CHAPTER XVIII

STALKED BY WOLVES

Amesbury filled his pipe, lighted it from the stove with one of the

shavings he had whittled, and sat silently contemplating the streak of

light which flashed through the stove vent. He seemed to Paul to have

suddenly grown very old. His normally open, genial countenance was

drawn and haggard, and Paul noted the streaks of gray in his brown

hair and beard.

“It may do you good to hear the story,” Amesbury presently said. “I’ve

never told it to any one, but it’s a pretty good warning to young

fellows like you. I like you, and I hope you’ll not make the mistakes

that I did.” He lapsed into silence again for a few moments, and then

began:

“As I told you, my father was a minister--the gentlest, most

affectionate, sympathetic man I ever knew. If there ever was a true

servant of God he was one. There was never a sweeter or more devoted

woman ever lived than my mother. I believe her spirit comes now of

nights to kiss my forehead as I fall asleep, just as she did in those

long ago days when I was a boy at home.

“She was tireless. Nothing seemed ever too great a task for her. The

women of my father’s church looked upon her in a way as their

counselor, and they used to come to her with their troubles, as the

men came to my father; and men and women were always certain of both

sympathetic and practical assistance.

“I had one sister, three years my senior, and we were chums and

constant companions. We were both born with a passionate love of

music, and when she was twelve and I nine years of age my father, with

much stinting and scraping, purchased her a piano and me a violin.

“My violin instructor was an old German, who was to come to the Manse

once a week to give me a lesson. He was a very impatient old fellow,

but a good teacher, and with my interest in music I made good

progress. The pleasantest memories of my life are of evenings when my

mother sat sewing, and my father relaxed in his easy chair, while

Helen played the piano and I accompanied her on the violin.

“My father designed me, I believe, from my birth, for the ministry. I

was a good student, and at sixteen entered college. Here a new world

opened to me. I had always lived in an atmosphere of religion. Perhaps

I had become satiated with it. At any rate I took only too kindly to

the wild life of the crowd I fell in with at college.

“For the most part the students were industrious, but there were a

few, as there always are, who indulged themselves in dissipation

because they thought it smart, and it was my misfortune to be drawn

among these at the beginning. Perhaps the novelty, in strong contrast

with my home life, attracted me. I do not know.

“At first our dissipations were of a rather mild sort, and I did

pretty well during the freshman year. But during my sophomore year I

got in with a still wilder crowd, and took part in several

discreditable escapades. Some of my companions drank, and early in the

year I for the first time in my life tasted spirituous liquors. Before

college closed for the summer vacation I had twice been mildly

intoxicated. Of course my parents knew nothing of this, but they did

know that I had neglected my studies and was conditioned in Greek,

barely passing the test in other subjects.

“The escapades of the sophomore year became orgies in the junior. I

drank hard at these times, and the liquor made me wild. I’ll not tell

you of the carousings I took part in, nor the reprimands I received

for class and other delinquencies. It came to a climax in early spring

when I entered a class one day in an intoxicated condition, insulted

the professor, and did some damage to the furniture.

“This ended in my dismissal from college. A full report of what had

occurred preceded me home, and for the first time my parents learned

of my debauchery. It was a terrible shock to them. I shall never

forget their grief. If they had scolded or meted punishment it would

have been different, but they did not. My mother threw her arms around

my neck and cried as though her heart would break. My father, tears

streaming down his cheeks, placed his hand upon my shoulder and called

me his poor erring son. I promised them that I would reform. Helen

talked with me and cried with me in private.

“My father’s life hope that I should follow his footsteps in the

ministry was crushed, and he had forever lost his former habitual

cheerfulness. The change in him--I always felt it when in his

presence--hurt me terribly. I resolved to atone, so far as possible,

for the past.

“I took up my old home life again. I attended meetings regularly, as

my father wished, and devoted myself to my violin. My old German

instructor was re-engaged, and I made such good progress that in the

summer when I was twenty years of age he suggested that I go to

Germany for a year, to continue my musical studies there.

“The prospect of a trip abroad filled me with enthusiasm. At first my

parents objected, and particularly my mother, who was now in ill

health, the result, I shall always believe, of the shock she received

at the time of my expulsion from college. I plead so strongly,

however, to be permitted to go, that at length both Father and Mother

consented, and late in the summer I sailed.

“It was a mistake. There is much drinking among German students, and

almost immediately I was drawn among the wildest drinkers and

roysterers.

“During the winter my sister married a prosperous and wealthy young

business man. They decided upon a brief wedding trip abroad, and

planning a pleasant surprise for me said nothing of it in their

letters beyond the particulars of the wedding, for during my absence

it was the custom of Father and Helen to write me twice a week minute

details of the home life.

“I shall never forget the morning they came. I had been out all the

previous night with a party of drinking students and had returned to

my apartment in a state of such beastly intoxication that I had

thrown myself upon a couch, unable to undress and retire to my bed.

Here I was sleeping when a loud knocking aroused me. Blear-eyed,

unkempt, and smelling foul with liquor, I opened the door. There stood

Helen and her husband.

