this here young man knows that, if he’d only speak.”
Thus adjured, Charles did speak, and so much to the purpose that
it did not take many minutes to convince Mr. Keene that Ashburn’s
evil-mindedness was bounded by the limits of the law, that precious
privilege of the Wolverine. But there was still the mystery of
Charles’s apparition, and in order to its full unravelment, the
blushing Clarissa had to be enticed from her hiding-place, and brought
to confession. And then it was made clear that she, with all her
innocent looks, was the moving cause of the mighty mischief. She it was
who encouraged Charles to believe that her uncle’s anger would not last
forever; and this had led Charles to venture into the neighbourhood;
and it was while consulting together, (on this particular point, of
course,) that they managed to set the kitchen curtain on fire.
These things occupied some time in explaining,--but they were at
length, by the aid of words and more eloquent blushes, made so clear,
that Mr. Keene concluded, not only to new roof the kitchen, but to add
a very pretty wing to one side of the house. And at the present time,
the steps of Charles Darwin, when he returns from a surveying tour,
seek the little gate as naturally as if he had never lived anywhere
else. And the sweet face of Clarissa is always there, ready to welcome
him, though she still finds plenty of time to keep in order the
complicated affairs of both uncle and aunt.
Mr. Keene has done his very best to atone for his injurious estimate
of Wolverine honour, by giving constant employment to Ashburn and
his sons, and owning himself always the obliged party, without which
concession all he could do would avail nothing. And Mrs. Keene and
Clarissa have been unwearied in their kind attentions to the family,
supplying them with so many comforts that most of them have got rid of
the ague, in spite of themselves. The house has assumed so cheerful an
appearance that I could scarcely recognise it for the same squalid den
it had often made my heart ache to look upon. As I was returning from
my last visit there, I encountered Mr. Ashburn, and remarked to him how
very comfortable they seemed.
“Yes,” he replied; “I’ve had pretty good luck lately; but I’m a goin’
to pull up stakes and move to Wisconsin. I think I can do better,
further West.”
FITZ-JAMES O’BRIEN
1828–1862
The facts of O’Brien’s life have never been set in order. Even the date
of his birth in County Limerick is uncertain. His untimely death was at
Cumberland, Virginia, from wounds in the Federal service early in the
Civil War. The clearest impression of the man may be had from William
Winter’s introduction to a collection of his verse and prose, published
in Boston, 1881. He seems very like the Thackeray Irishman--generous,
impulsive, extravagant with money and words. In the geniality that
deserved their warm affection his somewhat Bohemian companions found a
touch of genius; but the demands of a spendthrift life hand-to-mouth,
and the facility with which these demands could be met, both made
against the realisation of this higher promise. That it remained only
a promise may be ascribed also to his dying at thirty-four. Youth is
evident especially in that his prose is imitative. Poe is suggested
almost immediately; and there is often an undertone of Dickens, the
Dickens of the Christmas stories. In other aspects, too, O’Brien’s
writing is the work, not of a craftsman, but of a brilliant amateur.
The fancies that he threw upon the periodical press are never quite
achieved. Considered as materials, these fancies vary in value all the
way from the conceptions of _The Diamond Lens_ and _The Wondersmith_,
which are not far from pure imagination, to _Tommatoo_ and _My Wife’s
Tempter_, which are mere melodrama. But whatever their potential value,
O’Brien’s hand was not steady enough to bring it out. The main scene
of _The Diamond Lens_, the microscopic vision, is as delicate as it is
original, and as vivid as it is delicate; but the preparation for it
is fumbling, and the solution unsatisfying. The tale printed below is
exceptionally compact in structure and careful in detail. The obvious
general resemblance to Poe’s tales of physical horror should not
obscure certain original merits. The note of realism, for instance,
is not merely Poe’s verisimilitude; it expresses a differentiation of
character more like that of Kipling’s similar study, _The End of the
Passage_. Prof. Brander Matthews (_Philosophy of the Short-Story_, page
68) points out the similarity in conception of Maupassant’s _Le Horla_.
Writing much prose and verse for many magazines now long passed away,
and a play or two for Wallack, O’Brien found his steadiest employment
with the Harpers between 1853 and 1858, and his most congenial life
with the younger journalists and artists of New York.
WHAT WAS IT? A MYSTERY
[_From “Harper’s Monthly Magazine,” March, 1859; volume xviii, page
504. The signature is Harry Escott_]
It is, I confess, with considerable diffidence that I approach the
strange narrative which I am about to relate. The events which I
purpose detailing are of so extraordinary and unheard-of a character
that I am quite prepared to meet with an unusual amount of incredulity
and scorn. I accept all such beforehand. I have, I trust, the literary
courage to face unbelief. I have, after mature consideration, resolved
to narrate, in as simple and straightforward a manner as I can compass,
some facts that passed under my observation in the month of July last,
and which, in the annals of the mysteries of physical science, are
wholly unparalleled.
I live at No. -- Twenty-sixth Street, in this city. The house is in
some respects a curious one. It has enjoyed for the last two years
the reputation of being haunted. It is a large and stately residence,
surrounded by what was once a garden, but which is now only a green
enclosure used for bleaching clothes. The dry basin of what has been
a fountain, and a few fruit-trees, ragged and unpruned, indicate that
this spot, in past days, was a pleasant, shady retreat, filled with
fruits and flowers and the sweet murmur of waters.
The house is very spacious. A hall of noble size leads to a vast spiral
staircase winding through its centre, while the various apartments are
of imposing dimensions. It was built some fifteen or twenty years
since by Mr. A----, the well-known New York merchant, who five years
ago threw the commercial world into convulsions by a stupendous bank
fraud. Mr. A----, as every one knows, escaped to Europe, and died not
long after of a broken heart. Almost immediately after the news of
his decease reached this country, and was verified, the report spread
in Twenty-sixth Street that No. -- was haunted. Legal measures had
dispossessed the widow of its former owner, and it was inhabited merely
by a care-taker and his wife, placed there by the house-agent into
whose hands it had passed for purposes of renting or sale. These people
declared that they were troubled with unnatural noises. Doors were
opened without any visible agency. The remnants of furniture scattered
through the various rooms were, during the night, piled one upon the
other by unknown hands. Invisible feet passed up and down the stairs
in broad daylight, accompanied by the rustle of unseen silk dresses,
and the gliding of viewless hands along the massive balusters. The
care-taker and his wife declared they would live there no longer. The
house-agent laughed, dismissed them, and put others in their place.
The noises and supernatural manifestations continued. The neighborhood
caught up the story, and the house remained untenanted for three years.
Several persons negotiated for it; but somehow, always before the
bargain was closed, they heard the unpleasant rumors, and declined to
treat any further.
It was in this state of things that my landlady--who at that time kept
a boarding-house in Bleecker Street, and who wished to move farther up
town--conceived the bold idea of renting No. -- Twenty-sixth Street.
Happening to have in her house rather a plucky and philosophical set of
boarders, she laid her scheme before us, stating candidly everything
she had heard respecting the ghostly qualities of the establishment
to which she wished to remove us. With the exception of two timid
persons,--a sea-captain and a returned Californian, who immediately
gave notice that they would leave,--all of Mrs. Moffat’s guests
declared that they would accompany her in her chivalric incursion into
the abode of spirits.
Our removal was effected in the month of May, and we were all charmed
with our new residence. The portion of Twenty-sixth Street where our
house is situated--between Seventh and Eighth Avenues--is one of the
pleasantest localities in New York. The gardens back of the houses,
running down nearly to the Hudson, form, in the summer time, a perfect
avenue of verdure. The air is pure and invigorating, sweeping, as it
does, straight across the river from the Weehawken heights, and even
the ragged garden which surrounded the house on two sides, although
displaying on washing days rather too much clothes-line, still gave us
a piece of green sward to look at, and a cool retreat in the summer
evenings, where we smoked our cigars in the dusk, and watched the
fire-flies flashing their dark-lanterns in the long grass.
Of course we had no sooner established ourselves at No. -- than we
began to expect the ghosts. We absolutely awaited their advent with
eagerness. Our dinner conversation was supernatural. One of the
boarders, who had purchased Mrs. Crowe’s “Night Side of Nature” for
his own private delectation, was regarded as a public enemy by the
entire household for not having bought twenty copies. The man led
a life of supreme wretchedness while he was reading this volume. A
system of espionage was established, of which he was the victim. If
he incautiously laid the book down for an instant and left the room,
it was immediately seized and read aloud in secret places to a select
few. I found myself a person of immense importance, it having leaked
out that I was tolerably well versed in the history of supernaturalism,
and had once written a story, entitled “The Pot of Tulips,” for
_Harper’s Monthly_, the foundation of which was a ghost. If a table or
a wainscot panel happened to warp when we were assembled in the large
drawing-room, there was an instant silence, and every one was prepared
for an immediate clanking of chains and a spectral form.
After a month of psychological excitement, it was with the utmost
dissatisfaction that we were forced to acknowledge that nothing in the
remotest degree approaching the supernatural had manifested itself.
Once the black butler asseverated that his candle had been blown out by
some invisible agency while he was undressing himself for the night;
but as I had more than once discovered this colored gentleman in a
condition when one candle must have appeared to him like two, I thought
it possible that, by going a step farther in his potations, he might
have reversed this phenomenon, and seen no candle at all where he ought
to have beheld one.
Things were in this state when an incident took place so awful and
inexplicable in its character that my reason fairly reels at the bare
memory of the occurrence. It was the tenth of July. After dinner was
over I repaired, with my friend Dr. Hammond, to the garden to smoke my
evening pipe. Independent of certain mental sympathies which existed
between the Doctor and myself, we were linked together by a secret
vice. We both smoked opium. We knew each other’s secret, and respected
it. We enjoyed together that wonderful expansion of thought, that
marvellous intensifying of the perceptive faculties, that boundless
feeling of existence when we seem to have points of contact with the
whole universe,--in short, that unimaginable spiritual bliss, which I
would not surrender for a throne, and which I hope you, reader, will
never--never taste.
Those hours of opium happiness which the Doctor and I spent together in
secret were regulated with a scientific accuracy. We did not blindly
smoke the drug of Paradise, and leave our dreams to chance. While
smoking, we carefully steered our conversation through the brightest
and calmest channels of thought. We talked of the East, and endeavored
to recall the magical panorama of its glowing scenery. We criticised
the most sensuous poets, those who painted life ruddy with health,
brimming with passion, happy in the possession of youth and strength
and beauty. If we talked of Shakespeare’s “Tempest,” we lingered over
Ariel, and avoided Caliban. Like the Gebers, we turned our faces to the
east, and saw only the sunny side of the world.
This skilful coloring of our train of thought produced in our
subsequent visions a corresponding tone. The splendors of Arabian
fairy-land dyed our dreams. We paced that narrow strip of grass with
the tread and port of kings. The song of the _rana arborea_, while he
clung to the bark of the ragged plum-tree, sounded like the strains of
divine orchestras. Houses, walls, and streets melted like rainclouds,
and vistas of unimaginable glory stretched away before us. It was a
rapturous companionship. We enjoyed the vast delight more perfectly
because, even in our most ecstatic moments, we were conscious of each
other’s presence. Our pleasures, while individual, were still twin,
vibrating and moving in musical accord.
On the evening in question, the tenth of July, the Doctor and myself
found ourselves in an unusually metaphysical mood. We lit our large
meerschaums, filled with fine Turkish tobacco, in the core of which
burned a little black nut of opium, that, like the nut in the fairy
tale, held within its narrow limits wonders beyond the reach of kings;
we paced to and fro, conversing. A strange perversity dominated the
currents of our thought. They would _not_ flow through the sun-lit
channels into which we strove to divert them. For some unaccountable
reason they constantly diverged into dark and lonesome beds, where a
continual gloom brooded. It was in vain that, after our old fashion,
we flung ourselves on the shores of the East, and talked of its
gay bazaars, of the splendors of the time of Haroun, of harems and
golden palaces. Black afreets continually arose from the depths of
our talk, and expanded, like the one the fisherman released from
the copper vessel, until they blotted everything bright from our
vision. Insensibly, we yielded to the occult force that swayed us,
and indulged in gloomy speculation. We had talked some time upon the
proneness of the human mind to mysticism, and the almost universal
love of the Terrible, when Hammond suddenly said to me, “What do you
consider to be the greatest element of Terror?”
The question, I own, puzzled me. That many things were terrible, I
knew. Stumbling over a corpse in the dark; beholding, as I once did,
a woman floating down a deep and rapid river, with wildly-lifted
arms, and awful, upturned face, uttering, as she sank, shrieks that
rent one’s heart, while we, the spectators, stood frozen at a window
which overhung the river at a height of sixty feet, unable to make the
slightest effort to save her, but dumbly watching her last supreme
agony and her disappearance. A shattered wreck, with no life visible,
encountered floating listlessly on the ocean, is a terrible object, for
it suggests a huge terror, the proportions of which are vailed. But
it now struck me for the first time that there must be one great and
ruling embodiment of fear, a King of Terrors to which all others must
succumb. What might it be? To what train of circumstances would it owe
its existence?
“I confess, Hammond,” I replied to my friend, “I never considered the
subject before. That there must be one Something more terrible than any
other thing, I feel. I cannot attempt, however, even the most vague
definition.”
“I am somewhat like you, Harry,” he answered. “I feel my capacity to
experience a terror greater than anything yet conceived by the human
mind;--something combining in fearful and unnatural amalgamation
hitherto supposed incompatible elements. The calling of the voices in
Brockden Brown’s novel of ‘Wieland’ is awful; so is the picture of the
Dweller of the Threshold, in Bulwer’s ‘Zanoni’; but,” he added, shaking
his head gloomily, “there is something more horrible still than these.”
“Look here, Hammond,” I rejoined, “let us drop this kind of talk, for
Heaven’s sake! We shall suffer for it, depend on it.”
“I don’t know what’s the matter with me to-night,” he replied, “but my
brain is running upon all sorts of weird and awful thoughts. I feel as
if I could write a story like Hoffman, to-night, if I were only master
of a literary style.”
