But no one knew that the doll was full. Amy, her fit of passion over,

fell asleep on the floor, and when her father's step sounded below,

waked in a calmer mood. She was sorry that she had been so naughty, and

tried to make up for it by being more helpful and patient in the evening

and next day. Her mother easily forgave her, and she did not find it

hard to forgive herself, and soon forgot the event of that unhappy

afternoon. Mr. Carpenter sat down in front of his cylinders that night,

and filled them all, as he supposed, with nice little sentences to

please and surprise small doll owners, such as "Good morning, Mamma.

Shall I put on my pink or my olive frock this morning?" or "Good-night,

Mamma. I'm so sleepy!" or bits of nursery rhymes,--Bo Peep or Jack and

Jill or Little Boy Blue. Then, when the phonographs were filled, the

machinery went away to be put in the dolls, and Mr. Carpenter began on a

fresh set.

Mrs. Carpenter, meanwhile, had finished her big job of sewing, so she

felt less hurried, and had more time for the baby. The weather was

beautiful, things went well at school, and altogether life seemed

pleasant to Amy, and she found it easy to be kind and good-natured.

This agreeable state of things lasted through the autumn. The

Dolliphone, as Mr. Carpenter had christened his invention, proved a hit.

Orders poured in from all over the United States, and from England and

France, and the manufactory was taxed to its utmost extent. At last one

of Mr. Carpenter's inventions had turned out a success, and his spirits

rose high.

"We've fetched it this time, Mother," he told his wife. "The stock's

going up like all possessed, and the dolls are going out as fast as we

can get them ready. Why, we've had orders from as far off as Australia!

China'll come next, I suppose, or the Cannibal Islands. There's no end

to the money that's in it."

"I'm glad, Robert, I'm sure," returned Mrs. Carpenter; "but don't count

too much upon it all. I've thought a heap of that self-acting churn, you

remember."

"Pshaw! the churn never did amount to shucks anyhow," said her husband,

who had the true inventor's faculty for forgetting the mischances of the

past in the contemplation of the hopes of the future. "It was just a

little dud to make folks open their eyes, any way. This Dolliphone is

different. It's bound to sell like wild-fire, once it gets to going.

We'll be rich folks before we know it, Mother."

"That'll be nice," said Mrs. Carpenter, with a dry, unbelieving cough.

She did not mean to be as discouraging as she sounded, but a woman can

scarcely be the wife of an unsuccessful genius for fifteen years, and

see the family earnings vanish down the throat of one invention after

another, without becoming outwardly, as well as inwardly, discouraged.

"Now, don't be a wet blanket, Mother," said Mr. Carpenter,

good-humoredly. "We've had some upsets in our calculation, I confess,

but this time it's all coming out right, as you'll see. And I wanted to

ask you about something, and that is what you'd think of Amy's having

one of the dolls for her Christmas? Don't you think it'd please her?"

"Why, of course; but do you think you can afford it, Robert? The dolls

are five dollars, aren't they?"

"Yes, to customers they are, but I shouldn't have to pay anything like

that, of course. I can have one for cost price, say a dollar

seventy-five; so if you think the child would like it, we'll fix it so."

"Well, I should be glad to have Amy get one," said Mrs. Carpenter,

brightening up. "And it seems only right that she should, when you

invented it and all. She's been pretty good these last weeks, and she'll

be mightily tickled."

So it was settled, but the pile of orders to be filled was so incessant

that it was not till Christmas Eve that Mr. Carpenter could get hold of

a doll for his own use, and no time was left in which to dress it. That

was no matter, Mrs. Carpenter declared; Amy would like to make the

clothes herself, and it would be good practice in sewing. She hunted up

some pieces of cambric and flannel and scraps of ribbon for the purpose,

and when Amy woke on Christmas morning, there by her side lay the big,

beautiful creature, with flaxen hair, long-lashed blue eyes, and a

dimple in her pink chin. Beside her was a parcel containing the

materials for her clothes and a new spool of thread, and on the doll's

arm was pinned a paper with this inscription:--

"_For Amy, with a Merry Christmas from Father and Mother._

"_Her name is Dolly Phone._"

Amy's only doll up to this time had been a rag one, manufactured by her

mother, and you can imagine her delight. She hugged Dolly Phone to her

heart, kissed her twenty times over, and examined all her beauties in

detail,--her lovely bang, her hands, and her little feet, which had

brown kid shoes sewed on them, and the smile on her lips, which showed

two tiny white teeth. She stood her up on the quilt to see how tall she

was, and as she did so, wonder of wonders, out of these smiling red lips

came a voice, sharp and high-pitched, as if a canary-bird or a

Jew's-harp were suddenly endowed with speech, and began to talk to her!

