CHAPTER VIII.

SABBATH LESSONS.

[Illustration: [The Miniature]]

Jessie had a small, old-fashioned miniature in her trunk, at which she

often gazed intently and sadly, in her hours of retirement. It was a

likeness of a young man of pleasing features and apparent

intelligence—one who was evidently on good terms with himself and the

world, and who had known little of the rough experiences of life. There

were very sad associations connected with this picture, in Jessie’s

mind. She never could look at it without recalling the lines of the

poet—

“Of all sad words of tongue or of pen,

The saddest are these—it might have been.”

That young man was the only son of the most prosperous farmer in all

that region. Foolishly petted by his parents, he was not required to

perform any hard work, because he did not like to do it. For the same

reason, he left school and gave up all thoughts of educating himself,

before he was fourteen years old. After an idle, unprofitable and not

perfectly blameless youth, he thought it would be a fine thing to become

a merchant, and so his father set him up in business in a large town

twenty or thirty miles distant. It was at this period that the miniature

was painted, for a young lady who shortly after became his wife. For a

while he flourished; but owing to his loose habits, and his want of

business training, he soon became a bankrupt, his father being the

principal sufferer. Within a year after this, he followed both of his

parents to the grave. The fine farm thus came into his possession, but

it was heavily mortgaged for debt, owing to his own failure, and to the

fact that his father, during the latter part of his life, had used

intoxicating liquors to excess, to the injury of his business and

property. The son followed but too swiftly in the steps of the father,

emulating, not his many years of honest and prosperous toil, but only

the sad errors by which he embittered his last days. He became a

fast-bound victim of strong drink. He saw his patrimony slowly melting

away, and his family coming to want. The pinching hand of poverty at

length came upon them, and he felt ashamed to look his neighbors in the

face, so bitter were his self-reproaches. He made one or two feeble

attempts to reform, and then died as the fool dieth. He was overtaken by

a dreadful snow-storm while intoxicated, and the next day was found

stiff in death, with a jug of rum by his side.

Such was the sad history of Jessie’s father, whose tragic death occurred

only about two months previous to the time of which I am now writing. No

wonder the tears filled her eyes, as she gazed on the handsome face of

the miniature, and thought how different might have been the life and

destiny of the one who sat for it. She saw in that capacious brow, in

that mild and thoughtful eye, and in those fine features, indications of

capacities and feelings, that had never been developed. Oh, how mournful

was it to contrast these things with the coarse, bloated and besotted

features which relentless memory always called up at the mention of

father!

Such thoughts as these were passing through Jessie’s mind, one Sabbath

morning, as she sat in her room, awaiting the signal to start for

church. The weather was dull and drizzly, and her feelings were so much

in sympathy with it, that she could scarcely keep the tears from her

eyes. She thought of her father, whose miniature she held before her; of

her mother, whose health was quite poor, as a letter received a few days

before had informed her; of her brother Sam, in his gloomy prison cell,

who had not taken the slightest notice of the affectionate letters she

had sent him; of Henry, with his peculiar trials and dangers; and of

Benny, too, on whose little grave the snows were for the first time

melting. Everything seemed to present its dark side to her, and she felt

as though she could spend the day in weeping.

It was a rule in Mrs. Page’s house that every one should attend church

regularly on the Sabbath, unless prevented by sickness or other

sufficient cause. Perhaps I should say it _had been_ a rule, for it had

now become a custom—a habit—a matter of mutual agreement, rather than of

law. Oscar chafed a little against the regulation, when he first came

into the family; but finding that it would not be bent to suit him, he

submitted to it, and now had no desire to absent himself from the house

of public worship. The distance from Mrs. Page’s to the church was about

a mile, and the family generally walked, unless the weather was bad. On

the morning to which reference has been made, the female portion rode to

church, and Marcus and the boys walked.