“Well, if we are going to be Hoffmanesque in our talk, I’m off to bed.
Opium and nightmares should never be brought together. How sultry it
is! Good-night, Hammond.”
“Good-night, Harry. Pleasant dreams to you.”
“To you, gloomy wretch, afreets, ghouls, and enchanters.”
We parted, and each sought his respective chamber. I undressed quickly
and got into bed, taking with me, according to my usual custom, a book,
over which I generally read myself to sleep. I opened the volume as
soon as I had laid my head upon the pillow, and instantly flung it to
the other side of the room. It was Goudon’s “History of Monsters”--a
curious French work, which I had lately imported from Paris, but which,
in the state of mind I had then reached, was anything but an agreeable
companion. I resolved to go to sleep at once; so, turning down my gas
until nothing but a little blue point of light glimmered on the top of
the tube, I composed myself to rest.
The room was in total darkness. The atom of gas that still remained
lighted did not illuminate a distance of three inches round the burner.
I desperately drew my arm across my eyes, as if to shut out even the
darkness, and tried to think of nothing. It was in vain. The confounded
themes touched on by Hammond in the garden kept obtruding themselves
on my brain. I battled against them. I erected ramparts of would-be
blankness of intellect to keep them out. They still crowded upon me.
While I was lying still as a corpse, hoping that by a perfect physical
inaction I should hasten mental repose, an awful incident occurred. A
Something dropped, as it seemed, from the ceiling, plumb upon my chest,
and the next instant I felt two bony hands encircling my throat,
endeavoring to choke me.
I am no coward, and am possessed of considerable physical strength.
The suddenness of the attack, instead of stunning me, strung every
nerve to its highest tension. My body acted from instinct, before my
brain had time to realize the terrors of my position. In an instant
I wound two muscular arms around the creature, and squeezed it, with
all the strength of despair, against my chest. In a few seconds the
bony hands that had fastened on my throat loosened their hold, and
I was free to breathe once more. Then commenced a struggle of awful
intensity. Immersed in the most profound darkness, totally ignorant of
the nature of the Thing by which I was so suddenly attacked, finding
my grasp slipping every moment, by reason, it seemed to me, of the
entire nakedness of my assailant, bitten with sharp teeth in the
shoulder, neck, and chest, having every moment to protect my throat
against a pair of sinewy, agile hands, which my utmost efforts could
not confine--these were a combination of circumstances to combat which
required all the strength and skill and courage that I possessed.
At last, after a silent, deadly, exhausting struggle, I got my
assailant under by a series of incredible efforts of strength. Once
pinned, with my knee on what I made out to be its chest, I knew that
I was victor. I rested for a moment to breathe. I heard the creature
beneath me panting in the darkness, and felt the violent throbbing of a
heart. It was apparently as exhausted as I was; that was one comfort.
At this moment I remembered that I usually placed under my pillow,
before going to bed, a large yellow silk pocket-handkerchief, for use
during the night. I felt for it instantly; it was there. In a few
seconds more I had, after a fashion, pinioned the creature’s arms.
I now felt tolerably secure. There was nothing more to be done but to
turn on the gas, and, having first seen what my midnight assailant
was like, arouse the household. I will confess to being actuated by
a certain pride in not giving the alarm before; I wished to make the
capture alone and unaided.
Never losing my hold for an instant, I slipped from the bed to the
floor, dragging my captive with me. I had but a few steps to make to
reach the gas-burner; these I made with the greatest caution, holding
the creature in a grip like a vice. At last I got within arm’s-length
of the tiny speck of blue light which told me where the gas-burner lay.
Quick as lightning I released my grasp with one hand and let on the
full flood of light. Then I turned to look at my captive.
I cannot even attempt to give any definition of my sensations the
instant after I turned on the gas. I suppose I must have shrieked
with terror, for in less than a minute afterward my room was crowded
with the inmates of the house. I shudder now as I think of that awful
moment. _I saw nothing!_ Yes; I had one arm firmly clasped round a
breathing, panting, corporeal shape, my other hand gripped with all its
strength a throat as warm, and apparently fleshly, as my own; and yet,
with this living substance in my grasp, with its body pressed against
my own, and all in the bright glare of a large jet of gas, I absolutely
beheld nothing! Not even an outline,--a vapor!
I do not, even at this hour, realize the situation in which I found
myself. I cannot recall the astounding incident thoroughly. Imagination
in vain tries to compass the awful paradox.
It breathed. I felt its warm breath upon my cheek. It struggled
fiercely. It had hands. They clutched me. Its skin was smooth, like my
own. There it lay, pressed close up against me, solid as stone,--and
yet utterly invisible!
I wonder that I did not faint or go mad on the instant. Some wonderful
instinct must have sustained me; for, absolutely, in place of loosening
my hold on the terrible Enigma, I seemed to gain an additional strength
in my moment of horror, and tightened my grasp with such wonderful
force that I felt the creature shivering with agony.
Just then Hammond entered my room at the head of the household. As soon
as he beheld my face--which, I suppose, must have been an awful sight
to look at--he hastened forward, crying, “Great heaven, Harry! what has
happened?”
“Hammond! Hammond!” I cried, “come here. Oh! this is awful! I have been
attacked in bed by something or other, which I have hold of; but I
can’t see it--I can’t see it!”
Hammond, doubtless struck by the unfeigned horror expressed in my
countenance, made one or two steps forward with an anxious yet puzzled
expression. A very audible titter burst from the remainder of my
visitors. This suppressed laughter made me furious. To laugh at a human
being in my position! It was the worst species of cruelty. _Now_, I
can understand why the appearance of a man struggling violently, as it
would seem, with an airy nothing, and calling for assistance against a
vision, should have appeared ludicrous. _Then_, so great was my rage
against the mocking crowd that had I the power I would have stricken
them dead where they stood.
“Hammond! Hammond!” I cried again, despairingly, “for God’s sake come
to me. I can hold the--the Thing but a short while longer. It is
overpowering me. Help me! Help me!”
“Harry,” whispered Hammond, approaching me, “you have been smoking too
much opium.”
“I swear to you, Hammond, that this is no vision,” I answered, in the
same low tone. “Don’t you see how it shakes my whole frame with its
struggles? If you don’t believe me, convince yourself. Feel it,--touch
it.”
Hammond advanced and laid his hand in the spot I indicated. A wild cry
of horror burst from him. He had felt it!
In a moment he had discovered somewhere in my room a long piece of
cord, and was the next instant winding it and knotting it about the
body of the unseen being that I clasped in my arms.
“Harry,” he said, in a hoarse, agitated voice, for, though he preserved
his presence of mind, he was deeply moved, “Harry, it’s all safe now.
You may let go, old fellow, if you’re tired. The Thing can’t move.”
I was utterly exhausted, and I gladly loosed my hold.
Hammond stood holding the ends of the cord that bound the Invisible,
twisted round his hand, while before him, self-supporting as it were,
he beheld a rope laced and interlaced, and stretching tightly round a
vacant space. I never saw a man look so thoroughly stricken with awe.
Nevertheless his face expressed all the courage and determination which
I knew him to possess. His lips, although white, were set firmly, and
one could perceive at a glance that, although stricken with fear, he
was not daunted.
The confusion that ensued among the guests of the house who were
witnesses of this extraordinary scene between Hammond and myself--who
beheld the pantomime of binding this struggling Something,--who beheld
me almost sinking from physical exhaustion when my task of jailer was
over--the confusion and terror that took possession of the bystanders,
when they saw all this, was beyond description. The weaker ones fled
from the apartment. The few who remained clustered near the door,
and could not be induced to approach Hammond and his Charge. Still
incredulity broke out through their terror. They had not the courage to
satisfy themselves, and yet they doubted. It was in vain that I begged
of some of the men to come near and convince themselves by touch of
the existence in that room of a living being which was invisible. They
were incredulous, but did not dare to undeceive themselves. How could
a solid, living, breathing body be invisible, they asked. My reply was
this. I gave a sign to Hammond, and both of us--conquering our fearful
repugnance to touch the invisible creature--lifted it from the ground,
manacled as it was, and took it to my bed. Its weight was about that of
a boy of fourteen.
“Now, my friends,” I said, as Hammond and myself held the creature
suspended over the bed, “I can give you self-evident proof that here is
a solid, ponderable body which, nevertheless, you cannot see. Be good
enough to watch the surface of the bed attentively.”
I was astonished at my own courage in treating this strange event so
calmly; but I had recovered from my first terror, and felt a sort of
scientific pride in the affair which dominated every other feeling.
The eyes of the bystanders were immediately fixed on my bed. At a given
signal Hammond and I let the creature fall. There was the dull sound of
a heavy body alighting on a soft mass. The timbers of the bed creaked.
A deep impression marked itself distinctly on the pillow, and on the
bed itself. The crowd who witnessed this gave a sort of low, universal
cry, and rushed from the room. Hammond and I were left alone with our
Mystery.
We remained silent for some time, listening to the low, irregular
breathing of the creature on the bed, and watching the rustle of the
bed-clothes as it impotently struggled to free itself from confinement.
Then Hammond spoke.
“Harry, this is awful.”
“Ay, awful.”
“But not unaccountable.”
“Not unaccountable! What do you mean? Such a thing has never occurred
since the birth of the world. I know not what to think, Hammond. God
grant that I am not mad, and that this is not an insane fantasy!”
“Let us reason a little, Harry. Here is a solid body which we touch,
but which we cannot see. The fact is so unusual that it strikes us
with terror. Is there no parallel, though, for such a phenomenon?
Take a piece of pure glass. It is tangible and transparent. A certain
chemical coarseness is all that prevents its being so entirely
transparent as to be totally invisible. It is not _theoretically
impossible_, mind you, to make a glass which shall not reflect a single
ray of light--a glass so pure and homogeneous in its atoms that the
rays from the sun shall pass through it as they do through the air,
refracted but not reflected. We do not see the air, and yet we feel it.”
“That’s all very well, Hammond, but these are inanimate substances.
Glass does not breathe, air does not breathe. _This_ thing has a heart
that palpitates,--a will that moves it,--lungs that play, and inspire
and respire.”
“You forget the strange phenomena of which we have so often heard of
late,” answered the Doctor, gravely. “At the meetings called ‘spirit
circles,’ invisible hands have been thrust into the hands of those
persons round the table--warm, fleshly hands that seemed to pulsate
with mortal life.”
“What? Do you think, then, that this thing is--”
“I don’t know what it is,” was the solemn reply; “but please the gods I
will, with your assistance, thoroughly investigate it.”
We watched together, smoking many pipes, all night long, by the bedside
of the unearthly being that tossed and panted until it was apparently
wearied out. Then we learned by the low, regular breathing that it
slept.
The next morning the house was all astir. The boarders congregated on
the landing outside my room, and Hammond and myself were lions. We had
to answer a thousand questions as to the state of our extraordinary
prisoner, for as yet not one person in the house except ourselves could
be induced to set foot in the apartment.
The creature was awake. This was evidenced by the convulsive manner in
which the bed-clothes were moved in its efforts to escape. There was
something truly terrible in beholding, as it were, those second-hand
indications of the terrible writhings and agonized struggles for
liberty which themselves were invisible.
Hammond and myself had racked our brains during the long night to
discover some means by which we might realize the shape and general
appearance of the Enigma. As well as we could make out by passing our
hands over the creature’s form, its outlines and lineaments were human.
There was a mouth; a round, smooth head without hair; a nose, which,
however, was little elevated above the cheeks; and its hands and feet
felt like those of a boy. At first we thought of placing the being on a
smooth surface and tracing its outline with chalk, as shoemakers trace
the outline of the foot. This plan was given up as being of no value.
Such an outline would give not the slightest idea of its conformation.
A happy thought struck me. We would take a cast of it in plaster
of Paris. This would give us the solid figure, and satisfy all our
wishes. But how to do it? The movements of the creature would disturb
the setting of the plastic covering, and distort the mould. Another
thought. Why not give it chloroform? It had respiratory organs--that
was evident by its breathing. Once reduced to a state of insensibility,
we could do with it what we would. Doctor X---- was sent for; and after
the worthy physician had recovered from the first shock of amazement,
he proceeded to administer the chloroform. In three minutes afterward
we were enabled to remove the fetters from the creature’s body, and
a well-known modeler of this city was busily engaged in covering the
invisible form with the moist clay. In five minutes more we had a
mould, and before evening a rough _fac-simile_ of the Mystery. It was
shaped like a man,--distorted, uncouth, and horrible, but still a
man. It was small, not over four feet and some inches in height, and
its limbs revealed a muscular development that was unparalleled. Its
face surpassed in hideousness anything I had ever seen. Gustave Doré,
or Callot, or Tony Johannot, never conceived anything so horrible.
There is a face in one of the latter’s illustrations to “_Un Voyage
où il vous plaira_,” which somewhat approaches the countenance of
this creature, but does not equal it. It was the physiognomy of what I
should have fancied a ghoul to be. It looked as if it was capable of
feeding on human flesh.
Having satisfied our curiosity, and bound every one in the house to
secrecy, it became a question, what was to be done with our Enigma? It
was impossible that we should keep such a horror in our house; it was
equally impossible that such an awful being should be let loose upon
the world. I confess that I would have gladly voted for the creature’s
destruction. But who would shoulder the responsibility? Who would
undertake the execution of this horrible semblance of a human being?
Day after day this question was deliberated gravely. The boarders all
left the house. Mrs. Moffat was in despair, and threatened Hammond
and myself with all sorts of legal penalties if we did not remove the
Horror. Our answer was, “We will go if you like, but we decline taking
this creature with us. Remove it yourself if you please. It appeared
in your house. On you the responsibility rests.” To this there was, of
course, no answer. Mrs. Moffat could not obtain for love or money a
person who would even approach the Mystery.
The most singular part of the transaction was that we were entirely
ignorant of what the creature habitually fed on. Everything in the way
of nutriment that we could think of was placed before it, but was never
touched. It was awful to stand by, day after day, and see the clothes
toss, and hear the hard breathing, and know that it was starving.
