CHAPTER IV

ACROSS THE DESERT WITH SHE-IB

All that day we sat inside the tent amidst blinding sand. It was in vain

that we shut every curtain and flap. The whirling dust penetrated as if

by magic. We abstained from lunch in order to save food, and the only

break in the monotony of removing continual layers of sand from faces

and note-books was when a peg cracked under the strain and one side of

the tent flew up with a scream of flapping canvas, tearing up half a

dozen pegs with it. We used to go out half blinded by the force of the

gibli and knock them in again and take the opportunity of scanning the

distant rise for the prayed-for caravan. Once we counted eighteen camels

coming over the brow, and hope rose high; but, alas! they were only

grazing.

[Illustration: NOMAD TENTS NEAR JEDABIA]

[Illustration: OUR SOLDIER SLAVES AND THE GUIDE ABDULLAH]

“Allah will send the solution to the problem,” said Mohammed simply, and

he was right, for, towards evening, when the wind had dropped

considerably and we had gone down to the wadi to buy camel’s milk, which

I loved, but which Hassanein found too bitter, a small caravan of eight

camels laden with luggage for Jalo, accompanied by half a dozen Mojabras

returning to their homes after a shopping expedition in Jedabia, came

down the rise. The situation changed at once. These men brought much

news from the “belad” (village) we had left four days before. They knew

all about our caravan. “Inshallah! It will arrive in a day or two. When

we left, the men were buying their sugar and their jerds. But how is it

you have come so far? Your people expect you to be waiting just outside

Jedabia. They said to us, ‘If you meet them, treat them well for our

sakes, and the honour that you do them will be as if you had done it to

us.’” We told them about the spy. “He is one of our tribe,” they said

sadly. “It is a shame that he has set one foot outside the belad on this

errand. When we return to Jedabia we will surely spit upon him. Send him

to us now that we may take him on to Jalo with us!” We thought, however,

that the man would probably be safer with us!

[Illustration: WELL AT JEDABIA]

[Illustration: NOMAD ENCAMPMENTS ROUND JEDABIA]

It is a desert custom that when a caravan arrives at nightfall to find

another encamped before it, the first arrivals give dinner to the late-

comers. We were unable to do this because we had no food, so we could

send only apologies and greetings. Just as we had finished our meagre

supper of corned beef and rice, a messenger arrived from the hospitable

Mojabras bearing two immense basins of barley grain cooked with native

butter and pepper, with great cakes of hard sugar and actually a teapot.

The joy with which we ate the savoury mess can hardly be described, and

our retinue made relays of strong, bitter tea half-way into the night.

There was much visiting between the encampment and a chorus of “Keif

halak?” (How are you?) and “Taiyib” (Well) sounded constantly.

If two caravans meet coming from Jalo and Jedabia respectively, the

former exchanges dates for the latter’s tea and sugar. If any traveller

reaches a camp at night he is freely given food and tea and a rug by the

brushwood fire. Desert hospitality is amazing. Food and drink are always

offered. We were never allowed to buy camel’s milk. It was always given,

for were we not nomads like the desert men themselves? One never passes

a fire with two or three white-robed figures clustered round it without

being asked to sit down with them by the one expressive word “Fadhl!” It

is customary to say “Keif halak?” at least half a dozen times to each

individual, though the reply is always the same, “Taiyib.”

That night, as we all sat round a fire with a cold wind freezing our

backs, yet feeling happily satiated after our barley meal, the retinue

became rhetorical in its expressions of fidelity. The caravan had told

them that a motor had arrived from Zuetina the day after our flight, and

the town had instantly jumped to the conclusion that it was to take us

back forcibly. We were assured that the whole sympathy of Jedabia was

with us, that our opponents were very angry at our escape, but could do

nothing because they themselves had recommended us to the Sayed. I very

much doubted this latter statement and we determined to move on the

following afternoon if the caravan did not arrive in the morning. We

thought that we could get sufficient food for our men from the Mojabras

and repay them at Jalo if they would not take money. I felt sorry for

the spy. He evidently wished he had not meddled in the affair at all.

Farraj astonished us by suddenly rising to his feet and, with hands held

to heaven, calling Allah to witness that he would protect us to the last

drop of his blood. “Not even a thorn shall enter your sides,” he chanted

solemnly, and there was an awed hush after so mighty an oath.

Naturally our spy escaped in the night. Our retinue were as unpractical

as they were lazy. Therefore, when December 12 dawned, they were

extremely averse to any talk of starting. We explained to them with

infinite patience that in twenty-four hours our whereabouts, our plans,

our intentions, our very thoughts would be known in Jedabia. With the

faith of children they said, “The caravan will come to-day.” The ever-

kindly Mojabras had sent over two more vast bowls of a floury paste,

somewhat like macaroni, cooked in the same rancid butter, so, thoroughly

gorged, the retinue were prepared to await placidly the will of Allah!