The sermon which the good pastor, Mr. Merrill, preached that morning,

seemed intended expressly for Jessie. It was exactly adapted to the

frame of mind in which she went up to the house of God. The course of

thought was so plain and simple, that I think I can tell you about it so

that even the youngest reader can understand it, and feel some interest

in it. This was the text, and a sweet one it is:—“Cast thy burden upon

the Lord, and he shall sustain thee.” You will find it in the

twenty-second verse of the fifty-fifth Psalm. The pastor said that

everybody who comes into the world, brings a burden with him. The young

and the old, the rich and the poor, the high and the low, the wise and

the ignorant, the virtuous and the wicked, all have their burdens. These

burdens have various names, such as temptations, trials,

disappointments, regrets, sorrows, sins, etc.; but there is one general

name under which they may all be included, and that is, unhappiness.

The next thing the preacher noticed, was, that we are all running about

trying to get rid of our burdens. We don’t want to be unhappy. Some try

to laugh away their sorrows. They may succeed with a few of the lighter

ones, but there are others too far down in the heart to be reached by

laughter. Others mope, and cry, and fret over their troubles, and so

make them worse. Others travel to new scenes, or plunge into new cares,

or yield themselves up to their passions and desires, to get rid of the

burden, but in vain. It only grows heavier, instead of lighter. And then

the pastor repeated a German fable about a man who had a frightful

goblin in his house, which haunted him day and night. After trying every

way he could think of to get rid of the goblin, and all in vain, he shut

up his house, and set it on fire, so that the tormentor might roast

within, and flung himself into the saddle, and galloped away, homeless

and pennyless, but merry in the thought that he was at last rid of the

demon that made his life miserable. So after galloping a while, he

turned round to see if his house burned merrily, and what was it he saw?

The house burned, indeed, but the goblin, there he sat, cowered behind

the rider, on his saddle’s cantle! “And do you know,” inquired the

pastor, “what is the goblin’s name? His name is Sorrow.”

But, continued the preacher, there is a way, and only one way, to get

rid of this pressing burden, this terrible goblin in our hearts. It is

pointed out in the text. Bring all your cares and sorrows and cast them

upon the Lord, and he will sustain you. He does not promise to remove

them at once; but if he does not take them away now, he will give you

strength to bear them, so that they will seem light. We must not expect

to escape all pain, disappointment and trial in this world. It would not

be good for us, if we should. But we can be happy, in spite of these, if

we cast our burden upon the Lord, for He careth for us. The only truly

happy people are those who have done this. The Christian can sing, in

his darkest hour:

“I’ll drop my burden at His feet,

And bear a song away.”

The concluding portion of the sermon was devoted to an explanation of

the way in which we can cast our burdens on the Lord. The preacher said

we must do just what the little child does, when any trouble befalls it,

and it runs crying to its mother. It believes its mother can and will

relieve it. That is _faith_. It pours out its little complaints and

desires. That is _prayer_. It is ready, if it goes in a proper spirit,

to follow its mother’s directions. That is _submission_. So, if we would

cast our burdens upon the Lord, we must believe in His promises, and ask

Him to sustain us, and submit ourselves to His will.

After the morning service, Jessie attended the Sabbath school, as was

her custom. She was a member of a Bible class of young ladies, and took

much interest in its weekly lessons. The subject of the lesson, on this

Sabbath, was _prayer_. The point of inquiry was simply _why_ we ought to

pray, the manner in which the duty should be performed being reserved

for another lesson. Each member of the class had been requested to note

down on a slip of paper such reasons as she could think of for offering

prayer to God, and most of them had done so. The teacher called upon one

of the younger pupils first, to give a reason for believing prayer is a

duty.

“Because God commands it, in the Bible,” replied the girl, and she

quoted several texts, in proof of the assertion.

“Yes,” replied the teacher, “God requires it, and I am glad you have

given this as the first reason, for it is sufficient to make the duty

imperative, if there were no other. Can any of you think of any other

texts which inculcate the duty of prayer?”

A number of additional passages from the Bible were repeated, and then

another pupil was asked to give a second reason why prayer is a duty.

“Because we are dependent upon God for everything, and it seems proper

that we should ask Him to supply our wants, just as a child asks his

father for what he wants,” was the reply.

“Very good,” replied the teacher. “Nothing is more natural than that we

should pray to God. We cannot take a step, or draw a breath, and our

hearts cannot beat for an instant, without Him; and how strange it is

that any of us should ever rise up in the morning or lie down at night,

without asking Him to preserve us! What should we think of a little

child who had a very kind father, and yet never took any notice of

him,—never showed any gratitude for his goodness, never asking him for

any favor, and never even spoke to him? And yet this is the way in which

many people treat their heavenly Father.”

