evening the two

boys brought the matter before Mr. Lloyd, who listened to them very

attentively. Then he asked a question or two.

"Are you quite sure, Frank, that I am the very best person to speak to

your father on this important subject?"

"Yes, Mr. Lloyd; I'm quite sure you are."

"Well, do you know, Frank, I don't agree with you. I think I know of

somebody that can do it much better than I can," said Mr. Lloyd, with a

meaning smile.

Frank's face fell. He had set his heart upon having Mr. Lloyd do it, and

could not believe that anybody else would do as well. After a little

pause, he asked:

"Who is this somebody else, Mr. Lloyd?"

"He's not very far away from us now, Frank," answered Mr. Lloyd, still

with that curious smile.

"You don't mean Bert, do you?" cried Frank, looking a little bewildered.

"No; I don't mean Bert," responded Mr. Lloyd.

"Then----." He stopped short, a deep blush spread over his features; he

caught his breath, and then, as if hoping that the answer would be in

the negative, exclaimed:

"Do you mean _me_?"

"Yes, I do mean just you; and nobody else, Frank."

Frank threw himself back in his chair with a despairing gesture, saying:

"Oh, I could never do it, Mr. Lloyd. I know I never could."

Mr. Lloyd looked at him with tender sympathy, and laying his hand upon

his knee, said, gently:

"Do you remember the motto, Frank: 'Quit you like men, be strong'?"

Frank heaved a heavy sigh. "But how can I go about it, Mr. Lloyd?" he

asked.

Mr. Lloyd thought a moment.

"I have an idea, Frank," he said, presently. "Suppose you were to start

family prayer in the mornings. I believe it would be the means of doing

your father good."

At first Frank could not be persuaded that such a thing was possible as

his presuming to conduct family prayer in his father's presence, but

they talked long and earnestly about it, and finally he went away

promising to think it over very seriously.

As he turned the matter over in his mind, however, little by little his

courage strengthened until at length he felt himself equal to the

undertaking. It was a Sunday morning that he chose upon which to make

the venture. So soon as breakfast was finished, and his father had

moved away from the table, wishing to himself that there was a paper

published on Sundays as well as upon other days, for he had time to read

it comfortably, Frank took up his Bible, and said, very hesitatingly:

"Father, do you mind if we have family prayers?"

"Eh! What's that? What do you mean?" asked Mr. Bowser, looking up as if

he could hardly believe his ears.

"Why, father," answered Frank, timidly, "you know they have prayers at

Mr. Lloyd's every morning, and I thought perhaps you wouldn't mind our

having them, too."

Mr. Bowser scanned his son's face with a hard searching gaze, but Frank

looked back at him with so much love and respect in his clear, brown

eyes, that all suspicion was banished from his mind, and his heart

melted not a little.

"Who's going to have the prayers? You don't expect me to, do you?" he

asked, gruffly.

"Well, father, if you don't care to, I'll try, if you've no objection,"

replied Frank, modestly.

Mr. Bowser was silent for a moment. He had noted a change in Frank of

late, and had been impressed by the increased interest he took in church

and Sunday school as proven by the regularity and punctuality of his

going off to the services. Had Frank become a Christian like Mr. Lloyd?

He would not be sorry if he had, although it was rather a pity that he

had not waited until he had had his fling first, sowed a few wild oats,

seen something of the world, and then settled down. Here was a good

chance to find out. So with some relaxing of his gruffness, Mr. Bowser

said:

"All right, my boy. I've no objections so long as you're not too

long-winded. Go ahead."

Thus encouraged, Frank, with beating heart and trembling lips, proceeded

to read one of the Psalms; and then, kneeling down, offered up a simple,

fervent, faith-filled prayer.

Mr. Bowser did not kneel. He sat sturdily upright in his chair, looking

straight before him. But he could not prevent strange emotions awaking

within him as he heard his boy, whom he was still inclined to look upon

as hardly more than a child, though he was now sixteen years of age,

address himself in reverent, earnest tones to the Great Being that he

had so utterly neglected himself.

When Frank had finished, his father rose and left the room without

saying a word. That evening Frank took tea with Bert, and they went to

church together. Shortly after the service began Bert happened to glance

about the church, and his eye fell upon somebody that caused him to give

a little start of surprise, and then nudge Frank violently. On Frank's

turning round to see what Bert meant, he too started, and an expression

of joy that was beautiful to witness came over his countenance, for

there, in a pew not far behind him, and evidently trying hard to look

entirely at his ease, sat Mr. Bowser, this being his first appearance in

church for many long years.

Dr. Chrystal preached one of his very best sermons that night, and all

the time he was speaking Frank was praying that his earnest words might

go straight home to his father's heart. That was the beginning of the

good work. Thenceforward every Sunday evening found Mr. Bowser an

attentive listener; and Frank, continuing the morning prayers

faithfully, was surprised and delighted when one day his father brought

home the finest family Bible he could find in the city, and handing it

to him, said, in his kindest manner:

"Here, my boy, if we're going to have family prayers, we may just as

well do it in proper style."

Frank joyfully reported all this to the Lloyds, who rejoiced with him

over the prospect there was of his prayers for his father being fully

answered ere long, and Mr. Lloyd was therefore not at all surprised when

one evening Mr. Bowser called, and in an agitated, confused way begged

the favour of an interview with him in the privacy of his study.

It was as Mr. Lloyd anticipated. Frank's simple, but sincere efforts at

home missionary work had been crowned with success. His father's hard,

worldly nature had been stirred to its depths. A longing the world could

not appease had been awakened within him, and he had come to Mr. Lloyd

as one in whom he placed implicit confidence, that he might guide him

toward the light. The conversation, which Mr. Bowser found wonderfully

helpful to him in his bewildered, anxious state of mind, was followed by

many others, and the result was made evident when, ere that year closed,

Mr. Bowser publicly united himself with the Church; and there were few

who were familiar with the circumstances that could restrain a tear of

sympathetic joy when Dr. Chrystal made the event the occasion for a

beautiful and inspiring sermon upon the place of the young in the

vineyard of the Lord.

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