What did the voice say? Not "Good-morning, Mamma," or "I'm so sleepy!"

or "Mistress Mary quite contrary," or "Twinkle, twinkle, little

star,"--none of these things. Her sister dolls might have said these

things; what Dolly Phone said, speaking fast and excitedly, was,--

"It's unjust! Mamma is as mean as she can be! Scolding me because that

old baby wouldn't go to sleep! I hate everybody! I wish I was dead! I

wish everybody else was dead!" And then, in a different tone, a good

deal deeper, "Good-morning, ma-m--" and there the voice stopped

suddenly.

Amy had listened to this remarkable address with astonishment. That her

beautiful new baby could speak, was delightful, but what horrible things

she said!

"How queerly you talk, darling!" she cried, snatching the doll into her

arms again. "What is the matter? Why do you speak so to me? Are you

alive, or only making believe? I'm not mean; what makes you say I am?

And, oh! why do you wish you were dead?"

Dolly stared full in her face with an unwinking smile. She looked

perfectly good-natured. Amy began to think that she was dreaming, or

that the whole thing was some queer trick.

"There, there, dear!" she cried, patting the doll's back, "we won't say

any more about it. You love me now, I know you do!"

Then, very gently and cautiously, she set Dolly on her feet again.

"Perhaps she'll say something nice this time," she thought hopefully.

Alas! the rosy lips only uttered the self-same words. "Mean--unjust--I

hate everybody--I wish everybody was dead," in sharp, unpitying

sequence. Worst of all, the phrases began to have a familiar sound to

Amy's ear. She felt her cheeks burn with a sudden red.

"Why," she thought, "that was what I said in the workshop the day I was

so cross. How could the doll know? Oh, dear! she's so lovely and so

beautiful, but if she keeps on talking like this, what shall I do?"

Deep in her heart struggled an uneasy fear. Mother would hear the doll!

Mother might suspect what it meant! At all hazards, Dolly must be kept

from talking while mother was by.

She was so quiet and subdued when she went downstairs to breakfast, with

the doll in her arms, that her father and mother could not understand

it. They had looked forward to seeing her boisterously joyful. She

kissed them, and thanked them, and tried to seem like her usual self,

but mothers' eyes are sharp, and Mrs. Carpenter detected the look of

trouble.

"What's the matter, dear?" she whispered. "Don't you feel well?"

"Oh, yes! very well. Nothing's the matter." Amy whispered back, keeping

the terrible Dolly sedulously prone, as she spoke.

"Come, Amy, let's see your new baby," said Mr. Carpenter. "She's a

beauty, ain't she? Half of her was made in this house, did you know

that? Set her up, and let's hear her talk."

"She's asleep now," faltered Amy. "But she's been talking up-stairs. She

talks very nicely, Papa. She's tired now, truly she is."

"Nonsense! she isn't the kind that gets tired. Her tongue won't ache if

she runs on all day; she's like some little girls in that. Stand her up,

Amy, I want to hear her. I've never seen one of 'em out of the shop

before. She looks wonderfully alive, doesn't she, Mother?"

But Amy still hesitated. Her manner was so strange that her father grew

impatient at last, and, reaching out, took the doll from her, and set it

sharply on the table. The little button on the sole of the foot set the

curious instrument within in motion. As prepared phrases were rolled off

in shrill succession, Mr. Carpenter leaned forward to listen. When the

sounds ended, he raised his head with a look of bewilderment.

"Why--why--what is the creature at?" he exclaimed. "That isn't what I

put into her. 'I Wish I was dead! Wish everybody else was dead!' I can't

understand it at all. I charged all the dolls myself, and there wasn't a

word like that in the whole batch. If the others have gone wrong like

this, it's all up with our profits."

He looked so troubled and down-hearted that Amy could bear it no longer.

"It's all my fault!" she cried, bursting into tears. "Somehow it's all

my fault, though I can't tell how, for it was I who said those things. I

said those very things, Papa, in your workshop one day when I was in a

temper. Don't you recollect the day, Mother,--the day when I didn't go

to the picnic, and Baby wouldn't go to sleep, and I slapped him, and you

boxed my ears? I went up-stairs, and I was crying, and I said,--yes, I

think I said every word of those things, though I forgot all about them

till Dolly said them to me this morning, and how she could possibly

know, I can't imagine."