The teacher then called upon another scholar for a reason in favor of

prayer, who gave the following:

“We ought to pray, because we are sinners, and need forgiveness.”

“Yes,” resumed the teacher, “that is another good argument for prayer.

We are not only dependent upon our heavenly Father for everything we

need, but we have rebelled against Him, and we feel that we deserve to

be punished. Now if we have not enough gratitude to make us thank Him

for the thousands of blessings He bestows, one would suppose that we

should fear Him enough to ask Him to forgive our sins, and save us from

their consequences. I once asked a boy about a dozen years old, if he

ever prayed. He hesitated a moment, as if afraid even to talk about such

a thing, and then replied, ‘No, but I used to when I was a little boy.’

‘Why don’t you pray now?’ I asked. ‘Oh, I left off a good while ago,’ he

said. ‘Why did you leave off?’ I inquired. His lips quivered a moment,

and then he replied, ‘Because I thought I was too old.’ ‘Too old to

pray!’ I exclaimed; ‘why, that is the strangest thing I ever heard of. I

thought the older people were, the more they needed to pray. They

certainly have more favors to be thankful for, and more sins to be

forgiven, as they advance in years; and if that is the case, don’t you

think they need to pray more than they did when they were young? When

did you stop praying?’ I inquired. He said he could not remember

exactly, but he thought it was about two years previous to that time.

‘Well,’ I said, ‘have you received any blessings from God, during these

two years?’ He said he had, a great many. ‘And have you committed any

sins during that period?’ I continued. ‘Yes,’ he replied, ‘I suppose I

sin every day.’ I asked him if he didn’t think he was exposed to more

temptations, at that time, than he was two years before. I suppose he

had never thought much about that, for he did not give me any decided

answer. I told him I thought it was usually the case with the young,

that their temptations to do wrong increased very rapidly every year,

until they reached maturity; and then I put to him the question,

whether, with all these increased blessings, and sins, and temptations,

he was not under much greater obligations to pray, at that time, than he

was two years before. And what kind of an answer do you suppose he gave

me? Why, he said all the boys would laugh at him, if they knew he

prayed! I felt almost disheartened, when he said that. Only think of a

boy twelve years old giving such a ridiculous excuse as that for

treating his Maker with utter neglect! But I did not let him hide

himself long behind such a miserable refuge. ‘What,’ said I, ‘is it

possible you are _ashamed_ to say any thing to your best Friend, for

fear a few thoughtless boys will laugh at you? And is it possible you

can make such a confession without hiding your face in shame? Why, it

seems to me, if you ever did a thing in this world that you ought to be

heartily ashamed of, it was giving up prayer to God. I don’t think any

body _can_ do a much meaner thing than that, and instead of being

ashamed of praying, I wonder that everybody is not ashamed to live

without prayer.’ Then I said it was no matter if the whole world laughed

at us—that should not deter us from what we know to be our duty. But I

told him I knew ‘_all_ the boys’ would not laugh at him for praying, and

that even the few foolish ones who did laugh, would secretly respect him

in their hearts for doing his duty. Now, Jessie, can you give us a

fourth reason why we ought to pray?”

“We know we ought to pray,” said Jessie, “because our feelings and

conscience tell us so. There is a voice within, a sort of instinct, that

urges us to pray. This is proved by the fact that even the most degraded

heathen offer up prayers to their idols. It is said there never was a

nation or religion that did not have some form of prayer. Of course, if

prayer is so universal, it must be a dictate of nature.”

“Very good,” said the teacher; “and this is not only true of nations,

but of individuals. I doubt whether any person ever lived to mature age,

who never offered a prayer at some period of his life, in some way or

other. Let some terrible calamity suddenly threaten even the most

abandoned man, and how quickly does he begin to pray! Even infidels

cannot repress this natural instinct of prayer. It is said that Thomas

Paine, when in danger of shipwreck, called loudly on God for mercy; and

Lord Herbert, the celebrated deist,[9] after he had written a book

against Christianity, actually prayed to God to tell him whether he

should publish it. I have even read an argument written by an avowed

infidel, trying to prove that it was right and consistent for an atheist

to pray to God. He maintained that if there were only one chance in a

thousand that there is a Deity who hears prayer, and will reward or

punish us for our conduct, it was a matter of policy to call upon Him,

rather than run the risk of offending Him.”