We had packed up and hauled everything out of the tent by 7 A.M. At 11

there were still incessant councils round one or other of the fires. The

Mojabras were determined to come with us. “You are the guests of Sidi

Idris,” they said. Once more the holy letter was produced and kissed. We

had become used now to its magical effect. Apparently it would produce

anything but haste! The strangers acknowledged, however, that they had

not enough food for all our men, meaning, of course, that they could not

hope to supply large quantities three times a day. We could not hope to

make them ration it out in small portions, so we wanted to leave at

least one of the blacks to await the caravan and either hurry its

progress or send on a swift camel with provisions. There was instant

mutiny at the suggestion. The two Farraj refused to leave us. “We have

no authority over them,” said Mohammed without surprise. “Their

commandant would whip them, but what can we do?”

Further discussion seemed useless, so we went down to the wadi to buy

dates from a caravan that had come from Kufara. It was an amusing

instance of how news is carried in the Sahara. Before the question of

dates was raised at all we squatted solemnly in the sand opposite the

merchants from the far-off oasis, and Mohammed submitted to a perfect

inquisition on the state of affairs in Jedabia. Afterwards he propounded

his list of questions—what was the price of silk, of wool, of grain,

etc., in Kufara? What was the price of dates? “So much per ruba or so

much per oka?” they quoted, and for dates, “There is no price. They are

plentiful.” “Who did you meet on the way?” “What news of such and such a

family?” “One of their slaves has run away,” or “he has married another

wife,” and so on until all information was exhausted.

We actually left our low ridge above the wadi at 1.30, but we had ceased

to worry. The fatalism of the East had begun to grip us. We decided to

put our trust in Allah and join the caravan of She-ib and his kinsman,

Musa She-ib, merchants from Jalo who had sometimes travelled to Wadai, a

route that takes anything from forty-five to sixty days, with bales of

cotton stuffs, to return with ostrich feathers, ivory, camels and hides

for the markets of Kufara. We asked them how long it would take to reach

Jalo, and they replied, “There is no time. If you walk quickly you may

arrive the fifth day,” but evidently they had no intention of hurrying

themselves. They were a delightful party of six men, with eight heavily

laden camels and one or two foals clumsily trotting alongside.

We made quite an imposing caravan as we struck the track a little to the

east and the camels began to march together. It was headed by old She-

ib, sitting upright on the top of great green boxes of merchandise, a

rifle on his back, a huge revolver slung beside him in a scarlet

holster, his ebony face half-covered, against the dust, in the folds of

his white kufiya. Hassanein’s brilliant kufiya—orange, yellow and

emerald—made a gorgeous flash of colour on another camel and I followed,

huddled under the shrouding barracan, for I must not show my face to the

strange caravan. Thus fate played a new card and decided that we should

wander slowly south with the Mojabra merchants and learn yet another

phase of Beduin life.

Time forgetting and by time forgot, indifferent to the caravan of stores

that might or might not be following, we drifted incredibly slowly along

the vague track marked by occasional cairns of stones. The aspect of the

country had slightly changed since we left the wadi. It became

undulating, with a series of slight waves running from east to west,

while the vegetation grew scantier and scantier, till finally only a few

tufts of coarse grey bush a few inches high broke the wilderness of

sand. At 3 P.M. the undulating country lay behind us, and we were on an

absolutely flat plain. Two specks appeared in the distance to

materialise into a couple of travellers on camels. They paused to ask

our news and on hearing we were bound for Kufara they entrusted Yusuf

with a few mejidies to be paid to somebody at our destination. If he did

not get there himself, he was to hand the money on to another traveller.

This transaction was evidently a usual one and roused no comment.

She-ib decided to camp shortly after 3, for he observed a patch of

slightly thicker grazing away to the right of the track. Ten minutes

after the last camel had been barraked his men had made a wonderful

semicircular zariba of the boxes and sacks, with its back to the wind,

had spread rugs and blankets to form a most comfortable shelter, and

were busy making strong Arab tea. It was done with infinite swiftness

and deftness, while we were still struggling with the tent in a violent

north wind. The previous day the gibli had blown with a fairly high

temperature at midday. This morning the wind had been in the east,

swinging round to the north in the afternoon, yet the temperature at

noon had been nearly as high as on the previous day. Desert weather

seems to be quite illogical. The ground was so hard that we could not

drive in our tent pegs, so we half buried the camel saddles in stones

and tied the ropes to them. Then we were called to try our skill at a

shooting match with the Mojabras, who had set up a piece of wood at

fifty yards. My neat revolvers caused interest and amusement when

produced from under my huge hezaam, but they were scarcely appropriate.