"But I can imagine," said her father. "Where did you sit that day, Amy?"

"On the floor, by the door."

"Was there a row of things close by, with tin funnels stuck in them and

a cloth over the top?"

"I think there was. I recollect the funnels."

"Then that's all right!" exclaimed Mr. Carpenter, his face clearing up.

"Those were the phonographs, Mother, and, don't you see, she must have

been exactly opposite one of the funnels, and her voice went in and

filled it. It's the best kind of good luck that that cylinder happened

to be put into her doll. If all that bad language had gone to anybody

else, there would have been the mischief to pay. Folks would have been

writing to the papers, as like as not, or the ministers preaching

against the dolls as a bad influence. It would have ruined the whole

concern, and all your fault, Amy."

"Oh, Papa, how dreadful! how perfectly dreadful!" was all Amy could say,

but she sobbed so wildly that her father's anger melted.

"There, don't cry," he said more kindly; "we won't be too hard on you on

Christmas Day. Wipe your eyes, and we'll try to think no more about it,

especially as the spoiled doll has fallen to your own share, and no real

harm is done."

In his relief Mr. Carpenter was disposed to pass lightly over the

matter. Not so his wife. She took a more serious view of it.

"You see, Amy," she said that night when they chanced to be alone, "you

see how a hasty word sticks and lasts. You never supposed that day that

the things you said would ever come back to you again, but here they

are."

"Yes--because of the doll,--of her inside, I mean. It heard."

"But if the doll hadn't heard, some one would have heard all the same."

"Do you mean God?" asked Amy, in an awe-struck voice.

"Yes. He hears every word that we say, the minister tells us, and writes

them all down in a book. If it frightened you to have the doll repeat

the words you had forgotten, think how much more it will frighten you,

and all of us, when that book is opened and all the wrong things we have

ever said are read out for the whole world to hear."

Mrs. Carpenter did not often speak so solemnly, and it made a great

impression on Amy's mind. She still plays with Dolly Phone, and loves

her, in a way, but it is a love which is mingled with fear. The doll is

like a reproach of conscience to her. That is not pleasant, so she is

kept flat on her back most of the time. Only, now and then, when Amy has

been cross and said a sharp word, and is sorry for it, she solemnly

takes Dolly, sets her on her feet, and, as a penance, makes herself

listen to all the hateful string of phrases which form her stock of

conversation.

"It's horrid, but it's good for me," she tells the baby, who listens

with a look of fascinated wonder. "I shall have to keep her, and let her

talk that way, till I'm such a good girl that there isn't any danger of

my ever being naughty again. And that must be for a long, long time

yet," she concludes with a sigh.

A NURSERY TYRANT.

It was such a pleasant old nursery that it seemed impossible that

anything disagreeable should enter into it. The three southern windows

stood open in all pleasant weather, letting in cheerful sun and air. For

cold days there was a generous grate, full of blazing coals, and guarded

by a high fender of green-painted wire. There were little cupboards set

in the deep sides of the chimney. The two on the left were Barbara's and

Eunice's; the two to the right, Reggy's and Roger's. Here they kept

their own particular treasures under lock and key; while little May, the

left-over one, was accommodated with two shelves inside the closet

where they all hung their hats and coats.

No one slept in this nursery, but all the Erskine children spent a good

part of the daytime in it. Here they studied their lessons, and played

when it was too stormy to go out; there the little ones were dressed and

undressed, and all five took their suppers there every night. They liked

it better than any other room in the house, partly, I suppose, because

they lived so much in it.

Barbara was the eldest of the brood. It would have shocked her very

much, had she guessed that any one was ever going to speak of her as a

"tyrant." Her idea of a tyrant was a lofty personage with a crown on his

head, like Xerxes, or King John, or the Emperor Nero. She had not gotten

far enough in life or history to know that the same thing can be done in

a small house that is done on a throne; and that tyranny is tyranny even

when it is not bridging the Dardanelles, or flinging Christians to the

wild beasts, or refusing to sign Magna Charta. In short, that the

principle of a thing is its real life, and makes it the same, whether

its extent or opportunities be more or less.

