III

Phebe was much occupied with her father, perhaps purposely so, until his

bed-time. She made him her innocent refuge. Ludovic kept subtly away,

lest the friendly old gentleman should be led into conversation, which

might delay the hour of his retiring. He went cheerfully to rest about

the time the lamps were lighted, and Phebe sought once more her corner

in the empty section, shaded by her father's curtains.

Ludovic, dropping his voice below the roar of the train, asked if he

might take the seat beside her.

He took it, and turned his back upon the car. He looked at his watch. He

had just three hours before Pocatello. The train was making great speed;

they would get in, the conductor said, by eleven o'clock. But he need

not tell her yet. Half an hour passed, and his thoughts in the silence

were no longer to be borne.

She was aware of his intense excitement, his restlessness, the nervous

action of his hands. She shrank from the burning misery in his

questioning eyes. Once she heard him whisper under his breath; but the

words she heard were, "_My love! my love!_" and she thought she could

not have heard aright. Her trouble increased with her sense of some

involuntary strangeness in her companion, some recklessness impending

which she might not know how to meet. She rose in her place, and said

tremulously that she must go.

"Go!" He sprang up. "Go where, in Heaven's name? Stay," he implored,

"and be kind to me! We get off at Pocatello."

"We?" she asked with her eyes in his.

"That man and I. I am his prisoner."

She sank down again, and stared at him mutely.

"He is the sheriff of Bingham County, and I am his prisoner," he

repeated. "Do the words mean nothing to you?" He paused for some sign

that she understood him. She dropped her eyes; her face had become as

white as a snowdrop.

"He is taking me to Pocatello for the preliminary examination--oh, must

I tell you this? If I thought you would never read it in the ghastly

type"--

"Go on," she whispered.

"Examination," he choked, "for--for homicide. I don't know what the

judge will call it; but the other man is dead, and I am left to answer

for the passion of a moment with my life. And you will not speak to me?"

But now she did speak. Leaning forward so that she could look him in the

eyes, she said:--

"I thought when I saw that man always with you, watching you, that he

might be taking you, with your consent, to one of those places where

they treat persons for--for unsoundness of the mind. I knew you had some

trouble that was beyond help. I could think of nothing worse than that.

It haunted me till we began to speak together; then I knew it could not

be; now I wish it had been."

"I do not," said Ludovic. "I thank God I am not mad. There is passion in

my blood, and folly, perhaps, but not insanity. No; I am responsible."

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