Mohammed won the match and was loudly cheered. We had begun to feel some

affection for this tall, lean, hard-featured Beduin with his falcon’s

eyes and rare smile. We felt that he might prove a loyal ally, whereas

the plump Yusuf, with his round face and sleepy, narrow eyes, loose lips

and glib tongue, only thought of getting home as soon as possible.

Luckily for us the flight from Jedabia had been interpreted to mean a

political mission, and almost before we were out of sight of the town

the desert wireless proclaimed that we travelled on the business of Sidi

Idris. After the first day it was painfully obvious to us that only some

extraordinary intervention of fate would induce any one of our escort to

brave the dangers of the route from Jedabia to Kufara, so we encouraged

the belief in our mission by all means in our power. The Arab dearly

loves a secret. Mystery is the breath of his nostrils. Our escape at

midnight, the orders given to Yusuf and Mohammed at the last moment, our

frantic desire for speed, the spy who brought a letter from Jedabia in

twenty-four hours, the large caravan munificently fitted out by the

lavish generosity of Sayed Rida, all spoke to him of an important

secret, to be guarded with their lives and ours. We had ceased to be the

Sayed’s travelling guests whose mad whim to visit the sacred city should

be discouraged at all costs. We were rapidly becoming mysterious

messengers bearing sacred orders from their lord! Soon we should all

grumble together at the task that drove us forth in winter on such a

journey, but we should be suffering for the work of Sidi Idris es-

Senussi, and therefore for the will of Allah!

December 13 we rose at 7.30 under the impression that She-ib’s caravan

would take advantage of the cool morning to travel, but three hours

later we were still drinking tea inside the comfortable semicircle of

the merchant’s zariba. Beduin hospitality is always generous, but these

people overwhelmed us with kindness. That morning they sent us a basket

of nuts, followed by glasses of bitter tea. Hassanein went across to

their encampment to thank them and they insisted on his staying. I

joined them later, and the best red blanket was spread for me beside

She-ib. It is an erroneous impression in Europe that the veiled women of

the East are ill-treated and overworked. The Koran devotes half the

third sura to man’s behaviour towards women. Ask the Syrian woman if she

would lose her veil, and she will reply, “Not till the men are better

educated,” but the Beduin woman only hides her face before strange men.

With her own tribe she mingles freely, and the work is evenly shared.

Often with the caravan I tried to hold a tent pole or knock in a peg and

I was promptly told, “This is man’s work. Do not tire yourself, Sitt

Khadija.” Many times when old She-ib saw me resting at midday he would

say, “The Sitt Khadija is weary. Let us wait a little longer.” On the

other hand, the Moslem woman is expected to do all the work within the

tent. She should cook her menfolk’s meal and wash the dishes afterwards.

Luckily, by this time our food was so reduced that I lost no prestige by

my inability to cook more than damper bread, heavy and unleavened.

Tea-drinking is a ceremony which may last anything from one hour to

three. If one wishes to travel fast it can only be allowed at night, but

the Mojabras had no desire to hurry, so we lingered over the glasses

while their two servants and our blacks cooked relays of tea on hot

ashes. They fill half the teapot with sugar, another quarter with tea,

and then pour the water on top. They taste the sweet, strong beverage

half a dozen times, pouring it from one teapot to another, adding water

or re-boiling it till it suits them. Then it is drunk with as much noise

as possible to show appreciation. When the host thinks it is time to

finish the party, he adds mint to the teapot, and the guests take the

last sweet-scented cup as a sign of departure. Meanwhile they have

exchanged every form of gossip and told long, rambling tales with a

flavour of the Arabian Nights. Their courtesy to one another is amazing,

and it is an honest courtesy that expresses itself in deeds as well as

words. While Yusuf and Mohammed rarely addressed each other without the

respectful prefix of “Sidi” (my lord), they also warmly urged each other

to ride the only available camel at midday heat. Once Mohammed was

riding it, and he noticed Musa She-ib looked tired. “We share alike,” he

said. “What is ours is yours,” and scrambling down he insisted on the

Mojabra mounting.

It was a very friendly caravan that crawled south by short stages. Our

only troubles really were Yusuf’s laziness and the grumblings of the

blacks, who shirked even the lightest work. On the 13th we started at

9.30 and camped at 3.30, while the sun was yet hot, for we happened to

have arrived at a patch of coarse, odourless grass for the camels. At

noon the men had slipped away from the caravan one by one to prostrate

themselves with a murmured, “Bismillah arahman arahim.” Generally two of

them marched a couple of hundred yards ahead with their rifles ready,

but we saw nothing more exciting than a few distant gazelle. As soon as

we had unloaded the camels we all said our evening prayers, the “Fagr”

or fourth of the series. It still gave me much pain getting in and out

of my yellow shoe, but the fanaticism of the Senussi was a very strong

spur to the observance of every Moslem duty.

