Stephen Crane

Sweat covered Brion's body, trickling into the tight loincloth that was

the only garment he wore. The light fencing foil in his hand felt as

heavy as a bar of lead to his exhausted muscles, worn out by a month of

continual exercise. These things were of no importance. The cut on his

chest, still dripping blood, the ache of his overstrained eyes--even the

soaring arena around him with the thousands of spectators--were

trivialities not worth thinking about. There was only one thing in his

universe: the button-tipped length of shining steel that hovered before

him, engaging his own weapon. He felt the quiver and scrape of its life,

knew when it moved and moved himself to counteract it. And when he

attacked, it was always there to beat him aside.

A sudden motion. He reacted--but his blade just met air. His instant of

panic was followed by a small sharp blow high on his chest.

"_Touch!_" A world-shaking voice bellowed the word to a million waiting

loud-speakers, and the applause of the audience echoed back in a wave of

sound.

"One minute," a voice said, and the time buzzer sounded.

Brion had carefully conditioned the reflex in himself. A minute is not

a very large measure of time and his body needed every fraction of it.

The buzzer's whirr triggered his muscles into complete relaxation. Only

his heart and lungs worked on at a strong, measured rate. His eyes

closed and he was only distantly aware of his handlers catching him as

he fell, carrying him to his bench. While they massaged his limp body

and cleansed the wound, all of his attention was turned inward. He was

in reverie, sliding along the borders of consciousness. The nagging

memory of the previous night loomed up then, and he turned it over and

over in his mind, examining it from all sides.

It was the very unexpectedness of the event that had been so unusual.

The contestants in the Twenties needed undisturbed rest, therefore

nights in the dormitories were quiet as death. During the first few

days, of course, the rule wasn't observed too closely. The men

themselves were too keyed up and excited to rest easily. But as soon as

the scores begin to mount and eliminations cut into their ranks, there

is complete silence after dark. Particularly so on this last night, when

only two of the little cubicles were occupied, the thousands of others

standing with dark, empty doors.

Angry words had dragged Brion from a deep and exhausted sleep. The words

were whispered but clear, two voices, just outside the thin metal of his

door. Someone spoke his name.

"... Brion Brandd. Of course not. Whoever said you could was making a

big mistake and there is going to be trouble--"

"Don't talk like an idiot!" This other voice snapped with a harsh

urgency, clearly used to command. "I'm here because the matter is of

utmost importance, and Brandd is the one I must see. Now stand aside!"

"The Twenties--"

"I don't give a damn about your games, hearty cheers and physical

exercises. This is _important_ or I wouldn't be here!"

The other didn't speak--he was surely one of the officials--and Brion

could sense his outraged anger. He must have drawn his gun, because the

other man said quickly, "Put that away. You're being a fool!"

"Out!" was the single snarled word of the response. There was silence

then and, still wondering, Brion was once more asleep.

* * * * *

"Ten seconds."

The voice chopped away Brion's memories and he let awareness seep back

into his body. He was unhappily conscious of his total exhaustion. The

month of continuous mental and physical combat had taken its toll. It

would be hard to stay on his feet, much less summon the strength and

skill to fight and win a touch.

"How do we stand?" he asked the handler who was kneading his aching

muscles.

"Four ... four. All you need is a touch to win!"

"That's all he needs, too," Brion grunted, opening his eyes to look at

the wiry length of the man at the other end of the long mat. No one who

had reached the finals in the Twenties could possibly be a weak

opponent, but this one, Irolg, was the pick of the lot. A red-haired,

mountain of a man, with an apparently inexhaustible store of energy.

That was really all that counted now. There could be little art in this

last and final round of fencing. Just thrust and parry, and victory to

the stronger.

Brion closed his eyes again and knew the moment he had been hoping to

avoid had arrived.

Every man who entered the Twenties had his own training tricks. Brion

had a few individual ones that had helped him so far. He was a

moderately strong chess player, but he had moved to quick victory in the

chess rounds by playing incredibly unorthodox games. This was no

accident, but the result of years of work. He had a standing order with

offplanet agents for archaic chess books, the older the better. He had

memorized thousands of these ancient games and openings. This was

allowed. Anything was allowed that didn't involve drugs or machines.

Self-hypnosis was an accepted tool.

It had taken Brion over two years to find a way to tap the sources of

hysterical strength. Common as the phenomenon seemed to be in the

textbooks, it proved impossible to duplicate. There appeared to be an

immediate association with the death-trauma, as if the two were

inextricably linked into one. Berserkers and juramentados continue to

fight and kill though carved by scores of mortal wounds. Men with

bullets in the heart or brain fight on, though already clinically dead.

Death seemed an inescapable part of this kind of strength. But there was

another type that could easily be brought about in any deep

trance--hypnotic rigidity. The strength that enables someone in a trance

to hold his body stiff and unsupported except at two points, the head

and heels. This is physically impossible when conscious. Working with

this as a clue, Brion had developed a self-hypnotic technique that

allowed him to tap these reservoirs of unknown strength. The source of

"second wind," the survival strength that made the difference between

life and death.

It could also kill. Exhaust the body beyond hope of recovery,

particularly when in a weakened condition as his was now. But that

wasn't important. Others had died before during the Twenties, and death

during the last round was in some ways easier than defeat.

* * * * *

Breathing deeply, Brion softly spoke the auto-hypnotic phrases that

triggered the process. Fatigue fell softly from him, as did all

sensations of heat, cold and pain. He could feel with acute sensitivity,

hear, and see clearly when he opened his eyes.

With each passing second the power drew at the basic reserves of life,

draining it from his body.

When the buzzer sounded he pulled his foil from his second's startled

grasp, and ran forward. Irolg had barely time to grab up his own weapon

and parry Brion's first thrust. The force of his rush was so great that

the guards on their weapons locked, and their bodies crashed together.

Irolg looked amazed at the sudden fury of the attack--then smiled. He

thought it was a last burst of energy, he knew how close they both were

to exhaustion. This must be the end for Brion.

They disengaged and Irolg put up a solid defense. He didn't attempt to

attack, just let Brion wear himself out against the firm shield of his

defense.

Brion saw something close to panic on his opponent's face when the man

finally recognized his error. Brion wasn't tiring. If anything he was

pressing the attack. A wave of despair rolled out from Irolg--Brion

sensed it and knew the fifth point was his.

Thrust--thrust--and each time the parrying sword a little slower to

return. Then the powerful twist that thrust it aside. In and under the

guard. The slap of the button on flesh and the arc of steel that reached

out and ended on Irolg's chest over his heart.

Waves of sound--cheering and screaming--lapped against Brion's private

world, but he was only remotely aware of their existence. Irolg dropped

his foil, and tried to shake Brion's hand, but his legs suddenly gave

way. Brion had an arm around him, holding him up, walking towards the

rushing handlers. Then Irolg was gone and he waved off his own men,

walking slowly by himself.

Except something was wrong and it was like walking through warm glue.

Walking on his knees. No, not walking, falling. At last. He was able to

let go and fall.

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