Ten, twelve days, a fortnight passed, and it still lived. The
pulsations of the heart, however, were daily growing fainter, and had
now nearly ceased altogether. It was evident that the creature was
dying for want of sustenance. While this terrible life-struggle was
going on, I felt miserable. I could not sleep of nights. Horrible
as the creature was, it was pitiful to think of the pangs it was
suffering.
At last it died. Hammond and I found it cold and stiff one morning
in the bed. The heart had ceased to beat, the lungs to inspire. We
hastened to bury it in the garden. It was a strange funeral, the
dropping of that viewless corpse into the damp hole. The cast of its
form I gave to Doctor X----, who keeps it in his museum in Tenth Street.
As I am on the eve of a long journey from which I may not return, I
have drawn up this narrative of an event the most singular that has
ever come to my knowledge.
NOTE.
[It is rumored that the proprietors of a well-known museum in
this city have made arrangements with Dr. X---- to exhibit to the
public the singular cast which Mr. Escott deposited with him. So
extraordinary a history cannot fail to attract universal attention.]
FRANCIS BRET HARTE
1839–1902
Bret Harte will always be associated with the California of the
“forty-niners.” Gold digger, teacher, express messenger by turns,
he was setting up his own sketches among the compositors of the San
Francisco _Golden Era_ while still in his ’teens. The sketches brought
him into the editorial room, and then to his own chair of the _Weekly
Californian_, where he vindicated his title by the clever _Condensed
Novels_. A secretaryship in the United States Branch Mint gave him
leisure to gain wide popularity in verse. On this he mounted to his
height. The year 1868 is cardinal in his life and in the history
of American literature; for in that year was founded _The Overland
Monthly_; and the young man of the hour was made its editor. Its second
number (August, 1868) contained the most widely known, perhaps, of all
American short stories, _The Luck of Roaring Camp_. The three years
of his editorship include his most popular work, and perhaps his most
enduring. He made the whole country laugh and weep by his verse, he
established a magazine of solid merit, and he gave new life to the
short story.
To this growth his removal to the East in 1871 put a period. Continuing
his production pretty steadily on the Atlantic seaboard, in his
consulships at Crefeld (1878) and at Glasgow (1880), and finally during
seventeen years in London (1885–1902), he hardly advanced in art. That
his art survived the transplanting is sufficiently proved by the long
list of his books; but it did not thrive. His constant recurrence to
the old themes suggests that he missed the strong western soil.
The familiar tale reprinted here is typical of Bret Harte’s field,
geographical and artistic. His local color no longer keeps the
separate value attached to it alike by many of his admirers and by
himself. The California of his stories, sometimes drawn to the life,
as in _Johnson’s Old Woman_, is often that California, made of stock
desperadoes, stage-drivers, and gulches, which is the delight of
melodrama. Melodramatic Harte is incorrigibly. _Mrs. Skaggs_ is the
Dumas adventuress; and the people of her story can hardly be seen
off the boards. _The Iliad of Sandy Bar_ shows that cheap shifting
from farce humor to false pathos which catches the throats of the
gallery. Though in fact he had the knowledge of actual contact, he saw
California as his master Dickens saw London, through a haze of romance.
The stories of both are woven from the suggestions of actual places;
but in the weaving the actuality has faded.
Rather Bret Harte’s best stories prevail by something not extraneous,
by focusing the primary emotions on a single imaginative situation.
_Poker Flat_ is almost allegory--the gambler, the thief, the harlot,
the innocents, not so artificially grouped as in Hawthorne’s
_Seven Vagabonds_, but quite as artfully. It is convincing, not as
a transcript of pioneer society, but as a unified conception of
unhindered human emotions. The same is true of the famous _Luck of
Roaring Camp_, of _Tennessee’s Partner_, and of his best work in
general. For all its scientific aloofness and worship of fact, is _La
maison Tellier_ ultimately as human as _The Outcasts of Poker Flat_?
THE OUTCASTS OF POKER FLAT
[_From “The Overland Monthly,” January, 1869; copyright, 1871,
by Fields, Osgood & Co.; 1899, by Bret Harte; reprinted here
by special arrangement with Messrs. Houghton, Mifflin & Co.,
authorized publishers of all Bret Harte’s works_]
As Mr. John Oakhurst, gambler, stepped into the main street of Poker
Flat on the morning of the twenty-third of November, 1850, he was
conscious of a change in its moral atmosphere since the preceding
night. Two or three men, conversing earnestly together, ceased as he
approached, and exchanged significant glances. There was a Sabbath lull
in the air, which, in a settlement unused to Sabbath influences, looked
ominous.
Mr. Oakhurst’s calm, handsome face betrayed small concern of these
indications. Whether he was conscious of any predisposing cause, was
another question. “I reckon they’re after somebody,” he reflected;
“likely it’s me.” He returned to his pocket the handkerchief with which
he had been whipping away the red dust of Poker Flat from his neat
boots, and quietly discharged his mind of any further conjecture.
In point of fact, Poker Flat was “after somebody.” It had lately
suffered the loss of several thousand dollars, two valuable horses, and
a prominent citizen. It was experiencing a spasm of virtuous reaction,
quite as lawless and ungovernable as any of the acts that had provoked
it. A secret committee had determined to rid the town of all improper
persons. This was done permanently in regard of two men who were then
hanging from the boughs of a sycamore in the gulch, and temporarily in
the banishment of certain other objectionable characters. I regret to
say that some of these were ladies. It is but due to the sex, however,
to state that their impropriety was professional, and it was only in
such easily established standards of evil that Poker Flat ventured to
sit in judgment.
Mr. Oakhurst was right in supposing that he was included in this
category. A few of the committee had urged hanging him as a possible
example, and a sure method of reimbursing themselves from his pockets
of the sums he had won from them. “It’s agin justice,” said Jim
Wheeler, “to let this yer young man from Roaring Camp--an entire
stranger--carry away our money.” But a crude sentiment of equity
residing in the breasts of those who had been fortunate enough to win
from Mr. Oakhurst overruled this narrower local prejudice.
Mr. Oakhurst received his sentence with philosophic calmness, none the
less coolly that he was aware of the hesitation of his judges. He was
too much of a gambler not to accept Fate. With him life was at best an
uncertain game, and he recognized the usual percentage in favor of the
dealer.
A body of armed men accompanied the deported wickedness of Poker Flat
to the outskirts of the settlement. Besides Mr. Oakhurst, who was
known to be a coolly desperate man, and for whose intimidation the
armed escort was intended, the expatriated party consisted of a young
woman familiarly known as “The Duchess”; another, who had gained the
infelicitous title of “Mother Shipton”; and “Uncle Billy,” a suspected
sluice-robber and confirmed drunkard. The cavalcade provoked no
comments from the spectators, nor was any word uttered by the escort.
Only, when the gulch which marked the uttermost limit of Poker Flat was
reached, the leader spoke briefly and to the point. The exiles were
forbidden to return at the peril of their lives.
As the escort disappeared, their pent-up feelings found vent in a few
hysterical tears from “The Duchess,” some bad language from Mother
Shipton, and a Parthian volley of expletives from Uncle Billy. The
philosophic Oakhurst alone remained silent. He listened calmly to
Mother Shipton’s desire to cut somebody’s heart out, to the repeated
statements of “The Duchess” that she would die in the road, and to
the alarming oaths that seemed to be bumped out of Uncle Billy as he
rode forward. With the easy good-humor characteristic of his class, he
insisted upon exchanging his own riding-horse, “Five Spot,” for the
sorry mule which the Duchess rode. But even this act did not draw the
party into any closer sympathy. The young woman reädjusted her somewhat
draggled plumes with a feeble, faded coquetry; Mother Shipton eyed the
possessor of “Five Spot” with malevolence, and Uncle Billy included the
whole party in one sweeping anathema.
The road to Sandy Bar--a camp that, not having as yet experienced the
regenerating influences of Poker Flat, consequently seemed to offer
some invitation to the emigrants--lay over a steep mountain range. It
was distant a day’s severe journey. In that advanced season, the party
soon passed out of the moist, temperate regions of the foot-hills
into the dry, cold, bracing air of the Sierras. The trail was narrow
and difficult. At noon the Duchess, rolling out of her saddle upon
the ground, declared her intention of going no farther, and the party
halted.
The spot was singularly wild and impressive. A wooded amphitheatre,
surrounded on three sides by precipitous cliffs of naked granite,
sloped gently toward the crest of another precipice that overlooked
the valley. It was undoubtedly the most suitable spot for a camp, had
camping been advisable. But Mr. Oakhurst knew that scarcely half the
journey to Sandy Bar was accomplished, and the party were not equipped
or provisioned for delay. This fact he pointed out to his companions
curtly, with a philosophic commentary on the folly of “throwing up
their hand before the game was played out.” But they were furnished
with liquor, which in this emergency stood them in place of food, fuel,
rest, and prescience. In spite of his remonstrances, it was not long
before they were more or less under its influence. Uncle Billy passed
rapidly from a bellicose state into one of stupor, the Duchess became
maudlin, and Mother Shipton snored. Mr. Oakhurst alone remained erect,
leaning against a rock, calmly surveying them.
Mr. Oakhurst did not drink. It interfered with a profession which
required coolness, impassiveness, and presence of mind, and, in his
own language, he “couldn’t afford it.” As he gazed at his recumbent
fellow-exiles, the loneliness begotten of his pariah-trade, his habits
of life, his very vices, for the first time seriously oppressed him.
He bestirred himself in dusting his black clothes, washing his hands
and face, and other acts characteristic of his studiously neat habits,
and for a moment forgot his annoyance. The thought of deserting his
weaker and more pitiable companions never perhaps occurred to him.
Yet he could not help feeling the want of that excitement which,
singularly enough, was most conducive to that calm equanimity for which
he was notorious. He looked at the gloomy walls that rose a thousand
feet sheer above the circling pines around him; at the sky, ominously
clouded; at the valley below, already deepening into shadow. And, doing
so, suddenly he heard his own name called.
A horseman slowly ascended the trail. In the fresh, open face of the
new-comer Mr. Oakhurst recognized Tom Simson, otherwise known as
“The Innocent” of Sandy Bar. He had met him some months before over
a “little game,” and had, with perfect equanimity, won the entire
fortune--amounting to some forty dollars--of that guileless youth.
After the game was finished, Mr. Oakhurst drew the youthful speculator
behind the door and thus addressed him: “Tommy, you’re a good little
man, but you can’t gamble worth a cent. Don’t try it over again.” He
then handed him his money back, pushed him gently from the room, and so
made a devoted slave of Tom Simson.
There was a remembrance of this in his boyish and enthusiastic greeting
of Mr. Oakhurst. He had started, he said, to go to Poker Flat to seek
his fortune. “Alone?” No, not exactly alone; in fact--a giggle--he had
run away with Piney Woods. Didn’t Mr. Oakhurst remember Piney? She
that used to wait on the table at the Temperance House? They had been
engaged a long time, but old Jake Woods had objected, and so they had
run away, and were going to Poker Flat to be married, and here they
were. And they were tired out, and how lucky it was they had found a
place to camp and company. All this the Innocent delivered rapidly,
while Piney--a stout, comely damsel of fifteen--emerged from behind the
pine-tree, where she had been blushing unseen, and rode to the side of
her lover.
Mr. Oakhurst seldom troubled himself with sentiment, still less
with propriety; but he had a vague idea that the situation was not
felicitous. He retained, however, his presence of mind sufficiently to
kick Uncle Billy, who was about to say something, and Uncle Billy was
sober enough to recognize in Mr. Oakhurst’s kick a superior power that
would not bear trifling. He then endeavored to dissuade Tom Simson from
delaying further, but in vain. He even pointed out the fact that there
was no provision, nor means of making a camp. But, unluckily, “The
Innocent” met this objection by assuring the party that he was provided
with an extra mule loaded with provisions, and by the discovery of a
rude attempt at a log-house near the trail. “Piney can stay with Mrs.
Oakhurst,” said the Innocent, pointing to the Duchess, “and I can shift
for myself.”
Nothing but Mr. Oakhurst’s admonishing foot saved Uncle Billy from
bursting into a roar of laughter. As it was, he felt compelled to
retire up the cañon until he could recover his gravity. There he
confided the joke to the tall pine trees, with many slaps of his
leg, contortions of his face, and the usual profanity. But when
he returned to the party, he found them seated by a fire--for the
air had grown strangely chill and the sky overcast--in apparently
amicable conversation. Piney was actually talking in an impulsive,
girlish fashion to the Duchess, who was listening with an interest and
animation she had not shown for many days. The Innocent was holding
forth, apparently with equal effect, to Mr. Oakhurst and Mother
Shipton, who was actually relaxing into amiability. “Is this yer a
d--d picnic?” said Uncle Billy, with inward scorn, as he surveyed the
sylvan group, the glancing fire-light, and the tethered animals in the
foreground. Suddenly an idea mingled with the alcoholic fumes that
disturbed his brain. It was apparently of a jocular nature, for he felt
impelled to slap his leg again and cram his fist into his mouth.
As the shadows crept slowly up the mountain, a slight breeze rocked
the tops of the pine-trees, and moaned through their long and gloomy
aisles. The ruined cabin, patched and covered with pine boughs, was set
apart for the ladies. As the lovers parted, they unaffectedly exchanged
a kiss, so honest and sincere that it might have been heard above the
swaying pines. The frail Duchess and the malevolent Mother Shipton were
probably too stunned to remark upon this last evidence of simplicity,
and so turned without a word to the hut. The fire was replenished, the
men lay down before the door, and in a few minutes were asleep.
Mr. Oakhurst was a light sleeper. Toward morning he awoke benumbed and
cold. As he stirred the dying fire, the wind, which was now blowing
strongly, brought to his cheek that which caused the blood to leave
it,--snow!
He started to his feet with the intention of awakening the sleepers,
for there was no time to lose. But turning to where Uncle Billy had
been lying, he found him gone. A suspicion leaped to his brain and
a curse to his lips. He ran to the spot where the mules had been
tethered; they were no longer there. The tracks were already rapidly
disappearing in the snow.