She-ib and his relations always insisted on helping us to put up the

tent. There used to be a regular little fight as to who should hammer in

the pegs, much to the delight of the lazy blacks. I remember that night

was the most perfect we had yet spent in the desert, windless and calm,

with a crescent moon and the strange translucent blue that you sometimes

get in the Sahara. Mournful, monotonous chants came from the friendly

encampment beside us and the wide, white desert, unbroken by ridge or

dune, spread all round us.

We had mounted slowly and imperceptibly from the Wadi Farig (empty

valley) to a low tableland with occasional ripples running east and west

and a few scattered sandhills with square tops. Just before we reached

Bir Rassam, the following day, the ripples became accentuated into

ridges and the country looked almost volcanic, for a series of high,

square hillocks appeared on our right with some sort of rock formation

on top.

We could easily have reached the wells on the evening of the 13th, but

our friends had their own settled ideas about camping and nothing would

change them. They wanted to spend the heat of the day at Rassam and

water at their leisure, so we were wakened at 5 A.M. on the 14th, and

were actually away by 6.15. It was a glorious morning, but, as usual,

chilly. Hassanein walked with old She-ib, who promptly quoted the Arab

proverb, “A man should not sleep on silk till he has walked on sand,”

but I rolled myself in every available blanket on the back of my jealous

camel, who divided his time between biting the rival males and amorous

assaults on the females!

Besides being cold, one had begun to feel extremely hungry! The

preceding day the ration had been two sardines and a cup of coffee for

breakfast, a handful of dates at noon and half a one-ration tin of meat

at night. That morning there had been no time for food, but the kindly

She-ib had brought me a delicious bowl of camel’s milk, still warm. I

would not have exchanged it for the cellar of the Ritz!

We had left the last vestige of fawny-yellow earth and grey scrub behind

us and as the strange square hillocks came in sight we trod the white

limestone that we had known in Jedabia. We looked right over the farther

edge of the low tableland and dropped gently to a plain with the deep

white sand of the southern deserts, tufted with great shrubs and bushes

of sweet-scented feathery vegetation and clumps of low palm foliage,

with here and there a solitary upright palm. There are three wells in

the neighbourhood of Bir Rassam, perennial springs, two of which have

brackish yet drinkable water, while the third, several kilometres

farther south, has terribly salt water.

As we approached the wells, about 9.15 A.M., streams of camels appeared

from all directions. Mohammed gazed at them with loving eyes. “The Zouia

are rich,” he said appreciatively; “look at the hundreds of their

beasts!” All that morning a crowd of camels, numbering several hundreds,

pressed round the well, together with some sheep and goats, but we

encamped under a mound of sand topped by a mass of palm scrub and in

rare shelter I prepared our frugal meal. The previous night and that

morning we had had no fuel for fire, so now it was a joy to make hot tea

and I was about to knead my heavy damper when Mighrib, the most

delightful of all the Mojabras, young and smiling, in his torn white

shirt which showed muscular brown arms and chest, assured me that he

could make a much better one. He took the dough from me and, after much

pommelling and baking, produced a charred and blackened plate-like

substance; but it was thinner than mine and crisper, so we ate it

thankfully with dates and nuts. Then we rolled ourselves in jerds and

slept till wakened by the postman from Kufara, who had heard at the well

of our connexion with Sayed Rida. He was an old, old man with beard as

white as his jerd, but he could accomplish the astounding feat _of going

several days_ without water, so about twice a year he travels on the

Senussi’s government business across the Libyan desert with one fast

camel and a couple of sacks of dates and grain!

Hassanein and Mohammed went back to the wells, after the camels had been

watered and the fanatis filled, to see if they could get milk and while

there they were severely cross-questioned by two stern-faced Beduins as

to whether we were going on Sayed Idris’s business. Was it in his

interests? Was it by his actual orders? Had we letters? And so on.

Hassanein asked them if they were sheikhs of tribes and when they

replied in the negative he said he could not show them the sacred

documents. Meanwhile, the Mojabra chief was being solemnly shaved by

Ahmed under the shadow of a palm. Half-way through the proceeding he

asked me for my small mirror and, evidently dissatisfied with his

enthusiastic but inexperienced barber, finished his toilet himself with

a pair of scissors as large as shears. After that they all came and

talked to me, and I unconsciously did good work by teasing Yusuf about

his laziness and saying he was only fit for a town life. “I have left

everything with the caravan,” he said. “So have we—seven big sacks full!

