But she murmured: "Oh! how I suffer! It is all over, I am going to die."

Her father darted towards her; her mother sustained her, throwing her

arms around her like invincible armor which would shield her from all

harm.

"Don't talk like that, you unhappy girl! It is nothing; it is only

another attack which will pass away. Get into bed again, for mercy's

sake. Your old friend Boutan is on his way here. You will be up and well

again to-morrow."

"No, no, I am going to die; it is all over."

She fell back in their arms; they only had time to lay her on her bed.

And the thunderbolt fell: without a word, without a glance, in a few

minutes she died of congestion of the lungs.

Ah! the imbecile thunderbolt! Ah! the scythe, which with a single stroke

blindly cuts down a whole springtide! It was all so brutally sudden, so

utterly unexpected, that at first the stupefaction of Marianne and

Mathieu was greater than their despair. In response to their cries the

whole farm hastened up, the fearful news filled the place, and then all

sank into the deep silence of death--all work, all life ceasing. And the

other children were there, scared and overcome: little Nicolas, who did

not yet understand things; Grégoire, the page of the previous day;

Louise, Madeleine, and Marguerite, the three maids of honor, and their

elders, Claire and Gervais, who felt the blow more deeply. And there were

yet the others journeying away, Blaise, Denis, and Ambroise, travelling

to Paris at that very moment, in ignorance of the unforeseen, frightful

hatchet-stroke which had fallen on the family. Where would the terrible

tidings reach them? In what cruel distress would they return! And the

doctor who would soon arrive too! But all at once, amid the terror and

confusion, there rang out the cries of Frédéric, the poor dead girl's

affianced lover. He shrieked his despair aloud, he was half mad, he

wished to kill himself, saying that he was the murderer and that he ought

to have prevented Rose from so rashly riding home through the storm! He

had to be led away and watched for fear of some fresh misfortune. His

sudden frenzy had gone to every heart; sobs burst forth and lamentations

arose from the woful parents, from the brothers, the sisters, from the

whole of stricken Chantebled, which death thus visited for the first

time.

Ah, God! Rose on that bed of mourning, white, cold, and dead! She, the

fairest, the gayest, the most loved! She, before whom all the others were

ever in admiration--she of whom they were so proud, so fond! And to think

that this blow should fall in the midst of hope, bright hope in long life

and sterling happiness, but ten days before her wedding, and on the

morrow of that day of wild gayety, all jests and laughter! They could

again see her, full of life and so adorable with her happy youthful

fancies--that princely reception and that royal procession. It had seemed

as if those two coming weddings, celebrated the same day, would be like

the supreme florescence of the family's long happiness and prosperity.

Doubtless they had often experienced trouble and had even wept at times,

but they had drawn closer together and consoled one another on such

occasions; none had ever been cut off from the good-night embraces which

healed every sore. And now the best was gone, death had come to say that

absolute joy existed for none, that the most valiant, the happiest; never

reaped the fulness of their hopes. There was no life without death. And

they paid their share of the debt of human wretchedness, paid it the more

dearly since they had made for themselves a larger sum of life. When

everything germinates and grows around one, when one has determined on

unreserved fruitfulness; on continuous creation and increase, how awful

is the recall to the ever-present dim abyss in which the world is

fashioned, on the day when misfortune falls, digs its first pit, and

carries off a loved one! It is like a sudden snapping, a rending of the

hopes which seemed to be endless, and a feeling of stupefaction comes at

the discovery that one cannot live and love forever!

Ah! how terrible were the two days that followed: the farm itself

lifeless, without sound save that of the breathing of the cattle, the

whole family gathered together, overcome by the cruel spell of waiting,

ever in tears while the poor corpse remained there under a harvest of

flowers. And there was this cruel aggravation, that on the eve of the

funeral, when the body had been laid in the coffin, it was brought down

into that gallery where they had lunched so merrily while discussing how

magnificently they might decorate it for the two weddings. It was there

that the last funeral watch, the last wake, took place, and there were no

evergreen shrubs, no garlands of foliage, merely four tapers which burnt

there amid a wealth of white roses gathered in the morning, but already

fading. Neither the mother nor the father was willing to go to bed that

night. They remained, side by side, near the child whom mother-earth was

taking back from them. They could see her quite little again, but sixteen

months old, at the time of their first sojourn at Chantebled in the old

tumbledown shooting-box, when she had just been weaned and they were wont

to go and cover her up at nighttime. They saw her also, later on, in

Paris, hastening to them in the morning, climbing up and pulling their

bed to pieces with triumphant laughter. And they saw her yet more

clearly, growing and becoming more beautiful even as Chantebled did, as

if, indeed, she herself bloomed with all the health and beauty of that

now fruitful land. Yet she was no more, and whenever the thought returned

to them that they would never see her again, their hands sought one

another, met in a woful clasp, while from their crushed and mingling

hearts it seemed as if all life, all future, were flowing away to

nihility. Now that a breach had been made, would not every other

happiness be carried off in turn? And though the ten other children were

there, from the little one five years old to the twins who were

four-and-twenty, all clad in black, all gathered in tears around their

sleeping sister, like a sorrow-stricken battalion rendering funeral

honors, neither the father nor the mother saw or counted them: their

hearts were rent by the loss of the daughter who had departed, carrying

away with her some of their own flesh. And in that long bare gallery

which the four candles scarcely lighted, the dawn at last arose upon that

death watch, that last leave-taking.

Then grief again came with the funeral procession, which spread out along

the white road between the lofty poplars and the green corn, that road

over which Rose had galloped so madly through the storm. All the

relations of the Froments, all their friends, all the district, had come

to pay a tribute of emotion at so sudden and swift a death. Thus, this

time, the _cortège_ did stretch far away behind the hearse, draped with

white and blooming with white roses in the bright sunshine. The whole

family was present; the mother and the sisters had declared that they

would only quit their loved one when she had been lowered into her last

resting-place. And after the family came the friends, the Beauchênes, the

Séguins, and others. But Mathieu and Marianne, worn out, overcome by

suffering, no longer recognized people amid their tears. They only

remembered on the morrow that they must have seen Morange, if indeed it

were really Morange--that silent, unobtrusive, almost shadowy gentleman,

who had wept while pressing their hands. And in like fashion Mathieu

fancied that, in some horrible dream, he had seen Constance's spare

figure and bony profile drawing near to him in the cemetery after the

coffin had been lowered into the grave, and addressing vague words of

consolation to him, though he fancied that her eyes flashed the while as

if with abominable exultation.

What was it that she had said? He no longer knew. Of course her words

must have been appropriate, even as her demeanor was that of a mourning

relative. But a memory returned to him, that of other words which she had

spoken when promising to attend the two weddings. She had then in bitter

fashion expressed a wish that the good fortune of Chantebled might

continue. But they, the Froments, so fruitful and so prosperous, were now

stricken in their turn, and their good fortune had perhaps departed

forever! Mathieu shuddered; his faith in the future was shaken; he was

haunted by a fear of seeing prosperity and fruitfulness vanish, now that

there was that open breach.

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