The momentary excitement brought Mr. Oakhurst back to the fire with
his usual calm. He did not waken the sleepers. The Innocent slumbered
peacefully, with a smile on his good-humored, freckled face; the virgin
Piney slept beside her frailer sisters as sweetly as though attended
by celestial guardians, and Mr. Oakhurst, drawing his blanket over his
shoulders, stroked his mustachios and waited for the dawn. It came
slowly in a whirling mist of snow-flakes, that dazzled and confused the
eye. What could be seen of the landscape appeared magically changed.
He looked over the valley, and summed up the present and future in two
words,--“Snowed in!”
A careful inventory of the provisions, which, fortunately for the
party, had been stored within the hut, and so escaped the felonious
fingers of Uncle Billy, disclosed the fact that with care and prudence
they might last ten days longer. “That is,” said Mr. Oakhurst,
_sotto voce_ to the Innocent, “if you’re willing to board us. If you
ain’t--and perhaps you’d better not--you can wait till Uncle Billy
gets back with provisions.” For some occult reason, Mr. Oakhurst could
not bring himself to disclose Uncle Billy’s rascality, and so offered
the hypothesis that he had wandered from the camp and had accidentally
stampeded the animals. He dropped a warning to the Duchess and Mother
Shipton, who of course knew the facts of their associate’s defection.
“They’ll find out the truth about us _all_, when they find out
anything,” he added, significantly, “and there’s no good frightening
them now.”
Tom Simson not only put all his worldly store at the disposal of Mr.
Oakhurst, but seemed to enjoy the prospect of their enforced seclusion.
“We’ll have a good camp for a week, and then the snow’ll melt, and
we’ll all go back together.” The cheerful gayety of the young man and
Mr. Oakhurst’s calm infected the others. The Innocent, with the aid
of pine boughs, extemporized a thatch for the roofless cabin, and the
Duchess directed Piney in the reärrangement of the interior with a
taste and tact that opened the blue eyes of that provincial maiden
to their fullest extent. “I reckon now you’re used to fine things at
Poker Flat,” said Piney. The Duchess turned away sharply to conceal
something that reddened her cheek through its professional tint, and
Mother Shipton requested Piney not to “chatter.” But when Mr. Oakhurst
returned from a weary search for the trail, he heard the sound of
happy laughter echoed from the rocks. He stopped in some alarm, and
his thoughts first naturally reverted to the whiskey, which he had
prudently _cachéd_. “And yet it don’t somehow sound like whiskey,”
said the gambler. It was not until he caught sight of the blazing fire
through the still blinding storm, and the group around it, that he
settled to the conviction that it was “square fun.”
Whether Mr. Oakhurst had _cachéd_ his cards with the whiskey as
something debarred the free access of the community, I cannot say.
It was certain that, in Mother Shipton’s words, he “didn’t say cards
once” during that evening. Haply the time was beguiled by an accordeon,
produced somewhat ostentatiously by Tom Simson, from his pack.
Notwithstanding some difficulties attending the manipulation of this
instrument, Piney Woods managed to pluck several reluctant melodies
from its keys, to an accompaniment by the Innocent on a pair of bone
castinets. But the crowning festivity of the evening was reached in
a rude camp-meeting hymn, which the lovers, joining hands, sang with
great earnestness and vociferation. I fear that a certain defiant
tone and Covenanter’s swing to its chorus, rather than any devotional
quality, caused it speedily to infect the others, who at last joined in
the refrain:
“I’m proud to live in the service of the Lord,
And I’m bound to die in His army.”
The pines rocked, the storm eddied and whirled above the miserable
group, and the flames of their altar leaped heavenward, as if in token
of the vow.
At midnight the storm abated, the rolling clouds parted, and the
stars glittered keenly above the sleeping camp. Mr. Oakhurst, whose
professional habits had enabled him to live on the smallest possible
amount of sleep, in dividing the watch with Tom Simson, somehow
managed to take upon himself the greater part of that duty. He excused
himself to the Innocent, by saying that he had “often been a week
without sleep.” “Doing what?” asked Tom. “Poker!” replied Oakhurst,
sententiously; “when a man gets a streak of luck,--nigger-luck,--he
don’t get tired. The luck gives in first. Luck,” continued the gambler,
reflectively, “is a mighty queer thing. All you know about it for
certain is that it’s bound to change. And it’s finding out when it’s
going to change that makes you. We’ve had a streak of bad luck since
we left Poker Flat--you come along, and slap you get into it, too. If
you can hold your cards right along you’re all right. For,” added the
gambler, with cheerful irrelevance,
“‘I’m proud to live in the service of the Lord,
And I’m bound to die in His army.’”
The third day came, and the sun, looking through the white-curtained
valley, saw the outcasts divide their slowly decreasing store of
provisions for the morning meal. It was one of the peculiarities of
that mountain climate that its rays diffused a kindly warmth over
the wintry landscape, as if in regretful commiseration of the past.
But it revealed drift on drift of snow piled high around the hut; a
hopeless, uncharted, trackless sea of white lying below the rocky
shores to which the castaways still clung. Through the marvellously
clear air, the smoke of the pastoral village of Poker Flat rose miles
away. Mother Shipton saw it, and from a remote pinnacle of her rocky
fastness, hurled in that direction a final malediction. It was her last
vituperative attempt, and perhaps for that reason was invested with a
certain degree of sublimity. It did her good, she privately informed
the Duchess. “Just you go out there and cuss, and see.” She then set
herself to the task of amusing “the child,” as she and the Duchess were
pleased to call Piney. Piney was no chicken, but it was a soothing and
ingenious theory of the pair thus to account for the fact that she
didn’t swear and wasn’t improper.
When night crept up again through the gorges, the reedy notes of the
accordeon rose and fell in fitful spasms and long-drawn gasps by the
flickering camp-fire. But music failed to fill entirely the aching
void left by insufficient food, and a new diversion was proposed by
Piney--story-telling. Neither Mr. Oakhurst nor his female companions
caring to relate their personal experiences, this plan would have
failed, too, but for The Innocent. Some months before he had chanced
upon a stray copy of Mr. Pope’s ingenious translation of the Iliad. He
now proposed to narrate the principal incidents of that poem--having
thoroughly mastered the argument and fairly forgotten the words--in
the current vernacular of Sandy Bar. And so for the rest of that
night the Homeric demigods again walked the earth. Trojan bully and
wily Greek wrestled in the winds, and the great pines in the cañon
seemed to bow to the wrath of the son of Peleus. Mr. Oakhurst listened
with quiet satisfaction. Most especially was he interested in the
fate of “Ash-heels,” as the Innocent persisted in denominating the
“swift-footed Achilles.”
So with small food and much of Homer and the accordeon, a week passed
over the heads of the outcasts. The sun again forsook them, and again
from leaden skies the snow-flakes were sifted over the land. Day by day
closer around them drew the snowy circle, until at last they looked
from their prison over drifted walls of dazzling white, that towered
twenty feet above their heads. It became more and more difficult to
replenish their fires, even from the fallen trees beside them, now
half-hidden in the drifts. And yet no one complained. The lovers turned
from the dreary prospect and looked into each other’s eyes, and were
happy. Mr. Oakhurst settled himself coolly to the losing game before
him. The Duchess, more cheerful than she had been, assumed the care of
Piney. Only Mother Shipton--once the strongest of the party--seemed
to sicken and fade. At midnight on the tenth day she called Oakhurst
to her side. “I’m going,” she said, in a voice of querulous weakness,
“but don’t say anything about it. Don’t waken the kids. Take the bundle
from under my head and open it.” Mr. Oakhurst did so. It contained
Mother Shipton’s rations for the last week, untouched. “Give ’em to
the child,” she said, pointing to the sleeping Piney. “You’ve starved
yourself,” said the gambler. “That’s what they call it,” said the
woman, querulously, as she lay down again, and, turning her face to the
wall, passed quietly away.
The accordeon and the bones were put aside that day, and Homer was
forgotten. When the body of Mother Shipton had been committed to the
snow, Mr. Oakhurst took The Innocent aside, and showed him a pair of
snow-shoes, which he had fashioned from the old pack-saddle. “There’s
one chance in a hundred to save her yet,” he said, pointing to Piney;
“but it’s there,” he added, pointing toward Poker Flat. “If you can
reach there in two days she’s safe.” “And you?” asked Tom Simson. “I’ll
stay here,” was the curt reply.
The lovers parted with a long embrace. “You are not going, too?” said
the Duchess, as she saw Mr. Oakhurst apparently waiting to accompany
him. “As far as the cañon,” he replied. He turned suddenly, and kissed
the Duchess, leaving her pallid face aflame, and her trembling limbs
rigid with amazement.
Night came, but not Mr. Oakhurst. It brought the storm again and the
whirling snow. Then the Duchess, feeding the fire, found that some
one had quietly piled beside the hut enough fuel to last a few days
longer. The tears rose to her eyes, but she hid them from Piney.
The women slept but little. In the morning, looking into each other’s
faces, they read their fate. Neither spoke; but Piney, accepting the
position of the stronger, drew near and placed her arm around the
Duchess’s waist. They kept this attitude for the rest of the day. That
night the storm reached its greatest fury, and, rending asunder the
protecting pines, invaded the very hut.
Toward morning they found themselves unable to feed the fire, which
gradually died away. As the embers slowly blackened, the Duchess
crept closer to Piney, and broke the silence of many hours: “Piney,
can you pray?” “No, dear,” said Piney, simply. The Duchess, without
knowing exactly why, felt relieved, and, putting her head upon Piney’s
shoulder, spoke no more. And so reclining, the younger and purer
pillowing the head of her soiled sister upon her virgin breast, they
fell asleep.
The wind lulled as if it feared to waken them. Feathery drifts of snow,
shaken from the long pine boughs, flew like white-winged birds, and
settled about them as they slept. The moon through the rifted clouds
looked down upon what had been the camp. But all human stain, all trace
of earthly travail, was hidden beneath the spotless mantle mercifully
flung from above.
They slept all that day and the next, nor did they waken when voices
and footsteps broke the silence of the camp. And when pitying fingers
brushed the snow from their wan faces, you could scarcely have told
from the equal peace that dwelt upon them, which was she that had
sinned. Even the Law of Poker Flat recognized this, and turned away,
leaving them still locked in each other’s arms.
But at the head of the gulch, on one of the largest pine trees, they
found the deuce of clubs pinned to the bark with a bowie knife. It bore
the following, written in pencil, in a firm hand:
†
BENEATH THIS TREE
LIES THE BODY
OF
JOHN OAKHURST,
WHO STRUCK A STREAK OF BAD LUCK
ON THE 23D OF NOVEMBER, 1850,
AND
HANDED IN HIS CHECKS
ON THE 7TH DECEMBER, 1850.
†
And pulseless and cold, with a Derringer by his side and a bullet in
his heart, though still calm as in life, beneath the snow lay he who
was at once the strongest and yet the weakest of the outcasts of Poker
Flat.
ALBERT FALVEY WEBSTER
1848–1876
Readers of “Appleton’s Journal” in the early ’70’s must have looked
forward from week to week to the stories of Albert Webster. For,
often as he wrote, he always had a story to tell. It might be merely
a romance of incident; it was usually a situation of very human
significance; it always showed narrative instinct. With this native
sense he was experimenting variously toward his art, while through his
investigations of prisons, courts, and medical advice he was developing
a serious and definite philosophy of life. But his own life was doomed.
The quest of health, very like Stevenson’s, may be read in the titles
of his descriptive essays during 1875 and 1876: _Spring Days in Aiken_,
_From New York to Aspinwall_, _The Isthmus and Panama_, _Up the Mexican
Coast_, _Winter Days in California_, etc. On the steamer from San
Francisco to Honolulu he died, and was buried in the Pacific. He was
betrothed to Una, eldest daughter of Hawthorne.
Of his many stories perhaps the most striking is _An Operation in
Money_ (“Appleton’s Journal,” September 27, 1873, volume x, page 387);
the nicest in adjustment, _Miss Eunice’s Glove_, printed below. _The
Daphne_ (“Appleton’s Journal,” 1873, volume x, page 290) and _A Fool’s
Moustache_ (ibid., 1874, volume xii, page 259) read as if sketched for
the stage. How he kept at his work appears pathetically in his leaving
behind a tale laid at Santa Barbara and published after his death, _The
Owner of “Lara”_ (ibid., 1877, new series, volume ii, page 350).
MISS EUNICE’S GLOVE
[_From the “Atlantic Monthly,” July, 1873_]
I
For a long time blithe and fragile Miss Eunice, demure, correct in
deportment, and yet not wholly without enthusiasm, thought that day
the unluckiest in her life on which she first took into her hands that
unobtrusive yet dramatic book, “Miss Crofutt’s Missionary Labors in the
English Prisons.”
It came to her notice by mere accident, not by favor of proselyting
friends; and such was its singular material, that she at once
devoured it with avidity. As its title suggests, it was the history
of the ameliorating endeavors of a woman in criminal society, and it
contained, perforce, a large amount of tragic and pathetic incident.
But this last was so blended and involved with what Miss Eunice would
have skipped as commonplace, that she was led to digest the whole
volume,--statistics, philosophy, comments, and all. She studied the
analysis of the atmosphere of cells, the properties and waste of
wheaten flour, the cost of clothing to the general government, the whys
and wherefores of crime and evil-doing; and it was not long before
there was generated within her bosom a fine and healthy ardor to
emulate this practical and courageous pattern.
She was profoundly moved by the tales of missionary labors proper.