“Their wedding trip was spoiled, of course. They decided to return

home at once and take me with them. Helen made the excuse to our

parents that I was in no physical condition to remain abroad longer. I

think my father suspected something of the true cause, but he gave no

hint of it, and I resumed my old life, but not with the same chastened

feeling that I had experienced on the former occasion. I was becoming

hardened.

“My father’s church and the manse where we lived were in upper New

York, and to satisfy my desire for excitement I used frequently to

take a run down town. It was on one of these occasions, a month after

my return from abroad, that I met one of my former college companions.

He asked me to drink with him and I accepted. One drink led to

another, and when the liquor went to our heads we became hilarious

and decided to make a night of it.

“In the small hours of morning we were sitting at a table in a low

cafe and dance hall. Some others were at the table--people I had never

met--and one of them made a remark at which I took offense. What it

was I do not know. I only know that before my companion or the others

at the table knew what I was about, I was on my feet and smashing a

chair over the offender’s head.

“I was arrested and locked up, and the following day committed to the

Tombs without bail to await the result of the injuries upon the man

whom I had attacked. Then came remorse--awful, sincere remorse--for

the life I had led and the hearts I had broken.

“My father, ever loving, ever sympathetic, came to console me. Again

he called me his poor, erring boy, as he placed his arm around my

shoulders, and tears, in spite of his effort to conceal them, wet his

cheeks.

“I’ll not go into detail, or describe the agonizing weeks that

followed. The man recovered. I was tried for my offense, and in view

of the fact that I had never before been called before a court of

justice, was sentenced to but one year in the penitentiary.

“On the day sentence was pronounced my mother died; killed, of course,

by her boy’s disgrace. When my father returned from the funeral he

resigned his pastorate. He could no longer stand before his

congregation, and the congregation did not wish to retain the services

of a minister whose son was a jail bird. Six months later he followed

my mother. All that he had loved and lived for had been taken from

him.

“Well, I served my sentence, and when I was released I came here. I

had but one thought--to hide myself from the world. I could not stay

in New York and disgrace my sister and her husband with my presence. I

was truly penitent, but I realized that the world would not believe

that. My presence would ever bring up the past.

“Here in the open I have been drawn closer and closer to the God my

father and mother loved and worshiped. Since that awful night I have

never tasted liquor. I have tried to live in rectitude, and so far as

I can to atone for the past.

“I have never written my sister, for I wished her to forget the

disgrace. She never knew what became of me when I left prison. She

probably thinks me dead, and I have had no means of hearing from her.

“My violin has been my constant companion. Every evening when I am

here I play to Father and Mother and Helen. I always see them when I

play. I always see the dear old living room at home, Father in his

easy chair, Mother sewing, and Helen at her piano playing a soft

accompaniment.”

No one spoke for a long time. Then Ahmik rose and refilled the stove.

Amesbury drew his ungainly frame together, strode to the door and

stepped out. Presently he returned singing:

“‘Come, let’s to bed,

Says Sleepy-head.’

“It’s bedtime, fellows, and I know you’re tired. I’d take one of you

in with me, but my bed is pretty narrow, and I’m afraid you wouldn’t

be comfortable. Sleeping bags are pretty good, though. Paul, you have

one already. Here’s one for you, Dan,” and Amesbury drew a warm

sleeping bag from a chest. He was his whimsical, good-natured, normal

self again.

The following day was Sunday. Amesbury held religious services

directly after breakfast. Then he played the violin for an hour, and

they all sang some hymns, after which they chatted, cozily gathered

around the stove, Paul and Dan luxuriating in the homelike atmosphere

that was a part of the cabin.

“Tomorrow,” said Amesbury after dinner, “Ahmik takes to his trapping

trail, and we won’t see him again in a month. He goes westward. I’ll

be going, too, for awhile. My trail takes me south, along one side of

a chain of lakes, and swings back along the other side. I’ll be back

in a week if the weather holds good. Takes me that long to make the

rounds. You chaps make yourselves at home.”

“Can’t we go along and help you?” asked Paul. “It must be mighty

tedious all alone.”

“No, not this trip. Perhaps I’ll take one of you at a time on later

trips. I’ll tell you what! You and Dan do a little trapping on your

own account. There are a lot of traps out here in the woodroom. Dan

knows how to set them. Put them anywhere it looks good to you. I

expect you to earn your board and something more, you know. I told you

that before you came. I’ll give you a chance to work on shares. You

can use my traps and I’ll board you for half your hunt. How does that

suit you?”

“O, aye, ’twill be fine,” said Dan. “I were thinkin’, now, I’d like t’

do a bit o’ trappin’.”

“You might get a silver fox, and go home rich. Now think of that!” and

Amesbury’s eyes twinkled.

“An’ is they silvers here?” asked Dan.

“Sometimes. Silvers, reds, cross, whites and blues. You’ll find

martens in the timber. There are plenty of wolves, too--the big gray

kind. You’ll hear them howling nights.”

“An’ is they wolves, now? I’d like wonderful well t’ kill some

wolves.” Dan’s eyes sparkled.

“Not afraid of ’em, eh?” Amesbury laughed.