See, I have but one tobh and one barracan, and both are dirty.” This

seemed to be a new point of view for Yusuf, especially as the Mojabras

backed me up. “We have seen that they share everything they have with

you. What more do you want?” said She-ib. “Even now you are wearing the

Sitt’s coat.” Our retinue had complained bitterly of cold one night at

Wadi Farig, so we had lent them two fleece-lined waterproofs which we

had hidden in our bedding and they wore them day and night, even in the

fierce noon sun!

We departed leisurely at 3.30 P.M. and trekked through blinding, white

sand, soft and deep, till 8.30 P.M., but the last hour we went very

slow, as the grey brush appeared again and the camels grazed as they

walked. We passed a herd grazing and She-ib went to greet the owners,

encamped in a zariba of piled luggage, and to drink strong tea. We

camped under some huge grey bushes with a wonderfully sweet scent and

ate the rest of Mighrib’s black damper, with camel’s milk and a half-

ration of meat, while another marvellous sunset painted feathers of

flame and rose below the silver sickle moon.

We used to shut the tent flaps after our evening meal to write our

diaries and make our simple route maps, for if we pulled out note-books

and pencil in the daytime it caused great suspicion. We had made plans

in England, while lunching in the oriental splendour of Claridge’s, to

do a little survey work in Libya, but we had not counted with the

fanaticism of the Senussi. It seems to me now that we were mad to

imagine that a Christian could show his or her face beyond Jedabia, in a

land where it is every man’s sacred duty to kill the Nasrani. True, the

mental atmosphere had changed since the first day out, when, if we

carelessly asked the name of any tribe or district, we were looked upon

as spies. At our first camp I told one of the blacks to fetch me a

camel, whereupon he turned to his fellow-soldier exclaiming, “Are we to

be ordered about by a cursed Christian woman? One bullet and we will

send her back to her Christian country!”

After that their attitude had changed. “The ways of Allah are strange,”

they said, “for she is in truth a Moslem.” Still, the general

friendliness did not extend to instruments or diaries. “Why do you need

a compass?” asked Yusuf. “We know the road as we know our own hearts.”

We took the hint and hid our compasses under the voluminous folds of our

native dress, studying them only in secret. The barometer amused them

because it showed what the weather was like, so the actual retinue did

not mind its occasional presence outside our tent, but it had to be

concealed from all visitors. A theodolite would have been an absolute

impossibility. Anything that suggested map-making was abhorrent to our

guides. “We carry the road in our heads,” they said. I dared not even

write an ordinary diary in public unless I could pretend it was a

letter!

Gradually we drew them on to talk about routes and places with rather

less suspicion, but for a long time it was a dangerous subject and, even

when we had more or less won their confidence, we had to treat their

replies concerning names and positions exceedingly casually. To have

made an instant note of a name would have roused sharp suspicion. Before

we could get real information from them we had to destroy their original

idea that we were travelling for our own pleasure and laboriously build

up, word by word, deed by deed, a wholly new situation—that we had been

sent, much against our will, by Sayed Idris on a mission so secret and

important that it justified our midnight flight and the hardships of an

almost intolerable journey.

December 15 saw us on our way by 7.30 A.M. after a troubled packing in

the teeth of a sharp gale. The camels ran round in circles and upset

their loads and a little of our precious water dribbled out of the

fanatis. Bir Rassam is the last good well on the way to Aujela. Three

long waterless days lay before us and the blacks were horribly careless.

We ourselves used only a quart of water each per day. Since we left Wadi

Farig our daily ablution consisted merely of washing hands and face

every evening in an inch of muddy water! After a week one got used to

never washing, and by the time we reached Aujela we had forgotten even

to feel dirty! It became a competition who could use least water and so

prepare for the deadly Kufara route with its one well in twelve hard

days.

December 15 provided us with few incidents. We did a dreary seven hours’

riding with a cold south wind blowing straight in our faces. We wrapped

our jerds and blankets round us and tried to pretend we were not hungry

after a lunch of five malted milk tablets. We passed a camp of Mojabras

who were resting for an hour at midday while their camels grazed and, as

I hid my face in my barracan and urged on my camel, Hassanein went with

She-ib and Mohammed to greet them. When he rejoined me twenty minutes

later I asked him with primitive fierceness, “Did they give you tea?”

before I realised to what ridiculous depths hunger drives one! He looked

at me with wan blankness. “No luck,” he said grimly; “but they asked us

to wait for them at sunset.”

The one cheerful moment was when, about 2 P.M., I produced a thermos

flask and offered each of She-ib’s caravan a mouthful of hot tea. “There

is no fire,” said the old man. “We cannot stop to make one.” It was

Hassanein’s greatest triumph. I had fought against bringing that huge

flask. It was bulky, heavy and, of course, it had no case or strap. It

was his pet possession, however, and though I firmly discarded it half a

dozen times, it always reappeared. Now Musa She-ib drank from it,

amazed. “But where is the fire?” he asked; and, lest we should be shot

as magicians, we instantly entered into intricate explanations as to the

making of a thermos.