Footnote 9:

A Deist is one who rejects the Bible, but believes in a Supreme Being.

By an Atheist, is commonly understood one who professes to believe

there is no God; but there are very few if any _real_ atheists. We

read that “the fool hath said in his heart, There is no God;” but he

does not, he cannot believe it. The term Infidel is applied to both

atheists and deists.

“Prayer brings down blessings,” was given by another pupil as a fifth

reason why we ought to pray; and in proof, she cited several examples

from the Old and New Testaments.

“How do you account for it, then, that some people who never pray

receive so many blessings?” inquired the teacher.

“It is because God is so good, that he often bestows blessings when they

are not asked for,” was the reply.

“You are right,” said the teacher. “The Lord is good to all; He is kind

unto the unthankful and the evil; but He often bestows special favors in

answer to prayer. His choicest blessings are spiritual ones, and these

He usually gives only in answer to prayer. They are offered to us

conditionally. We must ask for them if we want them.”

Another reason was now called for, but the class seemed to have

exhausted the theme, and no one responded. The teacher then continued:

“Supposing it were possible to overthrow all the arguments that have

been mentioned, there is one more that would still have great weight

with me. It is this—prayer exerts a good influence on our hearts. It

improves our temper, and disposition. It makes us better children,

better parents, better men and women. It seems as if God rewarded us for

the very act of coming to Him in prayer, even when He does not think it

best to grant our petition. It appears to me that if this were the only

benefit we derived from prayer, we should be very unwise to give it up.

“Can any of you think of another argument in favor of this duty?”

inquired the teacher. No one replying, she continued: “The fact that the

best people that have ever lived have always been praying people, is, I

think, a strong argument in favor of prayer. The Bible is full of

examples of this kind, and so is all history. The purest men that the

world has ever known, and those that have done the most for mankind,

have been men who communed with God. I should like to have the members

of the class name some examples, if they can think of any.”

Moses, Samuel, David, Daniel, Paul, and several other Bible saints, were

mentioned by different scholars.

“Can you think of any striking examples besides those that are recorded

in the Bible?” inquired the teacher.

“Washington,” suggested one of the girls.

“Yes,” resumed the teacher, “Washington is an illustration of this

truth, from our own history. It is well known that he was a man of

prayer. And so was Alfred the Great, the wisest and best ruler England

ever had. We are told that he devoted one third of his time to study and

devotion. The same rule holds good even among the heathen. Socrates was

one of the purest of the Greek philosophers, and though he knew nothing

of the Scriptures, he rebuked those who did not look to God in prayer

for guidance and assistance. Now if such men as these, and thousands of

others of the wisest and best that ever lived, thought it a duty and a

privilege to pray, it seems to me their example ought to have some

influence on us.”

The teacher then reviewed the arguments for prayer that had been brought

forward, requesting each scholar to note them down in the following form

and order:

“WHY WE OUGHT TO PRAY.”

“1. Because God commands it.

“2. Because we are dependent upon Him.

“3. Because we are sinners against Him.

“4. Because instinct prompts us to pray.

“5. Because God answers prayer.

“6. Because prayer benefits the heart.

“7. Because the wisest and best men pray.”

The lesson was one of much interest to Jessie. She had learned something

of the value of prayer during the past few months. She had often

secretly poured her troubles into the gracious ear that is ever ready to

hear, and had found comfort in doing so. Her heart warmly responded to

all the motives to pray that had been mentioned, and but for her

diffidence in alluding to her own religious feelings, she would have

suggested an eighth motive, viz., “Because it is delightful to pray.”

Before retiring at night, Jessie copied into her journal the foregoing

list of motives for prayer, adding the eighth. She then knelt down, as

was her daily habit, and offered to her Maker the homage of a grateful

heart.

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