“They mostly keeps too far away. They’s cowards, wolves is.”

“Sometimes, but look out for packs.”

“Are there any bears?” asked Paul.

“Bears? Yes, there are bears, but you won’t see any. They’re all in

their dens and won’t come out till spring.”

Long before dawn on Monday morning the boys were awakened from sound

slumber by Amesbury singing, in full, melodious tones:

“‘Awake, arise, pull out your eyes,

And hear what time of day;

And when you have done,

Pull out your tongue,

And see what you can say.’”

Amesbury was cooking breakfast by candlelight, and the room was filled

with the odor of coffee and frying venison steak. Ahmik was getting

his things ready, preparatory to leaving. The boys crawled drowsily

from their sleeping bags.

“Good morning, fellows,” called Amesbury cheerily. “Too bad to get you

out so early, but Ahmik and I’ll have to be going. Wash up;

breakfast’s ready.”

“We’ll miss you terribly,” said Paul. “It’s going to be pretty lonely

when you’re gone.”

“It’ll be good to know I’m missed,” Amesbury laughed. Then more

soberly: “I tell you it’s good to have you chaps here. I’ll look

forward every day I’m gone to getting back. When I’m alone I never

care much whether I’m here or somewhere else. But now I’ve the

pleasant anticipation before me of coming home to a jolly good day or

two each week with you fellows. Your coming here means a lot to me.”

“You’re mighty good to say so. It was so splendid of you to bring us

from the post!” declared Paul.

“You’ve got to earn your way, you know, and if you work hard you’ll

earn a little money besides.”

With the first hint of gray dawn Amesbury and Ahmik donned their

snowshoes, said adieu, and, each hauling his flat-sled, were quickly

swallowed by the black shadows of the forest.

It was a marvelously beautiful day. The rising sun set the frost-clad

trees and snow sparkling and scintillating, the atmosphere was clear

and transparent, and it was altogether too entrancing out of doors for

the lads to forego an excursion. They had become well inured to the

severe cold, growing more intense with the lengthening January days,

and shrank from it not at all.

“Let’s begin our trapping today,” Paul suggested. “It’s just too great

to stick inside.”

“Now I were thinkin’ that,” said Dan. “We might be settin’ some traps,

an’ get our trails begun.”

“All right; that’s bully!” Paul exclaimed enthusiastically. “I never

did any trapping, and I’d like to learn how.”

They selected a dozen traps each, and cut some bits of venison to bait

them with. Dan carried one of Amesbury’s axes and Paul’s shotgun,

explaining: “We might be seein’ some birds, now,” but Paul, with his

own light axe and his share of traps, decided his rifle would be too

heavy to carry.

Half a mile from the cabin, in a creek valley, Dan stopped, and

pointing to tracks in the snow, explained:

“Them’s marten tracks, an’ I’m thinkin’ we’ll set a trap here.”

He accordingly selected a spruce tree about four inches in diameter,

cut it off four feet above the snow, and in the top of the stump made

a V-shaped notch. He then trimmed all the branches, except the brush

at the top, from the tree, and with the brush end lying in the snow,

laid the butt end firmly in the notch cut in the top of the stump,

with the butt projecting, probably, four feet beyond the stump. With

his axe he now split the butt of the tree, and prying it open inserted

a piece of the venison they had brought for bait. Just back of the

bait, and on top of the tree trunk, he fastened and set a trap.

“There,” remarked Dan, “I finds that a rare easy way t’ set marten

traps, an’ a good un, too. Th’ marten walks up th’ tree t’ get th’

bait, an’ right in th’ trap.”

“I can do that all right,” said Paul.

“Oh, yes, you can do un. ’Tis easy, now you knows how. I’m thinkin’

you might be workin’ up this brook, an’ set th’ traps you has, an’ I

cuts over t’ th’ west’ard an’ finds another place t’ set mine.”

“All right,” assented Paul, “and then we’ll each have our own traps to

look after. It’s going to be great sport, Dan.”

“’T will be fine t’ blaze trees high up where you sets traps, t’ mark

th’ traps,” cautioned Dan. “When you gets through now, don’t be

waitin’ for me. I’ll make back t’ th’ cabin.”

Accordingly they parted. Dan, turning to the right, disappeared, and

Paul, passing up the valley, was presently deeply engrossed in his

work. Once he fancied he heard something behind him, but there was

nothing to be seen when he turned to look, and concluding he had

imagined it he dismissed it from his mind and continued his work.

His last trap was set late in the afternoon, and, very hungry, he

turned toward the cabin. A little way down the trail he again had the

sensation that some creature was stealthily following him, but still

there was nothing visible. This feeling clung to him now, and

presently made him so nervous that he increased his pace to a trot.

He was still a full mile from the cabin when, again glancing behind,

he discovered two great, skulking animals a hundred yards in his rear.

“Husky dogs!” he said aloud, and felt momentary relief from his

anxiety. Then like a flash he realized that they were not dogs at all,

but big, savage gray wolves. A cold chill ran up Paul’s back. He had

no arms save his axe. The wolves had stopped. They were sitting upon

their haunches, eyeing him hungrily.

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