It had appeared in evidence, that the murder had been committed, at

least all the gashes inflicted--for there were also finger-marks of

strangulation--with a bill-hook, such as foresters use in lopping trees;

and several witnesses swore that the bill-hook which was shown them,

stained with blood, and with hair sticking on the haft, belonged to

Ludovic Adamson. It was also given in evidence--though some doubts

rested on the nature of the precise words--that on that day, in the room

with the corpse, he had given a wild and incoherent denial to the

question then put to him in the din, "What he had done with the

bill-hook?" Nobody had seen it in his possession since the spring

before; but it had been found, after several weeks' search, in a hag in

the moss, in the direction that he would have most probably taken--had

he been the murderer--when flying from the spot to the loch where he was

seized. The shoes which he had on when taken, fitted the footmarks on

the ground, not far from the place of the murder, but not so perfectly

as another pair which were found in the house. But that other pair, it

was proved, belonged to the old man; and therefore the correspondence

between the footmarks and the prisoner's shoes, though not perfect, was

a circumstance of much suspicion. But a far stronger fact, in this part

of the evidence, was sworn to against the prisoner. Though there was no

blood on his shoes, when apprehended his legs were bare--though that

circumstance, strange as it may seem, had never been noticed till he was

on the way to prison! His stockings had been next day found lying on the

sward, near the shore of the loch, manifestly after having been washed,

and laid out to dry in the sun. At mention of this circumstance a cold

shudder ran through the court; but neither that, nor indeed any other

circumstance in the evidence--not even the account of the appearance

which the murdered body exhibited when found on the moor, or when

afterwards laid on the bed--extorted from the prisoner one groan--one

sigh--or touched the imperturbable deathliness of his countenance. It

was proved, that when searched--in prison, and not before (for the

agitation that reigned over all assembled in the room at Moorside that

dreadful day, had confounded even those accustomed to deal with

suspected criminals)--there were found in his pocket a small French gold

watch, and also a gold brooch, which the Ladies of the Castle had given

to Margaret Burnside. On these being taken from him, he had said

nothing, but looked aghast. A piece of torn and bloody paper, which had

been picked up near the body, was sworn to be in his handwriting; and

though the meaning of the words--yet legible--was obscure, they seemed

to express a request that Margaret would meet him on the moor on that

Saturday afternoon she was murdered. The words "Saturday"--"meet

me"--"last time"--were not indistinct, and the paper was of the same

quality and colour with some found in a drawer in his bedroom at

Moorside. It was proved that he had been drinking with some dissolute

persons--poachers and the like--in a public-house in a neighbouring

parish all Saturday, till well on in the afternoon, when he left them in

a state of intoxication--and was then seen running along the hill-side

in the direction of the moor. Where he passed the night between the

Saturday and the Sabbath, he could give no account, except once when

unasked, and as if speaking to himself, he was overheard by the jailor

to mutter, "Oh! that fatal night--that fatal night!" And then, when

suddenly interrogated, "Where were you?" he answered, "Asleep on the

hill;" and immediately relapsed into a state of mental abstraction.