This particular tyrant was a bright, active, self-willed little girl of

eleven, with a pair of brown eyes, a mop of curly brown hair, pink

cheeks, and a mouth which was so rosy and smiled so often that people

forgot to notice the resolute little chin beneath it. She was very

good-humored when everybody minded her, warm-hearted, generous, full of

plans and fancies, and anxious to make everybody happy in her own way.

She also cared a good deal about being liked and admired, as self-willed

people often do; and whenever she fancied that the children loved Eunice

better than herself (which was the case), she was grieved, and felt that

it was unfair. "For I do a great deal more to please them than Eunie

does," she would say to herself, forgetting that not what we do, but

what we are, it is which makes us beloved or otherwise.

But though the younger ones loved Eunice best, they were much more apt

to do as Barbara wished, partly because it was easier than to oppose

her, and partly because she and her many ideas and projects interested

them. They never knew what was coming next; and they seldom dared to

make up their minds about anything, or form any wishes of their own,

till they knew what their despot had decided upon. Eunice was gentle and

yielding, Mary almost a baby; but the boys, as they grew older,

occasionally showed signs of rebellion, and though Barbara put these

down with an iron hand, they were likely to come again with fresh

provocation.

The fifteenth of May was always a festival in the Erskine household.

"Mamma's May Day," the children called it, because not only was it their

mother's birthday, but it also took the place of the regular May Day,

which was apt to be too cold or windy for celebration. The children

were allowed to choose their own treat, and they always chose a picnic

and a May crowning. Barbara was invariably queen, as a matter of course,

and she made a very good one, and expended much time and ingenuity in

inventing something new each year to make the holiday different from

what it had ever been before. She always kept her plans secret till the

last moment, to enhance the pleasure of the surprise.

It never occurred to any one, least of all to Barbara herself, that

there could be rotation in office, or that any one else should be chosen

as queen. Still, changes of dynasty will come to families as well as to

kingdoms; and Queen Barbara found this out.

"Eunie, I want you to do something," she said, one afternoon in late

April, producing two long pieces of stiff white tarlatan; "please sew

this up _there_ and there, and hem it _there_,--not nice sewing, you

know, but big stitches."

"What is it for?" asked Eunie, obediently receiving the tarlatan, and

putting on her thimble.

"Ah, that is a secret," replied Barbara. "You'll know by and by."

"Can't you tell me now?"

"No, not till Mother's May Day. I'll tell you then."

"Oh, Barbie," cried Eunice, dropping the tarlatan, "I wanted to speak to

you before you began anything. The children want little Mary to be the

queen this year."

"Mary! Why? I've always been queen. What do they want to change for?

Mary wouldn't know how to do it, and I've such a nice plan for this

year!"

"Your plans always are nice," said the peace-loving Eunice; "but,

Barbie, really and truly, we do all want to have Mary this time. She's

so cunning and pretty, and you've always been queen, you know. It was

the boys thought of it first, and they want her ever so much. Do let

her, just for once."

"Why, Eunice, I wouldn't have believed you could be so unkind!" said

Barbara, in an aggrieved tone. "It's not a bit fair to turn me out, when

I've always worked so hard at the May Day, and done _everything_, while

the rest of you just sat by and enjoyed yourselves, and had all the fun

and none of the trouble."

"But the boys think the trouble is half the fun," persisted Eunice.

"They would rather take it than not. Don't you think it would be nice to

be a maid of honor, just for once?"--persuasively.

"No, indeed, I don't!" retorted Barbara, passionately. "Be maid of

honor, and have that baby of a Mary, queen! You must be crazy, Eunice

Erskine. I'll be queen or nothing, you can tell the boys; and if I

backed out, and didn't help, I guess you'd all be sorry enough." So

saying, Barbara marched off, with her chin in the air. She was not

really much afraid that her usually obedient subjects would resist her

authority; but she had found that this injured way of speaking impressed

the children, and helped her to carry her points.

So she was surprised enough, when that evening, at supper, she noticed a

constraint of manner among the rest of the party. The children looked

sober. Reggy whispered to Eunice, Roger kicked Reggy, and at last burst

out with, "Now, see here, Barbie Erskine, we want to tell you something.

We're going to have Baby for queen this time, and not you, and that's

all there is about it."

"Roger," said the indignant Barbara, "how dare you speak so? You're not

going to have anything of the kind unless I say you may."

"Yes, we are. Mamma says we ought to take turns, and we never have.