She was filled with joy to read that Miss Crofutt and her lieutenants
sometimes cracked and broke away the formidable husks which enveloped
divine kernels in the hearts of some of the wretches, and she
frequently wept at the stories of victories gained over monsters whose
defences of silence and stolidity had suddenly fallen into ruin above
the slow but persistent sapping of constant kindness. Acute tinglings
and chilling thrills would pervade her entire body when she read that
on Christmas every wretch seemed to become for that day, at least, a
gracious man; that the sight of a few penny tapers, or the possession
of a handful of sweet stuff, or a spray of holly, or a hot-house bloom,
would appear to convert the worst of them into children. Her heart
would swell to learn how they acted during the one poor hour of yearly
freedom in the prison-yards; that they swelled their chests; that they
ran; that they took long strides; that the singers anxiously tried
their voices, now grown husky; that the athletes wrestled only to find
their limbs stiff and their arts forgotten; that the gentlest of them
lifted their faces to the broad sky and spent the sixty minutes in a
dreadful gazing at the clouds.
The pretty student gradually became possessed with a rage. She desired
to convert some one, to recover some estray, to reform some wretch.
She regretted that she lived in America, and not in England, where the
most perfect rascals were to be found; she was sorry that the gloomy,
sin-saturated prisons which were the scenes of Miss Crofutt’s labors
must always be beyond her ken.
There was no crime in the family or the neighborhood against which she
might strive; no one whom she knew was even austere; she had never met
a brute; all her rascals were newspaper rascals. For aught she knew,
this tranquillity and good-will might go on forever, without affording
her an opportunity. She must be denied the smallest contact with these
frightful faces and figures, these bars and cages, these deformities
of the mind and heart, these curiosities of conscience, shyness,
skill, and daring; all these dramas of reclamation, all these scenes
of fervent gratitude, thankfulness, and intoxicating liberty,--all or
any of these things must never come to be the lot of her eyes; and she
gave herself up to the most poignant regret.
But one day she was astonished to discover that all of these delights
lay within half an hour’s journey of her home; and moreover, that
there was approaching an hour which was annually set apart for the
indulgence of the inmates of the prison in question. She did not stop
to ask herself, as she might well have done, how it was that she had so
completely ignored this particular institution, which was one of the
largest and best conducted in the country, especially when her desire
to visit one was so keen; but she straightway set about preparing for
her intended visit in a manner which she fancied Miss Crofutt would
have approved, had she been present.
She resolved, in the most radical sense of the word, to be
alive. She jotted on some ivory tablets, with a gold pencil, a
number of hints to assist her in her observations. For example:
“Phrenological development; size of cells; ounces of solid and
liquid; tissue-producing food; were mirrors allowed? if so, what
was the effect? jimmy and skeleton-key, character of; canary birds:
query, would not their admission into every cell animate in the human
prisoners a similar buoyancy? to urge upon the turnkeys the use of the
Spanish garrote in place of the present distressing gallows; to find
the proportion of Orthodox and Unitarian prisoners to those of other
persuasions.” But besides these and fifty other similar memoranda, the
enthusiast cast about her for something practical to do.
She hit upon the capital idea of flowers. She at once ordered from a
gardener of taste two hundred bouquets, or rather nosegays, which she
intended for distribution among the prisoners she was about to visit,
and she called upon her father for the money.
Then she began to prepare her mind. She wished to define the plan from
which she was to make her contemplations. She settled that she would be
grave and gentle. She would be exquisitely careful not to hold herself
too much aloof, and yet not to step beyond the bounds of that sweet
reserve that she conceived must have been at once Miss Crofutt’s sword
and buckler.
Her object was to awaken in the most abandoned criminals a realization
that the world, in its most benignant phase, was still open to them;
that society, having obtained a requital for their wickedness, was
ready to embrace them again on proof of their repentance.
She determined to select at the outset two or three of the most
remarkable monsters, and turn the full head of her persuasions
exclusively upon them, instead of sprinkling (as it were) the whole
community with her grace. She would arouse at first a very few, and
then a few more, and a few more, and so on _ad infinitum_.
It was on a hot July morning that she journeyed on foot over the bridge
which led to the prison, and there walked a man behind her carrying the
flowers.
Her eyes were cast down, this being the position most significant of
her spirit. Her pace was equal, firm, and rapid; she made herself
oblivious of the bustle of the streets, and she repented that her
vanity had permitted her to wear white and lavender, these making a
combination in her dress which she had been told became her well. She
had no right to embellish herself. Was she going to the races, or a
match, or a kettle-drum, that she must dandify herself with particular
shades of color? She stopped short, blushing. Would Miss Cro----.
But there was no help for it now. It was too late to turn back. She
proceeded, feeling that the odds were against her.
She approached her destination in such a way that the prison came into
view suddenly. She paused with a feeling of terror. The enormous gray
building rose far above a lofty white wall of stone, and a sense of
its prodigious strength and awful gloom overwhelmed her. On the top of
the wall, holding by an iron railing, there stood a man with a rifle
trailing behind him. He was looking down into the yard inside. His
attitude of watchfulness, his weapon, the unseen thing that was being
thus fiercely guarded, provoked in her such a revulsion that she came
to a standstill.
What in the name of mercy had she come here for? She began to tremble.
The man with the flowers came up to her and halted. From the prison
there came at this instant the loud clang of a bell, and succeeding
this a prolonged and resonant murmur which seemed to increase. Miss
Eunice looked hastily around her. There were several people who must
have heard the same sounds that reached her ears, but they were not
alarmed. In fact, one or two of them seemed to be going to the prison
direct. The courage of our philanthropist began to revive. A woman in a
brick house opposite suddenly pulled up a window-curtain and fixed an
amused and inquisitive look upon her.
This would have sent her into a thrice-heated furnace. “Come, if you
please,” she commanded the man, and she marched upon the jail.
She entered at first a series of neat offices in a wing of the
structure, and then she came to a small door made of black bars of
iron. A man stood on the farther side of this, with a bunch of large
keys. When he saw Miss Eunice he unlocked and opened the door, and she
passed through.
She found that she had entered a vast, cool, and lofty cage, one
hundred feet in diameter; it had an iron floor, and there were several
people strolling about here and there. Through several grated apertures
the sunlight streamed with strong effect, and a soft breeze swept
around the cavernous apartment.
Without the cage, before her and on either hand, were three more wings
of the building, and in these were the prisoners’ corridors.
At the moment she entered, the men were leaving their cells, and
mounting the stone stairs in regular order, on their way to the
chapel above. The noisy files went up and down and to the right and
to the left, shuffling and scraping and making a great tumult. The
men were dressed in blue, and were seen indistinctly through the
lofty gratings. From above and below and all around her there came
the metallic snapping of bolts and the rattle of moving bars; and so
significant was everything of savage repression and impending violence,
that Miss Eunice was compelled to say faintly to herself, “I am afraid
it will take a little time to get used to all this.”
She rested upon one of the seats in the rotunda while the chapel
services were being conducted, and she thus had an opportunity to
regain a portion of her lost heart. She felt wonderfully dwarfed and
belittled, and her plan of recovering souls had, in some way or other,
lost much of its feasibility. A glance at her bright flowers revived
her a little, as did also a surprising, long-drawn roar from over her
head, to the tune of “America.” The prisoners were singing.
Miss Eunice was not alone in her intended work, for there were several
other ladies, also with supplies of flowers, who with her awaited until
the prisoners should descend into the yard and be let loose before
presenting them with what they had brought. Their common purpose made
them acquainted, and by the aid of chat and sympathy they fortified
each other.
Half an hour later the five hundred men descended from the chapel to
the yard, rushing out upon its bare broad surface as you have seen a
burst of water suddenly irrigate a road-bed. A hoarse and tremendous
shout at once filled the air, and echoed against the walls like the
threat of a volcano. Some of the wretches waltzed and spun around like
dervishes, some threw somersaults, some folded their arms gravely and
marched up and down, some fraternized, some walked away pondering, some
took off their tall caps and sat down in the shade, some looked towards
the rotunda with expectation, and there were those who looked towards
it with contempt.
There led from the rotunda to the yard a flight of steps. Miss Eunice
descended these steps with a quaking heart, and a turnkey shouted to
the prisoners over her head that she and others had flowers for them.
No sooner had the words left his lips, than the men rushed up pell-mell.
This was a crucial moment.
There thronged upon Miss Eunice an army of men who were being punished
for all the crimes in the calendar. Each individual here had been caged
because he was either a highwayman, or a forger, or a burglar, or a
ruffian, or a thief, or a murderer. The unclean and frightful tide
bore down upon our terrified missionary, shrieking and whooping. Every
prisoner thrust out his hand over the head of the one in front of him,
and the foremost plucked at her dress.
She had need of courage. A sense of danger and contamination impelled
her to fly, but a gleam of reason in the midst of her distraction
enabled her to stand her ground. She forced herself to smile, though
she knew her face had grown pale.
She placed a bunch of flowers into an immense hand which projected from
a coarse blue sleeve in front of her; the owner of the hand was pushed
away so quickly by those who came after him that Miss Eunice failed to
see his face. Her tortured ear caught a rough “Thank y’, miss!” The
spirit of Miss Crofutt revived in a flash, and her disciple thereafter
possessed no lack of nerve.
She plied the crowd with flowers as long as they lasted, and a jaunty
self-possession enabled her finally to gaze without flinching at the
mass of depraved and wicked faces with which she was surrounded.
Instead of retaining her position upon the steps, she gradually
descended into the yard, as did several other visitors. She began to
feel at home; she found her tongue, and her color came back again. She
felt a warm pride in noticing with what care and respect the prisoners
treated her gifts; they carried them about with great tenderness, and
some compared them with those of their friends.
Presently she began to recall her plans. It occurred to her to select
her two or three villains. For one, she immediately pitched upon a
lean-faced wretch in front of her. He seemed to be old, for his back
was bent and he leaned upon a cane. His features were large, and
they bore an expression of profound gloom. His head was sunk upon
his breast, his lofty conical cap was pulled over his ears, and his
shapeless uniform seemed to weigh him down, so infirm was he.
Miss Eunice spoke to him. He did not hear; she spoke again. He glanced
at her like a flash, but without moving; this was at once followed by
a scrutinizing look. He raised his head, and then he turned toward her
gravely.
The solemnity of his demeanor nearly threw Miss Eunice off her balance,
but she mastered herself by beginning to talk rapidly. The prisoner
leaned over a little to hear better. Another came up, and two or three
turned around to look. She bethought herself of an incident related
in Miss Crofutt’s book, and she essayed its recital. It concerned a
lawyer who was once pleading in a French criminal court in behalf
of a man whose crime had been committed under the influence of dire
want. In his plea he described the case of another whom he knew who
had been punished with a just but short imprisonment instead of a long
one, which the judge had been at liberty to impose, but from which he
humanely refrained. Miss Eunice happily remembered the words of the
lawyer: “That man suffered like the wrong-doer that he was. He knew his
punishment was just. Therefore there lived perpetually in his breast an
impulse toward a better life which was not suppressed and stifled by
the five years he passed within the walls of the jail. He came forth
and began to labor. He toiled hard. He struggled against averted faces
and cold words, and he began to rise. He secreted nothing, faltered at
nothing, and never stumbled. He succeeded; men took off their hats to
him once more; he became wealthy, honorable, God-fearing. I, gentlemen,
am that man, that criminal.” As she quoted this last declaration, Miss
Eunice erected herself with burning eyes and touched herself proudly
upon the breast. A flush crept into her cheeks, and her nostrils
dilated, and she grew tall.
She came back to earth again, and found herself surrounded with the
prisoners. She was a little startled.
“Ah, that was good!” ejaculated the old man upon whom she had fixed her
eyes. Miss Eunice felt an inexpressible sense of delight.
Murmurs of approbation came from all of her listeners, especially from
one on her right hand. She looked around at him pleasantly.
But the smile faded from her lips on beholding him. He was extremely
tall and very powerful. He overshadowed her. His face was large,
ugly, and forbidding; his gray hair and beard were cropped close, his
eyebrows met at the bridge of his nose and overhung his large eyes like
a screen. His lips were very wide, and, being turned downwards at the
corners, they gave him a dolorous expression. His lower jaw was square
and protruding, and a pair of prodigious white ears projected from
beneath his sugar-loaf cap. He seemed to take his cue from the old man,
for he repeated his sentiment.
“Yes,” said he, with a voice which broke alternately into a roar and a
whisper, “that was a good story.”
“Y-yes,” faltered Miss Eunice, “and it has the merit of being t-rue.”
He replied with a nod, and looked absently over her head while he
rubbed the nap upon his chin with his hand. Miss Eunice discovered that
his knee touched the skirt of her dress, and she was about to move in
order to destroy this contact, when she remembered that Miss Crofutt
would probably have cherished the accident as a promoter of a valuable
personal influence, so she allowed it to remain. The lean-faced man was
not to be mentioned in the same breath with this one, therefore she
adopted the superior villain out of hand.
She began to approach him. She asked him where he lived, meaning to
discover whence he had come. He replied in the same mixture of roar
and whisper, “Six undered un one, North Wing.”
Miss Eunice grew scarlet. Presently she recovered sufficiently to
pursue some inquiries respecting the rules and customs of the prison.
She did not feel that she was interesting her friend, yet it seemed
clear that he did not wish to go away. His answers were curt, yet he
swept his cap off his head, implying by the act a certain reverence,
which Miss Eunice’s vanity permitted her to exult at. Therefore she
became more loquacious than ever. Some men came up to speak with the
prisoner, but he shook them off, and remained in an attitude of strict
attention, with his chin on his hand, looking now at the sky, now at
the ground, and now at Miss Eunice.
In handling the flowers her gloves had been stained, and she now
held them in her fingers, nervously twisting them as she talked. In
the course of time she grew short of subjects, and, as her listener
suggested nothing, several lapses occurred; in one of them she absently
spread her gloves out in her palms, meanwhile wondering how the English
girl acted under similar circumstances.
Suddenly a large hand slowly interposed itself between her eyes and her
gloves, and then withdrew, taking one of the soiled trifles with it.
She was surprised, but the surprise was pleasurable. She said nothing
at first. The prisoner gravely spread his prize out upon his own palm,
and after looking at it carefully, he rolled it up into a tight ball
and thrust it deep in an inner pocket.
This act made the philanthropist aware that she had made progress. She
rose insensibly to the elevation of patron, and she made promises to
come frequently and visit her ward and to look in upon him when he was
at work; while saying this she withdrew a little from the shade his
huge figure had supplied her with.