These were the chief circumstances against him, which his counsel had

striven to explain away. That most eloquent person dwelt with affecting

earnestness on the wickedness of putting any evil construction on the

distracted behaviour of the wretched man when brought without warning

upon the sudden sight of the mangled corpse of the beautiful girl, whom

all allowed he had most passionately and tenderly loved; and he strove

to prove--as he did prove to the conviction of many--that such behaviour

was incompatible with such guilt, and almost of itself established his

innocence. All that was sworn to _against_ him, as having passed in that

dreadful room, was in truth _for_ him--unless all our knowledge of the

best and of the worst of human nature were not, as folly, to be given to

the winds. He beseeched the jury, therefore, to look at all the other

circumstances that did indeed seem to bear hard upon the prisoner, in

the light of his innocence, and not of his guilt, and that they would

all fade into nothing. What mattered his possession of the watch and

other trinkets? Lovers as they were, might not the unhappy girl have

given them to him for temporary keepsakes? Or might he not have taken

them from her in some playful mood, or received them--(and the brooch

was cracked, and the mainspring of the watch broken, though the glass

was whole)--to get them repaired in the town, which he often visited,

and she never? Could human credulity for one moment believe, that such a

man as the prisoner at the bar had been sworn to be by a host of

witnesses--and especially by that witness, who, with such overwhelming

solemnity, had declared he loved him as his own son, and would have been

proud if Heaven had given him such a son--he who had baptised him, and

known him well ever since a child--that such a man could _rob_ the body

of her whom he had violated and murdered? If, under the instigation of

the devil, he had violated and murdered her, and for a moment were made

the hideous supposition, did vast hell hold that demon whose voice would

have tempted the violator and murderer--suppose him both--yea, that man

at the bar--sworn to by all the parish, if need were, as a man of

tenderest charities, and generosity unbounded--in the lust of lucre,

consequent on the satiating of another lust--to rob his victim of a few

trinkets! Let loose the wildest imagination into the realms of wildest

wickedness, and yet they dared not, as they feared God, to credit for a

moment the union of such appalling and such paltry guilt, _in that man_

who now trembled not before them, but who seemed cut off from all the

sensibilities of this life by the scythe of Misery that had shorn him

down! But why try to recount, however feebly, the line of defence taken

by the speaker, who on that day seemed all but inspired? The sea may

overturn rocks, or fire consume them till they split in pieces; but a

crisis there sometimes is in man's destiny, which all the powers ever

lodged in the lips of man, were they touched with a coal from heaven,

cannot avert, and when even he who strives to save, feels and knows that

he is striving all in vain--ay, vain as a worm--to arrest the tread of

Fate about to trample down its victim into the dust. All hoped--many

almost believed--that the prisoner would be acquitted--that a verdict of

"Not Proven," at least, if not of "Not Guilty," would be returned; but

_they_ had not been sworn to do justice before man and before God--and,

if need were, to seal up even the fountains of mercy in their

hearts--flowing, and easily set a-flowing, by such a spectacle as that

bar presented--a man already seeming to belong unto the dead!

In about a quarter of an hour the jury returned to the box--and the

verdict, having been sealed with black wax, was handed up to the Judge,

who read, "We unanimously find the prisoner Guilty." He then stood up to

receive sentence of death. Not a dry eye was in the court during the

Judge's solemn and affecting address to the criminal--except those of

the Shadow on whom had been pronounced the doom. "Your body will be hung

in chains on the moor--on a gibbet erected on the spot where you

murdered the victim of your unhallowed lust, and there will your bones

bleach in the sun, and rattle in the wind, after the insects and the

birds of the air have devoured your flesh; and in all future times, the

spot on which, God-forsaking and God-forsaken, you perpetrated that

double crime, at which all humanity shudders, will be looked on from

afar by the traveller passing through that lonesome wild with a sacred

horror!" Here the voice of the Judge faltered, and he covered his face

with his hands; but the prisoner stood unmoved in figure, and in face

untroubled and when all was closed, was removed from the bar, the same

ghostlike and unearthly phantom, seemingly unconscious of what had

passed, or even of his own existence.

Surely now he will suffer his old father to visit him in his cell! "Once

more only--only once more let me see him before I die!" were his words

to the clergyman of the parish, whose Manse he had so often visited when

a young and happy boy. That servant of Christ had not forsaken him whom

now all the world had forsaken. As free from sin himself as might be

mortal and fallen man--mortal because fallen--he knew from Scripture and

from nature, that in "the lowest deep there is still a lower deep" in

wickedness, into which all of woman born may fall, unless held back by

the arm of the Almighty Being, whom they must serve steadfastly in

holiness and truth. He knew, too, from the same source, that man cannot

sin beyond the reach of God's mercy--if the worst of all imaginable

sinners seek, in a Bible-breathed spirit at last, that mercy through the

Atonement of the Redeemer. Daily--and nightly--he visited that cell; nor

did he fear to touch the hand, now wasted to the bone, which, at the

temptation of the Prince of the Air--who is mysteriously suffered to

enter in at the gates of every human heart that is guarded not by the

flaming sword of God's own Seraphim--was lately drenched in the blood of

the most innocent creature that ever looked on the day. Yet a sore trial

it was to his Christianity to find the criminal so obdurate. He would

make no confession. Yet said that it was fit--that it was far best he

should die--that he deserved death! But ever when the deed without a

name was alluded to, his tongue was tied; and once in the midst of an

impassioned prayer, beseeching him to listen to conscience and

confess--he that prayed shuddered to behold him frown, and to hear

bursting out in terrible energy, "Cease--cease to torment me, or you

will drive me to deny my God!"