We met but one traveller on that cold, dusty day. “Now for our

newspaper,” said Hassanein. “It is rather a late edition.” But the man

was devoid of news save that a caravan might possibly be starting from

Jalo for Wadai within a week or two. As for our own caravan, the

Mojabras, who proposed to join us that night, had made a quick journey

from Jedabia, leaving on the morning of the 12th, three days after She-

ib. They told us our men were still buying “necessities,” but proposed

to start next day. From that moment I think we mutually decided against

putting any faith in their arrival. The behaviour of the two blacks had

made us realise the danger of being at the mercy of a dozen such

creatures for thirteen days, beyond reach of any human aid. If the water

ran short they would certainly steal ours. In order to be able to over-

eat they would probably overload the camels. They would refuse to start

early or ride hard. Consequently the perils of the waterless seven days,

after which time the camels begin to get tired, would become

insuperable. We began planning to leave Jalo before them, taking only

Mohammed and Yusuf and a couple of reliable guides.

The last hour of the day’s march is generally the most cheerful, for

everybody is in a hurry to reach camp, and it is a curious fact that

camels walk more quickly and straighter to the sound of singing.

Therefore the blacks and She-ib’s drivers used to chant wild melodies of

love and prowess till even my great blond beast forgot his amorous

gurglings and kept his nose in a bee-line for the horizon. That

particular day we had ridden due south across rolling sandy country

without much vegetation except where the sudden square hills and mounds

appeared on our left at Bir Mareg, some 18 kilometres from Rassam. The

well holds only salt, undrinkable water, but around it there is about a

mile of rough scrub with large bushes of the scented furze which had

perfumed our sleep the preceding night. On the only maps I have seen a

green wadi is marked running the whole way from Rassam to Aujela, but it

exists only in the imagination of the chart-maker. In reality there is

no trace of valley or of verdure.

Across rolling white sand we rode till 3 P.M., under a sandy rock a few

hundred yards from a square hill called Arida. We camped by the last

patch of rare fuel. The south wind rose in the night and added more sand

to ourselves and our surroundings. The tent pegs on one side blew up and

we crawled out in murky darkness to knock them in again.

December 16 saw us started by 7.30, for the Farraj had succeeded in

upsetting one of the fanatis and old She-ib was wisely frightened about

our water supply. Feeling that a certain amount of sympathy now existed

between ourselves and our retinue, we tried the passometer for the first

time that day. The nervous “naga” ridden by Hassanein objected strongly

and, as she always progressed in circles, she was not of much use. My

stately beast never altered his step except to bite one of the other

animals and after a few furious stamps he submitted to the strap across

his knee, but the labour of keeping him absolutely straight for eight

hours on end was very trying. However, the instrument measured fairly

accurately, and after an eight hours’ march it gave us 36 kilometres.

[Illustration: SAYED RIDA ES SENUSSI]

There is no one track from Jedabia to Aujela. The distance as the crow

flies is about 220 kilometres. There is a main route as far as Wadi

Farig. Thereafter one may wander south anywhere on a stretch some ten

miles broad. We travelled on the route which our friends considered

provided the best fuel and grass, but it was the least frequented and,

therefore, the most dangerous. “No one comes by this track without fear

of a battle,” said the delightful Mighrib, and hardly half an hour later

a party of eight men, without camels, six blacks and two Arabs, appeared

from the sand mounds. “Dersalaam! We are going to be attacked,” said

She-ib with calm interest. Any party of men without camels is looked

upon with suspicion in the desert. Thus travel the robber bands in order

to be able to scatter quickly. “Some of them will come up and talk to

us. Their friends will be hidden behind those mounds. They will fire

into the air to attract our attention and then the people who are

talking to us will attack us. If they kill us they will take the

caravan.” The blacks cheered up at once. The prospect of a fight always

stimulated them. Everybody pulled out a rifle, but evidently the display

of force or the Sudanese intimidated the mysterious party, for they

suddenly sheered off without any salutation and vanished as suddenly as

they had appeared.

[Illustration: THE AUTHOR IN BEDUIN DRESS]

It is curious the fear with which the Beduins regard the black slaves

who are sent from the Sudan as boys of eight or ten and who are trained

as soldiers by the Senussi family. They are more brutes than men. I have

seen sheer murder in the eyes of the toothless Farraj when I refused him

extra sugar, yet they are courageous and faithful to their masters. A

good black slave like Ali, our beloved cook at Jedabia, is worth his

weight in gold. There was much difference of character between the

Farrajes. One had a square, bestial face with a few broken yellow teeth.