He thrust his hands into his pockets, but he hastily took them out
again. Still he said nothing and hung his head. It was while she was
in the mood of a conqueror that Miss Eunice went away. She felt a touch
of repugnance at stepping from before his eyes a free woman, therefore
she took pains to go when she thought he was not looking.
She pointed him out to a turnkey, who told her he was expiating the
sins of assault and burglarious entry. Outwardly Miss Eunice looked
grieved, but within she exulted that he was so emphatically a rascal.
When she emerged from the cool, shadowy, and frowning prison into the
gay sunlight, she experienced a sense of bewilderment. The significance
of a lock and a bar seemed greater on quitting them than it had when
she had perceived them first. The drama of imprisonment and punishment
oppressed her spirit with tenfold gloom now that she gazed upon the
brilliancy and freedom of the outer world. That she and everybody
around her were permitted to walk here and there at will, without
question and limit, generated within her an indefinite feeling of
gratitude; and the noise, the colors, the creaking wagons, the myriad
voices, the splendid variety and change of all things excited a
profound but at the same time a mournful satisfaction.
Midway in her return journey she was shrieked at from a carriage, which
at once approached the sidewalk. Within it were four gay maidens bound
to the Navy-Yard, from whence they were to sail, with a large party of
people of nice assortment, in an experimental steamer, which was to be
made to go with kerosene lamps, in some way. They seized upon her hands
and cajoled her. Wouldn’t she go? They were to sail down among the
islands (provided the oil made the wheels and things go round), they
were to lunch at Fort Warren, dine at Fort Independence, and dance at
Fort Winthrop. Come, please go. Oh, do! The Germanians were to furnish
the music.
Miss Eunice sighed, but shook her head. She had not yet got the air of
the prison out of her lungs, nor the figure of her robber out of her
eyes, nor the sense of horror and repulsion out of her sympathies.
At another time she would have gone to the ends of the earth with such
a happy crew, but now she only shook her head again and was resolute.
No one could wring a reason from her, and the wondering quartet drove
away.
II
Before the day went, Miss Eunice awoke to the disagreeable fact that
her plans had become shrunken and contracted, that a certain something
had curdled her spontaneity, and that her ardor had flown out at some
crevice and had left her with the dry husk of an intent.
She exerted herself to glow a little, but she failed. She talked
well at the tea-table, but she did not tell about the glove. This
matter plagued her. She ran over in her mind the various doings of
Miss Crofutt, and she could not conceal from herself that that lady
had never given a glove to one of her wretches; no, nor had she ever
permitted the smallest approach to familiarity.
Miss Eunice wept a little. She was on the eve of despairing.
In the silence of the night the idea presented itself to her with a
disagreeable baldness. There was a thief over yonder that possessed a
confidence with her.
They had found it necessary to shut this man up in iron and stone, and
to guard him with a rifle with a large leaden ball in it.
This villain was a convict. That was a terrible word, one that made her
blood chill.
She, the admired of hundreds and the beloved of a family, had done a
secret and shameful thing of which she dared not tell. In these solemn
hours the madness of her act appalled her.
She asked herself what might not the fellow do with the glove? Surely
he would exhibit it among his brutal companions, and perhaps allow it
to pass to and fro among them. They would laugh and joke with him, and
he would laugh and joke in return, and no doubt he would kiss it to
their great delight. Again, he might go to her friends, and, by working
upon their fears and by threatening an exposure of her, extort large
sums of money from them. Again, might he not harass her by constantly
appearing to her at all times and all places and making all sorts of
claims and demands? Again, might he not, with terrible ingenuity,
use it in connection with some false key or some jack-in-the-box,
or some dark-lantern, or something, in order to effect his escape;
or might he not tell the story times without count to some wretched
curiosity-hunters who would advertise her folly all over the country,
to her perpetual misery?
She became harnessed to this train of thought. She could not escape
from it. She reversed the relation that she had hoped to hold toward
such a man, and she stood in his shadow, and not he in hers.
In consequence of these ever-present fears and sensations, there
was one day, not very far in the future, that she came to have an
intolerable dread of. This day was the one on which the sentence of the
man was to expire. She felt that he would surely search for her; and
that he would find her there could be no manner of doubt, for, in her
surplus of confidence, she had told him her full name, inasmuch as he
had told her his.
When she contemplated this new source of terror, her peace of mind
fled directly. So did her plans for philanthropic labor. Not a shred
remained. The anxiety began to tell upon her, and she took to peering
out of a certain shaded window that commanded the square in front of
her house. It was not long before she remembered that for good behavior
certain days were deducted from the convicts’ terms of imprisonment.
Therefore, her ruffian might be released at a moment not anticipated by
her. He might, in fact, be discharged on any day. He might be on his
way towards her even now.
She was not very far from right, for suddenly the man did appear.
He one day turned the corner, as she was looking out at the window
fearing that she should see him, and came in a diagonal direction
across the hot, flagged square.
Miss Eunice’s pulse leaped into the hundreds. She glued her eyes upon
him. There was no mistake. There was the red face, the evil eyes, the
large mouth, the gray hair, and the massive frame.
What should she do? Should she hide? Should she raise the sash and
shriek to the police? Should she arm herself with a knife? or--what?
In the name of mercy, what? She glared into the street. He came on
steadily, and she lost him, for he passed beneath her. In a moment she
heard the jangle of the bell. She was petrified. She heard his heavy
step below. He had gone into the little reception room beside the door.
He crossed to a sofa opposite the mantel. She then heard him get up and
go to a window, then he walked about, and then sat down; probably upon
a red leather seat beside the window.
Meanwhile the servant was coming to announce him. From some impulse,
which was a strange and sudden one, she eluded the maid, and rushed
headlong upon her danger. She never remembered her descent of the
stairs. She awoke to cool contemplation of matters only to find herself
entering the room.
Had she made a mistake, after all? It was a question that was asked and
answered in a flash. This man was pretty erect and self-assured, but
she discerned in an instant that there was needed but the blue woollen
jacket and the tall cap to make him the wretch of a month before.
He said nothing. Neither did she. He stood up and occupied himself
by twisting a button upon his waistcoat. She, fearing a threat or a
demand, stood bridling to receive it. She looked at him from top to toe
with parted lips.
He glanced at her. She stepped back. He put the rim of his cap in his
mouth and bit it once or twice, and then looked out at the window.
Still neither spoke. A voice at this instant seemed impossible.
He glanced again like a flash. She shrank, and put her hands upon the
bolt. Presently he began to stir. He put out one foot, and gradually
moved forward. He made another step. He was going away. He had almost
reached the door, when Miss Eunice articulated, in a confused whisper,
“My--my glove; I wish you would give me my glove.”
He stopped, fixed his eyes upon her, and after passing his fingers up
and down upon the outside of his coat, said, with deliberation, in a
husky voice, “No, mum. I’m goin’ fur to keep it as long as I live, if
it takes two thousand years.”
“Keep it!” she stammered.
“Keep it,” he replied.
He gave her an untranslatable look. It neither frightened her nor
permitted her to demand the glove more emphatically. She felt her
cheeks and temples and her hands grow cold, and midway in the process
of fainting she saw him disappear. He vanquished quietly. Deliberation
and respect characterized his movements, and there was not so much as a
jar of the outer door.
Poor philanthropist!
This incident nearly sent her to a sick-bed. She fully expected that
her secret would appear in the newspapers in full, and she lived in
dread of the onslaught of an angry and outraged society.
The more she reflected upon what her possibilities had been and how
she had misused them, the iller and the more distressed she got. She
grew thin and spare of flesh. Her friends became frightened. They began
to dose her and to coddle her. She looked at them with eyes full of
supreme melancholy, and she frequently wept upon their shoulders.
In spite of her precautions, however, a thunderbolt slipped in.
One day her father read at the table an item that met his eye. He
repeated it aloud, on account of the peculiar statement in the last
line:--
“Detained on suspicion.--A rough-looking fellow, who gave the name
of Gorman, was arrested on the high-road to Tuxbridge Springs for
suspected complicity in some recent robberies in the neighborhood.
He was fortunately able to give a pretty clear account of his late
whereabouts, and he was permitted to depart with a caution from the
justice. Nothing was found upon him but a few coppers and an old kid
glove wrapped in a bit of paper.”
Miss Eunice’s soup spilled. This was too much, and she fainted this
time in right good earnest; and she straightway became an invalid of
the settled type. They put her to bed. The doctor told her plainly that
he knew she had a secret, but she looked at him so imploringly that he
refrained from telling his fancies; but he ordered an immediate change
of air. It was settled at once that she should go to the “Springs”--to
Tuxbridge Springs. The doctor knew there were young people there, also
plenty of dancing. So she journeyed thither with her pa and her ma and
with pillows and servants.
They were shown to their rooms, and strong porters followed with the
luggage. One of them had her huge trunk upon his shoulder. He put it
carefully upon the floor, and by so doing he disclosed the ex-prisoner
to Miss Eunice and Miss Eunice to himself. He was astonished, but
he remained silent. But she must needs be frightened and fall into
another fit of trembling. After an awkward moment he went away, while
she called to her father and begged piteously to be taken away from
Tuxbridge Springs instantly. There was no appeal. She hated, _hated_,
HATED Tuxbridge Springs, and she should die if she were forced to
remain. She rained tears. She would give no reason, but she could not
stay. No, millions on millions could not persuade her; go she must.
There was no alternative. The party quitted the place within the hour,
bag and baggage. Miss Eunice’s father was perplexed and angry, and her
mother would have been angry also if she had dared.
They went to other springs and stayed a month, but the patient’s fright
increased each day, and so did her fever. She was full of distractions.
In her dreams everybody laughed at her as the one who had flirted with
a convict. She would ever be pursued with the tale of her foolishness
and stupidity. Should she ever recover her self-respect and confidence?
She had become radically selfish. She forgot the old ideas of
noble-heartedness and self-denial, and her temper had become weak and
childish. She did not meet her puzzle face to face, but she ran away
from it with her hands over her ears. Miss Crofutt stared at her, and
therefore she threw Miss Crofutt’s book into the fire.
After two days of unceasing debate, she called her parents, and with
the greatest agitation told them _all_.
It so happened, in this case, that events, to use a railroad phrase,
made connection.
No sooner had Miss Eunice told her story than the man came again. This
time he was accompanied by a woman.
“Only get my glove away from him,” sobbed the unhappy one, “that is all
I ask!” This was a fine admission! It was thought proper to bring an
officer, and so a strong one was sent for.
Meanwhile the couple had been admitted to the parlor. Miss Eunice’s
father stationed the officer at one door, while he, with a pistol,
stood at the other. Then Miss Eunice went into the apartment. She
was wasted, weak, and nervous. The two villains got up as she came
in, and bowed. She began to tremble as usual, and laid hold upon the
mantelpiece. “How much do you want?” she gasped.
The man gave the woman a push with his forefinger. She stepped forward
quickly with her crest up. Her eyes turned, and she fixed a vixenish
look upon Miss Eunice. She suddenly shot her hand out from beneath her
shawl and extended it at full length. Across it lay Miss Eunice’s
glove, very much soiled.
“Was that thing ever yours?” demanded the woman, shrilly.
“Y-yes,” said Miss Eunice, faintly.
The woman seemed (if the apt word is to be excused) staggered. She
withdrew her hand, and looked the glove over. The man shook his head,
and began to laugh behind his hat.
“And did you ever give it to him?” pursued the woman, pointing over her
shoulder with her thumb.
Miss Eunice nodded.
“Of your own free will?”
After a moment of silence she ejaculated, in a whisper, “Yes.”
“Now wait,” said the man, coming to the front; “’nough has been said by
you.” He then addressed himself to Miss Eunice with the remains of his
laugh still illuminating his face.
“This is my wife’s sister, and she’s one of the jealous kind. I love
my wife” (here he became grave), “and I never showed her any kind of
slight that I know of. I’ve always been fair to her, and she’s always
been fair to me. Plain sailin’ so far; I never kep’ anything from
her--but this.” He reached out and took the glove from the woman, and
spread it out upon his own palm, as Miss Eunice had seen him do once
before. He looked at it thoughtfully. “I wouldn’t tell her about this;
no, never. She was never very particular to ask me; that’s where her
trust in me came in. She knowed I was above doing anything out of the
way--that is--I mean--” He stammered and blushed, and then rushed on
volubly. “But her sister here thought I paid too much attention to
it; she thought I looked at it too much, and kep’ it secret. So she
nagged and nagged, and kept the pitch boilin’ until I had to let it
out: I told ’em” (Miss Eunice shivered). “‘No,’ says she, my wife’s
sister, ‘that won’t do, Gorman. That’s chaff, and I’m too old a bird.’
Ther’fore I fetched her straight to you, so she could put the question
direct.”
He stopped a moment as if in doubt how to go on. Miss Eunice began
to open her eyes, and she released the mantel. The man resumed with
something like impressiveness:
“When you last held that,” said he, slowly, balancing the glove in his
hand, “I was a wicked man with bad intentions through and through. When
I first held it I became an honest man, with good intentions.”
A burning blush of shame covered Miss Eunice’s face and neck.
“An’ as I kep’ it my intentions went on improvin’ and improvin’,
till I made up my mind to behave myself in future, forever. Do you
understand?--forever. No backslidin’, no hitchin’, no slippin’-up. I
take occasion to say, miss, that I was beset time and again; that the
instant I set my foot outside them prison-gates, over there, my old
chums got round me; but I shook my head. ‘No,’ says I, ‘I won’t go back
on the glove.’”
Miss Eunice hung her head. The two had exchanged places, she thought;
she was the criminal and he the judge.
“An’ what is more,” continued he, with the same weight in his tone,
“I not only kep’ sight of the glove, but I kep’ sight of the generous
sperrit that gave it. I didn’t let _that_ go. I never forgot what you
meant. I knowed--I knowed,” repeated he, lifting his forefinger,--“I
knowed a time would come when there wouldn’t be any enthoosiasm, any
‘hurrah,’ and then perhaps you’d be sorry you was so kind to me; an’
the time did come.”