No father came to visit him in his cell. On the day of trial he had been

missing from Moorside, and was seen next morning--(where he had been all

night never was known, though it was afterwards rumoured that one like

him had been seen sitting, as the gloaming darkened, on the very spot of

the murder)--wandering about the hills, hither and thither, and round

and round about, like a man stricken with blindness, and vainly seeking

to find his home. When brought into the house, his senses were gone, and

he had lost the power of speech. All he could do was to mutter some

disjointed syllables, which he did continually, without one moment's

cessation, one unintelligible and most rueful moan! The figure of his

daughter seemed to cast no image on his eyes--blind and dumb he sat

where he had been placed, perpetually wringing his hands, with his

shaggy eyebrows drawn high up his forehead, and the fixed orbs--though

stone-blind at least to all real things--beneath them flashing fire. He

had borne up bravely--almost to the last--but had some tongue syllabled

his son's doom in the solitude, and at that instant had insanity smitten

him?

Such utter prostration of intellect had been expected by none; for the

old man, up to the very night before the Trial, had expressed the most

confident trust of his son's acquittal. Nothing had ever served to shake

his conviction of his innocence--though he had always forborne speaking

about the circumstances of the murder--and had communicated to nobody

any of the grounds on which he more than hoped in a case so hopeless;

and though a trouble in his eyes often gave the lie to his lips, when he

used to say to the silent neighbours, "We shall soon see him back at

Moorside." Had his belief in his Ludovic's innocence, and his trust in

God that that innocence would be established and set free, been so

sacred, that the blow, when it did come, struck him like a hammer, and

felled him to the ground, from which he had risen with a riven brain? In

whatever way the shock had been given, it had been terrible; for old

Gilbert Adamson was now a confirmed lunatic, and keepers were in

Moorside--not keepers from a mad-house, for his daughter could not

afford such tendence--but two of her brother's friends, who sat up with

him alternately, night and day, while the arms of the old man, in his

distraction, had to be bound with cords. That dreadful moaning was at an

end now; but the echoes of the hills responded to his yells and shrieks;

and people were afraid to go near the house. It was proposed among the

neighbours to take Alice and little Ann out of it, and an asylum for

them was in the Manse; but Alice would not stir at all their entreaties;

and as, in such a case, it would have been too shocking to tear her away

by violence, she was suffered to remain with him who knew her not, but

who often--it was said--stared distractedly upon her, as if she had been

some fiend sent in upon his insanity from the place of punishment. Weeks

passed on, and still she was there--hiding herself at times from those

terrifying eyes; and from her watching corner, waiting from morn till

night, and from night till morn--for she seldom lay down to sleep, and

had never undressed herself since that fatal sentence--for some moment

of exhausted horror, when she might steal out, and carry some slight

gleam of comfort, however evanescent, to the glimmer or the gloom in

which the brain of her father swam through a dream of blood. But there

were no lucid intervals; and ever as she moved towards him, like a

pitying angel, did he furiously rage against her, as if she had been a

fiend. At last, she who, though yet so young, had lived to see the

murdered corpse of her dearest friend--murdered by her own only brother,

whom, in secret, that murdered maiden had most tenderly loved--that

murderous brother loaded with prison-chains, and condemned to the gibbet

for inexpiable and unpardonable crimes--her father raving like a demon,

self-murderous were his hands but free, nor visited by one glimpse of

mercy from Him who rules the skies--after having borne more than, as she

meekly said, had ever poor girl borne, she took to her bed quite

heart-broken, and, the night before the day of execution, died. As for

poor little Ann, she had been wiled away some weeks before; and in the

blessed thoughtlessness of childhood, was not without hours of happiness

among her playmates on the braes.