He was a grumbler and infinitely lazy, shirking all work, stealing

everything he could lay his hands on. The other was big, brutal and

stupid with something of the nature of a kindly bulldog. He would

occasionally return us dates or flour, saying, “We have enough. Why do

you not eat yourselves?” We thought he might be turned into a good

servant eventually, for he did not mind cooking and washing up. The

point of view of both was that they were soldiers and not servants. They

were prepared to fight, but not to work. As a matter of fact a caravan

guarded by blacks is rarely attacked, as the Beduins know it will

generally be defended to the last inch.

When first the rumour spread through Jedabia that a rich woman was

travelling into the interior and a guard of sorts became necessary,

Sayed Rida instantly offered some of his soldier slaves. Not till after

we left the little mud belad on the edge of the world did we grasp all

the threads of the situation we left behind. It had been a cunning woof

of plot and counter-plot from the moment when the aged ekhwan, Haji

Fetater, had vowed on the “Fatha” to take the Englishwoman safely to the

Holy Oasis, to the night of our desperate flight without other guard

than Mohammed and Yusuf. From the very day we first spoke tentatively of

our journey among the Ulema of Jedabia, one ekhwan, fanatical and

terrorstricken, had been strongly opposed to it. He successfully

dissuaded Haji Fetater from accompanying us. “You are too old,” he said.

“You will die on the road. Where is your dignity? Is this travelling

with a Nasrani to be your last action on earth? Heaven forbid!” As the

ancient man was over eighty we were not sorry to hear of his change of

front.

Another ekhwan was suggested, but as he asked for forty men to protect

us, among whom only ten were to be blacks, our suspicions were aroused

and we refused his company. We learned afterwards that, believing the

bazaar rumour about our wealth, he had planned to kill us in the desert,

seize our money and return sorrowfully, saying that a vast force of Tebu

spearmen had attacked us, that he had defended us gallantly, but that we

and all the blacks had been killed. This because he _knew_ that the

Sudanese would fulfil the orders given by their master the Sayed and

protect us to the last. There is always faint friction between these

black warrior slaves and the Arabs. They could never combine. For this

reason the crafty ekhwan decided that his force must be large enough to

murder the soldiers as well as us. The proportion of Beduin to Sudanese

shows his high opinion of the latter’s value. Their ruthlessness is

encouraged by every means, even by brutal punishment. If a soldier

disobeys an order he is flogged or his hand is cut off!

December 16 was enlivened by Mohammed’s marriage prospects. One Omar,

owner of two or three camels, a one-eyed creature of hideous and

ferocious aspect, was travelling with She-ib’s caravan. He was reputed

to have a very beautiful sister. Mohammed was thrilled. He made discreet

inquiries and finally offered to marry the girl on his return journey.

Mohammed was a big man in the eyes of the Beduin. He enjoyed the

confidence of the Sayed and, moreover, he was tall and straight and

clean of limb, a fine lean Arab with pride of race and tradition written

all over him. Omar accepted the suitor at once and three camels were

agreed upon as the dowry to be paid by the bridegroom to the bride’s

father. Thereafter everyone made plans for marrying, mostly for the

third and fourth time. Hassanein heard there were slaves to be bought at

Kufara and he instantly decided to add a beautiful one to his

possessions when we reached our far-off goal.

There was one member of the caravan who took no part in the plans. For

five days he had plodded along with the party, singing and talking

cheerfully, doing his share of the work, and we never guessed that he

was different from the rest till Mohammed, in his excess of matrimonial

enthusiasm, let go the camel he was leading and called out, “Ya Amma!

Imsikhu!” (Thou blind one! Catch him!) Unfalteringly the sightless boy

caught the beast. It was most extraordinary. Thereafter I watched him

carefully. I saw him driving camels in the right direction. He measured

distance much better than the others. He was more accurate in his

judgment of time. He reminded me of the famous mediæval Arabian Bashar,

the blind poet of Aleppo, who, arriving in a certain city, was told to

bend his head in one of the streets as a beam was stretched across it

from one house to another. Ten years later he rode into the same town,

and his companions were surprised because he bowed low in the middle of

an empty road. “Is the beam still here?” he asked.

The Beduins have no idea of distance. “How many hours is it to Aujela?”

one asked. “There are no hours in the desert,” they replied. “We do not

know them.” “Are there days in the desert?” “Yes, there are days. If you

walk quickly it is one thing. If you do not let yourself out, it is

another thing.” The difficulty in measuring by day is that, except on

the big caravan routes, each man’s estimate of distance varies according

to his energy. The whole life of a Beduin is reduced to the simplest

possible effect. He uses very few words. The same verb has a dozen

meanings. For instance, “Shil” means anything from “take away, pick up,

carry, put on, throw away, to pack, unpack, drop, lose,” etc. “Akkal”

should mean to eat food, but when two camels fought hideously Mohammed

said, “They are eating each other.” Desert Arabs have no names for

plants or flowers that they see each day. I asked about a huge, feathery

tree something like a coromandel which first made its appearance at

Sawami and I was told, “It has no name. It is for making houses and

firewood.”