Nobody has ever had a turn except you, and you keep having yours all

the time. We don't want the same queen always, and this year we've

chosen Mary."

"Roger Erskine!" cried Barbara, hotly. "You're the rudest boy that ever

was!" Then she turned to the others. "Now listen to me," she said. "I've

made all my plans for this year, and they're perfectly lovely. I won't

tell you what they are, exactly, because it would spoil the surprise,

but there's going to be an angel! An angel--with wings! What do you

think of that? You'd be sorry if I gave it up, wouldn't you? Well, if

one more word is said about Mary's being queen, I will give it up, and I

won't help you a bit. Now you can choose."

Her tone was awfully solemn, but the children did not give way. Even the

hint about the angel produced no effect. Eunice began, "I'm sure,

Barbie--" but Reggy stopped her with, "Shut up, Eunice! Everybody in

favor of Mary for queen, can hold up their hands," he called out.

Six hands went up. Eunice raised hers in a deprecating way, but she

raised it. "It's a vote," cried Roger. Barbara glared at them all with

helpless wrath; then she said, in a choked voice, "Oh, well! have your

old picnic, then. I sha'n't come to it," and ran out of the room,

leaving her refractory subjects almost frightened at their own success.

Two unhappy weeks followed. True to her threat, Barbara refused to take

any share in the holiday preparations. She sat about in corners, sulky

and unhappy, while the others worked, or tried to work. Sooth to say,

they missed her help very much, and did badly enough without her, but

they would not let her know this. The boys whistled as they drove nails,

and _sounded_ very contented and happy.

Presently Fate sent them a new ally. Aunt Kate, the young aunt whom the

children liked best of all their relations, came on a visit, and,

finding so much going on, bestirred herself to help. She was not long in

missing Barbara, and she easily guessed out the position of affairs,

though the children made no explanations.

One afternoon, leaving the others hard at work, she went in search of

Barbara, who had hidden herself away with a book, in the shrubbery.

"Why are you all alone?" she asked, sitting down beside her.

"I don't know where the others are," said Barbara, moodily.

"They are tying wreaths to dress the tent to-morrow. Don't you want to

go and help them?"

"No, they don't want me! Oh, Aunt Kate!" with a sudden burst of

confidence, "they have treated me so! You can't think how they have

treated me!"

"Why, what have they done?"

"I've always been queen on mother's May Day,--always. And this year I

meant to be again. And I had such a nice plan for the coronation, and

then they all chose Mary."

"Well?"

"They insisted on having Mary for queen, though I told them I wouldn't

help if they did," repeated Barbara.

"Well?"

"Well? That's all. What do you mean, Aunty?"

"I was waiting to hear you tell the real grievance. That the children

should want Mary for queen, when you have been one so many times,

doesn't seem to be a reason."

Barbara was too much surprised to speak.

"Yes, my dear, I mean it," persisted her aunt. "Now let us talk this

over. Why should you always be queen on Mamma's birthday? Who gave you

the right, I mean?"

"The children liked to have me," faltered Barbara.

"Precisely. But this year they liked to have Mary."

"But I worked so hard, Aunty. You can't think how I worked. I did

everything; and sometimes I got dreadfully tired."

"Was that to please the others?"

"Y-es--"

"Or would they rather have helped in the work, and did you keep it to

yourself because you liked to do it alone?" asked Aunt Kate, with a

smile. "Now, my Barbie, listen to me. You have led always because you

liked to lead, and the others submitted to you. But no one can govern

forever. The rest are growing up; they have their own rights and their

own opinions. You cannot go on always ruling them as you did when they

were little. Do you want to be a good, useful older sister, loved and

trusted, or to have Eunice slip into your place, and be the real elder

sister, while you gradually become a cipher in the family?"

Barbara began to cry.

"Dear child," said Aunty Kate, kissing her, "now is your chance.

Influence, not authority, should be a sister's weapon. If you want to

lead the children, you must do it with a smile, not a pout."

The children were surprised enough that evening when Barbara came up to

offer to help tie wreaths. Her eyes looked as if she had been crying,

but she was very kind and nice all that night and next day. She was maid

of honor to little Queen Mary, after all. Eunice gave her a rapturous

kiss afterward, and said, "Oh, Barbie, how _dear_ you are!" and,

somehow, Barbara forgot to feel badly about not being queen. Some

defeats are better than victories.

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