The Morning of that Day arose, and the Moor was all blackened with

people round the tall gibbet, that seemed to have grown, with its horrid

arms, out of the ground during the night. No sound of axes or hammers

had been heard clinking during the dark hours--nothing had been seen

passing along the road; for the windows of all the houses from which

anything could have been seen, had been shut fast against all horrid

sights--and the horses' hoofs and the wheels must have been muffled that

had brought that hideous Framework to the Moor. But there it now

stood--a dreadful Tree! The sun moved higher and higher up the sky, and

all the eyes of that congregation were at once turned towards the east,

for a dull sound, as of rumbling wheels and trampling feet, seemed

shaking the Moor in that direction; and lo! surrounded with armed men on

horseback, and environed with halberds, came on a cart, in which three

persons seemed to be sitting, he in the middle all dressed in white--the

death-clothes of the murderer--the unpitying shedder of most innocent

blood.

There was no bell to toll there--but at the very moment he was ascending

the scaffold, a black cloud knelled thunder, and many hundreds of people

all at once fell down upon their knees. The man in white lifted up his

eyes, and said, "O Lord God of Heaven! and Thou his blessed Son, who

died to save sinners! accept this sacrifice!"

Not one in all that immense crowd could have known that that white

apparition was Ludovic Adamson. His hair, that had been almost

jet-black, was now white as his face--as his figure, dressed, as it

seemed, for the grave. Are they going to execute the murderer in his

shroud? Stone-blind, and stone-deaf, there he stood--yet had he, without

help, walked up the steps of the scaffold. A hymn of several voices

arose--the man of God close beside the criminal, with the Bible in his

uplifted hands; but those bloodless lips had no motion--with him this

world was not, though yet he was in life--in life, and no more! And was

this the man who, a few months ago, flinging the fear of death from him,

as a flash of sunshine flings aside the shades, had descended into that

pit which an hour before had been bellowing, as the foul vapours

exploded like cannons, and brought up the bodies of them who had

perished in the womb of the earth? Was this he who once leapt into the

devouring fire, and reappeared, after all had given over for lost the

glorious boy, with an infant in his arms, while the flames seemed to

eddy back, that they might scathe not the head of the deliverer, and a

shower of blessings fell upon him as he laid it in its mother's bosom,

and made the heart of the widow to sing for joy? It is he. And now the

executioner pulls down the cord from the beam, and fastens it round the

criminal's neck. His face is already covered, and that fatal

handkerchief is in his hand. The whole crowd are now kneeling, and one

multitudinous sob convulses the air;--when wild outcries, and shrieks,

and yells, are at that moment heard from the distant gloom of the glen

that opens up to Moorside, and three figures, one far in advance of the

others, come flying, as on the wings of the wind, towards the gibbet.

Hundreds started to their feet, and "'Tis the maniac--'tis the lunatic!"

was the cry. Precipitating himself down a rocky hill-side, that seemed

hardly accessible but to the goats, the maniac, the lunatic, at a few

desperate leaps and bounds, just as it was expected he would have been

dashed in pieces, alighted unstunned upon the level greensward; and now,

far ahead of his keepers, with incredible swiftness neared the

scaffold--and, the dense crowd making a lane for him in their fear and

astonishment, he flew up the ladder to the horrid platform, and,

grasping his son in his arms, howled dreadfully over him; and then with

a loud voice cried, "Saved--saved--saved!"

So sudden had been that wild rush, that all the officers of justice--the

very executioner--stood aghast; and now the prisoner's neck is free from

that accursed cord--his face is once more visible without that hideous

shroud--and he sinks down senseless on the scaffold. "Seize him--seize

him!" and he was seized--but no maniac, no lunatic, was the father now;

for during the night, and during the dawn, and during the morn, and on

to mid-day--on to the HOUR OF ONE--when all rueful preparations were to

be completed--had Providence been clearing and calming the tumult in

that troubled brain; and as the cottage clock struck ONE, memory

brightened at the chime into a perfect knowledge of the past, and

prophetic imagination saw the future lowering upon the dismal present.