At 3.30 P.M. we were still more than a day’s march from Aujela and our

water was running out owing to the carelessness of the blacks. Grave

colloquy followed. We were relieved to see that even the lazy Yusuf

grasped the seriousness of the situation. We had two single-ration tins

left and about two pounds of flour and one pound of macaroni. It was

decided that we should camp for a couple of hours, in order to rest

after our three hours’ riding, and then push on by starlight. We gave

half the food to our retinue with the last morsels of sugar and made

ourselves coffee on a tiny fire in a hole scooped in the ground. Earlier

in the day we had collected wood from the last patch of scrub that we

passed and loaded it on one of the camels. We hated opening the last

tin, but we knew that we must keep the cereals for the men’s breakfast

next day. We had had nothing to eat all day except a few dates and a

small bowl of camel’s milk which the adorable She-ib gave me at sunrise.

I shall always remember the dear old man’s twisted smile. “When you are

happy I am happy,” he said. “For the honour of the Sayed we would carry

you on our heads!” Luckily it was a glorious night. At 5 P.M. we said

our sunset prayers and to the usual formalities I added a very

passionate supplication that we might reach Aujela on the morrow. I

should never have believed it possible for our indolent retinue to have

collected so much energy. As the evening star rose red above the horizon

the camels were loaded and at 5.30 we set off under a crescent moon in a

vivid starry sky. A caravan always marches better at night. The camels

cannot see to graze. It is cold and the men step out briskly, singing

continual wild songs and urging on their beasts by strange shouts and

yells. “Thou beautiful one, walk on!” “Let yourself out, for soon you

will have rest!” “Be patient, thou strong heart, do not stumble!” or

else a monotonous, repetitive chorus, “Shey latif! Shey latif!” (A

pleasant thing), “Ma salaam!” If one person fall silent for more than a

minute he is urged by name to let his voice be heard. So in ever-

increasing cold, to the accompaniment of chants and shouts, we marched

for three and a half hours, by which time She-ib considered it was safe

to camp, for we were within a day’s journey of Aujela.

A few sandy mounds broke the surface of the vast plain. In a white

starlight, clear and cold, with the rising south wind that is the bane

of the desert, we laid our flea-bags on the lee side of the largest

hillock and crept into them without undressing. We tried to put the

flaps over our heads, but the sand, as usual, covered everything and we

ate grit mingled with dates for breakfast. We meant to start before the

dawn, but the camels had strayed far in search of scarce grass. When

collected, they displayed a fiendish ingenuity in throwing their loads

and tangling themselves up in every possible strap. The wind was

bitterly cold and my barracan was in its most irritating mood when it

wrapped itself round everything but me! The Farrajes would not walk

because they were cold. The gibli blinded the camels and they swung

round in circles. Even Hassanein was not feeling energetic on six

tablets of malted milk. In the middle of the frozen muddle I suddenly

lost my temper, saying, “I will show you how to walk.” I dropped from my

camel and, throwing my barracan over my arm, set off with great strides

in a southern direction. The action may have stimulated the caravan into

movement, but it certainly undid nearly a week’s work. For twenty

minutes, as they followed my racing steps, Omar and Mighrib discussed

Christians and their ways. “These Feranji women walk well until they get

fat and they cannot move,” they said. Hassanein changed the conversation

two or three times, but it always came back to the difference between

the Nasrani and the Moslem.

Old She-ib had walked on and I found him waiting on the top of a slight

rise from where the beginning of the longed-for oasis showed a faint

blur of green surrounded by a mist of mirage. “There is Bir Msus,” he

said. “You will have eggs and bread and milk to-night.” “I think I want

a tailor even more,” I said ruefully, regarding my torn white trousers,

rent at ankle and knee. “These must be mended.” “I think new ones would

be better!” said She-ib diffidently. At 10 A.M. we saw the dark line of

Msus in the distance, but not till midday did we draw level with it,

trekking steadily south over a flat, sandy plain with no sign of wadi.

As there is only a well at Msus and no village, we left it to the east

and went straight on towards Aujela, which lies at the south-west end of

an S-like wadi, whose other extremity is represented by Msus. At 12.30

we breasted a slight swell, and below us lay the wide green wadi full of

coarse grey shrub with a mass of palms on the farther side.

“Hamdulillah!” exclaimed the devout Mohammed, and slipped off his camel

for the noon-day prayers.

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