Miss Eunice buried her face in her hands and wept aloud.
“But did I quit the glove? No, mum. I held on to it. It was what I
fought by. I wasn’t going to give it up, because it was asked for.
All the police-officers in the city couldn’t have took it from me. I
put it deep into my pocket and I walked out. It was differcult, miss.
But I come through. The glove did it. It helped me stand out against
temptation when it was strong. If I looked at it, I remembered that
once there was a pure heart that pitied me. It cheered me up. After a
while I kinder got out of the mud. Then I got work. The glove again.
Then a girl that knowed me before I took to bad ways married me, and
no questions asked. Then I just took the glove into a dark corner and
blessed it.”
Miss Eunice was belittled.
A noise was heard in the hall-way. Miss Eunice’s father and the
policeman were going away.
The awkwardness of the succeeding silence was relieved by the moving of
the man and the woman. They had done their errand, and were going.
Said Miss Eunice, with the faint idea of making a practical apology to
her visitor, “I shall go to the prison once a week after this, I think.”
“Then may God bless ye, miss,” said the man. He came back with tears in
his eyes and took her proffered hand for an instant. Then he and his
wife’s sister went away.
Miss Eunice’s remaining spark of charity at once crackled and burst
into a flame. There is sure to be a little something that is bad in
everybody’s philanthropy when it is first put to use; it requires to be
filed down like a faulty casting before it will run without danger to
anybody. Samaritanism that goes off with half a charge is sure to do
great mischief somewhere; but Miss Eunice’s, now properly corrected,
henceforth shot off at the proper end, and inevitably hit the mark. She
purchased a new Crofutt.
BAYARD TAYLOR
1825–1878
Bayard Taylor, in the ’60’s and ’70’s, was among the best known of our
men of letters. Typical American in enterprise and resource, he gave
most of his life to foreign lands and letters. _Views Afoot_ (1846),
which has sent across the Atlantic hundreds of young Americans like him
in large ambition and small purse, was the first of a series extending
through his life. For a really Viking spirit of travel urged him over
the habitable globe, from Africa to Iceland, from California to Japan.
The store of observations first made newspaper correspondence. His
profession was journalism. Some of the material was subsequently cast
in lectures; most of it appeared finally in books. Thus his trip across
the world (1851–1853) to join Perry furnished, first, copy for the New
York “Tribune,” then many popular lectures, and finally _The Lands of
the Saracen_ (1854) and _A Visit to India, China and Japan_ (1855). His
wide knowledge of foreign societies and his intimate acquaintance with
Germany brought him naturally into public life as minister to Berlin
(1877–1878).
Admirable journalist, Taylor was not content with journalism. In 1863
at Gotha, where he had found a wife in 1857, he was deep in the study
of Goethe. From 1868–1870, after intervening travels, he gave himself
to the translation of “Faust.” Lecturing then at Cornell as Professor
of German Literature, he went back to Germany to pursue Goethe
still further at Weimar. So his knowledge of Scandinavia was of the
literature as well as of the land.
His great ambition, and doubtless his measure of success, was poetry.
From his youthful ventures in Philadelphia almost to the day of his
death he published verse; and the recognition of the public appears
in the choice of him to read the Harvard Φ Β Κ poem in 1850 and the
National Ode at the Centennial Exposition of 1876. Since his death
this part of his work has been so far slighted that there is some
need of recalling his consistently high aim and the technical mastery
evinced by performances so widely different as the delicious parodies
of _The Echo Club_ and the noble rendering of “Faust.” No criticism of
Taylor as a poet should obscure the fact that his “Faust” takes rank
with the few great verse translations.
Taylor’s versatility achieved also a lesser, but still a considerable,
success in novels and tales. The interest aroused by the lively opening
of _Who Was She?_ is sustained with no little art. Perhaps the import
would be more poignant if it were less dangerously near to abstract
proposition; but it is very human.
WHO WAS SHE?
[_From the “Atlantic Monthly” September, 1874_]
Come, now, there may as well be an end of this! Every time I meet your
eyes squarely, I detect the question just slipping out of them. If
you had spoken it, or even boldly looked it; if you had shown in your
motions the least sign of a fussy or fidgety concern on my account;
if this were not the evening of my birthday, and you the only friend
who remembered it; if confession were not good for the soul, though
harder than sin to some people, of whom I am one,--well, if all reasons
were not at this instant converged into a focus, and burning me rather
violently, in that region where the seat of emotion is supposed to lie,
I should keep my trouble to myself.
Yes, I have fifty times had it on my mind to tell you the whole story.
But who can be certain that his best friend will not smile--or, what
is worse, cherish a kind of charitable pity ever afterwards--when
the external forms of a very serious kind of passion seem trivial,
fantastic, foolish? And the worst of all is that the heroic part which
I imagined I was playing proves to have been almost the reverse. The
only comfort which I can find in my humiliation is that I am capable of
feeling it. There isn’t a bit of a paradox in this, as you will see;
but I only mention it, now, to prepare you for, maybe, a little morbid
sensitiveness of my moral nerves.
The documents are all in this portfolio, under my elbow. I had just
read them again completely through, when you were announced. You may
examine them as you like, afterwards: for the present, fill your glass,
take another Cabaña, and keep silent until my “ghastly tale” has
reached its most lamentable conclusion.
The beginning of it was at Wampsocket Springs, three years ago last
summer. I suppose most unmarried men who have reached, or passed, the
age of thirty--and I was then thirty-three--experience a milder return
of their adolescent warmth, a kind of fainter second spring, since
the first has not fulfilled its promise. Of course, I wasn’t clearly
conscious of this at the time: who is? But I had had my youthful
passion and my tragic disappointment, as you know: I had looked far
enough into what Thackeray used to call the cryptic mysteries, to save
me from the Scylla of dissipation, and yet preserved enough of natural
nature to keep me out of the Pharisaic Charybdis. My devotion to my
legal studies had already brought me a mild distinction; the paternal
legacy was a good nest-egg for the incubation of wealth,--in short, I
was a fair, respectable “party,” desirable to the humbler mammas, and
not to be despised by the haughty exclusives.
The fashionable hotel at the Springs holds three hundred, and it
was packed. I had meant to lounge there for a fortnight and then
finish my holidays at Long Branch; but eighty, at least, out of
the three hundred, were young and moved lightly in muslin. With my
years and experience I felt so safe, that to walk, talk, or dance
with them became simply a luxury, such as I had never--at least so
freely--possessed before. My name and standing, known to some families,
were agreeably exaggerated to the others, and I enjoyed that supreme
satisfaction which a man always feels when he discovers, or imagines,
that he is popular in society. There is a kind of premonitory apology
implied in my saying this, I am aware. You must remember that I am
culprit, and culprit’s counsel, at the same time.
You have never been at Wampsocket? Well, the hills sweep around in
a crescent, on the northern side, and four or five radiating glens,
descending from them, unite just above the village. The central one,
leading to a water-fall (called “Minne-hehe” by the irreverent young
people, because there is so little of it), is the fashionable drive
and promenade; but the second ravine on the left, steep, crooked, and
cumbered with bowlders which have tumbled from somewhere and lodged in
the most extraordinary groupings, became my favorite walk of a morning.
There was a footpath in it, well-trodden at first, but gradually fading
out as it became more like a ladder than a path, and I soon discovered
that no other city feet than mine were likely to scale a certain rough
slope which seemed the end of the ravine. With the aid of the tough
laurel-stems I climbed to the top, passed through a cleft as narrow as
a doorway, and presently found myself in a little upper dell, as wild
and sweet and strange as one of the pictures that haunts us on the
brink of sleep.
There was a pond--no, rather a bowl--of water in the centre; hardly
twenty yards across, yet the sky in it was so pure and far down that
the circle of rocks and summer foliage inclosing it seemed like a
little planetary ring, floating off alone through space. I can’t
explain the charm of the spot, nor the selfishness which instantly
suggested that I should keep the discovery to myself. Ten years
earlier, I should have looked around for some fair spirit to be my
“minister,” but now--
One forenoon--I think it was the third or fourth time I had visited the
place--I was startled to find the dint of a heel in the earth, half-way
up the slope. There had been rain during the night and the earth was
still moist and soft. It was the mark of a woman’s boot, only to be
distinguished from that of a walking-stick by its semicircular form. A
little higher, I found the outline of a foot, not so small as to awake
an ecstasy, but with a suggestion of lightness, elasticity, and grace.
If hands were thrust through holes in a board-fence, and nothing of the
attached bodies seen, I can easily imagine that some would attract and
others repel us: with footprints the impression is weaker, of course,
but we cannot escape it. I am not sure whether I wanted to find the
unknown wearer of the boot within my precious personal solitude: I was
afraid I should see her, while passing through the rocky crevice, and
yet was disappointed when I found no one.
But on the flat, warm rock overhanging the tarn--my special throne--lay
some withering wild-flowers, and a book! I looked up and down, right
and left: there was not the slightest sign of another human life than
mine. Then I lay down for a quarter of an hour, and listened: there
were only the noises of bird and squirrel, as before. At last, I took
up the book, the flat breadth of which suggested only sketches. There
were, indeed, some tolerable studies of rocks and trees on the first
pages; a few not very striking caricatures, which seemed to have been
commenced as portraits, but recalled no faces I knew; then a number of
fragmentary notes, written in pencil. I found no name, from first to
last; only, under the sketches, a monogram so complicated and laborious
that the initials could hardly be discovered unless one already knew
them.
The writing was a woman’s, but it had surely taken its character
from certain features of her own: it was clear, firm, individual. It
had nothing of that air of general debility which usually marks the
manuscript of young ladies, yet its firmness was far removed from the
stiff, conventional slope which all Englishwomen seem to acquire in
youth and retain through life. I don’t see how any man in my situation
could have helped reading a few lines--if only for the sake of
restoring lost property. But I was drawn on, and on, and finished by
reading all: thence, since no further harm could be done, I re-read,
pondering over certain passages until they stayed with me. Here they
are, as I set them down, that evening, on the back of a legal blank.
“It makes a great deal of difference whether we wear social forms as
bracelets or handcuffs.”
“Can we not still be wholly our independent selves, even while doing,
in the main, as others do? I know two who are so; but they are
married.”
“The men who admire these bold, dashing young girls treat them like
weaker copies of themselves. And yet they boast of what they call
‘experience!’”
“I wonder if any one felt the exquisite beauty of the noon as I did,
to-day? A faint appreciation of sunsets and storms is taught us in
youth, and kept alive by novels and flirtations; but the broad,
imperial splendor of this summer noon!--and myself standing alone in
it,--yes, utterly alone!”
“The men I seek _must_ exist: where are they? How make an acquaintance,
when one obsequiously bows himself away, as I advance? The fault is
surely not all on my side.”
There was much more, intimate enough to inspire me with a keen interest
in the writer, yet not sufficiently so to make my perusal a painful
indiscretion. I yielded to the impulse of the moment, took out my
pencil, and wrote a dozen lines on one of the blank pages. They ran
something in this wise:--
“IGNOTUS IGNOTÆ!--You have bestowed without intending it, and I
have taken without your knowledge. Do not regret the accident which
has enriched another. This concealed idyl of the hills was mine,
as I supposed, but I acknowledge your equal right to it. Shall we
share the possession, or will you banish me?”
There was a frank advance, tempered by a proper caution, I fancied, in
the words I wrote. It was evident that she was unmarried, but outside
of that certainty there lay a vast range of possibilities, some of them
alarming enough. However, if any nearer acquaintance should arise out
of the incident, the next step must be taken by her. Was I one of the
men she sought? I almost imagined so--certainly hoped so.
I laid the book on the rock, as I had found it, bestowed another keen
scrutiny on the lonely landscape, and then descended the ravine. That
evening, I went early to the ladies’ parlor, chatted more than usual
with the various damsels whom I knew, and watched with a new interest
those whom I knew not. My mind, involuntarily, had already created
a picture of the unknown. She might be twenty-five, I thought: a
reflective habit of mind would hardly be developed before that age.
Tall and stately, of course; distinctly proud in her bearing, and
somewhat reserved in her manners. Why she should have large dark eyes,
with long dark lashes, I could not tell; but so I seemed to see her.
Quite forgetting that I was (or had meant to be) _Ignotus_, I found
myself staring rather significantly at one or the other of the young
ladies, in whom I discovered some slight general resemblance to the
imaginary character. My fancies, I must confess, played strange pranks
with me. They had been kept in a coop so many years, that now, when
I suddenly turned them loose, their rickety attempts at flight quite
bewildered me.
No! there was no use in expecting a sudden discovery. I went to the
glen betimes, next morning: the book was gone, and so were the faded
flowers, but some of the latter were scattered over the top of another
rock, a few yards from mine. Ha! this means that I am not to withdraw,
I said to myself: she makes room for me! But how to surprise her?--for
by this time I was fully resolved to make her acquaintance, even though
she might turn out to be forty, scraggy and sandy-haired.
I knew no other way so likely as that of visiting the glen at all times
of the day. I even went so far as to write a line of greeting, with a
regret that our visits had not yet coincided, and laid it under a stone
on the top of _her_ rock. The note disappeared, but there was no answer
in its place. Then I suddenly remembered her fondness for the noon
hours, at which time she was “utterly alone.” The hotel _table d’hôte_
was at one o’clock: her family, doubtless, dined later, in their own
rooms. Why, this gave me, at least, her place in society! The question
of age, to be sure, remained unsettled; but all else was safe.
The next day I took a late and large breakfast, and sacrificed my
dinner. Before noon the guests had all straggled back to the hotel from
glen and grove and lane, so bright and hot was the sunshine. Indeed, I
could hardly have supported the reverberation of heat from the sides of
the ravine, but for a fixed belief that I should be successful. While
crossing the narrow meadow upon which it opened, I caught a glimpse of
something white among the thickets higher up. A moment later, it had
vanished, and I quickened my pace, feeling the beginning of an absurd
nervous excitement in my limbs. At the next turn, there it was again!
but only for another moment. I paused, exulting, and wiped my drenched
forehead. “She cannot escape me!” I murmured between the deep draughts
of cooler air I inhaled in the shadow of a rock.