All night long, with the cunning of a madman--for all night long he had

still been mad--the miserable old man had been disengaging his hands

from the manacles, and that done, springing like a wild beast from his

cage, he flew out of the open door, nor could a horse's speed on that

fearful road have overtaken him before he reached the scaffold.

No need was there to hold the miserable man. He who had been so furious

in his manacles at Moorside, seemed now, to the people at a distance,

calm as when he used to sit in the elders' seat beneath the pulpit in

that small kirk. But they who were on or near the scaffold saw something

horrid in the fixedness of his countenance. "Let go your hold of me, ye

fools!" he muttered to some of the mean wretches of the law, who still

had him in their clutch--and tossing his hands on high, cried with a

loud voice, "Give ear, ye Heavens! and hear, O Earth! I am the

Violator--I am the Murderer!"

The moor groaned as in earthquake--and then all that congregation bowed

their heads with a rustling noise, like a wood smitten by the wind. Had

they heard aright the unimaginable confession? His head had long been

grey--he had reached the term allotted to man's mortal life here

below--threescore and ten. Morning and evening, never had the Bible been

out of his hands at the hour set apart for family worship. And who so

eloquent as he in expounding its most dreadful mysteries? The

unregenerate heart of man, he had ever said--in scriptural phrase--was

"desperately wicked." Desperately wicked indeed! And now again he tossed

his arms wrathfully--so the wild motion looked--in the wrathful skies.

"I ravished--I murdered her--ye know it, ye evil spirits in the depths

of hell!" Consternation now fell on the minds of all--and the truth was

clear as light--and all eyes knew at once that now indeed they looked on

the murderer. The dreadful delusion under which all their understandings

had been brought by the power of circumstances, was by that voice

destroyed--the obduracy of him who had been about to die was now seen to

have been the most heroic virtue--the self-sacrifice of a son, to save a

father from ignominy and death.

"O monster, beyond the reach of redemption! and the very day after the

murder, while the corpse was lying in blood on the Moor, he was with us

in the House of God! Tear him in pieces--rend him limb from limb--tear

him into a thousand pieces!"--"The Evil One had power given him to

prevail against me, and I fell under the temptation. It was so written

in the Book of Predestination, and the deed lies at the door of

God!"--"Tear the blasphemer into pieces! Let the scaffold drink his

blood!"--"So let it be, if it be so written, good people! Satan never

left me since the murder till this day--he sat by my side in the

kirk--when I was ploughing in the field--there--ever as I came back from

the other end of the furrow--he stood on the head-rig in the shape of a

black shadow. But now I see him not--he has returned to his den in the

pit. I cannot imagine what I have been doing, or what has been done to

me, all the time between the day of trial and this of execution. Was I

mad? No matter. But you shall not hang Ludovic--he, poor boy, is

innocent;--here, look at him--here--I tell you again--is the Violator

and the Murderer!"

But shall the men in authority dare to stay the execution at a maniac's

words? If they dare not--that multitude will, now all rising together

like the waves of the sea. "Cut the cords asunder that bind our

Ludovic's arms"--a thousand voices cried; and the murderer, unclasping a

knife, that, all unknown to his keepers, he had worn in his breast when

a maniac, sheared them asunder as the sickle shears the corn. But his

son stirred not--and on being lifted _up_ by his father, gave not so

much as a groan. His heart had burst--and he was dead. No one touched

the grey-headed murderer, who knelt down--not to pray, but to look into

his son's eyes--and to examine his lips--and to feel his left

breast--and to search out all the symptoms of a fainting-fit, or to

assure himself--and many a corpse had the plunderer handled on the field

after hush of the noise of battle--that this was death. He rose; and

standing forward on the edge of the scaffold, said, with a voice that

shook not, deep, strong, hollow, and hoarse--"Good people! I am

_likewise_ now the murderer of my daughter and of my son! and of

myself!" Next moment, the knife was in his heart--and he fell down a

corpse on the corpse of his Ludovic. All round the sultry horizon the

black clouds had for hours been gathering--and now came the thunder and

the lightning--and the storm. Again the whole multitude prostrated

themselves on the moor--and the Pastor, bending over the dead bodies,

said,

"THIS IS EXPIATION!"

MORNING MONOLOGUE.

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