A few hundred steps more brought me to the foot of the steep ascent,
where I had counted on overtaking her. I was too late for that, but
the dry, baked soil had surely been crumbled and dislodged, here and
there, by a rapid foot. I followed, in reckless haste, snatching at the
laurel-branches right and left, and paying little heed to my footing.
About one third of the way up I slipped, fell, caught a bush which
snapped at the root, slid, whirled over, and before I fairly knew what
had happened, I was lying doubled up at the bottom of the slope.
I rose, made two steps forward, and then sat down with a groan of
pain; my left ankle was badly sprained, in addition to various
minor scratches and bruises. There was a revulsion of feeling, of
course,--instant, complete, and hideous. I fairly hated the Unknown.
“Fool that I was!” I exclaimed, in the theatrical manner, dashing the
palm of my hand softly against my brow: “lured to this by the fair
traitress! But, no!--not fair: she shows the artfulness of faded,
desperate spinsterhood; she is all compact of enamel, ‘liquid bloom of
youth’ and hair-dye!”
There was a fierce comfort in this thought, but it couldn’t help me
out of the scrape. I dared not sit still, lest a sunstroke should
be added, and there was no resource but to hop or crawl down the
rugged path, in the hope of finding a forked sapling from which I
could extemporize a crutch. With endless pain and trouble I reached a
thicket, and was feebly working on a branch with my pen-knife, when the
sound of a heavy footstep surprised me.
A brown harvest-hand, in straw hat and shirt-sleeves, presently
appeared. He grinned when he saw me, and the thick snub of his nose
would have seemed like a sneer at any other time.
“Are you the gentleman that got hurt?” he asked. “Is it pretty
tolerable bad?”
“Who said I was hurt?” I cried, in astonishment.
“One of your town-women from the hotel--I reckon she was. I was binding
oats, in the field over the ridge; but I haven’t lost no time in comin’
here.”
While I was stupidly staring at this announcement, he whipped out a big
clasp knife, and in a few minutes fashioned me a practicable crutch.
Then, taking me by the other arm, he set me in motion towards the
village.
Grateful as I was for the man’s help, he aggravated me by his
ignorance. When I asked if he knew the lady, he answered: “It’s more’n
likely _you_ know her better.” But where did she come from? Down from
the hill, he guessed, but it might ha’ been up the road. How did she
look? was she old or young? what was the color of her eyes? of her
hair? There, now, I was too much for him. When a woman kept one o’
them speckled veils over her face, turned her head away, and held her
parasol between, how were you to know her from Adam? I declare to you,
I couldn’t arrive at one positive particular. Even when he affirmed
that she was tall, he added, the next instant: “Now I come to think on
it, she stepped mighty quick; so I guess she must ha’ been short.”
By the time we reached the hotel, I was in a state of fever; opiates
and lotions had their will of me for the rest of the day. I was glad
to escape the worry of questions, and the conventional sympathy
expressed in inflections of the voice which are meant to soothe, and
only exasperate. The next morning, as I lay upon my sofa, restful,
patient, and properly cheerful, the waiter entered with a bouquet of
wild flowers.
“Who sent them?” I asked.
“I found them outside your door, sir. Maybe there’s a card; yes, here’s
a bit o’ paper.”
I opened the twisted slip he handed me, and read: “From your dell--and
mine.” I took the flowers; among them were two or three rare and
beautiful varieties, which I had only found in that one spot. Fool,
again! I noiselessly kissed, while pretending to smell them, had them
placed on a stand within reach, and fell into a state of quiet and
agreeable contemplation.
Tell me, yourself, whether any male human being is ever too old for
sentiment, provided that it strikes him at the right time and in the
right way! What did that bunch of wild flowers betoken? Knowledge,
first; then, sympathy; and finally, encouragement, at least. Of course
she had seen my accident, from above; of course she had sent the
harvest laborer to aid me home. It was quite natural she should imagine
some special, romantic interest in the lonely dell, on my part, and the
gift took additional value from her conjecture.
Four days afterwards, there was a hop in the large dining-room of
the hotel. Early in the morning, a fresh bouquet had been left at my
door. I was tired of my enforced idleness, eager to discover the fair
unknown, (she was again fair, to my fancy!) and I determined to go
down, believing that a cane and a crimson velvet slipper on the left
foot would provoke a glance of sympathy from certain eyes, and thus
enable me to detect them.
The fact was, the sympathy was much too general and effusive.
Everybody, it seemed, came to me with kindly greetings; seats were
vacated at my approach, even fat Mrs. Huxter insisting on my taking her
warm place, at the head of the room. But Bob Leroy,--you know him,--as
gallant a gentleman as ever lived, put me down at the right point, and
kept me there. He only meant to divert me, yet gave me the only place
where I could quietly inspect all the younger ladies, as dance or
supper brought them near.
One of the dances was an old-fashioned cotillon, and one of the
figures, the “coquette,” brought every one, in turn, before me. I
received a pleasant word or two from those whom I knew, and a long,
kind, silent glance from Miss May Danvers. Where had been my eyes? She
was tall, stately, twenty-five, had large dark eyes, and long dark
lashes! Again the changes of the dance brought her near me; I threw
(or strove to throw) unutterable meanings into my eyes, and cast them
upon hers. She seemed startled, looked suddenly away, looked back to
me, and--blushed. I knew her for what is called “a nice girl”--that is,
tolerably frank, gently feminine, and not dangerously intelligent. Was
it possible that I had overlooked so much character and intellect?
As the cotillon closed, she was again in my neighborhood, and her
partner led her in my direction. I was rising painfully from my
chair, when Bob Leroy pushed me down again, whisked another seat from
somewhere, planted it at my side, and there she was!
She knew who was her neighbor, I plainly saw; but instead of turning
towards me, she began to fan herself in a nervous way and to fidget
with the buttons of her gloves. I grew impatient.
“Miss Danvers!” I said, at last.
“Oh!” was all her answer, as she looked at me for a moment.
“Where are your thoughts?” I asked.
Then she turned, with wide, astonished eyes, coloring softly up to the
roots of her hair. My heart gave a sudden leap.
“How can you tell, if I cannot?” she asked.
“May I guess?”
She made a slight inclination of the head, saying nothing. I was then
quite sure.
“The second ravine, to the left of the main drive?”
This time she actually started; her color became deeper, and a leaf of
the ivory fan snapped between her fingers.
“Let there be no more a secret!” I exclaimed. “Your flowers have
brought me your messages; I knew I should find you”--
Full of certainty, I was speaking in a low, impassioned voice. She
cut me short by rising from her seat; I felt that she was both angry
and alarmed. Fisher, of Philadelphia, jostling right and left in his
haste, made his way towards her. She fairly snatched his arm, clung to
it with a warmth I had never seen expressed in a ball-room, and began
to whisper in his ear. It was not five minutes before he came to me,
alone, with a very stern face, bent down, and said:--
“If you have discovered our secret, you will keep silent. You are
certainly a gentleman.”
I bowed, coldly and savagely. There was a draft from the open window;
my ankle became suddenly weary and painful, and I went to bed. Can you
believe that I didn’t guess, immediately, what it all meant? In a vague
way, I fancied that I had been premature in my attempt to drop our
mutual incognito, and that Fisher, a rival lover, was jealous of me.
This was rather flattering than otherwise; but when I limped down to
the ladies’ parlor, the next day, no Miss Danvers was to be seen. I did
not venture to ask for her; it might seem importunate, and a woman of
so much hidden capacity was evidently not to be wooed in the ordinary
way.
So another night passed by; and then, with the morning, came a letter
which made me feel, at the same instant, like a fool and a hero. It had
been dropped in the Wampsocket post-office, was legibly addressed to me
and delivered with some other letters which had arrived by the night
mail. Here it is; listen!
“NOTO IGNOTA!--Haste is not a gift of the gods, and you have been
impatient, with the usual result. I was almost prepared for this,
and thus am not wholly disappointed. In a day or two more you will
discover your mistake, which, so far as I can learn, has done no
particular harm. If you wish to find _me_, there is only one way
to seek me; should I tell you what it is, I should run the risk
of losing you,--that is, I should preclude the manifestation of
a certain quality which I hope to find in the man who may--or,
rather, must--be my friend. This sounds enigmatical, yet you have
read enough of my nature, as written in those random notes in my
sketch-book, to guess, at least, how much I require. Only this let
me add: mere guessing is useless.
“Being unknown, I can write freely. If you find me, I shall be
justified; if not, I shall hardly need to blush, even to myself,
over a futile experiment.
“It is possible for me to learn enough of your life, henceforth, to
direct my relation towards you. This may be the end; if so, I shall
know it soon. I shall also know whether you continue to seek me.
Trusting in your honor as a man, I must ask you to trust in mine,
as a woman.”
I _did_ discover my mistake, as the Unknown promised. There had been
a secret betrothal between Fisher and Miss Danvers; and singularly
enough, the momentous question and answer had been given in the very
ravine leading to my upper dell! The two meant to keep the matter to
themselves, but therein, it seems, I thwarted them; there was a little
opposition on the part of their respective families, but all was
amicably settled before I left Wampsocket.
The letter made a very deep impression upon me. What was the one way
to find her? What could it be but the triumph that follows ambitious
toil,--the manifestation of all my best qualities, as a man? Be she
old or young, plain or beautiful, I reflected, hers is surely a nature
worth knowing, and its candid intelligence conceals no hazards for me.
I have sought her rashly, blundered, betrayed that I set her lower,
in my thoughts, than her actual self: let me now adopt the opposite
course, seek her openly no longer, go back to my tasks, and, following
my own aims vigorously and cheerfully, restore that respect which she
seemed to be on the point of losing. For, consciously or not, she had
communicated to me a doubt, implied in the very expression of her own
strength and pride. She had meant to address me as an equal, yet,
despite herself, took a stand a little above that which she accorded to
me.
I came back to New York earlier than usual, worked steadily at
my profession and with increasing success, and began to accept
opportunities (which I had previously declined) of making myself
personally known to the great, impressible, fickle, tyrannical public.
One or two of my speeches in the hall of the Cooper Institute, on
various occasions--as you may perhaps remember--gave me a good headway
with the party, and were the chief cause of my nomination for the State
office which I still hold. (There, on the table, lies a resignation,
written to-day, but not yet signed. We’ll talk of it, afterwards.)
Several months passed by, and no further letter reached me. I gave up
much of my time to society, moved familiarly in more than one province
of the kingdom here, and vastly extended my acquaintance, especially
among the women; but not one of them betrayed the mysterious something
or other--really I can’t explain precisely what it was!--which I was
looking for. In fact, the more I endeavored quietly to study the sex,
the more confused I became.
At last, I was subjected to the usual onslaught from the strong-minded.
A small but formidable committee entered my office one morning and
demanded a categorical declaration of my principles. What my views
on the subject were, I knew very well; they were clear and decided;
and yet, I hesitated to declare them! It wasn’t a temptation of Saint
Anthony--that is, turned the other way--and the belligerent attitude
of the dames did not alarm me in the least; but _she_! What was _her_
position? How could I best please her? It flashed upon my mind, while
Mrs. ---- was making her formal speech, that I had taken no step for
months without a vague, secret reference to _her_. So, I strove to be
courteous, friendly, and agreeably noncommittal; begged for further
documents, and promised to reply by letter, in a few days.
I was hardly surprised to find the well-known hand on the envelope of
a letter, shortly afterwards. I held it for a minute in my palm, with
an absurd hope that I might sympathetically feel its character, before
breaking the seal. Then I read it with a great sense of relief.
“I have never assumed to guide a man, except towards the full
exercise of his powers. It is not opinion in action, but opinion in
a state of idleness or indifference, which repels me. I am deeply
glad that you have gained so much since you left the country. If,
in shaping your course, you have thought of me, I will frankly
say that, _to that extent_, you have drawn nearer. Am I mistaken
in conjecturing that you wish to know my relation to the movement
concerning which you were recently interrogated? In this, as in
other instances which may come, I must beg you to consider me only
as a spectator. The more my own views may seem likely to sway your
action, the less I shall be inclined to declare them. If you find
this cold or unwomanly, remember that it is not easy!”
Yes! I felt that I had certainly drawn much nearer to her. And from
this time on, her imaginary face and form became other than they
were. She was twenty-eight--three years older; a very little above
the middle height, but not tall; serene, rather than stately, in her
movements; with a calm, almost grave face, relieved by the sweetness
of the full, firm lips; and finally eyes of pure, limpid gray, such as
we fancy belonged to the Venus of Milo. I found her, thus, much more
attractive than with the dark eyes and lashes,--but she did not make
her appearance in the circles which I frequented.
Another year slipped away. As an official personage, my importance
increased, but I was careful not to exaggerate it to myself. Many have
wondered (perhaps you among the rest) at my success, seeing that I
possess no remarkable abilities. If I have any secret, it is simply
this--doing faithfully, with all my might, whatever I undertake. Nine
tenths of our politicians become inflated and careless, after the
first few years, and are easily forgotten when they once lose place.
I am a little surprised, now, that I had so much patience with the
Unknown. I was too important, at least, to be played with; too mature
to be subjected to a longer test; too earnest, as I had proved, to be
doubted, or thrown aside without a further explanation.
Growing tired, at last, of silent waiting, I bethought me of
advertising. A carefully-written “Personal,” in which _Ignotus_
informed _Ignota_ of the necessity of his communicating with her,
appeared simultaneously in the Tribune, Herald, World, and Times. I
renewed the advertisement as the time expired without an answer, and I
think it was about the end of the third week before one came, through
the post, as before.
Ah, yes! I had forgotten. See! my advertisement is pasted on the note,
as a heading or motto for the manuscript lines. I don’t know why the
printed slip should give me a particular feeling of humiliation as I
look at it, but such is the fact. What she wrote is all I need read to
you:--